Meditations
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Meditations
Marcus Aurelius
INTRODUCTION
MARCUS AURELIUS ANTONINUS was born on April 26, A.D. 121. His
real name was M. Annius Verus, and he was sprung of a noble family
which claimed descent from Numa, second King of Rome. Thus the most
religious of emperors came of the blood of the most pious of early
kings. His father, Annius Verus, had held high office in Rome, and
his grandfather, of the same name, had been thrice Consul. Both his
parents died young, but Marcus held them in loving remembrance. On
his father's death Marcus was adopted by his grandfather, the
consular Annius Verus, and there was deep love between these two.
On the very first page of his book Marcus gratefully declares how
of his grandfather he had learned to be gentle and meek, and to
refrain from all anger and passion. The Emperor Hadrian divined the
fine character of the lad, whom he used to call not Verus but
Verissimus, more Truthful than his own name. He advanced Marcus to
equestrian rank when six years of age, and at the age of eight made
him a member of the ancient Salian priesthood. The boy's aunt,
Annia Galeria Faustina, was married to Antoninus Pius, afterwards
emperor. Hence it came about that Antoninus, having no son, adopted
Marcus, changing his name to that which he is known by, and
betrothed him to his daughter Faustina. His education was conducted
with all care. The ablest teachers were engaged for him, and he was
trained in the strict doctrine of the Stoic philosophy, which was
his great delight. He was taught to dress plainly and to live
simply, to avoid all softness and luxury. His body was trained to
hardihood by wrestling, hunting, and outdoor games; and though his
constitution was weak, he showed great personal courage to
encounter the fiercest boars. At the same time he was kept from the
extravagancies of his day. The great excitement in Rome was the
strife of the Factions, as they were called, in the circus. The
racing drivers used to adopt one of four colours—red, blue, white,
or green—and their partisans showed an eagerness in supporting them
which nothing could surpass. Riot and corruption went in the train
of the racing chariots; and from all these things Marcus held
severely aloof.In 140 Marcus was raised to the consulship, and in 145 his
betrothal was consummated by marriage. Two years later Faustina
brought him a daughter; and soon after the tribunate and other
imperial honours were conferred upon him.Antoninus Pius died in 161, and Marcus assumed the imperial
state. He at once associated with himself L. Ceionius Commodus,
whom Antoninus had adopted as a younger son at the same time with
Marcus, giving him the name of Lucius Aurelius Verus. Henceforth
the two are colleagues in the empire, the junior being trained as
it were to succeed. No sooner was Marcus settled upon the throne
than wars broke out on all sides. In the east, Vologeses III. of
Parthia began a long-meditated revolt by destroying a whole Roman
Legion and invading Syria (162). Verus was sent off in hot haste to
quell this rising; and he fulfilled his trust by plunging into
drunkenness and debauchery, while the war was left to his officers.
Soon after Marcus had to face a more serious danger at home in the
coalition of several powerful tribes on the northern frontier.
Chief among those were the Marcomanni or Marchmen, the Quadi
(mentioned in this book), the Sarmatians, the Catti, the Jazyges.
In Rome itself there was pestilence and starvation, the one brought
from the east by Verus's legions, the other caused by floods which
had destroyed vast quantities of grain. After all had been done
possible to allay famine and to supply pressing needs—Marcus being
forced even to sell the imperial jewels to find money—both emperors
set forth to a struggle which was to continue more or less during
the rest of Marcus's reign. During these wars, in 169, Verus died.
We have no means of following the campaigns in detail; but thus
much is certain, that in the end the Romans succeeded in crushing
the barbarian tribes, and effecting a settlement which made the
empire more secure. Marcus was himself commander-in-chief, and
victory was due no less to his own ability than to his wisdom in
choice of lieutenants, shown conspicuously in the case of Pertinax.
There were several important battles fought in these campaigns; and
one of them has become celebrated for the legend of the Thundering
Legion. In a battle against the Quadi in 174, the day seemed to be
going in favour of the foe, when on a sudden arose a great storm of
thunder and rain the lightning struck the barbarians with terror,
and they turned to rout. In later days this storm was said to have
been sent in answer to the prayers of a legion which contained many
Christians, and the name Thundering Legion should be given to it on
this account. The title of Thundering Legion is known at an earlier
date, so this part of the story at least cannot be true; but the
aid of the storm is acknowledged by one of the scenes carved on
Antonine's Column at Rome, which commemorates these
wars.The settlement made after these troubles might have been more
satisfactory but for an unexpected rising in the east. Avidius
Cassius, an able captain who had won renown in the Parthian wars,
was at this time chief governor of the eastern provinces. By
whatever means induced, he had conceived the project of proclaiming
himself emperor as soon as Marcus, who was then in feeble health,
should die; and a report having been conveyed to him that Marcus
was dead, Cassius did as he had planned. Marcus, on hearing the
news, immediately patched up a peace and returned home to meet this
new peril. The emperors great grief was that he must needs engage
in the horrors of civil strife. He praised the qualities of
Cassius, and expressed a heartfelt wish that Cassius might not be
driven to do himself a hurt before he should have the opportunity
to grant a free pardon. But before he could come to the east news
had come to Cassius that the emperor still lived; his followers
fell away from him, and he was assassinated. Marcus now went to the
east, and while there the murderers brought the head of Cassius to
him; but the emperor indignantly refused their gift, nor would he
admit the men to his presence.On this journey his wife, Faustina, died. At his return the
emperor celebrated a triumph (176). Immediately afterwards he
repaired to Germany, and took up once more the burden of war. His
operations were followed by complete success; but the troubles of
late years had been too much for his constitution, at no time
robust, and on March 17, 180, he died in Pannonia.The good emperor was not spared domestic troubles. Faustina
had borne him several children, of whom he was passionately fond.
Their innocent faces may still be seen in many a sculpture gallery,
recalling with odd effect the dreamy countenance of their father.
But they died one by one, and when Marcus came to his own end only
one of his sons still lived—the weak and worthless Commodus. On his
father's death Commodus, who succeeded him, undid the work of many
campaigns by a hasty and unwise peace; and his reign of twelve
years proved him to be a ferocious and bloodthirsty tyrant. Scandal
has made free with the name of Faustina herself, who is accused not
only of unfaithfulness, but of intriguing with Cassius and egging
him on to his fatal rebellion, it must be admitted that these
charges rest on no sure evidence; and the emperor, at all events,
loved her dearly, nor ever felt the slightest qualm of
suspicion.As a soldier we have seen that Marcus was both capable and
successful; as an administrator he was prudent and conscientious.
Although steeped in the teachings of philosophy, he did not attempt
to remodel the world on any preconceived plan. He trod the path
beaten by his predecessors, seeking only to do his duty as well as
he could, and to keep out corruption. He did some unwise things, it
is true. To create a compeer in empire, as he did with Verus, was a
dangerous innovation which could only succeed if one of the two
effaced himself; and under Diocletian this very precedent caused
the Roman Empire to split into halves. He erred in his civil
administration by too much centralising. But the strong point of
his reign was the administration of justice. Marcus sought by-laws
to protect the weak, to make the lot of the slaves less hard, to
stand in place of father to the fatherless. Charitable foundations
were endowed for rearing and educating poor children. The provinces
were protected against oppression, and public help was given to
cities or districts which might be visited by calamity. The great
blot on his name, and one hard indeed to explain, is his treatment
of the Christians. In his reign Justin at Rome became a martyr to
his faith, and Polycarp at Smyrna, and we know of many outbreaks of
fanaticism in the provinces which caused the death of the faithful.
It is no excuse to plead that he knew nothing about the atrocities
done in his name: it was his duty to know, and if he did not he
would have been the first to confess that he had failed in his
duty. But from his own tone in speaking of the Christians it is
clear he knew them only from calumny; and we hear of no measures
taken even to secure that they should have a fair hearing. In this
respect Trajan was better than he.To a thoughtful mind such a religion as that of Rome would
give small satisfaction. Its legends were often childish or
impossible; its teaching had little to do with morality. The Roman
religion was in fact of the nature of a bargain: men paid certain
sacrifices and rites, and the gods granted their favour,
irrespective of right or wrong. In this case all devout souls were
thrown back upon philosophy, as they had been, though to a less
extent, in Greece. There were under the early empire two rival
schools which practically divided the field between them, Stoicism
and Epicureanism. The ideal set before each was nominally much the
same. The Stoics aspired to the repression of all emotion, and the
Epicureans to freedom from all disturbance; yet in the upshot the
one has become a synonym of stubborn endurance, the other for
unbridled licence. With Epicureanism we have nothing to do now; but
it will be worth while to sketch the history and tenets of the
Stoic sect. Zeno, the founder of Stoicism, was born in Cyprus at
some date unknown, but his life may be said roughly to be between
the years 350 and 250 B.C. Cyprus has been from time immemorial a
meeting-place of the East and West, and although we cannot grant
any importance to a possible strain of Phoenician blood in him (for
the Phoenicians were no philosophers), yet it is quite likely that
through Asia Minor he may have come in touch with the Far East. He
studied under the cynic Crates, but he did not neglect other
philosophical systems. After many years' study he opened his own
school in a colonnade in Athens called the Painted Porch, or Stoa,
which gave the Stoics their name. Next to Zeno, the School of the
Porch owes most to Chrysippus (280—207 b.c.), who organised
Stoicism into a system. Of him it was said, 'But for Chrysippus,
there had been no Porch.'The Stoics regarded speculation as a means to an end and that
end was, as Zeno put it, to live consistently omologonuenws zhn or
as it was later explained, to live in conformity with nature. This
conforming of the life to nature oralogoumenwz th fusei zhn. was
the Stoic idea of Virtue.This dictum might easily be taken to mean that virtue
consists in yielding to each natural impulse; but that was very far
from the Stoic meaning. In order to live in accord with nature, it
is necessary to know what nature is; and to this end a threefold
division of philosophy is made—into Physics, dealing with the
universe and its laws, the problems of divine government and
teleology; Logic, which trains the mind to discern true from false;
and Ethics, which applies the knowledge thus gained and tested to
practical life. The Stoic system of physics was materialism with an
infusion of pantheism. In contradiction to Plato's view that the
Ideas, or Prototypes, of phenomena alone really exist, the Stoics
held that material objects alone existed; but immanent in the
material universe was a spiritual force which acted through them,
manifesting itself under many forms, as fire, aether, spirit, soul,
reason, the ruling principle.The universe, then, is God, of whom the popular gods are
manifestations; while legends and myths are allegorical. The soul
of man is thus an emanation from the godhead, into whom it will
eventually be re-absorbed. The divine ruling principle makes all
things work together for good, but for the good of the whole. The
highest good of man is consciously to work with God for the common
good, and this is the sense in which the Stoic tried to live in
accord with nature. In the individual it is virtue alone which
enables him to do this; as Providence rules the universe, so virtue
in the soul must rule man.In Logic, the Stoic system is noteworthy for their theory as
to the test of truth, the Criterion. They compared the new-born
soul to a sheet of paper ready for writing. Upon this the senses
write their impressions, fantasias and by experience of a number of
these the soul unconsciously conceives general notions koinai
eunoiai or anticipations. prolhyeis When the impression was such as
to be irresistible it was called (katalnptikh fantasia) one that
holds fast, or as they explained it, one proceeding from truth.
Ideas and inferences artificially produced by deduction or the like
were tested by this 'holding perception.' Of the Ethical
application I have already spoken. The highest good was the
virtuous life. Virtue alone is happiness, and vice is unhappiness.
Carrying this theory to its extreme, the Stoic said that there
could be no gradations between virtue and vice, though of course
each has its special manifestations. Moreover, nothing is good but
virtue, and nothing but vice is bad. Those outside things which are
commonly called good or bad, such as health and sickness, wealth
and poverty, pleasure and pain, are to him indifferent adiofora.
All these things are merely the sphere in which virtue may act. The
ideal Wise Man is sufficient unto himself in all things, autarkhs
and knowing these truths, he will be happy even when stretched upon
the rack. It is probable that no Stoic claimed for himself that he
was this Wise Man, but that each strove after it as an ideal much
as the Christian strives after a likeness to Christ. The
exaggeration in this statement was, however, so obvious, that the
later Stoics were driven to make a further subdivision of things
indifferent into what is preferable (prohgmena) and what is
undesirable. They also held that for him who had not attained to
the perfect wisdom, certain actions were proper. (kaqhkonta) These
were neither virtuous nor vicious, but, like the indifferent
things, held a middle place. Two points in the Stoic system deserve
special mention. One is a careful distinction between things which
are in our power and things which are not. Desire and dislike,
opinion and affection, are within the power of the will; whereas
health, wealth, honour, and other such are generally not so. The
Stoic was called upon to control his desires and affections, and to
guide his opinion; to bring his whole being under the sway of the
will or leading principle, just as the universe is guided and
governed by divine Providence. This is a special application of the
favourite Greek virtue of moderation, (swfrosuum) and has also its
parallel in Christian ethics. The second point is a strong
insistence on the unity of the universe, and on man's duty as part
of a great whole. Public spirit was the most splendid political
virtue of the ancient world, and it is here made cosmopolitan. It
is again instructive to note that Christian sages insisted on the
same thing. Christians are taught that they are members of a
worldwide brotherhood, where is neither Greek nor Hebrew, bond nor
free and that they live their lives as fellow-workers with
God.Such is the system which underlies the Meditations of Marcus
Aurelius. Some knowledge of it is necessary to the right
understanding of the book, but for us the chief interest lies
elsewhere. We do not come to Marcus Aurelius for a treatise on
Stoicism. He is no head of a school to lay down a body of doctrine
for students; he does not even contemplate that others should read
what he writes. His philosophy is not an eager intellectual
inquiry, but more what we should call religious feeling. The
uncompromising stiffness of Zeno or Chrysippus is softened and
transformed by passing through a nature reverent and tolerant,
gentle and free from guile; the grim resignation which made life
possible to the Stoic sage becomes in him almost a mood of
aspiration. His book records the innermost thoughts of his heart,
set down to ease it, with such moral maxims and reflections as may
help him to bear the burden of duty and the countless annoyances of
a busy life.It is instructive to compare the Meditations with another
famous book, the Imitation of Christ. There is the same ideal of
self-control in both. It should be a man's task, says the
Imitation, 'to overcome himself, and every day to be stronger than
himself.' 'In withstanding of the passions standeth very peace of
heart.' 'Let us set the axe to the root, that we being purged of
our passions may have a peaceable mind.' To this end there must be
continual self-examination. 'If thou may not continually gather
thyself together, namely sometimes do it, at least once a day, the
morning or the evening. In the morning purpose, in the evening
discuss the manner, what thou hast been this day, in word, work,
and thought.' But while the Roman's temper is a modest
self-reliance, the Christian aims at a more passive mood,
humbleness and meekness, and reliance on the presence and personal
friendship of God. The Roman scrutinises his faults with severity,
but without the self-contempt which makes the Christian 'vile in
his own sight.' The Christian, like the Roman, bids 'study to
withdraw thine heart from the love of things visible'; but it is
not the busy life of duty he has in mind so much as the contempt of
all worldly things, and the 'cutting away of all lower
delectations.' Both rate men's praise or blame at their real
worthlessness; 'Let not thy peace,' says the Christian, 'be in the
mouths of men.' But it is to God's censure the Christian appeals,
the Roman to his own soul. The petty annoyances of injustice or
unkindness are looked on by each with the same magnanimity. 'Why
doth a little thing said or done against thee make thee sorry? It
is no new thing; it is not the first, nor shall it be the last, if
thou live long. At best suffer patiently, if thou canst not suffer
joyously.' The Christian should sorrow more for other men's malice
than for our own wrongs; but the Roman is inclined to wash his
hands of the offender. 'Study to be patient in suffering and
bearing other men's defaults and all manner infirmities,' says the
Christian; but the Roman would never have thought to add, 'If all
men were perfect, what had we then to suffer of other men for God?'
The virtue of suffering in itself is an idea which does not meet us
in the Meditations. Both alike realise that man is one of a great
community. 'No man is sufficient to himself,' says the Christian;
'we must bear together, help together, comfort together.' But while
he sees a chief importance in zeal, in exalted emotion that is, and
avoidance of lukewarmness, the Roman thought mainly of the duty to
be done as well as might be, and less of the feeling which should
go with the doing of it. To the saint as to the emperor, the world
is a poor thing at best. 'Verily it is a misery to live upon the
earth,' says the Christian; few and evil are the days of man's
life, which passeth away suddenly as a shadow.But there is one great difference between the two books we
are considering. The Imitation is addressed to others, the
Meditations by the writer to himself. We learn nothing from the
Imitation of the author's own life, except in so far as he may be
assumed to have practised his own preachings; the Meditations
reflect mood by mood the mind of him who wrote them. In their
intimacy and frankness lies their great charm. These notes are not
sermons; they are not even confessions. There is always an air of
self-consciousness in confessions; in such revelations there is
always a danger of unctuousness or of vulgarity for the best of
men. St. Augus-tine is not always clear of offence, and John Bunyan
himself exaggerates venial peccadilloes into heinous sins. But
Marcus Aurelius is neither vulgar nor unctuous; he extenuates
nothing, but nothing sets down in malice. He never poses before an
audience; he may not be profound, he is always sincere. And it is a
lofty and serene soul which is here disclosed before us. Vulgar
vices seem to have no temptation for him; this is not one tied and
bound with chains which he strives to break. The faults he detects
in himself are often such as most men would have no eyes to see. To
serve the divine spirit which is implanted within him, a man must
'keep himself pure from all violent passion and evil affection,
from all rashness and vanity, and from all manner of discontent,
either in regard of the gods or men': or, as he says elsewhere,
'unspotted by pleasure, undaunted by pain.' Unwavering courtesy and
consideration are his aims. 'Whatsoever any man either doth or
saith, thou must be good;' 'doth any man offend? It is against
himself that he doth offend: why should it trouble thee?' The
offender needs pity, not wrath; those who must needs be corrected,
should be treated with tact and gentleness; and one must be always
ready to learn better. 'The best kind of revenge is, not to become
like unto them.' There are so many hints of offence forgiven, that
we may believe the notes followed sharp on the facts. Perhaps he
has fallen short of his aim, and thus seeks to call his principles
to mind, and to strengthen himself for the future. That these
sayings are not mere talk is plain from the story of Avidius
Cassius, who would have usurped his imperial throne. Thus the
emperor faithfully carries out his own principle, that evil must be
overcome with good. For each fault in others, Nature (says he) has
given us a counteracting virtue; 'as, for example, against the
unthankful, it hath given goodness and meekness, as an
antidote.'One so gentle towards a foe was sure to be a good friend; and
indeed his pages are full of generous gratitude to those who had
served him. In his First Book he sets down to account all the debts
due to his kinsfolk and teachers. To his grandfather he owed his
own gentle spirit, to his father shamefastness and courage; he
learnt of his mother to be religious and bountiful and
single-minded. Rusticus did not work in vain, if he showed his
pupil that his life needed amending. Apollonius taught him
simplicity, reasonableness, gratitude, a love of true liberty. So
the list runs on; every one he had dealings with seems to have
given him something good, a sure proof of the goodness of his
nature, which thought no evil.If his was that honest and true heart which is the Christian
ideal, this is the more wonderful in that he lacked the faith which
makes Christians strong. He could say, it is true, 'either there is
a God, and then all is well; or if all things go by chance and
fortune, yet mayest thou use thine own providence in those things
that concern thee properly; and then art thou well.' Or again, 'We
must needs grant that there is a nature that doth govern the
universe.' But his own part in the scheme of things is so small,
that he does not hope for any personal happiness beyond what a
serene soul may win in this mortal life. 'O my soul, the time I
trust will be, when thou shalt be good, simple, more open and
visible, than that body by which it is enclosed;' but this is said
of the calm contentment with human lot which he hopes to attain,
not of a time when the trammels of the body shall be cast off. For
the rest, the world and its fame and wealth, 'all is vanity.' The
gods may perhaps have a particular care for him, but their especial
care is for the universe at large: thus much should suffice. His
gods are better than the Stoic gods, who sit aloof from all human
things, untroubled and uncaring, but his personal hope is hardly
stronger. On this point he says little, though there are many
allusions to death as the natural end; doubtless he expected his
soul one day to be absorbed into the universal soul, since nothing
comes out of nothing, and nothing can be annihilated. His mood is
one of strenuous weariness; he does his duty as a good soldier,
waiting for the sound of the trumpet which shall sound the retreat;
he has not that cheerful confidence which led Socrates through a
life no less noble, to a death which was to bring him into the
company of gods he had worshipped and men whom he had
revered.But although Marcus Aurelius may have held intellectually
that his soul was destined to be absorbed, and to lose
consciousness of itself, there were times when he felt, as all who
hold it must sometimes feel, how unsatisfying is such a creed. Then
he gropes blindly after something less empty and vain. 'Thou hast
taken ship,' he says, 'thou hast sailed, thou art come to land, go
out, if to another life, there also shalt thou find gods, who are
everywhere.' There is more in this than the assumption of a rival
theory for argument's sake. If worldly things 'be but as a dream,
the thought is not far off that there may be an awakening to what
is real. When he speaks of death as a necessary change, and points
out that nothing useful and profitable can be brought about without
change, did he perhaps think of the change in a corn of wheat,
which is not quickened except it die? Nature's marvellous power of
recreating out of Corruption is surely not confined to bodily
things. Many of his thoughts sound like far-off echoes of St. Paul;
and it is strange indeed that this most Christian of emperors has
nothing good to say of the Christians. To him they are only
sectaries 'violently and passionately set upon
opposition.Profound as philosophy these Meditations certainly are not;
but Marcus Aurelius was too sincere not to see the essence of such
things as came within his experience. Ancient religions were for
the most part concerned with outward things. Do the necessary
rites, and you propitiate the gods; and these rites were often
trivial, sometimes violated right feeling or even morality. Even
when the gods stood on the side of righteousness, they were
concerned with the act more than with the intent. But Marcus
Aurelius knows that what the heart is full of, the man will do.
'Such as thy thoughts and ordinary cogitations are,' he says, 'such
will thy mind be in time.' And every page of the book shows us that
he knew thought was sure to issue in act. He drills his soul, as it
were, in right principles, that when the time comes, it may be
guided by them. To wait until the emergency is to be too late. He
sees also the true essence of happiness. 'If happiness did consist
in pleasure, how came notorious robbers, impure abominable livers,
parricides, and tyrants, in so large a measure to have their part
of pleasures?' He who had all the world's pleasures at command can
write thus 'A happy lot and portion is, good inclinations of the
soul, good desires, good actions.'By the irony of fate this man, so gentle and good, so
desirous of quiet joys and a mind free from care, was set at the
head of the Roman Empire when great dangers threatened from east
and west. For several years he himself commanded his armies in
chief. In camp before the Quadi he dates the first book of his
Meditations, and shows how he could retire within himself amid the
coarse clangour of arms. The pomps and glories which he despised
were all his; what to most men is an ambition or a dream, to him
was a round of weary tasks which nothing but the stern sense of
duty could carry him through. And he did his work well. His wars
were slow and tedious, but successful. With a statesman's wisdom he
foresaw the danger to Rome of the barbarian hordes from the north,
and took measures to meet it. As it was, his settlement gave two
centuries of respite to the Roman Empire; had he fulfilled the plan
of pushing the imperial frontiers to the Elbe, which seems to have
been in his mind, much more might have been accomplished. But death
cut short his designs.Truly a rare opportunity was given to Marcus Aurelius of
showing what the mind can do in despite of circumstances. Most
peaceful of warriors, a magnificent monarch whose ideal was quiet
happiness in home life, bent to obscurity yet born to greatness,
the loving father of children who died young or turned out hateful,
his life was one paradox. That nothing might lack, it was in camp
before the face of the enemy that he passed away and went to his
own place.Translations THE following is a list of the chief English
translations of Marcus Aurelius: (1) By Meric Casaubon, 1634; (2)
Jeremy Collier, 1701; (3) James Thomson, 1747; (4) R. Graves, 1792;
(5) H. McCormac, 1844; (6) George Long, 1862; (7) G. H. Rendall,
1898; and (8) J. Jackson, 1906. Renan's "Marc-Aurèle"—in his
"History of the Origins of Christianity," which appeared in 1882—is
the most vital and original book to be had relating to the time of
Marcus Aurelius. Pater's "Marius the Epicurean" forms another
outside commentary, which is of service in the imaginative attempt
to create again the period.
THE FIRST BOOK
Wherein Antoninus recordeth, What and of whom, whether
Parents, Friends, or Masters; by their good examples, or good
advice and counsel, he had learned:
Whensoever thou wilt rejoice thyself, think and meditate upon those
good parts and especial gifts, which thou hast observed in any of
them that live with thee:as industry in one, in another modesty, in another
bountifulness, in another some other thing. For nothing can so much
rejoice thee, as the resemblances and parallels of several virtues,
eminent in the dispositions of them that live with thee, especially
when all at once, as it were, they represent themselves unto thee.
See therefore, that thou have them always in a
readiness.I. Of my grandfather Verus I have learned to be
gentle and meek, and torefrain from all anger and passion. From the fame and memory
of him that begot me I have learned both shamefastness and manlike
behaviour. Of my mother I have learned to be religious, and
bountiful; and to forbear, not only to do, but to intend any evil;
to content myself with a spare diet, and to fly all such excess as
is incidental to great wealth. Of my great-grandfather, both to
frequent public schools and auditories, and to get me good and able
teachers at home; and that I ought not to think much, if upon such
occasions, I were at excessive charges.II. Of him that brought me up, not to be fondly
addicted to either ofthe two great factions of the coursers in the circus, called
Prasini, and Veneti: nor in the amphitheatre partially to favour
any of the gladiators, or fencers, as either the Parmularii, or the
Secutores. Moreover, to endure labour; nor to need many things;
when I have anything to do, to do it myself rather than by others;
not to meddle with many businesses; and not easily to admit of any
slander.III. Of Diognetus, not to busy myself about vain
things, and not easilyto believe those things, which are commonly spoken, by such
as take upon them to work wonders, and by sorcerers, or
prestidigitators, and impostors; concerning the power of charms,
and their driving out of demons, or evil spirits; and the like. Not
to keep quails for the game; nor to be mad after such things. Not
to be offended with other men's liberty of speech, and to apply
myself unto philosophy. Him also I must thank, that ever I heard
first Bacchius, then Tandasis and Marcianus, and that I did write
dialogues in my youth; and that I took liking to the philosophers'
little couch and skins, and such other things, which by the Grecian
discipline are proper to those who profess philosophy.IV. To Rusticus I am beholding, that I first entered
into the conceitthat my life wanted some redress and cure. And then, that I
did not fall into the ambition of ordinary sophists, either to
write tracts concerning the common theorems, or to exhort men unto
virtue and the study of philosophy by public orations; as also that
I never by way of ostentation did affect to show myself an active
able man, for any kind of bodily exercises. And that I gave over
the study of rhetoric and poetry, and of elegant neat language.
That I did not use to walk about the house in my long robe, nor to
do any such things. Moreover I learned of him to write letters
without any affectation, or curiosity; such as that was, which by
him was written to my mother from Sinuessa: and to be easy and
ready to be reconciled, and well pleased again with them that had
offended me, as soon as any of them would be content to seek unto
me again. To read with diligence; not to rest satisfied with a
light and superficial knowledge, nor quickly to assent to things
commonly spoken of: whom also I must thank that ever I lighted upon
Epictetus his Hypomnemata, or moral commentaries and
common-factions: which also he gave me of his own.V. From Apollonius, true liberty, and unvariable
steadfastness, and notto regard anything at all, though never so little, but right
and reason: and always, whether in the sharpest pains, or after the
loss of a child, or in long diseases, to be still the same man; who
also was a present and visible example unto me, that it was
possible for the same man to be both vehement and remiss: a man not
subject to be vexed, and offended with the incapacity of his
scholars and auditors in his lectures and expositions; and a true
pattern of a man who of all his good gifts and faculties, least
esteemed in himself, that his excellent skill and ability to teach
and persuade others the common theorems and maxims of the Stoic
philosophy. Of him also I learned how to receive favours and
kindnesses (as commonly they are accounted:) from friends, so that
I might not become obnoxious unto them, for them, nor more yielding
upon occasion, than in right I ought; and yet so that I should not
pass them neither, as an unsensible and unthankful
man.VI. Of Sextus, mildness and the pattern of a family
governed withpaternal affection; and a purpose to live according to
nature: to be grave without affectation: to observe carefully the
several dispositions of my friends, not to be offended with idiots,
nor unseasonably to set upon those that are carried with the vulgar
opinions, with the theorems, and tenets of philosophers: his
conversation being an example how a man might accommodate himself
to all men and companies; so that though his company were sweeter
and more pleasing than any flatterer's cogging and fawning; yet was
it at the same time most respected and reverenced: who also had a
proper happiness and faculty, rationally and methodically to find
out, and set in order all necessary determinations and instructions
for a man's life. A man without ever the least appearance of anger,
or any other passion; able at the same time most exactly to observe
the Stoic Apathia, or unpassionateness, and yet to be most
tender-hearted: ever of good credit; and yet almost without any
noise, or rumour: very learned, and yet making little
show.VII. From Alexander the Grammarian, to be
un-reprovable myself, and notreproachfully to reprehend any man for a barbarism, or a
solecism, or any false pronunciation, but dextrously by way of
answer, or testimony, or confirmation of the same matter (taking no
notice of the word) to utter it as it should have been spoken; or
by some other such close and indirect admonition, handsomely and
civilly to tell him of it.VIII. Of Fronto, to how much envy and fraud and
hypocrisy the state of atyrannous king is subject unto, and how they who are commonly
called [Eupatridas Gk.], i.e. nobly born, are in some sort
incapable, or void of natural affection.IX. Of Alexander the Platonic, not often nor without
great necessity tosay, or to write to any man in a letter, 'I am not at
leisure'; nor in this manner still to put off those duties, which
we owe to our friends and acquaintances (to every one in his kind)
under pretence of urgent affairs.X. Of Catulus, not to contemn any friend's
expostulation, though unjust,but to strive to reduce him to his former disposition: freely
and heartily to speak well of all my masters upon any occasion, as
it is reported of Domitius, and Athenodotus: and to love my
children with true affection.XI. From my brother Severus, to be kind and loving to
all them of myhouse and family; by whom also I came to the knowledge of
Thrasea and Helvidius, and Cato, and Dio, and Brutus. He it was
also that did put me in the first conceit and desire of an equal
commonwealth, administered by justice and equality; and of a
kingdom wherein should be regarded nothing more than the good and
welfare of the subjects. Of him also, to observe a constant tenor,
(not interrupted, with any other cares and distractions,) in the
study and esteem of philosophy: to be bountiful and liberal in the
largest measure; always to hope the best; and to be confident that
my friends love me. In whom I moreover observed open dealing
towards those whom he reproved at any time, and that his friends
might without all doubt or much observation know what he would, or
would not, so open and plain was he.XII. From Claudius Maximus, in all things to
endeavour to have powerof myself, and in nothing to be carried about; to be cheerful
and courageous in all sudden chances and accidents, as in
sicknesses: to love mildness, and moderation, and gravity: and to
do my business, whatsoever it be, thoroughly, and without
querulousness. Whatsoever he said, all men believed him that as he
spake, so he thought, and whatsoever he did, that he did it with a
good intent. His manner was, never to wonder at anything; never to
be in haste, and yet never slow: nor to be perplexed, or dejected,
or at any time unseemly, or excessively to laugh: nor to be angry,
or suspicious, but ever ready to do good, and to forgive, and to
speak truth; and all this, as one that seemed rather of himself to
have been straight and right, than ever to have been rectified or
redressed; neither was there any man that ever thought himself
undervalued by him, or that could find in his heart, to think
himself a better man than he. He would also be very pleasant and
gracious.XIII. In my father, I observed his meekness; his
constancy without