Manuel Garcia climbed the stairs to Don Miguel Retana’s office. He
set down his suitcase and knocked on the door. There was no answer.
Manuel, standing in the hallway, felt there was some one in the
room. He felt it through the door.
“Retana,” he said,
listening.
There was no answer.
He’s there, all right, Manuel
thought.
“Retana,” he said and banged the
door.
“Who’s there?” said some one in
the office.
“Me, Manolo,” Manuel said.
“What do you want?” asked the
voice.
“I want to work,” Manuel
said.
Something in the door clicked
several times and it swung open. Manuel went in, carrying his
suitcase.
A little man sat behind a desk at
the far side of the room. Over his head was a bull’s head, stuffed
by a Madrid taxidermist; on the walls were framed photographs and
bull-fight posters.
The little man sat looking at
Manuel.
“I thought they’d killed you,” he
said.
Manuel knocked with his knuckles
on the desk. The little man sat looking at him across the
desk.
“How many corridas you had this
year?” Retana asked.
“One,” he answered.
“Just that one?” the little man
asked.
“That’s all.”
“I read about it in the papers,”
Retana said. He leaned back in the chair and looked at
Manuel.
Manuel looked up at the stuffed
bull. He had seen it often before. He felt a certain family
interest in it. It had killed his brother, the promising one, about
nine years ago. Manuel remembered the day. There was a brass plate
on the oak shield the bull’s head was mounted on. Manuel could not
read it, but he imagined it was in memory of his brother. Well, he
had been a good kid.
The plate said: “The Bull
‘Mariposa’ of the Duke of Veragua, which accepted 9 varas for 7
caballos, and caused the death of Antonio Garcia, Novillero, April
27, 1909.”
Retana saw him looking at the
stuffed bull’s head.
“The lot the Duke sent me for
Sunday will make a scandal,” he said. “They’re all bad in the legs.
What do they say about them at the Café?”
“I don’t know,” Manuel said. “I
just got in.”
“Yes,” Retana said. “You still
have your bag.”
He looked at Manuel, leaning back
behind the big desk.
“Sit down,” he said. “Take off
your cap.”
Manuel sat down; his cap off, his
face was changed. He looked pale, and his coleta pinned forward on
his head, so that it would not show under the cap, gave him a
strange look.
“You don’t look well,” Retana
said.
“I just got out of the hospital,”
Manuel said.
“I heard they’d cut your leg
off,” Retana said.
“No,” said Manuel. “It got all
right.”
Retana leaned forward across the
desk and pushed a wooden box of cigarettes toward Manuel.
“Have a cigarette,” he
said.
“Thanks.”
Manuel lit it.
“Smoke?” he said, offering the
match to Retana.
“No,” Retana waved his hand, “I
never smoke.”
Retana watched him smoking.
“Why don’t you get a job and go
to work?” he said.
“I don’t want to work,” Manuel
said. “I am a bull-fighter.”
“There aren’t any bull-fighters
any more,” Retana said.
“I’m a bull-fighter,” Manuel
said.
“Yes, while you’re in there,”
Retana said.
Manuel laughed.
Retana sat, saying nothing and
looking at Manuel.
“I’ll put you in a nocturnal if
you want,” Retana offered.
“When?” Manuel asked.
“To-morrow night.”
“I don’t like to substitute for
anybody,” Manuel said. That was the way they all got killed. That
was the way Salvador got killed. He tapped with his knuckles on the
table.
“It’s all I’ve got,” Retana
said.
“Why don’t you put me on next
week?” Manuel suggested.
“You wouldn’t draw,” Retana said.
“All they want is Litri and Rubito and La Torre. Those kids are
good.”
“They’d come to see me get it,”
Manuel said, hopefully.
“No, they wouldn’t. They don’t
know who you are any more.”
“I’ve got a lot of stuff,” Manuel
said.
“I’m offering to put you on
to-morrow night,” Retana said. “You can work with young Hernandez
and kill two novillos after the Chariots.”
“Whose novillos?” Manuel
asked.
“I don’t know. Whatever stuff
they’ve got in the corrals. What the veterinaries won’t pass in the
daytime.”
“I don’t like to substitute,”
Manuel said.
“You can take it or leave it,”
Retana said. He leaned forward over the papers. He was no longer
interested. The appeal that Manuel had made to him for a moment
when he thought of the old days was gone. He would like to get him
to substitute for Larita because he could get him cheaply. He could
get others cheaply too. He would like to help him though. Still he
had given him the chance. It was up to him.
“How much do I get?” Manuel
asked. He was still playing with the idea of refusing. But he knew
he could not refuse.
“Two hundred and fifty pesetas,”
Retana said. He had thought of five hundred, but when he opened his
mouth it said two hundred and fifty.
“You pay Villalta seven
thousand,” Manuel said.
“You’re not Villalta,” Retana
said.
“I know it,” Manuel said.
“He draws it, Manolo,” Retana
said in explanation.
“Sure,” said Manuel. He stood up.
“Give me three hundred, Retana.”
“All right,” Retana agreed. He
reached in the drawer for a paper.
“Can I have fifty now?” Manuel
asked.
“Sure,” said Retana. He took a
fifty peseta note out of his pocket-book and laid it, spread out
flat, on the table.
Manuel picked it up and put it in
his pocket.
“What about a cuadrilla?” he
asked.
“There’s the boys that always
work for me nights,” Retana said. “They’re all right.”
“How about picadors?” Manuel
asked.
“They’re not much,” Retana
admitted.
“I’ve got to have one good pic,”
Manuel said.
“Get him then,” Retana said. “Go
and get him.”
“Not out of this,” Manuel said.
“I’m not paying for any cuadrilla out of sixty duros.”
Retana said nothing but looked at
Manuel across the big desk.
“You know I’ve got to have one
good pic,” Manuel said.
Retana said nothing but looked at
Manuel from a long way off.
“It isn’t right,” Manuel
said.
Retana was still considering him,
leaning back in his chair, considering him from a long way
away.
“There’re the regular pics,” he
offered.
“I know,” Manuel said. “I know
your regular pics.”
Retana did not smile. Manuel knew
it was over.
“All I want is an even break,”
Manuel said reasoningly. “When I go out there I want to be able to
call my shots on the bull. It only takes one good picador.”
He was talking to a man who was
no longer listening.
“If you want something extra,”
Retana said, “go and get it. There will be a regular cuadrilla out
there. Bring as many of your own pics as you want. The charlotada
is over by 10.30.”
“All right,” Manuel said. “If
that’s the way you feel about it.”
“That’s the way,” Retana
said.
“I’ll see you to-morrow night,”
Manuel said.
“I’ll be out there,” Retana
said.
Manuel picked up his suitcase and
went out.
“Shut the door,” Retana
called.
Manuel looked back. Retana was
sitting forward looking at some papers. Manuel pulled the door
tight until it clicked.
He went down the stairs and out
of the door into the hot brightness of the street. It was very hot
in the street and the light on the white buildings was sudden and
hard on his eyes. He walked down the shady side of the steep street
toward the Puerta del Sol. The shade felt solid and cool as running
water. The heat came suddenly as he crossed the intersecting
streets. Manuel saw no one he knew in all the people he
passed.
Just before the Puerta del Sol he
turned into a café.
It was quiet in the café. There
were a few men sitting at tables against the wall. At one table
four men played cards. Most of the men sat against the wall
smoking, empty coffee-cups and liqueur-glasses before them on the
tables. Manuel went through the long room to a small room in back.
A man sat at a table in the corner asleep. Manuel sat down at one
of the tables.
A waiter came in and stood beside
Manuel’s table.
“Have you seen Zurito?” Manuel
asked him.
“He was in before lunch,” the
waiter answered. “He won’t be back before five o’clock.”
“Bring me some coffee and milk
and a shot of the ordinary,” Manuel said.
The waiter came back into the
room carrying a tray with a big coffee-glass and a liqueur-glass on
it. In his left hand he held a bottle of brandy. He swung these
down to the table and a boy who had followed him poured coffee and
milk into the glass from two shiny, spouted pots with long
handles.
Manuel took off his cap and the
waiter noticed his pigtail pinned forward on his head. He winked at
the coffee-boy as he poured out the brandy into the little glass
beside Manuel’s coffee. The coffee-boy looked at Manuel’s pale face
curiously.
“You fighting here?” asked the
waiter, corking up the bottle.
“Yes,” Manuel said.
“To-morrow.”
The waiter stood there, holding
the bottle on one hip.
“You in the Charlie Chaplins?” he
asked.
The coffee-boy looked away,
embarrassed.
“No. In the ordinary.”
“I thought they were going to
have Chaves and Hernandez,” the waiter said.
“No. Me and another.”
“Who? Chaves or Hernandez?”
“Hernandez, I think.”
“What’s the matter with
Chaves?”
“He got hurt.”
“Where did you hear that?”
“Retana.”
“Hey, Looie,” the waiter called
to the next room, “Chaves got cogida.”
Manuel had taken the wrapper off
the lumps of sugar and dropped them into his coffee. He stirred it
and drank it down, sweet, hot, and warming in his empty stomach. He
drank off the brandy.
“Give me another shot of that,”
he said to the waiter.
The waiter uncorked the bottle
and poured the glass full, slopping another drink into the saucer.
Another waiter had come up in front of the table. The coffee-boy
was gone.
“Is Chaves hurt bad?” the second
waiter asked Manuel.
“I don’t know,” Manuel said,
“Retana didn’t say.”
“A hell of a lot he cares,” the
tall waiter said. Manuel had not seen him before. He must have just
come up.
“If you stand in with Retana in
this town, you’re a made man,” the tall waiter said. “If you aren’t
in with him, you might just as well go out and shoot
yourself.”
“You said it,” the other waiter
who had come in said. “You said it then.”
“You’re right I said it,” said
the tall waiter. “I know what I’m talking about when I talk about
that bird.”
“Look what he’s done for
Villalta,” the first waiter said.
“And that ain’t all,” the tall
waiter said. “Look what he’s done for Marcial Lalanda. Look what
he’s done for Nacional.”
“You said it, kid,” agreed the
short waiter.
Manuel looked at them, standing
talking in front of his table. He had drunk his second brandy. They
had forgotten about him. They were not interested in him.
“Look at that bunch of camels,”
the tall waiter went on. “Did you ever see this Nacional II?”
“I seen him last Sunday didn’t
I?” the original waiter said.
“He’s a giraffe,” the short
waiter said.
“What did I tell you?” the tall
waiter said. “Those are Retana’s boys.”
“Say, give me another shot of
that,” Manuel said. He had poured the brandy the waiter had slopped
over in the saucer into his glass and drank it while they were
talking.
The original waiter poured his
glass full mechanically, and the three of them went out of the room
talking.
In the far corner the man was
still asleep, snoring slightly on the intaking breath, his head
back against the wall.
Manuel drank his brandy. He felt
sleepy himself. It was too hot to go out into the town. Besides
there was nothing to do. He wanted to see Zurito. He would go to
sleep while he waited. He kicked his suitcase under the table to be
sure it was there. Perhaps it would be better to put it back under
the seat, against the wall. He leaned down and shoved it under.
Then he leaned forward on the table and went to sleep.
When he woke there was some one
sitting across the table from him. It was a big man with a heavy
brown face like an Indian. He had been sitting there some time. He
had waved the waiter away and sat reading the paper and
occasionally looking down at Manuel, asleep, his head on the table.
He read the paper laboriously, forming the words with his lips as
he read. When it tired him he looked at Manuel. He sat heavily in
the chair, his black Cordoba hat tipped forward.
Manuel sat up and looked at
him.
“Hello, Zurito,” he said.
“Hello, kid,” the big man
said.
“I’ve been asleep.” Manuel rubbed
his forehead with the back of his fist.
“I thought maybe you were.”
“How’s everything?”
“Good. How is everything with
you?”
“Not so good.”
They were both silent. Zurito,
the picador, looked at Manuel’s white face. Manuel looked down at
the picador’s enormous hands folding the paper to put away in his
pocket.
“I got a favor to ask you,
Manos,” Manuel said.
Manosduros was Zurito’s nickname.
He never heard it without thinking of his huge hands. He put them
forward on the table self-consciously.
“Let’s have a drink,” he
said.
“Sure,” said Manuel.
The waiter came and went and came
again. He went out of the room looking back at the two men at the
table.
“What’s the matter, Manolo?”
Zurito set down his glass.
“Would you pic two bulls for me
to-morrow night?” Manuel asked, looking up at Zurito across the
table.
“No,” said Zurito. “I’m not
pic-ing.”
Manuel looked down at his glass.
He had expected that answer; now he had it. Well, he had it.
“I’m sorry, Manolo, but I’m not
pic-ing.” Zurito looked at his hands.
“That’s all right,” Manuel
said.
“I’m too old,” Zurito said.
“I just asked you,” Manuel
said.
“Is it the nocturnal
to-morrow?”
“That’s it. I figured if I had
just one good pic, I could get away with it.”
“How much are you getting?”
“Three hundred pesetas.”
“I get more than that for
pic-ing.”
“I know,” said Manuel. “I didn’t
have any right to ask you.”
“What do you keep on doing it
for?” Zurito asked. “Why don’t you cut off your coleta,
Manolo?”
“I don’t know,” Manuel
said.
“You’re pretty near as old as I
am,” Zurito said.
“I don’t know,” Manuel said. “I
got to do it. If I can fix it so that I get an even break, that’s
all I want. I got to stick with it, Manos.”
“No, you don’t.”
“Yes, I do. I’ve tried keeping
away from it.”
“I know how you feel. But it
isn’t right. You ought to get out and stay out.”
“I can’t do it. Besides, I’ve
been going good lately.”
Zurito looked at his face.
“You’ve been in the
hospital.”
“But I was going great when I got
hurt.”
Zurito said nothing. He tipped
the cognac out of his saucer into his glass.
“The papers said they never saw a
better faena,” Manuel said.
Zurito looked at him.
“You know when I get going I’m
good,” Manuel said.
“You’re too old,” the picador
said.
“No,” said Manuel. “You’re ten
years older than I am.”
“With me it’s different.”
“I’m not too old,” Manuel
said.
They sat silent, Manuel watching
the picador’s face.
“I was going great till I got
hurt,” Manuel offered.
“You ought to have seen me,
Manos,” Manuel said, reproachfully.
“I don’t want to see you,” Zurito
said. “It makes me nervous.”
“You haven’t seen me
lately.”
“I’ve seen you plenty.”
Zurito looked at Manuel, avoiding
his eyes.
“You ought to quit it,
Manolo.”
“I can’t,” Manuel said. “I’m
going good now, I tell you.”
Zurito leaned forward, his hands
on the table.
“Listen. I’ll pic for you and if
you don’t go big to-morrow night, you’ll quit. See? Will you do
that?”
“Sure.”
Zurito leaned back,
relieved.
“You got to quit,” he said. “No
monkey business. You got to cut the coleta.”
“I won’t have to quit,” Manuel
said. “You watch me. I’ve got the stuff.”
Zurito stood up. He felt tired
from arguing.
“You got to quit,” he said. “I’ll
cut your coleta myself.”
“No, you won’t,” Manuel said.
“You won’t have a chance.”
Zurito called the waiter.
“Come on,” said Zurito. “Come on
up to the house.”
Manuel reached under the seat for
his suitcase. He was happy. He knew Zurito would pic for him. He
was the best picador living. It was all simple now.
“Come on up to the house and
we’ll eat,” Zurito said.