Mr. Standfast
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Mr. Standfast
John Buchan
PART 1
CHAPTER 1
THE WICKET-GATE
I spent one-third of my journey looking out of the
window of a first-class carriage, the next in a local motor-car
following the course of a trout stream in a shallow valley, and the
last tramping over a ridge of downland through great beech-woods to
my quarters for the night. In the first part I was in an infamous
temper; in the second I was worried and mystified; but the cool
twilight of the third stage calmed and heartened me, and I reached
the gates of Fosse Manor with a mighty appetite and a quiet
mind.As we slipped up the Thames valley on the smooth Great
Western line I had reflected ruefully on the thorns in the path of
duty. For more than a year I had never been out of khaki, except
the months I spent in hospital. They gave me my battalion before
the Somme, and I came out of that weary battle after the first big
September fighting with a crack in my head and a D.S.O. I had
received a C.B. for the Erzerum business, so what with these and my
Matabele and South African medals and the Legion of Honour, I had a
chest like the High Priest's breastplate. I rejoined in January,
and got a brigade on the eve of Arras. There we had a star turn,
and took about as many prisoners as we put infantry over the top.
After that we were hauled out for a month, and subsequently planted
in a bad bit on the Scarpe with a hint that we would soon be used
for a big push. Then suddenly I was ordered home to report to the
War Office, and passed on by them to Bullivant and his merry men.
So here I was sitting in a railway carriage in a grey tweed suit,
with a neat new suitcase on the rack labelled C.B. The initials
stood for Cornelius Brand, for that was my name now. And an old boy
in the corner was asking me questions and wondering audibly why I
wasn't fighting, while a young blood of a second lieutenant with a
wound stripe was eyeing me with scorn.The old chap was one of the cross-examining type, and after
he had borrowed my matches he set to work to find out all about me.
He was a tremendous fire-eater, and a bit of a pessimist about our
slow progress in the west. I told him I came from South Africa and
was a mining engineer.'Been fighting with Botha?' he asked.'No,' I said. 'I'm not the fighting kind.' The second
lieutenant screwed up his nose.'Is there no conscription in South Africa?''Thank God there isn't,' I said, and the old fellow begged
permission to tell me a lot of unpalatable things. I knew his kind
and didn't give much for it. He was the sort who, if he had been
under fifty, would have crawled on his belly to his tribunal to get
exempted, but being over age was able to pose as a patriot. But I
didn't like the second lieutenant's grin, for he seemed a good
class of lad. I looked steadily out of the window for the rest of
the way, and wasn't sorry when I got to my station.I had had the queerest interview with Bullivant and
Macgillivray. They asked me first if I was willing to serve again
in the old game, and I said I was. I felt as bitter as sin, for I
had got fixed in the military groove, and had made good there. Here
was I—a brigadier and still under forty, and with another year of
the war there was no saying where I might end. I had started out
without any ambition, only a great wish to see the business
finished. But now I had acquired a professional interest in the
thing, I had a nailing good brigade, and I had got the hang of our
new kind of war as well as any fellow from Sandhurst and Camberley.
They were asking me to scrap all I had learned and start again in a
new job. I had to agree, for discipline's discipline, but I could
have knocked their heads together in my vexation.What was worse they wouldn't, or couldn't, tell me anything
about what they wanted me for. It was the old game of running me in
blinkers. They asked me to take it on trust and put myself
unreservedly in their hands. I would get my instructions later,
they said.I asked if it was important.Bullivant narrowed his eyes. 'If it weren't, do you suppose
we could have wrung an active brigadier out of the War Office? As
it was, it was like drawing teeth.''Is it risky?' was my next question.'in the long run—damnably,' was the answer.'And you can't tell me anything more?''Nothing as yet. You'll get your instructions soon enough.
You know both of us, Hannay, and you know we wouldn't waste the
time of a good man on folly. We are going to ask you for something
which will make a big call on your patriotism. It will be a
difficult and arduous task, and it may be a very grim one before
you get to the end of it, but we believe you can do it, and that no
one else can... You know us pretty well. Will you let us judge for
you?'I looked at Bullivant's shrewd, kind old face and
Macgillivray's steady eyes. These men were my friends and wouldn't
play with Me.'All right,' I said. 'I'm willing. What's the first
step?''Get out of uniform and forget you ever were a soldier.
Change your name. Your old one, Cornelius Brandt, will do, but
you'd better spell it "Brand" this time. Remember that you are an
engineer just back from South Africa, and that you don't care a
rush about the war. You can't understand what all the fools are
fighting about, and you think we might have peace at once by a
little friendly business talk. You needn't be pro-German—if you
like you can be rather severe on the Hun. But you must be in deadly
earnest about a speedy peace.'I expect the corners of my mouth fell, for Bullivant burst
out laughing.'Hang it all, man, it's not so difficult. I feel sometimes
inclined to argue that way myself, when my dinner doesn't agree
with me. It's not so hard as to wander round the Fatherland abusing
Britain, which was your last job.''I'm ready,' I said. 'But I want to do one errand on my own
first. I must see a fellow in my brigade who is in a shell-shock
hospital in the Cotswolds. Isham's the name of the
place.'The two men exchanged glances. 'This looks like fate,' said
Bullivant. 'By all means go to Isham. The place where your work
begins is only a couple of miles off. I want you to spend next
Thursday night as the guest of two maiden ladies called Wymondham
at Fosse Manor. You will go down there as a lone South African
visiting a sick friend. They are hospitable souls and entertain
many angels unawares.''And I get my orders there?''You get your orders, and you are under bond to obey them.'
And Bullivant and Macgillivray smiled at each other.I was thinking hard about that odd conversation as the small
Ford car, which I had wired for to the inn, carried me away from
the suburbs of the county town into a land of rolling hills and
green water-meadows. It was a gorgeous afternoon and the blossom of
early June was on every tree. But I had no eyes for landscape and
the summer, being engaged in reprobating Bullivant and cursing my
fantastic fate. I detested my new part and looked forward to naked
shame. It was bad enough for anyone to have to pose as a pacifist,
but for me, strong as a bull and as sunburnt as a gipsy and not
looking my forty years, it was a black disgrace. To go into Germany
as an anti-British Afrikander was a stoutish adventure, but to
lounge about at home talking rot was a very different-sized job. My
stomach rose at the thought of it, and I had pretty well decided to
wire to Bullivant and cry off. There are some things that no one
has a right to ask of any white man.When I got to Isham and found poor old Blaikie I didn't feel
happier. He had been a friend of mine in Rhodesia, and after the
German South-West affair was over had come home to a Fusilier
battalion, which was in my brigade at Arras. He had been buried by
a big crump just before we got our second objective, and was dug
out without a scratch on him, but as daft as a hatter. I had heard
he was mending, and had promised his family to look him up the
first chance I got. I found him sitting on a garden seat, staring
steadily before him like a lookout at sea. He knew me all right and
cheered up for a second, but very soon he was back at his staring,
and every word he uttered was like the careful speech of a drunken
man. A bird flew out of a bush, and I could see him holding himself
tight to keep from screaming. The best I could do was to put a hand
on his shoulder and stroke him as one strokes a frightened horse.
The sight of the price my old friend had paid didn't put me in love
with pacifism.We talked of brother officers and South Africa, for I wanted
to keep his thoughts off the war, but he kept edging round to
it.'How long will the damned thing last?' he asked.'Oh, it's practically over,' I lied cheerfully. 'No more
fighting for you and precious little for me. The Boche is done in
all right... What you've got to do, my lad, is to sleep fourteen
hours in the twenty-four and spend half the rest catching trout.
We'll have a shot at the grouse-bird together this autumn and we'll
get some of the old gang to join us.'Someone put a tea-tray on the table beside us, and I looked
up to see the very prettiest girl I ever set eyes on. She seemed
little more than a child, and before the war would probably have
still ranked as a flapper. She wore the neat blue dress and apron
of a V.A.D. and her white cap was set on hair like spun gold. She
smiled demurely as she arranged the tea-things, and I thought I had
never seen eyes at once so merry and so grave. I stared after her
as she walked across the lawn, and I remember noticing that she
moved with the free grace of an athletic boy.'Who on earth's that?' I asked Blaikie.'That? Oh, one of the sisters,' he said listlessly. 'There
are squads of them. I can't tell one from another.'Nothing gave me such an impression of my friend's sickness as
the fact that he should have no interest in something so fresh and
jolly as that girl. Presently my time was up and I had to go, and
as I looked back I saw him sunk in his chair again, his eyes fixed
on vacancy, and his hands gripping his knees.The thought of him depressed me horribly. Here was I
condemned to some rotten buffoonery in inglorious safety, while the
salt of the earth like Blaikie was paying the ghastliest price.
From him my thoughts flew to old Peter Pienaar, and I sat down on a
roadside wall and read his last letter. It nearly made me howl.
Peter, you must know, had shaved his beard and joined the Royal
Flying Corps the summer before when we got back from the
Greenmantle affair. That was the only kind of reward he wanted,
and, though he was absurdly over age, the authorities allowed it.
They were wise not to stickle about rules, for Peter's eyesight and
nerve were as good as those of any boy of twenty. I knew he would
do well, but I was not prepared for his immediately blazing
success. He got his pilot's certificate in record time and went out
to France; and presently even we foot-sloggers, busy shifting
ground before the Somme, began to hear rumours of his doings. He
developed a perfect genius for air-fighting. There were plenty
better trick-flyers, and plenty who knew more about the science of
the game, but there was no one with quite Peter's genius for an
actual scrap. He was as full of dodges a couple of miles up in the
sky as he had been among the rocks of the Berg. He apparently knew
how to hide in the empty air as cleverly as in the long grass of
the Lebombo Flats. Amazing yarns began to circulate among the
infantry about this new airman, who could take cover below one
plane of an enemy squadron while all the rest were looking for him.
I remember talking about him with the South Africans when we were
out resting next door to them after the bloody Delville Wood
business. The day before we had seen a good battle in the clouds
when the Boche plane had crashed, and a Transvaal machine-gun
officer brought the report that the British airman had been
Pienaar. 'Well done, the old takhaar!' he cried, and
started to yarn about Peter's methods. It appeared that Peter had a
theory that every man has a blind spot, and that he knew just how
to find that blind spot in the world of air. The best cover, he
maintained, was not in cloud or a wisp of fog, but in the unseeing
patch in the eye of your enemy. I recognized that talk for the real
thing. It was on a par with Peter's doctrine of 'atmosphere' and
'the double bluff' and all the other principles that his queer old
mind had cogitated out of his rackety life.By the end of August that year Peter's was about the
best-known figure in the Flying Corps. If the reports had mentioned
names he would have been a national hero, but he was only
'Lieutenant Blank', and the newspapers, which expatiated on his
deeds, had to praise the Service and not the man. That was right
enough, for half the magic of our Flying Corps was its freedom from
advertisement. But the British Army knew all about him, and the men
in the trenches used to discuss him as if he were a crack
football-player. There was a very big German airman called Lensch,
one of the Albatross heroes, who about the end of August claimed to
have destroyed thirty-two Allied machines. Peter had then only
seventeen planes to his credit, but he was rapidly increasing his
score. Lensch was a mighty man of valour and a good sportsman after
his fashion. He was amazingly quick at manoeuvering his machine in
the actual fight, but Peter was supposed to be better at forcing
the kind of fight he wanted. Lensch, if you like, was the tactician
and Peter the strategist. Anyhow the two were out to get each
other. There were plenty of fellows who saw the campaign as a
struggle not between Hun and Briton, but between Lensch and
Pienaar.The 15th September came, and I got knocked out and went to
hospital. When I was fit to read the papers again and receive
letters, I found to my consternation that Peter had been downed. It
happened at the end of October when the southwest gales badly
handicapped our air work. When our bombing or reconnaissance jobs
behind the enemy lines were completed, instead of being able to
glide back into safety, we had to fight our way home slowly against
a head-wind exposed to Archies and Hun planes. Somewhere east of
Bapaume on a return journey Peter fell in with Lensch—at least the
German Press gave Lensch the credit. His petrol tank was shot to
bits and he was forced to descend in a wood near Morchies. 'The
celebrated British airman, Pinner,' in the words of the German
communique, was made prisoner.I had no letter from him till the beginning of the New Year,
when I was preparing to return to France. It was a very contented
letter. He seemed to have been fairly well treated, though he had
always a low standard of what he expected from the world in the way
of comfort. I inferred that his captors had not identified in the
brilliant airman the Dutch miscreant who a year before had broken
out of a German jail. He had discovered the pleasures of reading
and had perfected himself in an art which he had once practised
indifferently. Somehow or other he had got a Pilgrim's
Progress, from which he seemed to extract enormous pleasure.
And then at the end, quite casually, he mentioned that he had been
badly wounded and that his left leg would never be much use
again.After that I got frequent letters, and I wrote to him every
week and sent him every kind of parcel I could think of. His
letters used to make me both ashamed and happy. I had always banked
on old Peter, and here he was behaving like an early Christian
martyr—never a word of complaint, and just as cheery as if it were
a winter morning on the high veld and we were off to ride down
springbok. I knew what the loss of a leg must mean to him, for
bodily fitness had always been his pride. The rest of life must
have unrolled itself before him very drab and dusty to the grave.
But he wrote as if he were on the top of his form and kept
commiserating me on the discomforts of my job. The picture of that
patient, gentle old fellow, hobbling about his compound and
puzzling over his Pilgrim's Progress, a cripple for
life after five months of blazing glory, would have stiffened the
back of a jellyfish.This last letter was horribly touching, for summer had come
and the smell of the woods behind his prison reminded Peter of a
place in the Woodbush, and one could read in every sentence the
ache of exile. I sat on that stone wall and considered how trifling
were the crumpled leaves in my bed of life compared with the thorns
Peter and Blaikie had to lie on. I thought of Sandy far off in
Mesopotamia, and old Blenkiron groaning with dyspepsia somewhere in
America, and I considered that they were the kind of fellows who
did their jobs without complaining. The result was that when I got
up to go on I had recovered a manlier temper. I wasn't going to
shame my friends or pick and choose my duty. I would trust myself
to Providence, for, as Blenkiron used to say, Providence was all
right if you gave him a chance. It was not only Peter's letter that
steadied and calmed me. Isham stood high up in a fold of the hills
away from the main valley, and the road I was taking brought me
over the ridge and back to the stream-side. I climbed through great
beechwoods, which seemed in the twilight like some green place far
below the sea, and then over a short stretch of hill pasture to the
rim of the vale. All about me were little fields enclosed with
walls of grey stone and full of dim sheep. Below were dusky woods
around what I took to be Fosse Manor, for the great Roman Fosse
Way, straight as an arrow, passed over the hills to the south and
skirted its grounds. I could see the stream slipping among its
water-meadows and could hear the plash of the weir. A tiny village
settled in a crook of the hill, and its church-tower sounded seven
with a curiously sweet chime. Otherwise there was no noise but the
twitter of small birds and the night wind in the tops of the
beeches.In that moment I had a kind of revelation. I had a vision of
what I had been fighting for, what we all were fighting for. It was
peace, deep and holy and ancient, peace older than the oldest wars,
peace which would endure when all our swords were hammered into
ploughshares. It was more; for in that hour England first took hold
of me. Before my country had been South Africa, and when I thought
of home it had been the wide sun-steeped spaces of the veld or some
scented glen of the Berg. But now I realized that I had a new home.
I understood what a precious thing this little England was, how old
and kindly and comforting, how wholly worth striving for. The
freedom of an acre of her soil was cheaply bought by the blood of
the best of us. I knew what it meant to be a poet, though for the
life of me I could not have made a line of verse. For in that hour
I had a prospect as if from a hilltop which made all the present
troubles of the road seem of no account. I saw not only victory
after war, but a new and happier world after victory, when I should
inherit something of this English peace and wrap myself in it till
the end of my days.Very humbly and quietly, like a man walking through a
cathedral, I went down the hill to the Manor lodge, and came to a
door in an old red-brick facade, smothered in magnolias which smelt
like hot lemons in the June dusk. The car from the inn had brought
on my baggage, and presently I was dressing in a room which looked
out on a water-garden. For the first time for more than a year I
put on a starched shirt and a dinner-jacket, and as I dressed I
could have sung from pure lightheartedness. I was in for some
arduous job, and sometime that evening in that place I should get
my marching orders. Someone would arrive—perhaps Bullivant—and read
me the riddle. But whatever it was, I was ready for it, for my
whole being had found a new purpose. Living in the trenches, you
are apt to get your horizon narrowed down to the front line of
enemy barbed wire on one side and the nearest rest billets on the
other. But now I seemed to see beyond the fog to a happy
country.High-pitched voices greeted my ears as I came down the broad
staircase, voices which scarcely accorded with the panelled walls
and the austere family portraits; and when I found my hostesses in
the hall I thought their looks still less in keeping with the
house. Both ladies were on the wrong side of forty, but their dress
was that of young girls. Miss Doria Wymondham was tall and thin
with a mass of nondescript pale hair confined by a black velvet
fillet. Miss Claire Wymondham was shorter and plumper and had done
her best by ill-applied cosmetics to make herself look like a
foreign demi-mondaine. They greeted me with the friendly casualness
which I had long ago discovered was the right English manner
towards your guests; as if they had just strolled in and billeted
themselves, and you were quite glad to see them but mustn't be
asked to trouble yourself further. The next second they were cooing
like pigeons round a picture which a young man was holding up in
the lamplight.He was a tallish, lean fellow of round about thirty years,
wearing grey flannels and shoes dusty from the country roads. His
thin face was sallow as if from living indoors, and he had rather
more hair on his head than most of us. In the glow of the lamp his
features were very clear, and I examined them with interest, for,
remember, I was expecting a stranger to give me orders. He had a
long, rather strong chin and an obstinate mouth with peevish lines
about its corners. But the remarkable feature was his eyes. I can
best describe them by saying that they looked hot—not fierce or
angry, but so restless that they seemed to ache physically and to
want sponging with cold water.They finished their talk about the picture—which was couched
in a jargon of which I did not understand one word—and Miss Doria
turned to me and the young man.'My cousin Launcelot Wake—Mr Brand.'We nodded stiffly and Mr Wake's hand went up to smooth his
hair in a self-conscious gesture.'Has Barnard announced dinner? By the way, where is
Mary?''She came in five minutes ago and I sent her to change,' said
Miss Claire. 'I won't have her spoiling the evening with that
horrid uniform. She may masquerade as she likes out-of-doors, but
this house is for civilized people.'The butler appeared and mumbled something. 'Come along,'
cried Miss Doria, 'for I'm sure you are starving, Mr Brand. And
Launcelot has bicycled ten miles.'The dining-room was very unlike the hall. The panelling had
been stripped off, and the walls and ceiling were covered with a
dead-black satiny paper on which hung the most monstrous pictures
in large dull-gold frames. I could only see them dimly, but they
seemed to be a mere riot of ugly colour. The young man nodded
towards them. 'I see you have got the Degousses hung at last,' he
said.'How exquisite they are!' cried Miss Claire. 'How subtle and
candid and brave! Doria and I warm our souls at their
flame.'Some aromatic wood had been burned in the room, and there was
a queer sickly scent about. Everything in that place was strained
and uneasy and abnormal—the candle shades on the table, the mass of
faked china fruit in the centre dish, the gaudy hangings and the
nightmarish walls. But the food was magnificent. It was the best
dinner I had eaten since 1914. 'Tell me, Mr Brand,' said Miss
Doria, her long white face propped on a much-beringed hand. 'You
are one of us? You are in revolt against this crazy
war?''Why, yes,' I said, remembering my part. 'I think a little
common-sense would settle it right away.''With a little common-sense it would never have started,'
said Mr Wake.'Launcelot's a C.O., you know,' said Miss Doria.I did not know, for he did not look any kind of soldier... I
was just about to ask him what he commanded, when I remembered that
the letters stood also for 'Conscientious Objector,' and stopped in
time.At that moment someone slipped into the vacant seat on my
right hand. I turned and saw the V.A.D. girl who had brought tea to
Blaikie that afternoon at the hospital.'He was exempted by his Department,' the lady went on, 'for
he's a Civil Servant, and so he never had a chance of testifying in
court, but no one has done better work for our cause. He is on the
committee of the L.D.A., and questions have been asked about him in
Parliament.'The man was not quite comfortable at this biography. He
glanced nervously at me and was going to begin some kind of
explanation, when Miss Doria cut him short. 'Remember our rule,
Launcelot. No turgid war controversy within these
walls.'I agreed with her. The war had seemed closely knit to the
Summer landscape for all its peace, and to the noble old chambers
of the Manor. But in that demented modish dining-room it was
shriekingly incongruous.Then they spoke of other things. Mostly of pictures or common
friends, and a little of books. They paid no heed to me, which was
fortunate, for I know nothing about these matters and didn't
understand half the language. But once Miss Doria tried to bring me
in. They were talking about some Russian novel—a name like Leprous
Souls—and she asked me if I had read it. By a curious chance I had.
It had drifted somehow into our dug-out on the Scarpe, and after we
had all stuck in the second chapter it had disappeared in the mud
to which it naturally belonged. The lady praised its 'poignancy'
and 'grave beauty'. I assented and congratulated myself on my
second escape—for if the question had been put to me I should have
described it as God-forgotten twaddle.I turned to the girl, who welcomed me with a smile. I had
thought her pretty in her V.A.D. dress, but now, in a filmy black
gown and with her hair no longer hidden by a cap, she was the most
ravishing thing you ever saw. And I observed something else. There
was more than good looks in her young face. Her broad, low brow and
her laughing eyes were amazingly intelligent. She had an uncanny
power of making her eyes go suddenly grave and deep, like a
glittering river narrowing into a pool.'We shall never be introduced,' she said, 'so let me reveal
myself. I'm Mary Lamington and these are my aunts... Did you really
like Leprous Souls?'it was easy enough to talk to her. And oddly enough her mere
presence took away the oppression I had felt in that room. For she
belonged to the out-of-doors and to the old house and to the world
at large. She belonged to the war, and to that happier world beyond
it—a world which must be won by going through the struggle and not
by shirking it, like those two silly ladies.I could see Wake's eyes often on the girl, while he boomed
and oraculated and the Misses Wymondham prattled. Presently the
conversation seemed to leave the flowery paths of art and to verge
perilously near forbidden topics. He began to abuse our generals in
the field. I could not choose but listen. Miss Lamington's brows
were slightly bent, as if in disapproval, and my own temper began
to rise.He had every kind of idiotic criticism—incompetence,
faint-heartedness, corruption. Where he got the stuff I can't
imagine, for the most grousing Tommy, with his leave stopped, never
put together such balderdash. Worst of all he asked me to agree
with him.It took all my sense of discipline. 'I don't know much about
the subject,' I said, 'but out in South Africa I did hear that the
British leading was the weak point. I expect there's a good deal in
what you say.'It may have been fancy, but the girl at my side seemed to
whisper 'Well done!'Wake and I did not remain long behind before joining the
ladies; I purposely cut it short, for I was in mortal fear lest I
should lose my temper and spoil everything. I stood up with my back
against the mantelpiece for as long as a man may smoke a cigarette,
and I let him yarn to me, while I looked steadily at his face. By
this time I was very clear that Wake was not the fellow to give me
my instructions. He wasn't playing a game. He was a perfectly
honest crank, but not a fanatic, for he wasn't sure of himself. He
had somehow lost his self-respect and was trying to argue himself
back into it. He had considerable brains, for the reasons he gave
for differing from most of his countrymen were good so far as they
went. I shouldn't have cared to take him on in public argument. If
you had told me about such a fellow a week before I should have
been sick at the thought of him. But now I didn't dislike him. I
was bored by him and I was also tremendously sorry for him. You
could see he was as restless as a hen.When we went back to the hall he announced that he must get
on the road, and commandeered Miss Lamington to help him find his
bicycle. It appeared he was staying at an inn a dozen miles off for
a couple of days' fishing, and the news somehow made me like him
better. Presently the ladies of the house departed to bed for their
beauty sleep and I was left to my own devices.For some time I sat smoking in the hall wondering when the
messenger would arrive. It was getting late and there seemed to be
no preparation in the house to receive anybody. The butler came in
with a tray of drinks and I asked him if he expected another guest
that night.'I 'adn't 'eard of it, sir,' was his answer. 'There 'asn't
been a telegram that I know of, and I 'ave received no
instructions.'I lit my pipe and sat for twenty minutes reading a weekly
paper. Then I got up and looked at the family portraits. The moon
coming through the lattice invited me out-of-doors as a cure for my
anxiety. It was after eleven o'clock, and I was still without any
knowledge of my next step. It is a maddening business to be screwed
up for an unpleasant job and to have the wheels of the confounded
thing tarry.Outside the house beyond a flagged terrace the lawn fell
away, white in the moonshine, to the edge of the stream, which here
had expanded into a miniature lake. By the water's edge was a
little formal garden with grey stone parapets which now gleamed
like dusky marble. Great wafts of scent rose from it, for the
lilacs were scarcely over and the may was in full blossom. Out from
the shade of it came suddenly a voice like a
nightingale.It was singing the old song 'Cherry Ripe', a common enough
thing which I had chiefly known from barrel-organs. But heard in
the scented moonlight it seemed to hold all the lingering magic of
an elder England and of this hallowed countryside. I stepped inside
the garden bounds and saw the head of the girl Mary.She was conscious of my presence, for she turned towards
me.'I was coming to look for you,' she said, 'now that the house
is quiet. I have something to say to you, General
Hannay.'She knew my name and must be somehow in the business. The
thought entranced me. 'Thank God I can speak to you freely,' I
cried. 'Who and what are you—living in that house in that kind of
company?''My good aunts!' She laughed softly. 'They talk a great deal
about their souls, but they really mean their nerves. Why, they are
what you call my camouflage, and a very good one too.''And that cadaverous young prig?''Poor Launcelot! Yes—camouflage too—perhaps something a
little more. You must not judge him too harshly.''But... but—' I did not know how to put it, and stammered in
my eagerness. 'How can I tell that you are the right person for me
to speak to? You see I am under orders, and I have got none about
you.''I will give You Proof,' she said. 'Three days ago Sir Walter
Bullivant and Mr Macgillivray told you to come here tonight and to
wait here for further instructions. You met them in the little
smoking-room at the back of the Rota Club. You were bidden take the
name of Cornelius Brand, and turn yourself from a successful
general into a pacifist South African engineer. Is that
correct?''Perfectly.''You have been restless all evening looking for the messenger
to give you these instructions. Set your mind at ease. No messenger
is coming. You will get your orders from me.''I could not take them from a more welcome source,' I
said.'Very prettily put. If you want further credentials I can
tell you much about your own doings in the past three years. I can
explain to you who don't need the explanation, every step in the
business of the Black Stone. I think I could draw a pretty accurate
map of your journey to Erzerum. You have a letter from Peter
Pienaar in your pocket—I can tell you its contents. Are you willing
to trust me?''With all my heart,' I said.'Good. Then my first order will try you pretty hard. For I
have no orders to give you except to bid you go and steep yourself
in a particular kind of life. Your first duty is to get
"atmosphere", as your friend Peter used to say. Oh, I will tell you
where to go and how to behave. But I can't bid you do anything,
only live idly with open eyes and ears till you have got the "feel"
of the situation.'She stopped and laid a hand on my arm.'It won't be easy. It would madden me, and it will be a far
heavier burden for a man like you. You have got to sink down deep
into the life of the half-baked, the people whom this war hasn't
touched or has touched in the wrong way, the people who split hairs
all day and are engrossed in what you and I would call selfish
little fads. Yes. People like my aunts and Launcelot, only for the
most part in a different social grade. You won't live in an old
manor like this, but among gimcrack little "arty" houses. You will
hear everything you regard as sacred laughed at and condemned, and
every kind of nauseous folly acclaimed, and you must hold your
tongue and pretend to agree. You will have nothing in the world to
do except to let the life soak into you, and, as I have said, keep
your eyes and ears open.''But you must give me some clue as to what I should be
looking for?''My orders are to give you none. Our chiefs—yours and mine—
want you to go where you are going without any kind
of parti pris. Remember we are still in the
intelligence stage of the affair. The time hasn't yet come for a
plan of campaign, and still less for action.''Tell me one thing,' I said. 'Is it a really big thing we're
after?''A—really—big—thing,' she said slowly and very gravely. 'You
and I and some hundred others are hunting the most dangerous man in
all the world. Till we succeed everything that Britain does is
crippled. If we fail or succeed too late the Allies may never win
the victory which is their right. I will tell you one thing to
cheer you. It is in some sort a race against time, so your
purgatory won't endure too long.'I was bound to obey, and she knew it, for she took my
willingness for granted.From a little gold satchel she selected a tiny box, and
opening it extracted a thing like a purple wafer with a white St
Andrew's Cross on it.'What kind of watch have you? Ah, a hunter. Paste that inside
the lid. Some day you may be called on to show it... One other
thing. Buy tomorrow a copy of the Pilgrim's
Progress and get it by heart. You will receive letters
and messages some day and the style of our friends is apt to be
reminiscent of John Bunyan... The car will be at the door tomorrow
to catch the ten-thirty, and I will give you the address of the
rooms that have been taken for you... Beyond that I have nothing to
say, except to beg you to play the part well and keep your temper.
You behaved very nicely at dinner.'I asked one last question as we said good night in the hall.
'Shall I see you again?''Soon, and often,' was the answer. 'Remember we are
colleagues.'I went upstairs feeling extraordinarily comforted. I had a
perfectly beastly time ahead of me, but now it was all glorified
and coloured with the thought of the girl who had sung 'Cherry
Ripe' in the garden. I commended the wisdom of that old serpent
Bullivant in the choice of his intermediary, for I'm hanged if I
would have taken such orders from anyone else.
CHAPTER 2
'THE VILLAGE NAMED MORALITY'
Up on the high veld our rivers are apt to be strings of pools
linked by muddy trickles—the most stagnant kind of watercourse you
would look for in a day's journey. But presently they reach the
edge of the plateau and are tossed down into the flats in noble
ravines, and roll thereafter in full and sounding currents to the
sea. So with the story I am telling. It began in smooth reaches, as
idle as a mill-pond; yet the day soon came when I was in the grip
of a torrent, flung breathless from rock to rock by a destiny which
I could not control. But for the present I was in a backwater, no
less than the Garden City of Biggleswick, where Mr Cornelius Brand,
a South African gentleman visiting England on holiday, lodged in a
pair of rooms in the cottage of Mr Tancred Jimson.
The house—or 'home' as they preferred to name it at
Biggleswick—was one of some two hundred others which ringed a
pleasant Midland common. It was badly built and oddly furnished;
the bed was too short, the windows did not fit, the doors did not
stay shut; but it was as clean as soap and water and scrubbing
could make it. The three-quarters of an acre of garden were mainly
devoted to the culture of potatoes, though under the parlour window
Mrs Jimson had a plot of sweet-smelling herbs, and lines of lank
sunflowers fringed the path that led to the front door. It was Mrs
Jimson who received me as I descended from the station fly—a large
red woman with hair bleached by constant exposure to weather, clad
in a gown which, both in shape and material, seemed to have been
modelled on a chintz curtain. She was a good kindly soul, and as
proud as Punch of her house.
'We follow the simple life here, Mr Brand,' she said. 'You
must take us as you find us.'
I assured her that I asked for nothing better, and as I
unpacked in my fresh little bedroom with a west wind blowing in at
the window I considered that I had seen worse quarters.
I had bought in London a considerable number of books, for I
thought that, as I would have time on my hands, I might as well do
something about my education. They were mostly English classics,
whose names I knew but which I had never read, and they were all in
a little flat-backed series at a shilling apiece. I arranged them
on top of a chest of drawers, but I kept the Pilgrim's
Progressbeside my bed, for that was one of my working tools
and I had got to get it by heart.
Mrs Jimson, who came in while I was unpacking to see if the
room was to my liking, approved my taste. At our midday dinner she
wanted to discuss books with me, and was so full of her own
knowledge that I was able to conceal my ignorance.
'We are all labouring to express our personalities,' she
informed me. 'Have you found your medium, Mr Brand? is it to be the
pen or the pencil? Or perhaps it is music? You have the brow of an
artist, the frontal "bar of Michelangelo", you remember!'
I told her that I concluded I would try literature, but
before writing anything I would read a bit more.
It was a Saturday, so Jimson came back from town in the early
afternoon. He was a managing clerk in some shipping office, but you
wouldn't have guessed it from his appearance. His city clothes were
loose dark-grey flannels, a soft collar, an orange tie, and a soft
black hat. His wife went down the road to meet him, and they
returned hand-in-hand, swinging their arms like a couple of
schoolchildren. He had a skimpy red beard streaked with grey, and
mild blue eyes behind strong glasses. He was the most friendly
creature in the world, full of rapid questions, and eager to make
me feel one of the family. Presently he got into a tweed Norfolk
jacket, and started to cultivate his garden. I took off my coat and
lent him a hand, and when he stopped to rest from his labours—which
was every five minutes, for he had no kind of physique—he would mop
his brow and rub his spectacles and declaim about the good smell of
the earth and the joy of getting close to Nature.
Once he looked at my big brown hands and muscular arms with a
kind of wistfulness. 'You are one of the doers, Mr Brand,' he said,
'and I could find it in my heart to envy you. You have seen Nature
in wild forms in far countries. Some day I hope you will tell us
about your life. I must be content with my little corner, but
happily there are no territorial limits for the mind. This modest
dwelling is a watch-tower from which I look over all the
world.'
After that he took me for a walk. We met parties of returning
tennis-players and here and there a golfer. There seemed to be an
abundance of young men, mostly rather weedy-looking, but with one
or two well-grown ones who should have been fighting. The names of
some of them Jimson mentioned with awe. An unwholesome youth was
Aronson, the great novelist; a sturdy, bristling fellow with a
fierce moustache was Letchford, the celebrated leader-writer of the
Critic. Several were pointed out to me as artists who had gone one
better than anybody else, and a vast billowy creature was described
as the leader of the new Orientalism in England. I noticed that
these people, according to Jimson, were all 'great', and that they
all dabbled in something 'new'. There were quantities of young
women, too, most of them rather badly dressed and inclining to
untidy hair. And there were several decent couples taking the air
like house-holders of an evening all the world Over. Most of these
last were Jimson's friends, to whom he introduced me. They were his
own class—modest folk, who sought for a coloured background to
their prosaic city lives and found it in this odd
settlement.
At supper I was initiated into the peculiar merits of
Biggleswick.
'It is one great laboratory of thought,' said Mrs Jimson. 'It
is glorious to feel that you are living among the eager, vital
people who are at the head of all the newest movements, and that
the intellectual history of England is being made in our studies
and gardens. The war to us seems a remote and secondary affair. As
someone has said, the great fights of the world are all fought in
the mind.'
A spasm of pain crossed her husband's face. 'I wish I could
feel it far away. After all, Ursula, it is the sacrifice of the
young that gives people like us leisure and peace to think. Our
duty is to do the best which is permitted to us, but that duty is a
poor thing compared with what our young soldiers are giving! I may
be quite wrong about the war... I know I can't argue with
Letchford. But I will not pretend to a superiority I do not
feel.'
I went to bed feeling that in Jimson I had struck a pretty
sound fellow. As I lit the candles on my dressing-table I observed
that the stack of silver which I had taken out of my pockets when I
washed before supper was top-heavy. It had two big coins at the top
and sixpences and shillings beneath. Now it is one of my oddities
that ever since I was a small boy I have arranged my loose coins
symmetrically, with the smallest uppermost. That made me observant
and led me to notice a second point. The English classics on the
top of the chest of drawers were not in the order I had left them.
Izaak Walton had got to the left of Sir Thomas Browne, and the poet
Burns was wedged disconsolately between two volumes of Hazlitt.
Moreover a receipted bill which I had stuck in
the Pilgrim's Progress to mark my place had been
moved. Someone had been going through my belongings.
A moment's reflection convinced me that it couldn't have been
Mrs Jimson. She had no servant and did the housework herself, but
my things had been untouched when I left the room before supper,
for she had come to tidy up before I had gone downstairs. Someone
had been here while we were at supper, and had examined elaborately
everything I possessed. Happily I had little luggage, and no papers
save the new books and a bill or two in the name of Cornelius
Brand. The inquisitor, whoever he was, had found nothing... The
incident gave me a good deal of comfort. It had been hard to
believe that any mystery could exist in this public place, where
people lived brazenly in the open, and wore their hearts on their
sleeves and proclaimed their opinions from the rooftops. Yet
mystery there must be, or an inoffensive stranger with a kit-bag
would not have received these strange attentions. I made a practice
after that of sleeping with my watch below my pillow, for inside
the case was Mary Lamington's label. Now began a period of pleasant
idle receptiveness. Once a week it was my custom to go up to London
for the day to receive letters and instructions, if any should
come. I had moved from my chambers in Park Lane, which I leased
under my proper name, to a small flat in Westminster taken in the
name of Cornelius Brand. The letters addressed to Park Lane were
forwarded to Sir Walter, who sent them round under cover to my new
address. For the rest I used to spend my mornings reading in the
garden, and I discovered for the first time what a pleasure was to
be got from old books. They recalled and amplified that vision I
had seen from the Cotswold ridge, the revelation of the priceless
heritage which is England. I imbibed a mighty quantity of history,
but especially I liked the writers, like Walton, who got at the
very heart of the English countryside. Soon, too, I found
the Pilgrim's Progress not a duty but a delight.
I discovered new jewels daily in the honest old story, and my
letters to Peter began to be as full of it as Peter's own epistles.
I loved, also, the songs of the Elizabethans, for they reminded me
of the girl who had sung to me in the June night.
In the afternoons I took my exercise in long tramps along the
good dusty English roads. The country fell away from Biggleswick
into a plain of wood and pasture-land, with low hills on the
horizon. The Place was sown with villages, each with its green and
pond and ancient church. Most, too, had inns, and there I had many
a draught of cool nutty ale, for the inn at Biggleswick was a
reformed place which sold nothing but washy cider. Often, tramping
home in the dusk, I was so much in love with the land that I could
have sung with the pure joy of it. And in the evening, after a
bath, there would be supper, when a rather fagged Jimson struggled
between sleep and hunger, and the lady, with an artistic mutch on
her untidy head, talked ruthlessly of culture.
Bit by bit I edged my way into local society. The Jimsons
were a great help, for they were popular and had a nodding
acquaintance with most of the inhabitants. They regarded me as a
meritorious aspirant towards a higher life, and I was paraded
before their friends with the suggestion of a vivid, if Philistine,
past. If I had any gift for writing, I would make a book about the
inhabitants of Biggleswick. About half were respectable citizens
who came there for country air and low rates, but even these had a
touch of queerness and had picked up the jargon of the place. The
younger men were mostly Government clerks or writers or artists.
There were a few widows with flocks of daughters, and on the
outskirts were several bigger houses—mostly houses which had been
there before the garden city was planted. One of them was
brand-new, a staring villa with sham-antique timbering, stuck on
the top of a hill among raw gardens. It belonged to a man called
Moxon Ivery, who was a kind of academic pacifist and a great god in
the place. Another, a quiet Georgian manor house, was owned by a
London publisher, an ardent Liberal whose particular branch of
business compelled him to keep in touch with the new movements. I
used to see him hurrying to the station swinging a little black bag
and returning at night with the fish for dinner.
I soon got to know a surprising lot of people, and they were
the rummiest birds you can imagine. For example, there were the
Weekeses, three girls who lived with their mother in a house so
artistic that you broke your head whichever way you turned in it.
The son of the family was a conscientious objector who had refused
to do any sort of work whatever, and had got quodded for his pains.
They were immensely proud of him and used to relate his sufferings
in Dartmoor with a gusto which I thought rather heartless. Art was
their great subject, and I am afraid they found me pretty heavy
going. It was their fashion never to admire anything that was
obviously beautiful, like a sunset or a pretty woman, but to find
surprising loveliness in things which I thought hideous. Also they
talked a language that was beyond me. This kind of conversation
used to happen.
Miss WEEKES: 'Don't you admire Ursula Jimson?'
SELF: 'Rather!'
Miss W.: 'She is so Junoesque in her lines.'
SELF: 'Exactly!'
Miss W.: 'And Tancred, too—he is so full of nuances.'
SELF: 'Rather!'
Miss W.: 'He suggests one of Degousse's countrymen.'
SELF: 'Exactly!'
They hadn't much use for books, except some Russian ones, and
I acquired merit in their eyes for having read Leprous
Souls. If you talked to them about that divine countryside,
you found they didn't give a rap for it and had never been a mile
beyond the village. But they admired greatly the sombre effect of a
train going into Marylebone station on a rainy day.
But it was the men who interested me most. Aronson, the
novelist, proved on acquaintance the worst kind of blighter. He
considered himself a genius whom it was the duty of the country to
support, and he sponged on his wretched relatives and anyone who
would lend him money. He was always babbling about his sins, and
pretty squalid they were. I should like to have flung him among a
few good old-fashioned full-blooded sinners of my acquaintance;
they would have scared him considerably. He told me that he sought
'reality' and 'life' and 'truth', but it was hard to see how he
could know much about them, for he spent half the day in bed
smoking cheap cigarettes, and the rest sunning himself in the
admiration of half-witted girls. The creature was tuberculous in
mind and body, and the only novel of his I read, pretty well turned
my stomach. Mr Aronson's strong point was jokes about the war. If
he heard of any acquaintance who had joined up or was even doing
war work his merriment knew no bounds. My fingers used to itch to
box the little wretch's ears.
Letchford was a different pair of shoes. He was some kind of
a man, to begin with, and had an excellent brain and the worst
manners conceivable. He contradicted everything you said, and
looked out for an argument as other people look for their dinner.
He was a double-engined, high-speed pacifist, because he was the
kind of cantankerous fellow who must always be in a minority. if
Britain had stood out of the war he would have been a raving
militarist, but since she was in it he had got to find reasons why
she was wrong. And jolly good reasons they were, too. I couldn't
have met his arguments if I had wanted to, so I sat docilely at his
feet. The world was all crooked for Letchford, and God had created
him with two left hands. But the fellow had merits. He had a couple
of jolly children whom he adored, and he would walk miles with me
on a Sunday, and spout poetry about the beauty and greatness of
England. He was forty-five; if he had been thirty and in my
battalion I could have made a soldier out of him.
There were dozens more whose names I have forgotten, but they
had one common characteristic. They were puffed up with spiritual
pride, and I used to amuse myself with finding their originals in
the Pilgrim's Progress. When I tried to judge them by
the standard of old Peter, they fell woefully short. They shut out
the war from their lives, some out of funk, some out of pure levity
of mind, and some because they were really convinced that the thing
was all wrong. I think I grew rather popular in my role of the
seeker after truth, the honest colonial who was against the war by
instinct and was looking for instruction in the matter. They
regarded me as a convert from an alien world of action which they
secretly dreaded, though they affected to despise it. Anyhow they
talked to me very freely, and before long I had all the pacifist
arguments by heart. I made out that there were three schools. One
objected to war altogether, and this had few adherents except
Aronson and Weekes, C.O., now languishing in Dartmoor. The second
thought that the Allies' cause was tainted, and that Britain had
contributed as much as Germany to the catastrophe. This included
all the adherents of the L.D.A.—or League of Democrats against
Aggression—a very proud body. The third and much the largest, which
embraced everybody else, held that we had fought long enough and
that the business could now be settled by negotiation, since
Germany had learned her lesson. I was myself a modest member of the
last school, but I was gradually working my way up to the second,
and I hoped with luck to qualify for the first. My acquaintances
approved my progress. Letchford said I had a core of fanaticism in
my slow nature, and that I would end by waving the red flag.
Spiritual pride and vanity, as I have said, were at the
bottom of most of them, and, try as I might, I could find nothing
very dangerous in it all. This vexed me, for I began to wonder if
the mission which I had embarked on so solemnly were not going to
be a fiasco. Sometimes they worried me beyond endurance. When the
news of Messines came nobody took the slightest interest, while I
was aching to tooth every detail of the great fight. And when they
talked on military affairs, as Letchford and others did sometimes,
it was difficult to keep from sending them all to the devil, for
their amateur cocksureness would have riled job. One had got to
batten down the recollection of our fellows out there who were
sweating blood to keep these fools snug. Yet I found it impossible
to be angry with them for long, they were so babyishly innocent.
Indeed, I couldn't help liking them, and finding a sort of quality
in them. I had spent three years among soldiers, and the British
regular, great follow that he is, has his faults. His discipline
makes him in a funk of red-tape and any kind of superior authority.
Now these people were quite honest and in a perverted way
courageous. Letchford was, at any rate. I could no more have done
what he did and got hunted off platforms by the crowd and hooted at
by women in the streets than I could have written his leading
articles.
All the same I was rather low about my job. Barring the
episode of the ransacking of my effects the first night, I had not
a suspicion of a clue or a hint of any mystery. The place and the
people were as open and bright as a Y.M.C.A. hut. But one day I got
a solid wad of comfort. In a corner of Letchford's paper,
the Critic, I found a letter which was one of the
steepest pieces of invective I had ever met with. The writer gave
tongue like a beagle pup about the prostitution, as he called it,
of American republicanism to the vices of European aristocracies.
He declared that Senator La Follette was a much-misunderstood
patriot, seeing that he alone spoke for the toiling millions who
had no other friend. He was mad with President Wilson, and he
prophesied a great awakening when Uncle Sam got up against John
Bull in Europe and found out the kind of standpatter he was. The
letter was signed 'John S. Blenkiron' and dated 'London, 3
July-'
The thought that Blenkiron was in England put a new
complexion on my business. I reckoned I would see him soon, for he
wasn't the man to stand still in his tracks. He had taken up the
role he had played before he left in December 1915, and very right
too, for not more than half a dozen people knew of the Erzerum
affair, and to the British public he was only the man who had been
fired out of the Savoy for talking treason. I had felt a bit lonely
before, but now somewhere within the four corners of the island the
best companion God ever made was writing nonsense with his tongue
in his old cheek.
There was an institution in Biggleswick which deserves
mention. On the south of the common, near the station, stood a
red-brick building called the Moot Hall, which was a kind of church
for the very undevout population. Undevout in the ordinary sense, I
mean, for I had already counted twenty-seven varieties of religious
conviction, including three Buddhists, a Celestial Hierarch, five
Latter-day Saints, and about ten varieties of Mystic whose names I
could never remember. The hall had been the gift of the publisher I
have spoken of, and twice a week it was used for lectures and
debates. The place was managed by a committee and was surprisingly
popular, for it gave all the bubbling intellects a chance of airing
their views. When you asked where somebody was and were told he was
'at Moot,' the answer was spoken in the respectful tone in which
you would mention a sacrament.
I went there regularly and got my mind broadened to cracking
point. We had all the stars of the New Movements. We had Doctor
Chirk, who lectured on 'God', which, as far as I could make out,
was a new name he had invented for himself. There was a woman, a
terrible woman, who had come back from Russia with what she called
a 'message of healing'. And to my joy, one night there was a great
buck nigger who had a lot to say about 'Africa for the Africans'. I
had a few words with him in Sesutu afterwards, and rather spoiled
his visit. Some of the people were extraordinarily good, especially
one jolly old fellow who talked about English folk songs and
dances, and wanted us to set up a Maypole. In the debates which
generally followed I began to join, very coyly at first, but
presently with some confidence. If my time at Biggleswick did
nothing else it taught me to argue on my feet.
The first big effort I made was on a full-dress occasion,
when Launcelot Wake came down to speak. Mr Ivery was in the
chair—the first I had seen of him—a plump middle-aged man, with a
colourless face and nondescript features. I was not interested in
him till he began to talk, and then I sat bolt upright and took
notice. For he was the genuine silver-tongue, the sentences flowing
from his mouth as smooth as butter and as neatly dovetailed as a
parquet floor. He had a sort of man-of-the-world manner, treating
his opponents with condescending geniality, deprecating all passion
and exaggeration and making you feel that his urbane statement must
be right, for if he had wanted he could have put the case so much
higher. I watched him, fascinated, studying his face carefully; and
the thing that struck me was that there was nothing in it—nothing,
that is to say, to lay hold on. It was simply nondescript, so
almightily commonplace that that very fact made it rather
remarkable.