I
I AM FOREVER walking upon these
shores, Betwixt the sand and the foam, The high tide will erase my
foot–prints, And the wind will blow away the foam. But the sea and
the shore will remain Forever.Once I filled my hand with mist. Then I opened it and lo, the
mist was a worm. And I closed and opened my hand again, and behold
there was a bird. And again I closed and opened my hand, and in its
hollow stood a man with a sad face, turned upward. And again I
closed my hand, and when I opened it there was naught but mist. But
I heard a song of exceeding sweetness.It was but yesterday I thought myself a fragment quivering
without rhythm in the sphere of life. Now I know that I am the
sphere, and all life in rhythmic fragments moves within
me.They say to me in their awakening, “You and the world you
live in are but a grain of sand upon the infinite shore of an
infinite sea.” And in my dream I say to them, “I am the infinite
sea, and all worlds are but grains of sand upon my
shore.”Only once have I been made mute. It was when a man asked me,
“Who are you?”The first thought of God was an angel. The first word of God
was a man.We were fluttering, wandering, longing creatures a thousand
thousand years before the sea and the wind in the forest gave us
words. Now how can we express the ancient of days in us with only
the sounds of our yesterdays?The Sphinx spoke only once, and the Sphinx said, “A grain of
sand is a desert, and a desert is a grain of sand; and now let us
all be silent again.” I heard the Sphinx, but I did not
understand.Long did I lie in the dust of Egypt, silent and unaware of
the seasons. Then the sun gave me birth, and I rose and walked upon
the banks of the Nile, Singing with the days and dreaming with the
nights. And now the sun threads upon me with a thousand feet that I
may lie again in the dust of Egypt. But behold a marvel and a
riddle! The very sun that gathered me cannot scatter me. Still
erect am I, and sure of foot do I walk upon the banks of the
Nile.Remembrance is a form of meeting.Forgetfulness is a form of freedom.We measure time according to the movement of countless suns;
and they measure time by little machines in their little pockets.
Now tell me, how could we ever meet at the same place and the same
time?Space is not space between the earth and the sun to one who
looks down from the windows of the Milky Way.Humanity is a river of light running from the ex–eternity to
eternity.Do not the spirits who dwell in the ether envy man his
pain?On my way to the Holy City I met another pilgrim and I asked
him, “Is this indeed the way to the Holy City?” And he said,
“Follow me, and you will reach the Holy City in a day and a night.”
And I followed him. And we walked many days and many nights, yet we
did not reach the Holy City. And what was to my surprise he became
angry with me because he had misled me.Make me, oh God, the prey of the lion, ere You make the
rabbit my prey.One may not reach the dawn save by the path of the
night.My house says to me, “Do not leave me, for here dwells your
past.” And the road says to me, “Come and follow me, for I am your
future.” And I say to both my house and the road, “I have no past,
nor have I a future. If I stay here, there is a going in my
staying; and if I go there is a staying in my going. Only love and
death will change all things.”How can I lose faith in the justice of life, when the dreams
of those who sleep upon feathers are not more beautiful than the
dreams of those who sleep upon the earth? Strange, the desire for
certain pleasures is a part of my pain.Seven times have I despised my soul: The first time when I
saw her being meek that she might attain height. The second time
when I saw her limping before the crippled. The third time when she
was given to choose between the hard and the easy, and she chose
the easy. The fourth time when she committed a wrong, and comforted
herself that others also commit wrong. The fifth time when she
forbore for weakness, and attributed her patience to strength. The
sixth time when she despised the ugliness of a face, and knew not
that it was one of her own masks. And the seventh
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