Tear drops on lightbulbs E-Book

Sufi yoni DaButcher

• Herausgeber: BookRix
• Kategorie: Gesellschafts- und Liebesromane
• Sprache: Englisch

Veröffentlichungsjahr: 2022

Beschreibung

This is a fictionalized story from the month from hell for me......when Jenny met Marcel she didn't think that she was going to be seduced and abused by the major General. It was his sensual looks that kept her from leaving and his empty promises. When she nearly killed her self because of low self esteem she had to put a stop to the relationship. Will she ever be the same?

Leseprobe

Sufi Yoni DaButcher

Tear drops on lightbulbs

BookRix GmbH & Co. KG81371 Munich

Hello my name is…..

Let me introduce my self my name is Jenny Hua I am twenty three years old Chinese Canadian girl.  Who was just looking for love before I tell you about me and my run in with marcel Nguyen I have to tell you my favorite things first.

My hobbies and interests: tattoo designing, tattoos, piercings, body art, drawing, painting, reading, writing, halloween, horror movies and of course stargazing and astronomy, tarot and oracle cards over the news, guitar, ukulele, steel tounge drum and collecting reiki pyramids to help with my ptsd.

Music: insane clown posse, Twistid, nu metal, punk, goth, electronic music, and dance and pop music, I also like the virtual singer perty, Missy Elliott, and the backstreet boys and spice girls, aqua.

Movies: the eternals, guardians of the galaxy, kill bill, flight 93, forest  Ghump, j Edgar, dances with wolves, Dracula, Frankenstein, Halloween town, the pumpkin tree, brother, yakuza films, the karate kid movies, prince of Egypt, dinosaurs, hookus pookus, kite runner.

Tv shows:  cobra Kai, dark crystal, watership down, alienist, terrorism close calls, Grey's anatomy, Lenox hill, archer, new Amsterdam, x files, and sailor moon.

Books: ya, romance, astronomy and photography books, warrior cats even though I am 23, current event books, fantasy and sci fi movies, travel books.

Number of friends: 0 but I didn't give a shit at the time.

Hereos: Stephen king.

 Dream to be a tattoo artist and bestselling author.

My favourite memories: learning the Big Dipper at age four.   I was just a toddler at the time.

And this is my heart wrenching story about how I met sensei marcel..........

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When I first met sensei Marcel he was very nice to me and very beautiful soul he was very nice. He said he was a major general in the US Army and he had an a daughter that he wanted to have a mother for why he told me y'all never know but that was what happened. He didn't really show his true colours until the very end and then I it was nearly in for me but I met him on Facebook I know that for a fact. He randomly asked me to be the mother of his Daughter and he wanted me all to him self and think anything of it I was flattered by that and he was a judo master as well.  Hand so I called him sensei because I liked your idea of being made love to buy a martial artist even though I'm not one for fighting. He had very sensual labs and very piercing dark eyes medium-size he was Vietnamese. I miss talking for Tibetan for most points.

It started with me asking him what his favourite things were and then I asked him if he happened to learn martial arts. If he did would he be able to teach me and make love to me at the same time. The guy was 53 years old going on 54. I didn't think anything of the age limit. I just thought I saw another broken soul someone that I could relay to as well as because I have PTSD as well. But he turned out to be a psychopath more than PTSD. Soon his job got in the way oils and that was a red flag right there and I was afraid that I was going to lose him either in an attack or otherwise he would never let me have Facebook or have friends not that I had any to begin with. I guess that's why he tells me because I was Vulnerable at the time.

He promised he would take me to Japan and China as well as Korea and Okinawa to see all of the orient. He wanted me to be in love with him and only in love with him and he didn't want me to have the Facebook at all I had to threaten him many times to get my Facebook and promised him that I had a female friends only even though I had male friends. It hurt me to see my male friends on the suggestion lesson I couldn't be able to talk to them or the Pinch of shit.    He was like oh I know that guy I wish I could add him but I can't because Psycho Pass was going to destroy my Facebook. And I was a true he was always wondering what i was doing.   At first I thought that psycho pants was just trying to be protective of me and our relationship but I didn't know he was gonna be that controlling to begin with. I was in ignorant bliss at the time and I didn't know that there was gonna be red flags to begin with starting off with Facebook and then ending up with him trying to tell me to kill myself in the end.  He wanted me to see martial art demonstration is it well as to make out with him all the time even though we never met in real life. I was scared to lose him and I didn't wanna disappoint him I thought I had something to prove with him all the time something that is also a red flag. I am not up still dating him even though I was belittled for my PTSD he kept saying why aren't you in therapy why are you acting like a spaz out and stuff. Sensei Marcel  didn't turn out to be a good person even though he seem like the right kind of guy for me at the time I was trying to struggle for my own freedom mentally and then pretty soon physically. And every time I try to make an escape let's say I always ended up being real back to them by is either sensual Good or is empty promises.    

I believe that every promise he said to me that he would stay with me and then he would be with me from now until the day he died I didn't know he was going to fake his own death one day. And start screwing a nurse in the hospital. That was another red flag that he faked his own death. This guy was nothing more than a psychopath who was going to tear me down like the trade center. And I can't do anything about Except melt under his control.    I was so desperate for love and so desperate for romance and for relationships that I couldn't even go on the dating sites that I only had him around he was my main squeeze at the time. I was loyal to him until the very day he called me a retard and a immature brat. When he said that I was floored and I couldn't take it anymore. That was after he told me he was going to kill me or that I was gonna have to kill myself because I was ugly and worthless. Yes very nice man, not. He was a master manipulator not just a master martial artist but a master manipulator he manipulated everything to go his way. And if I stepped out of line she uses daughter as a strategic advantage to go and reel me back in which was very shameful for a martial artist To do.