I.
OLD MOODIE
The evening before my departure
for Blithedale, I was returning to my bachelor apartments, after
attending the wonderful exhibition of the Veiled Lady, when an
elderly
man of rather shabby appearance
met me in an obscure part of the street. “Mr. Coverdale,” said he
softly, “can I speak with you a moment?”
As I have casually alluded to the
Veiled Lady, it may not be amiss to mention, for the benefit of
such of my readers as are unacquainted with her now forgotten
celebrity, that she was a phenomenon in the mesmeric line; one of
the earliest that had indicated the birth of a new science, or the
revival of an old humbug. Since those times her sisterhood have
grown too numerous to attract much individual notice; nor, in fact,
has any one of them come before the public under such skilfully
contrived circumstances of stage effect as those which at once
mystified and illuminated the remarkable performances of the lady
in question. Nowadays, in the management of his “subject,”
“clairvoyant,” or “medium,” the exhibitor affects the simplicity
and openness of scientific experiment; and even if he profess to
tread a step or two across the boundaries of the spiritual world,
yet carries with him the laws of our actual life and extends them
over his preternatural conquests. Twelve or fifteen years ago, on
the contrary, all the arts of mysterious arrangement, of
picturesque disposition, and artistically contrasted light and
shade, were made available, in order to set the apparent miracle in
the strongest attitude of opposition to ordinary facts. In the case
of the Veiled Lady, moreover, the interest of the spectator was
further wrought up by the enigma of her identity, and an absurd
rumor (probably set afloat by the exhibitor, and at one time very
prevalent) that a beautiful young lady, of family and fortune, was
enshrouded within the misty drapery of the veil. It was white, with
somewhat of a subdued silver sheen, like the sunny side of a cloud;
and, falling over the wearer from head to foot, was supposed to
insulate her from the material world, from time and space, and to
endow her with many of the privileges of a disembodied
spirit.
Her pretensions, however, whether
miraculous or otherwise, have little to do with the present
narrative—except, indeed, that I had propounded, for the Veiled
Lady’s prophetic solution, a query as to the success of our
Blithedale enterprise. The response, by the bye, was of the true
Sibylline stamp,—nonsensical in its first aspect, yet on closer
study unfolding a variety of interpretations, one of which has
certainly accorded with the event. I was turning over this riddle
in my mind, and trying to catch its slippery purport by the tail,
when the old man above mentioned interrupted me.
“Mr. Coverdale!—Mr. Coverdale!”
said he, repeating my name twice, in order to make up for the
hesitating and ineffectual way in which he uttered it. “I ask your
pardon, sir, but I hear you are going to Blithedale
tomorrow.”
I knew the pale, elderly face,
with the red-tipt nose, and the patch over one eye; and likewise
saw something characteristic in the old fellow’s way of standing
under the arch of a gate, only revealing enough of himself to make
me recognize him as an acquaintance. He was a very shy personage,
this Mr. Moodie; and the trait was the more singular, as his mode
of getting his bread necessarily brought him into the stir and
hubbub of the world more than the generality of men.
“Yes, Mr. Moodie,” I answered,
wondering what interest he could take in the fact, “it is my
intention to go to Blithedale to-morrow. Can I be of any service to
you before my departure?”
“If you pleased, Mr. Coverdale,”
said he, “you might do me a very great favor.”
“A very great one?” repeated I,
in a tone that must have expressed but little alacrity of
beneficence, although I was ready to do the old man any amount of
kindness involving no special trouble to myself. “A very great
favor, do you say? My time is brief, Mr. Moodie, and I have a good
many preparations to make. But be good enough to tell me what you
wish.”
“Ah, sir,” replied Old Moodie, “I
don’t quite like to do that; and, on further thoughts, Mr.
Coverdale, perhaps I had better apply to some older gentleman, or
to some lady, if you would have the kindness to make me known to
one, who may happen to be going to Blithedale. You are a young man,
sir!”
“Does that fact lessen my
availability for your purpose?” asked I. “However, if an older man
will suit you better, there is Mr. Hollingsworth, who has three or
four years the advantage of me in age, and is a much more solid
character, and a philanthropist to boot. I am only a poet, and, so
the critics tell me, no great affair at that! But what can this
business be, Mr. Moodie? It begins to interest me; especially since
your hint that a lady’s influence might be found desirable. Come, I
am really anxious to be of service to you.”
But the old fellow, in his civil
and demure manner, was both freakish and obstinate; and he had now
taken some notion or other into his head that made him hesitate in
his former design.
“I wonder, sir,” said he,
“whether you know a lady whom they call Zenobia?”
“Not personally,” I answered,
“although I expect that pleasure to-morrow, as she has got the
start of the rest of us, and is already a resident at Blithedale.
But have you a literary turn, Mr. Moodie? or have you taken up the
advocacy of women’s rights? or what else can have interested you in
this lady? Zenobia, by the bye, as I suppose you know, is merely
her public name; a sort of mask in which she comes before the
world, retaining all the privileges of privacy,—a contrivance, in
short, like the white drapery of the Veiled Lady, only a little
more transparent. But it is late. Will you tell me what I can do
for you?”
“Please to excuse me to-night,
Mr. Coverdale,” said Moodie. “You are very kind; but I am afraid I
have troubled you, when, after all, there may be no need. Perhaps,
with your good leave, I will come to your lodgings to-morrow
morning, before you set out for Blithedale. I wish you a
good-night, sir, and beg pardon for stopping you.”
And so he slipt away; and, as he
did not show himself the next morning, it was only through
subsequent events that I ever arrived at a plausible conjecture as
to what his business could have been. Arriving at my room, I threw
a lump of cannel coal upon the grate, lighted a cigar, and spent an
hour in musings of every hue, from the brightest to the most
sombre; being, in truth, not so very confident as at some former
periods that this final step, which would mix me up irrevocably
with the Blithedale affair, was the wisest that could possibly be
taken. It was nothing short of midnight when I went to bed, after
drinking a glass of particularly fine sherry on which I used to
pride myself in those days. It was the very last bottle; and I
finished it, with a friend, the next forenoon, before setting out
for Blithedale.
II.
BLITHEDALE
There can hardly remain for me
(who am really getting to be a frosty bachelor, with another white
hair, every week or so, in my mustache), there can hardly flicker
up again so cheery a blaze upon the hearth, as that which I
remember, the next day, at Blithedale. It was a wood fire, in the
parlor of an old farmhouse, on an April afternoon, but with the
fitful gusts of a wintry snowstorm roaring in the chimney. Vividly
does that fireside re- create itself, as I rake away the ashes from
the embers in my memory, and blow them up with a sigh, for lack of
more inspiring breath. Vividly for an instant, but anon, with the
dimmest gleam, and with just as little fervency for my heart as for
my finger-ends! The staunch oaken logs were long ago burnt out.
Their genial glow must be represented, if at all, by the merest
phosphoric glimmer, like that which exudes, rather than shines,
from damp fragments of decayed trees, deluding the benighted
wanderer through a forest. Around such chill mockery of a fire some
few of us might sit on the withered leaves, spreading out each a
palm towards the imaginary warmth, and talk over our exploded
scheme for beginning the life of Paradise anew.
Paradise, indeed! Nobody else in
the world, I am bold to affirm—nobody, at least, in our bleak
little world of New England,—had dreamed of Paradise that day
except as the pole suggests the tropic. Nor, with such materials as
were at hand, could the most skilful architect have constructed any
better imitation of Eve’s bower than might be seen in the snow hut
of an Esquimaux. But we made a summer of it, in spite of the wild
drifts.
It was an April day, as already
hinted, and well towards the middle of the month. When morning
dawned upon me, in town, its temperature was mild enough to be
pronounced even balmy, by a lodger, like myself, in one of the
midmost houses of a brick block,—each house partaking of the warmth
of all the rest, besides the sultriness of its individual
furnace—heat. But towards noon there had come snow, driven along
the street by a northeasterly blast, and whitening the roofs and
sidewalks with a business-like perseverance that would have done
credit to our severest January tempest. It set about its task
apparently as much in earnest as if it had been guaranteed from a
thaw for months to come. The greater, surely, was my heroism, when,
puffing out a final whiff of cigar- smoke, I quitted my cosey pair
of bachelor-rooms,—with a good fire burning in the grate, and a
closet right at hand, where there was still a bottle or two in the
champagne basket and a residuum of claret in a box,—quitted, I say,
these comfortable quarters, and plunged into the heart of the
pitiless snowstorm, in quest of a better life.
The better life! Possibly, it
would hardly look so now; it is enough if it looked so then. The
greatest obstacle to being heroic is the doubt whether one may not
be going to prove one’s self a fool; the truest heroism is to
resist the doubt; and the profoundest wisdom to know when it ought
to be resisted, and when to be obeyed.
Yet, after all, let us
acknowledge it wiser, if not more sagacious, to follow out one’s
daydream to its natural consummation, although, if the vision have
been worth the having, it is certain never to be consummated
otherwise than by a failure. And what of that? Its airiest
fragments, impalpable as they may be, will possess a value that
lurks not in the most ponderous realities of any practicable
scheme. They are not the rubbish of the mind. Whatever else I may
repent of, therefore, let it be reckoned neither among my sins
nor
follies that I once had faith and
force enough to form generous hopes of the world’s destiny—yes!—and
to do what in me lay for their accomplishment; even to the extent
of quitting a warm fireside, flinging away a freshly lighted cigar,
and travelling far beyond the strike of city clocks, through a
drifting snowstorm.
There were four of us who rode
together through the storm; and Hollingsworth, who had agreed to be
of the number, was accidentally delayed, and set forth at a later
hour alone. As we threaded the streets, I remember how the
buildings on either side seemed to press too closely upon us,
insomuch that our mighty hearts found barely room enough to throb
between them. The snowfall, too, looked inexpressibly dreary (I had
almost called it dingy), coming down through an atmosphere of city
smoke, and alighting on the sidewalk only to be moulded into the
impress of somebody’s patched boot or overshoe. Thus the track of
an old conventionalism was visible on what was freshest from the
sky. But when we left the pavements, and our muffled hoof-tramps
beat upon a desolate extent of country road, and were effaced by
the unfettered blast as soon as stamped, then there was better air
to breathe. Air that had not been breathed once and again! air that
had not been spoken into words of falsehood, formality, and error,
like all the air of the dusky city!
“How pleasant it is!” remarked I,
while the snowflakes flew into my mouth the moment it was opened.
“How very mild and balmy is this country air!”
“Ah, Coverdale, don’t laugh at
what little enthusiasm you have left!” said one of my companions.
“I maintain that this nitrous atmosphere is really exhilarating;
and, at any rate, we can never call ourselves regenerated men till
a February northeaster shall be as grateful to us as the softest
breeze of June!”
So we all of us took courage,
riding fleetly and merrily along, by stone fences that were half
buried in the wave-like drifts; and through patches of woodland,
where the tree- trunks opposed a snow-incrusted side towards the
northeast; and within ken of deserted villas, with no footprints in
their avenues; and passed scattered dwellings, whence puffed the
smoke of country fires, strongly impregnated with the pungent aroma
of burning peat. Sometimes, encountering a traveller, we shouted a
friendly greeting; and he, unmuffling his ears to the bluster and
the snow-spray, and listening eagerly, appeared to think our
courtesy worth less than the trouble which it cost him. The churl!
He understood the shrill whistle of the blast, but had no
intelligence for our blithe tones of brotherhood. This lack of
faith in our cordial sympathy, on the traveller’s part, was one
among the innumerable tokens how difficult a task we had in hand
for the reformation of the world. We rode on, however, with still
unflagging spirits, and made such good companionship with the
tempest that, at our journey’s end, we professed ourselves almost
loath to bid the rude blusterer good-by. But, to own the truth, I
was little better than an icicle, and began to be suspicious that I
had caught a fearful cold.
And now we were seated by the
brisk fireside of the old farmhouse, the same fire that glimmers so
faintly among my reminiscences at the beginning of this chapter.
There we sat, with the snow melting out of our hair and beards, and
our faces all ablaze, what with the past inclemency and present
warmth. It was, indeed, a right good fire that we found awaiting
us, built up of great, rough logs, and knotty limbs, and splintered
fragments of an oak-tree, such as farmers are wont to keep for
their own hearths, since these crooked and unmanageable boughs
could never be measured into merchantable cords for the market.
A
family of the old Pilgrims might
have swung their kettle over precisely such a fire as this, only,
no doubt, a bigger one; and, contrasting it with my coal-grate, I
felt so much the more that we had transported ourselves a
world-wide distance from the system of society that shackled us at
breakfast-time.
Good, comfortable Mrs. Foster
(the wife of stout Silas Foster, who was to manage the farm at a
fair stipend, and be our tutor in the art of husbandry) bade us a
hearty welcome. At her back—a back of generous breadth—appeared two
young women, smiling most hospitably, but looking rather awkward
withal, as not well knowing what was to be their position in our
new arrangement of the world. We shook hands affectionately all
round, and congratulated ourselves that the blessed state of
brotherhood and sisterhood, at which we aimed, might fairly be
dated from this moment. Our greetings were hardly concluded when
the door opened, and Zenobia—whom I had never before seen,
important as was her place in our enterprise—Zenobia entered the
parlor.
This (as the reader, if at all
acquainted with our literary biography, need scarcely be told) was
not her real name. She had assumed it, in the first instance, as
her magazine signature; and, as it accorded well with something
imperial which her friends attributed to this lady’s figure and
deportment, they half-laughingly adopted it in their familiar
intercourse with her. She took the appellation in good part, and
even encouraged its constant use; which, in fact, was thus far
appropriate, that our Zenobia, however humble looked her new
philosophy, had as much native pride as any queen would have known
what to do with.
III.
A KNOT OF DREAMERS
Zenobia bade us welcome, in a
fine, frank, mellow voice, and gave each of us her hand, which was
very soft and warm. She had something appropriate, I recollect, to
say to every individual; and what she said to myself was this:—“I
have long wished to know you, Mr. Coverdale, and to thank you for
your beautiful poetry, some of which I have learned by heart; or
rather it has stolen into my memory, without my exercising any
choice or volition about the matter. Of course—permit me to say you
do not think of relinquishing an occupation in which you have done
yourself so much credit. I would almost rather give you up as an
associate, than that the world should lose one of its true
poets!”
“Ah, no; there will not be the
slightest danger of that, especially after this inestimable praise
from Zenobia,” said I, smiling, and blushing, no doubt, with excess
of pleasure. “I hope, on the contrary, now to produce something
that shall really deserve to be called poetry,—true, strong,
natural, and sweet, as is the life which we are going to lead,—
something that shall have the notes of wild birds twittering
through it, or a strain like the wind anthems in the woods, as the
case may be.”
“Is it irksome to you to hear
your own verses sung?” asked Zenobia, with a gracious smile. “If
so, I am very sorry, for you will certainly hear me singing them
sometimes, in
the summer evenings.”
“Of all things,” answered I,
“that is what will delight me most.”
While this passed, and while she
spoke to my companions, I was taking note of Zenobia’s aspect; and
it impressed itself on me so distinctly, that I can now summon her
up, like a ghost, a little wanner than the life but otherwise
identical with it. She was dressed as simply as possible, in an
American print (I think the dry-goods people call it so), but with
a silken kerchief, between which and her gown there was one glimpse
of a white shoulder. It struck me as a great piece of good fortune
that there should be just that glimpse. Her hair, which was dark,
glossy, and of singular abundance, was put up rather soberly and
primly—without curls, or other ornament, except a single flower. It
was an exotic of rare beauty, and as fresh as if the hothouse
gardener had just clipt it from the stem. That flower has struck
deep root into my memory. I can both see it and smell it, at this
moment. So brilliant, so rare, so costly as it must have been, and
yet enduring only for a day, it was more indicative of the pride
and pomp which had a luxuriant growth in Zenobia’s character than
if a great diamond had sparkled among her hair.
Her hand, though very soft, was
larger than most women would like to have, or than they could
afford to have, though not a whit too large in proportion with the
spacious plan of Zenobia’s entire development. It did one good to
see a fine intellect (as hers really was, although its natural
tendency lay in another direction than towards literature) so fitly
cased. She was, indeed, an admirable figure of a woman, just on the
hither verge of her richest maturity, with a combination of
features which it is safe to call remarkably beautiful, even if
some fastidious persons might pronounce them a little deficient in
softness and delicacy. But we find enough of those attributes
everywhere. Preferable—by way of variety, at least—was Zenobia’s
bloom, health, and vigor, which she possessed in such overflow that
a man might well have fallen in love with her for their sake only.
In her quiet moods, she seemed rather indolent; but when really in
earnest, particularly if there were a spice of bitter feeling, she
grew all alive to her finger-tips.
“I am the first comer,” Zenobia
went on to say, while her smile beamed warmth upon us all; “so I
take the part of hostess for to-day, and welcome you as if to my
own fireside. You shall be my guests, too, at supper. Tomorrow, if
you please, we will be brethren and sisters, and begin our new life
from daybreak.”
“Have we our various parts
assigned?” asked some one.
“Oh, we of the softer sex,”
responded Zenobia, with her mellow, almost broad laugh,
—most delectable to hear, but not
in the least like an ordinary woman’s laugh,—“we women (there are
four of us here already) will take the domestic and indoor part of
the business, as a matter of course. To bake, to boil, to roast, to
fry, to stew,—to wash, and iron, and scrub, and sweep,—and, at our
idler intervals, to repose ourselves on knitting and sewing,—these,
I suppose, must be feminine occupations, for the present. By and
by, perhaps, when our individual adaptations begin to develop
themselves, it may be that some of us who wear the petticoat will
go afield, and leave the weaker brethren to take our places in the
kitchen.”
“What a pity,” I remarked, “that
the kitchen, and the housework generally, cannot be left out of our
system altogether! It is odd enough that the kind of labor which
falls to the
lot of women is just that which
chiefly distinguishes artificial life—the life of degenerated
mortals—from the life of Paradise. Eve had no dinner-pot, and no
clothes to mend, and no washing-day.”
“I am afraid,” said Zenobia, with
mirth gleaming out of her eyes, “we shall find some difficulty in
adopting the paradisiacal system for at least a month to come. Look
at that snowdrift sweeping past the window! Are there any figs
ripe, do you think? Have the pineapples been gathered to-day? Would
you like a bread-fruit, or a cocoanut? Shall I run out and pluck
you some roses? No, no, Mr. Coverdale; the only flower hereabouts
is the one in my hair, which I got out of a greenhouse this
morning. As for the garb of Eden,” added she, shivering playfully,
“I shall not assume it till after May-day!”
Assuredly Zenobia could not have
intended it,—the fault must have been entirely in my imagination.
But these last words, together with something in her manner,
irresistibly brought up a picture of that fine, perfectly developed
figure, in Eve’s earliest garment. Her free, careless, generous
modes of expression often had this effect of creating images which,
though pure, are hardly felt to be quite decorous when born of a
thought that passes between man and woman. I imputed it, at that
time, to Zenobia’s noble courage, conscious of no harm, and
scorning the petty restraints which take the life and color out of
other women’s conversation. There was another peculiarity about
her. We seldom meet with women nowadays, and in this country, who
impress us as being women at all,—their sex fades away and goes for
nothing, in ordinary intercourse. Not so with Zenobia. One felt an
influence breathing out of her such as we might suppose to come
from Eve, when she was just made, and her Creator brought her to
Adam, saying, “Behold! here is a woman!” Not that I would convey
the idea of especial gentleness, grace, modesty, and shyness, but
of a certain warm and rich characteristic, which seems, for the
most part, to have been refined away out of the feminine
system.
“And now,” continued Zenobia, “I
must go and help get supper. Do you think you can be content,
instead of figs, pineapples, and all the other delicacies of Adam’s
supper-table, with tea and toast, and a certain modest supply of
ham and tongue, which, with the instinct of a housewife, I brought
hither in a basket? And there shall be bread and milk, too, if the
innocence of your taste demands it.”
The whole sisterhood now went
about their domestic avocations, utterly declining our offers to
assist, further than by bringing wood for the kitchen fire from a
huge pile in the back yard. After heaping up more than a sufficient
quantity, we returned to the sitting- room, drew our chairs close
to the hearth, and began to talk over our prospects. Soon, with a
tremendous stamping in the entry, appeared Silas Foster, lank,
stalwart, uncouth, and grizzly-bearded. He came from foddering the
cattle in the barn, and from the field, where he had been
ploughing, until the depth of the snow rendered it impossible to
draw a furrow. He greeted us in pretty much the same tone as if he
were speaking to his oxen, took a quid from his iron tobacco-box,
pulled off his wet cowhide boots, and sat down before the fire in
his stocking-feet. The steam arose from his soaked garments, so
that the stout yeoman looked vaporous and spectre-like.
“Well, folks,” remarked Silas,
“you’ll be wishing yourselves back to town again, if this weather
holds.”
And, true enough, there was a
look of gloom, as the twilight fell silently and sadly out of the
sky, its gray or sable flakes intermingling themselves with the
fast-descending snow. The storm, in its evening aspect, was
decidedly dreary. It seemed to have arisen for our especial
behoof,—a symbol of the cold, desolate, distrustful phantoms that
invariably haunt the mind, on the eve of adventurous enterprises,
to warn us back within the boundaries of ordinary life.
But our courage did not quail. We
would not allow ourselves to be depressed by the snowdrift trailing
past the window, any more than if it had been the sigh of a summer
wind among rustling boughs. There have been few brighter seasons
for us than that. If ever men might lawfully dream awake, and give
utterance to their wildest visions without dread of laughter or
scorn on the part of the audience,—yes, and speak of earthly
happiness, for themselves and mankind, as an object to be hopefully
striven for, and probably attained, we who made that little
semicircle round the blazing fire were those very men. We had left
the rusty iron framework of society behind us; we had broken
through many hindrances that are powerful enough to keep most
people on the weary treadmill of the established system, even while
they feel its irksomeness almost as intolerable as we did. We had
stepped down from the pulpit; we had flung aside the pen; we had
shut up the ledger; we had thrown off that sweet, bewitching,
enervating indolence, which is better, after all, than most of the
enjoyments within mortal grasp. It was our purpose—a generous one,
certainly, and absurd, no doubt, in full proportion with its
generosity—to give up whatever we had heretofore attained, for the
sake of showing mankind the example of a life governed by other
than the false and cruel principles on which human society has all
along been based.
And, first of all, we had
divorced ourselves from pride, and were striving to supply its
place with familiar love. We meant to lessen the laboring man’s
great burden of toil, by performing our due share of it at the cost
of our own thews and sinews. We sought our profit by mutual aid,
instead of wresting it by the strong hand from an enemy, or
filching it craftily from those less shrewd than ourselves (if,
indeed, there were any such in New England), or winning it by
selfish competition with a neighbor; in one or another of which
fashions every son of woman both perpetrates and suffers his share
of the common evil, whether he chooses it or no. And, as the basis
of our institution, we purposed to offer up the earnest toil of our
bodies, as a prayer no less than an effort for the advancement of
our race.
Therefore, if we built splendid
castles (phalansteries perhaps they might be more fitly called),
and pictured beautiful scenes, among the fervid coals of the hearth
around which we were clustering, and if all went to rack with the
crumbling embers and have never since arisen out of the ashes, let
us take to ourselves no shame. In my own behalf, I rejoice that I
could once think better of the world’s improvability than it
deserved. It is a mistake into which men seldom fall twice in a
lifetime; or, if so, the rarer and higher is the nature that can
thus magnanimously persist in error.
Stout Silas Foster mingled little
in our conversation; but when he did speak, it was very much to
some practical purpose. For instance:—“Which man among you,” quoth
he, “is the best judge of swine? Some of us must go to the next
Brighton fair, and buy half a dozen pigs.”
Pigs! Good heavens! had we come
out from among the swinish multitude for this? And again, in
reference to some discussion about raising early vegetables for the
market:
—“We shall never make any hand at
market gardening,” said Silas Foster, “unless the women folks will
undertake to do all the weeding. We haven’t team enough for that
and the regular farm-work, reckoning three of your city folks as
worth one common field- hand. No, no; I tell you, we should have to
get up a little too early in the morning, to compete with the
market gardeners round Boston.”
It struck me as rather odd, that
one of the first questions raised, after our separation from the
greedy, struggling, self-seeking world, should relate to the
possibility of getting the advantage over the outside barbarians in
their own field of labor. But, to own the truth, I very soon became
sensible that, as regarded society at large, we stood in a position
of new hostility, rather than new brotherhood. Nor could this fail
to be the case, in some degree, until the bigger and better half of
society should range itself on our side. Constituting so pitiful a
minority as now, we were inevitably estranged from the rest of
mankind in pretty fair proportion with the strictness of our mutual
bond among ourselves.
This dawning idea, however, was
driven back into my inner consciousness by the entrance of Zenobia.
She came with the welcome intelligence that supper was on the
table. Looking at herself in the glass, and perceiving that her one
magnificent flower had grown rather languid (probably by being
exposed to the fervency of the kitchen fire), she flung it on the
floor, as unconcernedly as a village girl would throw away a faded
violet. The action seemed proper to her character, although,
methought, it would still more have befitted the bounteous nature
of this beautiful woman to scatter fresh flowers from her hand, and
to revive faded ones by her touch. Nevertheless, it was a singular
but irresistible effect; the presence of Zenobia caused our heroic
enterprise to show like an illusion, a masquerade, a pastoral, a
counterfeit Arcadia, in which we grown-up men and women were making
a play-day of the years that were given us to live in. I tried to
analyze this impression, but not with much success.
“It really vexes me,” observed
Zenobia, as we left the room, “that Mr. Hollingsworth should be
such a laggard. I should not have thought him at all the sort of
person to be turned back by a puff of contrary wind, or a few
snowflakes drifting into his face.”
“Do you know Hollingsworth
personally?” I inquired.
“No; only as an
auditor—auditress, I mean—of some of his lectures,” said she. “What
a voice he has! and what a man he is! Yet not so much an
intellectual man, I should say, as a great heart; at least, he
moved me more deeply than I think myself capable of being moved,
except by the stroke of a true, strong heart against my own. It is
a sad pity that he should have devoted his glorious powers to such
a grimy, unbeautiful, and positively hopeless object as this
reformation of criminals, about which he makes himself and his
wretchedly small audiences so very miserable. To tell you a secret,
I never could tolerate a philanthropist before. Could you?”
“By no means,” I answered;
“neither can I now.”
“They are, indeed, an odiously
disagreeable set of mortals,” continued Zenobia. “I should like Mr.
Hollingsworth a great deal better if the philanthropy had been left
out. At all events, as a mere matter of taste, I wish he would let
the bad people alone, and try to
benefit those who are not already
past his help. Do you suppose he will be content to spend his life,
or even a few months of it, among tolerably virtuous and
comfortable individuals like ourselves?”
“Upon my word, I doubt it,” said
I. “If we wish to keep him with us, we must systematically commit
at least one crime apiece! Mere peccadillos will not satisfy
him.”
Zenobia turned, sidelong, a
strange kind of a glance upon me; but, before I could make out what
it meant, we had entered the kitchen, where, in accordance with the
rustic simplicity of our new life, the supper-table was
spread.
IV.
THE SUPPER-TABLE
The pleasant firelight! I must
still keep harping on it. The kitchen hearth had an old- fashioned
breadth, depth, and spaciousness, far within which lay what seemed
the butt of a good-sized oak-tree, with the moisture bubbling
merrily out at both ends. It was now half an hour beyond dusk. The
blaze from an armful of substantial sticks, rendered more
combustible by brushwood and pine, flickered powerfully on the
smoke-blackened walls, and so cheered our spirits that we cared not
what inclemency might rage and roar on the other side of our
illuminated windows. A yet sultrier warmth was bestowed by a goodly
quantity of peat, which was crumbling to white ashes among the
burning brands, and incensed the kitchen with its not ungrateful
fragrance. The exuberance of this household fire would alone have
sufficed to bespeak us no true farmers; for the New England yeoman,
if he have the misfortune to dwell within practicable distance of a
wood-market, is as niggardly of each stick as if it were a bar of
California gold.
But it was fortunate for us, on
that wintry eve of our untried life, to enjoy the warm and radiant
luxury of a somewhat too abundant fire. If it served no other
purpose, it made the men look so full of youth, warm blood, and
hope, and the women—such of them, at least, as were anywise
convertible by its magic—so very beautiful, that I would cheerfully
have spent my last dollar to prolong the blaze. As for Zenobia,
there was a glow in her cheeks that made me think of Pandora, fresh
from Vulcan’s workshop, and full of the celestial warmth by dint of
which he had tempered and moulded her.
“Take your places, my dear
friends all,” cried she; “seat yourselves without ceremony, and you
shall be made happy with such tea as not many of the world’s
working-people, except yourselves, will find in their cups
to-night. After this one supper, you may drink buttermilk, if you
please. To-night we will quaff this nectar, which, I assure you,
could not be bought with gold.”
We all sat down,—grizzly Silas
Foster, his rotund helpmate, and the two bouncing handmaidens,
included,—and looked at one another in a friendly but rather
awkward way. It was the first practical trial of our theories of
equal brotherhood and sisterhood; and we people of superior
cultivation and refinement (for as such, I presume, we
unhesitatingly reckoned ourselves) felt as if something were
already accomplished towards the
millennium of love. The truth is,
however, that the laboring oar was with our unpolished companions;
it being far easier to condescend than to accept of condescension.
Neither did I refrain from questioning, in secret, whether some of
us—and Zenobia among the rest— would so quietly have taken our
places among these good people, save for the cherished
consciousness that it was not by necessity but choice. Though we
saw fit to drink our tea out of earthen cups to-night, and in
earthen company, it was at our own option to use pictured porcelain
and handle silver forks again to-morrow. This same salvo, as to the
power of regaining our former position, contributed much, I fear,
to the equanimity with which we subsequently bore many of the
hardships and humiliations of a life of toil. If ever I have
deserved (which has not often been the case, and, I think, never),
but if ever I did deserve to be soundly cuffed by a fellow mortal,
for secretly putting weight upon some imaginary social advantage,
it must have been while I was striving to prove myself
ostentatiously his equal and no more. It was while I sat beside him
on his cobbler’s bench, or clinked my hoe against his own in the
cornfield, or broke the same crust of bread, my earth-grimed hand
to his, at our noontide lunch. The poor, proud man should look at
both sides of sympathy like this.
The silence which followed upon
our sitting down to table grew rather oppressive; indeed, it was
hardly broken by a word, during the first round of Zenobia’s
fragrant tea.
“I hope,” said I, at last, “that
our blazing windows will be visible a great way off. There is
nothing so pleasant and encouraging to a solitary traveller, on a
stormy night, as a flood of firelight seen amid the gloom. These
ruddy window panes cannot fail to cheer the hearts of all that look
at them. Are they not warm with the beacon-fire which we have
kindled for humanity?”
“The blaze of that brushwood will
only last a minute or two longer,” observed Silas Foster; but
whether he meant to insinuate that our moral illumination would
have as brief a term, I cannot say.
“Meantime,” said Zenobia, “it may
serve to guide some wayfarer to a shelter.” And, just as she said
this, there came a knock at the house door.
“There is one of the world’s
wayfarers,” said I. “Ay, ay, just so!” quoth Silas Foster. “Our
firelight will draw stragglers, just as a candle draws dorbugs on a
summer night.”