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Judith Paris, now middle-aged, is returning to the Lakes to deal with the fierce feud between the two branches of the family. The feud ended with the construction of one branch of a huge house, known as the Fortress, which will dominate the land of others. But in this conflict, the children of two families play an important role.
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Contents
PART I
MADAME
THE SHADOW AGAINST THE SKY
AT WESTAWAYS
ADAM’S WORLD
THE SUMMER FAIR
THE BEGINNING OF THE FORTRESS
JUDITH AND ADAM IN LONDON
WESTAWAYS: FATHER AND SON
ENTRY OF THE FORTRESS
PART II
ADAM AND MARGARET
THE BATTLE
THE CHARTISTS
HISTORY OF ELIZABETH
THE GOVERNESS
FAMILY LETTERS
HOMECOMING IN WINTER
THE WILD GOOSE
PART III
CUMBERLAND CHASE
UHLAND’S JOURNAL
WAX FLOWERS AND THE REVOLUTION
CHILDE ROLAND TO THE DARK TOWER
EXHIBITION
THE FUNERAL
CLIMAX TO A LONG SEQUENCE
CLIMAX TO A LONG SEQUENCE
CLIMAX TO A LONG SEQUENCE
PART IV
MOTHER AND SON
BIRTH OF VANESSA
SAYERS VERSUS HEENAN
SHE VISITS THE FORTRESS FOR THE LAST TIME
ON CAT BELLS: ESCAPE FROM ECSTASY
A DAY IN THE LIFE OF A VERY OLD LADY
AT VICTORINE’S
BATTLE WITH PANGLOSS
THE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY
NOTE
PART I
MADAME
THE SHADOW AGAINST THE SKY
“All is well,’ Judith said quietly, coming forward and stroking the red apples of the sofa. “I shall not leave you, Jennifer. It is better I remain.’
As her hand mechanically stroked those same rosy apples, so friendly and familiar, she reflected.
Yes, this simple sentence declared the crisis of her whole existence. Nothing ever again could matter to her so deeply as this decision. With it she had cut away half her life, and perhaps the better half. She was not by nature a dramatic woman; moreover, she had but lately returned from the funeral of the best friend she had, and she was forty-seven years of age in this month of January 1822. So–for women then thought forty-seven a vast age–she should be past drama. Quietly she sat down on the sofa, leaned forward, looking into the fire. Jennifer Herries was speaking with eager excitement, but Judith did not hear her. Jennifer was fifty-two and should also be past drama but, although a lazy woman, she liked sensation when it did not put herself to discomfort.
Judith at that moment heard and saw nothing but the past, the past that she was irrevocably forsaking. Strange how the same patterns were for ever returning! Her father had been a rogue and a vagabond, a rebel against all the order and material discipline of the proper Herries. In his early years he had married Convention and of her had had a son, late in life he had married a gipsy and of her had had a daughter in his old age, when he was over seventy. David at one end of his life, Judith at the other.
In their histories again the pattern had been repeated. David of his marriage had had two sons: Will the money-maker, Francis the dreamer. Will prospered even now in the City; Francis was a failure, dead of his own hand.
And with their children again the pattern was repeated. For Will’s son Walter was triumphant near by in his house at Westaways, and Francis’ widow, Jennifer, and Francis’ children, John and Dorothy, remained, undefended, here at Uldale.
It was here that she, Judith, came into the pattern. Daughter of two vagabonds, mother of an illegitimate boy, she should be vagrant. Half of her–the finer, truer, more happy and fortunate half–(she nodded at the fire in confirmation) was so. But the other half was proper, managing, material, straight-seeing Herries. She threw her wild half into the blaze (her hand flickered towards the fire). It was gone. She remained to fight for Jennifer, Jennifer’s children, John and Dorothy, and, maybe, who knows?... her own boy Adam.
To fight whom? Here Jennifer’s voice broke through:
„... That will be most agreeable. I have always said that the Yellow Room needs but a trifle altering and it will make... but Francis would never see it. And with a new wallpaper.... We must certainly have a new wallpaper....’
To fight Walter Herries, and all that were his. As “Rogue’ Herries in his tumble-down house in Borrowdale had fought all the world, as Francis his grandson had tried to fight the world and failed, so now would she fight Walter, flamboyant, triumphing Walter, made of Will and his money-bags, sworn to extinguish Jennifer and her children and all that were in Fell House, Uldale.
It had been the wish of her whole life to flee from all the Herries and live in the hills as her mother had lived before her, but Walter Herries had challenged her and she had taken up the challenge.
„... Not that it should be difficult,’ Jennifer was saying, “to find another girl to work with Doris. Girls will come willingly enough now that you are going to remain, Judith, dear....’
Walter and his two children, Uhland and Elizabeth, with all the money in the world, against Jennifer and her children, undefended and helpless, Judith and her Adam, fatherless and by law without a name....
Jennifer was going on: “And Walter will not dare, now that you are remaining, Judith.... You are the only one of us all of whom he is afraid.... He will not dare....’
Would he not, so large and confident and powerful? Had he not said that he would snuff them out–Jennifer, John, Dorothy–raze Fell House to the ground? And what had she, small, elderly, alone, with no one in the world belonging to her save Adam, to oppose to that strength?
Nevertheless, she looked across to Jennifer triumphantly.
“We will give Walter something to think about,’ she said.
“And you can go to Watendlath when you wish,’ Jennifer said.
“Oh no. Watendlath is over for me. Watendlath is ended, a closed valley.’
“But how foolish, Judith. It is only a mile or two.’
“It is the other end of the world.’
She did not tell anyone how that night, with Adam asleep beside her, she cried. She lay awake for half the night, hearing the owl hoot, a mouse scuttle, and seeing a slow, lonely moon trace with her silver finger a question mark across the floor.
Her thoughts were wild, incoherent, most mingled. At one moment she was fiercely rebellious. She sat up, staring about her. No, she would not remain! She would tell Jennifer in the morning that she revoked her decision. She allowed her fancy then to play with the lovely sequence of events if she went. Tom Ritson should arrive in his cart. She and Adam would be packed into it, and, after tearful farewells, they would be off, down the hill with one last backward wave at the bottle-green windows of the Uldale shop and the slow friendly shoulder of the moor, along the road to Bassenthwaite, beside the Lake, Keswick, then up the hill again, above Lodore, and then–Oh, happiness! Oh, joy! The little valley closing them in, the long green field, the tumbling Punchbowl, the two farms, her own, John Green House, and the Ritsons’; below the farm the round scoop of the Tarn, black or silver or blue, the amphitheatre of the hills, the sheep nosing at the turf, the cattle moving in the byre, and best of all, Charlie Watson, straight as an arrow in spite of his years, riding towards her over the stones... the fresh sweet air, tang of soil and bracken, glitter of stones, sweep of the changing sky... she had to catch the sheets between her hands.
That life was for ever surrendered. Then, at once, her other practical self came running in. She was mistress of Fell House now. They would all do anything that she told them. Jennifer was her slave. She had seen, at the Ireby funeral, what the neighbours and villagers thought of her. Yes, in spite of her illegitimate son. Many things would have to be done. Had she strength enough? It was the convention that a woman over forty was an “old thing’ without savour. It was true that she had been aware, for some time past, of the troubles, melancholies, miasmas peculiar to her time of life, but she had refused to surrender to them. She felt within her a wonderful vitality and energy, as though she were at the beginning of life rather than more than half through the course of it. Just as in earlier days her love for her husband Georges had filled her with fire and splendour, so now her love for her son Adam glorified her. She was such a woman.
Yes, many things needed to be done. Walter Herries thought that Fell House was at an end, did he? She would show him. Jennifer had money. They could purchase the piece of land towards Ireby... four more cows, two more horses. The dairy must be enlarged. They were lucky in their servants. Bennett was devoted, would do anything for her. Jack was a good boy. Mrs. Quinney was honest and hard-working, although she had a tongue when she was put out. Martha Hodgson was a good God-fearing cook, who never grumbled so long as she was not interfered with, and Doris would do well if they had a child in from the village to help her.
They must entertain more than they had done. John and Dorothy were growing now. John was fourteen and Dorothy thirteen. It was right that they should take their proper place in the County.... She must find a tutor for John and Adam. Someone who would have no dealings with Walter. There was Roger Rackstraw in Keswick, a friend of Miss Pennyfeather’s. He had a broken nose and looked altogether like a prize-fighter, but he had been for two years tutor to the Osmaston children and had done well there. She would see about that in the morning. She would lose no time. And, maybe, she might, after all, shortly pay a visit to Watendlath, stay with the Ritsons for a week, ride over to Watson’s farm.... No, no.... Better leave that alone until she was settled here, settled deep, deep down so that she could never pull herself up again.
Then once more desolation caught her. She lay back on her pillow sobbing. She could not help it. She had given up all that she loved best in the world, all save Adam. And for what? She had been considering Walter Herries as too serious a figure? What was he after all but a big, blundering bully? What could he have done to Jennifer and the children? John would soon be able to protect his mother.... But no. John was soft, sensitive, gentle. She remembered how years ago Mrs. Ponder, a servant in the house, had thrown his pet rabbit out of the window. She had thought then that he would have died of misery. And yet he had courage. Only a few days before, when the rioters had set fire to the stables, he had sat with his mother through all the noise and confusion, reading to her, trying to comfort her.... He had courage, but he was no match for his Cousin Walter. She, and she alone.... At that she fell, at last, asleep.
It was natural that the world of Judith’s son, young Adam, should be very different in shape, colour and contents from his mother’s.
He was now in his seventh year and as strong as a young colt. He was, most certainly, not handsome. Even his mother could not think so. His hair was black and straight without a suspicion of a wave in it, his nose snub, his mouth large, his legs and arms too long for his body as yet. Nevertheless, he gave promise of both[10] height and breadth. His grey eyes held both humour and caution, and he was brown with health. He was clumsy in his movements–indeed he was to move all his life short-sightedly, and this not because he was short-sighted but because he was absent-minded.
Were his interest thoroughly caught, absent-minded was the last thing that he was, but he was often thinking of the unexpected instead of the customary.
It seemed that his character would be warm and loyal, but he was sparing of words. He hated to show feeling or express it. He was independent, always venturing off on his own, busy on his own purposes. Whether he liked or disliked anyone he never said, but he had a very especial connection with his mother and would, on a sudden, leave what he was doing and search for her because he thought that she needed him.
When he did this his intuition was always right. He was quite fearless and could be very pugnacious, but he would attack someone without warning and often when he had been smiling but a moment earlier. He was inquisitive, would ask questions and remember carefully the answers given him, although he would not always believe their truth. On the whole, his independence, his loyalty, his taciturnity and his courage were at present his strongest characteristics. He walked very much by himself.
His horizon was larger than that of many boys of his age, for his first years had been spent[11] in France and after that he had lived like a young peasant in the Watendlath valley. His friends had been farmers like Charlie Watson and the Ritsons, farmers’ wives like Alice Perry, farmers’ boys like the young Perrys.
Then on coming to Fell House he had known the first attachment of his life (he was never to know very many). His mother was part of himself and he of his mother, so that did not figure as an attachment, but at the moment that he saw John Herries he adored him.
John, Jennifer’s boy, who was eight years older than Adam, was fair, slender, handsome and an aristocrat. He walked with his head up, as though he were made to rule the earth. But he was too gentle and unselfish to wish to rule anyone, and it soon happened that the young black ruffian Adam did all the commanding. John was impetuous until checked, then was hurt and silent. He had a very occasional stammer that added to his shyness. He had most beautiful natural manners and was over-aware of the feelings of others. He loved to be liked, hated to be disapproved of, while Adam did not care whether anyone liked him or no. Nevertheless, Adam responded deeply to affection, although he said nothing that showed this. He forgot neither kindness nor injury, but John was always eager to heal a quarrel; John was wretched in an atmosphere of unfriendliness. Adam enjoyed a fight if he felt that the cause was a worthy one.
John’s sister, Dorothy, was fair, plump and amiable. She was a type that was always re[12]curring in the Herries families. She had some of her mother’s laziness, but took a livelier interest in the outside world than her mother did.
Adam’s world seemed sufficiently filled with these figures–his mother, Jennifer whom he called his aunt although she was not, John, Dorothy, Mrs. Quinney the housekeeper, Mrs. Hodgson the cook, Bennett the coachman, Jack the stable-boy, Doris, two dairy-maids. Until now there had also been Mr. Winch the tutor, but Mr. Winch was gone for ever.
Geographically his world held first the house, the garden, the stables, then the moors that fell to the very edge of the garden, Skiddaw and Blencathra under whose shadows all the life of the house passed, and beyond them Keswick, and beyond that the world of Watendlath becoming speedily to him now a dream world, a sort of fairy kingdom where all the glories and wonders of life were enclosed.
However, he had then (and he was always to have) the great gift of accepting what he was given and making the best of it. It is true that did he feel he was being given something that he ought not to be given, he would fight relentlessly to change it. He had, for instance, felt that he was not given Mr. Winch, and he had fought Mr. Winch most gallantly. It seemed only in the proper nature of things that Mr. Winch should be removed.
His attitude to John changed as time passed. He did not love him less, but when he found that he could make John and Dorothy do as he wished[13] he had his way with them. Although he was only six he knew very well on every occasion what it was that he wanted to do. The only trouble was that others did not always want to do likewise.
Like a stone flung into a pool so the fearful adventure of the rioters had broken into the settled pattern of Adam’s life. That had been one of his proudest moments when his mother had told him to go into Aunt Jennifer’s room and wait there until “the men who were throwing stones at the windows’ had gone away. He had known that there was more in his mother’s mind than she expressed in words. She had in fact said to him: “I shall have occupation enough. I trust you to guard all that I have no time for.’ A strange scene that was in Aunt Jennifer’s bedroom with all the familiar things, the high bed with the crimson curtains, and Aunt Jennifer’s lovely black hair in a lace cap, her silver shoes and a green turban with a feather in it lying on the floor, Dorothy sitting virtuously on a chair pretending that she listened to John who was reading from Goldsmith’s History of England (Adam did not, of course, know what the book was), John with his gentle voice reading on and on, never taking his eyes from the book–all this so quiet and ordinary, while the reflection from the flames of the burning stables played like living figures on the wallpaper, and the muffled echoes of shouts and cries came from below. He would never forget the white tenseness of John’s face, the little exclamations of Aunt Jennifer:[14] “Oh dear! Oh dear!’ “Listen to that!’ “We shall all be murdered!’ “Children, we shall all be murdered!’, the ridiculous aspect of the leather cushions that had been pushed up against the windows, the way in which everything in the room jumped and sank and jumped again in accordance with the fiery hands that stroked the walls. He himself sat on a low chair near the bed and had no doubt but that he was there on guard over them all. He was prepared that at any moment Aunt Jennifer should jump out of bed and run as she was into the passage and down the stairs. It was privately his opinion that she showed great cowardice to remain there while his mother and Bennett and Mrs. Quinney were defending the house, but he had a patronising, forgiving affection for Aunt Jennifer, as though she were a pony gone at the knees, or a dog that wouldn’t fight other dogs, or a doll whose stomach oozed sawdust.
It was all that he himself could do to sit there thus quietly, but his mother had given him that piece of work and so without question there he was!
The worst moment of all was when Aunt Jennifer suddenly cried (just as John was reading about the Princes who were murdered in the Tower): “Oh, it is me that they are after! I know it is!... They have always hated me! They will burn the house over us!... We mustn’t remain here, children.... We must fly or we shall have the house burnt over our heads!’
Although Adam was too young to be aware of[15] it, it was perhaps the serious regard that the three children bestowed upon her that forced her to lie back again upon her pillow, to close her eyes and await, as best she might, the outcome.
Indeed the affair was soon at an end. Quiet fell in a moment. The shadows and tremblings of the flames’ reflections continued to play upon the walls of the room. John opened the door and listened. Below there were shufflings of feet, whispers, someone was weeping. They waited.... At last Judith herself came, and Adam learnt that Uncle Reuben was dead.
The news was the first real crisis in young Adam’s life, the first occasion on which he had been close to a death that was real and actual to him. In France the old Curé of the village had died when paying them a call, but Adam had been too young to understand. In Watendlath a cow had died and one of Charlie Watson’s horses. But Uncle Reuben had been his friend. He had spent whole days with him in the hills and, although he had been fat and puffed as he climbed a hill, he had been able to talk to hundreds of people at the same time and had known stories about Abraham, the Lord Jesus, the Giant of Poland, King Arthur’s Round Table and scores of others. He had never bothered Adam with making him do things he did not want to do, as Charlie Watson sometimes did, and he carried gingerbread and lollipops in the pocket of his gown.
Now Uncle Reuben was dead, shot with a gun that had been fired by one of the wicked men[16] who wanted to burn the house down. As the consciousness of this absolute fact, positive, not in any circumstances to be changed, sank into Adam’s mind, something affected him for ever. He was, his whole life afterwards, to remember the moment when his mother, breaking off from some story that she was telling him, drew him towards her and said to him that now they were to remain at Fell House, not go to Watendlath as she had promised, and they were to remain to fight.... To fight whom?... Was it Uncle Walter?
He suggested Uncle Walter because he himself wanted to fight him. Once in the hills when he had been bathing, Uncle Walter had ridden past on a white horse and tried to strike him with his whip. He had not forgotten that. He would never forget. So it seemed to him quite natural that he and his mother should fight Uncle Walter. And now when his mother said that they would remain here and not go to Watendlath he connected that with Uncle Reuben’s death and concluded at once that it was Uncle Walter who had shot him. That being so, he, Adam, would one day shoot Uncle Walter. The sequence of ideas was quite natural and inevitable. He said nothing. He asked no questions. But he did one thing. He had a black doll, a black doll with a red coat and brass buttons. He hung the doll from a nail on the wall and threw marbles at it. Within a week he could hit the doll from a great distance. The doll’s face that had been made of painted clay was no longer a face.
[17]
Then on an afternoon late in February, John and Adam had a curious adventure. Adventures were for ever happening to Adam, whether watching a carriageful of ladies tumbled into the ditch on the Carlisle Road, seeing a drunken old man fall off the top of the Kendal coach, looking at the gipsies who came and pitched with their caravans painted orange and blue on the moor above the house until they were ordered away (they had brown babies, two monkeys and a basketful of snakes; a woman in a crimson kerchief with silver coins through her ears invited Adam to join them: had it not been for his mother he would have done so). Adventures for him were perpetual, but this one had for him a new quality, terrifying had he allowed himself to be terrified.
It had been a strange day. In the forenoon there had been showers of rain that had filled the road with puddles of silver. Then Skiddaw about two of the afternoon took a step or two and came face to face with the house, dragging a stream of clouds over his shoulder with him. He had a way of doing this: a shrug of shoulders, a quiver of his sides and there he was staring in at the parlour window. The air was fresh with a sniff of spring (although spring would not be with them for a month or two). Adam walked out as far as the stream in the hollow below the Tarn; the water glided and leapt. The moss was wet on the gleaming stones above the brown water; the Fell rose straight from the hollow and was thronged with little moorland streams, for there[18] had been heavy rains. He thought that he saw an eagle and he looked up and up into a sky that was whitish blue and empty until the clouds that clung on to Skiddaw’s shoulders. All these little things belonged to the adventure. As he entered the house again Skiddaw receded and the clouds turned rose; the road beyond the garden wall was very hard and white. He could hear a young owl hooting. He climbed the stairs to find two large marbles, one crystal white, one purple, that he liked to carry in his pocket. Then slid down the banisters to the parlour. He knew that his mother and Aunt Jennifer were paying a visit. They had gone in the carriage with Bennett.
In the doorway of the parlour he found John and saw at once that he was shaking with some event. He pulled Adam by the arm into the room, which was lit only with the dusk of the falling day and the sharp jumping flames from the fire.
He spoke in a whisper.
“Adam!... Cousin Walter has been here!’
Adam looked to the window.
“No,’ said John, “he has gone.’
“He came into the house?’
The two boys whispered like conspirators.
“No. Not so far as the house. He was on a white horse. He got down and stood at the gate. Then he opened it and stood in the garden. He stayed looking at the house without moving, for a long while. Then he went out and rode away. I saw him through the window.’
Adam drew a deep breath and clutched the two marbles in his pocket.
[19]
“Did he look angry?’ he asked at length.
“I could not see his face. Everything was so still. I thought he would knock at the door, but when he was inside the gate he never moved. He stood there looking. I thought he could see me through the window and I hid behind the curtain.’
Adam went to the window and peered out. The glow in the sky was bright and shredded now with little yellow clouds like goslings.
“He is gone,’ he said, his nose pressed against the cold pane.
“Yes–but a moment back. He rode slowly up the hill. Oh, Adam, why did he come?’
“To spy on us.’ Adam nodded his head. “I shall go after him.’
“Oh, Adam, will you?’
“Yes, why not? Perhaps he has a gun and is waiting to shoot someone.’
John must go too if Adam went, but he felt an overwhelming fear, sprung from years of his mother’s dread. Adam was too angry just then to be frightened. When he was angry he was possessed with rage; there was no room for any other emotion. When he had been a baby his anger had sometimes almost choked him because it boiled inside him and he could not shout nor cry. He took John by the hand, and together, as quietly as might be, they stole out of the house, closing the big heavy door gingerly behind them. The owl hooted at them as they hurried on to the road.
Outside the gate Adam halted. Something[20] in the whiteness of the road pulled him up. But he knew what it was. A week ago he had been walking up the hill and had come upon a fat and distended frog. This frog was croaking in a despairing manner; around its neck were folded the thin spiry legs of two smaller frogs who clung thus, motionless, without sound. From the mouth of the large distended frog protruded a tip of tongue scarlet red.
Adam came the next day and found that the swollen frog was dead (the red tongue still protruding), but the two live frogs were still there, their legs interlaced, while another frog, small and green, squatted near by on guard and to see that justice had been done.
Adam was too young to feel spiritual disgust: his original instinct had been one of interest and curiosity, but now the scene around him was ghostly with evening mist, and out of the mist sprang the sharp white road; by the side of the road was a yellow-bellied frog with a tongue like blood and around him croaked a chorus of green frogs. The moor was filled with green frogs. He stood staring intently in front of him.
“What is it?’ whispered John. “He will be gone in an instant.’ They stood very close together and listened. All was still. The lights of the little village were coming out; Fell House was a black mass against the mist.
It was perhaps the cold that drove them forward. They walked on the turf at the side of the road so that they should make no noise. They turned from the road and began to climb the moor,[21] stumbling over the unevenness of the turf. Suddenly John caught Adam’s arm: “Keep down.... He’s there!’
Just in front of them a shelf of turf rose above a cutting. To the right of them, very close to them, three sheep, aware of them, held together, their sides panting. But quite clearly the boys could see the figure on the hill. He seemed gigantic in that light, his white horse colossal. The mist, into whose vapours the moon would soon pour her light, made a ghostly background to that motionless horseman, great of bulk, in a black overcoat with a high black collar. His thighs, his riding-boots, were jet against the whiteness of his horse’s flanks. Neither he nor his horse moved. The sheep too seemed to be carved against the moor, and the two boys, kneeling behind the rising of turf, their hearts thumping as it seemed to them into their throats, waited to see what he would do.
He did nothing. He stayed there looking down on to Fell House. Then, as darkness fell, he turned his horse’s head and rode away.
[22]
AT WESTAWAYS
Westaways was a very different place from Fell House, Uldale.
Fell House would have always, whatever were done to it, the atmosphere of the farm from which it had sprung. David Herries, John’s grandfather, had in his time made certain enlargements. He was greatly proud–and so was Sarah his wife–of his dairies, the garden with its fine lawn and Gothic temple, the parlour and the best bedroom, but both David and Sarah had been simple people, nor, since their marriage, had they travelled far afield. Sarah, for a brief while, had been bitten with the London fashion, fostered by Horace Walpole, The Castle of Otranto, Mrs. Radcliffe and the rest, for pseudo-mediaevalism, suits of armour, stained-glass windows and plaster gargoyles, but she was not by nature romantic and the craze had soon passed. Fell House, nestling its warm cheek against the breast of the moor, was an improved farmhouse and no more.
Utterly different from its very inception was Westaways. In the early years of the eighteenth century old Pomfret Herries, brother of “Rogue’ Herries, and so uncle to David, young John’s grandfather, had had it built, not because he[23] wanted a beautiful house but because he wished to go one better than his neighbours. However, it was a beautiful house because he chose for architect old John Westaway, saturnine and melancholy hermit, one of the finest architects then alive, trained in Italy, the friend of Vanbrugh and Chesterman, famous through all the north of England not only for his skill but also for his eccentricities and savage temper.
Old Pomfret had to pay for his ambitions and grumbled at the cost for years after, but he had, in the end, a lovely house. It is true that the only room in it of any value to himself was his own apartment thronged with guns and fishing-rods. He was proud, nevertheless, for people came from miles to see the house.
It was situated between Crosthwaite Church and the town of Keswick. At that time the gardens ran down to the fringe of the Lake. The virtues of the house were its beautiful tiles of rosy red, the delicate wrought-ironwork across its front, the sash windows–at that time a great rarity–the pillared hall, and especially the saloon, whose decorations were designed and executed by John Westaway himself. The subject of the design was Paris awarding the apple, and the three goddesses were painted with extreme vigour.
After old Pomfret’s death the house passed out of the family for a while, but Will, David Herries’ money-making son, bought it back again and thought to live in it. However, London, and especially the City, held him too strongly. He[24] found the country both dull and fruitless. His son Walter reigned in Westaways in his stead.
Walter, who had little taste but great energy and a readiness to take the advice of others (for his own profit), enlarged and improved Westaways. For a number of years workmen were always about the place. He added a wing towards Crosthwaite, doubled the stables, extended the gardens and had a grand conservatory. He also put fine things inside the house; he had a famous piece of tapestry that showed Diana hunting, some excellent sculpture, and a Van Dyck and a small but most valuable Titian. There was also over the door of the saloon a painting of the Watteau school in deep rich colours of some French king dining with his ladies–a picture all purples, oranges and crimson that the Keswick citizens thought the finest thing they had ever seen. Only old Miss Pennyfeather laughed at it and called it “stuff,’ and Mr. Southey, after dining with Walter, was said never even to have noticed it.
Walter Herries himself cared for none of these things for themselves, but only in so far as they represented strength and power.
At this time he was thirty years of age and his children, Uhland and Elizabeth, who were twins, were seven; they were born in the same year as young Adam and were a few months older than he.
Walter was large in girth and limb, but could not at this period be called stout. He was in appearance a survival of the days of the Regency, now swiftly slipping into limbo. He seemed[25] already something of an anachronism with his coats of purple and red, his high thick stock with its jewelled pin, his capacity for eating and drinking, his roaring laugh, his passion for sport. But he was not really such an anachronism as he seemed. In politics, when he bothered to speak of them, he appeared as reactionary Tory as Wellington or old Lord Eldon, but in reality he stood closer to Huskisson and Canning. The fact was that he learnt much from his father, who, one of the astutest men in the City, had his eye more firmly fixed on the past. Walter, caring for nothing but his personal power and the aggrandisement of his family, loving only in all the world his crippled little son, building his edifice in part for himself but in the main for Uhland’s future, considered that future very much more deeply than anyone supposed. He suffered from the fact that no one in his immediate surroundings was of any use to him in these things. He reigned in a passionate loneliness and perhaps in that had more in common with his great-grandfather, old “Rogue’ Herries, than he would ever have dreamed possible. His wife Agnes he held to be an imbecile, and she was truly as terrified of him as all timid wives are supposed to be of tyrannous, loud-voiced husbands.
On a certain fine September morning of this year, 1822, a long-legged, supercilious individual named Posset (William Posset, son of William Posset, coachman at Levons Hall) brought into Walter Herries’ dressing-room a large tin bath.[26] The floor of this dressing-room drooped in its centre into a hollow and in the floor of this hollow was a small iron grating. Over the hollow the bath was inserted. A pinch-faced youth in a uniform of dark red and brass buttons then arrived with two vast pitchers so large as almost to conceal him. With an air of extreme relief and under the cold eye of the lengthy Posset, young Albert emptied the pitchers into the bath. Posset then with delicate tread stepped into the next room, pulled back the curtains and approached the four-poster. Walter, his mouth wide open, his chest bare, his nightshirt pulled down over one shoulder, was snoring loudly. Posset, with a gravity worthy of a tax-collector, shook the bare arm. Walter woke, gave one glance at Posset, sprang from his bed, tugged his nightshirt over his head, rushed into the next room and plunged into the bath. Young Albert, accustomed to the fierce eruption of water, always at this point retired to the farthest corner of the room, where he stood, towels over his arm, admiring, with an amazement that custom never seemed to lessen, that great body, that splutter of exclamations, grunts and oaths, and that sudden magnificent figure of a man withdrawn from the water, suffering the lusty (but always reverent) towelling of Posset–and water dripping everywhere, running in little streams and eddies into the hollow and away safely through the iron grating. Albert always informed those less privileged that there was no sight in the world quite so fine as his master as he plunged into his[27] bath–no lion in a show, no tiger in Indian jungle, could have the energy and vigour of his master at this moment. It was Albert’s top moment of his day–a pity that it came so early; every event was a decline from it.
Walter had long ago insisted that any visitor in the house–his mother, his wife, very definitely included–must, unless a doctor forbade them, be present at the family breakfast table. It was the beginning of his patriarchal day. Only thirty years of age, he already felt himself founder of the whole of the Herries stock, and nothing pleased him better than to have Herries collected from all over the country and seated at his table.
This was not at present easy, for Keswick was tucked away in the North and travelling was difficult. Nevertheless, this was not a bad halting-place on the way to Scotland, and the number of Herries “bagged’ for Walter’s dining-table in the last five years was remarkable.
Walter liked further to collect Herries who were oddities and to encourage them in their idiosyncrasies–granted, of course, that these idiosyncrasies did not inconvenience himself. Here he was instigated by the old motive of the King and his Court Jester. Walter might be said to have a great sense of fun, if no very strong sense of humour. He liked, for example, to indulge old Monty Cards in his femininities (Monty painted his cheeks and powdered his nose), in his little meannesses and his nervous terrors. He[28] enjoyed the company of old Maria Rockage (for whom he had a real liking) that he might shock her Methodist principles. He even was childish enough to play on his wife’s terrors by laying a book on a door that it should fall on her when entering a room. He was not at all above practical jokes and horseplay. They were part of his “Regency’ manner.
He had just now as his guests, Phyllis, Maria Rockage’s daughter, her husband, Stephen Newmark, and three of her children–Horace aged three, Mary aged two, and Phyllis only one. She was anticipating a fourth. They were all very healthy children and Mr. Newmark looked upon them as just rewards tendered to him by a grateful Deity.
For Stephen Newmark, tall, long-nosed, sanctimonious, was a perpetual joy to Walter. He took life seriously. He enjoyed Family Prayers. Walter, therefore, indulged his fancy and insisted that all of them, Agnes his wife, his mother (who was staying just then with him), his own two children, and all the household should be present on the stroke of eight and offer up, under the leadership of Mr. Newmark, thanks to the Creator for the dangers of a night safely past and the glories of another day vouchsafed. It puzzled Mr. Newmark a little that Walter should be so truly determined on Family Prayers. This determination did not altogether “go’ with his cock-fighting, horse-racing, card-playing, but Newmark had long ago decided (and confided to Phyllis) that his Cousin Walter[29] was “a strange fish.’ In that conclusion he was perfectly correct.
On this morning, however, Walter had a small matter of business to discharge before breakfast. Rosy, scented, his stock starched until it glittered, his pantaloons of dark purple hiding his magnificent legs, “rings on his fingers and bells on his toes,’ he descended, like Jove from Olympus, to the study where he transacted his affairs.
Here his agent, Peach, was waiting for him. Peach was a short, stocky, beetle-browed little man who had been in the service, for most of his days, of the Duke of Wrexe. He came, therefore, from the South and hated the North and the Northerners with a dreadful passion. He would not have stayed here a day had it not been for the odd power that Walter Herries exercised over him. He could not be said to love his master–he was not known to love any human being; he was not deferential, showed no servitude, disputed his master’s wishes hotly and was grudging in thanks for benefits, but he seemed to have found in Walter Herries a man who had stung, reluctantly, his admiration–the only man in the world it might be. He appreciated Herries’ dominating roughness, coarseness, liking for horseplay, and then something more–outside and beyond these.
In any case he made a wonderful servant and was hated cordially throughout the countryside.
He was standing now, his legs, that were[30] slightly bowed, apart, his hand gripping the shoulder of a slim fair-haired boy who, his hands tied behind him, his eyes wide open with fear and apprehension, stayed there, his heart beating like a terrified rabbit’s.
“This is the boy,’ Peach said.
“Yes,’ said Walter, looking at him.
The boy’s eyes drooped. In his heart was the terror of death. He knew that he could be hanged for what he had done.
“I discovered him,’ Peach went on, “last evening. He had a small wheelbarrow and was placing in it some logs from the pile outside the further stables.’
“What did he say?’ Walter asked.
“He said nothing. At least not then. Later when he was shut into the cellar for the night he admitted that he was hungry and had a mother who was hungry and a small brother who was hungry.’ Peach gave a click in his throat, a favourite noise of his, and it resembled a key turning in a door. “They all say they’re hungry now.’
“What’s your name?’ asked Walter.
“Henry Burgess.’
“Well, Henry Burgess.... You know what the Keswick Justices will say?’
The boy was understood to mutter that he didn’t care.
“You don’t care? Well, all the better. It’s a hanging matter, you know.’
“I gave him food and drink,’ Peach remarked reluctantly. “He wouldn’t have held up else.’[31] Then he added: “His mother’s been waiting outside all night.’
There was an interruption. The door opened and Uhland came in. It was his habit to find his father here before breakfast. For a boy of seven he was tall and very spare and his face was grave and sadly lined for a child. One leg was longer than the other and he walked aided by a little ebony cane. When he saw that there was company he stopped at the door. It was characteristic of him that he stood there looking at them solemnly and said nothing.
“Well, what’s your defence?’ asked Walter.
The boy was understood to say they were all hungry.
“All hungry, were you? That’s not much of an excuse. Couldn’t you work?’
No work to be found. Hard times. Had been working for a hostler. Turned away for fighting another boy who insulted his mother.
“Young ruffian,’ said Walter complacently. He stood, his chest thrust out, his thumbs in his arm-holes. Then he nodded to Uhland, who came limping forward. Walter put his arm round his son and held him close to him.
“Uhland, this boy has been stealing my wood. He says he did it because he was hungry. If he goes before the Justices it will be a hanging matter. Shall I send him or no?’
Uhland stared at the boy, who suddenly raised his eyes, glaring at them all.
“He doesn’t look hungry,’ he said quietly.
“No, upon my word he doesn’t,’ said Walter[32] with boisterous good-humour. “That’s good for a child, Peach, is it not? He does not look hungry. You are right, Uhland, my boy.’ He laughed, throwing back his handsome curly head. “Well, what shall we do with him?’
“Let him go, Papa,’ said Uhland. His voice was cold, but he looked at the boy with interest. “We have plenty of wood.’
“Yes, but we shall not have,’ said Walter, “if all the young vagabonds–Very well, let him go, Peach. He shall have the dogs on him if he comes this way again.’
Without a word Peach, pushing the boy in front of him, took him from the room.
Walter laughed, yawned, stretched his great arms.
“Well, my boy, how are you?’
“Very well, Papa, thank you.’
“Slept? No headache?’
“No, Papa, thank you.’
“Will you come with me into Keswick this morning?’
“Yes, Papa.’
There was a pause; then Uhland said:
“Elizabeth wishes to come.’
“She can go with Miss Kipe.’
“Yes, Papa.’
A roar like a wild beast’s cry for his food filled the room. It was the ceremonial gong–a gong brought from India, purchased by Will and given by him to his son, a superb gong of beaten brass and carved with the figures of Indian deities.
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So they went to breakfast, Uhland’s small bony hand in his father’s large one.
They were all assembled in the bright, high room whose wide windows looked out on to the garden with the plashing fountain, the Lake and the hills beyond. Stephen Newmark was there, standing behind a reading-desk; Phyllis his wife; two of her children; Elizabeth with her governess, Miss Kipe; Christabel Herries, Walter’s mother; Agnes, Walter’s wife; Montague Cards and the whole household–Posset, young Albert, the cook, the maids and the little kitchen-help.
Walter took his place beside his wife and instantly they all knelt. A long row of upturned boots met the interested gaze of two robins on the window-sill. After a while, with creaking of knees, rustling of aprons, they all rose and sat down while Mr. Newmark read a selection from the New Testament. The sun flooded the room. A large fat tortoise-shell cat came stealthily down the garden path, its green eyes fixed on the robins. On the bright road beyond the house the Burgess family began to trudge in silence towards Carlisle. Walter put out his hand and laid it on Uhland’s shoulder. The cook, who was fat and had trouble with her heart, began to breathe heavily, Posset caught the eye of the prettiest of the maids and instantly looked away again. Little Elizabeth, looking out, saw the cat and the birds. Her eyes widened with apprehension.
“Let us Pray,’ said Mr. Newmark, and down on their knees they all went again.
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“May the blessing of the Lord rest upon us all this day,’ said Mr. Newmark. There was a pause, then a rustle, a knee-cracking, a boot-scraping, and they were all on their feet again.
The domestics were in line–Mrs. Rains the cook, Posset, the maids, Albert, the little kitchen-maid who had a round rosy face and a neat waist–all in their proper order.
“Fresh country girls you succeed in getting, Walter,’ said Newmark after they were gone, his mind meditatively on the kitchen-maid.
“Anybody wanting the barouche this fine morning?’ said Walter genially. He was in an excellent temper, which fact the three ladies perceived and brightened accordingly. Christabel Herries, Walter’s mother, was fifty years of age and thin to emaciation. She wore gowns of black silk with a purple Indian shawl thrown about her narrow shoulders. She moved with timidity, as though she were ever expecting a rude word. She adored her son but feared him. She had been, all through her married life, under the domination of Herries men. Her husband had never treated her with unkindness, but the City had swallowed him, leaving Christabel alone on shores of domesticity so barren that she occupied half her London evenings talking to herself in a large drawing-room all yellow silk and mirrors. Will, her husband, had hoped to make her a social success. But after a disastrous Ball that they gave in the summer of ’96, a Ball that had ended with a scene between Christabel and Jennifer, then a radiant young beauty, Will, with a shrug of his[35] shoulders, had reconciled himself to her disabilities. He very quickly saw that the thing for him to do was to make the money so that his son Walter might carry on the family glory.
Walter had always been kind to his mother, but for family rather than personal reasons. He thought her “a poor fish,’ but then he had no opinion of women unless they were handsome. Christabel was, however, the mother of Walter Herries; she must therefore be honoured by the outside world. And he saw that it was so.
Agnes, as the wife of Walter Herries and the mother of his children, should also have secured honourable treatment had the thing been at all possible. But in this Walter saw that the world was not to blame, for a more miserable woebegone sickly female was not, he was assured, to be found in the civilised globe. When he married her she had been something of the type of that new rosy-cheeked kitchen-maid (whom he had noticed, and saw also that Newmark had noticed). She had been merry at first with a certain rather kittenish charm. But she was “cold.’ Marital relations had terrified her from the first. Their marriage-night had been a horror, and after the birth of the twins they had occupied separate bedrooms. Then she had had one sickness after another, now did not choose to trouble to talk; “sulky,’ Walter told himself. She pretended to be fond of the children but, he was happy to say, Uhland had already as much scorn of her as his father had.
He felt (and with justice surely) that Fate had[36] dealt unfairly in giving so magnificent a man so wretched a partner. He was fair to her, he gave her everything that she needed; all that he asked of her was that she should keep out of his way and not interfere with his plans for Uhland. With Elizabeth she should do as she pleased.
Phyllis Newmark was tall, of a charming pink and white complexion, and had a laughing eye.
Her father, Lord Rockage, in his place, Grosset in Wiltshire, had given her love and kisses combined with general disorder, poverty and Methodism. On these mixed virtues she had thriven. She was kindly, cheerful, intelligent and quite uneducated. She was born to be a mother, and a mother she was most assuredly proving. She did not mind how many children she had. She adored them all. Newmark, having helped to provide her with three, must receive her grateful thanks. She gave him her obedience, laughed at his foibles and understood him better than anyone else in the world. She too had noticed his glance at the kitchen-maid although at the same time she was murmuring (with real devotion) the Lord’s Prayer and observing a pimple on the neck of little Horace and wondering whether Walter would allow them the barouche that morning or force them into the post-chaise or order them to walk. She knew, however, exactly how to deal with the kitchen-maid, the pimple and the walk (if that were compulsory). Nothing could defeat her; she inherited from both her parents courage, honesty and an insatiable zest for life.
Soon they were all around the breakfast-table[37] and set to with an eagerness that spoke well for their digestions. Rounds of beef; pies; fish, broiled and fried; eggs, baked, fried, boiled; hams, tongues, jams, marmalades, buns, scones–everything was there, and tankards of ale, tea, coffee.... Agnes Herries alone pretended to eat but did not.
“Yes, you may have the barouche,’ Walter observed, “and Phyllis shall have the barouche box if she chooses–I know that it gives her the greatest gratification both to see and be seen.’ Then, having paused sufficiently to catch all their attention, he added:
“But first I have a visitor.’
“A visitor?’
“Yes. At ten o’clock precisely a lady is to come and see me.’
“A lady?’
“A friend of you all–Mrs. Judith Paris.’
He allowed his words to sink in. And indeed they caused a stir. Both Christabel and Phyllis Newmark had the deepest affection for Judith. To Phyllis she had been a familiar friend since her babyhood, for Judith had once lived at Grosset, and to Christabel she was perhaps the only woman in the world who had never failed her, the one human being who did not patronise her, cared for her as she was, knew with tenderness and perception the barrenness of her life.
Yet Christabel had only seen her once in seven years. Only once since the night when Judith had dined at Westaways, the night of the news of Napoleon’s escape from Elba. After that Judith[38] had fled to Paris, borne her illegitimate son there. Since her to Uldale there had been war between the two houses. Whenever Christabel came up from London to stay with her son she hoped that there would be some chance meeting, in a lane, in a street. She had not dared herself to prepare a meeting.
“Oh, Judith!’ Phyllis cried joyfully. “I had been intending to ask....’
“She is coming,’ Walter said, greatly amused at the disappointment that his womenkind would suffer, “solely on a business matter. The visit is only to myself.’
Then Christabel showed courage.
“Walter, you should invite Judith to dinner. Bygones are bygones. You should most certainly invite her to dinner.’
“And Jennifer?’ asked Walter, laughing.
Christabel’s pale cheek flushed. No, she could never forgive Jennifer. That old quarrel, twenty-six years old, could never be forgotten. It had too many consequences. It had split the family; it had been the close of Christabel’s social life. She had never had the courage to give a real party again. And then Jennifer had behaved scandalously. She had been another man’s mistress under her husband’s nose. That poor Francis had shot himself in London was all Jennifer’s fault. No, Jennifer was another matter.
“Well, then,’ said Walter, observing his mother’s silence. “You see, ma’am. And you cannot have Judith here without Jennifer. Judith[39] rules that house. She has become, I hear, a perfect Turk.... Well, well, it may not be for long.’
He added these last words in a half-murmur to himself. With a final pull at his tankard of beer, wiping his mouth, with a bow to the ladies, he got up, walked for a moment to the window and stood there, looking out, then left the room.
As soon as he was gone the children broke out into little pipings and chirrupings. The two Newmark children (who should have been in the nursery, but their father wished them to take their part, even thus early, in the morning ceremony) rolled decorously on the floor at their mother’s feet. You felt that already their infant eyes were cautiously on their father. Uhland sat without moving, one leg over the other, an attitude protective of his deformity. Elizabeth, shyly, crossed the room. She was a beautiful child, most delicate in colour and build. She had none of the high bones of the Herries tribe. She did not seem like a Herries until suddenly with a lift of her head you saw pride and resolve, two of the finer Herries characteristics. Her mother took her hand and they stayed quietly together, remote, in a world of their own, without speaking....
Judith was shown into the little parlour next the saloon. It had not been long since she had had a talk with Walter there–last Christmas-time it had been. Now, as she sat on the red[40] morocco chair waiting for him, she thought of that, and how there had been a bowl of Christmas roses. A petal had fallen lazily, wistfully to the carpet. Their talk then had been almost friendly. She had gone with him afterwards to the nursery to see the children, and she had been touched by his protective love for his son.
But now all was changed. In the interval between that meeting and this she had had proof enough of the serious danger that this big laughing man offered to her and to hers.
She was here to defend her own, and a wave of hot fierce pride beat into her cheeks as she sat there, a small unobtrusive woman in a black bonnet, her hands in a black muff, waiting for him to come in. It was he who had written to her, a short polite note asking her whether she could give him a few moments on an important matter. She would not have come, but she also had something of her own to say. She would see that she said it.
When he came in she got up and bowed, but did not offer her hand.
“Well, Cousin Walter,’ she said grimly. “What do you wish to see me about?’
His own tone changed when he saw her attitude. He had intended to be friendly, jolly, a mood that he preferred, for he liked himself in that rôle. But he was like a child if anyone affronted him. It might be, too, that Judith was the only person in the world of whom he had some fear. Still, his ground was sure and he began confidently enough.
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“Forgive my asking you to take this trouble, Cousin Judith. You will agree, however, that I should be deceiving myself if I fancied that my presence would be welcome at Uldale.’
“Nevertheless,’ she answered, “you have paid us already at least one visit this year.’
“Indeed?’
“Last February I believe it was. You did us the honour to ride over and even to inspect our garden.’
He was confused. He had not thought that she knew of it.
“Well–it happened that I rode that way.... But come, Cousin Judith. I am certain that we have neither of us time to waste....’ Then he added, a little awkwardly: “I am sorry that you are already determined that our talk shall be unfriendly.’ (What was there, he asked himself, about the little plain woman in the homely bonnet that made him feel like a scolded schoolboy? She had, in the last six months, acquired the devil of a manner–as though she were already Queen of Cumberland. Well, he would show her that she was not.)
She regarded him sternly.