Part I
Minor Conflicts
THE OPEN BOAT
A TALE INTENDED TO BE AFTER THE
FACT. BEING THE EXPERIENCE OF FOUR MEN FROM THE SUNK STEAMER
‘COMMODORE’
I
None of them knew the colour of
the sky. Their eyes glanced level, and were fastened upon the waves
that swept toward them. These waves were of the hue of slate, save
for the tops, which were of foaming white, and all of the men knew
the colours of the sea. The horizon narrowed and widened, and
dipped and rose, and at all times its edge was jagged with waves
that seemed thrust up in points like rocks.
Many a man ought to have a
bath-tub larger than the boat which here rode upon the sea. These
waves were most wrongfully and barbarously abrupt and tall, and
each froth-top was a problem in small boat navigation.
The cook squatted in the bottom
and looked with both eyes at the six inches of gunwale which
separated him from the ocean. His sleeves were rolled over his fat
forearms, and the two flaps of his unbuttoned vest dangled as he
bent to bail out the boat. Often he said: “Gawd! That was a narrow
clip.” As he remarked it he invariably gazed eastward over the
broken sea.
The oiler, steering with one of
the two oars in the boat, sometimes raised himself suddenly to keep
clear of water that swirled in over the stern. It was a thin little
oar and it seemed often ready to snap.
The correspondent, pulling at the
other oar, watched the waves and wondered why he was there.
The injured captain, lying in the
bow, was at this time buried in that profound dejection and
indifference which comes, temporarily at least, to even the bravest
and most enduring when, willy nilly, the firm fails, the army
loses, the ship goes down. The mind of the master of a vessel is
rooted deep in the timbers of her, though he commanded for a day or
a decade, and this captain had on him the stern impression of a
scene in the greys of dawn of seven turned faces, and later a stump
of a top-mast with a white ball on it that slashed to and fro at
the waves, went low and lower, and down. Thereafter there was
something strange in his voice. Although steady, it was deep with
mourning, and of a quality beyond oration or tears.
“Keep ‘er a little more south,
Billie,” said he.
“‘A little more south,’ sir,”
said the oiler in the stern.
A seat in this boat was not
unlike a seat upon a bucking broncho, and, by the same token, a
broncho is not much smaller. The craft pranced and reared, and
plunged like an animal. As each wave came, and she rose for it, she
seemed like a horse making at a fence outrageously high. The manner
of her scramble over these walls of water is a mystic thing, and,
moreover, at the top of them were ordinarily these problems in
white water, the foam racing down from the summit of each wave,
requiring a new leap, and a leap from the air. Then, after
scornfully bumping a crest, she would slide, and race, and splash
down a long incline, and arrive bobbing and nodding in front of the
next menace.
A singular disadvantage of the
sea lies in the fact that after successfully surmounting one wave
you discover that there is another behind it just as important and
just as nervously anxious to do something effective in the way of
swamping boats. In a ten-foot dingey one can get an idea of the
resources of the sea in the line of waves that is not probable to
the average experience which is never at sea in a dingey. As
each
slaty wall of water approached,
it shut all else from the view of the men in the boat, and it was
not difficult to imagine that this particular wave was the final
outburst of the ocean, the last effort of the grim water. There was
a terrible grace in the move of the waves, and they came in
silence, save for the snarling of the crests.
In the wan light, the faces of
the men must have been grey. Their eyes must have glinted in
strange ways as they gazed steadily astern. Viewed from a balcony,
the whole thing would doubtlessly have been weirdly picturesque.
But the men in the boat had no time to see it, and if they had had
leisure there were other things to occupy their minds. The sun
swung steadily up the sky, and they knew it was broad day because
the colour of the sea changed from slate to emerald-green, streaked
with amber lights, and the foam was like tumbling snow. The process
of the breaking day was unknown to them. They were aware only of
this effect upon the colour of the waves that rolled toward
them.
In disjointed sentences the cook
and the correspondent argued as to the difference between a
life-saving station and a house of refuge. The cook had said:
“There’s a house of refuge just north of the Mosquito Inlet Light,
and as soon as they see us, they’ll come off in their boat and pick
us up.”
“As soon as who see us?” said the
correspondent. “The crew,” said the cook.
“Houses of refuge don’t have
crews,” said the correspondent. “As I understand them, they are
only places where clothes and grub are stored for the benefit of
shipwrecked people. They don’t carry crews.”
“Oh, yes, they do,” said the
cook.
“No, they don’t,” said the
correspondent.
“Well, we’re not there yet,
anyhow,” said the oiler, in the stern.
“Well,” said the cook, “perhaps
it’s not a house of refuge that I’m thinking of as being near
Mosquito Inlet Light. Perhaps it’s a life-saving station.”
“We’re not there yet,” said the
oiler, in the stern.
II
As the boat bounced from the top
of each wave, the wind tore through the hair of the hatless men,
and as the craft plopped her stern down again the spray slashed
past them. The crest of each of these waves was a hill, from the
top of which the men surveyed, for a moment, a broad tumultuous
expanse, shining and wind-riven. It was probably splendid. It was
probably glorious, this play of the free sea, wild with lights of
emerald and white and amber.
“Bully good thing it’s an
on-shore wind,” said the cook. “If not, where would we be? Wouldn’t
have a show.”
“That’s right,” said the
correspondent. The busy oiler nodded his assent.
Then the captain, in the bow,
chuckled in a way that expressed humour, contempt, tragedy, all in
one. “Do you think we’ve got much of a show now, boys?” said
he.
Whereupon the three were silent,
save for a trifle of hemming and hawing. To express any particular
optimism at this time they felt to be childish and stupid, but they
all doubtless possessed this sense of the situation in their mind.
A young man thinks doggedly at such times. On the other hand, the
ethics of their condition was decidedly against any open suggestion
of hopelessness. So they were silent.
“Oh, well,” said the captain,
soothing his children, “we’ll get ashore all right.”
But there was that in his tone
which made them think, so the oiler quoth: “Yes! If this wind
holds!”
The cook was bailing: “Yes! If we
don’t catch hell in the surf.”
Canton flannel gulls flew near
and far. Sometimes they sat down on the sea, near patches of brown
sea-weed that rolled over the waves with a movement like carpets on
a line in a gale. The birds sat comfortably in groups, and they
were envied by some in the dingey, for the wrath of the sea was no
more to them than it was to a covey of prairie chickens a thousand
miles inland. Often they came very close and stared at the men with
black bead-like eyes. At these times they were uncanny and sinister
in their unblinking scrutiny, and the men hooted angrily at them,
telling them to be gone. One came, and evidently decided to alight
on the top of the captain’s head. The bird flew parallel to the
boat and did not circle, but made short sidelong jumps in the air
in chicken-fashion. His black eyes were wistfully fixed upon the
captain’s head. “Ugly brute,” said the oiler to the bird. “You look
as if you were made with a jack-knife.” The cook and the
correspondent swore darkly at the creature. The captain naturally
wished to knock it away with the end of the heavy painter; but he
did not dare do it, because anything resembling an emphatic gesture
would have capsized this freighted boat, and so with his open hand,
the captain gently and carefully waved the gull away. After it had
been discouraged from the pursuit the captain breathed easier on
account of his hair, and others breathed easier because the bird
struck their minds at this time as being somehow grewsome and
ominous.
In the meantime the oiler and the
correspondent rowed. And also they rowed.
They sat together in the same
seat, and each rowed an oar. Then the oiler took both oars; then
the correspondent took both oars; then the oiler; then the
correspondent. They rowed and they rowed. The very ticklish part of
the business was when the time came for the reclining one in the
stern to take his turn at the oars. By the very last star of truth,
it is easier to steal eggs from under a hen than it was to change
seats in the dingey. First the man in the stern slid his hand along
the thwart and moved with care, as if he were of Sèvres. Then the
man in
the rowing seat slid his hand
along the other thwart. It was all done with the most extraordinary
care. As the two sidled past each other, the whole party kept
watchful eyes on the coming wave, and the captain cried: “Look out
now! Steady there!”
The brown mats of sea-weed that
appeared from time to time were like islands, bits of earth. They
were travelling, apparently, neither one way nor the other. They
were, to all intents, stationary. They informed the men in the boat
that it was making progress slowly toward the land.
The captain, rearing cautiously
in the bow, after the dingey soared on a great swell, said that he
had seen the lighthouse at Mosquito Inlet. Presently the cook
remarked that he had seen it. The correspondent was at the oars
then, and for some reason he too wished to look at the lighthouse,
but his back was toward the far shore and the waves were important,
and for some time he could not seize an opportunity to turn his
head. But at last there came a wave more gentle than the others,
and when at the crest of it he swiftly scoured the western
horizon.
“See it?” said the captain.
“No,” said the correspondent
slowly, “I didn’t see anything.”
“Look again,” said the captain.
He pointed. “It’s exactly in that direction.”
At the top of another wave, the
correspondent did as he was bid, and this time his eyes chanced on
a small still thing on the edge of the swaying horizon. It was
precisely like the point of a pin. It took an anxious eye to find a
lighthouse so tiny.
“Think we’ll make it,
captain?”
“If this wind holds and the boat
don’t swamp, we can’t do much else,” said the captain.
The little boat, lifted by each
towering sea, and splashed viciously by the crests, made progress
that in the absence of sea-weed was not apparent to those in her.
She seemed just a wee thing wallowing, miraculously top-up, at the
mercy of
five oceans. Occasionally, a
great spread of water, like white flames, swarmed into her.
“Bail her, cook,” said the
captain serenely. “All right, captain,” said the cheerful
cook.
III
It would be difficult to describe
the subtle brotherhood of men that was here established on the
seas. No one said that it was so. No one mentioned it. But it dwelt
in the boat, and each man felt it warm him. They were a captain, an
oiler, a cook, and a correspondent, and they were friends, friends
in a more curiously iron-bound degree than may be common. The hurt
captain, lying against the water-jar in the bow, spoke always in a
low voice and calmly, but he could never command a more ready and
swiftly obedient crew than the motley three of the dingey. It was
more than a mere recognition of what was best for the common
safety. There was surely in it a quality that was personal and
heartfelt. And after this devotion to the commander of the boat
there was this comradeship that the correspondent, for instance,
who had been taught to be cynical of men, knew even at the time was
the best experience of his life. But no one said that it was so. No
one mentioned it.
“I wish we had a sail,” remarked
the captain. “We might try my overcoat on the end of an oar and
give you two boys a chance to rest.” So the cook and the
correspondent held the mast and spread wide the overcoat. The oiler
steered, and the little boat made good way with her new rig.
Sometimes the oiler had to scull sharply to keep a sea from
breaking into the boat, but otherwise sailing was a success.
Meanwhile the lighthouse had been
growing slowly larger. It had now almost assumed colour, and
appeared like a little grey shadow on the sky. The man at the oars
could not be prevented from turning his head rather often to try
for a glimpse of this little grey shadow.
At last, from the top of each
wave the men in the tossing boat could see land. Even as the
lighthouse was an upright shadow on the sky, this land seemed but a
long black shadow on the sea. It certainly was thinner than paper.
“We must be about opposite New Smyrna,” said the cook, who had
coasted this shore often in schooners. “Captain, by the way, I
believe they abandoned that life-saving station there about a year
ago.”
“Did they?” said the
captain.
The wind slowly died away. The
cook and the correspondent were not now obliged to slave in order
to hold high the oar. But the waves continued their old impetuous
swooping at the dingey, and the little craft, no longer under way,
struggled woundily over them. The oiler or the correspondent took
the oars again.
Shipwrecks are à propos of
nothing. If men could only train for them and have them occur when
the men had reached pink condition, there would be less drowning at
sea. Of the four in the dingey none had slept any time worth
mentioning for two days and two nights previous to embarking in the
dingey, and in the excitement of clambering about the deck of a
foundering ship they had also forgotten to eat heartily.
For these reasons, and for
others, neither the oiler nor the correspondent was fond of rowing
at this time. The correspondent wondered ingenuously how in the
name of all that was sane could there be people who thought it
amusing to row a boat. It was not an amusement; it was a diabolical
punishment, and even a genius of mental aberrations could never
conclude that it was anything but a horror to the muscles and a
crime against the back. He mentioned to the boat in general how the
amusement of rowing struck him, and the weary-faced oiler smiled in
full sympathy. Previously to the foundering, by the way, the oiler
had worked double-watch in the engine-room of the ship.
“Take her easy, now, boys,” said
the captain. “Don’t spend yourselves. If we have to run a surf
you’ll need all your
strength, because we’ll sure have
to swim for it. Take your time.”
Slowly the land arose from the
sea. From a black line it became a line of black and a line of
white, trees and sand. Finally, the captain said that he could make
out a house on the shore. “That’s the house of refuge, sure,” said
the cook. “They’ll see us before long, and come out after
us.”
The distant lighthouse reared
high. “The keeper ought to be able to make us out now, if he’s
looking through a glass,” said the captain. “He’ll notify the
life-saving people.”
“None of those other boats could
have got ashore to give word of the wreck,” said the oiler, in a
low voice. “Else the life-boat would be out hunting us.”
Slowly and beautifully the land
loomed out of the sea. The wind came again. It had veered from the
north-east to the south-east. Finally, a new sound struck the ears
of the men in the boat. It was the low thunder of the surf on the
shore. “We’ll never be able to make the lighthouse now,” said the
captain. “Swing her head a little more north, Billie,” said
he.
“‘A little more north,’ sir,”
said the oiler.
Whereupon the little boat turned
her nose once more down the wind, and all but the oarsman watched
the shore grow. Under the influence of this expansion doubt and
direful apprehension was leaving the minds of the men. The
management of the boat was still most absorbing, but it could not
prevent a quiet cheerfulness. In an hour, perhaps, they would be
ashore.
Their backbones had become
thoroughly used to balancing in the boat, and they now rode this
wild colt of a dingey like circus men. The correspondent thought
that he had been drenched to the skin, but happening to feel in the
top pocket of his coat, he found therein eight cigars. Four of them
were soaked with sea-water; four were perfectly scatheless. After a
search, somebody produced three dry matches, and thereupon the four
waifs rode impudently in their little boat, and with an
assurance of an impending rescue
shining in their eyes, puffed at the big cigars and judged well and
ill of all men. Everybody took a drink of water.
IV
“Cook,” remarked the captain,
“there don’t seem to be any signs of life about your house of
refuge.”
“No,” replied the cook. “Funny
they don’t see us!”
A broad stretch of lowly coast
lay before the eyes of the men. It was of dunes topped with dark
vegetation. The roar of the surf was plain, and sometimes they
could see the white lip of a wave as it spun up the beach. A tiny
house was blocked out black upon the sky. Southward, the slim
lighthouse lifted its little grey length.
Tide, wind, and waves were
swinging the dingey northward. “Funny they don’t see us,” said the
men.
The surf’s roar was here dulled,
but its tone was, nevertheless, thunderous and mighty. As the boat
swam over the great rollers, the men sat listening to this roar.
“We’ll swamp sure,” said everybody.
It is fair to say here that there
was not a life-saving station within twenty miles in either
direction, but the men did not know this fact, and in consequence
they made dark and opprobrious remarks concerning the eyesight of
the nation’s life-savers. Four scowling men sat in the dingey and
surpassed records in the invention of epithets.
“Funny they don’t see us.”
The light-heartedness of a former
time had completely faded. To their sharpened minds it was easy to
conjure pictures of all kinds of incompetency and blindness and,
indeed, cowardice. There was the shore of the populous land, and it
was bitter and bitter to them that from it came no sign.
“Well,” said the captain,
ultimately, “I suppose we’ll have to make a try for ourselves. If
we stay out here too long, we’ll none of us have strength left to
swim after the boat swamps.”
And so the oiler, who was at the
oars, turned the boat straight for the shore. There was a sudden
tightening of muscles. There was some thinking.
“If we don’t all get ashore—”
said the captain. “If we don’t all get ashore, I suppose you
fellows know where to send news of my finish?”
They then briefly exchanged some
addresses and admonitions. As for the reflections of the men, there
was a great deal of rage in them. Perchance they might be
formulated thus: “If I am going to be drowned—if I am going to be
drowned—if I am going to be drowned, why, in the name of the seven
mad gods who rule the sea, was I allowed to come thus far and
contemplate sand and trees? Was I brought here merely to have my
nose dragged away as I was about to nibble the sacred cheese of
life? It is preposterous. If this old ninny- woman, Fate, cannot do
better than this, she should be deprived of the management of men’s
fortunes. She is an old hen who knows not her intention. If she has
decided to drown me, why did she not do it in the beginning and
save me all this trouble? The whole affair is absurd…. But no, she
cannot mean to drown me. She dare not drown me. She cannot drown
me. Not after all this work.” Afterward the man might have had an
impulse to shake his fist at the clouds: “Just you drown me, now,
and then hear what I call you!”
The billows that came at this
time were more formidable. They seemed always just about to break
and roll over the little boat in a turmoil of foam. There was a
preparatory and long growl in the speech of them. No mind unused to
the sea would have concluded that the dingey could ascend these
sheer heights in time. The shore was still afar. The oiler was a
wily surfman. “Boys,” he said swiftly, “she won’t live three
minutes more,
and we’re too far out to swim.
Shall I take her to sea again, captain?”
“Yes! Go ahead!” said the
captain.
This oiler, by a series of quick
miracles, and fast and steady oarsmanship, turned the boat in the
middle of the surf and took her safely to sea again.
There was a considerable silence
as the boat bumped over the furrowed sea to deeper water. Then
somebody in gloom spoke. “Well, anyhow, they must have seen us from
the shore by now.”
The gulls went in slanting flight
up the wind toward the grey desolate east. A squall, marked by
dingy clouds, and clouds brick-red, like smoke from a burning
building, appeared from the south-east.
“What do you think of those
life-saving people? Ain’t they peaches?”
“Funny they haven’t seen
us.”
“Maybe they think we’re out here
for sport! Maybe they think we’re fishin’. Maybe they think we’re
damned fools.”
It was a long afternoon. A
changed tide tried to force them southward, but wind and wave said
northward. Far ahead, where coast-line, sea, and sky formed their
mighty angle, there were little dots which seemed to indicate a
city on the shore.
“St. Augustine?”
The captain shook his head. “Too
near Mosquito Inlet.”
And the oiler rowed, and then the
correspondent rowed. Then the oiler rowed. It was a weary business.
The human back can become the seat of more aches and pains than are
registered in books for the composite anatomy of a regiment. It is
a limited area, but it can become the theatre of innumerable
muscular conflicts, tangles, wrenches, knots, and other
comforts.
“Did you ever like to row,
Billie?” asked the correspondent.
“No,” said the oiler. “Hang
it.”
When one exchanged the
rowing-seat for a place in the bottom of the boat, he suffered a
bodily depression that caused him to be careless of everything save
an obligation to wiggle one finger. There was cold sea-water
swashing to and fro in the boat, and he lay in it. His head,
pillowed on a thwart, was within an inch of the swirl of a wave
crest, and sometimes a particularly obstreperous sea came in-board
and drenched him once more. But these matters did not annoy him. It
is almost certain that if the boat had capsized he would have
tumbled comfortably out upon the ocean as if he felt sure that it
was a great soft mattress.
“Look! There’s a man on the
shore!” “Where?”
“There! See ‘im? See ‘im?” “Yes,
sure! He’s walking along.”
“Now he’s stopped. Look! He’s
facing us!” “He’s waving at us!”
“So he is! By thunder!”
“Ah, now we’re all right! Now
we’re all right! There’ll be a boat out here for us in
half-an-hour.”
“He’s going on. He’s running.
He’s going up to that house there.”
The remote beach seemed lower
than the sea, and it required a searching glance to discern the
little black figure. The captain saw a floating stick and they
rowed to it. A bath-towel was by some weird chance in the boat,
and, tying this on the stick, the captain waved it. The oarsman did
not dare turn his head, so he was obliged to ask questions.
“What’s he doing now?”
“He’s standing still again. He’s
looking, I think…. There he goes again. Towards the house…. Now
he’s stopped again.”
“Is he waving at us?”
“No, not now! he was, though.”
“Look! There comes another man!” “He’s running.”
“Look at him go, would
you.”
“Why, he’s on a bicycle. Now he’s
met the other man. They’re both waving at us. Look!”
“There comes something up the
beach.” “What the devil is that thing?”
“Why, it looks like a boat.”
“Why, certainly it’s a boat.” “No, it’s on wheels.”
“Yes, so it is. Well, that must
be the life-boat. They drag them along shore on a wagon.”
“That’s the life-boat,
sure.”
“No, by ——, it’s—it’s an
omnibus.” “I tell you it’s a life-boat.”
“It is not! It’s an omnibus. I
can see it plain. See? One of these big hotel omnibuses.”
“By thunder, you’re right. It’s
an omnibus, sure as fate. What do you suppose they are doing with
an omnibus? Maybe they are going around collecting the life-crew,
hey?”
“That’s it, likely. Look! There’s
a fellow waving a little black flag. He’s standing on the steps of
the omnibus. There come those other two fellows. Now they’re all
talking together. Look at the fellow with the flag. Maybe he ain’t
waving it.”
“That ain’t a flag, is it? That’s
his coat. Why certainly, that’s his coat.”
“So it is. It’s his coat. He’s
taken it off and is waving it around his head. But would you look
at him swing it.”
“Oh, say, there isn’t any
life-saving station there. That’s just a winter resort hotel
omnibus that has brought over some of the boarders to see us
drown.”
“What’s that idiot with the coat
mean? What’s he signaling, anyhow?”
“It looks as if he were trying to
tell us to go north. There must be a life-saving station up
there.”
“No! He thinks we’re fishing.
Just giving us a merry hand. See? Ah, there, Willie.”
“Well, I wish I could make
something out of those signals. What do you suppose he
means?”
“He don’t mean anything. He’s
just playing.”
“Well, if he’d just signal us to
try the surf again, or to go to sea and wait, or go north, or go
south, or go to hell—there would be some reason in it. But look at
him. He just stands there and keeps his coat revolving like a
wheel. The ass!”
“There come more people.”
“Now there’s quite a mob. Look!
Isn’t that a boat?” “Where? Oh, I see where you mean. No, that’s no
boat.” “That fellow is still waving his coat.”
“He must think we like to see him
do that. Why don’t he quit it? It don’t mean anything.”
“I don’t know. I think he is
trying to make us go north. It must be that there’s a life-saving
station there somewhere.”
“Say, he ain’t tired yet. Look at
‘im wave.”
“Wonder how long he can keep that
up. He’s been revolving his coat ever since he caught sight of us.
He’s an idiot. Why aren’t they getting men to bring a boat out? A
fishing boat—
one of those big yawls—could come
out here all right. Why don’t he do something?”
“Oh, it’s all right, now.”
“They’ll have a boat out here for
us in less than no time, now that they’ve seen us.”
A faint yellow tone came into the
sky over the low land. The shadows on the sea slowly deepened. The
wind bore coldness with it, and the men began to shiver.
“Holy smoke!” said one, allowing
his voice to express his impious mood, “if we keep on monkeying out
here! If we’ve got to flounder out here all night!”
“Oh, we’ll never have to stay
here all night! Don’t you worry. They’ve seen us now, and it won’t
be long before they’ll come chasing out after us.”
The shore grew dusky. The man
waving a coat blended gradually into this gloom, and it swallowed
in the same manner the omnibus and the group of people. The spray,
when it dashed uproariously over the side, made the voyagers shrink
and swear like men who were being branded.
“I’d like to catch the chump who
waved the coat. I feel like soaking him one, just for luck.”
“Why? What did he do?”
“Oh, nothing, but then he seemed
so damned cheerful.”
In the meantime the oiler rowed,
and then the correspondent rowed, and then the oiler rowed.
Grey-faced and bowed forward, they mechanically, turn by turn,
plied the leaden oars. The form of the lighthouse had vanished from
the southern horizon, but finally a pale star appeared, just
lifting from the sea. The streaked saffron in the west passed
before the all- merging darkness, and the sea to the east was
black. The land had vanished, and was expressed only by the low and
drear thunder of the surf.
“If I am going to be drowned—if I
am going to be drowned— if I am going to be drowned, why, in the
name of the seven mad gods who rule the sea, was I allowed to come
thus far and contemplate sand and trees? Was I brought here merely
to have my nose dragged away as I was about to nibble the sacred
cheese of life?”
The patient captain, drooped over
the water-jar, was sometimes obliged to speak to the oarsman.
“Keep her head up! Keep her head
up!”
“‘Keep her head up,’ sir.” The
voices were weary and low.
This was surely a quiet evening.
All save the oarsman lay heavily and listlessly in the boat’s
bottom. As for him, his eyes were just capable of noting the tall
black waves that swept forward in a most sinister silence, save for
an occasional subdued growl of a crest.