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The main characters are Rosina, Philip and Matthew, all of whom drudge away in rural England, in the glass factory owned by Rosina’s uncle. Rosina wants to be an actress, Philip is the would-be poet, and Matthew hopes for a career in high finance. All three go off to London in “the passionate quest” for their respective hearts’ desires.
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First published in 1924
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The electric tramcar which connects the manufacturing town of Norchester with the least unlovely of its out-lying suburbs came slowly to a standstill at its terminus, four miles from the starting point. Those who had survived the journey through smoke-hung and grey, crowded streets, the more ornate form of ugliness represented by villas and asphalt pavements, left their places and dispersed. Foremost amongst them, three—a girl and two young men, who had travelled the greater part of the distance in absolute silence—descended from the top with eager footsteps, left the main road at once, and walked steadily along a passably rural lane towards a ridge of fields, rising to a height of a hundred feet or so, and crowned on the summit by a thickly growing plantation of pine trees. They had almost the air of pilgrims, both in the absorbed quality of their silence, which continued for long after they had commenced their walk, and in the definite purpose which they evidently had in view. It was not until they had left the lane, had passed through a gate and were climbing the path which led through the last few meadows to their goal, that any of them attempted speech.
“At last!” the girl murmured, taking off her hat and carrying it. “What a week!”
“Hellish!” the tall, thin boy walking by her side agreed.
“Like all the others,” the most ordinary-looking of the three—a broad-shouldered, square-faced youth who brought up the rear—muttered.
Their efforts at conversation seemed temporarily expended—or perhaps the exertion of climbing the last hundred yards of the hill kept them a little breathless. The girl, as they drew nearer the stretch of wood towards which they were bound, moved her head from side to side as though asking for the caress of the west wind, which came to them now with a sweeter and fresher quality. Her companion paused to tear a little cluster of wild roses from the hedge. The girl accepted them, looked into the petals for a moment and then flung them to the ground.
“Smuts!” she exclaimed. “Even the flowers are blackened! One can’t escape, even here, from the filth of that hateful town.”
The young man looked down regretfully at the blossom which her foot had crushed.
“The flower itself was exquisite,” he remonstrated.
The girl, in her eager bitterness, ceased for a moment to be beautiful.
“I am unjust,” she admitted, “but that is because the smuts are settling upon me. A year or two more of this place and I shall be like those wild roses—and I hate the thought!”
They reached their destination, more breathless than ever now, but, so far as the first two were concerned, with an eagerness which seemed incomprehensible. They entered the wood through a gate and passed along a path strewn and sodden with pine needles, soft to the feet and fragrant. All around them, between the bare, straight fronts of the thickly planted trees, they caught little glimpses of the promised land beyond—a real expanse of meadows, cornfields and wooded glades. On the far horizon, it is true, stretched the scars of a smoke-hung town, and, on their left, factory chimneys here and there marred the landscape. But when they skirted the outside of the plantation and reached its westward corner, there was nothing within the range of their vision but the cornfield sloping down towards the valley, a stretch of meadowland, a steep rise, and, beyond, a rolling waste of moorland, starred with yellow gorse, faintly pink in sheltered places with the promise of the early bell heather. For the first time, all disfiguring traces of untoward industrial efforts were absent.
The girl flung herself down on the ground with something which sounded almost like a sob of relief, her arms outstretched, her eyes searching the blue skies. The younger of her two companions followed her example, sharing apparently to the full the emotion with which she welcomed this change of surroundings. The third person in the pilgrimage proceeded to make himself comfortable in more leisurely fashion. He chose a place with his back to a tree, produced a cheap briar pipe, and deliberately filled it with tobacco of unprepossessing appearance. His very performance of the action was typical. He was slow but thorough; his square-tipped, capable fingers pressed the tobacco skilfully into its appointed place; the few shreds which remained in his hand he emptied carefully back into the pouch, which he restored to his pocket. As soon as he had commenced to smoke, he broke the silence.
“Well,” he began, “now that you two have dragged me up here, let’s hear what you have to say.”
The girl by his side half opened her eyes.
“Not yet,” she murmured. “I want to listen.”
The young man withdrew his pipe from his mouth.
“Listen to what?” he asked. “I can’t hear anything particular.”
The long-limbed youth on the other side of the girl, who had been lying flat on his back in the sunshine, turned over towards his two companions and laughed.
“My dear Matthew,” he said, speaking with a natural but not unpleasant drawl, which seemed somehow out of keeping with his ready-made clothes and clumsy boots, “of course you can hear nothing particular, but that is because your ear is not attuned to the music of the world. Rosina is listening to the wind amongst the corn tops there. Can’t you hear it rustling and whispering all the way across from that cluster of poppies, and high up in the tree tops above your head, too—a more melancholy note there, perhaps, but still music?”
“Is it!” the young man named Matthew replied shortly. “I prefer a gramophone. And, anyhow, we didn’t come out here to listen—we came to talk. If Rosina wants to rest, you go ahead, Philip. Tell me what it is that you two have been putting your heads together about.”
“In a moment,” the other assented drowsily. “If sounds do not attract you, what about scents? All the week I have worked with the poisonous smell of leather and of oil in my nostrils. Just now I am perfectly sure that we are near some wild sweetbriar. Put your head down, Matthew, and smell the earth itself. There’s something rich about it, like sun warmed herbs. There’s sap, too, bursting out from the trunk of the pine tree against which you are leaning. Not even that foul tobacco which you are smoking—thank heavens the breeze is the other way!—can poison this atmosphere.”
“It is very good tobacco,” Matthew replied stolidly. “It is strong, I know, but it is very cheap, and, being strong, one does not desire to smoke so much of it.”
“There is not the slightest doubt but that someday you will be a millionaire,” Philip declared.
“I intend to be,” was the calm rejoinder.
“Any further ambitions?” Rosina asked, opening her very beautiful hazel eyes for a moment.
“What others could there be?” Matthew demanded. “The only choice in life seems to me to be the means by which one can make money.”
Philip sighed gently.
“And this youth,” he murmured, “I beg his pardon, I forgot that he was twenty-four today—has been our companion for eleven years!”
Matthew raised himself a little, sitting with his knees drawn up and his hands clasped around them. His face, with its massive chin and broad forehead, had its good points, but his eyes were too close together and his lips acquisitive. The dominant and redeeming quality of his expression was its forcefulness.
“Look here,” he said, “you two seem to think yourselves very superior because you read poetry and go to concerts whilst I learn shorthand and typewriting and attend technical schools. Yet, if either of you were to ask yourselves a plain question and answer it truthfully, you would discover that you wanted pretty well what I want out of life. Philip wants to write stories. Well, the measure of his success will be how much, if anything, they’ll pay him for them. Art has an exact and commercial value, and that value can be written down in pounds, shillings and pence. And Rosina here wants beautiful clothes, silks to drape about her body, pearls to hang upon her neck, and carte blanche at Cook’s to buy tickets for every corner of the world. What does that all mean except pounds, shillings and pence? I go the short way about it, and you two prefer the twisting paths. You’ll probably get into a maze, you won’t know where you are, you’ll confuse the end with the means, and you’ll forget what you started out for. That’s why I like my way best. I’m not out to pull any stars down from heaven, or to waste time dreaming about them. I’m out for a big banking account, and I’ll decide afterwards what I’ll do with the money, when I’ve got it.”
The girl looked for a moment distressed. Her eyes were wide open now, her forehead a little wrinkled. Something of the momentary peace which had come into her face had passed away.
“Philip and I have never thought ourselves superior,” she protested gently, “and I know that a great deal of what you say is true, although it sounds cruel. It is true that I want beautiful clothes and pearls, and that those things mean money, but I also want even more to travel, to live and move in beautiful places, to hear beautiful music when I choose, to possess the books I want, and have the people I like always near me. What do you want your wealth for, Matthew? You must have some idea.”
“Power,” he answered shortly.
“And what use would you make of that power?” Philip asked, with interest.
Matthew pressed down the tobacco in his pipe and smoked stolidly for a moment.
“I should like to fill a great place in the financial world,” he replied. “I should like to build up an immense business, sell it, buy other people’s businesses, sell them, and make money on every deal. I should like people to point to me in Lombard Street. I should like bank managers to come to me for advice and help. I should like to have it in my power to ruin whom I chose.”
“It is perfectly clear,” Philip declared, with a note of mockery in his tone so faint that neither of his companions noticed it, “that our task, Rosina, ought to be an easy one. You cannot mount many rungs of the ladder of your desire in Norchester, Matthew. We brought you out here this afternoon to tell you that Rosina and I intend to leave this place almost at once, and to ask you to join us.”
“Where are you going to?” Matthew asked.
“To London,” they answered in one breath.
“Have you told Uncle Benjamin?”
“We are going to tell him tonight,” Rosina replied. “We thought that if you decided to come too, you might help us. You seem to be able to talk to Uncle Benjamin better than we do.”
“How much money have you got?” Matthew enquired.
“Rosina has eighty-five pounds,” Philip answered, “and I have about a hundred and forty. You will have the hundred pounds that is coming to you tonight, and you have probably saved something.”
Matthew very nearly smiled. His Post-Office Savings Bank book had been his most treasured possession for the last five years.
“Nothing to speak of,” he declared shortly. “However, enough to put us on about level terms. I suppose the three of us could live together cheaper than separately. What are your plans?”
“Philip thought that he might secure a position in some publisher’s office until he can get some of his stories accepted,” Rosina explained. “Very likely, if he is a sensible publisher, he will want to publish them himself. After that, of course, it will be quite easy.”
“And you?”
“I shall eventually go on the stage,” Rosina announced, “only, as Philip thinks I am rather young just yet, I shall probably type his stories and work in an office for a little time. It is quite easy to make enough money to live on in London, if one is not extravagant.”
“Is it?” Matthew answered laconically.
There was a brief silence. Philip and Rosina watched their companion a little anxiously. In a way, although they had lived under the same roof since childhood, they were conscious of a certain aloofness between them and him. He represented different things. Yet, when it came to breaking away from such home as they had possessed, and facing the world under new and strange conditions, they felt somehow that there were certain qualities about Matthew which engendered confidence. His very self-reliance, his almost arrogant belief in himself, were infectious. They had no thought of any actual assistance from him. Their only idea was that life was likely to prove more easy, and its problems more readily faced, if he were at hand. Matthew, smoking stolidly on, and gazing with unseeing eyes towards the distant moorland, was weighing the matter slowly in his mind. Were these two likely to be an encumbrance to him? He almost smiled at the thought. He knew very well that he would never permit any one in life to become that. To break away from Norchester alone, at that moment, might have its embarrassments. Their leaving would provide him with a reasonable excuse. And then there was another thing—just a feeling—something he was never likely to give way to, or allow to come between himself and his interests, but which still, in its bald, unlovely way, existed. He turned his head and suffered himself to look at Rosina. She had relapsed for a moment into her old position, and was lying on her back, her eyes watching the slow, upward flight of a lark already high above the tree tops. She was slim, thin almost, with the immaturity of youth, but, although Matthew knew nothing of beauty, he saw the promise of her almost perfect young body. He realised that the pallor of her cheeks had nothing to do with ill health. He even found pleasure in watching the curve of her full but delicate lips, and the specks of gold which the sun seemed to find in her crumpled hair. It was a feeling, he told himself, which he would never allow to come between him and complete success. Yet one must live whilst one climbed the ladder.
“Yes,” he decided, “I will come. We will make a start together, at any rate.”
“Good fellow!” Philip exclaimed enthusiastically.
“Bless you!” Rosina murmured, smiling at him delightfully. “I can’t tell you how glad I am.”
“When did you think of telling Uncle Benjamin?” Matthew enquired.
“After supper tonight,” Rosina answered. “We don’t want to wait another day. I have been thinking of escape until I feel absolutely on fire with impatience. Fancy, both of you, no more of that horrible Norchester! No more walking through those hideous streets and working in that hateful factory! No more of those ghastly visits to the tradespeople, with Harriet grumbling at everything, trying to beat them down in price until they look as though they’d like to ask us to leave the place! No more chapel, no more prayers morning and night! Oh, I suppose it’s ungrateful, but there never was a colder house in this world than Uncle Benjamin’s. I don’t think the sun has ever shone into a single corner of it. If I stayed there much longer, I should die.”
Matthew rose slowly to his feet.
“After supper tonight,” he repeated. “Yes, perhaps that would be a good time. I was going down to the technical schools. There are some extra classes there, but I think I know as much as they can teach me. In half an hour we must start for home. I am going for a little walk first.”
Rosina threw herself back once more upon the ground. Her hand went frankly out to Philip’s, she held his fingers tightly in hers.
“Come back for us,” she begged, “when you think we ought to start. Philip and I are going to build palaces.”
Matthew stood looking down at them both for a moment, himself ignored. Without a shadow of sensitiveness in his nature, he was dimly aware of the spiritual barrier which separated him from these two, his companions in the great enterprise of life. He turned on his heel.
“Palaces in the air!” he muttered, a little scornfully. “You can build mine for me in Park Lane.”
There was no man in Norchester more respected or less liked than Benjamin Stone. He had built the first factory of its sort in the town and become the pioneer of an industry which now provided employment for the greater number of its two hundred thousand inhabitants. He had been mayor three times and would have accepted that office again but for the possibility of a royal visit. Benjamin Stone did not believe in royalty. He was a devout Nonconformist, and an occasional preacher in the chapel which he had built and endowed. He was charitable so far as regarded gifts to institutions, an abstainer from principle, a widower sixty years of age, whose private life was almost absurdly beyond reproach, and his existence would have been even more solitary than it was but for the singular accident of having had the charge of three young people thrust upon him at different times.
Matthew Garner was the orphaned stepson of his sister who had died out in South Africa. Philip Garth was the son of the only friend he had ever possessed, a photographer, unfortunate in business, deserted by his wife, and converted to Nonconformity during the last few months of his life. Rosina was the daughter of his other sister, who, whilst travelling with a Cook’s excursion party in France, had committed the amazing indiscretion of falling in love with and marrying a French artist. Benjamin treated the affair as a bereavement, allowed his sister a hundred a year, and returned all her letters unopened until the last one, which came addressed in a strange handwriting. Its contents were brief enough. It was dated from a small town in the southwest corner of France, and, whatever effect it had upon its recipient, he took no one into his confidence:
Dear Benjamin,
My husband is dead. They tell me that I am not likely to live for more than a week or two. You have allowed us a hundred pounds a year to live upon, for which I am grateful. I am sending you Rosina, my daughter. It will cost you little more than the hundred a year you will save by my death, to provide for her. I have had a hard life and I am glad to leave it. Are you as religious as ever?
Your sister,
Rose
Benjamin Stone accepted his three charges, but, whether willingly or not, no man knew, for no one was in his confidence. He lived in a red brick villa which was built at the same time as the chapel, and which was situated next door to it. Both had been constructed on economical lines, and both combined the maximum of ugliness with the minimum of comfort. He himself was a big, lank man, with large bones but little flesh, a face which looked as though it were cut out of granite, cold grey eyes, and black hair only thinly streaked with grey. He generally wore a dark suit of pepper and salt mixture, an unusually high collar, and an inevitable black bow tie, arranged so that the ends neither drooped nor faltered in their task of ornamentation. He had bushy eyebrows which seemed to meet in a perpetual frown. His voice was hard and clear but almost singularly destitute of any human quality. He ate, drank and slept sparingly, he had apparently no pleasures, and his religion was a militant one. Occasionally, on Saturday afternoons, he played bowls. Even his debtors called him a just man.
Of his three wards, as they grew up, Benjamin Stone made as much use as possible. Philip Garth was his junior clerk, and, as his benefactor did not scruple to tell him, the worst he had ever employed. Matthew, who was two years older, held a more responsible post in the factory, and, but for living in constant conflict with his uncle on matters of administration, might have held a very different position. Rosina went to the office in the mornings, where she typed a few letters, and assisted her uncle’s elderly housekeeper-domestic in the afternoons. She could never quite make up her mind which portion of her duties she found the more detestable.
The evening meal at Sion House, which Benjamin Stone had prayerfully called his villa, was served, on this particular evening, at seven o’clock, half-an-hour earlier than usual, by special orders from the head of the house. It was not an elaborate repast, and was accompanied by tea, served in an urn, over which Rosina presided. It was partaken of, as usual, almost in silence, after which the cloth was cleared by the elderly domestic, assisted by Rosina. Everyone then resumed his place at the table whilst Benjamin Stone read a chapter from the Bible. When he had closed the Book, he knelt before the horsehair sofa and prayed. There was nothing fervent about his appeal to a Divinity whom he seemed to envisage as a heavenly prototype of himself. He prayed that sinners who fully expiated their sins might be forgiven, that wrongdoers who made full atonement might be received back into the fold. The word “mercy” never once occurred in his discourse. There was a geometrical exactness about his suggestions to the Deity, which took no account of anything outside the great debit and credit ledger. When he had finished, he rose and stood at the end of the table. It was as though he had some fore-knowledge of what was to come.
“Rosina,” he said, “and you, Philip, there is a lecture to be given in the chapel this evening on ‘Moral Probity in Commercial Life.’ It is my wish that you should both attend. Matthew, I believe, has a class at the technical schools.”
Rosina looked at once towards Philip, but Philip, as he was so often to do in life, failed her. He hesitated.
“Tonight?” he repeated, a little vaguely.
“You will do well to be there in half an hour’s time,” Benjamin Stone continued. “Representatives of my household should occupy the front pew. Do you hear, Rosina?”
She rose to her feet. Into the ugly room, with its closely drawn, green Venetian blinds, a ray of unwelcomed sunshine found its way between two of the slats. It happened to fall upon her face just as she was nerving herself for the task. She felt, indeed, something of the spirit of a modern Joan of Arc as she spoke the first words of rebellion which had passed her lips for many years, spoke them not fearfully but with a strange wonder that fear was not there.
“Uncle,” she told him gently, “I am sorry I cannot go to the lecture—I shall be busy packing.”
“Packing?” Benjamin Stone repeated, his eyebrows more than ever contracted. “Explain yourself.”
“Philip and I, and Matthew too, I believe,” she said, “have made up our minds to leave Norchester. I speak for Philip and myself. Matthew knows his own mind. We are very grateful to you for having supported us all these years, but the time has come when we cannot live here any longer. We are both unhappy.”
“Why?” Benjamin Stone demanded.
“Because we both want things in life which Norchester cannot give us,” Rosina went on. “It is very difficult to explain, uncle, and I am not good at explaining, but our minds are quite made up. We want to live somewhere and work somewhere, where for part of the time, at any rate, we can breathe the atmosphere which comes from being surrounded with beautiful things.”
“In what part of the world, may I ask, do you intend to search for this atmosphere?” Benjamin Stone enquired, unmoved.
“In London at first,” Rosina told him.
“Is London more beautiful than Norchester?”
“It is so difficult to explain,” she repeated. “Spiritually, it is. There is music there, wonderful pictures to be seen; there is history, association, people working with big aims and big ideas, the heart of a great city beating in your ears night and day.”
Benjamin Stone listened with the air of one who seeks to understand. There was no anger in his face, there was certainly no sympathy.
“Our picture gallery here is well supplied,” he said. “We have acquired works—at a ridiculous price, in my opinion—painted by many well- known artists. Marshall’s concerts are, I believe, found attractive by the musical element in the town.”
Rosina made a little grimace.
“I knew that I could not make you understand, uncle,” she sighed. “The pictures we have are just the sort that the great artists sell to the picture galleries of provincial towns, and the concerts—well, the musicians who come down here put their heads together and make an effort to give us of their worst, so that they may be understood. Norchester is typically provincial, uncle. So long as we are here, we are plodding in the mud, almost the slough, and I mean to get out of it.”
Benjamin Stone turned to Philip.
“Have you anything to say for yourself?” he asked.
“I agree with everything that Rosina has said,” Philip answered. “I am grateful to you for your help and support, but I hate my work here. I want to get away.”
“You are the worst clerk,” his uncle pronounced, “I ever kept in my office for twenty-four hours. You cannot add up a column of figures correctly, or post a single entry from the day book into the ledger to the right account. How do you propose to earn your living in London?”
“Not as a clerk,” Philip declared, with a little burst of passion.
“Then how?” his uncle persisted.
Philip thought of his little box full of manuscripts, and a tinge of colour flushed his cheeks. It seemed irreverent to speak of them as the means by which he was to earn his living.
“I shall write stories,” he announced. “I have written a few already.”
“Have you made any money out of them?”
“Not yet.”
“Have you tried?”
“Yes!”
“Why do you think you will do better in London?”
“Because no one could write anything worthwhile in such an atmosphere as this,” was the almost fierce reply. “I agree with Rosina. We are in the mud here, drifting into the slough. I would sooner starve in London than own your factory here.”
“No one will deny you the opportunity,” Benjamin Stone assured him coldly. “Now, Matthew, what have you to say? I understand that you, also, are concerned in this.”
“I am quite as determined to leave Norchester,” Matthew replied, “but my reasons are entirely different ones. I have nothing against Norchester, if there were any money to be made here, but I have made up my mind that there is no future for me down at the factory.”
“Why not? You are a good worker, and, in some respects, capable.”
Matthew came a step nearer. His somewhat heavy face was alight with interest. He had the air of a much older man discussing a carefully thought-out problem.
“Look here,” he said, “you give me two pounds ten a week for superintending the warehousing of your stock. I am worth more than that, but the job itself is too insignificant. I have studied the organisation of your factory all the way through, from the basement to the clicking room, and you’re getting altogether behind the times. You’ve made a lot of money your way, no doubt, but the one fact you won’t recognise is that times are changing. I don’t see your balance sheets, but I’m convinced of one thing. You can’t make any more by your present old-fashioned methods, and I’m not at all sure that you don’t stand to lose a good part of what you’ve made. If, instead of two pounds ten a week to look after your stock of leather, you will offer me a thousand a year and allow me to remodel the factory from the cellars to the attic, remodel your system of buying and scrap half your old machinery, I might consider staying. Otherwise, I shall be glad of that hundred pounds’ legacy you propose to pay me tonight, and I’m off to London with the others.”
Benjamin Stone turned his back upon them all, opened his desk and busied himself there for several moments. When he turned around, he had three oblong slips of paper in his hand.
“There is your hundred pounds, Matthew,” he said, presenting him with a cheque. “As for you others, you have some small amounts, I believe, in the Savings Bank.”
“We don’t want any money from you, uncle,” Rosina assured him hastily. “We just want to thank you for all you have done for us, and to ask you to forgive us because we are going away.”
“I am sorry that I was such a failure in the factory, sir,” Philip said, “but you can see for yourself that I am no use in business.”
“You are useless in business because you are incompetent,” Benjamin Stone replied firmly, “and you are incompetent because you are lazy, lazy in mind and lazy in body. I accept your thanks, and yours, Rosina, for what I have done for you. Here is a cheque for fifty pounds for each of you. Added to what you have, it may keep you from starvation for a few weeks longer. For the rest, leave this house when and how you choose. I shall ask you to remember only one thing—when you leave it, you leave it for ever.”
Philip accepted his cheque readily enough. Rosina took hers with hesitation. There was no shadow of kindliness or regret in the face of the donor. It was impossible to tell from his manner whether the departure of his charges were a sorrow or a relief to him.
“We quite understand that, uncle,” Rosina said, a little timidly. “It is very generous of you to give us this money, and, if we may, we should like to part friends.”
There was a momentous, almost a dread silence, a silence of which the significance existed only for three of the little gathering. Matthew, with knitted brows, was gazing over Rosina’s shoulder at the cheque which she held in her fingers. To him, the words had been said, the farewells spoken; he had no sense of anything unusual in the room. He was engrossed simply by the problem as to whether he had been fairly dealt with in the matter of these farewell gifts. But, in their different ways, the girl and the boy trembling on the verge of life, their revolt rather of the soul than of the body; the man of iron, the pedagogue of narrow places, three times mayor of the town, and every Sunday an expounder of Christian principles according to his lights—these three had left Matthew on planes beneath. It was with a momentary exaltation that Benjamin opened the door and dismissed his rebellious charges, an exaltation which they more than shared. It was with a sensation of boredom and some resentment that Matthew followed them. The door was firmly closed, the three climbed the stairs and went to their rooms to prepare for their forthcoming journey. Benjamin Stone resumed his chair and drew the Bible towards him. Where he opened it, he read—read aloud to himself—read as one seeking hungrily for comfort in a world which for the first time he failed wholly to understand.
Sunday, always an uncomfortable day for the younger inmates of Sion House, proved more than usually tedious on the morrow, both as an institution and in the slow monotony of its drawn-out hours. Rosina alone faced her uncle at breakfast, and, beyond the customary morning greeting, no word was spoken between the two until the school bell began to ring harshly at nine o’clock. Benjamin rose at once to his feet.
“Have you arranged for your class?” he asked.
“I shall teach it myself,” Rosina replied. “I can speak to Mrs. Haslem then about someone to take it over.”
He left the room without any further word. Rosina added to her simple yellow and white cotton frock a straw hat trimmed with buttercups, and made her way through the private gate, across the asphalt pavement, to the dreary schoolroom whose whitewashed walls were hung with texts and pictorial representations of Scriptural happenings. She bore her part in the attempted instruction of a dozen or more ungainly, unprepossessing and unimaginative children, spoke a few kindly words to them of farewell, without evoking, however, the slightest trace of any feeling save one of curiosity as to a possible successor. She was forced to use more than her usual tact in avoiding the attentions of the male teachers, frock-coated and silk-hatted youths of anaemic complexion and artificial ways. The pastor himself, an older and somewhat more robust replica of the species, stopped her at the door. He was a young man of goodly qualities and narrow vision, who had, however, an honest belief in himself and his work. His parentage was Scotch.
“This is ill news I am hearing from your uncle, Miss Vonet,” he said, shaking hands with her and forgetting to release her fingers. “I am glad of the opportunity of a word with you on the subject.”
Rosina was not in the least inclined to submit to outside admonitions. Besides, she had had quite enough of the Reverend Donald Stuart and his far-away love-making.
“I don’t think that it can be very ill news for any one,” she replied. “Personally, I am delighted at the idea of leaving Norchester, and I can’t think that it matters very much to anyone else whether I go or stay.”
“There’s more than that about it,” the young man said earnestly. “Mind, I’m not agreeing with you. There are others besides your uncle who will miss you. It’s not only that, however. London is no place for young women, especially young women not properly protected. It’s a city that’s full of snares and pitfalls.”
“I think I shall rather like places like that,” Rosina told him ingenuously. “I am very tired of Norchester.”
“It does not become a man or woman or child, desiring to live a Christian life, to speak with levity of the paths that lead to sin,” the pastor continued gravely. “If the conditions of your life here have not provided you with the happiness you desire, remember that they may at any time be changed.”
“I don’t see how,” Rosina replied. “My uncle wouldn’t even let me join the tennis club.”
“If that were all,” the young man declared, with some eagerness, “perhaps something might be arranged. The tennis club to which you allude is frequented by the more frivolous portion of the community in this district, and your uncle’s objection to it is entirely justified. It is in my mind, however, to start something of the sort in connection with the chapel. If every care were exercised as to membership, I do not believe that your uncle would have any objection to your joining. It is my hope, indeed, that he may afford us financial assistance.”
“Very nice for you all, I’m sure,” Rosina remarked, “but I should think a tennis club limited to the members of your congregation would be terribly dull. Besides, I don’t know of anyone who can play.”
“We could learn,” he suggested humbly.
Rosina laughed at him pleasantly.
“I only mentioned the tennis club allegorically, Mr. Stuart,” she said. “You wouldn’t understand my reasons, for wishing to go to London, and if you did, you wouldn’t approve of them. Besides, everything now is definitely arranged.”
She moved forward but he still blocked the way. He was a short man, with curly flaxen hair, and even now, in his youthful days, inclined to corpulence. From his point of view, Rosina was a sister in grievous danger. She also appealed to him in another, and altogether unsisterly fashion.
“There is something I had made up my mind to say to you, Miss Vonet,” he announced, “which might possibly have weight with you in considering this matter.”
“Mr. Stuart,” she replied, looking into his narrow but very earnest blue eyes, “nothing that you could possibly say would make the slightest difference.”
“Your uncle,” he began…
She shook her head.
“My uncle,” she interrupted, “belongs to the world I am leaving. We have bidden one another farewell. He is a good and just man, I have no doubt, but to me he is simply a granite image. Please do not quote my uncle.”
“Then may I speak for myself?” he persisted.
“I am sorry,” Rosina replied, “but if you do I am sure I shall laugh. I don’t want to do that—I know that it wouldn’t be respectable. There are so many well-behaved and nice young women in your congregation. Save up what you were going to say, please, for one of them.”
She took advantage of a sudden movement on his part and flitted by him. The elderly vice-superintendent of the schools, who had been waiting for her, made an effort to cut off her retreat. Rosina, however, by a strategic move, avoided him by returning to the house instead of directly entering the chapel. She found Matthew deep in thought in the ugly and shiny parlour. He was engaged in making some calculations on the back of an envelope, and he looked at her in surprise.
“Hello,” he exclaimed, “I thought you were going to chapel?”
“So I am presently,” she replied. “I’ve come in to take cover for a moment. Am I looking rather nice this morning, Matthew?”
He looked at her with stolid and level scrutiny. There was something in his eyes, however, which escaped her.
“You are always attractive, Rosina,” he said. “These summery clothes may not be altogether to the liking of the chapel folk, but they suit you.”
“Oh, the chapel folk are liking me all right!” she laughed. “I’ve just had to use all my ingenuity to stop Mr. Stuart proposing to me. Then I discovered Mr. Holmes lurking about with danger in his eye.”
“A widower grocer with six children!” Matthew scoffed.
“A human being, I suspect, although a Sunday-school vice-superintendent!” Rosina remarked, looking at herself in the mirror. “Of course, these people ought not to admire my type at all, but they seem to. There would be a lot of trouble if I were staying here much longer! What are you figuring out so carefully, Matthew?”
“I am going into the subject of my finances,” Matthew said, with a frown. “I don’t mind telling you that I am disappointed. I confidently expected a farewell gift of some sort or another from Uncle Benjamin.”
“You’ve got your hundred pounds,” she reminded him.
“The hundred pounds was not a gift at all,” he declared. “It was a legacy to which I had a right. I am the only one of the three who has been any real use to him, and I do not understand his reason for giving you two fifty pounds and me nothing.”
“I would rather he had given neither of us anything,” Rosina confessed. “We could do without the money easily, and it only increases our sense of indebtedness.”
“No one can do without money,” Matthew said sternly. “I am surprised to hear you talk like that, Rosina. That fifty pounds would have put my finances in much better shape.”
“I’m willing to divide, if Philip is,” Rosina suggested.
“I may take advantage of your offer,” Matthew replied, with a covetous gleam in his eyes. “I shall consider the matter.”
“In the meantime, do look out and see if the coast is clear for me, there’s a dear,” Rosina begged. “I don’t want to go in too late, it makes uncle so cross, but another attempted proposal before service would make me hysterical.”
Matthew rose to his feet and looked out of the window.
“Mr. Holmes has just gone inside,” he announced. “There is no one else there except a few women and the verger.”
“Then here goes!” she exclaimed, as she left the room.
Rosina sat by her uncle’s side in the front pew of the chapel, prayed when he prayed, sang when he sang, and composed herself as comfortably as might be in the hard, pinewood seat, to listen to the words of exhortation addressed by Mr. Stuart to his congregation. She recognised the fact more than once that she was in the preacher’s mind. He spoke of the joy of the safe places, the spiritual discomfort of worldly wanderings, the impossibility of touching pitch without becoming defiled. He spoke of the beauty of Christian love, and the holy and satisfying beauty of living in one’s appointed spot. Rosina yawned. When it was over, she left the chapel with light, eager footsteps. Her uncle, as she well knew, must remain to count the offertory.
“In my heart,” she murmured, as she crossed the asphalt pavement, “I know that I am religious, only it isn’t that sort.”
There was the savour of hot meat and cooked vegetables in the house when Rosina returned, and there followed a dreary meal, a trial more abundant than usual on account of Mr. Stuart’s presence and Philip’s absence. The harsh clanging of the Sunday-school bell found her in a state of insurrection. She abandoned her class and shut herself up in her room to pack, a task to which she devoted herself with so much fervour that the hours slipped by without her noticing them. The tea bell remained unanswered. Philip, who had returned from the country, brought her a cup into her room. Afterwards, he sat for a few moments on her trunk and talked to her.
“Matthew and I are not to put in an appearance again at the factory,” he announced. “Uncle Benjamin has just made it very clear that the less he sees of any of us after breakfast tomorrow morning, the better he will be pleased.”
“Well, that suits us, doesn’t it?” Rosina remarked. “I’m simply aching in every limb to find myself in the train.”
Philip nodded.
“I am with you entirely,” he declared. “The only thing is that I ought to have tidied up a little down at the office. I’m afraid I left things in rather a muddle.”
“Why don’t you go down now and clear up?” Rosina suggested. “You have your key.”
Philip slipped to the ground.
“An idea!” he exclaimed. “I’ll go down and say goodbye to the old shop.”
He took his hat and stick, boarded a tramcar and rode to the principal industrial suburb of the town, where his uncle’s factory was situated. The enterprise somewhat appealed to him. So many times he had found himself travelling in the same direction with a sense almost of nausea at the idea of his day’s task, that this detached mission of his seemed to possess a flavour of originality. He looked at the grim factory, when he arrived at the end of the street where it was situated, with new eyes, swung open the heavy door, and looked into each of the long, ghostlike rooms as he ascended. He whistled softly to himself as he entered the office. The safe door was open, the cash box upon the table. It pleased his fancy to light a cigarette and smoke it in these hallowed precincts.
“I was certainly not meant to be a clerk,” he remarked, as he looked around him. “I was afraid I hadn’t put the cash box away.”
He looked at it for a moment in puzzled fashion. There were several fat sheaves of Treasury notes lying in the top compartment. He took them up and counted them.
“I suppose it’s all right,” he muttered, as he held them in his hand before putting them away. “I thought there were eight of these packets,” he added, running the notes through his fingers, “fifty pounds each. Must have been seven.”
He was in the act of locking the safe when he stopped short and listened. There was a sort of shuffling sound below, as though some one were descending the stairs stealthily. He hurried out and stood upon the landing.
“Hullo!” he shouted. “Who’s there?”
There was no reply. The sound had ceased. Philip began to wonder whether he was a coward. His heart was beating more quickly. The ghostly silence of the place unnerved him.
“Hullo there!” he shouted, more loudly still.
Again no reply. Philip felt his forehead and found that it was wet.
“This is damned foolishness!” he muttered. “There can be no one in the place.”
At that moment, the outside door closed, not with a bang but with soft and stealthy deliberation. Philip hurried into the clicking room, on his way to the broad windows which commanded the street. The room, however, was divided into two by a partition, and the communicating door was locked. By the time he had made his way round and scrambled upon the bench to obtain a view of the street, there was nothing to be seen. He jumped down and shook the dust from his clothes.
“This is imagination,” he decided. “There was no one there—there could have been no one there.”
Thereupon he made a brave showing. He retraced his steps to the office, completed his task of leaving everything in order, helped himself to his old coat and cap, descended the stairs, let himself out and marched boldly up the street. For ever afterwards in his mind, however, he registered a dislike for empty buildings.
A few minutes later, Benjamin Stone sat in the chair which Philip had vacated. The cash box stood open before him; a small memorandum book was by his side. Three times he counted the little sheaves of notes, three times he turned back and compared them with the rough wage book. Then he abandoned his task. He sat very still, looking through the glass front of the office down the long, empty room beyond. An earnest and profound religious belief had helped him to find every crisis in life simple. For the first time he was assailed with doubts. For the first time he felt the grim despair of a man confronted with unimagined tragedy. He was a man who loved money, but it was not the loss of the fifty pounds which had brought the grey colour into his cheeks and that sense of horror into his whole being. It was the fact that the thief was one of those brought up under his own roof, for whose moral probity he was almost responsible. He picked up Philip’s cigarette stump and threw it into the wastepaper basket, gazed at the empty peg from which the cap and coat had vanished. Then, with a little groan, his head sank upon his folded arms.
The pilgrimage commenced on the following day a little tremulously for Rosina and Philip, notwithstanding their boundless enthusiasm; confidently and placidly for Matthew. They found, on the night of their arrival in London, three small bedrooms and a smaller sitting room, on the fifth floor of a lodging house in Maltby Street, W. C., which is somewhere between Long Acre and the district where second-hand book shops and hand-printed notices of “Rooms to let for single gentlemen” suggest the neighbourhood of the British Museum. Their breakfast, on the following morning, consisted of an egg each, a loaf of bread and a quarter of a pound of butter, commodities selected by Matthew during an early morning stroll around the neighbourhood. Rosina made tea in a brown teapot, and urns were for ever solemnly forsworn. Matthew was for starting out immediately on the great adventure, but for once in his life he gave way to popular clamour. It was Rosina’s entreaties which prevailed.
“Our first day in London, Matthew,” she pleaded. “We must spend it all together and spend it wonderfully.”
“I rather thought of calling on a few firms in the city,” Matthew remarked thoughtfully. “One must make a start.”
“Oh, bother your start!” Rosina laughed. “You can do as you like tomorrow, but today we stretch our arms, look up at the sun, and thank God for our freedom! We are going to count the treasures which the fates may have in store for us.”
“You mean that you are going to waste a day,” Matthew rejoined stolidly.
“Not waste it,” Philip declared. “We are going to pause just for a moment and look down on the city of our desires. We are going to play the conscious and deliberate philanderer. We are going to choose our places in the scheme of the Universe, with care and caution.”
“You’re right if you mean that it’s no use accepting the first thing that’s offered,” Matthew agreed, a little puzzled. “I shall call on at least five places in the city before I make up my mind.”
Philip was rolling a cigarette with a broad grin upon his face. Rosina leaned over and passed her arm around Matthew’s shoulder.
“Don’t be so atrociously literal, Matthew,” she begged. “What I propose is this. London is the city of allegories. Let us each show the other what it is that we seek in life; then tomorrow we will set to work in earnest to find it. Let today be a day of dreams; tomorrow we can take the first step on the ladder of attainment.”
“If you’d put it into plain English,” Matthew grumbled, “I should know where I was. Do you mean that we go riding about on ‘buses all day because that costs money?”
“Listen,” Rosina continued, “you have done all the practical work up to now. You showed us how to get our money out of the Savings Bank, you bargained for the rooms here and got them a great deal cheaper than we should have done, you even brought the breakfast. It rests with you, then, to begin. Take us to the Mecca of your dreams, show us the places where you desire to be supreme. After you have finished, we will follow where Philip leads. And after that, it will be my turn.”
“Very well,” Matthew agreed, “get your things on and we’ll start at once. No need to waste any time over my part of the show.”