"Are you coming in to
watch the dancing, Lady Conway?"
"I most decidedly am not. I
thoroughly disapprove of the expedition of which this dance is the
inauguration. I consider that even by contemplating such a tour
alone into the desert with no chaperon or attendant of her own sex,
with only native camel drivers and servants, Diana Mayo is behaving
with a recklessness and impropriety that is calculated to cast a
slur not only on her own reputation, but also on the prestige of
her country. I blush to think of it. We English cannot be too
careful of our behavior abroad. No opportunity is slight enough for
our continental neighbours to cast stones, and this opportunity is
very far from being slight. It is the maddest piece of unprincipled
folly I have ever heard of."
"Oh, come, Lady Conway! It's not
quite so bad as all that. It is certainly unconventional
and—er—probably not quite wise, but remember Miss Mayo's unusual
upbringing——"
"I am not forgetting her unusual
upbringing," interrupted Lady Conway. "It has been deplorable. But
nothing can excuse this scandalous escapade. I knew her mother
years ago, and I took it upon myself to expostulate both with Diana
and her brother, but Sir Aubrey is hedged around with an
egotistical complacency that would defy a pickaxe to penetrate.
According to him a Mayo is beyond criticism, and his sister's
reputation her own to deal with. The girl herself seemed, frankly,
not to understand the seriousness of her position, and was very
flippant and not a little rude. I wash my hands of the whole
affair, and will certainly not countenance to-night's entertainment
by appearing at it. I have already warned the manager that if the
noise is kept up beyond a reasonable hour I shall leave the hotel
to-morrow." And, drawing her wrap around her with a little shudder,
Lady Conway stalked majestically across the wide verandah of the
Biskra Hotel.
The two men left standing by the
open French window that led into the hotel ballroom looked at each
other and smiled.
"Some peroration," said one with
a marked American accent. "That's the way scandal's made, I
guess."
"Scandal be hanged! There's never
been a breath of scandal attached to Diana Mayo's name. I've known
the child since she was a baby. Rum little cuss she was, too.
Confound that old woman! She would wreck the reputation of the
Archangel Gabriel if he came down to earth, let alone that of a
mere human girl."
"Not a very human girl," laughed
the American. "She was sure meant for a boy and changed at the last
moment. She looks like a boy in petticoats, a damned pretty boy—and
a damned haughty one," he added, chuckling. "I overheard her this
morning, in the garden, making mincemeat of a French
officer."
The Englishman laughed.
"Been making love to her, I
expect. A thing she does not understand and won't tolerate. She's
the coldest little fish in the world, without an idea in her head
beyond sport and travel. Clever, though, and plucky as they are
made. I don't think she knows the meaning of the word fear."
"There's a queer streak in the
family, isn't there? I heard somebody yapping about it the other
night. Father was mad and blew his brains out, so I was
told."
The Englishman shrugged his
shoulders.
"You can call it mad, if you
like," he said slowly. "I live near the Mayos' in England, and
happen to know the story. Sir John Mayo was passionately devoted to
his wife; after twenty years of married life they were still
lovers. Then this girl was born, and the mother died. Two hours
afterwards her husband shot himself, leaving the baby in the sole
care of her brother, who was just nineteen, and as lazy and as
selfish then as he is now. The problem of bringing up a girl child
was too much trouble to be solved, so he settled the difficulty by
treating her as if she was a boy. The result is what you
see."
They moved nearer to the open
window, looking into the brilliantly lit ballroom, already filled
with gaily chattering people. On a slightly raised platform at one
end of the room the host and hostess were receiving their guests.
The brother and sister were singularly unlike. Sir Aubrey Mayo was
very tall and thin, the pallor of his face accentuated by the
blackness of his smoothly brushed hair and heavy black moustache.
His attitude was a mixture of well-bred courtesy and languid
boredom. He seemed too tired even to keep the single eye-glass that
he wore in position, for it dropped continually. By contrast the
girl at his side appeared vividly alive. She was only of medium
height and very slender, standing erect with the easy, vigorous
carriage of an athletic boy, her small head poised proudly. Her
scornful mouth and firm chin showed plainly an obstinate
determination, and her deep blue eyes were unusually clear and
steady. The long, curling black lashes that shaded her eyes and the
dark eyebrows were a foil to the thick crop of loose, red-gold
curls that she wore short, clubbed about her ears.
"The result is worth seeing,"
said the American admiringly, referring to his companion's last
remark.
A third and younger man joined
them.
"Hallo, Arbuthnot. You're late.
The divinity is ten deep in would-be partners already."
A dull red crept into the young
man's face, and he jerked his head angrily.
"I got waylaid by Lady
Conway—poisonous old woman! She had a great deal to say on the
subject of Miss Mayo and her trip. She ought to be gagged. I
thought she was going on talking all night, so I fairly bolted in
the end. All the same, I agree with her on one point. Why can't
that lazy ass Mayo go with his sister?"
Nobody seemed to be able to give
an answer. The band had begun playing, and the floor was covered
with laughing, talking couples.
Sir Aubrey Mayo had moved away,
and his sister was left standing with several men, who waited,
programme in hand, but she waved them away with a little smile and
a resolute shake of her head.
"Things seem to be getting a
hustle on," said the American.
"Are you going to try your luck?"
asked the elder of the two
Englishmen.
The American bit the end off a
cigar with a little smile.
"I sure am not. The haughty young
lady turned me down as a dancer very early in our acquaintance. I
don't blame her," he added, with a rueful laugh, "but her extreme
candour still rankles. She told me quite plainly that she had no
use for an American who could neither ride nor dance. I did
intimate to her, very gently, that there were a few little openings
in the States for men beside cattle-punching and cabaret dancing,
but she froze me with a look, and I faded away. No, Sir Egotistical
Complacency will be having some bridge later on, which will suit me
much better. He's not a bad chap underneath if you can swallow his
peculiarities, and he's a sportsman. I like to play with him. He
doesn't care a durn if he wins or loses."
"It doesn't matter when you have
a banking account the size of his," said Arbuthnot. "Personally, I
find dancing more amusing and less expensive. I shall go and take
my chance with our hostess."
His eyes turned rather eagerly
towards the end of the room where the girl was standing alone,
straight and slim, the light from an electrolier gilding the thick
bright curls framing her beautiful, haughty little face. She was
staring down at the dancers with an absent expression in her eyes,
as if her thoughts were far away from the crowded ballroom.
The American pushed Arbuthnot
forward with a little laugh.
"Run along, foolish moth, and get
your poor little wings singed. When the cruel fair has done
trampling on you I'll come right along and mop up the remains. If,
on the other hand, your temerity meets with the success it
deserves, we can celebrate suitably later on." And, linking his arm
in his friend's, he drew him away to the card-room.
Arbuthnot went through the window
and worked slowly round the room, hugging the wall, evading
dancers, and threading his way through groups of chattering men and
women of all nationalities. He came at last to the raised dais on
which Diana Mayo was still standing, and climbed up the few steps
to her side.
"This is luck, Miss Mayo," he
said, with an assurance that he was far from feeling. "Am I really
fortunate enough to find you without a partner?"
She turned to him slowly, with a
little crease growing between her arched eyebrows, as if his coming
were inopportune and she resented the interruption to her thoughts,
and then she smiled quite frankly.
"I said I would not dance until
everybody was started," she said rather doubtfully, looking over
the crowded floor.
"They are all dancing. You've
done your duty nobly. Don't miss this ripping tune," he urged
persuasively.
She hesitated, tapping her
programme-pencil against her teeth.
"I refused a lot of men," she
said, with a grimace. Then she laughed suddenly. "Come along, then.
I am noted for my bad manners. This will only be one extra
sin."
Arbuthnot danced well, but with
the girl in his arms he seemed suddenly tongue-tied. They swung
round the room several times, then halted simultaneously beside an
open window and went out into the garden of the hotel, sitting down
on a wicker seat under a gaudy Japanese hanging lantern. The band
was still playing, and for the moment the garden was empty, lit
faintly by coloured lanterns, festooned from the palm trees, and
twinkling lights outlining the winding paths.
Arbuthnot leaned forward, his
hands clasped between his knees.
"I think you are the most perfect
dancer I have ever met," he said a little breathlessly.
Miss Mayo looked at him
seriously, without a trace of self-consciousness.
"It is very easy to dance if you
have a musical ear, and if you have been in the habit of making
your body do what you want. So few people seem to be trained to
make their limbs obey them. Mine have had to do as they were told
since I was a small child," she answered calmly.
The unexpectedness of the reply
acted as a silencer on Arbuthnot for a few minutes, and the girl
beside him seemed in no hurry to break the silence. The dance was
over and the empty garden was thronged for a little time. Then the
dancers drifted back into the hotel as the band started
again.
"It's rather jolly here in the
garden," Arbuthnot said tentatively. His heart was pounding with
unusual rapidity, and his eyes, that he kept fixed on his own
clasped hands, had a hungry look growing in them.
"You mean that, you want to sit
out this dance with me?" she said with a boyish directness that
somewhat nonplussed him.
"Yes," he stammered rather
foolishly.
She held her programme up to the
light of the lantern. "I promised this one to Arthur Conway. We
quarrel every time we meet. I cannot think why he asked me; he
disapproves of me even more than his mother does—such an
interfering old lady. He will be overjoyed to be let off. And I
don't want to dance to-night. I am looking forward so tremendously
to to-morrow. I shall stay and talk to you, but you must give me a
cigarette to keep me in a good temper."
His hand shook a little as he
held the match for her. "Are you really determined to go through
with this tour?"
She stared at him in surprise.
"Why not? My arrangements have been made some time. Why should I
change my mind at the last moment?"
"Why does your brother let you go
alone? Why doesn't he go with you?
Oh, I haven't any right to ask,
but I do ask," he broke out vehemently.
She shrugged her shoulders with a
little laugh. "We fell out, Aubrey and I. He wanted to go to
America. I wanted a trip into the desert. We quarrelled for two
whole days and half one night, and then we compromised. I should
have my desert tour, and Aubrey should go to New York; and to mark
his brotherly appreciation of my gracious promise to follow him to
the States without fail at the end of a month he has consented to
grace my caravan for the first stage, and dismiss me on my way with
his blessing. It annoyed him so enormously that he could not order
me to go with him, this being the first time in our wanderings that
our inclinations have not jumped in the same direction. I came of
age a few months ago, and, in future, I can do as I please. Not
that I have ever done anything else," she conceded, with another
laugh, "because Aubrey's ways have been my ways until now."
"But for the sake of one month!
What difference could it make to him?" he asked in
astonishment.
"That's Aubrey," replied Miss
Mayo drily.
"It isn't safe," persisted
Arbuthnot.
She flicked the ash from her
cigarette carelessly. "I don't agree with you. I don't know why
everybody is making such a fuss about it. Plenty of other women
have travelled in much wilder country than this desert."
He looked at her curiously. She
seemed to be totally unaware that it was her youth and her beauty
that made all the danger of the expedition. He fell back on the
easier excuse.
"There seems to be unrest amongst
some of the tribes. There have been a lot of rumours lately," he
said seriously.
She made a little movement of
impatience. "Oh, that's what they always tell you when they want to
put obstacles in your way. The authorities have already dangled
that bogey in front of me. I asked for facts and they only gave me
generalities. I asked definitely if they had any power to stop me.
They said they had not, but strongly advised me not to make the
attempt. I said I should go, unless the French Government arrested
me…. Why not? I am not afraid. I don't admit that there is anything
to be afraid of. I don't believe a word about the tribes being
restless. Arabs are always moving about, aren't they? I have an
excellent caravan leader, whom even the authorities vouch for, and
I shall be armed. I am perfectly able to take care of myself. I can
shoot straight and I am used to camping. Besides, I have given my
word to Aubrey to be in Oran in a month, and I can't get very far
away in that time."
There was an obstinate ring in
her voice, and when she stopped speaking he sat silent, consumed
with anxiety, obsessed with the loveliness of her, and tormented
with the desire to tell her so. Then he turned to her suddenly, and
his face was very white. "Miss Mayo—Diana—put off this trip only
for a little, and give me the right to go with you. I love you. I
want you for my wife more than anything on earth. I shan't always
be a penniless subaltern. One of these days I shall be able to give
you a position that is worthy of you; no, nothing could be that,
but one at least that I am not ashamed to offer to you. We've been
very good friends; you know all about me. I'll give my whole life
to make you happy. The world has been a different place to me since
you came into it. I can't get away from you. You are in my thoughts
night and day. I love you; I want you. My God, Diana! Beauty like
yours drives a man mad!"
"Is beauty all that a man wants
in his wife?" she asked, with a kind of cold wonder in her voice.
"Brains and a sound body seem much more sensible requirements to
me."
"But when a woman has all three,
as you have, Diana," he whispered ardently, his hands closing over
the slim ones lying in her lap.
But with a strength that seemed
impossible for their smallness she disengaged them from his grasp.
"Please stop. I am sorry. We have been good friends, and it has
never occurred to me that there could be anything beyond that. I
never thought that you might love me. I never thought of you in
that way at all, I don't understand it. When God made me He omitted
to give me a heart. I have never loved any one in my life. My
brother and I have tolerated each other, but there has never been
any affection between us. Would it be likely? Put yourself in
Aubrey's place. Imagine a young man of nineteen, with a cold,
reserved nature, being burdened with the care of a baby sister,
thrust into his hands unwanted and unexpected. Was it likely that
he would have any affection for me? I never wanted it. I was born
with the same cold nature as his. I was brought up as a boy, my
training was hard. Emotion and affection have been barred out of my
life. I simply don't know what they mean. I don't want to know. I
am very content with my life as it is. Marriage for a woman means
the end of independence, that is, marriage with a man who is a man,
in spite of all that the most modern woman may say. I have never
obeyed any one in my life; I do not wish to try the experiment. I
am very sorry to have hurt you. You've been a splendid pal, but
that side of life does not exist for me. If I had thought for one
moment that my friendship was going to hurt you I need not have let
you become so intimate, but I did not think, because it is a
subject that I never think of. A man to me is just a companion with
whom I ride or shoot or fish; a pal, a comrade, and that's just all
there is to it. God made me a woman. Why, only He knows."
Her quiet, even voice stopped.
There had been a tone of cold sincerity in it that Arbuthnot could
not help but recognise. She meant everything that she said. She
said no more than the truth. Her reputation for complete
indifference to admiration and her unvarying attitude towards men
were as well known as her dauntless courage and obstinate
determination. With Sir Aubrey Mayo she behaved like a younger
brother, and as such entertained his friends. She was popular with
everybody, even with the mothers of marriageable daughters, for, in
spite of her wealth and beauty, her notorious peculiarities made
her negligible as a rival to plainer and less well-dowered
girls.
Arbuthnot sat in silence. It was
hardly likely, he thought bitterly, that he should succeed where
other and better men had failed. He had been a fool to succumb to
the temptation that had been too hard for him to resist. He knew
her well enough to know beforehand what her answer would be. The
very real fear for her safety that the thought of the coming
expedition gave him, her nearness in the mystery of the Eastern
night, the lights, the music, had all combined to rush to his lips
words that in a saner moment would never have passed them. He loved
her, he would love her always, but he knew that his love was as
hopeless as it was undying. But it was men who were men whom she
wanted for her friends, so he must take his medicine like a
man.
"May I still be the pal, Diana?"
he said quietly.
She looked at him a moment, but
in the dim light of the hanging lanterns his eyes were steady under
hers, and she held out her hand frankly. "Gladly," she said
candidly. "I have hosts of acquaintances, but very few friends. We
are always travelling, Aubrey and I, and we never seem to have time
to make friends. We rarely stay as long in one place as we have
stayed in Biskra. In England they call us very bad neighbours, we
are so seldom there. We generally go home for three months in the
winter for the hunting, but the rest of the year we wander on the
face of the globe."
He held her slender fingers
gripped in his for a moment, smothering an insane desire to press
them to his lips, which he knew would be fatal to the newly
accorded friendship, and then let them go. Miss Mayo continued
sitting quietly beside him. She was in no way disturbed by what had
happened. She had taken him literally at his word, and was treating
him as the pal he had asked to be. It no more occurred to her that
she might relieve him of her society than it occurred to her that
her continued presence might be distressing to him. She was totally
unembarrassed and completely un-self-conscious. And as they sat
silent, her thoughts far away in the desert, and his full of vain
longings and regrets, a man's low voice rose in the stillness of
the night. "Pale hands I loved beside the Shalimar. Where are you
now? Who lies beneath your spell?" he sang in a passionate,
vibrating baritone. He was singing in English, and yet the almost
indefinite slurring from note to note was strangely un-English.
Diana Mayo leaned forward, her head raised, listening intently,
with shining eyes. The voice seemed to come from the dark shadows
at the end of the garden, or it might have been further away out in
the road beyond the cactus hedge. The singer sang slowly, his voice
lingering caressingly on the words; the last verse dying away
softly and clearly, almost imperceptibly fading into silence.
For a moment there was utter
stillness, then Diana lay back with a little sigh. "The Kashmiri
Song. It makes me think of India. I heard a man sing it in Kashmere
last year, but not like that. What a wonderful voice! I wonder who
it is?"
Arbuthnot looked at her
curiously, surprised at the sudden ring of interest in her tone,
and the sudden animation of her face.
"You say you have no emotion in
your nature, and yet that unknown man's singing has stirred you
deeply. How do you reconcile the two?" he asked, almost
angrily.
"Is an appreciation of the
beautiful emotion?" she challenged, with uplifted eyes. "Surely
not. Music, art, nature, everything beautiful appeals to me. But
there is nothing emotional in that. It is only that I prefer
beautiful things to ugly ones. For that reason even pretty clothes
appeal to me," she added, laughing.
"You are the best-dressed woman
in Biskra," he acceded. "But is not that a concession to the
womanly feelings that you despise?"
"Not at all. To take an interest
in one's clothes is not an exclusively feminine vice. I like pretty
dresses. I admit to spending some time in thinking of colour
schemes to go with my horrible hair, but I assure you that my
dressmaker has an easier life than Aubrey's tailor."
She sat silent, hoping that the
singer might not have gone, but there was no sound except a cicada
chirping near her. She swung round in her chair, looking in the
direction from which it came. "Listen to him. Jolly little chap!
They are the first things I listen for when I get to Port Said.
They mean the East to me."
"Maddening little beasts!" said
Arbuthnot irritably.
"They are going to be very
friendly little beasts to me during the next four weeks…. You don't
know what this trip means to me. I like wild places. The happiest
times of my life have been spent camping in America and India, and
I have always wanted the desert more than either of them. It is
going to be a month of pure joy. I am going to be enormously
happy."
She stood up with a little laugh
of intense pleasure, and half turned, waiting for Arbuthnot. He got
up reluctantly and stood silent beside her for a few moments.
"Diana, I wish you'd let me kiss you, just once," he broke out
miserably.
She looked up swiftly with a
glint of anger in her eyes, and shook her head. "No. That's not in
the compact. I have never been kissed in my life. It is one of the
things that I do not understand." Her voice was almost
fierce.
She moved leisurely towards the
hotel, and he paced beside her wondering if he had forfeited her
friendship by his outburst, but on the verandah she halted and
spoke in the frank tone of camaraderie in which she had always
addressed him. "Shall I see you in the morning?"
He understood. There was to be no
more reference to what had passed between them. The offer of
friendship held, but only on her own terms. He pulled himself
together.
"Yes. We have arranged an escort
of about a dozen of us to ride the first few miles with you, to
give you a proper send-off."
She made a laughing gesture of
protest. "It will certainly need four weeks of solitude to
counteract the conceit I shall acquire," she said lightly, as she
passed into the ballroom.
A few hours later Diana came into
her bedroom, and, switching on the electric lights, tossed her
gloves and programme into a chair. The room was empty, for her maid
had had a vertige at the suggestion that she should accompany her
mistress into the desert, and had been sent back to Paris to await
Diana's return. She had left during the day, to take most of the
heavy luggage with her.
Diana stood in the middle of the
room and looked at the preparations for the early start next
morning with a little smile of satisfaction. Everything was en
train; the final arrangements had all been concluded some days
before. The camel caravan with the camp equipment was due to leave
Biskra a few hours before the time fixed for the Mayos to start
with Mustafa Ali, the reputable guide whom the French authorities
had reluctantly recommended. The two big suit-cases that Diana was
taking with her stood open, ready packed, waiting only for the last
few necessaries, and by them the steamer trunk that Sir Aubrey
would take charge of and leave in Paris as he passed through. On a
chaise-longue was laid out her riding kit ready for the morning.
Her smile broadened as she looked at the smart-cut breeches and
high brown boots. They were the clothes in which most of her life
had been spent, and in which she was far more at home than in the
pretty dresses over which she had laughed with Arbuthnot.
She was glad the dance was over;
it was not a form of exercise that appealed to her particularly.
She was thinking only of the coming tour. She stretched her arms
out with a little happy laugh.
"It's the life of lives, and it's
going to begin all over again to-morrow morning." She crossed over
to the dressing-table, and, propping her elbows on it, looked at
herself in the glass, with a little friendly smile at the
reflection. In default of any other confidant she had always talked
to herself, with no thought for the beauty of the face staring back
at her from the glass. The only comment she ever made to herself on
her own appearance was sometimes to wish that her hair was not such
a tiresome shade. She looked at herself now with a tinge of
curiosity. "I wonder why I'm so especially happy to-night. It must
be because we have been so long in Biskra. It's been very jolly,
but I was beginning to get very bored." She laughed again and
picked up her watch to wind. It was one of her peculiarities that
she would wear no jewellery of any kind. Even the gold repeater in
her hand was on a plain leather strap. She undressed slowly and
each moment felt more wide-awake. Slipping a thin wrap over her
pyjamas and lighting a cigarette she went out on to the broad
balcony on to which her bedroom gave. The room was on the first
floor, and opposite her window rose one of the ornately carved and
bracketed pillars that supported the balcony, stretching up to the
second story above her head. She looked down into the gardens
below. It was an easy climb, she thought, with a boyish grin—far
easier than many she had achieved successfully when the need of a
solitary ramble became imperative. But the East was inconvenient
for solitary ramble; native servants had a disconcerting habit of
lying down to sleep wherever drowsiness overcame them, and it was
not very long since she had slid down from her balcony and landed
plumb on a slumbering bundle of humanity who had roused half the
hotel with his howls. She leant far over the rail, trying to see
into the verandah below, and she thought she caught a glimpse of
white drapery. She looked again, and this time there was nothing,
but she shook her head with a little grimace, and swung herself up
on to the broad ledge of the railing. Settling herself comfortably
with her back against the column she looked out over the hotel
gardens into the night, humming softly the Kashmiri song she had
heard earlier in the evening.
The risen moon was full, and its
cold, brilliant light filled the garden with strong black shadows.
She watched some that seemed even to move, as if the garden were
alive with creeping, hurrying figures, and amused herself tracking
them until she traced them to the palm tree or cactus bush that
caused them. One in particular gave her a long hunt till she
finally ran it to its lair, and it proved to be the shadow of a
grotesque lead statue half hidden by a flowering shrub. Forgetting
the hour and the open windows all around her, she burst into a
rippling peal of laughter, which was interrupted by the appearance
of a figure, imperfectly seen through the lattice-work which
divided her balcony from the next one, and the sound of an
irritable voice.
"For Heaven's sake, Diana, let
other people sleep if you can't."
"Which, being interpreted, is let
Sir Aubrey Mayo sleep," she retorted, with a chuckle. "My dear boy,
sleep if you want to, but I don't know how you can on a night like
this. Did you ever see such a gorgeous moon?"
"Oh, damn the moon!"
"Oh, very well. Don't get cross
about it. Go back to bed and put your head under the clothes, and
then you won't see it. But I'm going to sit here."
"Diana, don't be an idiot! You'll
go to sleep and fall into the garden and break your neck."
"Tant pis pour moi. Tant mieux
pour toi," she said flippantly. "I have left you all that I have in
the world, dear brother. Could devotion go further?"
She paid no heed to his
exclamation of annoyance, and looked back into the garden. It was a
wonderful night, silent except for the cicadas' monotonous
chirping, mysterious with the inexplicable mystery that hangs
always in the Oriental night. The smells of the East rose up all
around her; here, as at home, they seemed more perceptible by night
than by day. Often at home she had stood on the little stone
balcony outside her room, drinking in the smells of the night—the
pungent, earthy smell after rain, the aromatic smell of pine trees
near the house. It was the intoxicating smells of the night that
had first driven her, as a very small child, to clamber down from
her balcony, clinging to the thick ivy roots, to wander with the
delightful sense of wrong-doing through the moonlit park and even
into the adjoining gloomy woods. She had always been utterly
fearless.
Her childhood had been a strange
one. There had been no near relatives to interest themselves in the
motherless girl left to the tender mercies of a brother nearly
twenty years her senior, who was frankly and undisguisedly
horrified at the charge that had been thrust upon him. Wrapped up
in himself, and free to indulge in the wander hunger that gripped
him, the baby sister was an intolerable burden, and he had shifted
responsibility in the easiest way possible. For the first few years
of her life she was left undisturbed to nurses and servants who
spoiled her indiscriminately. Then, when she was still quite a tiny
child, Sir Aubrey Mayo came home from a long tour, and, settling
down for a couple of years, fixed on his sister's future training,
modelled rigidly on his own upbringing. Dressed as a boy, treated
as a boy, she learned to ride and to shoot and to fish—not as
amusements, but seriously, to enable her to take her place later on
as a companion to the man whose only interests they were. His air
of weariness was a mannerism. In reality he was as hard as nails,
and it was his intention that Diana should grow up as hard. With
that end in view her upbringing had been Spartan, no allowances
were made for sex or temperament and nothing was spared to gain the
desired result. And from the first Diana had responded gallantly,
throwing herself heart and soul into the arduous, strenuous life
mapped out for her. The only drawback to a perfect enjoyment of
life were the necessary lessons that had to be gone through, though
even these might have been worse. Every morning she rode across the
park to the rectory for a couple of hours' tuition with the rector,
whose heart was more in his stable than in his parish, and whose
reputation was greater across country than it was in the pulpit.
His methods were rough and ready, but she had brains, and acquired
an astonishing amount of diverse knowledge. But her education was
stopped with abrupt suddenness when she was fifteen by the arrival
at the rectory of an overgrown young cub who had been sent by a
despairing parent, as a last resource, to the muscular rector, and
who quickly discovered what those amongst whom she had grown up had
hardly realised, that Diana Mayo, with the clothes and manners of a
boy, was really an uncommonly beautiful young woman. With the
assurance belonging to his type, he had taken the earliest
opportunity of telling her so, following it with an attempt to
secure the kiss that up to now his own good looks had always
secured for him. But in this case he had to deal with a girl who
was a girl by accident of birth only, who was quicker with her
hands and far finer trained than he was, and whose natural strength
was increased by furious rage. She had blacked his eyes before he
properly understood what was happening, and was dancing around him
like an infuriated young gamecock when the rector had burst in upon
them, attracted by the noise.
What she left he had finished,
and then, breathless and angry, had ridden back across the park
with her and had briefly announced to Sir Aubrey, who happened to
be at home upon one of his rare visits, that his pupil was both too
old and too pretty to continue her studies at the rectory, and had
taken himself off as hurriedly as he had come, leaving Sir Aubrey
to settle for himself the new problem of Diana. And, as before, it
was settled in the easiest possible way. Physically she was
perfectly able to take up the role for which he had always intended
her; mentally he presumed that she knew as much as it was necessary
for her to know, and, in any case, travelling itself was an
education, and a far finer one than could be learned from books. So
Diana grew up in a day, and in a fortnight the old life was behind
her and she had started out on the ceaseless travels with her
brother that had continued for the last six years—years of
perpetual change, of excitements and dangers.
She thought of it all, sitting on
the broad rail of the balcony, her head slanted against the column
on which she leaned. "It's been a splendid life," she murmured,
"and to-morrow—to-day begins the most perfect part of it." She
yawned and realised suddenly that she was desperately sleepy. She
turned back into her room, leaving the windows wide, and, flinging
off her wrap, tumbled into bed and slept almost before her head was
on the pillow.
It must have been about an hour
later when she awoke, suddenly wide awake. She lay quite still,
looking cautiously under her thick lashes. The room was flooded
with moonlight, there was nothing to be seen, but she had the
positive feeling that there was another presence in the room beside
her own; she had had a half-conscious vision in the moment of
waking of a shadowy something that had seemed to fade away by the
window. As the actual reality of this thought pierced through the
sleep that dulled her brain and became a concrete suggestion, she
sprang out of the bed and ran on to the balcony. It was empty. She
leaned over the railing, listening intently, but she could see
nothing and hear nothing. Puzzled, she went back into her room and
turned on the lights. Nothing seemed to be missing: her watch lay
where she had left it on the dressing table; and the suit-cases had
apparently not been tampered with. By the bedside the ivory-mounted
revolver that she always carried was lying as she had placed it.
She looked around the room again, frowning. "It must have been a
dream," she said doubtfully, "but it seemed very real. It looked
tall and white and solid, and I felt it there." She waited a moment
or two, then shrugged her shoulders, turned out the lights, and got
into bed. Her nerves were admirable, and in five minutes she was
asleep again.