Charlotte Perkins Gilman: The Complete Novels and Novellas E-Book

Charlotte Perkins Gilman

• Herausgeber: Book House Publishing
• Kategorie: Gesellschafts- und Liebesromane
• Sprache: Englisch
• Veröffentlichungsjahr: 2020

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Here you will find the complete novels and novellas of Charlotte Perkins Gilman in the chronological order of their original publication.

- What Diantha Did
- The Crux
- Moving the Mountain
- Mag-Marjorie
- Won Over
- Benigna Machiavelli
- Herland
- With Her in Ourland

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Charlotte Perkins Gilman

THE COMPLETE NOVELS AND NOVELLAS

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What Diantha Did

The Crux

Moving the Mountain

Mag-Marjorie

Won Over

Benigna Machiavelli

Herland

With Her in Ourland

What Diantha Did

First published : 1909-1910

Chapter 1 — Handicapped

Chapter 2 — An Unnatural Daughter

Chapter 3 — Breakers

Chapter 4 — A Crying Need

Chapter 5 — A Friend in Need

Chapter 6 — The Cynosure

Chapter 7 — Heresy and Schism

Chapter 8 — Locked Inside

Chapter 9 — Sleeping In

Chapter 10 — Union House

Chapter 11 — The Power of the Screw

Chapter 12 — Like a Banyan Tree

Chapter 13 — All This

Chapter 14 — And Heaven Beside

Chapter 1 — Handicapped

One may use the Old Man of the Sea,

For a partner or patron,

But helpless and hapless is he

Who is ridden, inextricably,

By a fond old mer-matron.

The Warden house was more impressive in appearance than its neighbors. It had “grounds,” instead of a yard or garden; it had wide pillared porches and “galleries,” showing southern antecedents; moreover, it had a cupola, giving date to the building, and proof of the continuing ambitions of the builders.

The stately mansion was covered with heavy flowering vines, also with heavy mortgages. Mrs. Roscoe Warden and her four daughters reposed peacefully under the vines, while Roscoe Warden, Jr., struggled desperately under the mortgages.

A slender, languid lady was Mrs. Warden, wearing her thin but still brown hair in “water-waves” over a pale high forehead. She was sitting on a couch on the broad, rose-shaded porch, surrounded by billowing masses of vari-colored worsted. It was her delight to purchase skein on skein of soft, bright-hued wool, cut it all up into short lengths, tie them together again in contrasting colors, and then crochet this hashed rainbow into afghans of startling aspect. California does not call for afghans to any great extent, but “they make such acceptable presents,” Mrs. Warden declared, to those who questioned the purpose of her work; and she continued to send them off, on Christmases, birthdays, and minor weddings, in a stream of pillowy bundles. As they were accepted, they must have been acceptable, and the stream flowed on.

Around her, among the gay blossoms and gayer wools, sat her four daughters, variously intent. The mother, a poetic soul, had named them musically and with dulcet rhymes: Madeline and Adeline were the two eldest, Coraline and Doraline the two youngest. It had not occurred to her until too late that those melodious terminations made it impossible to call one daughter without calling two, and that “Lina” called them all.

“Mis’ Immerjin,” said a soft voice in the doorway, “dere pos’tively ain’t no butter in de house fer supper.”

“No butter?” said Mrs. Warden, incredulously. “Why, Sukey, I’m sure we had a tub sent up last — last Tuesday!”

“A week ago Tuesday, more likely, mother,” suggested Dora.

“Nonsense, Dora! It was this week, wasn’t it, girls?” The mother appealed to them quite earnestly, as if the date of that tub’s delivery would furnish forth the supper-table; but none of the young ladies save Dora had even a contradiction to offer.

“You know I never notice things,” said the artistic Cora; and “the de-lines,” as their younger sisters called them, said nothing.

“I might borrow some o’ Mis’ Bell?” suggested Sukey; “dat’s nearer ‘n’ de sto’.”

“Yes, do, Sukey,” her mistress agreed. “It is so hot. But what have you done with that tubful?”

“Why, some I tuk back to Mis’ Bell for what I borrered befo’ — I’m always most careful to make return for what I borrers — and yo’ know, Mis’ Warden, dat waffles and sweet potaters and cohn bread dey do take butter; to say nothin’ o’ them little cakes you all likes so well — an’ de fried chicken, an’ —”

“Never mind, Sukey; you go and present my compliments to Mrs. Bell, and ask her for some; and be sure you return it promptly. Now, girls, don’t let me forget to tell Ross to send up another tub.”

“We can’t seem to remember any better than you can, mother,” said Adeline, dreamily. “Those details are so utterly uninteresting.”

“I should think it was Sukey’s business to tell him,” said Madeline with decision; while the “a-lines” kept silence this time.

“There! Sukey’s gone!” Mrs. Warden suddenly remarked, watching the stout figure moving heavily away under the pepper trees. “And I meant to have asked her to make me a glass of shrub! Dora, dear, you run and get it for mother.”

Dora laid down her work, not too regretfully, and started off.

“That child is the most practical of any of you,” said her mother; which statement was tacitly accepted. It was not extravagant praise.

Dora poked about in the refrigerator for a bit of ice. She had no idea of the high cost of ice in that region — it came from “the store,” like all their provisions. It did not occur to her that fish and milk and melons made a poor combination in flavor; or that the clammy, sub-offensive smell was not the natural and necessary odor of refrigerators. Neither did she think that a sunny corner of the back porch near the chimney, though convenient, was an ill-selected spot for a refrigerator. She couldn’t find the ice-pick, so put a big piece of ice in a towel and broke it on the edge of the sink; replaced the largest fragment, used what she wanted, and left the rest to filter slowly down through a mass of grease and tea-leaves; found the raspberry vinegar, and made a very satisfactory beverage which her mother received with grateful affection.

“Thank you, my darling,” she said. “I wish you’d made a pitcherful.”

“Why didn’t you, Do?” her sisters demanded.

“You’re too late,” said Dora, hunting for her needle and then for her thimble, and then for her twist; “but there’s more in the kitchen.”

“I’d rather go without than go into the kitchen,” said Adeline; “I do despise a kitchen.” And this seemed to be the general sentiment; for no one moved.

“My mother always liked raspberry shrub,” said Mrs. Warden; “and your Aunt Leicester, and your Raymond cousins.”

Mrs. Warden had a wide family circle, many beloved relatives, “connections” of whom she was duly proud and “kin” in such widening ramifications that even her carefully reared daughters lost track of them.

“You young people don’t seem to care about your cousins at all!” pursued their mother, somewhat severely, setting her glass on the railing, from whence it was presently knocked off and broken.

“That’s the fifth!” remarked Dora, under breath.

“Why should we, Ma?” inquired Cora. “We’ve never seen one of them — except Madam Weatherstone!”

“We’ll never forget her!” said Madeline, with delicate decision, laying down the silk necktie she was knitting for Roscoe. “What beautiful manners she had!”

“How rich is she, mother? Do you know?” asked Dora.

“Rich enough to do something for Roscoe, I’m sure, if she had a proper family spirit,” replied Mrs. Warden. “Her mother was own cousin to my grandmother — one of the Virginia Paddingtons. Or she might do something for you girls.”

“I wish she would!” Adeline murmured, softly, her large eyes turned to the horizon, her hands in her lap over the handkerchief she was marking for Roscoe.

“Don’t be ungrateful, Adeline,” said her mother, firmly. “You have a good home and a good brother; no girl ever had a better.”

“But there is never anything going on,” broke in Coraline, in a tone of complaint; “no parties, no going away for vacations, no anything.”

“Now, Cora, don’t be discontented! You must not add a straw to dear Roscoe’s burdens,” said her mother.

“Of course not, mother; I wouldn’t for the world. I never saw her but that once; and she wasn’t very cordial. But, as you say, she might do something. She might invite us to visit her.”

“If she ever comes back again, I’m going to recite for her,” said, Dora, firmly.

Her mother gazed fondly on her youngest. “I wish you could, dear,” she agreed. “I’m sure you have talent; and Madam Weatherstone would recognize it. And Adeline’s music too. And Cora’s art. I am very proud of my girls.”

Cora sat where the light fell well upon her work. She was illuminating a volume of poems, painting flowers on the margins, in appropriate places — for Roscoe.

“I wonder if he’ll care for it?” she said, laying down her brush and holding the book at arm’s length to get the effect.

“Of course he will!” answered her mother, warmly. “It is not only the beauty of it, but the affection! How are you getting on, Dora?”

Dora was laboring at a task almost beyond her fourteen years, consisting of a negligee shirt of outing flannel, upon the breast of which she was embroidering a large, intricate design — for Roscoe. She was an ambitious child, but apt to tire in the execution of her large projects.

“I guess it’ll be done,” she said, a little wearily. “What are you going to give him, mother?”

“Another bath-robe; his old one is so worn. And nothing is too good for my boy.”

“He’s coming,” said Adeline, who was still looking down the road; and they all concealed their birthday work in haste.

A tall, straight young fellow, with an air of suddenly-faced maturity upon him, opened the gate under the pepper trees and came toward them.

He had the finely molded features we see in portraits of handsome ancestors, seeming to call for curling hair a little longish, and a rich profusion of ruffled shirt. But his hair was sternly short, his shirt severely plain, his proudly carried head spoke of effort rather than of ease in its attitude.

Dora skipped to meet him, Cora descended a decorous step or two. Madeline and Adeline, arm in arm, met him at the piazza edge, his mother lifted her face.

“Well, mother, dear!” Affectionately he stooped and kissed her, and she held his hand and stroked it lovingly. The sisters gathered about with teasing affection, Dora poking in his coat-pocket for the stick candy her father always used to bring her, and her brother still remembered.

“Aren’t you home early, dear?” asked Mrs. Warden.

“Yes; I had a little headache” — he passed his hand over his forehead — “and Joe can run the store till after supper, anyhow.” They flew to get him camphor, cologne, a menthol-pencil. Dora dragged forth the wicker lounge. He was laid out carefully and fanned and fussed over till his mother drove them all away.

“Now, just rest,” she said. “It’s an hour to supper time yet!” And she covered him with her latest completed afghan, gathering up and carrying away the incomplete one and its tumultuous constituents.

He was glad of the quiet, the fresh, sweet air, the smell of flowers instead of the smell of molasses and cheese, soap and sulphur matches. But the headache did not stop, nor the worry that caused it. He loved his mother, he loved his sisters, he loved their home, but he did not love the grocery business which had fallen so unexpectedly upon him at his father’s death, nor the load of debt which fell with it.

That they need never have had so large a “place” to “keep up” did not occur to him. He had lived there most of his life, and it was home. That the expenses of running the household were three times what they needed to be, he did not know. His father had not questioned their style of living, nor did he. That a family of five women might, between them, do the work of the house, he did not even consider.

Mrs. Warden’s health was never good, and since her husband’s death she had made daily use of many afghans on the many lounges of the house. Madeline was “delicate,” and Adeline was “frail”; Cora was “nervous,” Dora was “only a child.” So black Sukey and her husband Jonah did the work of the place, so far as it was done; and Mrs. Warden held it a miracle of management that she could “do with one servant,” and the height of womanly devotion on her daughters’ part that they dusted the parlor and arranged the flowers.

Roscoe shut his eyes and tried to rest, but his problem beset him ruthlessly. There was the store — their one and only source of income. There was the house, a steady, large expense. There were five women to clothe and keep contented, beside himself. There was the unappeasable demand of the mortgage — and there was Diantha.

When Mr. Warden died, some four years previously, Roscoe was a lad of about twenty, just home from college, full of dreams of great service to the world in science, expecting to go back for his doctor’s degree next year. Instead of which the older man had suddenly dropped beneath the burden he had carried with such visible happiness and pride, such unknown anxiety and straining effort; and the younger one had to step into the harness on the spot.

He was brave, capable, wholly loyal to his mother and sisters, reared in the traditions of older days as to a man’s duty toward women. In his first grief for his father, and the ready pride with which he undertook to fill his place, he had not in the least estimated the weight of care he was to carry, nor the time that he must carry it. A year, a year or two, a few years, he told himself, as they passed, and he would make more money; the girls, of course, would marry; he could “retire” in time and take up his scientific work again. Then — there was Diantha.

When he found he loved this young neighbor of theirs, and that she loved him, the first flush of happiness made all life look easier. They had been engaged six months — and it was beginning to dawn upon the young man that it might be six years — or sixteen years — before he could marry.

He could not sell the business — and if he could, he knew of no better way to take care of his family. The girls did not marry, and even when they did, he had figured this out to a dreary certainty, he would still not be free. To pay the mortgages off, and keep up the house, even without his sisters, would require all the money the store would bring in for some six years ahead. The young man set his teeth hard and turned his head sharply toward the road.

And there was Diantha.

She stood at the gate and smiled at him. He sprang to his feet, headacheless for the moment, and joined her. Mrs. Warden, from the lounge by her bedroom window, saw them move off together, and sighed.

“Poor Roscoe!” she said to herself. “It is very hard for him. But he carries his difficulties nobly. He is a son to be proud of.” And she wept a little.

Diantha slipped her hand in his offered arm — he clasped it warmly with his, and they walked along together.

“You won’t come in and see mother and the girls?”

“No, thank you; not this time. I must get home and get supper. Besides, I’d rather see just you.”

He felt it a pity that there were so many houses along the road here, but squeezed her hand, anyhow.

She looked at him keenly. “Headache?” she asked.

“Yes; it’s nothing; it’s gone already.”

“Worry?” she asked.

“Yes, I suppose it is,” he answered. “But I ought not to worry. I’ve got a good home, a good mother, good sisters, and — you!” And he took advantage of a high hedge and an empty lot on either side of them.

Diantha returned his kiss affectionately enough, but seemed preoccupied, and walked in silence till he asked her what she was thinking about.

“About you, of course,” she answered, brightly. “There are things I want to say; and yet — I ought not to.”

“You can say anything on earth to me,” he answered.

“You are twenty-four,” she began, musingly.

“Admitted at once.”

“And I’m twenty-one and a half.”

“That’s no such awful revelation, surely!”

“And we’ve been engaged ever since my birthday,” the girl pursued.

“All these are facts, dearest.”

“Now, Ross, will you be perfectly frank with me? May I ask you an — an impertinent question?”

“You may ask me any question you like; it couldn’t be impertinent.”

“You’ll be scandalised, I know — but — well, here goes. What would you think if Madeline — or any of the girls — should go away to work?”

He looked at her lovingly, but with a little smile on his firm mouth.

“I shouldn’t allow it,” he said.

“O — allow it? I asked you what you’d think.”

“I should think it was a disgrace to the family, and a direct reproach to me,” he answered. “But it’s no use talking about that. None of the girls have any such foolish notion. And I wouldn’t permit it if they had.”

Diantha smiled. “I suppose you never would permit your wife to work?”

“My widow might have to — not my wife.” He held his fine head a trifle higher, and her hand ached for a moment.

“Wouldn’t you let me work — to help you, Ross?”

“My dearest girl, you’ve got something far harder than that to do for me, and that’s wait.”

His face darkened again, and he passed his hand over his forehead. “Sometimes I feel as if I ought not to hold you at all!” he burst out, bitterly. “You ought to be free to marry a better man.”

“There aren’t any!” said Diantha, shaking her head slowly from side to side. “And if there were — millions — I wouldn’t marry any of ‘em. I love you,” she firmly concluded.

“Then we’ll just wait,” said he, setting his teeth on the word, as if he would crush it. “It won’t be hard with you to help. You’re better worth it than Rachael and Leah together.” They walked a few steps silently.

“But how about science?” she asked him.

“I don’t let myself think of it. I’ll take that up later. We’re young enough, both of us, to wait for our happiness.”

“And have you any idea — we might as well face the worst — how many years do you think that will be, dearest?”

He was a little annoyed at her persistence. Also, though he would not admit the thought, it did not seem quite the thing for her to ask. A woman should not seek too definite a period of waiting. She ought to trust — to just wait on general principles.

“I can face a thing better if I know just what I’m facing,” said the girl, quietly, “and I’d wait for you, if I had to, all my life. Will it be twenty years, do you think?”

He looked relieved. “Why, no, indeed, darling. It oughtn’t to be at the outside more than five. Or six,” he added, honest though reluctant.

“You see, father had no time to settle anything; there were outstanding accounts, and the funeral expenses, and the mortgages. But the business is good; and I can carry it; I can build it up.” He shook his broad shoulders determinedly. “I should think it might be within five, perhaps even less. Good things happen sometimes — such as you, my heart’s delight.”

They were at her gate now, and she stood a little while to say good-night. A step inside there was a seat, walled in by evergreen, roofed over by the wide acacia boughs. Many a long good-night had they exchanged there, under the large, brilliant California moon. They sat there, silent, now.

Diantha’s heart was full of love for him, and pride and confidence in him; but it was full of other feelings, too, which he could not fathom. His trouble was clearer to her than to him; as heavy to bear. To her mind, trained in all the minutiae of domestic economy, the Warden family lived in careless wastefulness. That five women — for Dora was older than she had been when she began to do housework — should require servants, seemed to this New England-born girl mere laziness and pride. That two voting women over twenty should prefer being supported by their brother to supporting themselves, she condemned even more sharply. Moreover, she felt well assured that with a different family to “support,” Mr. Warden would never have broken down so suddenly and irrecoverably. Even that funeral — her face hardened as she thought of the conspicuous “lot,” the continual flowers, the monument (not wholly paid for yet, that monument, though this she did not know) — all that expenditure to do honor to the man they had worked to death (thus brutally Diantha put it) was probably enough to put off their happiness for a whole year.

She rose at last, her hand still held in his. “I’m sorry, but I’ve got to get supper, dear,” she said, “and you must go. Good-night for the present; you’ll be round by and by?”

“Yes, for a little while, after we close up,” said he, and took himself off, not too suddenly, walking straight and proud while her eyes were on him, throwing her a kiss from the corner; but his step lagging and his headache settling down upon him again as he neared the large house with the cupola.

Diantha watched him out of sight, turned and marched up the path to her own door, her lips set tight, her well-shaped head as straightly held as his. “It’s a shame, a cruel, burning shame!” she told herself rebelliously. “A man of his ability. Why, he could do anything, in his own work! And he loved it so!

“To keep a grocery store!!!!!

“And nothing to show for all that splendid effort!”

“They don’t do a thing? They just live — and ‘keep house!’ All those women!

“Six years? Likely to be sixty! But I’m not going to wait!”

Chapter 2 — An Unnatural Daughter

The brooding bird fulfills her task,

Or she-bear lean and brown;

All parent beasts see duty true,

All parent beasts their duty do,

We are the only kind that asks

For duty upside down.

The stiff-rayed windmill stood like a tall mechanical flower, turning slowly in the light afternoon wind; its faint regular metallic squeak pricked the dry silence wearingly. Rampant fuchsias, red-jewelled, heavy, ran up its framework, with crowding heliotrope and nasturtiums. Thick straggling roses hung over the kitchen windows, and a row of dusty eucalyptus trees rustled their stiff leaves, and gave an ineffectual shade to the house.

It was one of those small frame houses common to the northeastern states, which must be dear to the hearts of their dwellers. For no other reason, surely, would the cold grey steep-roofed little boxes be repeated so faithfully in the broad glow of a semi-tropical landscape. There was an attempt at a “lawn,” the pet ambition of the transplanted easterner; and a further attempt at “flower-beds,” which merely served as a sort of springboard to their far-reaching products.

The parlor, behind the closed blinds, was as New England parlors are; minus the hint of cosiness given by even a fireless stove; the little bedrooms baked under the roof; only the kitchen spoke of human living, and the living it portrayed was not, to say the least, joyous. It was clean, clean with a cleanness that spoke of conscientious labor and unremitting care. The zinc mat under the big cook-stove was scoured to a dull glimmer, while that swart altar itself shone darkly from its daily rubbing.

There was no dust nor smell of dust; no grease spots, no litter anywhere. But the place bore no atmosphere of contented pride, as does a Dutch, German or French kitchen, it spoke of Labor, Economy and Duty — under restriction.

In the dead quiet of the afternoon Diantha and her mother sat there sewing. The sun poured down through the dangling eucalyptus leaves. The dry air, rich with flower odors, flowed softly in, pushing the white sash curtains a steady inch or two. Ee-errr! — Ee-errr! — came the faint whine of the windmill.

To the older woman rocking in her small splint chair by the rose-draped window, her thoughts dwelling on long dark green grass, the shade of elms, and cows knee-deep in river-shallows; this was California — hot, arid, tedious in endless sunlight — a place of exile.

To the younger, the long seam of the turned sheet pinned tightly to her knee, her needle flying firmly and steadily, and her thoughts full of pouring moonlight through acacia boughs and Ross’s murmured words, it was California — rich, warm, full of sweet bloom and fruit, of boundless vitality, promise, and power — home!

Mrs. Bell drew a long weary sigh, and laid down her work for a moment.

“Why don’t you stop it Mother dear? There’s surely no hurry about these things.”

“No — not particularly,” her mother answered, “but there’s plenty else to do.” And she went on with the long neat hemming. Diantha did the “over and over seam” up the middle.

“What do you do it for anyway, Mother — I always hated this job — and you don’t seem to like it.”

“They wear almost twice as long, child, you know. The middle gets worn and the edges don’t. Now they’re reversed. As to liking it —” She gave a little smile, a smile that was too tired to be sarcastic, but which certainly did not indicate pleasure.

“What kind of work do you like best — really?” her daughter inquired suddenly, after a silent moment or two.

“Why — I don’t know,” said her mother. “I never thought of it. I never tried any but teaching. I didn’t like that. Neither did your Aunt Esther, but she’s still teaching.”

“Didn’t you like any of it?” pursued Diantha.

“I liked arithmetic best. I always loved arithmetic, when I went to school — used to stand highest in that.”

“And what part of housework do you like best?” the girl persisted.

Mrs. Bell smiled again, wanly. “Seems to me sometimes as if I couldn’t tell sometimes what part I like least!” she answered. Then with sudden heat — “O my Child! Don’t you marry till Ross can afford at least one girl for you!”

Diantha put her small, strong hands behind her head and leaned back in her chair. “We’ll have to wait some time for that I fancy,” she said. “But, Mother, there is one part you like — keeping accounts! I never saw anything like the way you manage the money, and I believe you’ve got every bill since you were married.”

“Yes — I do love accounts,” Mrs. Bell admitted. “And I can keep run of things. I’ve often thought your Father’d have done better if he’d let me run that end of his business.”

Diantha gave a fierce little laugh. She admired her father in some ways, enjoyed him in some ways, loved him as a child does if not ill-treated; but she loved her mother with a sort of passionate pity mixed with pride; feeling always nobler power in her than had ever had a fair chance to grow. It seemed to her an interminable dull tragedy; this graceful, eager, black-eyed woman, spending what to the girl was literally a lifetime, in the conscientious performance of duties she did not love.

She knew her mother’s idea of duty, knew the clear head, the steady will, the active intelligence holding her relentlessly to the task; the chafe and fret of seeing her husband constantly attempting against her judgment, and failing for lack of the help he scorned. Young as she was, she realized that the nervous breakdown of these later years was wholly due to that common misery of “the square man in the round hole.”

She folded her finished sheet in accurate lines and laid it away — taking her mother’s also. “Now you sit still for once, Mother dear, read or lie down. Don’t you stir till supper’s ready.”

And from pantry to table she stepped, swiftly and lightly, setting out what was needed, greased her pans and set them before her, and proceeded to make biscuit.

Her mother watched her admiringly. “How easy you do it!” she said. “I never could make bread without getting flour all over me. You don’t spill a speck!”

Diantha smiled. “I ought to do it easily by this time. Father’s got to have hot bread for supper — or thinks he has! — and I’ve made ‘em — every night when I was at home for this ten years back!”

“I guess you have,” said Mrs. Bell proudly. “You were only eleven when you made your first batch. I can remember just as well! I had one of my bad headaches that night — and it did seem as if I couldn’t sit up! But your Father’s got to have his biscuit whether or no. And you said, ‘Now Mother you lie right still on that sofa and let me do it! I can!’ And you could! — you did! They were bettern’ mine that first time — and your Father praised ‘em — and you’ve been at it ever since.”

“Yes,” said Diantha, with a deeper note of feeling than her mother caught, “I’ve been at it ever since!”

“Except when you were teaching school,” pursued her mother.

“Except when I taught school at Medville,” Diantha corrected. “When I taught here I made ‘em just the same.”

“So you did,” agreed her mother. “So you did! No matter how tired you were — you wouldn’t admit it. You always were the best child!”

“If I was tired it was not of making biscuits anyhow. I was tired enough of teaching school though. I’ve got something to tell you, presently, Mother.”

She covered the biscuits with a light cloth and set them on the shelf over the stove; then poked among the greasewood roots to find what she wanted and started a fire. “Why don’t you get an oil stove? Or a gasoline? It would be a lot easier.”

“Yes,” her mother agreed. “I’ve wanted one for twenty years; but you know your Father won’t have one in the house. He says they’re dangerous. What are you going to tell me, dear? I do hope you and Ross haven’t quarrelled.”

“No indeed we haven’t, Mother. Ross is splendid. Only —”

“Only what, Dinah?”

“Only he’s so tied up!” said the girl, brushing every chip from the hearth. “He’s perfectly helpless there, with that mother of his — and those four sisters.”

“Ross is a good son,” said Mrs. Bell, “and a good brother. I never saw a better. He’s certainly doing his duty. Now if his father’d lived you two could have got married by this time maybe, though you’re too young yet.”

Diantha washed and put away the dishes she had used, saw that the pantry was in its usual delicate order, and proceeded to set the table, with light steps and no clatter of dishes.

“I’m twenty-one,” she said.

“Yes, you’re twenty-one,” her mother allowed. “It don’t seem possible, but you are. My first baby!” she looked at her proudly.

“If Ross has to wait for all those girls to marry — and to pay his father’s debts — I’ll be old enough,” said Diantha grimly.

Her mother watched her quick assured movements with admiration, and listened with keen sympathy. “I know it’s hard, dear child. You’ve only been engaged six months — and it looks as if it might be some years before Ross’ll be able to marry. He’s got an awful load for a boy to carry alone.”

“I should say he had!” Diantha burst forth. “Five helpless women! — or three women, and two girls. Though Cora’s as old as I was when I began to teach. And not one of ‘em will lift a finger to earn her own living.”

“They weren’t brought up that way,” said Mrs. Bell. “Their mother don’t approve of it. She thinks the home is the place for a woman — and so does Ross — and so do I,” she added rather faintly.

Diantha put her pan of white puff-balls into the oven, sliced a quantity of smoked beef in thin shavings, and made white sauce for it, talking the while as if these acts were automatic. “I don’t agree with Mrs. Warden on that point, nor with Ross, nor with you, Mother,” she said, “What I’ve got to tell you is this — I’m going away from home. To work.”

Mrs. Bell stopped rocking, stopped fanning, and regarded her daughter with wide frightened eyes.

“Why Diantha!” she said. “Why Diantha! You wouldn’t go and leave your Mother!”

Diantha drew a deep breath and stood for a moment looking at the feeble little woman in the chair. Then she went to her, knelt down and hugged her close — close.

“It’s not because I don’t love you, Mother. It’s because I do. And it’s not because I don’t love Ross either: — it’s because I do. I want to take care of you, Mother, and make life easier for you as long as you live. I want to help him — to help carry that awful load — and I’m going — to — do — it!”

She stood up hastily, for a step sounded on the back porch. It was only her sister, who hurried in, put a dish on the table, kissed her mother and took another rocking-chair.

“I just ran in,” said she, “to bring those berries. Aren’t they beauties? The baby’s asleep. Gerald hasn’t got in yet. Supper’s all ready, and I can see him coming time enough to run back. Why, Mother! What’s the matter? You’re crying!”

“Am I?” asked Mrs. Bell weakly; wiping her eyes in a dazed way.

“What are you doing to Mother, Diantha?” demanded young Mrs. Peters. “Bless me! I thought you and she never had any differences! I was always the black sheep, when I was at home. Maybe that’s why I left so early!”

She looked very pretty and complacent, this young matron and mother of nineteen; and patted the older woman’s hand affectionately, demanding, “Come — what’s the trouble?”

“You might as well know now as later,” said her sister. “I have decided to leave home, that’s all.”

“To leave home!” Mrs. Peters sat up straight and stared at her. “To leave home! — And Mother!”

“Well?” said Diantha, while the tears rose and ran over from her mother’s eyes. “Well, why not? You left home — and Mother — before you were eighteen.”

“That’s different!” said her sister sharply. “I left to be married, — to have a home of my own. And besides I haven’t gone far! I can see Mother every day.”

“That’s one reason I can go now better than later on,” Diantha said. “You are close by in case of any trouble.”

“What on earth are you going for? Ross isn’t ready to marry yet, is he?”

“No — nor likely to be for years. That’s another reason I’m going.”

“But what for, for goodness sake.”

“To earn money — for one thing.”

“Can’t you earn money enough by teaching?” the Mother broke in eagerly. “I know you haven’t got the same place this fall — but you can get another easy enough.”

Diantha shook her head. “No, Mother, I’ve had enough of that. I’ve taught for four years. I don’t like it, I don’t do well, and it exhausts me horribly. And I should never get beyond a thousand or fifteen hundred dollars a year if I taught for a lifetime.”

“Well, I declare!” said her sister. “What do you expect to get? I should think fifteen hundred dollars a year was enough for any woman!”

Diantha peered into the oven and turned her biscuit pan around.

“And you’re meaning to leave home just to make money, are you?”

“Why not?” said Diantha firmly. “Henderson did — when he was eighteen. None of you blamed him.”

“I don’t see what that’s got to do with it,” her mother ventured. “Henderson’s a boy, and boys have to go, of course. A mother expects that. But a girl — Why, Diantha! How can I get along without you! With my health!”

“I should think you’d be ashamed of yourself to think of such a thing!” said young Mrs. Peters.

A slow step sounded outside, and an elderly man, tall, slouching, carelessly dressed, entered, stumbling a little over the rag-mat at the door.

“Father hasn’t got used to that rug in fourteen years!” said his youngest daughter laughingly. “And Mother will straighten it out after him! I’m bringing Gerald up on better principles. You should just see him wait on me!”

“A man should be master in his own household,” Mr. Bell proclaimed, raising a dripping face from the basin and looking around for the towel — which his wife handed him.

“You won’t have much household to be master of presently,” said Mrs. Peters provokingly. “Half of it’s going to leave.”

Mr. Bell came out of his towel and looked from one to the other for some explanation of this attempted joke, “What nonsense are you talking?” he demanded.

“I think it’s nonsense myself,” said the pretty young woman — her hand on the doorknob. “But you’d better enjoy those biscuits of Di’s while you can — you won’t get many more! There’s Gerald — good night!” And off she ran.

Diantha set the plateful on the table, puffy, brown, and crisply crusted. “Supper’s ready,” she said. “Do sit down, Mother,” and she held the chair for her. “Minnie’s quite right, Father, though I meant not to tell you till you’d had supper. I am going away to work.”

Mr. Bell regarded his daughter with a stern, slow stare; not so much surprised as annoyed by an untimely jesting. He ate a hot biscuit in two un-Fletcherized mouthfuls, and put more sugar in his large cup of tea. “You’ve got your Mother all worked up with your nonsense,” said he. “What are you talking about anyway?”

Diantha met his eyes unflinchingly. He was a tall old man, still handsome and impressive in appearance, had been the head of his own household beyond question, ever since he was left the only son of an idolizing mother. But he had never succeeded in being the head of anything else. Repeated failures in the old New England home had resulted in his ruthlessly selling all the property there; and bringing his delicate wife and three young children to California. Vain were her protests and objections. It would do her good — best place in the world for children — good for nervous complaints too. A wife’s duty was to follow her husband, of course. She had followed, willy nilly; and it was good for the children — there was no doubt of that.

Mr. Bell had profited little by his venture. They had the ranch, the flowers and fruit and ample living of that rich soil; but he had failed in oranges, failed in raisins, failed in prunes, and was now failing in wealth-promising hens.

But Mrs. Bell, though an ineffectual housekeeper, did not fail in the children. They had grown up big and vigorous, sturdy, handsome creatures, especially the two younger ones. Diantha was good-looking enough. Roscoe Warden thought her divinely beautiful. But her young strength had been heavily taxed from childhood in that complex process known as “helping mother.” As a little child she had been of constant service in caring for the babies; and early developed such competence in the various arts of house work as filled her mother with fond pride, and even wrung from her father some grudging recognition. That he did not value it more was because he expected such competence in women, all women; it was their natural field of ability, their duty as wives and mothers. Also as daughters. If they failed in it that was by illness or perversity. If they succeeded — that was a matter of course.

He ate another of Diantha’s excellent biscuits, his greyish-red whiskers slowly wagging; and continued to eye her disapprovingly. She said nothing, but tried to eat; and tried still harder to make her heart go quietly, her cheeks keep cool, and her eyes dry. Mrs. Bell also strove to keep a cheerful countenance; urged food upon her family; even tried to open some topic of conversation; but her gentle words trailed off into unnoticed silence.

Mr. Bell ate until he was satisfied and betook himself to a comfortable chair by the lamp, where he unfolded the smart local paper and lit his pipe. “When you’ve got through with the dishes, Diantha,” he said coldly, “I’ll hear about this proposition of yours.”

Diantha cleared the table, lowered the leaves, set it back against the wall, spreading the turkey-red cloth upon it. She washed the dishes, — her kettle long since boiling, scalded them, wiped them, set them in their places; washed out the towels, wiped the pan and hung it up, swiftly, accurately, and with a quietness that would have seemed incredible to any mistress of heavy-footed servants. Then with heightened color and firm-set mouth, she took her place by the lamplit table and sat still.

Her mother was patiently darning large socks with many holes — a kind of work she specially disliked. “You’ll have to get some new socks, Father,” she ventured, “these are pretty well gone.”

“O they’ll do a good while yet,” he replied, not looking at them. “I like your embroidery, my dear.”

That pleased her. She did not like to embroider, but she did like to be praised.

Diantha took some socks and set to work, red-checked and excited, but silent yet. Her mother’s needle trembled irregularly under and over, and a tear or two slid down her cheeks.

Finally Mr. Bell laid down his finished paper and his emptied pipe and said, “Now then. Out with it.”

This was not a felicitious opening. It is really astonishing how little diplomacy parents exhibit, how difficult they make it for the young to introduce a proposition. There was nothing for it but a bald statement, so Diantha made it baldly.

“I have decided to leave home and go to work,” she said.

“Don’t you have work enough to do at home?” he inquired, with the same air of quizzical superiority which had always annoyed her so intensely, even as a little child.

She would cut short this form of discussion: “I am going away to earn my living. I have given up school-teaching — I don’t like it, and, there isn’t money enough in it. I have plans — which will speak for themselves later.”

“So,” said Mr. Bell, “Plans all made, eh? I suppose you’ve considered your Mother in these plans?”

“I have,” said his daughter. “It is largely on her account that I’m going.”

“You think it’ll be good for your Mother’s health to lose your assistance, do you?”

“I know she’ll miss me; but I haven’t left the work on her shoulders. I am going to pay for a girl — to do the work I’ve done. It won’t cost you any more, Father; and you’ll save some — for she’ll do the washing too. You didn’t object to Henderson’s going — at eighteen. You didn’t object to Minnie’s going — at seventeen. Why should you object to my going — at twenty-one.”

“I haven’t objected — so far,” replied her father. “Have your plans also allowed for the affection and duty you owe your parents?”

“I have done my duty — as well as I know how,” she answered. “Now I am twenty-one, and self-supporting — and have a right to go.”

“O yes. You have a right — a legal right — if that’s what you base your idea of a child’s duty on! And while you’re talking of rights — how about a parent’s rights? How about common gratitude! How about what you owe to me — for all the care and pains and cost it’s been to bring you up. A child’s a rather expensive investment these days.”

Diantha flushed, she had expected this, and yet it struck her like a blow. It was not the first time she had heard it — this claim of filial obligation.

“I have considered that position, Father. I know you feel that way — you’ve often made me feel it. So I’ve been at some pains to work it out — on a money basis. Here is an account — as full as I could make it.” She handed him a paper covered with neat figures. The totals read as follows:

Miss Diantha Bell,

To Mr. Henderson R. Bell, Dr.

To medical and dental expenses » $110.00

To school expenses » $76.00

To clothing, in full » $1,130.00

To board and lodging at $3.00 a week » $2,184.00

To incidentals » $100.00

Total » $3.600.00

He studied the various items carefully, stroking his beard, half in anger, half in unavoidable amusement. Perhaps there was a tender feeling too, as he remembered that doctor’s bill — the first he ever paid, with the other, when she had scarlet fever; and saw the exact price of the high chair which had served all three of the children, but of which she magnanimously shouldered the whole expense.

The clothing total was so large that it made him whistle — he knew he had never spent $1,130.00 on one girl’s clothes. But the items explained it.

Materials, three years at an average of $10 a year » $30.00

Five years averaging $20 each year » $100.00

Five years averaging $30 each year » $50.00

Five years averaging $50 each year » $250.00

Total » $530.00

The rest was “Mother’s labor”, averaging twenty full days a year at $2 a day, $40 a year. For fifteen years, $600.00. Mother’s labor — on one child’s, clothes — footing up to $600.00. It looked strange to see cash value attached to that unfailing source of family comfort and advantage.

The school expenses puzzled him a bit, for she had only gone to public schools; but she was counting books and slates and even pencils — it brought up evenings long passed by, the sewing wife, the studying children, the “Say, Father, I’ve got to have a new slate — mine’s broke!”

“Broken, Dina,” her Mother would gently correct, while he demanded, “How did you break it?” and scolded her for her careless tomboy ways. Slates — three, $1.50 — they were all down. And slates didn’t cost so much come to think of it, even the red-edged ones, wound with black, that she always wanted.

Board and lodging was put low, at $3.00 per week, but the items had a footnote as to house-rent in the country, and food raised on the farm. Yes, he guessed that was a full rate for the plain food and bare little bedroom they always had.

“It’s what Aunt Esther paid the winter she was here,” said Diantha.

Circuses — three » $1.50

Share in melodeon » $50.00

Yes, she was one of five to use and enjoy it.

Music lessons » $30.00

And quite a large margin left here, called miscellaneous, which he smiled to observe made just an even figure, and suspected she had put in for that purpose as well as from generosity.

“This board account looks kind of funny,” he said — “only fourteen years of it!”

“I didn’t take table-board — nor a room — the first year — nor much the second. I’ve allowed $1.00 a week for that, and $2.00 for the third — that takes out two, you see. Then it’s $156 a year till I was fourteen and earned board and wages, two more years at $156 — and I’ve paid since I was seventeen, you know.”

“Well — I guess you did — I guess you did.” He grinned genially. “Yes,” he continued slowly, “I guess that’s a fair enough account. ‘Cording to this, you owe me $3,600.00, young woman! I didn’t think it cost that much to raise a girl.”

“I know it,” said she. “But here’s the other side.”

It was the other side. He had never once thought of such a side to the case. This account was as clear and honest as the first and full of exasperating detail. She laid before him the second sheet of figures and watched while he read, explaining hurriedly:

“It was a clear expense for ten years — not counting help with the babies. Then I began to do housework regularly — when I was ten or eleven, two hours a day; three when I was twelve and thirteen — real work you’d have had to pay for, and I’ve only put it at ten cents an hour. When Mother was sick the year I was fourteen, and I did it all but the washing — all a servant would have done for $3.00 a week. Ever since then I have done three hours a day outside of school, full grown work now, at twenty cents an hour. That’s what we have to pay here, you know.”

Thus it mounted up:

Mr. Henderson R. Bell,

To Miss Diantha Bell, Dr.

For labor and services!!!!!

Two years, two hours a day at 10c. an hour » $146.00

Two years, three hours a day at 10c. an hour » $219.00

One year, full wages at $5.00 a week » $260.00

Six years and a half, three hours a day at 20c » $1423.50

Total » $2048.50

Mr. Bell meditated carefully on these figures. To think of that child’s labor footing up to two thousand dollars and over! It was lucky a man had a wife and daughters to do this work, or he could never support a family.

Then came her school-teaching years. She had always been a fine scholar and he had felt very proud of his girl when she got a good school position in her eighteenth year.

California salaries were higher than eastern ones, and times had changed too; the year he taught school he remembered the salary was only $300.00 — and he was a man. This girl got $600, next year $700, $800, $900; why it made $3,000 she had earned in four years. Astonishing. Out of this she had a balance in the bank of $550.00. He was pleased to see that she had been so saving. And her clothing account — little enough he admitted for four years and six months, $300.00. All incidentals for the whole time, $50.00 — this with her balance made just $900. That left $2,100.00.

“Twenty-one hundred dollars unaccounted for, young lady! — besides this nest egg in the bank — I’d no idea you were so wealthy. What have you done with all that?”

“Given it to you, Father,” said she quietly, and handed him the third sheet of figures.

Board and lodging at $4.00 a week for 4 1/2 years made $936.00, that he could realize; but “cash advance” $1,164 more — he could not believe it. That time her mother was so sick and Diantha had paid both the doctor and the nurse — yes — he had been much cramped that year — and nurses come high. For Henderson, Jr.’s, expenses to San Francisco, and again for Henderson when he was out of a job — Mr. Bell remembered the boy’s writing for the money, and his not having it, and Mrs. Bell saying she could arrange with Diantha.

Arrange! And that girl had kept this niggardly account of it! For Minnie’s trip to the Yosemite — and what was this? — for his raisin experiment — for the new horse they simply had to have for the drying apparatus that year he lost so much money in apricots — and for the spraying materials — yes, he could not deny the items, and they covered that $1,164.00 exactly.

Then came the deadly balance, of the account between them:

Her labor » $2,047.00

Her board » $936.00

Her “cash advanced” » $1,164.00

Total » $4,147.00

His expense for her » $3,600

Due her from him » $547.00

Diantha revolved her pencil between firm palms, and looked at him rather quizzically; while her mother rocked and darned and wiped away an occasional tear. She almost wished she had not kept accounts so well.

Mr. Bell pushed the papers away and started to his feet.

“This is the most shameful piece of calculation I ever saw in my life,” said he. “I never heard of such a thing! You go and count up in cold dollars the work that every decent girl does for her family and is glad to! I wonder you haven’t charged your mother for nursing her?”

“You notice I haven’t,” said Diantha coldly.

“And to think,” said he, gripping the back of a chair and looking down at her fiercely, “to think that a girl who can earn nine hundred dollars a year teaching school, and stay at home and do her duty by her family besides, should plan to desert her mother outright — now she’s old and sick! Of course I can’t stop you! You’re of age, and children nowadays have no sense of natural obligation after they’re grown up. You can go, of course, and disgrace the family as you propose — but you needn’t expect to have me consent to it or approve of it — or of you. It’s a shameful thing — and you are an unnatural daughter — that’s all I’ve got to say!”

Mr. Bell took his hat and went out — a conclusive form of punctuation much used by men in discussions of this sort.

Chapter 3 — Breakers

Duck! Dive! Here comes another one!

Wait till the crest-ruffles show!

Beyond is smooth water in beauty and wonder —

Shut your mouth! Hold your breath! Dip your head under!

Dive through the weight and the wash, and the thunder —

Look out for the undertow!

If Diantha imagined that her arithmetical victory over a too-sordid presentation of the parental claim was a final one, she soon found herself mistaken.

It is easy to say — putting an epic in an epigram — “She seen her duty and she done it!” but the space and time covered are generally as far beyond our plans as the estimates of an amateur mountain climber exceed his achievements.

Her determination was not concealed by her outraged family. Possibly they thought that if the matter was well aired, and generally discussed, the daring offender might reconsider. Well-aired it certainly was, and widely discussed by the parents of the little town before young people who sat in dumbness, or made faint defense. It was also discussed by the young people, but not before their parents.

She had told Ross, first of all, meaning to have a quiet talk with him to clear the ground before arousing her own family; but he was suddenly away just as she opened the subject, by a man on a wheel — some wretched business about the store of course — and sent word that night that he could not come up again. Couldn’t come up the next night either. Two long days — two long evenings without seeing him. Well — if she went away she’d have to get used to that.

But she had so many things to explain, so much to say to make it right with him; she knew well what a blow it was. Now it was all over town — and she had had no chance to defend her position.

The neighbors called. Tall bony Mrs. Delafield who lived nearest to them and had known Diantha for some years, felt it her duty to make a special appeal — or attack rather; and brought with her stout Mrs. Schlosster, whose ancestors and traditions were evidently of German extraction.

Diantha retired to her room when she saw these two bearing down upon the house; but her mother called her to make a pitcher of lemonade for them — and having entered there was no escape. They harried her with questions, were increasingly offended by her reticence, and expressed disapproval with a fullness that overmastered the girl’s self-control.

“I have as much right to go into business as any other citizen, Mrs. Delafield,” she said with repressed intensity. “I am of age and live in a free country. What you say of children no longer applies to me.”

“And what is this mysterious business you’re goin’ into — if one may inquire? Nothin you’re ashamed to mention, I hope?” asked Mrs. Delafield.

“If a woman refuses to mention her age is it because she’s ashamed of it?” the girl retorted, and Mrs. Delafield flushed darkly.

“Never have I heard such talk from a maiden to her elders,” said Mrs. Schlosster. “In my country the young have more respect, as is right.”

Mrs. Bell objected inwardly to any reprimand of her child by others; but she agreed to the principle advanced and made no comment.

Diantha listened to quite a volume of detailed criticism, inquiry and condemnation, and finally rose to her feet with the stiff courtesy of the young.

“You must excuse me now,” she said with set lips. “I have some necessary work to do.”

She marched upstairs, shut her bedroom door and locked it, raging inwardly. “Its none of their business! Not a shadow! Why should Mother sit there and let them talk to me like that! One would think childhood had no limit — unless it’s matrimony!”

This reminded her of her younger sister’s airs of superior wisdom, and did not conduce to a pleasanter frame of mind. “With all their miserable little conventions and idiocies! And what ‘they’ll say,’ and ‘they’ll think’! As if I cared! Minnie’ll be just such another!”

She heard the ladies going out, still talking continuously, a faint response from her mother now and then, a growing quiet as their steps receded toward the gate; and then another deeper voice took up the theme and heavily approached.

It was the minister! Diantha dropped into her rocker and held the arms tight. “Now I’ll have to take it again I suppose. But he ought to know me well enough to understand.”

“Diantha!” called her mother, “Here’s Dr. Major;” and the girl washed her face and came down again.

Dr. Major was a heavy elderly man with a strong mouth and a warm hand clasp. “What’s all this I hear about you, young lady?” he demanded, holding her hand and looking her straight in the eye. “Is this a new kind of Prodigal Daughter we’re encountering?”

He did not look nor sound condemnatory, and as she faced him she caught a twinkle in the wise old eyes.

“You can call it that if you want to,” she said, “Only I thought the Prodigal Son just spent his money — I’m going to earn some.”

“I want you to talk to Diantha, Doctor Major,” Mrs. Bell struck in. “I’m going to ask you to excuse me, and go and lie down for a little. I do believe she’ll listen to you more than to anybody.”

The mother retired, feeling sure that the good man who had known her daughter for over fifteen years would have a restraining influence now; and Diantha braced herself for the attack.

It came, heavy and solid, based on reason, religion, tradition, the custom of ages, the pastoral habit of control and protection, the father’s instinct, the man’s objection to a girl’s adventure. But it was courteous, kind, and rationally put, and she met it point by point with the whole-souled arguments of a new position, the passionate enthusiasm of her years.

They called a truce.

“I can see that you think its your duty, young, woman — that’s the main thing. I think you’re wrong. But what you believe to be right you have to do. That’s the way we learn my dear, that’s the way we learn! Well — you’ve been a good child ever since I’ve known you. A remarkably good child. If you have to sow this kind of wild oats —” they both smiled at this, “I guess we can’t stop you. I’ll keep your secret —”

“Its not a secret really,” the girl explained, “I’ll tell them as soon as I’m settled. Then they can tell — if they want to.” And they both smiled again.

“Well — I won’t tell till I hear of it then. And — yes, I guess I can furnish that document with a clean conscience.”

She gave him paper and pen and he wrote, with a grin, handing her the result.

She read it, a girlish giggle lightening the atmosphere. “Thank you!” she said earnestly. “Thank you ever so much. I knew you would help me.”

“If you get stuck anywhere just let me know,” he said rising. “This Proddy Gal may want a return ticket yet!”

“I’ll walk first!” said Diantha.

“O Dr. Major,” cried her mother from the window, “Don’t go! We want you to stay to supper of course!”

But he had other calls to make, he said, and went away, his big hands clasped behind him; his head bent, smiling one minute and shaking his head the next.

Diantha leaned against a pearly eucalyptus trunk and watched him. She would miss Dr. Major. But who was this approaching? Her heart sank miserably. Mrs. Warden — and all the girls.

She went to meet them — perforce. Mrs. Warden had always been kind and courteous to her; the girls she had not seen very much of, but they had the sweet Southern manner, were always polite. Ross’s mother she must love. Ross’s sisters too — if she could. Why did the bottom drop out of her courage at sight of them?

“You dear child!” said Mrs. Warden, kissing her. “I know just how you feel! You want to help my boy! That’s your secret! But this won’t do it, my dear!”

“You’ve no idea how badly Ross feels!” said Madeline. “Mrs. Delafield dropped in just now and told us. You ought to have seen him!”

“He didn’t believe it of course,” Adeline put in. “And he wouldn’t say a thing — not a thing to blame you.”

“We said we’d come over right off — and tried to bring him — but he said he’d got to go back to the store,” Coraline explained.

“He was mad though!” said Dora — “I know.”

Diantha looked from one to the other helplessly.

“Come in! Come in!” said Mrs. Bell hospitably. “Have this rocker, Mrs. Warden — wouldn’t you like some cool drink? Diantha?”

“No indeed!” Mrs. Warden protested. “Don’t get a thing. We’re going right back, it’s near supper time. No, we can’t think of staying, of course not, no indeed! — But we had to come over and hear about this dear child’s idea! — Now tell us all about it, Diantha!”

There they sat — five pairs of curious eyes — and her mother’s sad ones — all kind — all utterly incapable of understanding.

She moistened her lips and plunged desperately. “It is nothing dreadful, Mrs. Warden. Plenty of girls go away to earn their livings nowadays. That is all I’m doing.”

“But why go away?”

“I thought you were earning your living before!”

“Isn’t teaching earning your living?”

“What are you going to do?” the girls protested variously, and Mrs. Warden, with a motherly smile, suggested!!!!!

“That doesn’t explain your wanting to leave Ross, my dear — and your mother!”

“I don’t want to leave them,” protested Diantha, trying to keep her voice steady. “It is simply that I have made up my mind I can do better elsewhere.”

“Do what better?” asked Mrs. Warden with sweet patience, which reduced Diantha to the bald statement, “Earn more money in less time.”

“And is that better than staying with your mother and your lover?” pursued the gentle inquisitor; while the girls tried, “What do you want to earn more money for?” and “I thought you earned a lot before.”

Now Diantha did not wish to state in so many words that she wanted more money in order to marry sooner — she had hardly put it to herself that way. She could not make them see in a few moments that her plan was to do far more for her mother than she would otherwise ever be able to. And as to making them understand the larger principles at stake — the range and depth of her full purpose — that would be physically impossible.

“I am sorry!” she said with trembling lips. “I am extremely sorry. But — I cannot explain!”

Mrs. Warden drew herself up a little. “Cannot explain to me? — Your mother, of course, knows?”

“Diantha is naturally more frank with me than with — anyone,” said Mrs. Bell proudly, “But she does not wish her — business — plans — made public at present!”

Her daughter looked at her with vivid gratitude, but the words “made public” were a little unfortunate perhaps.

“Of course,” Mrs. Warden agreed, with her charming smile, “that we can quite understand. I’m sure I should always wish my girls to feel so. Madeline — just show Mrs. Bell that necktie you’re making — she was asking about the stitch, you remember.”

The necktie was produced and admired, while the other girls asked Diantha if she had her fall dressmaking done yet — and whether she found wash ribbon satisfactory. And presently the whole graceful family withdrew, only Dora holding her head with visible stiffness.

Diantha sat on the floor by her mother, put her head in her lap and cried. “How splendid of you, Mother!” she sobbed. “How simply splendid! I will tell you now — if — if — you won’t tell even Father — yet.”

“Dear child” said her Mother, “I’d rather not know in that case. It is — easier.”

“That’s what I kept still for!” said the girl. “It’s hard enough, goodness knows — as it is! Its nothing wicked, or even risky, Mother dear — and as far as I can see it is right!”

Her mother smiled through her tears. “If you say that, my dear child, I know there’s no stopping you. And I hate to argue with you — even for your own sake, because it is so much to my advantage to have you here. I — shall miss you — Diantha!”

“Don’t, Mother!” sobbed the girl.

“Its natural for the young to go. We expect it — in time. But you are so young yet — and — well, I had hoped the teaching would satisfy you till Ross was ready.”

Diantha sat up straight.

“Mother! can’t you see Ross’ll never be ready! Look at that family! And the way they live! And those mortgages! I could wait and teach and save a little even with Father always losing money; but I can’t see Ross wearing himself out for years and years — I just can’t bear it!”

Her mother stroked her fair hair softly, not surprised that her own plea was so lost in thought of the brave young lover.

“And besides,” the girl went on “If I waited — and saved — and married Ross — what becomes of you, I’d like to know? What I can’t stand is to have you grow older and sicker — and never have any good time in all your life!”