THE LETTERS OF MISS JERUSHA ABBOTT to MR. DADDY-LONG-LEGS SMITH
JUDY AND THE ORPHANS AT JOHN GRIER HOME.
THE IDENTITY OF DADDY-LONG-LEGS IS ESTABLISHED.
TO YOU DADDY-LONG-LEGS
DADDY-LONG-LEGS “
BLUE
WEDNESDAY”The
first Wednesday in every month was a Perfectly Awful Day—a day to
be awaited with dread, endured with courage and forgotten with
haste.
Every floor must be spotless, every chair dustless, and every bed
without a wrinkle. Ninety-seven squirming little orphans must be
scrubbed and combed and buttoned into freshly starched ginghams;
and
all ninety-seven reminded of their manners, and told to say, “Yes,
sir,” “No, sir,” whenever a Trustee spoke.It
was a distressing time; and poor Jerusha Abbott, being the oldest
orphan, had to bear the brunt of it. But this particular first
Wednesday, like its predecessors, finally dragged itself to a
close.
Jerusha escaped from the pantry where she had been making
sandwiches
for the asylum’s guests, and turned upstairs to accomplish her
regular work. Her special care was room F, where eleven little
tots, from four to seven, occupied eleven little cots set in a row.
Jerusha assembled her charges, straightened their rumpled frocks,
wiped their noses, and started them in an orderly and willing line
toward the dining room to engage themselves for a blessed half hour
with bread and milk and prune pudding.Then
she dropped down on the window seat and leaned throbbing temples
against the cool glass. She had been on her feet since five that
morning, doing everybody’s bidding, scolded and hurried by a
nervous matron. Mrs. Lippett, behind the scenes, did not always
maintain that calm and pompous dignity with which she faced an
audience of Trustees and lady visitors. Jerusha gazed out across a
broad stretch of frozen lawn, beyond the tall iron paling that
marked
the confines of the asylum, down undulating ridges sprinkled with
country estates, to the spires of the village rising from the midst
of bare trees.The
day was ended—quite successfully, so far as she knew. The Trustees
and the visiting committee had made their rounds, and read their
reports, and drunk their tea, and now were hurrying home to their
own
cheerful firesides, to forget their bothersome little charges for
another month. Jerusha leaned forward watching with curiosity—and a
touch of wistfulness—the stream of carriages and automobiles that
rolled out of the asylum gates. In imagination she followed first
one
equipage then another to the big houses dotted along the hillside.
She pictured herself in a fur coat and a velvet hat trimmed with
feathers leaning back in the seat and nonchalantly murmuring “Home”
to the driver. But on the door-sill of her home the picture grew
blurred.Jerusha
had an imagination—an imagination, Mrs. Lippett told her, that
would get her into trouble if she did n’t take care—but keen as
it was, it could not carry her beyond the front porch of the houses
she would enter. Poor, eager, adventurous little Jerusha, in all
her
seventeen years, had never stepped inside an ordinary house; she
could not picture the daily routine of those other human beings who
carried on their lives undiscommoded by orphans.Je-ru-sha
Ab-bottYou
are wan-tedIn
the of-fice,And
I think you ’dBetter
hurry up!Tommy
Dillon who had joined the choir, came singing up the stairs and
down
the corridor, his chant growing louder as he approached room F.
Jerusha wrenched herself from the window and refaced the troubles
of
life.
“
Who
wants me?” she cut into Tommy’s chant with a note of sharp
anxiety.Mrs.
Lippett in the office,And
I think she ’s mad.Ah-a-men!Tommy
piously intoned, but his accent was not entirely malicious. Even
the
most hardened little orphan felt sympathy for an erring sister who
was summoned to the office to face an annoyed matron; and Tommy
liked
Jerusha even if she did sometimes jerk him by the arm and nearly
scrub his nose off.Jerusha
went without comment, but with two parallel lines on her brow. What
could have gone wrong, she wondered. Were the sandwiches not thin
enough? Were there shells in the nut cakes? Had a lady visitor seen
the hole in Susie Hawthorn’s stocking? Had—O horrors!—one
of the cherubic little babes in her own room F “sassed” a
Trustee?The
long lower hall had not been lighted, and as she came downstairs,
a last Trustee stood, on the point of departure, in the open
door that led to the porte-cochère. Jerusha caught only a fleeting
impression of the man—and the impression consisted entirely of
tallness. He was waving his arm toward an automobile waiting in the
curved drive. As it sprang into motion and approached, head on for
an
instant, the glaring headlights threw his shadow sharply against
the
wall inside. The shadow pictured grotesquely elongated legs and
arms
that ran along the floor and up the wall of the corridor. It
looked,
for all the world, like a huge, wavering daddy-long-legs.Jerusha’s
anxious frown gave place to quick laughter. She was by nature a
sunny
soul, and had always snatched the tiniest excuse to be amused. If
one
could derive any sort of entertainment out of the oppressive fact
of
a Trustee, it was something unexpected to the good. She advanced to
the office quite cheered by the tiny episode, and presented a
smiling
face to Mrs. Lippett. To her surprise the matron was also, if not
exactly smiling, at least appreciably affable; she wore an
expression
almost as pleasant as the one she donned for visitors.
“
Sit
down, Jerusha, I have something to say to you.”Jerusha
dropped into the nearest chair and waited with a touch of
breathlessness. An automobile flashed past the window; Mrs. Lippett
glanced after it.
“
Did
you notice the gentleman who has just gone?”
“
I
saw his back.”
“
He
is one of our most affluential Trustees, and has given large sums
of
money toward the asylum’s support. I am not at liberty to
mention his name; he expressly stipulated that he was to remain
unknown.”Jerusha’s
eyes widened slightly; she was not accustomed to being summoned to
the office to discuss the eccentricities of Trustees with the
matron.
“
This
gentleman has taken an interest in several of our boys. You
remember
Charles Benton and Henry Freize? They were both sent through
college
by Mr.—er—this Trustee, and both have repaid with hard work and
success the money that was so generously expended. Other payment
the
gentleman does not wish. Heretofore his philanthropies have been
directed solely toward the boys; I have never been able to
interest him in the slightest degree in any of the girls in the
institution, no matter how deserving. He does not, I may tell
you, care for girls.”
“
No,
ma’am,” Jerusha murmured, since some reply seemed to be expected
at this point.
“
To-day
at the regular meeting, the question of your future was brought
up.”Mrs.
Lippett allowed a moment of silence to fall, then resumed in a
slow,
placid manner extremely trying to her hearer’s suddenly tightened
nerves.
“
Usually,
as you know, the children are not kept after they are sixteen, but
an
exception was made in your case. You had finished our school at
fourteen, and having done so well in your studies—not always,
I must say, in your conduct—it was determined to let you go on
in the village high school. Now you are finishing that, and of
course
the asylum cannot be responsible any longer for your support. As it
is, you have had two years more than most.”Mrs.
Lippett overlooked the fact that Jerusha had worked hard for her
board during those two years, that the convenience of the asylum
had
come first and her education second; that on days like the present
she was kept at home to scrub.
“
As
I say, the question of your future was brought up and your record
was
discussed—thoroughly discussed.”Mrs.
Lippett brought accusing eyes to bear upon the prisoner in the
dock,
and the prisoner looked guilty because it seemed to be expected—not
because she could remember any strikingly black pages in her
record.
“
Of
course the usual disposition of one in your place would be to put
you
in a position where you could begin to work, but you have done well
in school in certain branches; it seems that your work in English
has
even been brilliant. Miss Pritchard who is on our visiting
committee
is also on the school board; she has been talking with your
rhetoric
teacher, and made a speech in your favor. She also read aloud an
essay that you had written entitled, ‘Blue Wednesday.’”Jerusha’s
guilty expression this time was not assumed.
“
It
seemed to me that you showed little gratitude in holding up to
ridicule the institution that has done so much for you. Had you not
managed to be funny I doubt if you would have been forgiven. But
fortunately for you, Mr. ——, that is, the gentleman who has
just gone—appears to have an immoderate sense of humor. On the
strength of that impertinent paper, he has offered to send you to
college.”
“
To
college?” Jerusha’s eyes grew big.Mrs.
Lippett nodded.
“
He
waited to discuss the terms with me. They are unusual. The
gentleman,
I may say, is erratic. He believes that you have originality,
and he is planning to educate you to become a writer.”
“
A
writer?” Jerusha’s mind was numbed. She could only repeat Mrs.
Lippett’s words.
“
That
is his wish. Whether anything will come of it, the future will
show.
He is giving you a very liberal allowance, almost, for a girl who
has
never had any experience in taking care of money, too liberal. But
he
planned the matter in detail, and I did not feel free to make any
suggestions. You are to remain here through the summer, and Miss
Pritchard has kindly offered to superintend your outfit. Your board
and tuition will be paid directly to the college, and you will
receive in addition during the four years you are there, an
allowance
of thirty-five dollars a month. This will enable you to enter on
the
same standing as the other students. The money will be sent to you
by
the gentleman’s private secretary once a month, and in return, you
will write a letter of acknowledgment once a month. That is—you are
not to thank him for the money; he does n’t care to have that
mentioned, but you are to write a letter telling of the progress in
your studies and the details of your daily life. Just such a letter
as you would write to your parents if they were living.
“
These
letters will be addressed to Mr. John Smith and will be sent in
care
of the secretary. The gentleman’s name is not John Smith, but he
prefers to remain unknown. To you he will never be anything but
John
Smith. His reason in requiring the letters is that he thinks
nothing
so fosters facility in literary expression as letter-writing. Since
you have no family with whom to correspond, he desires you to write
in this way; also, he wishes to keep track of your progress. He
will
never answer your letters, nor in the slightest particular take any
notice of them. He detests letter-writing, and does not wish you to
become a burden. If any point should ever arise where an answer
would
seem to be imperative—such as in the event of your being expelled,
which I trust will not occur—you may correspond with Mr. Griggs,
his secretary. These monthly letters are absolutely obligatory on
your part; they are the only payment that Mr. Smith requires, so
you
must be as punctilious in sending them as though it were a bill
that
you were paying. I hope that they will always be respectful in
tone and will reflect credit on your training. You must remember
that
you are writing to a Trustee of the John Grier Home.”Jerusha’s
eyes longingly sought the door. Her head was in a whirl of
excitement, and she wished only to escape from Mrs. Lippett’s
platitudes, and think. She rose and took a tentative step
backwards.
Mrs. Lippett detained her with a gesture; it was an oratorical
opportunity not to be slighted.
“
I
trust that you are properly grateful for this very rare good
fortune
that has befallen you? Not many girls in your position ever have
such
an opportunity to rise in the world. You must always
remember—”
“
I—yes,
ma’am, thank you. I think, if that ’s all, I must go and sew a
patch on Freddie Perkins’s trousers.”The
door closed behind her, and Mrs. Lippett watched it with dropped
jaw,
her peroration in mid-air.
THE LETTERS OF MISS JERUSHA ABBOTT to MR. DADDY-LONG-LEGS SMITH
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Fergussen Hall,September
24th.Dear
Kind-Trustee-Who-Sends-Orphans-to-College,Here
I am! I traveled yesterday for four hours in a train. It ’s a
funny sensation is n’t it? I never rode in one before.College
is the biggest, most bewildering place—I get lost whenever I leave
my room. I will write you a description later when I ’m
feeling less muddled; also I will tell you about my lessons.
Classes
don’t begin until Monday morning, and this is Saturday night. But I
wanted to write a letter first just to get acquainted.It
seems queer to be writing letters to somebody you don’t know. It
seems queer for me to be writing letters at all—I ’ve never
written more than three or four in my life, so please overlook it
if
these are not a model kind.Before
leaving yesterday morning, Mrs. Lippett and I had a very serious
talk. She told me how to behave all the rest of my life, and
especially how to behave toward the kind gentleman who is doing so
much for me. I must take care to be Very Respectful.But
how can one be very respectful to a person who wishes to be called
John Smith? Why could n’t you have picked out a name with a
little personality? I might as well write letters to Dear
Hitching-Post or Dear Clothes-Pole.I
have been thinking about you a great deal this summer; having
somebody take an interest in me after all these years, makes me
feel
as though I had found a sort of family. It seems as though I
belonged
to somebody now, and it ’s a very comfortable sensation. I must
say, however, that when I think about you, my imagination has very
little to work upon. There are just three things that I
know:I.
You are tall. II.
You are rich.III.
You hate girls.I
suppose I might call you Dear Mr. Girl-Hater. Only that ’s sort
of insulting to me. Or Dear Mr. Rich-Man, but that ’s insulting
to you, as though money were the only important thing about you.
Besides, being rich is such a very external quality. Maybe you
won’t
stay rich all your life; lots of very clever men get smashed up in
Wall Street. But at least you will stay tall all your life! So
I ’ve
decided to call you Dear Daddy-Long-Legs. I hope you won’t
mind. It ’s just a private pet name—we won’t tell Mrs.
Lippett.The
ten o’clock bell is going to ring in two minutes. Our day is
divided into sections by bells. We eat and sleep and study by
bells.
It ’s very enlivening; I feel like a fire horse all of the
time. There it goes! Lights out. Good night.Observe
with what precision I obey rules—due to my training in the John
Grier Home.Yours
most respectfully,Jerusha
Abbott.To
Mr. Daddy-Long-Legs Smith.October
1st.Dear
Daddy-Long-Legs,I
love college and I love you for sending me—I ’m very,
very happy, and so
excited every moment of the time that I can scarcely sleep. You
can’t
imagine how different it is from the John Grier Home. I never
dreamed there was such a place in the world. I ’m feeling sorry
for everybody who is n’t a girl and who can’t come here; I am
sure the college you attended when you were a boy could n’t have
been so nice.My
room is up in a tower that used to be the contagious ward before
they
built the new infirmary. There are three other girls on the same
floor of the tower—a Senior who wears spectacles and is always
asking us please to be a little more quiet, and two Freshmen named
Sallie McBride and Julia Rutledge Pendleton. Sallie has red hair
and
a turn-up nose and is quite friendly; Julia comes from one of the
first families in New York and has n’t noticed me yet. They room
together and the Senior and I have singles. Usually Freshmen can’t
get singles; they are very scarce, but I got one without even
asking.
I suppose the registrar did n’t think it would be right to
ask a properly brought-up girl to room with a foundling. You see
there are advantages!My
room is on the northwest corner with two windows and a view. After
you ’ve lived in a ward for eighteen years with twenty
room-mates, it is restful to be alone. This is the first chance
I ’ve
ever had to get acquainted with Jerusha Abbott. I think I ’m
going to like her.Do
you think you are?Tuesday.They
are organizing the Freshman basket-ball team and there ’s just a
chance that I shall make it. I ’m little of course, but terribly
quick and wiry and tough. While the others are hopping about in the
air, I can dodge under their feet and grab the ball. It ’s
loads of fun practising—out in the athletic field in the afternoon
with the trees all red and yellow and the air full of the smell of
burning leaves, and everybody laughing and shouting. These are the
happiest girls I ever saw—and I am the happiest of all!I
meant to write a long letter and tell you all the things I ’m
learning (Mrs. Lippett said you wanted to know) but 7th hour has
just
rung, and in ten minutes I ’m due at the athletic field in
gymnasium clothes. Don’t you hope I ’ll make the team?Yours
always,Jerusha
Abbott.P.
S. (9 o’clock.)Sallie
McBride just poked her head in at my door. This is what she
said:
“
I ’m
so homesick that I simply can’t stand it. Do you feel that
way?”I
smiled a little and said no, I thought I could pull through. At
least
homesickness is one disease that I ’ve escaped! I never
heard of anybody being asylumsick, did you?October
10th.Dear
Daddy-Long-Legs,Did
you ever hear of Michael Angelo?He
was a famous artist who lived in Italy in the Middle Ages.
Everybody
in English Literature seemed to know about him and the whole class
laughed because I thought he was an archangel. He sounds like an
archangel, does n’t he? The trouble with college is that you are
expected to know such a lot of things you ’ve never learned.
It ’s very embarrassing at times. But now, when the girls talk
about things that I never heard of, I just keep still and look
them up in the encyclopedia.I
made an awful mistake the first day. Somebody mentioned Maurice
Maeterlinck, and I asked if she was a Freshman. That joke has gone
all over college. But anyway, I ’m just as bright in class as any
of the others—and brighter than some of them!Do
you care to know how I ’ve furnished my room? It ’s a
symphony in brown and yellow. The wall was tinted buff, and I ’ve
bought yellow denim curtains and cushions and a mahogany desk
(second
hand for three dollars) and a rattan chair and a brown rug with an
ink spot in the middle. I stand the chair over the spot.The
windows are up high; you can’t look out from an ordinary seat. But
I unscrewed the looking-glass from the back of the bureau,
upholstered the top, and moved it up against the window. It ’s
just the right height for a window seat. You pull out the drawers
like steps and walk up. Very comfortable!Sallie
McBride helped me choose the things at the Senior auction. She has
lived in a house all her life and knows about furnishing. You can’t
imagine what fun it is to shop and pay with a real five-dollar bill
and get some change—when you ’ve never had more than a nickel
in your life. I assure you, Daddy dear, I do appreciate
that allowance.Sallie
is the most entertaining person in the world—and Julia Rutledge
Pendleton the least so. It ’s queer what a mixture the registrar
can make in the matter of room-mates. Sallie thinks everything is
funny—even flunking—and Julia is bored at everything. She never
makes the slightest effort to be amiable. She believes that if you
are a Pendleton, that fact alone admits you to heaven without any
further examination. Julia and I were born to be enemies.And
now I suppose you ’ve been waiting very impatiently to hear what
I am learning?I.
Latin: Second Punic
war. Hannibal and his forces pitched camp at Lake Trasimenus last
night. They prepared an ambuscade for the Romans, and a battle took
place at the fourth watch this morning. Romans in retreat.II.
French: 24 pages of
the “Three Musketeers” and third conjugation, irregular
verbs.III.
Geometry: Finished
cylinders; now doing cones.IV.
English: Studying
exposition. My style improves daily in clearness and
brevity.V.
Physiology: Reached
the digestive system. Bile and the pancreas next time. Yours, on
the
way to being educated,Jerusha
Abbott.P.
S. I hope you never touch alcohol, Daddy?It
does dreadful things to your liver.Wednesday.Dear
Daddy-Long-Legs,I ’ve
changed my name.I ’m
still “Jerusha” in the catalogue, but I ’m “Judy” every
place else. It ’s sort of too bad, is n’t it, to have to give
yourself the only pet name you ever had? I did n’t quite
make up the Judy though. That ’s what Freddie Perkins used to
call me before he could talk plain.