THE END OF THE TETHER
By Joseph Conrad
I
For a long time after the course
of the steamer Sofala had been altered for the land, the low swampy
coast had retained its appearance of a mere smudge of darkness
beyond a belt of glitter. The sunrays seemed to fall violently upon
the calm sea--seemed to shatter themselves upon an adamantine
surface into sparkling dust, into a dazzling vapor of light that
blinded the eye and wearied the brain with its unsteady
brightness.
Captain Whalley did not look at
it. When his Serang, approaching the roomy cane arm-chair which he
filled capably, had informed him in a low voice that the
course was to be altered, he had risen at once and had remained on
his feet, face forward, while the head of his ship swung through a
quarter of a circle. He had not uttered a single word, not even the
word to steady the helm. It was the Serang, an elderly, alert,
little Malay, with a very dark skin, who murmured the order to the
helmsman. And then slowly Captain Whalley sat down again in the
arm-chair on the bridge and fixed his eyes on the deck between his
feet.
He could not hope to see anything
new upon this lane of the sea. He had been on these coasts for the
last three years. From Low Cape to Malantan the distance was
fifty miles, six hours' steaming for the old ship with the
tide, or seven against. Then you steered straight for the land,
and by-and-by three palms would appear on the sky, tall and slim,
and with their disheveled heads in a bunch, as if in confidential
criticism of the dark mangroves. The Sofala would be headed towards
the somber strip of the coast, which at a given moment, as the
ship closed with it obliquely, would show several clean shining
fractures--the brimful estuary of a river. Then on through a brown
liquid, three parts water and one part black earth, on and on
between the low shores, three parts black earth and one part
brackish water, the Sofala would plow her way up-stream, as she had
done once every month for these seven years or more, long before he
was aware of her existence, long before he had ever thought of
having anything to do with her and her invariable voyages. The old
ship ought to have known the road better than her men, who had
not been kept so long at it without a change; better than the
faithful Serang, whom he had brought over from his last ship to
keep the captain's watch; better than he himself, who had been
her captain for the last three years only. She could always be
depended upon to make her courses. Her
compasses were never out. She was
no trouble at all to take about, as if her great age had given her
knowledge, wisdom, and steadiness. She made her landfalls to a
degree of the bearing, and almost to a minute of her allowed time.
At any moment, as he sat on the bridge without looking up, or lay
sleepless in his bed, simply by reckoning the days and the hours he
could tell where he was--the precise spot of the beat. He knew
it well too, this monotonous huckster's round, up and down the
Straits; he knew its order and its sights and its people. Malacca
to begin with, in at daylight and out at dusk, to cross over with a
rigid phosphorescent wake this highway of the Far East. Darkness
and gleams on the water, clear stars on a black sky, perhaps the
lights of a home steamer keeping her unswerving course in the
middle, or maybe the elusive shadow of a native craft with her mat
sails flitting by silently--and the low land on the other side in
sight at daylight. At noon the three palms of the next place of
call, up a sluggish river. The only white man residing there was a
retired young sailor, with whom he had become friendly in the
course of many voyages. Sixty miles farther on there was another
place of call, a deep bay with only a couple of houses on the
beach.
And so on, in and out, picking up
coastwise cargo here and there, and finishing with a hundred
miles' steady steaming through the maze of an archipelago of
small islands up to a large native town at the end of the beat.
There was a three days' rest for the old ship before he started her
again in inverse order, seeing the same shores from another
bearing, hearing the same voices in the same places, back again to
the Sofala's port of registry on the great highway to the East,
where he would take up a berth nearly opposite the big stone pile
of the harbor office till it was time to start again on the old
round of 1600 miles and thirty days. Not a very enterprising
life, this, for Captain Whalley, Henry Whalley, otherwise Dare-
devil Harry--Whalley of the Condor, a famous clipper in her day.
No. Not a very enterprising life for a man who had served famous
firms, who had sailed famous ships (more than one or two of them
his own); who had made famous passages, had been the pioneer of new
routes and new trades; who had steered across the unsurveyed tracts
of the South Seas, and had seen the sun rise on uncharted
islands. Fifty years at sea, and forty out in the East ("a pretty
thorough apprenticeship," he used to remark smilingly), had made
him honorably known to a generation of shipowners and merchants in
all the ports from Bombay clear over to where the East merges
into the West upon the coast of the two Americas. His fame remained
writ, not very large but plain enough, on the Admiralty charts. Was
there not somewhere between Australia and China a Whalley Island
and a Condor Reef? On that dangerous coral formation the celebrated
clipper had hung stranded for three days, her captain and crew
throwing her cargo overboard with one hand and with the other, as
it were, keeping off her a flotilla of savage war- canoes. At that
time neither the island nor the reef had any official
existence.
Later the officers of her
Majesty's steam vessel Fusilier, dispatched to make a survey of the
route, recognized in the adoption of these two names the enterprise
of the man and the solidity of the ship. Besides, as anyone who
cares may see,
the "General Directory," vol. ii.
p. 410, begins the description of the "Malotu or Whalley Passage"
with the words: "This advantageous route, first discovered in 1850
by Captain Whalley in the ship Condor," &c., and ends by
recommending it warmly to sailing vessels leaving the China ports
for the south in the months from December to April
inclusive.
This was the clearest gain he had
out of life. Nothing could rob him of this kind of fame. The
piercing of the Isthmus of Suez, like the breaking of a dam, had
let in upon the East a flood of new ships, new men, new methods of
trade. It had changed the face of the Eastern seas and the very
spirit of their life; so that his early experiences meant nothing
whatever to the new generation of seamen.
In those bygone days he had
handled many thousands of pounds of his employers' money and of
his own; he had attended faithfully, as by law a shipmaster is
expected to do, to the conflicting interests of owners, charterers,
and underwriters. He had never lost a ship or consented to a shady
transaction; and he had lasted well, outlasting in the end the
conditions that had gone to the making of his name. He had buried
his wife (in the Gulf of Petchili), had married off his daughter to
the man of her unlucky choice, and had lost more than an ample
competence in the crash of the notorious Travancore and Deccan
Banking Corporation, whose downfall had shaken the East like an
earthquake. And he was sixty-five years old.
II
His age sat lightly enough on
him; and of his ruin he was not ashamed. He had not been alone to
believe in the stability of the Banking Corporation. Men whose
judgment in matters of finance was as expert as his seamanship had
commended the prudence of his investments, and had themselves lost
much money in the great failure. The only difference between him
and them was that he had lost his all. And yet not his all. There
had remained to him from his lost fortune a very pretty little
bark, Fair Maid, which he had bought to occupy his leisure of a
retired sailor--"to play with," as he expressed it himself.
He had formally declared himself
tired of the sea the year preceding his daughter's marriage.
But after the young couple had gone to settle in Melbourne he found
out that he could not make himself happy on shore. He was too much
of a merchant sea-captain for mere yachting to satisfy him. He
wanted the illusion of affairs; and his acquisition of the Fair
Maid preserved the continuity of his life. He introduced her to
his acquaintances in various ports as "my last command." When he
grew too old to be trusted with a ship, he would lay her up and go
ashore to be buried, leaving directions in his will to have the
bark towed out and scuttled decently in deep water on the day of
the funeral. His daughter would not grudge him the satisfaction of
knowing that no stranger would handle his last command after him.
With the fortune he was able to leave her, the value of a 500- ton
bark was neither here nor there. All this would be said with a
jocular twinkle in his eye: the vigorous old man had too much
vitality for the sentimentalism of regret; and a little wistfully
withal, because he was at home in life, taking a genuine
pleasure in its feelings and its possessions; in the dignity of
his reputation and his wealth, in his love for his daughter,
and in his satisfaction with the ship--the plaything of his
lonely leisure.
He had the cabin arranged in
accordance with his simple ideal of comfort at sea. A big bookcase
(he was a great reader) occupied one side of his stateroom; the
portrait of his late wife, a flat bituminous oil-painting
representing the profile and one long black ringlet of a young
woman, faced his bed-place. Three chronometers ticked him to sleep
and greeted him on waking with the tiny competition of their beats.
He rose at five every day. The officer of the morning watch,
drinking his early cup of coffee aft by the wheel, would hear
through the wide orifice of the copper ventilators all the
splashings, blowings, and splutterings of his captain's toilet.
These noises would be followed by a sustained deep murmur of the
Lord's Prayer recited in a loud earnest voice. Five minutes
afterwards the head and shoulders of Captain Whalley emerged out of
the companion-hatchway. Invariably he paused for a while on the
stairs, looking all
round at the horizon; upwards at
the trim of the sails; inhaling deep draughts of the fresh air.
Only then he would step out on the poop, acknowledging the hand
raised to the peak of the cap with a majestic and benign "Good
morning to you." He walked the deck till eight scrupulously.
Sometimes, not above twice a year, he had to use a thick
cudgel-like stick on account of a stiffness in the hip--a slight
touch of rheumatism, he supposed. Otherwise he knew nothing of the
ills of the flesh. At the ringing of the breakfast bell he went
below to feed his canaries, wind up the chronometers, and take the
head of the table. From there he had before his eyes the big
carbon photographs of his daughter, her husband, and two fat-
legged babies --his grandchildren--set in black frames into the
maplewood bulkheads of the cuddy. After breakfast he dusted the
glass over these portraits himself with a cloth, and brushed the
oil painting of his wife with a plumate kept suspended from a small
brass hook by the side of the heavy gold frame. Then with the
door of his stateroom shut, he would sit down on the couch under
the portrait to read a chapter out of a thick pocket Bible--her
Bible. But on some days he only sat there for half an hour with
his finger between the leaves and the closed book resting on his
knees. Perhaps he had remembered suddenly how fond of boat-sailing
she used to be.
She had been a real shipmate and
a true woman too. It was like an article of faith with him that
there never had been, and never could be, a brighter,
cheerier home anywhere afloat or ashore than his home under the
poop-deck of the Condor, with the big main cabin all white and
gold, garlanded as if for a perpetual festival with an unfading
wreath. She had decorated the center of every panel with a
cluster of home flowers. It took her a twelvemonth to go round the
cuddy with this labor of love. To him it had remained a marvel of
painting, the highest achievement of taste and skill; and as to old
Swinburne, his mate, every time he came down to his meals he stood
transfixed with admiration before the progress of the work. You
could almost smell these roses, he declared, sniffing the faint
flavor of turpentine which at that time pervaded the saloon, and
(as he confessed afterwards) made him somewhat less hearty than
usual in tackling his food. But there was nothing of the sort to
interfere with his enjoyment of her singing. "Mrs. Whalley is a
regular out-and-out nightingale, sir," he would pronounce with a
judicial air after listening profoundly over the skylight to the
very end of the piece. In fine weather, in the second dog-watch,
the two men could hear her trills and roulades going on to the
accompaniment of the piano in the cabin. On the very day they
got engaged he had written to London for the instrument; but they
had been married for over a year before it reached them, coming out
round the Cape. The big case made part of the first direct general
cargo landed in Hong-kong harbor--an event that to the men who
walked the busy quays of to-day seemed as hazily remote as the dark
ages of history. But Captain Whalley could in a half hour of
solitude live again all his life, with its romance, its idyl, and
its sorrow. He had to close her eyes himself. She went away from
under the ensign like a sailor's
wife, a sailor herself at heart.
He had read the service over her, out of her own prayer-book,
without a break in his voice. When he raised his eyes he could
see old Swinburne facing him with his cap pressed to his breast,
and his rugged, weather-beaten, impassive face streaming with drops
of water like a lump of chipped red granite in a shower. It was all
very well for that old sea-dog to cry. He had to read on to the
end; but after the splash he did not remember much of what happened
for the next few days. An elderly sailor of the crew, deft at
needlework, put together a mourning frock for the child out of one
of her black skirts.
He was not likely to forget; but
you cannot dam up life like a sluggish stream. It will break out
and flow over a man's troubles, it will close upon a sorrow like
the sea upon a dead body, no matter how much love has gone to the
bottom. And the world is not bad. People had been very kind to him;
especially Mrs. Gardner, the wife of the senior partner in
Gardner, Patteson, & Co., the owners of the Condor. It was
she who volunteered to look after the little one, and in due course
took her to England (something of a journey in those days, even by
the overland mail route) with her own girls to finish her
education. It was ten years before he saw her again.
As a little child she had never
been frightened of bad weather; she would beg to be taken up on
deck in the bosom of his oilskin coat to watch the big seas hurling
themselves upon the Condor. The swirl and crash of the waves seemed
to fill her small soul with a breathless delight. "A good boy
spoiled," he used to say of her in joke. He had named her Ivy
because of the sound of the word, and obscurely fascinated by a
vague association of ideas. She had twined herself tightly
round his heart, and he intended her to cling close to her father
as to a tower of strength; forgetting, while she was little,
that in the nature of things she would probably elect to cling to
someone else. But he loved life well enough for even that event to
give him a certain satisfaction, apart from his more intimate
feeling of loss.
After he had purchased the Fair
Maid to occupy his loneliness, he hastened to accept a rather
unprofitable freight to Australia simply for the opportunity of
seeing his daughter in her own home. What made him dissatisfied
there was not to see that she clung now to somebody else, but that
the prop she had selected seemed on closer examination "a rather
poor stick"--even in the matter of health. He disliked his
son-in-law's studied civility perhaps more than his method of
handling the sum of money he had given Ivy at her marriage. But of
his apprehensions he said nothing. Only on the day of his
departure, with the hall- door open already, holding her hands and
looking steadily into her eyes, he had said, "You know, my dear,
all I have is for you and the chicks. Mind you write to me openly."
She had answered him by an almost imperceptible movement of
her
head. She resembled her mother in
the color of her eyes, and in character--and also in this, that she
understood him without many words.
Sure enough she had to write; and
some of these letters made Captain Whalley lift his white
eye-brows. For the rest he considered he was reaping the true
reward of his life by being thus able to produce on demand whatever
was needed. He had not enjoyed himself so much in a way since his
wife had died.
Characteristically enough his
son-in-law's punctuality in failure caused him at a distance to
feel a sort of kindness towards the man. The fellow was so
perpetually being jammed on a lee shore that to charge it all to
his reckless navigation would be manifestly unfair. No, no! He knew
well what that meant. It was bad luck. His own had been simply
marvelous, but he had seen in his life too many good men-- seamen
and others--go under with the sheer weight of bad luck not to
recognize the fatal signs. For all that, he was cogitating on the
best way of tying up very strictly every penny he had to leave,
when, with a preliminary rumble of rumors (whose first sound
reached him in Shanghai as it happened), the shock of the big
failure came; and, after passing through the phases of stupor, of
incredulity, of indignation, he had to accept the fact that he had
nothing to speak of to leave.
Upon that, as if he had only
waited for this catastrophe, the unlucky man, away there in
Melbourne, gave up his unprofitable game, and sat down--in an
invalid's bath-chair at that too. "He will never walk again," wrote
the wife. For the first time in his life Captain Whalley was a bit
staggered.
The Fair Maid had to go to work
in bitter earnest now. It was no longer a matter of preserving
alive the memory of Dare-devil Harry Whalley in the Eastern Seas,
or of keeping an old man in pocket-money and clothes, with,
perhaps, a bill for a few hundred first-class cigars thrown in at
the end of the year. He would have to buckle-to, and keep her going
hard on a scant allowance of gilt for the ginger- bread scrolls at
her stem and stern.
This necessity opened his eyes to
the fundamental changes of the world. Of his past only the
familiar names remained, here and there, but the things and the
men, as he had known them, were gone. The name of Gardner,
Patteson, & Co. was still displayed on the walls of warehouses
by the waterside, on the brass plates and window-panes in the
business quarters of more than one Eastern port, but there was no
longer a Gardner or a Patteson in the firm. There was no longer for
Captain Whalley an arm-chair and a welcome in the private office,
with a bit of business ready to be put in the way of an old friend,
for the sake of bygone services. The husbands of the Gardner girls
sat behind the desks in that room where, long after he had left
the employ, he had kept his right of entrance in the old man's
time. Their ships now had yellow funnels with black tops, and a
time- table of appointed routes like a confounded service of
tramways. The winds of
December and June were all one to
them; their captains (excellent young men he doubted not) were, to
be sure, familiar with Whalley Island, because of late years the
Government had established a white fixed light on the north end
(with a red danger sector over the Condor Reef), but most of them
would have been extremely surprised to hear that a flesh-and-blood
Whalley still existed--an old man going about the world trying to
pick up a cargo here and there for his little bark.
And everywhere it was the same.
Departed the men who would have nodded appreciatively at the
mention of his name, and would have thought themselves bound in
honor to do something for Dare-devil Harry Whalley. Departed the
opportunities which he would have known how to seize; and gone with
them the white-winged flock of clippers that lived in the
boisterous uncertain life of the winds, skimming big fortunes out
of the foam of the sea. In a world that pared down the profits to
an irreducible minimum, in a world that was able to count its
disengaged tonnage twice over every day, and in which lean charters
were snapped up by cable three months in advance, there were no
chances of fortune for an individual wandering haphazard with a
little bark--hardly indeed any room to exist.
He found it more difficult from
year to year. He suffered greatly from the smallness of remittances
he was able to send his daughter. Meantime he had given up
good cigars, and even in the matter of inferior cheroots limited
himself to six a day. He never told her of his difficulties, and
she never enlarged upon her struggle to live. Their confidence in
each other needed no explanations, and their perfect understanding
endured without protestations of gratitude or regret. He would have
been shocked if she had taken it into her head to thank him in so
many words, but he found it perfectly natural that she should
tell him she needed two hundred pounds.
He had come in with the Fair Maid
in ballast to look for a freight in the Sofala's port of
registry, and her letter met him there. Its tenor was that it was
no use mincing matters. Her only resource was in opening a
boarding-house, for which the prospects, she judged, were good.
Good enough, at any rate, to make her tell him frankly that with
two hundred pounds she could make a start. He had torn the envelope
open, hastily, on deck, where it was handed to him by the ship-
chandler's runner, who had brought his mail at the moment of
anchoring. For the second time in his life he was appalled, and
remained stock-still at the cabin door with the paper trembling
between his fingers. Open a boarding-house! Two hundred pounds for
a start! The only resource! And he did not know where to lay his
hands on two hundred pence.
All that night Captain Whalley
walked the poop of his anchored ship, as though he had been about
to close with the land in thick weather, and uncertain of his
position after a run of many gray
days without a sight of sun, moon, or stars. The black night
twinkled with the guiding lights of seamen and the steady straight
lines of lights on shore; and all around the Fair Maid the riding
lights of ships cast trembling trails upon the water of the
roadstead. Captain Whalley saw not a gleam anywhere till the dawn
broke and he found out that his clothing was soaked through with
the heavy dew.
His ship was awake. He stopped
short, stroked his wet beard, and descended the poop ladder
backwards, with tired feet. At the sight of him the chief officer,
lounging about sleepily on the quarterdeck, remained open-mouthed
in the middle of a great early-morning yawn.
"Good morning to you," pronounced
Captain Whalley solemnly, passing into the cabin. But he checked
himself in the doorway, and without looking back, "By the bye," he
said, "there should be an empty wooden case put away in the
lazarette. It has not been broken up--has it?"
The mate shut his mouth, and then
asked as if dazed, "What empty case, sir?"
"A big flat packing-case
belonging to that painting in my room. Let it be taken up on deck
and tell the carpenter to look it over. I may want to use it before
long."
The chief officer did not stir a
limb till he had heard the door of the captain's state-room slam
within the cuddy. Then he beckoned aft the second mate with his
forefinger to tell him that there was something "in the
wind."
When the bell rang Captain
Whalley's authoritative voice boomed out through a closed door,
"Sit down and don't wait for me." And his impressed officers took
their places, exchanging looks and whispers across the table.
What! No breakfast? And after apparently knocking about all night
on deck, too! Clearly, there was something in the wind. In the
skylight above their heads, bowed earnestly over the plates, three
wire cages rocked and rattled to the restless jumping of the hungry
canaries; and they could detect the sounds of their "old man's"
deliberate movements within his state-room. Captain Whalley was
methodically winding up the chronometers, dusting the portrait of
his late wife, getting a clean white shirt out of the drawers,
making himself ready in his punctilious unhurried manner to go
ashore. He could not have swallowed a single mouthful of food that
morning. He had made up his mind to sell the Fair Maid.
III
Just at that time the Japanese
were casting far and wide for ships of European build, and he had
no difficulty in finding a purchaser, a speculator who drove a hard
bargain, but paid cash down for the Fair Maid, with a view to a
profitable resale. Thus it came about that Captain Whalley found
himself on a certain afternoon descending the steps of one of the
most important post-offices of the East with a slip of bluish paper
in his hand. This was the receipt of a registered letter enclosing
a draft for two hundred pounds, and addressed to Melbourne.