Poisoned Train Tracks E-Book

Anastasia S. Kozume

• Herausgeber: BookRix
• Kategorie: Für Kinder und Jugendliche
• Sprache: Englisch

Veröffentlichungsjahr: 2023

Beschreibung

The love we never had

The pain of a broken heart

Tears of failed love

We all want LOVE

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Anastasia S. Kozume

Poisoned Train Tracks

The love we never had The pain of a broken heart Tears of failed love We all want LOVEBookRix GmbH & Co. KG81371 Munich

Poisoned Train Tracks

Poisoned Train Tracks

Poisoned Train Tracks

Poisoned Train Tracks

Copyright © 2023 by Anastasia S. Kozume

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Poisoned Train Tracks

Dear Reader

I’d like to take the time to thank you for reading my work. It means a lot to me, thank you for supporting my dreams and my work. I would not have made it this far without your support. I truly hope this book motivates you, inspires you and help you in any shape or form. I hope this book helps you emotionally from the bottom of my heart. I also recently have suffered emotionally which inspired me to create this book. Thank you for allowing my words to be about your healing journey. 

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Stage 1 

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Pain.

It’s all I feel as though my limbs were broken

How could I survive without you?

Just the thought of you brings me to tears

I see no light in this endless tunnel

Yet, I wish you my best regards

If I couldn’t maybe another well

So, goodbye to our twisted fairy tale

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He must’ve known

If he let go, I would never return

I’d become a ghost

I’d stop fighting to become his

He didn’t erase all my pain

All he did was break me even more

Because he let go

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He left without a trace

Promised me the promised land

I wonder if you remember the last thing you said to me

How the words flew off your disgusting tongue like a virus

Now I sit and watch the stars

In my fake promised land

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Oh, how I wish to be like you     

Paired with someone new without a second thought

Without feeling your heart shatter repeatedly

Me without you is endless suffering

Yet, I was also suffering with you

Oh, now what should I do? 

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Things weren’t easy so you decided to push me away

We weren’t perfect together, so you say

I thought we were perfect for each other

When you love someone you work it out

But you ran away

I guess I won the game

Can’t believe that was my reward

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It hurt so bad, I couldn’t breathe

Why wasn’t I enough?

I just want the pain to be gone

I could have changed for you

Why wasn’t it me?

Why couldn’t it be me?

Maybe I don’t deserve to be loved

You must’ve saw something I didn’t 

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You said it was my fault

That I deserved everything bad that’s ever happened to me

That I deserved what you did to me

I deserved the endless amount of suffering

While you shined so brightly

I deserved to be torn to pieces

While you continued to torture my mind.

It’s what I deserved, right? 

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Your lease is up

You’ve lived in mind for far too long

Other tenants are waiting, so go find someone else

I’ve put all our memories in storage boxes

So, you can move out

It’s difficult to let you go

But my mind is far more important

Do me a favor

Move far away from me 

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I heard wrong right?

It was a mistake… right?

Did it ever mean anything?

You would’ve said

Yes with you it did

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You waited

Until I could no longer bare it

You poisoned the conductor

And ended up crashing the train

How wicked of you to do that

Can’t believe you poisoned the train tracks

And made sure I couldn’t make it

To my new destination

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Sunset Cravings

As the light faded from the sky

My craving for you grew stronger

Until there was only darkness

And a full stomach

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The saddest part about our story

Was that it never had to end

If you cared as much as I did for you

If you would have fought like I fought for you

This would never have happened if our love wasn’t unrequited

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When you look into the mirror

Don’t pick at your flaws or say hurtful words

Smile and tell yourself how wonderful you are