Lieutenant Sutch was the first of General Feversham's guests to
reach Broad Place. He arrived about five o'clock on an afternoon of
sunshine in mid June, and the old red-brick house, lodged on a
southern slope of the Surrey hills, was glowing from a dark forest
depth of pines with the warmth of a rare jewel. Lieutenant Sutch
limped across the hall, where the portraits of the Fevershams rose
one above the other to the ceiling, and went out on to the
stone-flagged terrace at the back. There he found his host sitting
erect like a boy, and gazing southward toward the Sussex
Downs.
"How's the leg?" asked General
Feversham, as he rose briskly from his chair. He was a small wiry
man, and, in spite of his white hairs, alert. But the alertness was
of the body. A bony face, with a high narrow forehead and
steel-blue inexpressive eyes, suggested a barrenness of mind.
"It gave me trouble during the
winter," replied Sutch. "But that was to be expected." General
Feversham nodded, and for a little while both men were silent. From
the terrace the ground fell steeply to a wide level plain of brown
earth and emerald fields and dark clumps of trees. From this plain
voices rose through the sunshine, small but very clear. Far away
toward Horsham a coil of white smoke from a train snaked rapidly in
and out amongst the trees; and on the horizon rose the Downs,
patched with white chalk.
"I thought that I should find you
here," said Sutch.
"It was my wife's favourite
corner," answered Feversham in a quite emotionless voice. "She
would sit here by the hour. She had a queer liking for wide and
empty spaces."
"Yes," said Sutch. "She had
imagination. Her thoughts could people them."
General Feversham glanced at his
companion as though he hardly understood. But he asked no
questions. What he did not understand he habitually let slip from
his mind as not worth comprehension. He spoke at once upon a
different topic.
"There will be a leaf out of our
table to-night."
"Yes. Collins, Barberton, and
Vaughan went this winter. Well, we are all permanently shelved upon
the world's half-pay list as it is. The obituary column is just the
last formality which gazettes us out of the service altogether,"
and Sutch stretched out and eased his crippled leg, which fourteen
years ago that day had been crushed and twisted in the fall of a
scaling-ladder.
"I am glad that you came before
the others," continued Feversham. "I would like to take your
opinion. This day is more to me than the anniversary of our attack
upon the Redan. At the very moment when we were standing under arms
in the dark—"
"To the west of the quarries; I
remember," interrupted Sutch, with a deep breath. "How should one
forget?"
"At that very moment Harry was
born in this house. I thought, therefore, that if you did not
object, he might join us to-night. He happens to be at home. He
will, of course, enter the service, and he might learn something,
perhaps, which afterward will be of use—one never knows."
"By all means," said Sutch, with
alacrity. For since his visits to General Feversham were limited to
the occasion of these anniversary dinners, he had never yet seen
Harry Feversham.
Sutch had for many years been
puzzled as to the qualities in General Feversham which had
attracted Muriel Graham, a woman as remarkable for the refinement
of her intellect as for the beauty of her person; and he could
never find an explanation. He had to be content with his knowledge
that for some mysterious reason she had married this man so much
older than herself and so unlike to her in character. Personal
courage and an indomitable self-confidence were the chief, indeed
the only, qualities which sprang to light in General Feversham.
Lieutenant Sutch went back in thought over twenty years, as he sat
on his garden-chair, to a time before he had taken part, as an
officer of the Naval Brigade, in that unsuccessful onslaught on the
Redan. He remembered a season in London to which he had come fresh
from the China station; and he was curious to see Harry Feversham.
He did not admit that it was more than the natural curiosity of a
man who, disabled in comparative youth, had made a hobby out of the
study of human nature. He was interested to see whether the lad
took after his mother or his father—that was all.
So that night Harry Feversham
took a place at the dinner-table and listened to the stories which
his elders told, while Lieutenant Sutch watched him. The stories
were all of that dark winter in the Crimea, and a fresh story was
always in the telling before its predecessor was ended. They were
stories of death, of hazardous exploits, of the pinch of famine,
and the chill of snow. But they were told in clipped words and with
a matter-of-fact tone, as though the men who related them were only
conscious of them as far-off things; and there was seldom a comment
more pronounced than a mere "That's curious," or an exclamation
more significant than a laugh.
But Harry Feversham sat listening
as though the incidents thus carelessly narrated were happening
actually at that moment and within the walls of that room. His dark
eyes—the eyes of his mother—turned with each story from speaker to
speaker, and waited, wide open and fixed, until the last word was
spoken. He listened fascinated and enthralled. And so vividly did
the changes of expression shoot and quiver across his face, that it
seemed to Sutch the lad must actually hear the drone of bullets in
the air, actually resist the stunning shock of a charge, actually
ride down in the thick of a squadron to where guns screeched out a
tongue of flame from a fog. Once a major of artillery spoke of the
suspense of the hours between the parading of the troops before a
battle and the first command to advance; and Harry's shoulders
worked under the intolerable strain of those lagging minutes.
But he did more than work his
shoulders. He threw a single furtive, wavering glance backwards;
and Lieutenant Sutch was startled, and indeed more than
startled,—he was pained. For this after all was Muriel Graham's
boy.
The look was too familiar a one
to Sutch. He had seen it on the faces of recruits during their
first experience of a battle too often for him to misunderstand it.
And one picture in particular rose before his mind,—an advancing
square at Inkermann, and a tall big soldier rushing forward from
the line in the eagerness of his attack, and then stopping suddenly
as though he suddenly understood that he was alone, and had to meet
alone the charge of a mounted Cossack. Sutch remembered very
clearly the fatal wavering glance which the big soldier had thrown
backward toward his companions,—a glance accompanied by a queer
sickly smile. He remembered too, with equal vividness, its
consequence. For though the soldier carried a loaded musket and a
bayonet locked to the muzzle, he had without an effort of
self-defence received the Cossack's lance-thrust in his
throat.
Sutch glanced hurriedly about the
table, afraid that General Feversham, or that some one of his
guests, should have remarked the same look and the same smile upon
Harry's face. But no one had eyes for the lad; each visitor was
waiting too eagerly for an opportunity to tell a story of his own.
Sutch drew a breath of relief and turned to Harry. But the boy was
sitting with his elbows on the cloth and his head propped between
his hands, lost to the glare of the room and its glitter of silver,
constructing again out of the swift succession of anecdotes a world
of cries and wounds, and maddened riderless chargers and men
writhing in a fog of cannon-smoke. The curtest, least graphic
description of the biting days and nights in the trenches set the
lad shivering. Even his face grew pinched, as though the iron frost
of that winter was actually eating into his bones. Sutch touched
him lightly on the elbow.
"You renew those days for me,"
said he. "Though the heat is dripping down the windows, I feel the
chill of the Crimea."
Harry roused himself from his
absorption.
"The stories renew them," said
he.
"No. It is you listening to the
stories."
And before Harry could reply,
General Feversham's voice broke sharply in from the head of the
table:—
"Harry, look at the clock!"
At once all eyes were turned upon
the lad. The hands of the clock made the acutest of angles. It was
close upon midnight; and from eight, without so much as a word or a
question, he had sat at the dinner-table listening. Yet even now he
rose with reluctance.
"Must I go, father?" he asked,
and the general's guests intervened in a chorus. The conversation
was clear gain to the lad, a first taste of powder which might
stand him in good stead afterwards.
"Besides, it's the boy's
birthday," added the major of artillery. "He wants to stay; that's
plain. You wouldn't find a youngster of fourteen sit all these
hours without a kick of the foot against the table-leg unless the
conversation entertained him. Let him stay, Feversham!"
For once General Feversham
relaxed the iron discipline under which the boy lived.
"Very well," said he. "Harry
shall have an hour's furlough from his bed. A single hour won't
make much difference."
Harry's eyes turned toward his
father, and just for a moment rested upon his face with a curious
steady gaze. It seemed to Sutch that they uttered a question, and,
rightly or wrongly, he interpreted the question into words:—
"Are you blind?"
But General Feversham was already
talking to his neighbours, and Harry quietly sat down, and again
propping his chin upon his hands, listened with all his soul. Yet
he was not entertained; rather he was enthralled; he sat quiet
under the compulsion of a spell. His face became unnaturally white,
his eyes unnaturally large, while the flames of the candles shone
ever redder and more blurred through a blue haze of tobacco smoke,
and the level of the wine grew steadily lower in the
decanters.
Thus half of that one hour's
furlough was passed; and then General Feversham, himself jogged by
the unlucky mention of a name, suddenly blurted out in his jerky
fashion:—
"Lord Wilmington. One of the best
names in England, if you please. Did you ever see his house in
Warwickshire? Every inch of the ground you would think would have a
voice to bid him play the man, if only in remembrance of his
fathers.... It seemed incredible and mere camp rumour, but the
rumour grew. If it was whispered at the Alma, it was spoken aloud
at Inkermann, it was shouted at Balaclava. Before Sebastopol the
hideous thing was proved. Wilmington was acting as galloper to his
general. I believe upon my soul the general chose him for the duty,
so that the fellow might set himself right. There were three
hundred yards of bullet-swept flat ground, and a message to be
carried across them. Had Wilmington toppled off his horse on the
way, why, there were the whispers silenced for ever. Had he ridden
through alive he earned distinction besides. But he didn't dare; he
refused! Imagine it if you can! He sat shaking on his horse and
declined. You should have seen the general. His face turned the
colour of that Burgundy. 'No doubt you have a previous engagement,'
he said, in the politest voice you ever heard—just that, not a word
of abuse. A previous engagement on the battlefield! For the life of
me, I could hardly help laughing. But it was a tragic business for
Wilmington. He was broken, of course, and slunk back to London.
Every house was closed to him; he dropped out of his circle like a
lead bullet you let slip out of your hand into the sea. The very
women in Piccadilly spat if he spoke to them; and he blew his
brains out in a back bedroom off the Haymarket. Curious that, eh?
He hadn't the pluck to face the bullets when his name was at stake,
yet he could blow his own brains out afterwards."
Lieutenant Sutch chanced to look
at the clock as the story came to an end. It was now a quarter to
one. Harry Feversham had still a quarter of an hour's furlough, and
that quarter of an hour was occupied by a retired surgeon-general
with a great wagging beard, who sat nearly opposite to the
boy.
"I can tell you an incident still
more curious," he said. "The man in this case had never been under
fire before, but he was of my own profession. Life and death were
part of his business. Nor was he really in any particular danger.
The affair happened during a hill campaign in India. We were
encamped in a valley, and a few Pathans used to lie out on the
hillside at night and take long shots into the camp. A bullet
ripped through the canvas of the hospital tent—that was all. The
surgeon crept out to his own quarters, and his orderly discovered
him half-an-hour afterward lying in his blood stone-dead."
"Hit?" exclaimed the major.
"Not a bit of it," said the
surgeon. "He had quietly opened his instrument-case in the dark,
taken out a lancet, and severed his femoral artery. Sheer panic, do
you see, at the whistle of a bullet."
Even upon these men,
case-hardened to horrors, the incident related in its bald
simplicity wrought its effect. From some there broke a half-uttered
exclamation of disbelief; others moved restlessly in their chairs
with a sort of physical discomfort, because a man had sunk so far
below humanity. Here an officer gulped his wine, there a second
shook his shoulders as though to shake the knowledge off as a dog
shakes water. There was only one in all that company who sat
perfectly still in the silence which followed upon the story. That
one was the boy, Harry Feversham.
He sat with his hands now
clenched upon his knees and leaning forward a little across the
table toward the surgeon, his cheeks white as paper, his eyes
burning, and burning with ferocity. He had the look of a dangerous
animal in the trap. His body was gathered, his muscles taut. Sutch
had a fear that the lad meant to leap across the table and strike
with all his strength in the savagery of despair. He had indeed
reached out a restraining hand when General Feversham's
matter-of-fact voice intervened, and the boy's attitude suddenly
relaxed.
"Queer incomprehensible things
happen. Here are two of them. You can only say they are the truth
and pray God you may forget 'em. But you can't explain, for you
can't understand."
Sutch was moved to lay his hand
upon Harry's shoulder.
"Can you?" he asked, and
regretted the question almost before it was spoken. But it was
spoken, and Harry's eyes turned swiftly toward Sutch, and rested
upon his face, not, however, with any betrayal of guilt, but
quietly, inscrutably. Nor did he answer the question, although it
was answered in a fashion by General Feversham.
"Harry understand!" exclaimed the
general, with a snort of indignation. "How should he? He's a
Feversham."
The question, which Harry's
glance had mutely put before, Sutch in the same mute way repeated.
"Are you blind?" his eyes asked of General Feversham. Never had he
heard an untruth so demonstrably untrue. A mere look at the father
and the son proved it so. Harry Feversham wore his father's name,
but he had his mother's dark and haunted eyes, his mother's breadth
of forehead, his mother's delicacy of profile, his mother's
imagination. It needed perhaps a stranger to recognise the truth.
The father had been so long familiar with his son's aspect that it
had no significance to his mind.
"Look at the clock, Harry."
The hour's furlough had run out.
Harry rose from his chair, and drew a breath.
"Good night, sir," he said, and
walked to the door.
The servants had long since gone
to bed; and, as Harry opened the door, the hall gaped black like
the mouth of night. For a second or two the boy hesitated upon the
threshold, and seemed almost to shrink back into the lighted room
as though in that dark void peril awaited him. And peril did—the
peril of his thoughts.
He stepped out of the room and
closed the door behind him. The decanter was sent again upon its
rounds; there was a popping of soda-water bottles; the talk
revolved again in its accustomed groove. Harry was in an instant
forgotten by all but Sutch. The lieutenant, although he prided
himself upon his impartial and disinterested study of human nature,
was the kindliest of men. He had more kindliness than observation
by a great deal. Moreover, there were special reasons which caused
him to take an interest in Harry Feversham. He sat for a little
while with the air of a man profoundly disturbed. Then, acting upon
an impulse, he went to the door, opened it noiselessly, as
noiselessly passed out, and, without so much as a click of the
latch, closed the door behind him.
And this is what he saw: Harry
Feversham, holding in the centre of the hall a lighted candle high
above his head, and looking up toward the portraits of the
Fevershams as they mounted the walls and were lost in the darkness
of the roof. A muffled sound of voices came from the other side of
the door panels, but the hall itself was silent. Harry stood
remarkably still, and the only thing which moved at all was the
yellow flame of the candle as it flickered apparently in some faint
draught. The light wavered across the portraits, glowing here upon
a red coat, glittering there upon a corselet of steel. For there
was not one man's portrait upon the walls which did not glisten
with the colours of a uniform, and there were the portraits of many
men. Father and son, the Fevershams had been soldiers from the very
birth of the family. Father and son, in lace collars and bucket
boots, in Ramillies wigs and steel breastplates, in velvet coats,
with powder on their hair, in shakos and swallow-tails, in high
stocks and frogged coats, they looked down upon this last
Feversham, summoning him to the like service. They were men of one
stamp; no distinction of uniform could obscure their
relationship—lean-faced men, hard as iron, rugged in feature,
thin-lipped, with firm chins and straight, level mouths, narrow
foreheads, and the steel-blue inexpressive eyes; men of courage and
resolution, no doubt, but without subtleties, or nerves, or that
burdensome gift of imagination; sturdy men, a little wanting in
delicacy, hardly conspicuous for intellect; to put it frankly, men
rather stupid—all of them, in a word, first-class fighting men, but
not one of them a first-class soldier.
But Harry Feversham plainly saw
none of their defects. To him they were one and all portentous and
terrible. He stood before them in the attitude of a criminal before
his judges, reading his condemnation in their cold unchanging eyes.
Lieutenant Sutch understood more clearly why the flame of the
candle flickered. There was no draught in the hall, but the boy's
hand shook. And finally, as though he heard the mute voices of his
judges delivering sentence and admitted its justice, he actually
bowed to the portraits on the wall. As he raised his head, he saw
Lieutenant Sutch in the embrasure of the doorway.
He did not start, he uttered no
word; he let his eyes quietly rest upon Sutch and waited. Of the
two it was the man who was embarrassed.
"Harry," he said, and in spite of
his embarrassment he had the tact to use the tone and the language
of one addressing not a boy, but a comrade equal in years, "we meet
for the first time to-night. But I knew your mother a long time
ago. I like to think that I have the right to call her by that much
misused word 'friend.' Have you anything to tell me?"
"Nothing," said Harry.
"The mere telling sometimes
lightens a trouble."
"It is kind of you. There is
nothing."
Lieutenant Sutch was rather at a
loss. The lad's loneliness made a strong appeal to him. For lonely
the boy could not but be, set apart as he was, no less unmistakably
in mind as in feature, from his father and his father's fathers.
Yet what more could he do? His tact again came to his aid. He took
his card-case from his pocket.
"You will find my address upon
this card. Perhaps some day you will give me a few days of your
company. I can offer you on my side a day or two's hunting."
A spasm of pain shook for a
fleeting moment the boy's steady inscrutable face. It passed,
however, swiftly as it had come.
"Thank you, sir," Harry
monotonously repeated. "You are very kind."
"And if ever you want to talk
over a difficult question with an older man, I am at your
service."
He spoke purposely in a formal
voice, lest Harry with a boy's sensitiveness should think he
laughed. Harry took the card and repeated his thanks. Then he went
upstairs to bed.
Lieutenant Sutch waited
uncomfortably in the hall until the light of the candle had
diminished and disappeared. Something was amiss, he was very sure.
There were words which he should have spoken to the boy, but he had
not known how to set about the task. He returned to the dining
room, and with a feeling that he was almost repairing his
omissions, he filled his glass and called for silence.
"Gentlemen," he said, "this is
June 15th," and there was great applause and much rapping on the
table. "It is the anniversary of our attack upon the Redan. It is
also Harry Feversham's birthday. For us, our work is done. I ask
you to drink the health of one of the youngsters who are ousting
us. His work lies before him. The traditions of the Feversham
family are very well known to us. May Harry Feversham carry them
on! May he add distinction to a distinguished name!"
At once all that company was on
its feet.
"Harry Feversham!"
The name was shouted with so
hearty a good-will that the glasses on the table rang. "Harry
Feversham, Harry Feversham," the cry was repeated and repeated,
while old General Feversham sat in his chair with a face aflush
with pride. And a boy a minute afterward in a room high up in the
house heard the muffled words of a chorus—
For he's a jolly good fellow, For
he's a jolly good fellow, For he's a jolly good fellow, And so say
all of us,
and believed the guests upon this
Crimean night were drinking his father's health. He turned over in
his bed and lay shivering. He saw in his mind a broken officer
slinking at night in the shadows of the London streets. He pushed
back the flap of a tent and stooped over a man lying stone-dead in
his blood, with an open lancet clinched in his right hand. And he
saw that the face of the broken officer and the face of the dead
surgeon were one—and that one face, the face of Harry
Feversham.