"I am glad you came,
Clarke; very glad indeed. I was not sure you could spare the
time."
"I was able to make arrangements
for a few days; things are not very lively just now. But have you
no misgivings, Raymond? Is it absolutely safe?"
The two men were slowly pacing
the terrace in front of Dr. Raymond's house. The sun still hung
above the western mountain-line, but it shone with a dull red glow
that cast no shadows, and all the air was quiet; a sweet breath
came from the great wood on the hillside above, and with it, at
intervals, the soft murmuring call of the wild doves. Below, in the
long lovely valley, the river wound in and out between the lonely
hills, and, as the sun hovered and vanished into the west, a faint
mist, pure white, began to rise from the hills. Dr. Raymond turned
sharply to his friend.
"Safe? Of course it is. In itself
the operation is a perfectly simple one; any surgeon could do
it."
"And there is no danger at any
other stage?"
"None; absolutely no physical
danger whatsoever, I give you my word. You are always timid,
Clarke, always; but you know my history. I have devoted myself to
transcendental medicine for the last twenty years. I have heard
myself called quack and charlatan and impostor, but all the while I
knew I was on the right path. Five years ago I reached the goal,
and since then every day has been a preparation for what we shall
do tonight."
"I should like to believe it is
all true." Clarke knit his brows, and looked doubtfully at Dr.
Raymond. "Are you perfectly sure, Raymond, that your theory is not
a phantasmagoria—a splendid vision, certainly, but a mere vision
after all?"
Dr. Raymond stopped in his walk
and turned sharply. He was a middle-aged man, gaunt and thin, of a
pale yellow complexion, but as he answered Clarke and faced him,
there was a flush on his cheek.
"Look about you, Clarke. You see
the mountain, and hill following after hill, as wave on wave, you
see the woods and orchard, the fields of ripe corn, and the meadows
reaching to the reed-beds by the river. You see me standing here
beside you, and hear my voice; but I tell you that all these
things—yes, from that star that has just shone out in the sky to
the solid ground beneath our feet—I say that all these are but
dreams and shadows; the shadows that hide the real world from our
eyes. There is a real world, but it is beyond this glamour and this
vision, beyond these 'chases in Arras, dreams in a career,' beyond
them all as beyond a veil. I do not know whether any human being
has ever lifted that veil; but I do know, Clarke, that you and I
shall see it lifted this very night from before another's eyes. You
may think this all strange nonsense; it may be strange, but it is
true, and the ancients knew what lifting the veil means. They
called it seeing the god Pan."
Clarke shivered; the white mist
gathering over the river was chilly.
"It is wonderful indeed," he
said. "We are standing on the brink of a strange world, Raymond, if
what you say is true. I suppose the knife is absolutely
necessary?"
"Yes; a slight lesion in the grey
matter, that is all; a trifling rearrangement of certain cells, a
microscopical alteration that would escape the attention of
ninety-nine brain specialists out of a hundred. I don't want to
bother you with 'shop,' Clarke; I might give you a mass of
technical detail which would sound very imposing, and would leave
you as enlightened as you are now. But I suppose you have read,
casually, in out-of-the-way corners of your paper, that immense
strides have been made recently in the physiology of the brain. I
saw a paragraph the other day about Digby's theory, and Browne
Faber's discoveries. Theories and discoveries! Where they are
standing now, I stood fifteen years ago, and I need not tell you
that I have not been standing still for the last fifteen years. It
will be enough if I say that five years ago I made the discovery
that I alluded to when I said that ten years ago I reached the
goal. After years of labour, after years of toiling and groping in
the dark, after days and nights of disappointments and sometimes of
despair, in which I used now and then to tremble and grow cold with
the thought that perhaps there were others seeking for what I
sought, at last, after so long, a pang of sudden joy thrilled my
soul, and I knew the long journey was at an end. By what seemed
then and still seems a chance, the suggestion of a moment's idle
thought followed up upon familiar lines and paths that I had
tracked a hundred times already, the great truth burst upon me, and
I saw, mapped out in lines of sight, a whole world, a sphere
unknown; continents and islands, and great oceans in which no ship
has sailed (to my belief) since a Man first lifted up his eyes and
beheld the sun, and the stars of heaven, and the quiet earth
beneath. You will think this all high-flown language, Clarke, but
it is hard to be literal. And yet; I do not know whether what I am
hinting at cannot be set forth in plain and lonely terms. For
instance, this world of ours is pretty well girded now with the
telegraph wires and cables; thought, with something less than the
speed of thought, flashes from sunrise to sunset, from north to
south, across the floods and the desert places. Suppose that an
electrician of today were suddenly to perceive that he and his
friends have merely been playing with pebbles and mistaking them
for the foundations of the world; suppose that such a man saw
uttermost space lie open before the current, and words of men flash
forth to the sun and beyond the sun into the systems beyond, and
the voice of articulate-speaking men echo in the waste void that
bounds our thought. As analogies go, that is a pretty good analogy
of what I have done; you can understand now a little of what I felt
as I stood here one evening; it was a summer evening, and the
valley looked much as it does now; I stood here, and saw before me
the unutterable, the unthinkable gulf that yawns profound between
two worlds, the world of matter and the world of spirit; I saw the
great empty deep stretch dim before me, and in that instant a
bridge of light leapt from the earth to the unknown shore, and the
abyss was spanned. You may look in Browne Faber's book, if you
like, and you will find that to the present day men of science are
unable to account for the presence, or to specify the functions of
a certain group of nerve-cells in the brain. That group is, as it
were, land to let, a mere waste place for fanciful theories. I am
not in the position of Browne Faber and the specialists, I am
perfectly instructed as to the possible functions of those
nerve-centers in the scheme of things. With a touch I can bring
them into play, with a touch, I say, I can set free the current,
with a touch I can complete the communication between this world of
sense and—we shall be able to finish the sentence later on. Yes,
the knife is necessary; but think what that knife will effect. It
will level utterly the solid wall of sense, and probably, for the
first time since man was made, a spirit will gaze on a
spirit-world. Clarke, Mary will see the god Pan!"
"But you remember what you wrote
to me? I thought it would be requisite that she—"
He whispered the rest into the
doctor's ear.
"Not at all, not at all. That is
nonsense. I assure you. Indeed, it is better as it is; I am quite
certain of that."
"Consider the matter well,
Raymond. It's a great responsibility. Something might go wrong; you
would be a miserable man for the rest of your days."