The S Word E-Book

Sania Inggriani

• Herausgeber: BookRix
• Kategorie: Poesie und Drama
• Sprache: Englisch

Veröffentlichungsjahr: 2018

Beschreibung

"I give you permission to take me to your bed in any position you want, slow or fast, hard or gentle, to never leave your bed side until you satisfied, and that's my promise to you." She said. 

There are no better words for Siara and Jonathan than they're fall in love and be the happiest couple alive. Being around each other is perfect for them. With a baby expecting along the way, Siara is relieved to have a family, once again.

But even in fairy tale, the happiness can not be reached easy. Every little step of their relationship will be put to a test. And the test? It's different than before and more complicated.

Can they stay together and stood the finish line together, stronger than ever?

Or, they choose to split up and give up on each other?

Only time will tell~

Leseprobe

Sania Inggriani

The S Word

(Stay or Split)

BookRix GmbH & Co. KG81371 Munich

Prologue

"Oh yes..."

"You like that?"

"Yes... Just like that..." Siara sighed in satisfaction, "Oh my God, that's the spot."

Jonathan moved his hand slowly, "In here?"

She nodded while closed her eyes, "Yes just... stay there honey."

Jonathan chuckled, "You always call me honey every time I give you something to satisfy you."

Her eyes shot opened and scream, "Ouch! That's hurt."

Jonathan looked surprised and halted what he was doing. He found her doe brown eyes stared at him. There's a hint of anger in it. Jonathan held up his hand in surrender mode. He smiled innocently to her.

"I'm just trying to massage you sweetheart." He exclaimed.

Siara huffed in annoyance, "Yes I know. But you can't pleasure woman enough with your massage."

Jonathan smirked, "You know, I can always pleasure YOU with anything else." His finger pointed to her stomach, "That bump in your belly is a proof my goddess."

She couldn't help but smile to his statement. It has been five months since she knew she was pregnant. The baby in her womb was getting bigger and bigger. With what happened to her in the past, Jonathan couldn't risk another lost. When Siara delivered the news that she was pregnant after she told him her period late for three weeks, the man waste no time to packed all her needs and demand her to move in with him to Manchester.

He doesn't asked her. He simply ordered her to resign from Nick's company and came with him. Siara know there's no point of argue with Jonathan's request. So here she was, in Manchester, living in Jonathan's mansion with him, his mother, his son Smith, Andrew and of course her best friend Bianca because Andrew asked her nicely to move in with him. They’re such a cute couple. Siara could sense they're going to settle down once and for all.

"Come here." Siara ordered him.

Jonathan came to her side. She stretched out her arms and began to hugged him. She placed his head in her chest, hugged her too. Her steady heart could be heard through Jonathan's ear.

"I love you." She stated.

Jonathan smiled, "Even after a year and half, I still hear it like the first time. I always love the way you said that. Like you mean it to me."

"You count on us?"

He raised his head then stared at her eyes, "Every single day my goddess. I love you."

"Prove it to me."

He response her request by kissed her. Slowly and passionately. He love tasting her lips. And this time with such intense feeling, he doesn't wanted to let her go again. She was his just as much he was to her. At first, after his divorced, he believe that he couldn't fall in love again. His ex-wife was hurting him too much, along with his asshole brother. Banned of them both from his home was the good thing he ever done to them. He could put them to their misery by blocked all their bank account or worse put them to jail, but he still have mercy for them. Jonathan wasn't  heartless man. But he could revenge if he want.

Siara broke off their kissed. They tried to catch their breath. 

"Come on, off you go." Siara said, "You already late Jonathan."

His lips brushed over hers, "I don't want to leave my girlfriend."

"I'm just pregnant girlfriend honey not disable to do anything." She replied.

Jonathan sighed then kissed her lips once more, "Okay, I'll go get ready."

He leaves her to the bathroom. Siara leaned her back to the bedpost again while her hand stroked her bump. She felt happy. With everything falling into right pieces in her life, she just hoped everything would be fine in the future. While her eyes closed, she heard some steps towards her room.

"Siara?"

She smiled. She know this voice. Then Siara opened her eyes to saw the lovely seven years old boy in front of her. 

"Yes, Smith?" She asked.

The little boy looked to her bump and his stare stayed there. Siara understood what Smith want.

"Do you want to touch it?" She asked him again.

Smith nodded. Siara replied by smiled to the little boy. She took his hand and pulled it to her belly. after silence filled them, Smith began to grinned widely it hurt his cheek. Siara laughed to his behavior. Smith's eyes widened as his hand felt something.

"What is that?" Smith exclaimed.

Siara giggled, "That is... the baby's kicking."

He stunned, "Wow..."

"It's going to be your brother." 

"It's a he?"

"Or your sister, Smith. It can be anything as long as you love them the same." She said.

"I wish I like them."

Siara looked confused, "What do you mean?"

"To have a mother." He replied.

Siara heart shattered when she heard this. This little boy have been through a lot. With his parents divorced at his young age, he couldn't felt his mother's loving. Jonathan told her that he banned his ex-wife and his brother away. Five years later, he doesn't know where they were and he doesn't want to now. Jonathan even doesn't care if they were died.

"Oh sweetheart, I'm sorry." She hugged him, "I'm sure your mother love you." 

They just hugged each other until Siara heard his voice again.

"Siara, will you be my mommy?"

To say she was surprised was understatement. Siara love Smith like her own son. Even though she wasn't pushed him to call her with mother tittle, she was glad that Smith accepted her as new woman on his father life. After stayed together for five months, Smith was comfortable with her. He started to show his true color.

"Are you sure?" She asked as she pulled away from him.

Smith nods his head, "You're kind and you know how to make me happy. Like a mother used to."

"Oh Smith," She hugged him again, "Of course I will be your mommy."

"Really?"

Siara kissed his cheek as Jonathan came out from his bathroom. Jonathan looked surprised to saw his most precious person in his world cuddling together. Smith whipped his head and looked to his father with happy face.

"Daddy!" He shouted, "I have a mommy!"

"Um, what?"

"Siara is agree to be my mommy." Smith grinned to Siara, "Oh! I have to tell grandma and Uncle Andrew!"

Smith dashed out from his parents's bedroom while Jonathan stared at his girlfriend incredulously. Siara replied back his smiled by smiled sheepishly to him. Then Jonathan approached her faster until he hovered her body beneath his body. Siara squealed by her boyfriend sudden behaviour.

Jonathan kissed Siara's lips deeply. The feeling was overwhelming her. Her boyfriend was such a good kisser that made her head dizzy. His kiss was a drug that she's addicted to. Jonathan pulled away.

"You sure about Smith request?" He asked.

"More than anything." She stroked his cheek, "To loving you is to love your son as well Jonathan. He is our world now along with our baby."

He smiled widely, "I love you my goddess. You completed my world."

"I love you too honey."

They kissed again. Passionately until it more demanding came from Jonathan. He groaned between their kisses. Siara could sense the bulge between the towel he used. She wrapped her legs between his hips, urging him to stroke her core with his covered shaft. His hand began to travel to the valley of her breast. Jonathan kneaded her round mound.

She respond by moaned. Satisfy and aroused filled her body. Siara intertwined her hands and kissed him more hardly.

"... Come on! I want to show my mommy!"

"Oh, dear God!"

Both the couple broke their kiss and whipped their head to the door. There was stood Jonathan's mother, Andrew, Bianca and Smith while holding his grandma's hand.

"Geez guys!" Andrew exclaimed, "At least do it with door closed please."

Siara blushed with Andrew statement. She covered her face through Jonathan chest. All of them laughed.

This is was Siara longing for.      A family.      This time a real one.

Chapter One

It's been a while for Siara to live in her boyfriend mansion. She already got used to everything around. She still couldn't believe herself to live in such a beautiful castle, because of how crazy big Jonathan's house was. Siara felt content with everything's going on her life. Finally she could live her life in happy way without no doubt. What a nice feeling. The last time she felt genuinely happy was when she on her whatever relationship she had with Julian, and that was before he began to hurt her.

Siara no longer dwell on the past. After Julian's cheating facade, she no longer made contact with the man. She simply kicked him out of her life. Now that she already got the love of her life, she doesn't wanted to trade it with anyone else. A smile crept into her lips as she remembered that night, when Jonathan appeared on her patio house after six month of his absences. She remembered their promise to never let each other go again. And this time, they worked hard on their promise.

"Are you thinking naughty thought?"

Siara felt surprised by a soft voice to her ears. She jerked her head up and looked into Helen, Jonathan's mother, stood in front of her. She definitely not thinking about all naughty things in her head but she blushed hard anyway. The old woman has a bluntly mouth just like her best friend, Bianca. No wonder those two women get along so very well.

Siara smiled as Helen sit next to her. She opened her mouth, "No Helen. Absolutely not."

"Well, it seems like that to me." She grinned.

"Helen!"

Helen laughed, "I'm just kidding dear. How are you? The pregnancy doing good on you?"

"The thing I know is I'm getting fat." Siara made a horror face, "Also the ache on my back and my feet is getting worse. But aside of that, I'm fine."

"Welcome to motherhood." Helen chuckled, "I have two sons, so I know what is like very well."

Mentioning her two sons made Siara felt a little sad. She know Jonathan's brother from some old magazines and internet she found a long time ago. There's no a photo of him on Jonathan's mansion. He really banned him from his life, including to his mother. Her boyfriend was really angry on his brother. David Xavier, that was Siara remembered about his name.

"Helen?"

"Yes dear?"

"Do you miss David?"

Helen looked surprised a bit then her eyes softened after hearing her son's name, "Everyday Siara."

"Do you still have contact with him?" Siara asked curiously.

Helen nodded, "Sometimes he called me or send me mail and gifts. He lives in New York now, continued family's company."

Siara eyes widened, "Jonathan still gave him the family business?"

"He's not a heartless man, Siara. Even though his demeanor screamed that." She chuckled, "But he gave David an ultimatum. He could only have the company bussiness in United States while Jonathan owned half the world."

"That's kind of bit harsh, don't you think? Seclude him from the world?" 

"Well, David knows it his punishment." Helen shrugged, "He knows it his fault from the beginning. While Anna head over heels falling in love with him, David only wanted her body."

"You knew about that?" Her tone kind of surprised.

"That's why I always went to New York dear." She gave her half smile, "Even though what he did was wrong, I'm still her mother."

Siara felt tongue tied by Helen's statement. She doesn't know how to replied back. At some point the old beautiful woman felt disappointed by her son action. But the other part of her heart missed him too. There was nothing else she could do but to accepted another son's offered. At least Jonathan not disowned David from the family.

Suddenly they heard some heavy fast steps came towards them. Both women whipped their head to their left to saw Andrew on doorway to the living room. The man sat next to Siara then circle his right hand to her shoulder.

"I have to ask you something." Andrew began.

"Ask away best friend." She retorted playful.

"What do you think if I asked Bianca to marry me?" Siara looked at him disbelief then Andrew continued, "Well I plan to ask her then marrying her in next hour. What do you say?"

"I say that's romantic."

"I say that's crazy."

Both Siara and Helen answered at the same time. Now it was Andrew who looked at Siara incredulously.

"What do you mean crazy?" He pursed his lips, "Your male best friend is going to marry your female best friend. How is that crazy? You should be happy."

Siara sighed, "And I am happy Andrew."

"But?"

"But did she okay with your desire?" Siara asked, "Did she okay with your bisexual lifestyle?"

Andrew showed a mischievous grin. From that look, Siara know what that would be mean.

"She's okay with it. In fact we've already done with threesome and-" Andrew replied but cut off by Siara.

"Okay Andrew!" She screeched, "Too much information big guy!"

Both Andrew and Helen laughed by Siara's reaction. She had no wonder Bianca love Andrew because of his blunt mouth. They really are perfect for each other. And to think, she envy her best friend because she's going to be married soon and she's not pregnant yet!

She felt fine with Jonathan as her boyfriend. But sometimes she wondered if he would askes her to be his wife. They both love each other so much it felt like going to burst from her chest. Siara had no doubt Jonathan felt the same. The man treated her like a queen more and more. But she felt she love him more than he love her.

"So," Andrew began again, "You approve with my plan?"

After silence for a few seconds, "If you hurt her Andrew just an inch, I promise to kill you with my own hands." She answered.

Andrew face beamed with happiness. Siara couldn't help but to smiled wide and nodded her head two times. Just in time, Jonathan showed up to the living room and made steps toward his mother and his girlfriend. Andrew kissed Siara's cheek then rose from where he sat.

Andrew wiggled his eyebrows as he collided with Jonathan then left them. Jonathan just showed confused look on his face while his two favorite women shared their happy face to him. He sat between them and stretched both his arms to each side and squeezed lightly their shoulder.

"What's going on with Andrew?"

Helen smiled, "What you should be done a long time ago."

"What's that supposed to mean?"

Siara chuckled while Helen tried wiggled her way out from Jonathan's grasp. She rose from her seat while said, "I'm going to check Smith."

The old lady left the couple. Jonathan turned his head to Siara. He caught her stared at him while still smiling sweetly.

"So you're going to tell me why Andrew kissed you?" Jonathan asked.

"Oh, you jealous boyfriend. I never knew why I love you." She remarked.

He smiled, "But you still love me anyway."

Siara pecked her boyfriend lips, "And it never change for thousand years."

Jonathan sighed in happiness, "You know how to deprive my anger and jealousy. I'm lucky to have you."

"We both are Jonathan. We both."

Jonathan shifted his sit so he came face to face with Siara. He caressed her cheek. Absorbed his girlfriend's beauty. He never thought that he could fall in love again. But now that he could, he never wanted to miss her again. He would do anything to kept her interested on him.

Boldly, Siara leaned closer to him and began to give open mouth kisses on Jonathan's neck down to his collarbone. This acted made Jonathan groaned satisfy. He gripped her waist tightly. Since Siara was pregnant, her hormones was all over places. She couldn't stop the feeling to always wanted to touched her boyfriend. This only made Jonathan more happy.

Jonathan took her face and claimed her lips roughly. Kissing her was so heavenly. He would never got tired with it. He pulled Siara closer, wanted to felt the heat of her body. Hugging her while kissed her was the best part in this.

"Aren't you going to answer my question?" Jonathan said between their kisses.

Felt dizzy by his skilled lips, her only response was "I don't remembered it."

He pulled away and arched his eyebrow, "Really Siara? Since when did you unfocused like this?"

Siara moaned and answered, "Since I couldn't forget your goddamn skilled lips."

He smirked, "Oh gladly someone recognized my lips are skillful to you."

"Just kiss me already."

"Not before you answer my question." He put his index finger on her lips, "Why Andrew kissed you? You must be said something to made him that happy."

"He asked my permission and my approval for marrying Bianca." Siara replied.

"Why he should need to ask you?"

"Because," Siara began to dart her tongue and ran it down to Jonathan's index finger, up and down until Siara stared at him right in the eyes, "He plan to propose her and if she say yes, then they're going to get married right away after his proposal."

Jonathan inhaled a long deep breath by his girlfriend action and Siara could saw his eyes was dilated with lust. He saw her as she like his last meal and he wanted to taste her inch by inch.

"That's a great idea actually." He said.

"Yes..." She answered breathless when she felt another Jonathan's finger swirled around on her panty. Rubbed the sensitive part of her but without literally touch it on skin to skin, "Now that you already had your answer, will you finish this?"

He chuckled, sounds deeply and began to kiss her lips again before he said "Gladly, my goddess."

Chapter Two

Day by day, everything seems perfect to Siara's life. She was sure lucky to have such a caring boyfriend in her life now. He never once not took care of her. With her being pregnant, Jonathan turned into more possessive and protective man. His eyes and mind always on her. Even sacrifice his job, he done it at home if he wish just so he could kept an eye on his preggo girlfriend.

Siara couldn't believe herself to saw the man before her was being hurt in the past. His failed marriage was a proof he couldn't believe in love at first after his ex-wife affair. To know he was such a compassionate man, Siara couldn't understand why his ex-wife, Anna, had to cheat on him. Jonathan literally had everything, wealth, popularity, good character. He could provide everything what every woman need, even in bed.

But she pushed away all that curious thought about Anna. Siara felt relieved now, and lucky as well. She had Jonathan, the best man she ever had.

She looked into his sleeping form beside her. Disheveled hair, lips parted, softened feature of his face. Jonathan was slept like a baby. So calm and content. Even though he's going forty in his age, the man was still fit. Siara rake her finger into his hair, then moved to stroke his cheek to his subtle jaw. Jonathan was stirred a bit in his slept, made Siara pulled away her finger. She doesn't wanted to woke him just yet. When she confirmed he was still asleep, Siara continued her trace to his neck and collarbone.

Siara couldn't longer resist the urge to kissed her boyfriend naked chest. She moved to straddle his hips slowly, still not wanting to woke him up. She began to made open mouthed kisses softly to his hard chest, down to his six pack stomach and finished just above the waistband of his silk black boxer.

She heard his soft groans, a proof that he woke up by her bold move. Siara darted her eyes to looked up while still resting her head on Jonathan's stomach. She caught Jonathan's jade eyes bore into her, smiling in the process. Even in such distance, she could saw his eyes twinkle with lust and also love. She smile seductively to him.

"Good morning honey." She greeted.

"Yes, definitely a good morning." He greeted back playfully, "I could get used to this. Wake up with you in there, on that position."

She laughed softly, "Oh, I'm just done actually with it."

Jonathan arched his eyebrow, "And leaving little Jonathan like that?"

Her eyes moved to below Jonathan's stomach. She saw his shaft was semi-hard now. Siara wanted to laugh but she hide it, pressed her lips into thin line. Then she looked back to him.

"What should we do with it?" Jonathan asked, "We can't just leave it like that while I'm going to work, can we?"

Siara bit her lip before she replied, "Well, I can do something with it."

"Could you show it to me, my goddess?"

Siara wasted no time to answered his question. She began to bite the waistband of his boxer and pulled it away with her teeth until his shaft could be seen, stood glory and proud.

"Fuck, my goddess," Jonathan groaned, "It was the sexiest thing you ever did. You already made me hard."

One thing that made Siara more aroused without Jonathan did anything was his dirty mouth talking to her. She never once told him she was like it but it looks like Jonathan knew how to turn her on. She looked again to his thick and big shaft. Siara began to licked softly into his tip. Jonathan hissed by the impact.

She began swallowed his cock, inch by inch until halfway of it. She heard him moaned and groaned in satisfaction. Then she plopped it out from her mouth with hurry. Jonathan's eyes snapped open. His gaze came to his girlfriend when he saw she dipped her head lower, ass up to steady her body and belly bump.

Jonathan swore repeatedly under his breath as he felt his sack being licked and sucked by Siara's tongue while her tiny hand played his huge cock. It was pure bliss. His goddess has turned into a sexy vixen.

"Stop... Teasing... Me...." He said between his ragged breath. But Siara pay no attention to his plead. She love to teased him.

Jonathan growled in need. His hand cupped her head, pulling her away from his balls. His eyes glared to her.

"You really are a bad woman Siara." He warned her, "You do know bad woman get punishment right?"

Siara only grinned wickedly to him. Jonathan knows what she meant.

"Do it properly and I might reward you." Jonathan ordered.

Without being said twice, Siara began to swallowed again Jonathan's cock to her mouth. Inch by inch, slowly, she took him all. She gagged when the tip of shaft met with the back of her throat. Jonathan groaned loudly. He couldn't believe her little mouth could accommodate him, all of him. She began to sucked him, back and forth. Her saliva coating him. Sometimes she moaned around it, made Jonathan's cock twitched in appreciation. He enjoyed this too much with eyes closed. As he opened it again, he saw her. One of her hand on his sack of balls and another one playing on her own core. That and her eyes dilated with lust and hunger to him.

Fuck, that's so sexy.

Jonathan knows pregnant woman had a bigger hormones about sex than her regularly. And this was why he love it very much and doesn't wanted went to office while all Siara could think was sex with him. He literally enjoyed this much. His climax began to build all in his senses. His hips was up to meet with her mouth. Just a little bit more until he was done for. Siara no longer bobbed her head. She just opened her mouth more wide as Jonathan fucking her mouth. 

"Yes...! Yes take it all baby." He muttered, "Take all of my cock into little hot mouth of yours."

Siara could only moaned. And that was sent him to the edge.

"Fuck!" He swore while hot seed from his shaft squirted to Siara's mouth, "Fuck! Fuck!"

As Jonathan came down from his high, Siara plopped out from his cock. She swallowed all his cum then licked her lips, cleaned all the remaining juice on it. If only Jonathan wasn't spent, he surely might take her now. She moved to his side, rubbed his sweating chest. This act calm down his breath slowly. Jonathan tilted his head to her side then kissed the top of her head. She hummed in appreciation and closed her eyes. 

"Now," His voice was low and deep, "To return the favor."

She opened her eyes, surprised. "What do you-"

In swift move, he hovered her but still carefully his lower body moved away from her belly. He kissed her passionately. The kiss that made her toes curling on the bed sheet. He was such a good kisser. As the kiss began into heated kisses, he broke away. She whimpered and began to protested, before suddenly she moaned loudly because Jonathan just invaded her dripping wet core with his tongue. Her hands moved to rake his hair. Gripping and tugging it lightly because of the pleasure she felt.

She moaned again, "Oh God... More, give me more."

Siara heard Jonathan hummed then chuckled, "As the lady say."

Jonathan darted his tongue, and fucking her pussy faster. She cried in pleasure. It was the heavenly pleasure. Her hips began to buck as she fucking his face. Her climax was just around the corner, waiting.

"Jonathan... Oh God! I'm gonna... I'm gonna cumming."

He replied nothing but one of his finger found her clit and began to rubbed it furiously. That and Siara's climax hit her hard. It was too much friction, too much pleasure. She couldn't hold back again as much as she wanted to enjoyed it more. She shrieked and scream his Jonathan repeatedly as spams of her juice came one by one. He lap her, cleaned all of her juice that was came out from her core. 

He rose his head, smirking to her and said, "That's your reward, my goddess."

Chapter Three

The warmth of hot shower released Jonathan's tense. He groaned lightly on how comfortable it was. This past four days has been hell to him. The work, the company, it was took a toll on him. And those four days he missed his girlfriend terribly. He couldn't work at home to kept an eye on Siara. Sure he trusted her to his mother. But he felt scared and anxious whenever he wasn't around. Siara always blamed him on his possessiveness.

But could you really blame on the man?

The lost of their baby in the past shattered his world too, not only Siara's. Maybe it was the reason he should be around her all the time. To kept her safe. To kept their child safe. But he doesn't want to live in the past. Both of them already moving on. Step by step, they made amend with their relationship.

When Jonathan finished his shower and rinse his perfect body off, he stride to his walk-in closet. He scanned on his closet then took his plain white shirt with him. Jonathan heard shuffling steps towards the closet. Siara came in to view on his big mirror. His eyes rake her body through her reflection in the mirror.

He smiled. Really, really smile with happiness.

"What do you think?" Clara said.

He spun around to looked at her. His eyes gleamed with appreciation. Her pink baby doll dress, cascade smoothly and ended just few inches above her knee. She matching it with pink flat shoes. She only put light make up on her face, but still she was beautiful. Her long black hair she curled it, fall above her chest. Jonathan doesn't say one word. He only stared at Siara from head to toe. She really sure are a goddess, his mind spoke. How lucky he was to had such a perfect woman in his life. Jonathan doesn't care if she always whined on how fat her body was, or if she said she wasn't beautiful again.

To him, she was perfect and he will always love her on whatever her shape was.

"You don't have to asked me that my goddess." He said, "You're beautiful."

Siara crossed her arms then pout, "You said that just to make me happy."

Jonathan chuckled. He put his shirt on as he stride towards Siara. When he stood in front of her, he let go her crossed arms. Jonathan put his hand on Siara's hips. He leaned to her ear.

Then she heard he whispered, "You looked so beautiful, it make me want to ravish you right now."

Siara's breath hitched. All dirty thoughts came alive in her brain. Jonathan felt her body stiffened. He love to teased her, made her aroused. Because he knew, she couldn't kept her hands off his body and he love how she turned possessive when she aroused.

Jonathan pulled away and looked to her, smirked. "But after I give you my present."

Siara sighed, "I think the idea of you ravish me right now is better than your present."

He chuckled again, "Later, sweetheart. But I can promise you, you will love my gift that make you want me to make love to you right that instant on the dining table."

Siara's eyes widened, "Oh, my god! You savage!"

Sound of laughter echoed through the room. He pecked her lips then moved away from her as he continued to get ready. Siara's gaze never fazed to his well tone body. Maybe that's why she love Jonathan. She love his body as well. He completed her.

"Where are we going?" She asked.

"It wouldn't be surprise if I told you sweetheart." He replied while he adjusting his tie.

"I hate surprises." She mumbled lowly, "It freaking me out sometimes."