I
Miss Bruss, the perfect
secretary, received Nona Manford at the door of her mother's
boudoir ("the office," Mrs. Manford's children called it) with a
gesture of the kindliest denial.
"She wants to, you know,
dear--your mother always wants to see you," pleaded Maisie Bruss,
in a voice which seemed to be thinned and sharpened by continuous
telephoning. Miss Bruss, attached to Mrs. Manford's service since
shortly after the latter's second marriage, had known Nona from her
childhood, and was privileged, even now that she was "out," to
treat her with a certain benevolent familiarity--benevolence being
the note of the Manford household.
"But look at her list--just for
this morning!" the secretary continued, handing over a tall
morocco-framed tablet, on which was inscribed, in the colourless
secretarial hand: "7.30 Mental uplift. 7.45 Breakfast. 8.
Psycho-analysis. 8.15 See cook. 8.30 Silent Meditation. 8.45 Facial
massage. 9. Man with Persian miniatures. 9.15 Correspondence. 9.30
Manicure. 9.45 Eurythmic exercises. 10. Hair waved. 10.15 Sit for
bust. 10.30 Receive Mothers' Day deputation. 11. Dancing lesson.
11.30 Birth Control committee at Mrs.--"
"The manicure is there now, late
as usual. That's what martyrizes your mother; everybody's being so
unpunctual. This New York life is killing her."
"I'm not unpunctual," said Nona
Manford, leaning in the doorway.
"No; and a miracle, too! The way
you girls keep up your dancing all night. You and Lita--what times
you two do have!" Miss Bruss was becoming almost maternal. "But
just run your eye down that list--. You see your mother didn't
expect to see you before lunch; now did she?"
Nona shook her head. "No; but you
might perhaps squeeze me in."
It was said in a friendly, a
reasonable tone; on both sides the matter was being examined with
an evident desire for impartiality and good-will. Nona was used to
her mother's engagements; used to being squeezed in between
faith-healers, art-dealers, social service workers and manicures.
When Mrs. Manford did see her children she was perfect to them; but
in this killing New York life, with its ever-multiplying duties and
responsibilities, if her family had been allowed to tumble in at
all hours and devour her time, her nervous system simply couldn't
have stood it--and how many duties would have been left
undone!
Mrs. Manford's motto had always
been: "There's a time for everything." But there were moments when
this optimistic view failed her, and she began to think there
wasn't. This morning, for instance, as Miss Bruss pointed out, she
had had to tell the new French sculptor who had been all the rage
in New York for the last month that she wouldn't be able to sit to
him for more than fifteen minutes, on account of the Birth Control
committee meeting at 11.30 at Mrs.--
Nona seldom assisted at these
meetings, her own time being--through force of habit rather than
real inclination--so fully taken up with exercise, athletics and
the ceaseless rush from thrill to thrill which was supposed to be
the happy privilege of youth. But she had had glimpses enough of
the scene: of the audience of bright elderly women, with snowy
hair, eurythmic movements, and finely-wrinkled over-massaged faces
on which a smile of glassy benevolence sat like their rimless
pince-nez. They were all inexorably earnest, aimlessly kind and
fathomlessly pure; and all rather too well-dressed, except the
"prominent woman" of the occasion, who usually wore dowdy clothes,
and had steel-rimmed spectacles and straggling wisps of hair.
Whatever the question dealt with, these ladies always seemed to be
the same, and always advocated with equal zeal Birth Control and
unlimited maternity, free love or the return to the traditions of
the American home; and neither they nor Mrs. Manford seemed aware
that there was anything contradictory in these doctrines. All they
knew was that they were determined to force certain persons to do
things that those persons preferred not to do. Nona, glancing down
the serried list, recalled a saying of her mother's former husband,
Arthur Wyant: "Your mother and her friends would like to teach the
whole world how to say its prayers and brush its teeth."
The girl had laughed, as she
could never help laughing at Wyant's sallies; but in reality she
admired her mother's zeal, though she sometimes wondered if it were
not a little too promiscuous. Nona was the daughter of Mrs.
Manford's second marriage, and her own father, Dexter Manford, who
had had to make his way in the world, had taught her to revere
activity as a virtue in itself; his tone in speaking of Pauline's
zeal was very different from Wyant's. He had been brought up to
think there was a virtue in work per se, even if it served no more
useful purpose than the revolving of a squirrel in a wheel.
"Perhaps your mother tries to cover too much ground; but it's very
fine of her, you know--she never spares herself."
"Nor us!" Nona sometimes felt
tempted to add; but Manford's admiration was contagious. Yes; Nona
did admire her mother's altruistic energy; but she knew well enough
that neither she nor her brother's wife Lita would ever follow such
an example--she no more than Lita. They belonged to another
generation: to the bewildered disenchanted young people who had
grown up since the Great War, whose energies were more spasmodic
and less definitely directed, and who, above all, wanted a more
personal outlet for them. "Bother earthquakes in Bolivia!" Lita had
once whispered to Nona, when Mrs. Manford had convoked the bright
elderly women to deal with a seismic disaster at the other end of
the world, the repetition of which these ladies somehow felt could
be avoided if they sent out a commission immediately to teach the
Bolivians to do something they didn't want to do--not to believe in
earthquakes, for instance.
The young people certainly felt
no corresponding desire to set the houses of others in order. Why
shouldn't the Bolivians have earthquakes if they chose to live in
Bolivia? And why must Pauline Manford lie awake over it in New
York, and have to learn a new set of Mahatma exercises to dispel
the resulting wrinkles? "I suppose if we feel like that it's really
because we're too lazy to care," Nona reflected, with her
incorrigible honesty.
She turned from Miss Bruss with a
slight shrug. "Oh, well," she murmured.
"You know, pet," Miss Bruss
volunteered, "things always get worse as the season goes on; and
the last fortnight in February is the worst of all, especially with
Easter coming as early as it does this year. I never could see why
they picked out such an awkward date for Easter: perhaps those
Florida hotel people did it. Why, your poor mother wasn't even able
to see your father this morning before he went down town, though
she thinks it's all wrong to let him go off to his office like
that, without finding time for a quiet little chat first. . . Just
a cheery word to put him in the right mood for the day. . . Oh, by
the way, my dear, I wonder if you happen to have heard him say if
he's dining at home tonight? Because you know he never does
remember to leave word about his plans, and if he hasn't, I'd
better telephone to the office to remind him that it's the night of
the big dinner for the Marchesa---"
"Well, I don't think father's
dining at home," said the girl indifferently.
"Not--not--not? Oh, my gracious!"
clucked Miss Bruss, dashing across the room to the telephone on her
own private desk.
The engagement-list had slipped
from her hands, and Nona Manford, picking it up, ran her glance
over it. She read: "4 P.M. See A.--4.30 P.M. Musical: Torfried
Lobb."
"4 P.M. See A." Nona had been
almost sure it was Mrs. Manford's day for going to see her divorced
husband, Arthur Wyant, the effaced mysterious person always
designated on Mrs. Manford's lists as "A," and hence known to her
children as "Exhibit A." It was rather a bore, for Nona had meant
to go and see him herself at about that hour, and she always timed
her visits so that they should not clash with Mrs. Manford's, not
because the latter disapproved of Nona's friendship with Arthur
Wyant (she thought it "beautiful" of the girl to show him so much
kindness), but because Wyant and Nona were agreed that on these
occasions the presence of the former Mrs. Wyant spoilt their fun.
But there was nothing to do about it. Mrs. Manford's plans were
unchangeable. Even illness and death barely caused a ripple in
them. One might as well have tried to bring down one of the
Pyramids by poking it with a parasol as attempt to disarrange the
close mosaic of Mrs. Manford's engagement-list. Mrs. Manford
herself couldn't have done it; not with the best will in the world;
and Mrs. Manford's will, as her children and all her household
knew, was the best in the world.
Nona Manford moved away with a
final shrug. She had wanted to speak to her mother about something
rather important; something she had caught a startled glimpse of,
the evening before, in the queer little half-formed mind of her
sister-in-law Lita, the wife of her half-brother Jim Wyant--the
Lita with whom, as Miss Bruss remarked, she, Nona, danced away the
nights. There was nobody on earth as dear to Nona as that same Jim,
her elder by six or seven years, and who had been brother, comrade,
guardian, almost father to her--her own father, Dexter Manford, who
was so clever, capable and kind, being almost always too busy at
the office, or too firmly requisitioned by Mrs. Manford, when he
was at home, to be able to spare much time for his daughter.
Jim, bless him, always had time;
no doubt that was what his mother meant when she called him
lazy--as lazy as his father, she had once added, with one of her
rare flashes of impatience. Nothing so conduced to impatience in
Mrs. Manford as the thought of anybody's having the least fraction
of unapportioned time and not immediately planning to do something
with it. If only they could have given it to her! And Jim, who
loved and admired her (as all her family did) was always
conscientiously trying to fill his days, or to conceal from her
their occasional vacuity. But he had a way of not being in a hurry,
and this had been all to the good for little Nona, who could always
count on him to ride or walk with her, to slip off with her to a
concert or a "movie," or, more pleasantly still, just to be
there--idling in the big untenanted library of Cedarledge, the
place in the country, or in his untidy study on the third floor of
the town house, and ready to answer questions, help her to look up
hard words in dictionaries, mend her golf-sticks, or get a thorn
out of her Sealyham's paw. Jim was wonderful with his hands: he
could repair clocks, start up mechanical toys, make fascinating
models of houses or gardens, apply a tourniquet, scramble eggs,
mimic his mother's visitors--preferably the "earnest" ones who held
forth about "causes" or "messages" in her gilded drawing-rooms--and
make delicious coloured maps of imaginary continents, concerning
which Nona wrote interminable stories. And of all these gifts he
had, alas, made no particular use as yet--except to enchant his
little half-sister.
It had been just the same, Nona
knew, with his father: poor useless "Exhibit A"! Mrs. Manford said
it was their "old New York blood"--she spoke of them with mingled
contempt and pride, as if they were the last of the Capetians,
exhausted by a thousand years of sovereignty. Her own red
corpuscles were tinged with a more plebeian dye. Her progenitors
had mined in Pennsylvania and made bicycles at Exploit, and now
gave their name to one of the most popular automobiles in the
United States. Not that other ingredients were lacking in her
hereditary make-up: her mother was said to have contributed
southern gentility by being a Pascal of Tallahassee. Mrs. Manford,
in certain moods, spoke of "The Pascals of Tallahassee" as if they
accounted for all that was noblest in her; but when she was
exhorting Jim to action it was her father's blood that she invoked.
"After all, in spite of the Pascal tradition, there is no shame in
being in trade. My father's father came over from Scotland with two
sixpences in his pocket . . ." and Mrs. Manford would glance with
pardonable pride at the glorious Gainsborough over the dining-room
mantelpiece (which she sometimes almost mistook for an ancestral
portrait), and at her healthy handsome family sitting about the
dinner-table laden with Georgian silver and orchids from her own
hot-houses.
From the threshold, Nona called
back to Miss Bruss: "Please tell mother I shall probably be
lunching with Jim and Lita--" but Miss Bruss was passionately
saying to an unseen interlocutor: "Oh, but Mr. Rigley, but you must
make Mr. Manford understand that Mrs. Manford counts on him for
dinner this evening. . . The dinner-dance for the Marchesa, you
know. . ."
The marriage of her half-brother
had been Nona Manford's first real sorrow. Not that she had
disapproved of his choice: how could any one take that funny
irresponsible little Lita Cliffe seriously enough to disapprove of
her? The sisters-in-law were soon the best of friends; if Nona had
a fault to find with Lita, it was that she didn't worship the
incomparable Jim as blindly as his sister did. But then Lita was
made to be worshipped, not to worship; that was manifest in the
calm gaze of her long narrow nut-coloured eyes, in the hieratic
fixity of her lovely smile, in the very shape of her hands, so slim
yet dimpled, hands which had never grown up, and which drooped from
her wrists as if listlessly waiting to be kissed, or lay like rare
shells or upcurved magnolia-petals on the cushions luxuriously
piled about her indolent body.
The Jim Wyants had been married
for nearly two years now; the baby was six months old; the pair
were beginning to be regarded as one of the "old couples" of their
set, one of the settled landmarks in the matrimonial quicksands of
New York. Nona's love for her brother was too disinterested for her
not to rejoice in this: above all things she wanted her old Jim to
be happy, and happy she was sure he was--or had been until lately.
The mere getting away from Mrs. Manford's iron rule had been a
greater relief than he himself perhaps guessed. And then he was
still the foremost of Lita's worshippers; still enchanted by the
childish whims, the unpunctuality, the irresponsibility, which made
life with her such a thrillingly unsettled business after the
clock-work routine of his mother's perfect establishment.
All this Nona rejoiced in; but
she ached at times with the loneliness of the perfect
establishment, now that Jim, its one disturbing element, had left.
Jim guessed her loneliness, she was sure: it was he who encouraged
the growing intimacy between his wife and his half-sister, and
tried to make the latter feel that his house was another home to
her.
Lita had always been amiably
disposed toward Nona. The two, though so fundamentally different,
were nearly of an age, and united by the prevailing passion for
every form of sport. Lita, in spite of her soft curled-up
attitudes, was not only a tireless dancer but a brilliant if
uncertain tennis-player, and an adventurous rider to hounds.
Between her hours of lolling, and smoking amber-scented cigarettes,
every moment of her life was crammed with dancing, riding or games.
During the two or three months before the baby's birth, when Lita
had been reduced to partial inactivity, Nona had rather feared that
her perpetual craving for new "thrills" might lead to some
insidious form of time-killing--some of the drinking or drugging
that went on among the young women of their set; but Lita had sunk
into a state of smiling animal patience, as if the mysterious work
going on in her tender young body had a sacred significance for
her, and it was enough to lie still and let it happen. All she
asked was that nothing should "hurt" her: she had the blind dread
of physical pain common also to most of the young women of her set.
But all that was so easily managed nowadays: Mrs. Manford (who took
charge of the business, Lita being an orphan) of course knew the
most perfect "Twilight Sleep" establishment in the country,
installed Lita in its most luxurious suite, and filled her rooms
with spring flowers, hot-house fruits, new novels and all the
latest picture-papers--and Lita drifted into motherhood as lightly
and unperceivingly as if the wax doll which suddenly appeared in
the cradle at her bedside had been brought there in one of the big
bunches of hot-house roses that she found every morning on her
pillow.
"Of course there ought to be no
Pain . . . nothing but Beauty. . . It ought to be one of the
loveliest, most poetic things in the world to have a baby," Mrs.
Manford declared, in that bright efficient voice which made
loveliness and poetry sound like the attributes of an advanced
industrialism, and babies something to be turned out in series like
Fords. And Jim's joy in his son had been unbounded; and Lita really
hadn't minded in the least.
II
The Marchesa was something which
happened at irregular but inevitable moments in Mrs. Manford's
life.
Most people would have regarded
the Marchesa as a disturbance; some as a distinct inconvenience;
the pessimistic as a misfortune. It was a matter of conscious pride
to Mrs. Manford that, while recognizing these elements in the case,
she had always contrived to make out of it something not only showy
but even enviable.
For, after all, if your husband
(even an ex-husband) has a first cousin called Amalasuntha degli
Duchi di Lucera, who has married the Marchese Venturino di San
Fedele, of one of the great Neapolitan families, it seems stupid
and wasteful not to make some use of such a conjunction of names
and situations, and to remember only (as the Wyants did) that when
Amalasuntha came to New York it was always to get money, or to get
her dreadful son out of a new scrape, or to consult the family
lawyers as to some new way of guarding the remains of her fortune
against Venturino's systematic depredations.
Mrs. Manford knew in advance the
hopelessness of these quests--all of them, that is, except that
which consisted in borrowing money from herself. She always lent
Amalasuntha two or three thousand dollars (and put it down to the
profit-and-loss column of her carefully-kept private accounts); she
even gave the Marchesa her own last year's clothes, cleverly
retouched; and in return she expected Amalasuntha to shed on the
Manford entertainments that exotic lustre which the near relative
of a Duke who is also a grandee of Spain and a great dignitary of
the Papal Court trails with her through the dustiest by-ways, even
if her mother has been a mere Mary Wyant of Albany.
Mrs. Manford had been successful.
The Marchesa, without taking thought, fell naturally into the part
assigned to her. In her stormy and uncertain life, New York, where
her rich relations lived, and from which she always came back with
a few thousand dollars, and clothes that could be made to last a
year, and good advice about putting the screws on Venturino, was
like a foretaste of heaven. "Live there? Carina, no! It is too--too
uneventful. As heaven must be. But everybody is celestially kind .
. . and Venturino has learnt that there are certain things my
American relations will not tolerate. . ." Such was Amalasuntha's
version of her visits to New York, when she recounted them in the
drawing-rooms of Rome, Naples or St. Moritz; whereas in New York,
quite carelessly and unthinkingly--for no one was simpler at heart
than Amalasuntha--she pronounced names, and raised suggestions,
which cast a romantic glow of unreality over a world bounded by
Wall Street on the south and Long Island in most other directions;
and in this glow Pauline Manford was always eager to sun her other
guests.
"My husband's cousin" (become,
since the divorce from Wyant "my son's cousin") was still, after
twenty-seven years, a useful social card. The Marchesa di San
Fedele, now a woman of fifty, was still, in Pauline's set, a
pretext for dinners, a means of paying off social scores, a small
but steady luminary in the uncertain New York heavens. Pauline
could never see her rather forlorn wisp of a figure, always clothed
in careless unnoticeable black (even when she wore Mrs. Manford's
old dresses), without a vision of echoing Roman staircases, of the
torchlit arrival of Cardinals at the Lucera receptions, of a great
fresco-like background of Popes, princes, dilapidated palaces,
cypress-guarded villas, scandals, tragedies, and interminable feuds
about inheritances.
"It's all so dreadful--the wicked
lives those great Roman families lead. After all, poor Amalasuntha
has good American blood in her--her mother was a Wyant; yes--Mary
Wyant married Prince Ottaviano di Lago Negro, the Duke of Lucera's
son, who used to be at the Italian Legation in Washington; but what
is Amalasuntha to do, in a country where there's no divorce, and a
woman just has to put up with everything? The Pope has been most
kind; he sides entirely with Amalasuntha. But Venturino's people
are very powerful too--a great Neapolitan family--yes, Cardinal
Ravello is Venturino's uncle . . . so that altogether it's been
dreadful for Amalasuntha . . . and such an oasis to her, coming
back to her own people. . ."
Pauline Manford was quite sincere
in believing that it was dreadful for Amalasuntha. Pauline herself
could conceive of nothing more shocking than a social organization
which did not recognize divorce, and let all kinds of domestic
evils fester undisturbed, instead of having people's lives
disinfected and whitewashed at regular intervals, like the cellar.
But while Mrs. Manford thought all this--in fact, in the very act
of thinking it--she remembered that Cardinal Ravello, Venturino's
uncle, had been mentioned as one of the probable delegates to the
Roman Catholic Congress which was to meet at Baltimore that winter,
and wondered whether an evening party for his Eminence could not be
organized with Amalasuntha's help; even got as far as considering
the effect of torch-bearing footmen (in silk stockings) lining the
Manford staircase--which was of marble, thank goodness!--and of
Dexter Manford and Jim receiving the Prince of the Church on the
doorstep, and walking upstairs backward carrying silver candelabra;
though Pauline wasn't sure she could persuade them to go as far as
that.
Pauline felt no more
inconsistency in this double train of thought than she did in
shuddering at the crimes of the Roman Church and longing to receive
one of its dignitaries with all the proper ceremonial. She was used
to such rapid adjustments, and proud of the fact that whole
categories of contradictory opinions lay down together in her mind
as peacefully as the Happy Families exhibited by strolling
circuses. And of course, if the Cardinal did come to her house, she
would show her American independence by inviting also the Bishop of
New York--her own Episcopal Bishop--and possibly the Chief Rabbi
(also a friend of hers), and certainly that wonderful
much-slandered "Mahatma" in whom she still so thoroughly believed.
. .
But the word pulled her up short.
Yes; certainly she believed in the "Mahatma." She had every reason
to. Standing before the tall threefold mirror in her dressing-room,
she glanced into the huge bathroom beyond--which looked like a
biological laboratory, with its white tiles, polished pipes,
weighing machines, mysterious appliances for douches, gymnastics
and "physical culture"--and recalled with gratitude that it was
certainly those eurythmic exercises of the Mahatma's ("holy
ecstasy," he called them) which had reduced her hips after
everything else had failed. And this gratitude for the reduction of
her hips was exactly on the same plane, in her neat card-catalogued
mind, with her enthusiastic faith in his wonderful mystical
teachings about Self-Annihilation, Anterior Existence and Astral
Affinities . . . all so incomprehensible and so pure. . . Yes; she
would certainly ask the Mahatma. It would do the Cardinal good to
have a talk with him. She could almost hear his Eminence saying, in
a voice shaken by emotion: "Mrs. Manford, I want to thank you for
making me know that Wonderful Man. If it hadn't been for
you--"
Ah, she did like people who said
to her: "If it hadn't been for you--!"
The telephone on her
dressing-table rang. Miss Bruss had switched on from the boudoir.
Mrs. Manford, as she unhooked the receiver, cast a nervous glance
at the clock. She was already seven minutes late for her
Marcel-waving, and--
Ah: it was Dexter's voice!
Automatically she composed her face to a wifely smile, and her
voice to a corresponding intonation. "Yes? Pauline, dear. Oh--about
dinner tonight? Why, you know, Amalasuntha. . . You say you're
going to the theatre with Jim and Lita? But, Dexter, you can't!
They're dining here--Jim and Lita are. But of course. . . Yes, it
must have been a mistake; Lita's so flighty. . . I know. . ." (The
smile grew a little pinched; the voice echoed it. Then, patiently):
"Yes; what else? . . . Oh. . . oh, Dexter. . . what do you mean? .
. . The Mahatma? What? I don't understand!"
But she did. She was conscious of
turning white under her discreet cosmetics. Somewhere in the depths
of her there had lurked for the last weeks an unexpressed fear of
this very thing: a fear that the people who were opposed to the
teaching of the Hindu sage--New York's great "spiritual uplift" of
the last two years--were gaining power and beginning to be a
menace. And here was Dexter Manford actually saying something about
having been asked to conduct an investigation into the state of
things at the Mahatma's "School of Oriental Thought," in which all
sorts of unpleasantness might be involved. Of course Dexter never
said much about professional matters on the telephone; he did not,
to his wife's thinking, say enough about them when he got home. But
what little she now gathered made her feel positively ill.
"Oh, Dexter, but I must see you
about this! At once! You couldn't come back to lunch, I suppose?
Not possibly? No--this evening there'll be no chance. Why, the
dinner for Amalasuntha--oh, please don't forget it again!"
With one hand on the receiver,
she reached with the other for her engagement-list (the duplicate
of Miss Bruss's), and ran a nervous unseeing eye over it. A
scandal--another scandal! It mustn't be. She loathed scandals. And
besides, she did believe in the Mahatma. He had "vision." From the
moment when she had picked up that word in a magazine article she
had felt she had a complete answer about him. . .
"But I must see you before this
evening, Dexter. Wait! I'm looking over my engagements." She came
to "4 p.m. See A. 4.30 Musical--Torfried Lobb." No; she couldn't
give up Torfried Lobb: she was one of the fifty or sixty ladies who
had "discovered" him the previous winter, and she knew he counted
on her presence at his recital. Well, then--for once "A" must be
sacrificed.
"Listen, Dexter; if I were to
come to the office at 4? Yes; sharp. Is that right? And don't do
anything till I see you--promise!"
She hung up with a sigh of
relief. She would try to readjust things so as tosee "A" the next
day; though readjusting her list in the height of the season was as
exhausting as a major operation.
In her momentary irritation she
was almost inclined to feel as if it were Arthur's fault for
figuring on that day's list, and thus unsettling all her
arrangements. Poor Arthur--from the first he had been one of her
failures. She had a little cemetery of them--a very small
one--planted over with quick-growing things, so that you might have
walked all through her life and not noticed there were any graves
in it. To the inexperienced Pauline of thirty years ago, fresh from
the factory-smoke of Exploit, Arthur Wyant had symbolized the
tempting contrast between a city absorbed in making money and a
society bent on enjoying it. Such a brilliant figure--and nothing
to show for it! She didn't know exactly what she had expected, her
own ideal of manly achievement being at that time solely based on
the power of getting rich faster than your neighbours--which Arthur
would certainly never do. His father-in-law at Exploit had seen at
a glance that it was no use taking him into the motor-business, and
had remarked philosophically to Pauline: "Better just regard him as
a piece of jewellery: I guess we can afford it."
But jewellery must at least be
brilliant; and Arthur had somehow--faded. At one time she had hoped
he might play a part in state politics--with Washington and its
enticing diplomatic society at the end of the vista--but he
shrugged that away as contemptuously as what he called "trade." At
Cedarledge he farmed a little, fussed over the accounts, and
muddled away her money till she replaced him by a trained
superintendent; and in town he spent hours playing bridge at his
club, took an intermittent interest in racing, and went and sat
every afternoon with his mother, old Mrs. Wyant, in the dreary
house near Stuyvesant Square which had never been "done over," and
was still lit by Carcel lamps.
An obstacle and a disappointment;
that was what he had always been. Still, she would have borne with
his inadequacy, his resultless planning, dreaming and dawdling,
even his growing tendency to drink, as the wives of her generation
were taught to bear with such failings, had it not been for the
discovery that he was also "immoral." Immorality no high-minded
woman could condone; and when, on her return from a rest-cure in
California, she found that he had drifted into a furtive love
affair with the dependent cousin who lived with his mother, every
law of self-respect known to Pauline decreed his repudiation. Old
Mrs. Wyant, horror-struck, banished the cousin and pleaded for her
son: Pauline was adamant. She addressed herself to the rising
divorce-lawyer, Dexter Manford, and in his capable hands the affair
was settled rapidly, discreetly, without scandal, wrangling or
recrimination. Wyant withdrew to his mother's house, and Pauline
went to Europe, a free woman.
In the early days of the new
century divorce had not become a social institution in New York,
and the blow to Wyant's pride was deeper than Pauline had foreseen.
He lived in complete retirement at his mother's, saw his boy at the
dates prescribed by the court, and sank into a sort of premature
old age which contrasted painfully--even to Pauline herself--with
her own recovered youth and elasticity. The contrast caused her a
retrospective pang, and gradually, after her second marriage, and
old Mrs. Wyant's death, she came to regard poor Arthur not as a
grievance but as a responsibility. She prided herself on never
neglecting her responsibilities, and therefore felt a not unnatural
vexation with Arthur for having figured among her engagements that
day, and thus obliged her to postpone him.
Moving back to the dressing-table
she caught her reflection in the tall triple glass. Again those
fine wrinkles about lids and lips, those vertical lines between the
eyes! She would not permit it; no, not for a moment. She commanded
herself: "Now, Pauline, stop worrying. You know perfectly well
there's no such thing as worry; it's only dyspepsia or want of
exercise, and everything's really all right--" in the insincere
tone of a mother soothing a bruised baby.
She looked again, and fancied the
wrinkles were really fainter, the vertical lines less deep. Once
more she saw before her an erect athletic woman, with all her hair
and all her teeth, and just a hint of rouge (because "people did
it") brightening a still fresh complexion; saw her small
symmetrical features, the black brows drawn with a light stroke
over handsome directly-gazing gray eyes, the abundant whitening
hair which still responded so crisply to the waver's wand, the
firmly planted feet with arched insteps rising to slim
ankles.
How absurd, how unlike herself,
to be upset by that foolish news! She would look in on Dexter and
settle the Mahatma business in five minutes. If there was to be a
scandal she wasn't going to have Dexter mixed up in it--above all
not against the Mahatma. She could never forget that it was the
Mahatma who had first told her she was psychic.
The maid opened an inner door an
inch or two to say rebukingly: "Madam, the hair-dresser; and Miss
Bruss asked me to remind you--"
"Yes, yes, yes," Mrs. Manford
responded hastily; repeating below her breath, as she flung herself
into her kimono and settled down before her toilet-table: "Now, I
forbid you to let yourself feel hurried! You know there's no such
thing as hurry."
But her eye again turned
anxiously to the little clock among her scent-bottles, and she
wondered if she might not save time by dictating to Maisie Bruss
while she was being waved and manicured. She envied women who had
no sense of responsibility--like Jim's little Lita. As for herself,
the only world she knew rested on her shoulders.
III
At a quarter past one, when Nona
arrived at her half-brother's house, she was told that Mrs. Wyant
was not yet down.
"And Mr. Wyant not yet up, I
suppose? From his office, I mean," she added, as the young butler
looked his surprise.
Pauline Manford had been very
generous at the time of her son's marriage. She was relieved at his
settling down, and at his seeming to understand that marriage
connoted the choice of a profession, and the adoption of what
people called regular habits. Not that Jim's irregularities had
ever been such as the phrase habitually suggests. They had chiefly
consisted in his not being able to make up his mind what to do with
his life (so like his poor father, that!), in his always forgetting
what time it was, or what engagements his mother had made for him,
in his wanting a chemical laboratory fitted up for him at
Cedarledge, and then, when it was all done, using it first as a
kennel for breeding fox-terriers and then as a quiet place to
practise the violin.
Nona knew how sorely these
vacillations had tried her mother, and how reassured Mrs. Manford
had been when the young man, in the heat of his infatuation for
Lita, had vowed that if she would have him he would turn to and
grind in an office like all the other husbands.
Lita have him! Lita Cliffe, a
portionless orphan, with no one to guide her in the world but a
harum-scarum and somewhat blown-upon aunt, the "impossible" Mrs.
Percy Landish! Mrs. Manford smiled at her son's modesty while she
applauded his good resolutions. "This experience has made a man of
dear Jim," she said, mildly triumphing in the latest confirmation
of her optimism. "If only it lasts--!" she added, relapsing into
human uncertainty.
"Oh, it will, mother; you'll see;
as long as Lita doesn't get tired of him," Nona had assured
her.
"As long--? But, my dear child,
why should Lita ever get tired of him? You seem to forget what a
miracle it was that a girl like Lita, with no one but poor Kitty
Landish to look after her, should ever have got such a
husband!"
Nona held her ground. "Well--just
look about you, mother! Don't they almost all get tired of each
other? And when they do, will anything ever stop their having
another try? Think of your big dinners! Doesn't Maisie always have
to make out a list of previous marriages as long as a cross-word
puzzle, to prevent your calling people by the wrong names?"
Mrs. Manford waved away the
challenge. "Jim and Lita are not like that; and I don't like your
way of speaking of divorce, Nona," she had added, rather weakly for
her--since, as Nona might have reminded her, her own way of
speaking of divorce varied disconcertingly with the time, the place
and the divorce.
The young girl had leisure to
recall this discussion while she sat and waited for her brother and
his wife. In the freshly decorated and studiously empty house there
seemed to be no one to welcome her. The baby (whom she had first
enquired for) was asleep, his mother hardly awake, and the head of
the house still "at the office." Nona looked about the drawing-room
and wondered--the habit was growing on her.
The drawing-room (it suddenly
occurred to her) was very expressive of the modern marriage state.
It looked, for all its studied effects, its rather nervous
attention to "values," complementary colours, and the things the
modern decorator lies awake over, more like the waiting-room of a
glorified railway station than the setting of an established way of
life. Nothing in it seemed at home or at ease--from the early
kakemono of a bearded sage, on walls of pale buff silk, to the
three mourning irises isolated in a white Sung vase in the desert
of an otherwise empty table. The only life in the room was
contributed by the agitations of the exotic goldfish in a huge
spherical aquarium; and they too were but transients, since Lita
insisted on having the aquarium illuminated night and day with
electric bulbs, and the sleepless fish were always dying off and
having to be replaced.
Mrs. Manford had paid for the
house and its decoration. It was not what she would have wished for
herself--she had not yet quite caught up with the new bareness and
selectiveness. But neither would she have wished the young couple
to live in the opulent setting of tapestries and "period" furniture
which she herself preferred. Above all she wanted them to keep up;
to do what the other young couples were doing; she had even
digested--in one huge terrified gulp--Lita's black boudoir, with
its welter of ebony velvet cushions overlooked by a statue as to
which Mrs. Manford could only minimize the indecency by saying that
she understood it was Cubist. But she did think it unkind--after
all she had done--to have Nona suggest that Lita might get tired of
Jim!
The idea had never really
troubled Nona--at least not till lately. Even now she had nothing
definite in her mind. Nothing beyond the vague question: what would
a woman like Lita be likely to do if she suddenly grew tired of the
life she was leading? But that question kept coming back so often
that she had really wanted, that morning, to consult her mother
about it; for who else was there to consult? Arthur Wyant? Why,
poor Arthur had never been able to manage his own poor little
concerns with any sort of common sense or consistency; and at the
suggestion that any one might tire of Jim he would be as indignant
as Mrs. Manford, and without her power of controlling her
emotions.
Dexter Manford? Well--Dexter
Manford's daughter had to admit that it really wasn't his business
if his step-son's marriage threatened to be a failure; and besides,
Nona knew how overwhelmed with work her father always was, and
hesitated to lay this extra burden on him. For it would be a
burden. Manford was very fond of Jim (as indeed they all were), and
had been extremely kind to him. It was entirely owing to Manford's
influence that Jim, who was regarded as vague and unreliable, had
got such a good berth in the Amalgamated Trust Co.; and Manford had
been much pleased at the way in which the boy had stuck to his job.
Just like Jim, Nona thought tenderly--if ever you could induce him
to do anything at all, he always did it with such marvellous
neatness and persistency. And the incentive of working for Lita and
the boy was enough to anchor him to his task for life.
A new scent--unrecognizable but
exquisite. In its wake came Lita Wyant, half-dancing,
half-drifting, fastening a necklace, humming a tune, her little
round head, with the goldfish-coloured hair, the mother-of-pearl
complexion and screwed-up auburn eyes, turning sideways like a
bird's on her long throat. She was astonished but delighted to see
Nona, indifferent to her husband's non-arrival, and utterly unaware
that lunch had been waiting for half an hour.
"I had a sandwich and a cocktail
after my exercises. I don't suppose it's time for me to be hungry
again," she conjectured. "But perhaps you are, you poor child. Have
you been waiting long?"
"Not much! I know you too well to
be punctual," Nona laughed.
Lita widened her eyes. "Are you
suggesting that I'm not? Well, then, how about your ideal
brother?"
"He's down town working to keep a
roof over your head and your son's."
Lita shrugged. "Oh, a roof--I
don't care much for roofs, do you--or is it rooves? Not this one,
at any rate." She caught Nona by the shoulders, held her at
arm's-length, and with tilted head and persuasively narrowed eyes,
demanded: "This room is awful, isn't it? Now acknowledge that it
is! And Jim won't give me the money to do it over."
"Do it over? But, Lita, you did
it exactly as you pleased two years ago!"
"Two years ago? Do you mean to
say you like anything that you liked two years ago?"
"Yes--you!" Nona retorted: adding
rather helplessly: "And, besides, everybody admires the room so
much--." She stopped, feeling that she was talking exactly like her
mother.
Lita's little hands dropped in a
gesture of despair. "That's just it! Everybody admires it. Even
Mrs. Manford does. And when you think what sort of things Everybody
admires! What's the use of pretending, Nona? It's the typical
cliché drawing-room. Every one of the couples who were married the
year we were has one like it. The first time Tommy Ardwin saw
it--you know he's the new decorator--he said: 'Gracious, how
familiar all this seems!' and began to whistle 'Home, Sweet
Home'!"
"But of course he would, you
simpleton! When what he wants is to be asked to do it over!"
Lita heaved a sigh. "If he only
could! Perhaps he might reconcile me to this house. But I don't
believe anybody could do that." She glanced about her with an air
of ineffable disgust. "I'd like to throw everything in it into the
street. I've been so bored here."
Nona laughed. "You'd be bored
anywhere. I wish another Tommy Ardwin would come along and tell you
what an old cliché being bored is."
"An old cliché? Why shouldn't it
be? When life itself is such a bore? You can't redecorate
life!"
"If you could, what would you
begin by throwing into the street? The baby?"
Lita's eyes woke to fire. "Don't
be an idiot! You know I adore my baby."
"Well--then Jim?"
"You know I adore my Jim!" echoed
the young wife, mimicking her own emotion.
"Hullo--that sounds ominous!" Jim
Wyant came in, clearing the air with his fresh good-humoured
presence. "I fear my bride when she says she adores me," he said,
taking Nona into a brotherly embrace.
As he stood there, sturdy and
tawny, a trifle undersized, with his bright blue eyes and short
blunt-nosed face, in which everything was so handsomely modelled
and yet so safe and sober, Nona fell again to her dangerous
wondering. Something had gone out of his face--all the wild
uncertain things, the violin, model-making, inventing, dreaming,
vacillating--everything she had best loved except the twinkle in
his sobered eyes. Whatever else was left now was all plain utility.
Well, better so, no doubt--when one looked at Lita! Her glance
caught her sister-in-law's face in a mirror between two panels, and
the reflection of her own beside it; she winced a little at the
contrast. At her best she had none of that milky translucence, or
of the long lines which made Lita seem in perpetual motion, as a
tremor of air lives in certain trees. Though Nona was as tall and
nearly as slim, she seemed to herself to be built, while Lita was
spun of spray and sunlight. Perhaps it was Nona's general
brownness--she had Dexter Manford's brown crinkled hair, his strong
black lashes setting her rather usual-looking gray eyes; and the
texture of her dusky healthy skin, compared to Lita's, seemed rough
and opaque. The comparison added to her general vague sense of
discouragement. "It's not one of my beauty days," she
thought.
Jim was drawing her arm through
his. "Come along, my girl. Is there going to be any lunch?" he
queried, turning toward the dining-room.
"Oh, probably. In this house the
same things always happen every day," Lita averred with a slight
grimace.
"Well, I'm glad lunch does--on
the days when I can make a dash up-town for it."
"On others Lita eats goldfish
food," Nona laughed.
"Luncheon is served, madam," the
butler announced.
The meal, as usual under Lita's
roof, was one in which delicacies alternated with delays. Mrs.
Manford would have been driven out of her mind by the uncertainties
of the service and the incoherence of the menu; but she would have
admitted that no one did a pilaff better than Lita's cook.
Gastronomic refinements were wasted on Jim, whose indifference to
the possession of the Wyant madeira was one of his father's
severest trials. ("I shouldn't have been surprised if you hadn't
cared, Nona; after all, you're a Manford; but that a Wyant
shouldn't have a respect for old wine!" Arthur Wyant often lamented
to her.) As for Lita, she either nibbled languidly at new health
foods, or made ravenous inroads into the most indigestible dish
presented to her. To-day she leaned back, dumb and indifferent,
while Jim devoured what was put before him as if unaware that it
was anything but canned beef; and Nona watched the two under
guarded lids.
The telephone tinkled, and the
butler announced: "Mr. Manford, madam."
Nona Manford looked up. "For
me?"
"No, miss; Mrs. Wyant."
Lita was on her feet, suddenly
animated. "Oh, all right. . . Don't wait for me," she flung over
her shoulder as she made for the door.