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MURDER, TERROR, TREASON – A TRULY GRIPPING READ THAT DISTORTS THE LINE BETWEEN GOOD AND EVIL A BEWILDERING LANDSCAPE OF BETRAYALS Isabel Diaz is set to be the first woman to win the White House. But her chances plummet when a Muslim protégé is accused of syphoning funds to terrorists and, seemingly unrelated, a young Australian software whizz is tossed off a London skyscraper. Then, when a TV journalist digs up a dark secret from Isabel's past, her presidential hopes shatter. With the public stunned, and only days before the vote, terrorists use the Australian's stolen software to launch a daring attack on New York City. ISABEL DIAZ IS BORN TO RUN. BUT CAN SHE EVER WIN? AND SHOULD SHE?
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To my three amigos
“When I was a boy I was told that anybody could become president. I’m beginning to believe it.”
— Clarence Darrow, defence attorney and writer (1857–1938)
“Can a woman be president of the United States?
At present the answer is emphatically ‘No’.”
— Eleanor Roosevelt, “Women in Politics”
(Good Housekeeping, 1940)
“Yes, absolutely. I think, you know, because why not?”
— Arnold Schwarzenegger on allowing foreign-born Americans to run for president (60 Minutes, 2004)
“The tree of liberty must be refreshed from time to time with the blood of patriots & tyrants.”
— Thomas Jefferson (1787)
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AUTHOR’S NOTE
NOWHERE MAN
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LET’S READ
ABOUT JOHN M. GREEN
Praise for Born to Run
Praise for Nowhere Man
THE FINISH LINE…
FOR ONCE, HILLARY Clinton and Sarah Palin are in synch, privately spitting their venom at the cloying barrage of TV images that show a beaming Isabel Diaz sprinkling her pixie dust. Even their own supporters, in a distressing groundswell these two political foes once craved for themselves, are leaping to their feet across the country, punching the air and chanting “Bel… Bel… Isa-bel.”
As the race to win the White House hurtles into its final straight, candidate Isabel Diaz streaks lengths ahead. “She’s not only smart, personable and visionary, she’s got an impressive record of accomplishment,” The New York Times. “The nation, and the world, will be well-served if this woman occupies the Oval Office.”
Diaz’s well-chronicled slog to success is tunnelling her deep into the nation’s psyche, making it very tough for her opponents. It’s hardly wise politics to slam a minority woman who crawled out of a rank pit of poverty, alcohol and violence to emerge as the big-hearted owner of an admired family restaurant chain, and an active philanthropist to boot. What little mud her rivals have been able to dig up and toss at her isn’t sticking.
It’s true that some see her as too good to be true, but for most, in a nation deflated after so many pumped up promises of change, Isabel Diaz offers a credible breath of fresh air.
On policy, not only has she won over the Democratic heartland for her stance on moral issues, offers of relief for the middle class, and her doable list of programs of leg-ups for the underdog, but the Tea Party also loves her for promising low taxes, small government and family values. Her running mate, the more traditionally conservative Hank Clemens who hails from North Carolina, helps her shore up the religious right.
The media are chorusing that Isabel Diaz is a shoo-in, and that her rival Robert (Bobby) J. Foster is outfoxed and outpaced.
Buoyed for weeks with a 70-percent approval rating—higher than the rapture for Barack Obama at his peak—the presidency is within Isabel’s grasp.
And deep behind the scenes, a shadowy circle of zealots is conspiring to guarantee just that.
JAX MASON HAD heard of Isabel Diaz. Who didn’t know about the famous Burger Queen? But the twenty-five-year-old Australian had no clue he was about to sacrifice his life for her.
Bent over tying his laces, his shoe on his skateboard and his fringe flopped over his glasses, he heard the elevator ping and, at 5 AM, he thought it had to be the night guard doing his final rounds. Jax looked up, expecting that at any second the doors would slide open on the old guy’s barrel stomach and customary can of Pepsi Max.
Though Jax was currently visiting London from New York, where he rented an apartment, he really lived on the internet. He was a prolific contributor to WikiLeaks (though he’d never actually met Julian Assange), as well as Anonymous and various conspiracy theory sites. His thick Coke-bottle glasses exaggerated his nerdiness and helped him suit the label of the typical young math genius, though it was called maths where he was born, in Melbourne. His straggly brown hair was so greasy it looked black even in a good light, and his pasty skin was proof he was a night-owl, especially with his skateboarding. Neither travel nor late nights troubled him. Jax was not big on mixing with other people and even dismissed “social networking” as an ironic misnomer. His computer was his closest companion, closely followed by his skateboard. The only thing neat about him was his beard, a slightly ginger mouse-tail that made him look as though an amber exclamation mark was pointing under his lip.
If the Silicon Valley environmental software firm that had flown him to the UK had bothered with a face-to-face interview, they would have had second thoughts. Instead, they hired him on the strength of a single phone call after hearing of his reputation from his PhD work, even though it was unfinished. He’d dumped Princeton University and skipped to New York as a contractor, mainly so he could work on his pet project away from the prying eyes of deceitful supervisors. Like the creep Jax had overheard in the hallway mocking his stutter.
His current employers had installed their patented software for running the environmental features of a new five-star-rated building at Canary Wharf, London’s modern financial district, but due to a serious systems glitch the local authorities were refusing to hand over their completion certificate so none of the tenants could move in. Jax was over here to fix it. “Don’t leave the building till it’s done,” was his simple brief, but it was one he ignored daily, stealing a few hours here and there to take in the sights since he hadn’t been to London before.
He flicked back his hair but, from out here on the terrace across the empty blacked-out floor, all he could make out was the elevator’s flashing “14”. He squinted, and when the doors shushed open, two occupants stepped out, not one. With the light behind them, he couldn’t glimpse their faces but neither of their body shapes was anything like the nightwatchman’s. Jax’s smile dropped, sending a glint of reflected moonlight from his lenses to the visitors.
“Jax Mason, is that you over there?”
She was British, Jax decided, hardly surprised. He couldn’t make out the badge she seemed to be waving in front of her, but her confident strides toward him and her, but her confident strides toward him and her stubby companion’s menacing swagger instantly made Jax’s skin crawl, and his head suddenly squirmed with the thought that 14th floors were usually 13ths.
A frosty wind blew up from the River Thames two hundred feet below, though he wondered if it was nerves.
“Jax Mason?” she insisted.
“Yeah, that’s m-me. Y-you?” Jax tried to calm the anxiety trembling out of him. He stammered at the best of times, though this didn’t seem like one of them. He took her hand, but her sneer suggested he should have gripped it harder, or maybe first wiped the sweat off his own hand on his jeans. She was an eyeful, for sure, but that only increased Jax’s edginess. He wasn’t good around women. Or men. But especially women.
“I’m Diana Hunter,” she lied and, tilting her head toward her slightly hunch-backed colleague, continued, “And this is Lucky.”
Even in this dim light, Jax noted that Lucky’s face looked like he shaved with a chisel, possibly why he had the chipped front tooth.
“We’re MI6,” Diana explained, brushing back a strand of her blonde hair, but not so far back that Jax could have guessed it was a wig, even in good light.
MI6 WAS THE UK’s secret intelligence service; Jax knew that. When he’d goofed off on a River Thames tourist cruise three days earlier, the loudspeaker commentary had specifically pointed out MI6’s building. Some secret service, he’d smirked at the time.
As Diana kept a grip on Jax’s hand, her piercing brown eyes bored into him so long he noticed that one of her contact lenses was askew. If the lights had been on, he might have detected that her real eye-colour was blue.
He coughed as an excuse to remove his hand from hers. “Like, wh-what do you guys want?” he stuttered, mainly out of habit and not entirely from fear. Where, Jax sweated, was actor Geoffrey Rush when he needed him, or better than Rush, a real speech therapist?
“Mr Mason. Recently you posted a blog about your subway shockwave simulation.” Jax had posted several blogs on the web about his intricate computer model, boasting it was mathematical proof that terrorists could build up and hurtle a shockwave through a city’s subway system that was so ferocious it could suck down and destroy the entire metropolis above it. All they needed to know was precisely on which platforms to set off a hair-trigger-timed series of relatively small explosions.
As Jax gripped the terrace railing, the cold metal drew the remaining heat out of him. Months ago, he had contacted the US government about his computer model, a radical step for an anarchist like him. But Homeland Security flicked him straight into crackpot corner. He tried to tell them: if Jax Mason working alone could create something like this, what could more malign parties do? But if the US government wouldn’t listen, why was MI6 popping up out of the blue?
As if she could read his mind, Diana answered his question, “The Prime Minister is acutely sensitive after the bombings over here. He wants you to help us design baffles for London’s Tube to prevent one of these shockwaves. For a considerable retainer, of course.”
They were going to pay him? Working for the government? Normally that would be against his principles, but this wasn’t his government, nor even his adopted government… and then there was the money.
He shifted his gaze from Diana to the other spook, but only for a second, chilled by the stare penetrating him from Lucky’s pencil-points. Lucky usually didn’t say much, words not being his preferred tools of persuasion. While Jax didn’t know that, he somehow sensed that any hand big enough to crush his skull by itself would do Lucky’s speaking for him.
“I’m s-sort of busy. I’m here on a j-job,” Jax muttered, looking at his shoes and reminding himself he had been about to tie his lace.
“Six hours ago,” said Diana, shaking her head slowly, “we intercepted an encrypted satellite communication and only finished unscrambling it an hour ago. The point, sir, is that you are in immediate danger—from a terrorist cell here in London. We are not the only ones seeking your simulation model. We know these other people, Mr Mason, and they are not the types to let anything, or anyone, stand in their way. We need to get you, and your model, to safety. Now.”
That she whispered this only made Jax jumpier. “How l-long we g-got?” he said, not that he had a hectic day of meetings to reschedule.
Without answering, she pulled him inside, off the terrace. “Mr Mason. May I call you Jax?”
He nodded dumbly.
“Jax. Your software program? The simulation? Before we leave here, we must isolate and protect all copies in existence. We have people on standby.”
“Over th-there,” he said.
Her eyes followed his to where his laptop was on the floor, next to his backpack. “Show me,” she said, guiding him over to it.
Jax sat cross-legged in front of the screen, and she gripped his shoulder. On-screen, he clicked an icon and a menu popped up offering three choices: London, New York City and Washington.
“Trash it.”
He did.
“How many other copies are there?”
Jax hesitated, but her grip tightened.
“There’s o-one in my b-backpack.”
After ferreting inside the bag, Lucky handed a DVD box to Jax, who flicked through them and pulled out the relevant disk.
“Any others?”
Jax slowly shook his head and, as his situation sank in, so did the rest of his body.
“Jax! Surely, you’ve got a backup at home or on a server somewhere?”
He shook his head harder.
“Why don’t I believe you?” She held the disk up under his nose, cutting its edge into his septum until Jax’s tongue tasted the sharp copper tang of a drizzle of his own blood. “Mr Mason. Very bad people want this, and they’re on their way here. Right now. Unless you cooperate, immediately, millions could die. Our government can’t permit that.”
Diana watched Lucky loom up behind Jax. From the broken half-smile on his face she knew he’d enjoy this quivering wreck.
“Jax,” she reasoned, “think about it. If we found you, so will they...” She shifted her feet and nodded to Lucky whose own paw started to clamp onto Jax’s shoulder. He lent down and curled his left arm around Jax from behind, digging into his solar plexus until Jax bent forward, dry-retching.
Lucky released his grip and Jax, still twisted over, grunted, “I’ll sh-show you.” He quickly located the remote server and pulled up the program.
Diana knelt, her face close to his. She loved this work. Her cheeks were translucent, pearl-like, shimmering with a light tingly sheen, not that Jax noticed. What he did notice, lit up by his screen, were the soft pads covering each of Diana’s fingertips and a wisp of red hair creeping out from under her wig.
“Trash it,” she barked, giving him no time to freak over why someone claiming to be on his side needed to mask her fingerprints or her hair. He did as she demanded, careful not to press the wrong keys.
“Now, Jax. Last time I’ll ask. The other copies? Where are they? All of them.”
He looked at her blankly, but Lucky leant over again and burnt his breath into Jax’s ear.
“There’s j-just one,” said Jax. “In my a-p-partment… in New Y-York.” He explained it was taped inside the toilet cistern in his bathroom, in a waterproof Ziploc bag.
Lucky slipped a phone from his pocket and keyed in a number. Jax watched him walk toward the windows, the phone lighting up one side of his unyielding face.
All Jax could make out of Lucky’s conversation were two words: “TriBeCa” and “john.” Feeling like he was swirling in as much shit as a cesspool duck, he didn’t focus on the fact that in London toilets weren’t called “johns” or that he hadn’t yet mentioned his New York address, which was indeed in TriBeCa.
FUND-RAISING IS always centre-stage for presidential election campaigns, but with Isabel Diaz it was different. Not because she was personally worth a fortune, but more due to her struggle to achieve it.
She cast her eyes around the glitzy crowd—four hundred black tuxedos and an equal number of sparkly cocktail dresses—and mentally ticked off the tally: nearly $2 million raised, just tonight.
Her eyes settled briefly at Table Four, where her campaign director was staring at her, quietly fuming. He’d obviously done the calculations too. “Every dollar you pull in for Triple-B is one less for the campaign,” Gregory Samson had whined to her earlier in the evening. And he ran the same script at last week’s fundraiser, and last month’s.
But to Isabel this wasn’t a zero-sum game. Running for president certainly gave her foundation a boost, but it was hardly to her campaign’s detriment, as she’d insisted countless times to Gregory, reminding him that it wasn’t just her policies that had shot her popularity to record levels, nor even his masterful campaign strategies. It was also her rags-to-riches success story and the philanthropy it had inspired: her charitable foundation for runaway kids.
A Triple-B graduate always delivered the after-dinner speech at these events, and as Mary Dimitri drove to her emotive conclusion up at the lectern, Isabel guessed tonight’s might possibly squeeze out an extra half-million in donations.
“Without Triple-B,” said Mary, her dark eyes scanning the crowd, “I wouldn’t be here tonight. I wouldn’t be a pediatrician either. Simply, I’d be dead… from drugs, from disease, from a bullet.”
A hush smothered the crowd as they tried to absorb what she’d just said.
“But Triple-B is not just a get-out-of-jail card,” she continued. “It’s not just counselling or financial support through college and med school. As you’ve heard tonight, it’s also Isabel Diaz. She is an extraordinary role model, a runaway herself who through hard work achieved so much yet is giving, and has already given, so much back. Ladies and gentlemen, your generosity tonight will help Triple-B continue this amazing woman’s work and get even more kids off the streets and into productive lives. Like mine. And like hers.”
As Isabel mouthed Mary a thankyou from her table just below the lectern, a yawn insisted itself on her and she quickly covered it with her table napkin. The months of relentless campaigning day and night were catching up.
Tonight, she’d spent the entire evening conjuring up her stock of old-style diner service tricks. Pasting on her best smile, she’d popped around to most of the taffeta pink tables, thanking as many of the guests as she could for coming, lightly touching an arm, pressing a bejewelled hand, squeezing a shoulder or just picking lint off it as a dear friend would. Flattery worked when raising money, especially if it came from someone who could be sitting in the Oval Office in a few short months.
No matter how beat she was, she knew she’d keep the formula going right up to the finale. She pushed back her chair to continue her rounds, and as she straightened out the wrinkles in her snug black sequined dress, the band struck up Bésame Mucho, stupidly dedicating the old favourite to her.
It was a bad omen.
A few minutes later, only two tables away, a waiter tripped on a diamante-studded handbag strap and crashed a tray of wine glasses to the floor. Isabel was mid-sentence with a stockbroker when she heard the glass shattering behind her. And with her being so tired… and with that damn song playing… the darkness started flooding back.
Gripping the back of a chair, she tried to stop herself swaying, and struggled to visualise her father’s photo. His face… his calming eyes… his…
“You okay?” the broker asked, concerned and reaching for a glass of water to give her.
“I’m sorry,” she said, blinking open her eyes. “It’s a… a sudden migraine,” she lied, and rushed for the ladies room to wait out her ghosts.
ISABEL was hunched over in the toilet stall pressing a wet napkin against her eyes. Her other hand was flicking nervously at the old scar that crossed her throat.
At her feet was an empty Clip’n’Drip pack. Thank God for her husband Ed’s miracle drug delivery device, she thought yet again. The brilliant, under-skin implant always kicked in the relaxant much faster than any pill or liquid could, and it was less risky than a syringe, which would really get people talking if anyone saw it. Sure, Clip’n’Drip hadn’t yet got government approval, so this was her and Ed’s little secret. Or one of them.
So far, no one had seriously objected that she suffered occasional migraines. The research helped. It wasn’t just the 25 percent of women who got them at least once, yet still lived a normal life. It was more Napoleon, Julius Caesar, Thomas Jefferson, both Robert E. Lee and Ulysses S. Grant, and John F. Kennedy… all extraordinary leaders, despite their migraines. If they could, so could she.
Even if hers weren’t really migraines at all.
Fortunately, glass didn’t shatter around her too often in public places, though she always carried several Clip’n’Drips in her purse just in case. But tonight, with her being so dog-tired her normally strong resistance was low, and the sound of the smash had shot deep, like a shard of memory shrapnel.
Years ago she had seen a shrink, but the treatment didn’t do much for her and she backed off when she started thinking about going into politics, worried that her depressive tendencies could kill her chances stone cold if they leaked out. Instead, she taught herself some quick-acting meditation tricks which usually worked but, when they didn’t like tonight, a private jab from a Clip’n’Drip did the job.
The episodes were monotonously the same… if horror could ever be monotonous… She is back in the grim trailer her mother rented…
Isabel had long suspected her mother paid their rent by offering “favours”, though it took two decades to admit that tasteless morsel of her family history to herself. And she’d never revealed it to anyone else; not even to her husband.
Ed Loane knew about the rape, though only the fact, not the details. Before they married, she had confided that it was why she could never have kids. He also knew about her dad’s photo and how much comfort she got from it, since it sat on her bedside table no matter where she was. But he knew little about her mother; only that she’d been poor, a widow and Bolivian.
Isabel had never quite grasped why her mother soaked her once sweet soul with that sleazy swamp of “boyfriends” and bottles. Poverty was an easy yet unsatisfactory answer since most of Isabel’s trailer-park friends’ mothers, even the single ones, lived quite differently. None of them had Isabel’s daily chore of tidying up and stacking their mother’s empties outside, flanking their trailer like a glass wailing wall, a kaleidoscope stabbing green, bronze and yellow-white needles into her sad green eyes. It drove Isabel’s determination that never, ever would she be her mother’s daughter. For starters, she didn’t touch alcohol.
ISABEL’S HEAD FINALLY hit her hotel pillow. It was close to midnight in Chicago, especially late since she always got up at 5 AM local time, no matter what. Waking early was ingrained, a habit from years of working the breakfast and every other shift. But it wasn’t just that; the memories that washed over her every morning were a refreshing ritual she liked to take time over. Whether they were to remind her of who she really was, or because she couldn’t forget, she could never fathom.
BY the time she had arrived at Half Moon Bay as a broken fifteen-year-old, the roadhouse diner’s once bold, optimistic paisley swirls had been washed out by the torpor of year after harsh year of the Californian sun and the flagging energy of the couple who “ran” the place, Annette and George Hicks.
Originally called Big Bad Burgers, later rechristened by her as BBB, the restaurant was a tottering pillar of the second law of thermodynamics, the rule of inevitable decay that her physics teacher had once explained was why iron rusts and old eggs stink. But to Isabel, then so fragile, this tawdry diner was paradise.
The air had been languid that day, she recalled, so thick she could still lick it. The morning hung as lazily as the brown pelicans drifting on the bay’s flat waters. A straggle of flies lurked around the plastic doorway ribbons, once a rainbow but now so drab and limp they couldn’t even pretend to defend the entrance.
Isabel had prodded the door open with her walking cane. The sticky odour the flies had been soaking up glugged over her, sour though not quite rancid, like fat that had fried too many tomatoes. Yet strangely, even that had welcomed her.
The battered girl didn’t know it then, nor did the Hickses, but their shabby 24-seat Cabrillo Highway ex-speakeasy would be the seed of the successful nationwide chain that the three of them, though mostly Isabel, would build up and sell almost thirty years later, reaping a fortune of over a quarter of a billion dollars.
A few days earlier, the old spinster sharing her hospital room had winkled out of Isabel her unspeakable story and, with the girl only just walking again, the long-retired librarian slapped a Greyhound bus ticket and fifty dollars into her shaky hand, urging her to flee as far away as she could, even with her limp and her cane.
Isabel had bussed west from New Mexico, not caring where she was headed so long as the Cactus Flower Trailer Park and her mami’s sleazy boyfriends, especially that one with the wolf tattoo… and the broken bottle… shrank deep into distant memory.
THE white sheet pulled away from Isabel’s olive skin as she leant over to the bedside table and wondered what the public or the media would say if they knew. “Candidate Wacko – keeps shrine to dead dad on nightstand,” popped into her head before she could dismiss it.
Her husband Ed accepted it. War veterans had their own sacraments to the past and respected others for theirs, no matter how weird. George Hicks, effectively her adoptive father, he knew. His wife Annette also, but she was long gone.
Slotted behind scratched glass inside its battered tin frame, the glossy print was possibly the most travelled photo in the country. The zip pocket in her leather satchel protected it, keeping it in much the same condition as when she’d swiped it out of her mother’s bedside table drawer. She could easily have replaced the frame or the glass as Ed had suggested many times, but that would have been a sacrilege. This was her greatest treasure, despite all her wealth. It was her only physical memento of the man who had kissed her only in her dreams: her long-dead father.
Without needing to look, though she did, she knew every striking contour of her father’s face and cherished the differences from her own as much as the similarities. Was he tall, as she was? From this head-shot there was no way to know, but her mother had filled in the blanks, holding her hand way above her own short head, saying he towered above her “like a Bolivian jacaranda.” Perhaps that was where Isabel had got her own five-foot-ten. His charisma was “as vivid as clusters of lilac blossoms” of the same native tree. Maybe, Isabel wondered, she’d inherited her people skills from him; her mother’s were certainly nothing to emulate. She briefly shuddered just thinking about her. Though the photo was black-and-white, it lent her father’s skin a moody tone, which long ago she decided meant it was olive, surely, and velvety. Just like hers. And when she touched her own cheek, as she did now, she sometimes imagined it was his.
Hernandes Diaz. She loved the ring and the metre of his name, how the syllables and the Ds tapped out on her tongue. She could even smell the Brylcreem on the comb he would have brushed his shiny black hair back off his forehead with, hair blacker and thicker than her own very practical bob.
His bedroom eyes, black and soulful, locked right onto hers as though she were the only person in his gaze. Since her mother’s eyes were brown, Isabel had always been curious about why her own were green.
Hernandes had died just before she was born so he never laid those eyes on her.
Of course, he never saw her scar, either. Thankfully. Her finger traced itself along the familiar track across her neck. She couldn’t help it. Often, just visualising this photograph helped Isabel fend off her dark spells… and if it didn’t, she always had what was in her purse.
ED LOANE’S EYES were bleak after three sleepless nights. It was lucky Isabel was away campaigning and fund-raising. On a good night, Ed could look out from his floor-to-ceiling office window and see his own reflection lit up in the brassy Trump Tower opposite him on Fifth Avenue, New York. But not now, with the midnight downpour outside.
He turned and stepped over the scatter of files he had earlier hurled across the rug, patterned with a subtle but patriotic motif of white five-pointed stars.
At ease, the former general commanded himself. His sixty-plus years had seen it way tougher than this. The last ten were here at the helm of a global Fortune 500 corporation, but the decades before were in active service… from ’Nam, Grenada, Nicaragua, to the Gulf. Heck, his epaulettes hadn’t got their four stars from Special Operations Command just for spreading hummus on Saddam Hussein’s samoon bread.
Yet Ed’s most important work was today, helping to airlift his wife into the White House. Sometimes he campaigned with her and other times, like this week, his business kept him off the stage.
She’d be president, and he’d be right there behind her. Some in the media, the liberals among them especially, were scaremongering how Ed would be the ventriloquist behind his dummy. “Elect her, but get him,” they agitated, though because Isabel had such a strong persona, the polls said the public wasn’t buying it.
He suppressed a smile.
Opening his beechwood closet, Ed shuddered at his weary image in the mirror. Thankfully, he sighed, his appearance on Meet the Press was last week, otherwise what would Fabio or Jason—whatever that fag TV make-up artist’s name was—say now? Before the show, the little squirt had tut-tutted how Ed’s dark gun-slits for eyes made him look cheerless, offering a dab of lightener to lift them. But Ed’s aloof self-confidence was as much a part of him as his Medal of Honour, and no pillow-biter was going to fiddle with that. No sir, no way. Ed had said nothing, just clenched his square, jutting jaw. It was a subtle, practised move that made even the toughest adversary worry his face might get smashed in. Fabio got the message, dropping his cotton puff back onto his tray and backing out of the room, claiming he suddenly had an urgent make-up call elsewhere.
Ed’s fingers prodded the bags slung under his eyes… As bad as his worst passport photo from his years in military intelligence. Not the American passport, nor the British. More the tattered old crimson Soviet one… Yuri Something-opov. What was that Ruski name? Instinctively, he scratched his scalp where the fur astrakhan had warmed it that long ago winter. To Ed, his long-standing buzz cut was a salute to his military career. He kept it so short that people could only guess his hair was grey, though his moustache gave a better hint of that. It was pencilled over a mouth pursed so tight they joked, if they dared, that Ed didn’t eat his food, he sucked it. People trod warily round him. You didn’t even need to talk to him to know: his jaw or, if he was simulating warmth, the crush of his hand, said it all.
He grabbed a tissue to wipe the annoying drip from his nose as he twisted his head, squinting out of the corner of his eye to remind himself where his left ear had been sewn back on, after Operation Urgent Fury in ’83. His men had joked he’d had a lobe-otomy. In just twenty horrific seconds, three birds had gone down. Debris and rotor blades flew through the air, one fragment slicing off Ed’s left ear and another his left pinkie as he raised his hand to stem the blood flow. He’d been lucky. If his hand…
It was mayhem. Others were wounded far worse. Three killed. For these men, the tropical island of Grenada was no paradise.
Ed tugged at his ear, marvelling yet again at the cosmetic surgeon’s work. Hardly a blemish.
On three separate occasions, he had delicately tried to press Isabel into getting the same doctor’s magic to fix the scar that carved across her throat, but she always put up a brick wall.
“It’s my memory,” she’d say simply, then change the subject.
THE WESTERLY WIND hurled fragments of London’s distant Big Ben’s chimes up to the 14th floor. Lucky snapped off his cell phone and looking outside said, “Hey, I can see MI6 from up here.”
Jax was thrown, and not just by Lucky’s American twang, tight, like a crab was pinching his lips. “No w-way can you see it,” Jax spluttered, realising too late that contradicting this guy was not smart, even if he knew for a fact that MI6 was behind several bends as the river threaded west, so you couldn’t possibly see it from up here, not at night, not even in daylight.
“Sure you can,” said Diana abruptly, any pretence of her own fake English accent discarded. “I’ll show you.” She twisted Jax’s arm with a grip Lucky would be proud of. “What a view,” she said, manoeuvring Jax over the floor lip onto the windy terrace. “Best view in London,” she added, but oddly she seemed to be looking down the Thames in the opposite direction.
“Who are you g-guys?” Jax flared, trying to twist out of Diana’s grip.
She maintained her grasp and smiled.
“Wh-who are you, d-dammit?” If only he could get Diana to release her hold he could get the hell away from them.
Diana edged him closer to the railing. “We’re y-your f-friends,” she smirked.
To Jax, Diana suddenly appeared like a swooping hawk to a chicken the moment before the talons crush its neck. His heart was pumping faster than the supercomputers he’d done most of his simulation work on. With his free hand he took out of his pocket the remote control the nightwatchman had given him and pressed it so all the lights on the floor came blaring on full, including the bright spots above their heads on the deck, and he prayed someone in one of the other buildings would notice.
“Gimme that,” screeched Diana who snatched the remote away from him. After checking her fingerpads were still fastened, she pointed it in various directions but it made no difference. She hadn’t seen the switch on the back that Jax had flicked to the lock position. “Fix this, you Aussie fuck,” she said, shoving it back at him. “We haven’t got all night.” To make her point, she kneed him in his groin.
Hunched over, Jax slid the switch to unlock and flicked all the lights off at once but, while Diana and Lucky’s eyes were adjusting to the instant blackout, he tossed the remote over the railing and made a dash for the fire stairs.
It would have been easy for Jax to hop over the half-inch drainage lip at the terrace doors even in the dark, if only he had remembered it was there, but he tripped over his shoelace and sprawled out face-down onto the cold concrete floor inside. While he was scrabbling to his feet, Lucky picked him up by his belt and hoisted him back outside, with Jax kicking and punching the air. Then, in one long parabolic sweep, he hurled Jax over the railing.
“Let ’er rip,” was all Jax could hear in the hot wind-rush.
Diana and Lucky peered over… two hundred feet straight down.
Jax’s eyes did all the screaming for him.
With his torch, Lucky lit Diana’s steps back to Jax’s laptop. “Got his disk?” she asked Lucky, and checked her finger pads again. After his affirmative, she deleted the copy on Jax’s hard-drive, careful to empty it out of the computer’s trash can as well. Then out of her back pocket, she slid out a DVD and slotted it into Jax’s drive, running the clean-up program off it so no cleverdick could recreate on the laptop what she’d just deleted.
As Jax plunged, the sweeping copper entrance awning loomed up at him at a sickening speed, and he slammed into it with a force that fortunately he could no longer feel. It bounced his body face-forward over the canopy’s edge into the air, in a belly-flop dive that skewered him with a sickening thook onto the bronze spike of Robbie Burns’ quill. The twenty-five-foot sculpture of Scotland’s most famous poet had been installed on-site only the day before and, even though Jax should have been working, he had watched almost the whole show. Now he was part of it.
While the clean-up disk was running, Diana came back out onto the terrace to check on Jax. She couldn’t tell, but felt sure his blood and other bodily fluids were inking their way down Burns’ pen, writing their own ending.
DIANA had a couple more tasks before she was finished. She switched off Jax’s wifi connection and located the clock on the laptop’s system. Once she reset the computer’s time backwards to 4 AM, she clicked open the second file on her DVD.
She scrolled through Jax’s suicide note one last time: it was sad… pathetic. It was perfect even with the Australian English spelling, yet she hadn’t met him when she’d composed it. After she block-copied the text onto the computer’s clipboard and closed the original, she created a brand-new document, one that would forever record its time of creation as… she checked the screen’s corner… 4:03 AM. She pasted the copied text into the new document, saved it on his computer, and ejected her DVD slipping it safely back into her pants. As her thumb withdrew from her pocket, the button scraped at the protective pad almost peeling it off, but she felt the glue unsticking and tamped it back down.
She checked the computer’s automated properties for the suicide note to double-check her time trick had worked… It had. “Created at 4:03 AM.”
Leaving the laptop on the floor with the suicide note open, she called to Lucky, “It’s go time.” From out on the terrace where he was relishing his handiwork, he came inside and, as they started across the room to the elevator, a crease of annoyance smeared across Diana’s forehead. “Damn,” she said, and sprang back to the laptop to set its clock back to the right time, and reconnect its wifi.
BURSTING out of the revolving entranceway, what hit her was how light the breeze was down here. And the silence. The wind had petered out; at least down here on the ground it had.
Lucky’s legs were shorter than hers, so she easily strode ahead to the statue of Robbie Burns.
“I hope Jax liked poetry,” Lucky said from behind her.
Diana’s lips curled a little. “So the pen is mightier than the sword,” she said, and began to hum Auld Lang Syne.
She unzipped her side pocket and took out her phone and a small grey box. She was about to jam them together when Lucky interrupted her.
“It’s only midnight on the east coast,” he said.
She didn’t respond and kept walking, and humming. No matter what the time was, she knew that their leader, code-named Isis, expected a report on the mission.
Diana bent her head as she passed under the monumental sculpture, careful to avoid the drops of Jax’s fluids still dripping, and without lifting her eyes. She stepped over Jax’s jam-jar glasses, rammed the scrambler/voice masker onto her phone and keyed in the dialling shortcut.
While she called, Lucky stopped to check his work, enjoying the composition of Jax skewered through the stomach and flopped limp, like a frankfurt suspended on the tip of a knife. Lucky licked his lips. Wet work made him hungry.
A reflection sparked up from Jax’s lenses on the ground and Lucky crushed them beneath his steel-capped boot.
Diana heard the crunch and, with the phone at her ear, turned toward him. “Idiot,” she fumed.
“What did you say?” said a brusque female voice on the line, sounding a lot like actress and singer Bette Midler.
“Nothing, er, Isis,” said Diana into the mouthpiece. “Hey, nice voice you got there. Maybe you should croon your way into the White House.”
Isis was weary of Diana’s jokes about the voice-masking software they used to change a speaker’s voice randomly using a stock menu of celebrities. “Your report?”
“Mission accomplished,” she said, words that would be as premature as they’d been for a former president. The line went dead. Even with scrambling, Isis didn’t prolong calls longer than necessary.
The duo strode along Thames Path, heading east on the riverbank, steering clear of the battery of security cameras at the Canary Wharf River Dock. Though the sun was doing its best to rise, the waterway was still dull and leaden apart from the glow of the single white anchor light coming from the boat mid-river.
Diana keyed another number into her phone. “Now,” was all she said before flipping it closed.
ELIA CACOZ CHECKED her watch and adjusted her hair elastic. The TV current affairs researcher pulled back her hair so tight that the smooth, shiny blackness emphasised the Asian hints she’d inherited from her grandmother as well as the smudges under her eyes.
“You’re working late, Mr Mandrake,” she said, seated at her desk as Mike Mandrake walked up behind her. She still couldn’t believe he wore a suit when he wasn’t on-air. No one in LA did that. She was in a simple black T and black skirt. But Mandrake was from Washington, the new front-of-camera talking head who’d just joined the line-up on Close-up, the network’s national Sunday-night political program.
It was 9 PM, and Elia had only half-eaten the tuna sandwich that dribbled mayonnaise on her desk. With hours of work still on her plate for this fly-in show-pony, she took civility off her menu. She knew she should have bitten her lip but she steamrolled on. “No Hollywood starlets for dinner tonight?”
In her two years in this business, Elia had observed many strange things, the latest being this guy, Mandrake. Those who said they knew better, i.e. her bosses, claimed Mandrake’s glittering newspaper credentials were perfect for Close-up. The network president’s all-staff email had almost shimmered out of her screen: how Mike Mandrake was a Pulitzer Prize-winner; how Mike had covered Washington in-depth for fifteen years; how Mike’s both-sides-of-the-street stints at The New York Times and The Wall Street Journal, as well as Newsweek and The Washington Post gave him an unparalleled breadth of experience; and how, while this was his first TV gig, he was a natural for the medium.
“A natural?” she’d squealed at the water cooler. “With his pseudo beard and chintzy smile? With a head like his,” she told anyone who’d listen, “the only electronic media he’s a natural for is radio.”
She seethed about Mandrake, and as soon as she could phone her boyfriend Simon without anyone eavesdropping in the open-plan, she gave him the picture. “When the arrogant shit got here,” she whined, “he tilted his chair back, slapped his faux mountain boots onto the desk and lectured how his trip here to LA was real hush-hush. That he’s doing some,” she made air quotes with the fingers of her free hand, “deep, deep background on Isabel Diaz.” Elia knew this would grab Simon’s interest since like many former runaway kids he owed a great personal debt to the candidate.
Mandrake’s segment would be on air in a couple of weeks, she told him, but it wasn’t going to be the usual gloss, or dross. “He’s chasing some new angle.”
“Is it that Karim Ahmed terrorist thing?” Simon asked.
“Can’t say,” said Elia, pissed off that Mandrake hadn’t admitted her inside the tiny circle of those in the know.
In the team meeting earlier, Mandrake had held up a printout of the latest nationwide voter approval chart, clocking Isabel Diaz at an extraordinary 70 percent. “At that level, a Diaz White House looks a certainty, but you can never tell what might jump out of the woodwork,” he winked.
Yet he wouldn’t disclose even a glimmer of his focus to her, instead selecting individual team members, Elia being one, for seemingly unconnected tasks.
But now, with only the two of them left, and with him leering over her shoulder as though he was checking whether she was wasting time on net porn, Elia’s fuse finally blew. “What’s your damn angle?” she demanded, swivelling her chair around, her penetrating eyes only inches from his.
Mike’s face flushed almost as red as his tie. She suspected it was because the loner was finding this teamwork thing tough going. But the truth was he had been running on bluster. He hadn’t found his angle, not yet. All he had was an idea, and a lead. It was a great lead, but only that, so far. He stiffened his back and swung his head around, double-checking that they were alone. “It’s the truth about Diaz… about her parents.”
Elia’s face screwed up as if she’d sucked on a lemon and, though it was too late, she grabbed her tuna and mayo sandwich as cover. This guy won’t last, she told herself as she took a bite. And if he did, well, her backpack was already stuffed with written job offers from FOX and Sports TV, the latter job reporting on her real passion, baseball.
Here goes nothing, she decided, glancing at her bag for security and swallowing quickly, “Hello-o-o!” Elia knew she was risking her job but, as her dad used to say, if you don’t make a splash, you don’t get wet. “What more does the world need to know about that doped-out lard-factory George Hicks? Or his wife, what was her name… Annette? Yeah, Annette… Anyway, she died years ago.”
What was Mike Mandrake thinking? For a Pulitzer winner, Elia thought he was acting like a pretty big schmuck.
“Not her diner parents,” he said, his eyes flicking nervously around the floor. “Her real parents.”
Elia paused, weighing the sandwich on her palm as if it were one of the baseball gloves she sensed she’d be seeing lot more of. What could this guy have up his sleeve? She had to admit that no one had ever gone very far down the “real folks” track, mainly because it was so long ago, Bolivia was so far away, and frankly it wasn’t likely to be interesting once told. But then, she paused, what about all that birthist crap about Obama? His Kenyan father, his Indonesian stepfather, and whether he was a Muslim, or had really been born in Hawaii… All that had all blown up into a huge storm of a story. So why couldn’t this?
In her head, Elia sped through what the whole world already knew: Isabel was born in Newark to a destitute Bolivian mother, spent her childhood being dragged from trailer park to trailer park until… yada, yada. What more could Mandrake have?
“Okay… so why LA? Why are you here?” she asked him, intent on taking it as far as she could. “Last anyone heard about Isabel’s natural mother was in New Mexico almost three decades ago, right? And her dad? He died in Bolivia before she was born.” She rubbed her chin. If any clues were out there waiting for Mandrake to find them, she thought, they’d be in East LA. Hispanic central. Not, she smirked to herself, where he was swanking it up in his four-room hotel suite, three heel-clicks off Rodeo Drive where pretty much the only Latinos were the housemaids.
Mandrake held her stare. She guessed he was debating with himself whether to bring her into his circle which, from all the hush-hush, she knew was a tight one.
“Look,” he said eventually but softly. “I’ve tracked down the guy who ran that trailer park she ran away from. He lives here in LA, and I’m meeting him tomorrow.” He’d have savoured the sight of Elia’s mouth dropping more if she had swallowed all the tuna. “So,” he added, getting to why he’d come to her desk, “have you dug out her birth certificate for me yet?”
As Elia kicked her chair back, rolling herself backwards to the printer, Mandrake ticked off the prep he’d done so far: “This guy is the best lead I’ve got. He’s the only one I could find from her New Mexico days. You wouldn’t believe who I’ve spoken to… folks from Half Moon Bay, early BBB workers, members of her campaign team, kids from her runaways charity, grown-ups who’ve graduated from it…”
Elia considered telling him her boyfriend was one of those graduates but, certain he’d ask her to fix him up with Simon for an interview, she kept silent.
Mandrake went on to explain he’d done all the hunting and all the interviews himself so far. It was the print media way, not the TV way, he said. “I know all of you are cheesed off with me. You think I don’t trust you which, to be honest, is true. But frankly, I should have let you do the pre-interviews.” If Elia could have read his mind, she would have known it wasn’t because he’d just had a revelation about the value of the team, but because none of those interviews had gone anywhere.
Mandrake was mentally shaking his head that if he had to sit through one more jerk-off repeating the same sickeningly sweet accolades about Isabel, he would gag: decent, intuitive, insightful, loyal, empathetic, committed to the common good, having the drive and organisational skills to achieve goals, compassionate but decisive, a practical visionary, blah, blah, blah.
Bor-fucking-ring.
No way was his first TV piece going to be about some namby-pamby Little Goody Two-Shoes. The network hadn’t lured him from the peak of the print world for that. Close-up only did controversy.
Typing was Mandrake’s preferred way to think. “Who is the real Isabel Diaz?” his fingers had tapped out on his laptop days earlier. “Mary fucking Poppins?” He hadn’t been able to find one bastard out there with a bad word to say about her. Even how she was dealing with the Karim Ahmed scandal showed her in a depressingly positive light, despite the Democrats trying to whip it up as her Trojan or rather, Arabian horse. Mandrake had been weighing up tossing in the whole story when he had stumbled over the whereabouts of the trailer park manager.
Elia pleaded to have first shot.
“Not this time,” he said. Mandrake had a gut instinct about this one. He was going to change the course of history. It was why he won his Pulitzer. And he badly wanted another one to prove he hadn’t lost his magic just because he had sold out to television.
“ANOTHER MARGARITA,” MANDRAKE winked to the bartender for the third time, “and another Wild Turkey for my friend. How ’bout a double this time, eh?” The wink was a coded conspiracy against Mike’s drinking pal, a signal he’d agreed earlier with the barman to hold back the tequila from Mike’s own drinks so he’d stay clear-headed while the former trailer park manager spilled his increasingly well-lubricated guts.
Mike now knew he’d been right to do this prep himself, and alone. Willy Nesbit would be top TV talent. His baggy, crumpled surf shirt was styled—though that wasn’t quite the right word—for someone thirty years younger and twenty pounds heavier. Nesbit had filched it from an unattended pile at the laundromat. Mike sniffed Nesbit out as his program teaser. Willy was one of those tall, scrawny sleazebags whose rust-bucket of a truck would sport a peeling bumper sticker like, You think this pick-up is filthy? Just try a night with the driver. Willy’s head was a total razor job, the shave exposing a macabre tattoo: two rats with their thick pink tails slithering down his neck. Perfect for TV.
Good journalism was in the details, Mike knew that, and at last they were coming to him. Like the “Gappy Hooker”. Mike couldn’t believe his luck when Willy blurted out the pet name he’d given thirty years ago to a woman he knew as Maria Rosa, Isabel’s apparently toothless mother.
“It had its benefits,” Willy smirked, digging an elbow into Mike’s ribs.
When Mike was slow to follow, Willy worked his lips into a big O, bulged his eyes cartoon-style and, placing one hand at the back of his neck right on top of the tattooed rats, and a finger of his other hand near his mouth, he bobbed his head up and down so his mouth slid over his finger. But it was Mandrake who gagged: a performance like that, while the tape was running… could he slide it past the network censors? Willy Nesbit was a repulsive toenail-clipping of a man, but Mike Mandrake was pumped.
Luckily, Willy couldn’t recollect Maria Rosa’s surname or the name of her daughter and Mike didn’t enlighten him, worried that if the creep did remember he would hotfoot it over to another network, get plastered again for free and spurt out everything to the competition.
Willy’s story was gold. Maria Rosa had paid him in kind for her trailer’s rent. It was handy not having to stray from his Cactus Flower Trailer Park to “get done”, he said, even if it had to be during the day. “At least the kid was at school. The ma didn’a want her to know nuthin,” he said, “but she had to know somethin’. She was fucken smart, that kid. Won some prize, I ’member… from the, ah, Rotarians. Made some speech to ’em. Maria Rosa got the spoils after the girl scooted. I ’member it cos there weren’t no monkey business goin’ after that an’ she give me the winnings for the rent. After that, Maria Rosa just shut down shop. With her legs closed, she couldn’a pay rent no more, so’s what could I do? A man’s gotta eat, right? So’s I kicked her out.”
“Why did her daughter leave home?” asked Mike before taking a sip of the drink the bartender had just slid in front of him.
“Was bad, man,” Willy said, doing likewise. “One of Maria Rosa’s boyfriends… she liked callin’ all us regulars her ‘boyfriends’… he did her, you know what I mean?”
“Ah, not really.”
“He fucken did the kid.”
That Isabel had been the victim of a serious assault was well-known, but this…
“He’d been round a couple weeks, Mr Mandrake. I even sorta liked him. But not by the end. There was fucken blood everywhere, man. I had to hose out the fucken trailer after the cops left. He fucken slit her throat ’n all.”
“Her throat!” Mike pictured Isabel with her fabled scar. So she didn’t get it in a mugging. That was the story the public had swallowed, but Isabel had always refused to confirm or deny it, and the media had let up on it as private. Until now.
“The kid was lucky. But fucken ran away from the hospital after’n she got fixed up. Never even brought her sorry butt over to say adios to her lovin’ mami,” Willy said snarling, his lips pulled back over his teeth, revealing Maria Rosa wasn’t the only one to have lost a few. “Broke Maria Rosa’s heart, Mike. Broke her fucken heart.”
“Where’d she go?” asked Mandrake, meaning the mother. His stomach clenched for the answer.
“Don’ fucken know, don’ fucken care. What she did to her bewdiful ma, man… first class fucken A-grade bitch, pardon the French. I loved her ma, Mike. Really loved her.”
“I mean the mother. Where did she go?”