All afternoon the wind
sifted out of the black Welsh glens, crying the notice that Winter
was come sliding down over the world from the Pole; and riverward
there was the faint moaning of new ice. It was a sad day, a day of
gray unrest, of discontent. The gently moving air seemed to be
celebrating the loss of some gay thing with a soft, tender elegy.
But in the pastures great work horses nervously stamped their feet,
and all through the country small brown birds, in cliques of four
or five, flew twittering from tree to tree and back again, seeking
and calling in recruits for their southing. A few goats clambered
to the tops of high lone rocks and long started upward with their
yellow eyes and sniffed the heavens.
The afternoon passed slowly,
procession-like with an end of evening, and on the heels of the
evening an excited wind rushed out, rustled in the dry grasses, and
fled whimpering across the fields. Night drew down like a black
cowl, and Holy Winter sent his nuncio to Wales.
Beside the high-road which lined
the valley, ran up through a cleft in the hills, and so out into
the world, there stood an ancient farm-house built of heavy stones
and thatched. The Morgan who had built it played against Time and
nearly won.
Inside the house a fire was
burning on the hearth; an iron kettle hung over the blaze, and a
black iron oven hid in the coals which fell about the edges of the
flame. The brisk firelight glinted on the tips of long-handled
pikes in racks upon the walls, weapons unused in the hundred years
since Morgan clamored in Glendowers’ ranks and trembled with rage
at the flinty lines of Iolo Goch.
The wide brass bindings of a
great chest, which stood in a corner, sucked in the light and
glowed resplendently. Papers there were in the chest, and
parchments, and stiff untanned skins, written in English and Latin
and the old Cumric tongue: Morgan was born, Morgan was married,
Morgan became a knight, Morgan was hanged. Here lay the history of
the house, shameful and glorious. But the family was few now, and
little enough likely to add records to the chest other than the
simple chronicle: Morgan was born—and died.
There was Old Robert, for
instance, sitting in his high-backed chair, sitting and smiling
into the fire. His smile was perplexity and a strange, passive
defiance. You would have said he sought to make that Fate which was
responsible for his being, a little ashamed of itself by smiling at
it. Often he wearily considered his existence, ringed around with
little defeats which mocked it as street children torment a
cripple. It was strange to Old Robert that he, who knew so much
more than his neighbors, who had pondered so endlessly, should be
not even a good farmer. Sometimes he imagined he understood too
many things ever to do anything well.
And so Old Robert sipped the
burned ale of his own experimenting and smiled into the fire. His
wife would be whispering excuses for him, he knew, and the laborers
in the fields removed their hats to Morgan, not to Robert.
Even his aged mother, Gwenliana,
here beside him, shivering to the fire as though the very wind
sounds about the house called in the cold to her, was not so judged
incompetent. In the cottages there was a little fear of her and a
great respect. Any day when she sat in the garden, holding her
necromantic court, you might see some tall farm lad blushing and
hugging his hat across his chest while he listened to Gwenliana's
magic. For many years, now, she had been practicing the second
sight and taking pride in it. And though the family knew her
prophecies to be whole guesses whose shrewdness grew less sharp
with her years, they listened to her with respect, and simulated
awe, and asked of her the location of lost things. When, after one
of her mystic recitations, the scissors were not discovered under
the second board of the shed floor, they pretended to find them
there anyway; for, had she lost the robe of augury, there would
have remained only a little wrinkled old woman soon to die.
This play of claque to a
simpleton was a harsh tax on the convictions of Mother Morgan. It
outraged her nature, for she was one who had, apparently, come into
the world to be a scourge to all foolishness. Such matters as had
so obviously no connection either with the church or with the
prices of things were plainly nonsense.
Old Robert had loved his wife so
well and so long that he could think sharp things about her, and
the thoughts could not injure his affection. When she had come home
this afternoon, raging over the price of a pair of shoes she hadn’t
wanted anyway, he had considered: “Her life is like a book crowded
with mighty events. Every day she rises to the peak of some
tremendous climax which has to do with buttons or a neighbor’s
wedding. I think that when true tragedy comes in upon her, she will
not see it over her range of ant-hills. Perhaps this is luck,” he
thought, and then—"I wonder, now, how she would compare the king’s
own death with the loss of one of the sow’s red pigs.”
Mother Morgan was too busy with
the day itself to be bothered with the foolishness of abstractions.
Some one in the family had to be practical or the thatch would blow
away—and what could you expect of a pack of dreamers like Robert
and Gwenliana and her son Henry? She loved her husband with a queer
mixture of pity and contempt born of his failings and his
goodness.
Young Henry, her son, she
worshiped, though of course she could not trust him to have the
least idea of what was to his benefit or conducive to his health.
And all of the family loved Mother Morgan and feared her and got in
her way.
She had fed them and trimmed the
lamp. Breakfast was on the fire. Now she searched about for
something to mend, as though she did not mend everything the moment
it was torn. In the midst of her search for busyness, she paused
and glanced sharply at young Henry. It was the kind of harsh
affectionate look which says, "I wonder, now if he is not in the
way of catching cold there on the floor." And Henry squirmed,
wondering what things he had neglected to do that afternoon. But
immediately she caught up a cloth and went to dusting, and the boy
was reassured.
He lay propped on one elbow and
stared past the fire into his thoughts. The long gray afternoon,
piercing to this mysterious night, had called up strong yearnings
in him, the seeds of which were planted months before. It was a
desire for a thing he could not name. Perhaps the same force moved
him which collected the birds into exploring parties and made the
animals nervously sniff up-wind for the scent of winter.
Young Henry was conscious, this
night, that he had lived on for fifteen tedious years without
accomplishing any single thing of importance. And had his mother
known his feeling, she would have said,
"He is growing."
And his father would have
repeated after her,
"Yes, the boy is growing." But
neither would have understood what the other meant.
Henry, if you considered his
face, drew from his parents almost equally. His cheek bones were
high and hard, his chin firm, his upper lip short and thin like his
mother’s. But there, too, were the sensual underlip, and the fine
nose, and the eyes which looked out on dreams; these were Old
Robert's features, and his was the thick, wiry hair coiled like
black springs against the head. But though there was complete
indecision in Robert's face, there was a great quantity of decision
in Henry's if only he could find something about which to decide.
Here were three before the fire, Robert and Gwenliana and young
Henry, whose eyes looked out beyond the walls and saw unbodied
things—looked into the night for the ghosts.
It was a preternatural night; a
time when you might meet corpse-candles gliding along the road, or
come upon the ghost of a Roman legion marching at double quick to
reach its sheltering city of Caerleon before the full storm broke.
And the little misshapen beings of the hills would be searching out
deserted badger holes to cover them from the night. The wind would
go crying after them through the fields.
In the house it was quiet except
for the snapping fire-noises and for the swishing sound of blown
thatch. A log cracked on the hearth; and out of the crevice a thin
blaze leaped up and curled about the black kettle like a flower of
flame. Now Mother flurried to the fireplace.
“Robert, you will never be paying
attention to the fire. You should be poking at it now and
again.”
Such was her method. She poked a
large fire to make it smaller, and, when it died, she stirred the
embers violently to restore the flame.
A faint sound of footsteps came
along the highroad—a sound that might have been the wind or those
walking things which cannot be seen. The steps grew louder, then
stopped in front of the door from whence came a timid
knocking.
“Come!” Robert called. The door
opened softly, and there, lighted against the black night, stood a
bent, feeble man with eyes like weak flames. He paused on the
threshold as though undecided, but in a moment advanced into the
room, asking in a strange, creaking voice,
“Will you be knowing me, I
wonder, Robert Morgan? Will you be knowing me that have been out so
long?” His words were a plea.
Robert searched the shrunken
face.
“Know you?” he said. “I do not
think—wait!—can it be Dafydd? our little farm lad Dafydd that went
away to sea years past?”
A look of complete relief came
into the face of the wayfarer. He might have been applying some
delicate, fearful test to Robert Morgan. Now he chuckled.
“It's Dafydd, sure; and rich—and
cold.” He finished with a wistfulness like a recurring pain.
Dafydd was gray-white and
toughened like a dry hide. The skin of his face was stiff and thick
so that he seemed to change expression with slow, conscious
effort.
"I'm cold, Robert," his queer dry
voice went on. "I can't seem ever to get warm again. But anyway,
I'm rich,"-as though he hoped these two might balance-"rich along
with him they call Pierre le Grand."
Young Henry had risen, and now he
cried:
"Where have you been to,
man-where?"
"Where? Why, I've been; to Goaves
and to Tortuga-that's the turtle-and to Jamaica and the thick woods
of Hispaniola for the hunting of cattle. I've been all
there."
"You'll be sitting down, Dafydd,"
Mother Morgan interrupted. She spoke as though he had never been
away. "I'll about getting something warm to drink. Will you look
how Henry gobbles you with his eyes, Dafydd? Like as not he'll be
wanting to go to the Indies, too." To her, the words were a
pleasant idiocy.
Dafydd kept silence, though he
appeared to be straining back at a desire to talk. Mother Morgan
frightened him as she had when he was a towheaded farm boy. Old
Robert knew his embarrassment, and Mother, too, seemed to sense it,
for when she had put a steaming cup in his hands she left the
room.
Wrinkled old Gwenliana was in her
seat before the fire, her mind lost in the swimming future. Her
clouded eyes were veiled with to-morrow. Behind their vague blue
surfaces seemed to crowd the mounting events and circumstances of
the world. She was gone out of the room—gone into pure Time, and
that the future.
Old Robert watched the door close
behind his wife, then settled himself with turnings as a dog
settles.
“Now, Dafydd,” he said, and
peered smiling into the fire, while Henry, kneeling on the floor,
gazed with awe at this mortal who held the very distances in his
palm.
“Well, Robert—it’s about the
green jungle I wanted to tell and the brown Indians that live in
it, and about him they call Pierre le Grand. But, Robert, there’s
something gone out of me like a little winking light. I used to lie
on the decks of ships at night and think and think how I'd talk and
boast when only I came home again—but it’s more like a child, I am,
come home to cry. Can you understand that, Robert? Can you
understand that at all?” He was leaning forward eagerly.
“I'll tell you. We took the tall
plate ship they call a galleon, and we with only pistols and the
long knives they have for cutting trails in the jungle. Twenty-four
of us there was—only twenty-four and ragged—but, Robert, we did
horrid things with those same long knives. It’s no good for a man
that was a farm lad to be doing such things and then thinking about
them. There was a fine captain—and we hung him up by his thumbs
before we killed him. I don’t know why we did it; I helped and I
don’t know why. Some said he was a damned Papist; but then, so was
Pierre le Grand, I think.
“Some we pushed into the sea with
their breast plates shining and shimmering as they went down —
grand Spanish soldiers and bubbles coming out of their mouths. You
can see deep into the water there.” Dafydd ceased and looked at the
floor.
“You see, I don’t want to be
hurting you with these things, Robert, but it’s like something
alive hidden in my chest under my ribs, and it’s biting and
scratching to get out of me. I’m rich of the venturing sure, but
most times that doesn’t seem enough; I’m richer, maybe, than your
own brother, Sir Edward.”
Robert was smiling with tightened
lips. Now and then his eyes wandered to the boy where he knelt on
the hearth. Henry was taut with attention, gluttonously feeding on
the words. When Robert spoke, he avoided Dafydd’s eyes.
“Your soul’s burdening you,” he
said. “You’d best have a talk with the Curate the morning—but about
what I don’t know.”
“No, no; it’s not my soul at
all,” Dafydd went on quickly. “That soul leaks out of a man the
very first thing in the Indies, and leaves him with a dry, shrunken
feeling where it was. It’s not my soul at all; it’s the poison
that’s in me, in my blood and in my brain. Robert, it’s shriveling
me up like an old orange. The crawling things there, and the little
flying beasts that come to your fire of nights, and the great pale
flowers, all poisonous. They do horrible things to a man. My blood
is like cold needles sliding in my veins the moment, and the fine
fire before me. All this—all—is because of the dank breathing of
the jungle. You cannot sleep in it nor lie in it, nor live in it at
all but it breathes on you and withers you.
“And the brown Indians—why,
look!” He rolled back his sleeve, and Robert in disgust motioned
him to cover the sick white horror which festered on his arm.
“It was only a little scratch of
an arrow—you could hardly see it; but it'll be killing me before
years, I guess. There's other things in me, Robert. Even the humans
are poisonous, and a song the sailors sing about that.”
Now young Henry started up
excitedly.
“But the Indians,” he cried;
“those Indians and their arrows. Tell me about them! Do they fight
much? How do they look?”
“Fight?” said Dafydd. ‘Yes, they
fight always; fighting the men of Spain, they're at killing amongst
themselves. Lithe as snakes they are, and quick and quiet and brown
as ferrets; the very devil for getting out of sight before a man
might get a shot at them.
“But they're a brave, strong
people with the fear in them for only two things—dogs and slavery.”
Dafydd was immersed in his tale. “Why, boy, can you think what they
would be doing to a man that might get himself taken in a skirmish?
They stick him full of long jungle thorns from his head to his
toes, and on the thick end of every thorn a ball of fluff like
wool. Then the poor captive man stands in a circle of naked savages
while they set light to the fluff. And that Indian that does not be
singing while he burns there like a torch, is cursed and called a
coward. Now, can you imagine any white man doing that?
“But dogs they fear, because the
Spaniards hunt them with huge mastiffs when they're at slave
gathering for the mines; and slavery is horrible to them. To go
chained body to body into the wet earth, year on the crown of year,
until they die of the damp ague—rather would they be singing under
the burning thorns, and dying in a flame.”
He paused and stretched his thin
hands into the fireplace until they were nearly touching the blaze.
The light which had come into his eyes as he talked died out
again.
“Oh, I'm tired, Robert—so very
tired,” he sighed, “but there’s one thing I want to tell you before
I sleep. Maybe the telling will ease me, and maybe I can speak it
out and then forget about it for the one night. I must go back to
the damned place. I can never stay away from the jungle any more,
because it’s hot breath is on me. Here, where I was born, I shiver
and freeze. A month would find me dead. This valley where I played
and grew and worked has cast me out for a foul, hot thing. It
cleans itself of me with the cold.
“Now will you be giving me a
place to sleep, with thick covers to keep my poor blood moving; and
in the morning I'll be off again.” He stopped and his face flexed
with pain. “I used to love the winter so.”
Old Robert helped him from the
room with a hand under his arm, then came and sat again by the
fire. He looked at the boy who lay unmoving on the floor.
“What are you thinking about now,
son?” he asked very softly after a time. And Henry drew his gaze
back from the land beyond the blaze.
“I'm thinking I’ll be wanting to
go soon, father.”
“I know, Henry. The whole of this
long year I’ve seen it growing in you like a strong tree—London or
Guinea or Jamaica. It comes of being fifteen and strong, with the
passion for new things on you. Once I saw the valley grow smaller
and smaller, too, until finally it smothered me a little, I think.
But aren’t you afraid of the knives, son, and the poisons, and the
Indians? Do not these things put fear on you?”
“No-o-o,” Henry said
slowly.
“Of course not—and how could
they? The words have no meaning to you at all. But the sadness of
Dafydd, and the hurt of him, and his poor, sick body—aren’t you
afraid of those? Do you want to go about the world weighed down
with such a heart?”
Young Henry considered
long.
“I would not be like that,” he
said at last. “I would be coming back very often for my blood’s
sake.”
His father went on smiling
valiantly.
"When will you be off, Henry? It
will be lonely here without you."
"Why, I'll go, now, as soon as I
may," said Henry; and it seemed that he was the older and Robert a
little boy.
"Henry, will you do two things
for me before you go? Will you be thinking to-night of the long
sleeplessness I'll have because of you, and of how lost my days
will be. And will you remember the hours your mother will fret
about your underclothing and the state of your religion. That's the
first thing, Henry; but second, will you go up to old Merlin on the
crag-top to-morrow and tell him of your going and listen to his
words? He is wiser than you or I may ever be. There is a kind of
magic he practices which may be a help to you. Will you do these
two things, son?"
Henry has become very sad.
"I would like to stay, my father,
but you know-"
"Yes, boy." Robert nodded. "It is
my sorrow that I do know. I cannot be angry nor forbid your going,
because I understand. I wish I might prevent it and whip you,
thinking that I helped you. But go to bed, Henry, and think and
think when the light is out and the dark in around you."
Old Robert sat dreaming in his
chair after the boy had gone.
"Why do men like me want sons?"
he wondered. "It must be because they hope in their poor beaten
souls that these new men, who are their blood, will do the things
they were not strong enough nor wise enough nor brave enough to do.
It is rather like another chance with life; like a new bag of coins
at a table of luck after your fortune is gone. Perhaps the boy is
doing what I might have done had I been brave enough years past.
Yes, the valley has smothered me, I think, and I am glad this boy
of mine finds it in his power to vault the mountains and stride
about the world. But it will be—so very lonely here without
him.”
II
Old Robert came in from his rose
garden late the next morning and stood in the room where his wife
was sweeping. She eyed the good soil on his hands with
disapproval.
“He’ll be wanting to go now,
Mother,” Robert said nervously.
“Who will be wanting to go, and
where?” She was brusque and busy with her sweeping; the quick,
inquisitive broom hounded dust from the corners and floor cracks
and drove it in little puffs to the open.
“Why, Henry. He'll be wanting to
go to the Indies now.”
She stopped her work to stare at
him. “The Indies! But, Robert! Oh, nonsense!” she finished, and the
broom swung more rapidly in her hands.
“I've seen it for long and long
growing in him,” Robert went on. “Then Dafydd came with his tales.
Henry told me last night that he must go.”
“He's only a little boy,” Mother
Morgan snapped. “He can't be going to the Indies.”
“When Dafydd set out, a little
time ago, there was a longing in the child's eyes that will never
be satisfied at all, not even if he does go to the Indies. Haven't
you noticed, Mother, how his eyes look away beyond the mountains at
something he wants?”
“But he may not go! He may
not!”
“Ah, there is no use in it,
Mother. A great gulf lies between my son and me, but none at all
between me and my son. If I did not know the lean hunger of him so
well I might forbid his venturing, and he would run away with anger
in his heart; for he cannot understand the hunger that's in me for
his staying. It would come to the same thing, anyway.” Robert
gathered conviction.
“There's a cruel difference
between my son and me. I've seen it in the years of his growing.
For whereas he runs about sticking his finger into pot after pot of
cold porridge, grandly confident that each one will prove the
pottage of his dreaming, I may not open any kettle, for I believe
all porridge to be cold. And so—I imagine great dishes of purple
porridge, drenched with dragon's milk, sugared with a sweetness
only to be envisioned. He tests his dreams, Mother, and I—-God help
me!—am afraid to.”
She was becoming impatient with
his talking.
“Robert,” she cried almost
angrily, “in any time when there's boding on us, or need, or
sorrow, you hide in words. Here is a duty to you! This boy is too
young. There are horrible places across the sea, and the winter
comes in at us. He would be sure to find his death in a cough that
came to him from the winter. You know how the dampness on his feet
sets him sick. He must not leave this farm, not even to London, I
say—if these eyes you talk about starve in his head.
“How could you possibly know what
kind of people he would be taking up with, and they telling him
nonsense and wickedness. I know the evil that's in the world.
Doesn't the Curate mention it nearly every Sabbath—`pitfalls and
snares’ he calls them, do you see? And so they are, too. And here
you stand, content to talk foolishness about purple porridge when
you should be doing something or other. You must forbid it.”
But Robert answered her
impatiently.
“To you he is only a little boy
who must be made to say his prayers of nights and to wear a coat
into the fields. You have not felt the polished steel of him as I
have. Yes, to you that quick, hard set of his chin is only the
passing stubbornness of a headstrong child. But I do know; and I
say to you, without pleasure, that this son of ours will be a great
man, because—well—because he is not very intelligent. He can see
only one desire at a time. I said he tested his dreams; he will
murder every dream with the implacable arrows of his will. This boy
will win to every goal of his aiming; for he can realize no
thought, no reason, but his own. And I am sorry for his coming
greatness because of a thing Merlin once spoke of. You must look at
the granite jaws of him, Mother, and the trick he has of making his
cheek muscles stand out with clenching them.”
“He must not go,” she said
firmly, and pinched her lips tightly together.
“You see, Mother,” Robert went
on, “you are something like Henry yourself, for you never admit the
existence of any idea save your own. But I will not forbid his
going, because I must not have him stealing out into the lonely
dark with bread and cheese under his coat and a hurt feeling of
injustice in his heart. I permit him to go. More, I help him to go
if he wishes it. And then, if I have misjudged my son, he will come
sneaking back with the fearful hope that no one may mention his
cowardice.”
Mother Morgan said, “Nonsense!”
and went back to her work. She would dissolve this thing by
disbelieving it. Oh, the thousand things she chained to Limbo with
her incredulity! For many years she had beaten Robert's wild
thoughts with a heavy phalanx of common sense; her troop simply
charged in and overwhelmed him. Always he retired wearily and sat
smiling for a time. He was sure to come back to sanity in this case
as in others.
Robert was working the soil about
the roots of a rose bush with his strong brown hands. His fingers
lifted the black loam and then patted it gently back into place.
Now and again he stroked the gray trunk of the bush with the touch
of great love. It was as though he smoothed the covers over one
about to sleep and touched its arm to be reassured of its
safety.
The day was light, for winter had
inched back a bit and returned its hostage to the world—a small,
cold sun. Young Henry came and stood near an elm by the wall, a
tree draggled and leafless and gaunt with nursing the winds.
“You have been thinking as I
asked you?” Robert spoke quietly.
Henry started. He did not know
that the man, kneeling as though in adoration of the earth, had
noticed him; and yet he had come here to be noticed.
“Yes, father,” he said. “How
could I help be thinking?”
“And has it bound you here? Will
you be staying?”
“No, father; I may not stay.” He
had been made sad with his father's sadness. He felt mean and
shoddy to be the cause of it, but the hunger to be going still
gnawed in his heart.
“Will you be walking up to speak
with Merlin on the crag-top, then?” Robert pleaded. “Will you
listen to his words with great care?”
“I shall go now.”
“But, Henry, the day is half done
with, and the track is long. Be waiting until the morrow.”
“I must be away the morrow,
father.”
Old Robert's hands slipped away
slowly to the ground and lay, half-open, on the black soil at the
roots of the rose bush.
III
Young Henry turned soon from the
road to climb up a broad trail which soared to Crag-top and then
over the wild mountains. Its windings could be seen from below
until it disappeared into the great cleft. And on the topmost point
of the trail dwelt Merlin; Merlin whom the farm boys might have
jeered at and stoned on his infrequent journeys down the path had
they believed him harmless. But Merlin was one who collected about
himself a swarm of little legends. It was established that the
Tylwyth Teg obeyed him and carried his messages through the air on
soundless wings. Children whispered of his acquaintance with
certain mottled weasels which might carry on his vengeance had he
need of such. Then, too, he kept a red-eared dog. These were
terrific things, and Merlin one not to be trifled with by children
who did not know all the signs for protecting themselves.
Once Merlin had been a fine poet,
the old people said, and might have been a greater. They would
softly sing The Sorrow of Plaith or the Spear Song, to prove it.
Several times he had taken the chief prize of the Eisteddfod, and
would have been chosen First Bard if an aspirant of the House of
Rhys had not entered against him. Then, without known cause, and
Merlin a young man, too, he had shut up his song in the stone house
on Crag-top and kept it a strict prisoner there while he grew old
and old—and those who had sung his songs forgot them, or
died.
The Crag-top house was round like
a low gray tower with windows letting sight on the valley and on
the mountains. Some said that it was built by a beleaguered giant,
centuries ago, to keep his virgins hidden while they were in that
state; and others, that King Harold had fled there after Hastings
to live out his life ever watching and peering, with his one eye,
down the valley and over the mountains for the coming of
Normans.
Merlin was old now; his hair and
long, straight beard were white and soft as spring clouds. There
was much about him of an ancient Druid priest with clear,
far-seeing eyes which watched the stars.
The pathway narrowed on young
Henry as he climbed. Its inward side was a stone wall cutting into
the heavens knife-like, and the misshapen, vague images along the
way made it seem the rock temple of some old, crude god whose
worshipers were apes.
There had been grass at first,
and bushes, and a few brave, twisted trees; but upward all living
things died of the rock loneliness. Far below, the farmhouses
huddled like feeding bugs and the valley shrank and drew into
itself.
Now a mountain closed in on the
other side of the trail, leaving only a broad chasm to the sky. A
fierce, steady wind poured out of the blue heavens and shrilled
toward the valley. Upward, the strewn rocks were larger and more
black and dreadful—crouched guardian things of the path.
Henry climbed tirelessly on. What
could old Merlin have to tell him, or, perhaps, to give him? A
lotion to make his skin tough and proof against arrows? Some charm?
Words to protect him from the Devil's many little servants? But
Merlin was to talk and he to listen; and what Merlin said might
cure young Henry of his yearnings, might keep him here in Cambria
for always. That could not be, for there were outland forces,
nameless foreign ghosts, calling to him and beckoning from across
the mysterious sea.
There was no desire in him for a
state or condition, no picture in his mind of the thing to be when
he had followed his longing; but only a burning and a will
overpowering to journey outward and outward after the earliest
risen star.
The path broke on a top of solid
stone, semi-spherical like the crown of a hat; and on the peak of
its rise was the low, round house of Merlin, all fitted of
irregular rough rocks, and a conical roof on it like a
candle-snuffer.
The old man met him at the door
before he could knock.
“I'm young Henry Morgan, sir, and
I'm going outward from here to the Indies.”
“Indeed, and are you? Will you
come in and talk to me about it?” The voice was clear and low and
lovely as a young wind crooning in a Spring-time orchard. There was
the music of singing in it, the quiet singing of a man working with
tools; and underneath, half-heard or completely imagined, there
rang the seeming of harp strings lightly touched and left to
thrill.
The single room was thick
carpeted in black, and on the walls were hung harp and spear-head,
harp and spear-head, all the way around; small Welsh harps and the
great bronze leaf spears of the Britons, and these against the
unfinished stone. Below these were the all-seeing windows
where-from you might look out on three valleys and a mighty family
of mountains; and lower still, a single bench circled around the
room against the wall. There was a table in the center loaded with
tattered books, and beside it a copper brazier, set on a Greek
tripod of black iron.
The great hound nuzzled Henry as
he entered so that he drew away in fright, for is there anything
under the blue cup so deadly as the merest notice of a red-eared
dog?
“You are going to the Indies. Sit
here, boy. See! you can watch your home valley now, so that it go
not flying off to Avalon.” The harps caught up his tones and hummed
an answering faint resonance.
“My father said I was to come
here and tell you of my going and listen to your speech. My father
thinks your speech may keep me here.”
“Going to the Indies,” Merlin
repeated. “Will you be seeing Elizabeth before you go and making
grand promises to flutter the heart of her and strangle the breath
in her, after you're gone, from thinking of the things you will
bring back to her?”
Henry blushed deeply. “Who told
you I thought at all of the little rat?” he cried. “Who is it says
at all that I care for her?”
“Oh, the wind whispered
something,” said Merlin; “and then there was some word of it in
your talking cheeks and your blustering just now. I think you
should be speaking to Elizabeth, not to me. Your father should have
known better.” His voice died away. When he spoke again it was with
sad earnestness.
“Must you leave your father,
boy—and he so sure alone in the valley of men who are not like him?
Yes, I think that you must go. The plans of boys are serious things
and unchangeable. But what can I say to you to keep you here, young
Henry? Your father sends me a task difficult to fulfill.
“I went out on a tall Spanish
ship a thousand years ago—it must be more than that, or perhaps I
did not go at all and only dreamed it. We came at last on these
green Indies, and they were lovely but unchanging. Their cycle is a
green monotony. If you go there you must give up the year; must
lose the pang of utter dread in the deep winter with its boding
that the world has fled solar fealty to go careening into lonely
space so that Spring may never come again. And you must lose that
wild, excited quickening when the sun turns back, the joy of it
flooding over you like the surge of a warm wave and choking you
with pleasure and relief. No change there; none at all. Past and
future mingle in an odious, eternal now.”
“But there is no change here,”
young Henry interposed. “Year on top of year are the crops put in
and new calves licked by their mothers; year on top of year is a
pig slaughtered and the hams smoked. Spring comes, surely, but
nothing happens.”
“True enough, blind boy; and I
see that we are talking of different things.” Merlin looked out of
his windows to the mountains and the valleys, and a great love for
the land shone in his eyes; but when he turned back to the boy
there was the look of pain in his face. His voice took on the
cadence of a song.
“I will plead with you for this
dear Cambria where time is piled mountain high and crumbling,
ancient days about its base,” he cried passionately. “Have you lost
your love of wild Cambria that you would leave it when the blood of
your thousand ancestors has gone soaking into the soil to keep it
Cambria for always? Have you forgotten that you are of the Trojan
race? Ah, but they wandered too, didn’t they, when Pergamus fell
in?”
Henry said, “I have lost no love,
sir, but my dream is over the sea that I do not know. I know
Cambria.”