THE LETTERS OF MISS JERUSHA ABBOTT to MR. DADDY-LONG-LEGS SMITH
JUDY AND THE ORPHANS AT JOHN GRIER HOME.
THE IDENTITY OF DADDY-LONG-LEGS IS ESTABLISHED.
TO YOU DADDY-LONG-LEGS
DADDY-LONG-LEGS “BLUE
WEDNESDAY”The
first Wednesday in every month was a Perfectly Awful Day—a day to
be awaited with dread, endured with courage and forgotten with haste.
Every floor must be spotless, every chair dustless, and every bed
without a wrinkle. Ninety-seven squirming little orphans must be
scrubbed and combed and buttoned into freshly starched ginghams; and
all ninety-seven reminded of their manners, and told to say, “Yes,
sir,” “No, sir,” whenever a Trustee spoke.It
was a distressing time; and poor Jerusha Abbott, being the oldest
orphan, had to bear the brunt of it. But this particular first
Wednesday, like its predecessors, finally dragged itself to a close.
Jerusha escaped from the pantry where she had been making sandwiches
for the asylum’s guests, and turned upstairs to accomplish her
regular work. Her special care was room F, where eleven little
tots, from four to seven, occupied eleven little cots set in a row.
Jerusha assembled her charges, straightened their rumpled frocks,
wiped their noses, and started them in an orderly and willing line
toward the dining room to engage themselves for a blessed half hour
with bread and milk and prune pudding.Then
she dropped down on the window seat and leaned throbbing temples
against the cool glass. She had been on her feet since five that
morning, doing everybody’s bidding, scolded and hurried by a
nervous matron. Mrs. Lippett, behind the scenes, did not always
maintain that calm and pompous dignity with which she faced an
audience of Trustees and lady visitors. Jerusha gazed out across a
broad stretch of frozen lawn, beyond the tall iron paling that marked
the confines of the asylum, down undulating ridges sprinkled with
country estates, to the spires of the village rising from the midst
of bare trees.The
day was ended—quite successfully, so far as she knew. The Trustees
and the visiting committee had made their rounds, and read their
reports, and drunk their tea, and now were hurrying home to their own
cheerful firesides, to forget their bothersome little charges for
another month. Jerusha leaned forward watching with curiosity—and a
touch of wistfulness—the stream of carriages and automobiles that
rolled out of the asylum gates. In imagination she followed first one
equipage then another to the big houses dotted along the hillside.
She pictured herself in a fur coat and a velvet hat trimmed with
feathers leaning back in the seat and nonchalantly murmuring “Home”
to the driver. But on the door-sill of her home the picture grew
blurred.Jerusha
had an imagination—an imagination, Mrs. Lippett told her, that
would get her into trouble if she did n’t take care—but keen as
it was, it could not carry her beyond the front porch of the houses
she would enter. Poor, eager, adventurous little Jerusha, in all her
seventeen years, had never stepped inside an ordinary house; she
could not picture the daily routine of those other human beings who
carried on their lives undiscommoded by orphans.Je-ru-sha
Ab-bottYou
are wan-tedIn
the of-fice,And
I think you ’dBetter
hurry up!Tommy
Dillon who had joined the choir, came singing up the stairs and down
the corridor, his chant growing louder as he approached room F.
Jerusha wrenched herself from the window and refaced the troubles of
life.
“Who
wants me?” she cut into Tommy’s chant with a note of sharp
anxiety.Mrs.
Lippett in the office,And
I think she ’s mad.Ah-a-men!Tommy
piously intoned, but his accent was not entirely malicious. Even the
most hardened little orphan felt sympathy for an erring sister who
was summoned to the office to face an annoyed matron; and Tommy liked
Jerusha even if she did sometimes jerk him by the arm and nearly
scrub his nose off.Jerusha
went without comment, but with two parallel lines on her brow. What
could have gone wrong, she wondered. Were the sandwiches not thin
enough? Were there shells in the nut cakes? Had a lady visitor seen
the hole in Susie Hawthorn’s stocking? Had—O horrors!—one
of the cherubic little babes in her own room F “sassed” a
Trustee?The
long lower hall had not been lighted, and as she came downstairs,
a last Trustee stood, on the point of departure, in the open
door that led to the porte-cochère. Jerusha caught only a fleeting
impression of the man—and the impression consisted entirely of
tallness. He was waving his arm toward an automobile waiting in the
curved drive. As it sprang into motion and approached, head on for an
instant, the glaring headlights threw his shadow sharply against the
wall inside. The shadow pictured grotesquely elongated legs and arms
that ran along the floor and up the wall of the corridor. It looked,
for all the world, like a huge, wavering daddy-long-legs.Jerusha’s
anxious frown gave place to quick laughter. She was by nature a sunny
soul, and had always snatched the tiniest excuse to be amused. If one
could derive any sort of entertainment out of the oppressive fact of
a Trustee, it was something unexpected to the good. She advanced to
the office quite cheered by the tiny episode, and presented a smiling
face to Mrs. Lippett. To her surprise the matron was also, if not
exactly smiling, at least appreciably affable; she wore an expression
almost as pleasant as the one she donned for visitors.
“Sit
down, Jerusha, I have something to say to you.”Jerusha
dropped into the nearest chair and waited with a touch of
breathlessness. An automobile flashed past the window; Mrs. Lippett
glanced after it.
“Did
you notice the gentleman who has just gone?”
“I
saw his back.”
“He
is one of our most affluential Trustees, and has given large sums of
money toward the asylum’s support. I am not at liberty to
mention his name; he expressly stipulated that he was to remain
unknown.”Jerusha’s
eyes widened slightly; she was not accustomed to being summoned to
the office to discuss the eccentricities of Trustees with the matron.
“This
gentleman has taken an interest in several of our boys. You remember
Charles Benton and Henry Freize? They were both sent through college
by Mr.—er—this Trustee, and both have repaid with hard work and
success the money that was so generously expended. Other payment the
gentleman does not wish. Heretofore his philanthropies have been
directed solely toward the boys; I have never been able to
interest him in the slightest degree in any of the girls in the
institution, no matter how deserving. He does not, I may tell
you, care for girls.”
“No,
ma’am,” Jerusha murmured, since some reply seemed to be expected
at this point.
“To-day
at the regular meeting, the question of your future was brought up.”Mrs.
Lippett allowed a moment of silence to fall, then resumed in a slow,
placid manner extremely trying to her hearer’s suddenly tightened
nerves.
“Usually,
as you know, the children are not kept after they are sixteen, but an
exception was made in your case. You had finished our school at
fourteen, and having done so well in your studies—not always,
I must say, in your conduct—it was determined to let you go on
in the village high school. Now you are finishing that, and of course
the asylum cannot be responsible any longer for your support. As it
is, you have had two years more than most.”Mrs.
Lippett overlooked the fact that Jerusha had worked hard for her
board during those two years, that the convenience of the asylum had
come first and her education second; that on days like the present
she was kept at home to scrub.
“As
I say, the question of your future was brought up and your record was
discussed—thoroughly discussed.”Mrs.
Lippett brought accusing eyes to bear upon the prisoner in the dock,
and the prisoner looked guilty because it seemed to be expected—not
because she could remember any strikingly black pages in her record.
“Of
course the usual disposition of one in your place would be to put you
in a position where you could begin to work, but you have done well
in school in certain branches; it seems that your work in English has
even been brilliant. Miss Pritchard who is on our visiting committee
is also on the school board; she has been talking with your rhetoric
teacher, and made a speech in your favor. She also read aloud an
essay that you had written entitled, ‘Blue Wednesday.’”Jerusha’s
guilty expression this time was not assumed.
“It
seemed to me that you showed little gratitude in holding up to
ridicule the institution that has done so much for you. Had you not
managed to be funny I doubt if you would have been forgiven. But
fortunately for you, Mr. ——, that is, the gentleman who has
just gone—appears to have an immoderate sense of humor. On the
strength of that impertinent paper, he has offered to send you to
college.”
“To
college?” Jerusha’s eyes grew big.Mrs.
Lippett nodded.
“He
waited to discuss the terms with me. They are unusual. The gentleman,
I may say, is erratic. He believes that you have originality,
and he is planning to educate you to become a writer.”
“A
writer?” Jerusha’s mind was numbed. She could only repeat Mrs.
Lippett’s words.
“That
is his wish. Whether anything will come of it, the future will show.
He is giving you a very liberal allowance, almost, for a girl who has
never had any experience in taking care of money, too liberal. But he
planned the matter in detail, and I did not feel free to make any
suggestions. You are to remain here through the summer, and Miss
Pritchard has kindly offered to superintend your outfit. Your board
and tuition will be paid directly to the college, and you will
receive in addition during the four years you are there, an allowance
of thirty-five dollars a month. This will enable you to enter on the
same standing as the other students. The money will be sent to you by
the gentleman’s private secretary once a month, and in return, you
will write a letter of acknowledgment once a month. That is—you are
not to thank him for the money; he does n’t care to have that
mentioned, but you are to write a letter telling of the progress in
your studies and the details of your daily life. Just such a letter
as you would write to your parents if they were living.
“These
letters will be addressed to Mr. John Smith and will be sent in care
of the secretary. The gentleman’s name is not John Smith, but he
prefers to remain unknown. To you he will never be anything but John
Smith. His reason in requiring the letters is that he thinks nothing
so fosters facility in literary expression as letter-writing. Since
you have no family with whom to correspond, he desires you to write
in this way; also, he wishes to keep track of your progress. He will
never answer your letters, nor in the slightest particular take any
notice of them. He detests letter-writing, and does not wish you to
become a burden. If any point should ever arise where an answer would
seem to be imperative—such as in the event of your being expelled,
which I trust will not occur—you may correspond with Mr. Griggs,
his secretary. These monthly letters are absolutely obligatory on
your part; they are the only payment that Mr. Smith requires, so you
must be as punctilious in sending them as though it were a bill that
you were paying. I hope that they will always be respectful in
tone and will reflect credit on your training. You must remember that
you are writing to a Trustee of the John Grier Home.”Jerusha’s
eyes longingly sought the door. Her head was in a whirl of
excitement, and she wished only to escape from Mrs. Lippett’s
platitudes, and think. She rose and took a tentative step backwards.
Mrs. Lippett detained her with a gesture; it was an oratorical
opportunity not to be slighted.
“I
trust that you are properly grateful for this very rare good fortune
that has befallen you? Not many girls in your position ever have such
an opportunity to rise in the world. You must always remember—”
“I—yes,
ma’am, thank you. I think, if that ’s all, I must go and sew a
patch on Freddie Perkins’s trousers.”The
door closed behind her, and Mrs. Lippett watched it with dropped jaw,
her peroration in mid-air.