TOWN AND COUNTRY.
THE VILLAGE.
CONFESSION.
THE RAJAH'S DREAM.
SECRET INFLUENCES.
THE NURSERY.
THE TOUCHSTONE.
PLEASURES AND PAINS.
THE NOVEL.
RECALL.
DOUBTS.
DECISION.
THE MOTHER'S TRIAL.
THE VISIT.
THE WIFE.
RISING CLOUDS.
DARKENING CLOUDS.
THE DARK JOURNEY.
CONCLUSION.
TOWN AND COUNTRY.
"Well,
there certainly is a charm in the country!" exclaimed Ada
Murray, as, with the assistance of the hand of her companion, she
sprang lightly down from a stile on the soft daisy-spangled grass
beneath."The
charm of novelty,
I suppose," replied Flora."Well,
I am afraid that I must plead guilty to knowing very little more of
rural life than I have gathered from, 'Let me Wander not Unseen.'
Ever since I came down here I have been looking out for the shepherds
telling tales 'under the hawthorn,' and the village maidens dancing
to the sound of the rebeck; but no livelier piece of gaiety can I
hear of than a feast to the school-children in a field! I suppose
that you could not have archery here?" she added, suddenly, as
the thought crossed her mind."Oh
yes; we have an old bow and some arrows at home, that belonged to my
brother.""Oh,
that's not what I mean," replied Ada, laughing; "bows and
arrows do not make an archery-meeting, they are a mere excuse for
drawing people together. But you don't seem to have any neighbours?""How
can you say so?" cried Flora, playfully, pointing to a village
on their right, nestling amidst elm-trees, above which the spire of a
little church gleamed in the evening sun."You
will not understand me, you malicious little thing! You don't call
visiting old women and sickly children, and questioning a prim class
of tidy girls in a school-room, seeing anything of society? Have you
no neighbours in your own rank of life within ten miles round?""Not
many," replied Flora; "but a few. There's the
clergyman--you have seen him--good old Mr. Ward--""Oh
yes, I have seen him,--the bald-headed little man, with such a
benevolent look and patronising smile, that I quite expected him to
pat me on the head and say, 'There's a good little dear!'""Naughty
little dear, I should say," laughed Flora. "Oh, he is such
a kind old friend, and preaches so beautifully, I don't know what we
should do without him. We have known him and his dear old lady so
long--he was a school-fellow of my dear father. Then there's Captain
Lepine--""A
captain! that sounds more lively. Is he an agreeable individual?""Yes;
he takes care of my garden, and brings me cuttings of his roses. He's
an invalid--""Interesting
of course.""And
he lost a leg in battle--""I
hope that he does not stump about on a wooden one; one could hardly
stand that, even in a romance. I suppose that he was wounded at
Sobraon, or some of those Indian battles with unpronounceable names?""No;
he was wounded at Navarino.""Navarino!"
exclaimed Ada, with affected horror; "then he must be a century
old at the least! Does no one live in this place under eighty years
of age?""Yes;
the doctor and his wife, and half-a-dozen little ones, the eldest not
out of the school-room.""And
nobody besides?""Mrs.
Lacy, the widow of a banker, who occupies the white house which you
observe yonder; but she does not see a great deal of society.""I
should think not," observed Ada, drily. "It is a case of
'the Spanish fleet thou canst not see, for it is not in sight.'""And
she is often ill--""With
ennui, no doubt.""Ah!
and I was forgetting old Miss Butterfield; we passed her just as we
turned into the fields.""Almost
bent into a hoop, like an old witch, and dressed after the fashion of
our great-grandmothers. If she had only sported a red cloak in
addition to her poke-bonnet, I should have gone and asked her to tell
my fortune!""Fie!
fie! how can you talk so?" cried Flora."Well,
well, my good coz," exclaimed Ada, as she threw herself down on
the roots of a gnarled oak, which, green with moss, offered a
tempting seat; "I can only say that I consider you buried alive
here--quite buried alive!" she repeated with emphasis, plucking
a daisy and pulling it to pieces; "and you so charming and fair,
I am always fancying how Eddis would paint you, or whether you have
not sat to him already, you are so like one of his soft, saintly
beauties!""Don't
be so absurd," said Flora, colouring."Ah!
that was all that was wanting, a little heightened blush on the pale
white rose," cried Ada, looking with real admiration, perhaps
not unmixed with envy, at the fair delicate features before her; for
the gipsy hat which Flora wore had fallen back on her shoulders, and
as the breeze played amongst her auburn tresses, and the shadow of
the young leaves fell on her gentle brow, she looked one whom to
behold was to love."Come,
come," said Flora, willing to change the conversation, which
embarrassed her at the time, though, sooth to say, she found her mind
frequently recurring to it afterwards, and with no disagreeable
sensation; "if you think that to live here is so dreadful, how
is it that you can submit for a whole fortnight to be 'buried alive'
in the country?""Well,
my dear, I must not take credit for too sublime heroism. The London
season had hardly commenced, not a single dance was in view. I think
that the melody of all your nightingales, and the perfume of your
flowers, would hardly have tempted me away after Easter.""And
what are the delights which you prize so much?" inquired Flora,
with some little curiosity. "You know that I have never spent
two days together from my home, that I know nothing of what passes in
the world, that though I was born in London, I was so young when we
left Golden Square--""Golden
Square! my dear, never mention such a place, nobody lives in Golden
Square."Flora
coloured again, and felt uncomfortable, she scarcely knew why."You
asked me," continued Ada, "what are the delights of town.
It is hard to describe them, they are so utterly different from any
which you experience here. Bustle and noise, incessant rattling of
carriages and thundering raps at the door, late breakfasts--perhaps
in bed--dinner at the hour of your supper; and when you, innocent
dear, are retiring to rest, the maid is placing the flowers in my
hair, and I am off in a flutter of muslin or tulle, to mount step by
step a crowded staircase, and enter some room where it is impossible
to move, and barely possible to breathe!""And
this night after night?" inquired Flora."Yes,
night after night; that is to say, unless the season is a dull one.""And
do you not feel knocked up in the morning?""Well,
not inclined for a long country walk through fields garnished with
stiles, nor for teaching stupid children in a school, nor for
listening to a very sober, sensible book, such as that to which my
dear good aunt is treating us; but just inclined to rest on a sofa
with a diverting novel in my hand, to chat to amusing visitors, or to
fill up the time till dinner with a concert or a botanical fête.""Ah!
these are what I should enjoy," cried Flora; "I am so fond
of music and of flowers.""Dear
simplicity, do you imagine that any one goes to a concert to listen,
or to a garden to look at the flowers? You go to talk, and to see
your friends, and quiz the company, and--kill time!""And
do you never grow weary?" asked Flora,"Weary;
yes, half tired to death, quite ennuyée; but then the only way to
restore one's jaded spirits is to plunge deeper into gaiety; the
excitement, and the bustle, and the diversion, become quite a
necessity at last.""It
reminds me--but I'll not say of what it reminds me.""Not
say? but you must, and shall. What does it remind you of, little
philosopher?""The
craving which some very vulgar people, to whom I should never dream
of comparing my friends, have for another kind of stimulant.""It
is a sort of intoxication, you mean," said Ada, gaily. "I
will not deny it; a very pleasant sort of intoxication. I wish that
you would come to Grosvenor Square and try it."Flora
gently shook her head."What!
you are afraid of being contaminated by my evil example, I suppose!
You look on gaiety as a dangerous glass of champagne; and have all
here taken the pledge not to go beyond a cup of the very weakest
green tea?""It
is not that," said Flora, looking diverted."Then
I shall carry you off with me--I positively shall; you shall be the
belle of the London season; your time shall be crammed so full with
engagements, balls, operas, concerts, fêtes, that you will scarcely
know day from night!""I
do not think that my mother would approve of that.""Well,
then, you shall go to no place of which your mother, and Mr. Ward,
and the whole clerical body from bishop to curate, would not approve.
We'll take you to Exeter Hall, and the Museum, and the Royal
Institution, panoramas, cycloramas, dioramas! Oh! there is no place
like London for opening the mind. A green bud of rusticity expands at
once into a full-blown rose there.""May
there not be such things as over-blown roses?""No
fear; I'll answer for you, coz, if you'll only go back with me to
London. Say that you will--only say that you will," and Ada
placed her arm caressingly around Flora."I
really cannot, at present," replied her cousin, "though I
should very much enjoy paying you a visit. But it would be impossible
for me to quit home just now, when we are expecting my sister-in-law
from Barbadoes--""Ah!
yes; the widow of your half-brother," said Ada. "John
married a Creole lady, did he not, rather against the wishes of your
poor father?"Flora
bowed her head in assent."Then
your sister-in-law is a perfect stranger to you?""Quite;
and as she dislikes her pen, and never answers a letter, we have not
even the knowledge of each other which one gains from
correspondence.""I
think I heard that there were children," said Ada."Yes;
four poor dear little orphans.""And
all coming to your home?""My
mother will welcome them all.""Ahem!
I wish you joy of your West Indian importation. My aunt must have
been remarkably fond of her step-son!""On
the contrary," replied Flora, lowering her voice to a
confidential whisper, though the birds that twittered on the branches
above them were the only living creatures near--"poor John was
never anything but a trial to mamma. He behaved very ill to her
indeed, at the time when poor dear papa's affairs were settled; he
wrote in so insolent a manner; he cost my precious mother such bitter
tears when she had been already suffering so much, that no one but an
angel, as she is, would ever have forgotten or forgiven his conduct.
You do not know how I felt it," continued Flora, her colour
rising at the recollection; "I could have better borne
unkindness to myself, but insolence to my widowed mother was not to
be endured! Yet, no sooner did we hear that John had died, leaving
his family poorly provided for, than the heart and home of my mother
were opened at once; no feeling was left in her bosom but generous
sympathy and compassion; and I believe that she will receive the
widow as warmly and tenderly as if she were her own cherished child.""That
is Christianity!"
exclaimed Ada. "Ah! if profession and practice thus always went
hand in hand--if 'good people,' as they are called, were always
really good, they would win a great deal more respect from the world
than they do now, and have a great deal more influence in it besides!
But what I can't bear is, when people talk as though they believed
themselves to be saints and all the rest of the world sinners, and
look as though they thought it wicked to smile or raise their voice
above a whisper; and when you come really to know them, when you can
glance a little behind the curtain, they are as selfish, and
avaricious, and mean, and spiteful, as the veriest worldling in
creation! This is what disgusts one, and inclines one to set down
great profession at once as hypocrisy!""My
mother says that it is more by our lives than by our lips that we
should show what we are, and to whom we belong," was Flora's
quiet reply.
THE VILLAGE.
"Now, charming as I find this mossy
seat, and the waving boughs, and the lights and shadows, and the
beautiful view before me, and, above all, the lovely companion
beside me, it strikes my unpoetical mind," said Ada, "that if we
sit longer here, we may find rheumatism added to other country
delights."Flora sprang up at once from her seat. "I quite forgot that
you were not a country lass like myself," she said; "as it must be
almost tea-time now, perhaps we had better return home.""Dinner at one, tea at six--how deliciously old-fashioned and
rural!""Would you object to return by the village? I wished to
inquire for poor old Mrs. Arkwright?""Object! I am only too much delighted to go where there is
anything stirring, be it only a baker's cart!""I think that some day, Ada, I must introduce you to some of
my favourite poor people.""I must get up a little appropriate small-talk first,"
laughed her cousin. "I should feel almost as much out of my element
in a cottage as one of your plough-boys would do in a ball-room. I
could neither speak of amusements, nor fashions, nor pictures, nor
parties; I cannot imagine what one would say after the first 'Good
morning' and the usual observations on the weather.""Oh! how diverting it would be," cried Flora, with sudden
animation, "to set you to teach a class at the school!""I'd make it a dancing-class at once, and substitute graceful
courtesies for the little short bob which always reminds me of Jack
in the box; and the little boys should learn to make elegant bows,
instead of pulling down their own heads by tugging at the
fore-locks!""You would not be so hard upon the simple salutations of our
little rustics, Ada, had you seen our village in the old time, when
a bob or a bow was an unheard-of piece of politeness.""It is a very pretty village," said Ada, as the picturesque
row of white cottages opened on their view; the latticed windows
glowing bright in the sun's setting rays, the small neat gardens
gay with many a flower; while in the foreground the church, of
simple but graceful architecture, raised its glittering spire
towards heaven."It was a very different place twelve years ago," said Flora,
"when my dear parents first came to reside here. There was not a
church then within four miles, and the people here lived in a state
of almost heathen darkness. The cottages were miserable hovels, I
have heard, and seemed purposely contrived to keep out sun and air,
and admit the snow and the rain. Half of the children had never
been baptized, and ran about bare-foot and bare-headed, as dirty
and as ignorant as the very pigs with which they associated! The
only thriving establishments were the ale-houses, and the character
of the place was altogether so bad that it was really dangerous to
be out after dark.""And what worked such a wonderful change?""Oh, everything was gradually done, by patience and untiring
zeal and benevolence. My dear father expended much money, and more
time, in improving the dwellings of the poor, combating prejudices,
inviting the lazy to exertion, raising a spirit of order. My mother
exerted herself amongst the women. They regarded her with suspicion
at first, and were very jealous of interference. They seemed to
consider it as their privilege to be ragged and dirty. But nothing
could withstand the power of her gentleness and kindness. The first
great step was gathering some of the children to a little class in
our own house.""Oh!" exclaimed Ada, "and could your mother really endure to
have a set of ragged, bare-footed little wretches, with unwashed
faces and uncombed hair, in her house?""She not only endured them, but she loved them; and soon,
very soon, they were neither ragged nor untidy. A smile and a word
from mamma accomplished more than a long lecture from another would
have done. As the children learned to read, they carried Bibles and
little religious publications into their parents' miserable homes:
gradually a taste for reading was produced, and my father took care
that it should be gratified by useful and improving works. All this
time my parents were making every effort to collect subscriptions
for building and endowing a church--regular schools followed, until
at length our poor village became the dear, peaceful, happy little
place that you behold it now.""Well," cried Ada, "it must have given your parents a great
deal of pleasure to see all the good that they had
done.""You do admit then," said Flora, archly, "that even the
country may have its pleasures?""Yes; but only think at what a price the pleasure was
purchased! Only think of the misery of being imprisoned in a place
quite out of the world, with no society at all; your only
occupation--picking your way into dirty hovels through rivers of
mud, tumbling over ragged urchins, lecturing poachers and
sheep-stealers, coaxing and coddling sick old women, and then
returning home to write begging-letters for subscriptions to
friends who are sure to have 'so many calls' that they wish you at
Nova Zembla for adding another!"Ada interrupted herself as a sweet golden-haired little boy
lifted the latch of the gate of a tiny garden, and timidly, as if
abashed by the presence of a stranger, offered a bunch of violets
to Flora. She received them as graciously as though they had been a
chaplet of pearls, and her words of thanks made the face of the
child radiant with joy."Quite a chivalrous attention," said Ada, as they moved
on."Oh, my children love me, and often bring me their little
offerings. On my birth-day our myrtle was quite covered with their
garlands of early spring flowers."She now stopped at the door of a cottage and knocked. A
feeble "Come in" sounded from the interior, and she entered,
followed by Ada, who gathered together the folds of her silk dress,
afraid to let them come in contact with the walls of the lowly
dwelling. But her own luxurious home could not have presented a
picture of more perfect cleanline [...]