"THE FINEST STORY IN THE WORLD"
"Or
ever the knightly years were gone
With the old world to the grave,I
was a king in Babylon
And you were a Christian slave," —W.E.
Henley.His
name was Charlie Mears; he was the only son of his mother who was a
widow, and he lived in the north of London, coming into the City
every day to work in a bank. He was twenty years old and suffered
from aspirations. I met him in a public billiard-saloon where the
marker called him by his given name, and he called the marker
"Bullseyes." Charlie explained, a little nervously, that he
had only come to the place to look on, and since looking on at games
of skill is not a cheap amusement for the young, I suggested that
Charlie should go back to his mother.That
was our first step toward better acquaintance. He would call on me
sometimes in the evenings instead of running about London with his
fellow-clerks; and before long, speaking of himself as a young man
must, he told me of his aspirations, which were all literary. He
desired to make himself an undying name chiefly through verse, though
he was not above sending stories of love and death to the
drop-a-penny-in-the-slot journals. It was my fate to sit still while
Charlie read me poems of many hundred lines, and bulky fragments of
plays that would surely shake the world. My reward was his unreserved
confidence, and the self-revelations and troubles of a young man are
almost as holy as those of a maiden. Charlie had never fallen in
love, but was anxious to do so on the first opportunity; he believed
in all things good and all things honorable, but, at the same time,
was curiously careful to let me see that he knew his way about the
world as befitted a bank clerk on twenty-five shillings a week. He
rhymed "dove" with "love" and "moon"
with "June," and devoutly believed that they had never so
been rhymed before. The long lame gaps in his plays he filled up with
hasty words of apology and description and swept on, seeing all that
he intended to do so clearly that he esteemed it already done, and
turned to me for applause.I
fancy that his mother did not encourage his aspirations, and I know
that his writing-table at home was the edge of his washstand. This he
told me almost at the outset of our acquaintance; when he was
ravaging my bookshelves, and a little before I was implored to speak
the truth as to his chances of "writing something really great,
you know." Maybe I encouraged him too much, for, one night, he
called on me, his eyes flaming with excitement, and said
breathlessly:"Do
you mind—can you let me stay here and write all this evening? I
won't interrupt you, I won't really. There's no place for me to write
in at my mother's.""What's
the trouble?" I said, knowing well what that trouble was."I've
a notion in my head that would make the most splendid story that was
ever written. Do let me write it out here. It's
such a notion!"There
was no resisting the appeal. I set him a table; he hardly thanked me,
but plunged into the work at once. For half an hour the pen scratched
without stopping. Then Charlie sighed and tugged his hair. The
scratching grew slower, there were more erasures, and at last ceased.
The finest story in the world would not come forth."It
looks such awful rot now," he said, mournfully. "And yet it
seemed so good when I was thinking about it. What's wrong?"I
could not dishearten him by saying the truth. So I answered: "Perhaps
you don't feel in the mood for writing.""Yes
I do—except when I look at this stuff. Ugh!""Read
me what you've done," I said."He
read, and it was wondrous bad, and he paused at all the specially
turgid sentences, expecting a little approval; for he was proud of
those sentences, as I knew he would be."It
needs compression," I suggested, cautiously."I
hate cutting my things down. I don't think you could alter a word
here without spoiling the sense. It reads better aloud than when I
was writing it.""Charlie,
you're suffering from an alarming disease afflicting a numerous
class. Put the thing by, and tackle it again in a week.""I
want to do it at once. What do you think of it?""How
can I judge from a half-written tale? Tell me the story as it lies in
your head."Charlie
told, and in the telling there was everything that his ignorance had
so carefully prevented from escaping into the written word. I looked
at him, and wondering whether it were possible that he did not know
the originality, the power of the notion that had come in his way? It
was distinctly a Notion among notions. Men had been puffed up with
pride by notions not a tithe as excellent and practicable. But
Charlie babbled on serenely, interrupting the current of pure fancy
with samples of horrible sentences that he purposed to use. I heard
him out to the end. It would be folly to allow his idea to remain in
his own inept hands, when I could do so much with it. Not all that
could be done indeed; but, oh so much!"What
do you think?" he said, at last. "I fancy I shall call it
'The Story of a Ship.'""I
think the idea's pretty good; but you won't be able to handle it for
ever so long. Now I"——"Would
it be of any use to you? Would you care to take it? I should be
proud," said Charlie, promptly.There
are few things sweeter in this world than the guileless, hot-headed,
intemperate, open admiration of a junior. Even a woman in her
blindest devotion does not fall into the gait of the man she adores,
tilt her bonnet to the angle at which he wears his hat, or interlard
her speech with his pet oaths. And Charlie did all these things.
Still it was necessary to salve my conscience before I possessed
myself of Charlie's thoughts."Let's
make a bargain. I'll give you a fiver for the notion," I said.Charlie
became a bank-clerk at once."Oh,
that's impossible. Between two pals, you know, if I may call you so,
and speaking as a man of the world, I couldn't. Take the notion if
it's any use to you. I've heaps more."He
had—none knew this better than I—but they were the notions of
other men."Look
at it as a matter of business—between men of the world," I
returned. "Five pounds will buy you any number of poetry-books.
Business is business, and you may be sure I shouldn't give that price
unless"——"Oh,
if you put it that
way," said Charlie, visibly moved by the thought of the books.
The bargain was clinched with an agreement that he should at unstated
intervals come to me with all the notions that he possessed, should
have a table of his own to write at, and unquestioned right to
inflict upon me all his poems and fragments of poems. Then I said,
"Now tell me how you came by this idea.""It
came by itself," Charlie's eyes opened a little."Yes,
but you told me a great deal about the hero that you must have read
before somewhere.""I
haven't any time for reading, except when you let me sit here, and on
Sundays I'm on my bicycle or down the river all day. There's nothing
wrong about the hero, is there?""Tell
me again and I shall understand clearly. You say that your hero went
pirating. How did he live?""He
was on the lower deck of this ship-thing that I was telling you
about.""What
sort of ship?""It
was the kind rowed with oars, and the sea spurts through the
oar-holes and the men row sitting up to their knees in water. Then
there's a bench running down between the two lines of oars and an
overseer with a whip walks up and down the bench to make the men
work.""How
do you know that?""It's
in the tale. There's a rope running overhead, looped to the upper
deck, for the overseer to catch hold of when the ship rolls. When the
overseer misses the rope once and falls among the rowers, remember
the hero laughs at him and gets licked for it. He's chained to his
oar of course—the hero.""How
is he chained?""With
an iron band round his waist fixed to the bench he sits on, and a
sort of handcuff on his left wrist chaining him to the oar. He's on
the lower deck where the worst men are sent, and the only light comes
from the hatchways and through the oar-holes. Can't you imagine the
sunlight just squeezing through between the handle and the hole and
wobbling about as the ship moves?""I
can, but I can't imagine your imagining it.""How
could it be any other way? Now you listen to me. The long oars on the
upper deck are managed by four men to each bench, the lower ones by
three, and the lowest of all by two. Remember, it's quite dark on the
lowest deck and all the men there go mad. When a man dies at his oar
on that deck he isn't thrown overboard, but cut up in his chains and
stuffed through the oar-hole in little pieces.""Why?"
I demanded, amazed, not so much at the information as the tone of
command in which it was flung out."To
save trouble and to frighten the others. It needs two overseers to
drag a man's body up to the top deck; and if the men at the lower
deck oars were left alone, of course they'd stop rowing and try to
pull up the benches by all standing up together in their chains.""You've
a most provident imagination. Where have you been reading about
galleys and galley-slaves?""Nowhere
that I remember. I row a little when I get the chance. But, perhaps,
if you say so, I may have read something."He
went away shortly afterward to deal with booksellers, and I wondered
how a bank clerk aged twenty could put into my hands with a
profligate abundance of detail, all given with absolute assurance,
the story of extravagant and bloodthirsty adventure, riot, piracy,
and death in unnamed seas. He had led his hero a desperate dance
through revolt against the overseers, to command of a ship of his
own, and ultimate establishment of a kingdom on an island "somewhere
in the sea, you know"; and, delighted with my paltry five
pounds, had gone out to buy the notions of other men, that these
might teach him how to write. I had the consolation of knowing that
this notion was mine by right of purchase, and I thought that I could
make something of it.When
next he came to me he was drunk—royally drunk on many poets for the
first time revealed to him. His pupils were dilated, his words
tumbled over each other, and he wrapped himself in quotations. Most
of all was he drunk with Longfellow."Isn't
it splendid? Isn't it superb?" he cried, after hasty greetings.
"Listen to this—"'Wouldst
thou,'—so the helmsman answered, 'Know
the secret of the sea?Only
those who brave its dangers Comprehend
its mystery.'"By
gum!"'Only
those who brave its dangers Comprehend
its mystery,'"he
repeated twenty times, walking up and down the room and forgetting
me. "But I
can understand it too," he said to himself. "I don't know
how to thank you for that fiver, And this; listen—"'I
remember the black wharves and the ships And
the sea-tides tossing free,And
the Spanish sailors with bearded lips,And
the beauty and mystery of the ships, And
the magic of the sea.'"I
haven't braved any dangers, but I feel as if I knew all about it.""You
certainly seem to have a grip of the sea. Have you ever seen it?""When
I was a little chap I went to Brighton once; we used to live in
Coventry, though, before we came to London. I never saw it,"'When
descends on the AtlanticThe
giganticStorm-wind
of the Equinox.'"He
shook me by the shoulder to make me understand the passion that was
shaking himself."When
that storm comes," he continued, "I think that all the oars
in the ship that I was talking about get broken, and the rowers have
their chests smashed in by the bucking oar-heads. By the way, have
you done anything with that notion of mine yet?""No.
I was waiting to hear more of it from you. Tell me how in the world
you're so certain about the fittings of the ship. You know nothing of
ships.""I
don't know. It's as real as anything to me until I try to write it
down. I was thinking about it only last night in bed, after you had
loaned me 'Treasure Island'; and I made up a whole lot of new things
to go into the story.""What
sort of things?""About
the food the men ate; rotten figs and black beans and wine in a skin
bag, passed from bench to bench.""Was
the ship built so long ago as
that?""As
what? I don't know whether it was long ago or not. It's only a
notion, but sometimes it seems just as real as if it was true. Do I
bother you with talking about it?""Not
in the least. Did you make up anything else?""Yes,
but it's nonsense." Charlie flushed a little."Never
mind; let's hear about it.""Well,
I was thinking over the story, and after awhile I got out of bed and
wrote down on a piece of paper the sort of stuff the men might be
supposed to scratch on their oars with the edges of their handcuffs.
It seemed to make the thing more lifelike. It
is so real to me,
y'know.""Have
you the paper on you?""Ye-es,
but what's the use of showing it? It's only a lot of scratches. All
the same, we might have 'em reproduced in the book on the front
page.""I'll
attend to those details. Show me what your men wrote."He
pulled out of his pocket a sheet of note-paper, with a single line of
scratches upon it, and I put this carefully away."What
is it supposed to mean in English?" I said."Oh,
I don't know. Perhaps it means 'I'm beastly tired.' It's great
nonsense," he repeated, "but all those men in the ship seem
as real as people to me. Do do something to the notion soon; I should
like to see it written and printed.""But
all you've told me would make a long book.""Make
it then. You've only to sit down and write it out.""Give
me a little time. Have you any more notions?""Not
just now. I'm reading all the books I've bought. They're splendid."When
he had left I looked at the sheet of note-paper with the inscription
upon it. Then I took my head tenderly between both hands, to make
certain that it was not coming off or turning round. Then ... but
there seemed to be no interval between quitting my rooms and finding
myself arguing with a policeman outside a door marked
Private in a
corridor of the British Museum. All I demanded, as politely as
possible, was "the Greek antiquity man." The policeman knew
nothing except the rules of the Museum, and it became necessary to
forage through all the houses and offices inside the gates. An
elderly gentleman called away from his lunch put an end to my search
by holding the note-paper between finger and thumb and sniffing at it
scornfully."What
does this mean? H'mm," said he. "So far as I can ascertain
it is an attempt to write extremely corrupt Greek on the part"—here
he glared at me with intention—"of an extremely
illiterate—ah—person." He read slowly from the paper,
"Pollock,
Erckmann, Tauchnitz, Henniker"-four
names familiar to me."Can
you tell me what the corruption is supposed to mean—the gist of the
thing?" I asked."I
have been—many times—overcome with weariness in this particular
employment. That is the meaning." He returned me the paper, and
I fled without a word of thanks, explanation, or apology.I
might have been excused for forgetting much. To me of all men had
been given the chance to write the most marvelous tale in the world,
nothing less than the story of a Greek galley-slave, as told by
himself. Small wonder that his dreaming had seemed real to Charlie.
The Fates that are so careful to shut the doors of each successive
life behind us had, in this case, been neglectful, and Charlie was
looking, though that he did not know, where never man had been
permitted to look with full knowledge since Time began. Above all, he
was absolutely ignorant of the knowledge sold to me for five pounds;
and he would retain that ignorance, for bank-clerks do not understand
metempsychosis, and a sound commercial education does not include
Greek. He would supply me—here I capered among the dumb gods of
Egypt and laughed in their battered faces—with material to make my
tale sure—so sure that the world would hail it as an impudent and
vamped fiction. And I—I alone would know that it was absolutely and
literally true. I—I alone held this jewel to my hand for the
cutting and polishing. Therefore I danced again among the gods till a
policeman saw me and took steps in my direction.It
remained now only to encourage Charlie to talk, and here there was no
difficulty. But I had forgotten those accursed books of poetry. He
came to me time after time, as useless as a surcharged
phonograph—drunk on Byron, Shelley, or Keats. Knowing now what the
boy had been in his past lives, and desperately anxious not to lose
one word of his babble, I could not hide from him my respect and
interest. He misconstrued both into respect for the present soul of
Charlie Mears, to whom life was as new as it was to Adam, and
interest in his readings; and stretched my patience to breaking point
by reciting poetry—not his own now, but that of others. I wished
every English poet blotted out of the memory of mankind. I blasphemed
the mightiest names of song because they had drawn Charlie from the
path of direct narrative, and would, later, spur him to imitate them;
but I choked down my impatience until the first flood of enthusiasm
should have spent itself and the boy returned to his dreams."What's
the use of my telling you what
I think, when these
chaps wrote things for the angels to read?" he growled, one
evening. "Why don't you write something like theirs?""I
don't think you're treating me quite fairly," I said, speaking
under strong restraint."I've
given you the story," he said, shortly, replunging into "Lara.""But
I want the details.""The
things I make up about that damned ship that you call a galley?
They're quite easy. You can just make 'em up yourself. Turn up the
gas a little, I want to go on reading."I
could have broken the gas globe over his head for his amazing
stupidity. I could indeed make up things for myself did I only know
what Charlie did not know that he knew. But since the doors were shut
behind me I could only wait his youthful pleasure and strive to keep
him in good temper. One minute's want of guard might spoil a
priceless revelation; now and again he would toss his books aside—he
kept them in my rooms, for his mother would have been shocked at the
waste of good money had she seen them—and launched into his sea
dreams, Again I cursed all the poets of England. The plastic mind of
the bank-clerk had been overlaid, colored and distorted by that which
he had read, and the result as delivered was a confused tangle of
other voices most like the muttered song through a City telephone in
the busiest part of the day.He
talked of the galley—his own galley had he but known it—with
illustrations borrowed from the "Bride of Abydos." He
pointed the experiences of his hero with quotations from "The
Corsair," and threw in deep and desperate moral reflections from
"Cain" and "Manfred," expecting me to use them
all. Only when the talk turned on Longfellow were the jarring
cross-currents dumb, and I knew that Charlie was speaking the truth
as he remembered it."What
do you think of this?" I said one evening, as soon as I
understood the medium in which his memory worked best, and, before he
could expostulate, read him the whole of "The Saga of King
Olaf!"He
listened open-mouthed, flushed, his hands drumming on the back of the
sofa where he lay, till I came to the Song of Einar Tamberskelver and
the verse:"Einar
then, the arrow taking From
the loosened string,Answered:
'That was Norway breaking 'Neath
thy hand, O King.'"He
gasped with pure delight of sound."That's
better than Byron, a little," I ventured."Better?
Why it's true!
How could he have known?"I
went back and repeated:"What
was that?' said Olaf, standing On
the quarter-deck,'Something
heard I like the stranding Of
a shattered wreck?'""How
could he have known how the ships crash and the oars rip out and go
z-zzp all along the
line? Why only the other night.... But go back please and read 'The
Skerry of Shrieks' again.""No,
I'm tired. Let's talk. What happened the other night?""I
had an awful nightmare about that galley of ours. I dreamed I was
drowned in a fight. You see we ran alongside another ship in harbor.
The water was dead still except where our oars whipped it up. You
know where I always sit in the galley?" He spoke haltingly at
first, under a fine English fear of being laughed at,"No.
That's news to me," I answered, meekly, my heart beginning to
beat."On
the fourth oar from the bow on the right side on the upper deck.
There were four of us at that oar, all chained. I remember watching
the water and trying to get my handcuffs off before the row began.
Then we closed up on the other ship, and all their fighting men
jumped over our bulwarks, and my bench broke and I was pinned down
with the three other fellows on top of me, and the big oar jammed
across our backs.""Well?"
Charlie's eyes were alive and alight. He was looking at the wall
behind my chair."I
don't know how we fought. The men were trampling all over my back,
and I lay low. Then our rowers on the left side—tied to their oars,
you know—began to yell and back water. I could hear the water
sizzle, and we spun round like a cockchafer and I knew, lying where I
was, that there was a galley coming up bow-on, to ram us on the left
side. I could just lift up my head and see her sail over the
bulwarks. We wanted to meet her bow to bow, but it was too late. We
could only turn a little bit because the galley on our right had
hooked herself on to us and stopped our moving. Then, by gum! there
was a crash! Our left oars began to break as the other galley, the
moving one y'know, stuck her nose into them. Then the lower-deck oars
shot up through the deck planking, butt first, and one of them jumped
clean up into the air and came down again close to my head.""How
was that managed?""The
moving galley's bow was plunking them back through their own
oar-holes, and I could hear the devil of a shindy in the decks below.
Then her nose caught us nearly in the middle, and we tilted sideways,
and the fellows in the right-hand galley unhitched their hooks and
ropes, and threw things on to our upper deck—arrows, and hot pitch
or something that stung, and we went up and up and up on the left
side, and the right side dipped, and I twisted my head round and saw
the water stand still as it topped the right bulwarks, and then it
curled over and crashed down on the whole lot of us on the right
side, and I felt it hit my back, and I woke.""One
minute, Charlie. When the sea topped the bulwarks, what did it look
like?" I had my reasons for asking. A man of my acquaintance had
once gone down with a leaking ship in a still sea, and had seen the
water-level pause for an instant ere it fell on the deck."It
looked just like a banjo-string drawn tight, and it seemed to stay
there for years," said Charlie.Exactly!
The other man had said: "It looked like a silver wire laid down
along the bulwarks, and I thought it was never going to break."
He had paid everything except the bare life for this little valueless
piece of knowledge, and I had traveled ten thousand weary miles to
meet him and take his knowledge at second hand. But Charlie, the
bank-clerk on twenty-five shillings a week, he who had never been out
of sight of a London omnibus, knew it all. It was no consolation to
me that once in his lives he had been forced to die for his gains. I
also must have died scores of times, but behind me, because I could
have used my knowledge, the doors were shut."And
then?" I said, trying to put away the devil of envy."The
funny thing was, though, in all the mess I didn't feel a bit
astonished or frightened. It seemed as if I'd been in a good many
fights, because I told my next man so when the row began. But that
cad of an overseer on my deck wouldn't unloose our chains and give us
a chance. He always said that we'd all be set free after a battle,
but we never were; we never were." Charlie shook his head
mournfully."What
a scoundrel!""I
should say he was. He never gave us enough to eat, and sometimes we
were so thirsty that we used to drink salt-water. I can taste that
salt-water still.""Now
tell me something about the harbor where the fight was fought.""I
didn't dream about that. I know it was a harbor, though; because we
were tied up to a ring on a white wall and all the face of the stone
under water was covered with wood to prevent our ram getting chipped
when the tide made us rock.""That's
curious. Our hero commanded the galley, didn't he?""Didn't
he just! He stood by the bows and shouted like a good 'un. He was the
man who killed the overseer.""But
you were all drowned together, Charlie, weren't you?""I
can't make that fit quite," he said, with a puzzled look. "The
galley must have gone down with all hands, and yet I fancy that the
hero went on living afterward. Perhaps he climbed into the attacking
ship. I wouldn't see that, of course. I was dead, you know." He
shivered slightly and protested that he could remember no more.I
did not press him further, but to satisfy myself that he lay in
ignorance of the workings of his own mind, deliberately introduced
him to Mortimer Collins's "Transmigration," and gave him a
sketch of the plot before he opened the pages."What
rot it all is!" he said, frankly, at the end of an hour. "I
don't understand his nonsense about the Red Planet Mars and the King,
and the rest of it. Chuck me the Longfellow again."I
handed him the book and wrote out as much as I could remember of his
description of the sea-fight, appealing to him from time to time for
confirmation of fact or detail. He would answer without raising his
eyes from the book, as assuredly as though all his knowledge lay
before him on the printed page. I spoke under the normal key of my
voice that the current might not be broken, and I know that he was
not aware of what he was saying, for his thoughts were out on the sea
with Longfellow."Charlie,"
I asked, "when the rowers on the gallies mutinied how did they
kill their overseers?""Tore
up the benches and brained 'em. That happened when a heavy sea was
running. An overseer on the lower deck slipped from the centre plank
and fell among the rowers. They choked him to death against the side
of the ship with their chained hands quite quietly, and it was too
dark for the other overseer to see what had happened. When he asked,
he was pulled down too and choked, and the lower deck fought their
way up deck by deck, with the pieces of the broken benches banging
behind 'em. How they howled!""And
what happened after that?""I
don't know. The hero went away—red hair and red beard and all. That
was after he had captured our galley, I think."The
sound of my voice irritated him, and he motioned slightly with his
left hand as a man does when interruption jars."You
never told me he was red-headed before, or that he captured your
galley," I said, after a discreet interval.Charlie
did not raise his eyes."He
was as red as a red bear," said he, abstractedly. "He came
from the north; they said so in the galley when he looked for
rowers—not slaves, but free men. Afterward—years and years
afterward—news came from another ship, or else he came back"—His
lips moved in silence. He was rapturously retasting some poem before
him."Where
had he been, then?" I was almost whispering that the sentence
might come gentle to whichever section of Charlie's brain was working
on my behalf."To
the Beaches—the Long and Wonderful Beaches!" was the reply,
after a minute of silence."To
Furdurstrandi?" I asked, tingling from head to foot."Yes,
to Furdurstrandi," he pronounced the word in a new fashion. "And
I too saw"——The voice failed."Do
you know what you have said?" I shouted, incautiously.He
lifted his eyes, fully roused now, "No!" he snapped. "I
wish you'd let a chap go on reading. Hark to this:"'But
Othere, the old sea captain,He
neither paused nor stirred Till
the king listened, and then Once
more took up his penAnd
wrote down every word,"'And
to the King of the SaxonsIn
witness of the truth, Raising
his noble head, He
stretched his brown hand and said,"Behold
this walrus tooth."'By
Jove, what chaps those must have been, to go sailing all over the
shop never knowing where they'd fetch the land! Hah!""Charlie,"
I pleaded, "if you'll only be sensible for a minute or two I'll
make our hero in our tale every inch as good as Othere.""Umph!
Longfellow wrote that poem. I don't care about writing things any
more. I want to read." He was thoroughly out of tune now, and
raging over my own ill-luck, I left him.Conceive
yourself at the door of the world's treasure-house guarded by a
child—an idle irresponsible child playing knuckle-bones—on whose
favor depends the gift of the key, and you will imagine one half my
torment. Till that evening Charlie had spoken nothing that might not
lie within the experiences of a Greek galley-slave. But now, or there
was no virtue in books, he had talked of some desperate adventure of
the Vikings, of Thorfin Karlsefne's sailing to Wineland, which is
America, in the ninth or tenth century. The battle in the harbor he
had seen; and his own death he had described. But this was a much
more startling plunge into the past. Was it possible that he had
skipped half a dozen lives and was then dimly remembering some
episode of a thousand years later? It was a maddening jumble, and the
worst of it was that Charlie Mears in his normal condition was the
last person in the world to clear it up. I could only wait and watch,
but I went to bed that night full of the wildest imaginings. There
was nothing that was not possible if Charlie's detestable memory only
held good.I
might rewrite the Saga of Thorfin Karlsefne as it had never been
written before, might tell the story of the first discovery of
America, myself the discoverer. But I was entirely at Charlie's
mercy, and so long as there was a three-and-six-penny Bohn volume
within his reach Charlie would not tell. I dared not curse him
openly; I hardly dared jog his memory, for I was dealing with the
experiences of a thousand years ago, told through the mouth of a boy
of to-day; and a boy of to-day is affected by every change of tone
and gust of opinion, so that he lies even when he desires to speak
the truth.I
saw no more of him for nearly a week. When next I met him it was in
Gracechurch Street with a billhook chained to his waist. Business
took him over London Bridge and I accompanied him. He was very full
of the importance of that book and magnified it. As we passed over
the Thames we paused to look at a steamer unloading great slabs of
white and brown marble. A barge drifted under the steamer's stern and
a lonely cow in that barge bellowed. Charlie's face changed from the
face of the bank-clerk to that of an unknown and—though he would
not have believed this—a much shrewder man. He flung out his arm
across the parapet of the bridge and laughing very loudly, said:"When
they heard our
bulls bellow the Skroelings ran away!"I
waited only for an instant, but the barge and the cow had disappeared
under the bows of the steamer before I answered."Charlie,
what do you suppose are Skroelings?""Never
heard of 'em before. They sound like a new kind of seagull. What a
chap you are for asking questions!" he replied. "I have to
go to the cashier of the Omnibus Company yonder. Will you wait for me
and we can lunch somewhere together? I've a notion for a poem.""No,
thanks. I'm off. You're sure you know nothing about Skroelings?""Not
unless he's been entered for the Liverpool Handicap." He nodded
and disappeared in the crowd.Now
it is written in the Saga of Eric the Red or that of Thorfin
Karlsefne, that nine hundred years ago when Karlsefne's galleys came
to Leif's booths, which Leif had erected in the unknown land called
Markland, which may or may not have been Rhode Island, the
Skroelings—and the Lord He knows who these may or may not have
been—came to trade with the Vikings, and ran away because they were
frightened at the bellowing of the cattle which Thorfin had brought
with him in the ships. But what in the world could a Greek slave know
of that affair? I wandered up and down among the streets trying to
unravel the mystery, and the more I considered it, the more baffling
it grew. One thing only seemed certain, and that certainty took away
my breath for the moment. If I came to full knowledge of anything at
all it would not be one life of the soul in Charlie Mears's body, but
half a dozen—half a dozen several and separate existences spent on
blue water in the morning of the world!Then
I walked round the situation.Obviously
if I used my knowledge I should stand alone and unapproachable until
all men were as wise as myself. That would be something, but manlike
I was ungrateful. It seemed bitterly unfair that Charlie's memory
should fail me when I needed it most. Great Powers above—I looked
up at them through the fog smoke—did the Lords of Life and Death
know what this meant to me? Nothing less than eternal fame of the
best kind, that comes from One, and is shared by one alone. I would
be content—remembering Clive, I stood astounded at my own
moderation,—with the mere right to tell one story, to work out one
little contribution to the light literature of the day. If Charlie
were permitted full recollection for one hour—for sixty short
minutes—of existences that had extended over a thousand years—I
would forego all profit and honor from all that I should make of his
speech. I would take no share in the commotion that would follow
throughout the particular corner of the earth that calls itself "the
world." The thing should be put forth anonymously. Nay, I would
make other men believe that they had written it. They would hire
bull-hided self-advertising Englishmen to bellow it abroad. Preachers
would found a fresh conduct of life upon it, swearing that it was new
and that they had lifted the fear of death from all mankind. Every
Orientalist in Europe would patronize it discursively with Sanskrit
and Pali texts. Terrible women would invent unclean variants of the
men's belief for the elevation of their sisters. Churches and
religions would war over it. Between the hailing and re-starting of
an omnibus I foresaw the scuffles that would arise among half a dozen
denominations all professing "the doctrine of the True
Metempsychosis as applied to the world and the New Era"; and
saw, too, the respectable English newspapers shying, like frightened
kine, over the beautiful simplicity of the tale. The mind leaped
forward a hundred—two hundred—a thousand years. I saw with sorrow
that men would mutilate and garble the story; that rival creeds would
turn it upside down till, at last, the western world which clings to
the dread of death more closely than the hope of life, would set it
aside as an interesting superstition and stampede after some faith so
long forgotten that it seemed altogether new. Upon this I changed the
terms of the bargain that I would make with the Lords of Life and
Death. Only let me know, let me write, the story with sure knowledge
that I wrote the truth, and I would burn the manuscript as a solemn
sacrifice. Five minutes after the last line was written I would
destroy it all. But I must be allowed to write it with absolute
certainty.There
was no answer. The flaming colors of an Aquarium poster caught my eye
and I wondered whether it would be wise or prudent to lure Charlie
into the hands of the professional mesmerist, and whether, if he were
under his power, he would speak of his past lives. If he did, and if
people believed him ... but Charlie would be frightened and
flustered, or made conceited by the interviews. In either case he
would begin to lie, through fear or vanity. He was safest in my own
hands,"They
are very funny fools, your English," said a voice at my elbow,
and turning round I recognized a casual acquaintance, a young Bengali
law student, called Grish Chunder, whose father had sent him to
England to become civilized. The old man was a retired native
official, and on an income of five pounds a month contrived to allow
his son two hundred pounds a year, and the run of his teeth in a city
where he could pretend to be the cadet of a royal house, and tell
stories of the brutal Indian bureaucrats who ground the faces of the
poor.Grish
Chunder was a young, fat, full-bodied Bengali dressed with scrupulous
care in frock coat, tall hat, light trousers and tan gloves. But I
had known him in the days when the brutal Indian Government paid for
his university education, and he contributed cheap sedition to
Sachi Durpan, and
intrigued with the wives of his schoolmates."That
is very funny and very foolish," he said, nodding at the poster.
"I am going down to the Northbrook Club. Will you come too?"I
walked with him for some time. "You are not well," he said.
"What is there in your mind? You do not talk.""Grish
Chunder, you've been too well educated to believe in a God, haven't
you?""Oah,
yes, here!
But when I go home I must conciliate popular superstition, and make
ceremonies of purification, and my women will anoint idols.""And
hang up tulsi
and feast the
purohit, and take
you back into caste again and make a good
khuttri of you
again, you advanced social Free-thinker. And you'll eat
desi food, and like
it all, from the smell in the courtyard to the mustard oil over you.""I
shall very much like it," said Grish Chunder, unguardedly, "Once
a Hindu—always a Hindu. But I like to know what the English think
they know.""I'll
tell you something that one Englishman knows. It's an old tale to
you."I
began to tell the story of Charlie in English, but Grish Chunder put
a question in the vernacular, and the history went forward naturally
in the tongue best suited for its telling. After all it could never
have been told in English. Grish Chunder heard me, nodding from time
to time, and then came up to my rooms where I finished the tale."Beshak,"
he said, philosophically. "Lekin
darwaza band hai.
(Without doubt, but the door is shut.) I have heard of this
remembering of previous existences among my people. It is of course
an old tale with us, but, to happen to an Englishman—a cow-fed
Malechh—an
outcast. By Jove, that is most peculiar!""Outcast
yourself, Grish Chunder! You eat cow-beef every day. Let's think the
thing over. The boy remembers his incarnations.""Does
he know that?" said Grish Chunder, quietly, swinging his legs as
he sat on my table. He was speaking in English now."He
does not know anything. Would I speak to you if he did? Go on!""There
is no going on at all. If you tell that to your friends they will say
you are mad and put it in the papers. Suppose, now, you prosecute for
libel.""Let's
leave that out of the question entirely. Is there any chance of his
being made to speak?""There
is a chance. Oah, yess! But
if he spoke it
would mean that all this world would end now—instanto—fall
down on your head. These things are not allowed, you know. As I said,
the door is shut.""Not
a ghost of a chance?""How
can there be? You are a Christian, and it is forbidden to eat, in
your books, of the Tree of Life, or else you would never die. How
shall you all fear death if you all know what your friend does not
know that he knows? I am afraid to be kicked, but I am not afraid to
die, because I know what I know. You are not afraid to be kicked, but
you are afraid to die. If you were not, by God! you English would be
all over the shop in an hour, upsetting the balances of power, and
making commotions. It would not be good. But no fear. He will
remember a little and a little less, and he will call it dreams. Then
he will forget altogether. When I passed my First Arts Examination in
Calcutta that was all in the cram-book on Wordsworth. Trailing clouds
of glory, you know.""This
seems to be an exception to the rule.""There
are no exceptions to rules. Some are not so hard-looking as others,
but they are all the same when you touch. If this friend of yours
said so-and-so and so-and-so, indicating that he remembered all his
lost lives, or one piece of a lost life, he would not be in the bank
another hour. He would be what you called sack because he was mad,
and they would send him to an asylum for lunatics. You can see that,
my friend.""Of
course I can, but I wasn't thinking of him. His name need never
appear in the story,""Ah!
I see. That story will never be written. You can try,""I
am going to.""For
your own credit and for the sake of money,
of course?""No.
For the sake of writing the story. On my honor that will be all.""Even
then there is no chance. You cannot play with the Gods. It is a very
pretty story now. As they say, Let it go on that—I mean at that. Be
quick; he will not last long.""How
do you mean?""What
I say. He has never, so far, thought about a woman.""Hasn't
he, though!" I remembered some of Charlie's confidences."I
mean no woman has thought about him. When that comes;
bus—hogya—all
up! I know. There are millions of women here. Housemaids, for
instance."I
winced at the thought of my story being ruined by a housemaid. And
yet nothing was more probable.Grish
Chunder grinned."Yes—also
pretty girls—cousins of his house, and perhaps
not of his house.
One kiss that he gives back again and remembers will cure all this
nonsense, or else"—"Or
else what? Remember he does not know that he knows.""I
know that. Or else, if nothing happens he will become immersed in the
trade and the financial speculations like the rest. It must be so.
You can see that it must be so. But the woman will come first,
I think."There
was a rap at the door, and Charlie charged in impetuously. He had
been released from office, and by the look in his eyes I could see
that he had come over for a long talk; most probably with poems in
his pockets. Charlie's poems were very wearying, but sometimes they
led him to talk about the galley.Grish
Chunder looked at him keenly for a minute."I
beg your pardon," Charlie said, uneasily; "I didn't know
you had any one with you.""I
am going," said Grish Chunder,He
drew me into the lobby as he departed."That
is your man," he said, quickly. "I tell you he will never
speak all you wish. That is rot—bosh. But he would be most good to
make to see things. Suppose now we pretend that it was only play"—I
had never seen Grish Chunder so excited—"and pour the ink-pool
into his hand. Eh, what do you think? I tell you that he could see
anything that a man
could see. Let me get the ink and the camphor. He is a seer and he
will tell us very many things.""He
may be all you say, but I'm not going to trust him to your gods and
devils.""It
will not hurt him. He will only feel a little stupid and dull when he
wakes up. You have seen boys look into the ink-pool before.""That
is the reason why I am not going to see it any more. You'd better go,
Grish Chunder."He
went, declaring far down the staircase that it was throwing away my
only chance of looking into the future.This
left me unmoved, for I was concerned for the past, and no peering of
hypnotized boys into mirrors and ink-pools would help me to that. But
I recognized Grish Chunder's point of view and sympathized with it."What
a big black brute that was!" said Charlie, when I returned to
him. "Well, look here, I've just done a poem; did it instead of
playing dominoes after lunch. May I read it?""Let
me read it to myself.""Then
you miss the proper expression. Besides, you always make my things
sound as if the rhymes were all wrong.""Read
it aloud, then. You're like the rest of 'em."Charlie
mouthed me his poem, and it was not much worse than the average of
his verses. He had been reading his books faithfully, but he was not
pleased when I told him that I preferred my Longfellow undiluted with
Charlie.Then
we began to go through the MS. line by line; Charlie parrying every
objection and correction with:"Yes,
that may be better, but you don't catch what I'm driving at."Charles
was, in one way at least, very like one kind of poet.There
was a pencil scrawl at the back of the paper and "What's that?"
I said."Oh
that's not poetry at all. It's some rot I wrote last night before I
went to bed and it was too much bother to hunt for rhymes; so I made
it a sort of blank verse instead."Here
is Charlie's "blank verse":"We
pulled for you when the wind was against us and the sails were low.
Will you never let us go?We
ate bread and onions when you took towns or ran aboard quickly when
you were beaten back by the foe,The
captains walked up and down the deck in fair weather singing songs,
but we were below,We
fainted with our chins on the oars and you did not see that we were
idle for we still swung to and fro.
Will you never let us go?The
salt made the oar bandies like sharkskin; our knees were cut to the
bone with salt cracks; our hair was stuck to our foreheads; and our
lips were cut to our gums and you whipped us because we could not
row, Will you never
let us go?But
in a little time we shall run out of the portholes as the water runs
along the oarblade, and though you tell the others to row after us
you will never catch us till you catch the oar-thresh and tie up the
winds in the belly of the sail. Aho!
Will you never let us go?""H'm.
What's oar-thresh, Charlie?""The
water washed up by the oars. That's the sort of song they might sing
in the galley, y'know. Aren't you ever going to finish that story and
give me some of the profits?""It
depends on yourself. If you had only told me more about your hero in
the first instance it might have been finished by now. You're so hazy
in your notions.""I
only want to give you the general notion of it—the knocking about
from place to place and the fighting and all that. Can't you fill in
the rest yourself? Make the hero save a girl on a pirate-galley and
marry her or do something.""You're
a really helpful collaborator. I suppose the hero went through some
few adventures before he married.""Well
then, make him a very artful card—a low sort of man—a sort of
political man who went about making treaties and breaking them—a
black-haired chap who hid behind the mast when the fighting began.""But
you said the other day that he was red-haired.""I
couldn't have. Make him black-haired of course. You've no
imagination."Seeing
that I had just discovered the entire principles upon which the
half-memory falsely called imagination is based, I felt entitled to
laugh, but forbore, for the sake of the tale."You're
right You're
the man with imagination. A black-haired chap in a decked ship,"
I said."No,
an open ship—like a big boat."This
was maddening."Your
ship has been built and designed, closed and decked in; you said so
yourself," I protested."No,
no, not that ship. That was open, or half decked because—By Jove
you're right You made me think of the hero as a red-haired chap. Of
course if he were red, the ship would be an open one with painted
sails,"Surely,
I thought, he would remember now that he had served in two galleys at
least—in a three-decked Greek one under the black-haired "political
man," and again in a Viking's open sea-serpent under the man
"red as a red bear" who went to Markland. The devil
prompted me to speak."Why,
'of course,' Charlie?" said I."I
don't know. Are you making fun of me?"The
current was broken for the time being. I took up a notebook and
pretended to make many entries in it."It's
a pleasure to work with an imaginative chap like yourself," I
said, after a pause. "The way that you've brought out the
character of the hero is simply wonderful.""Do
you think so?" he answered, with a pleased flush. "I often
tell myself that there's more in me than my mo—than people think.""There's
an enormous amount in you.""Then,
won't you let me send an essay on The Ways of Bank Clerks to
Tit-Bits, and get
the guinea prize?""That
wasn't exactly what I meant, old fellow; perhaps it would be better
to wait a little and go ahead with the galley-story.""Ah,
but I sha'n't get the credit of that.
Tit-Bits would
publish my name and address if I win. What are you grinning at? They
would.""I
know it. Suppose you go for a walk. I want to look through my notes
about our story."Now
this reprehensible youth who left me, a little hurt and put back,
might for aught he or I knew have been one of the crew of the
Argo—had been
certainly slave or comrade to Thorfin Karlsefne. Therefore he was
deeply interested in guinea competitions. Remembering what Grish
Chunder had said I laughed aloud. The Lords of Life and Death would
never allow Charlie Mears to speak with full knowledge of his pasts,
and I must even piece out what he had told me with my own poor
inventions while Charlie wrote of the ways of bank clerks.I
got together and placed on one file all my notes; and the net result
was not cheering. I read them a second time. There was nothing that
might not have been compiled at secondhand from other people's
books—except, perhaps, the story of the fight in the harbor. The
adventures of a Viking had been written many times before; the
history of a Greek galley-slave was no new thing, and though I wrote
both, who could challenge or confirm the accuracy of my details? I
might as well tell a tale of two thousand years hence. The Lords of
Life and Death were as cunning as Grish Chunder had hinted. They
would allow nothing to escape that might trouble or make easy the
minds of men. Though I was convinced of this, yet I could not leave
the tale alone. Exaltation followed reaction, not once, but twenty
times in the next few weeks. My moods varied with the March sunlight
and flying clouds. By night or in the beauty of a spring morning I
perceived that I could write that tale and shift continents thereby.
In the wet, windy afternoons, I saw that the tale might indeed be
written, but would be nothing more than a faked, false-varnished,
sham-rusted piece of Wardour Street work at the end. Then I blessed
Charlie in many ways—though it was no fault of his. He seemed to be
busy with prize competitions, and I saw less and less of him as the
weeks went by and the earth cracked and grew ripe to spring, and the
buds swelled in their sheaths. He did not care to read or talk of
what he had read, and there was a new ring of self-assertion in his
voice. I hardly cared to remind him of the galley when we met; but
Charlie alluded to it on every occasion, always as a story from which
money was to be made."I
think I deserve twenty-five per cent., don't I, at least," he
said, with beautiful frankness. "I supplied all the ideas,
didn't I?"This
greediness for silver was a new side in his nature. I assumed that it
had been developed in the City, where Charlie was picking up the
curious nasal drawl of the underbred City man."When
the thing's done we'll talk about it. I can't make anything of it at
present. Red-haired or black-haired hero are equally difficult."He
was sitting by the fire staring at the red coals. "I can't
understand what you find so difficult. It's all as clear as mud to
me," he replied. A jet of gas puffed out between the bars, took
light and whistled softly. "Suppose we take the red-haired
hero's adventures first, from the time that he came south to my
galley and captured it and sailed to the Beaches."I
knew better now than to interrupt Charlie. I was out of reach of pen
and paper, and dared not move to get them lest I should break the
current. The gas-jet puffed and whinnied, Charlie's voice dropped
almost to a whisper, and he told a tale of the sailing of an open
galley to Furdurstrandi, of sunsets on the open sea, seen under the
curve of the one sail evening after evening when the galley's beak
was notched into the centre of the sinking disc, and "we sailed
by that for we had no other guide," quoth Charlie. He spoke of a
landing on an island and explorations in its woods, where the crew
killed three men whom they found asleep under the pines. Their
ghosts, Charlie said, followed the galley, swimming and choking in
the water, and the crew cast lots and threw one of their number
overboard as a sacrifice to the strange gods whom they had offended.
Then they ate sea-weed when their provisions failed, and their legs
swelled, and their leader, the red-haired man, killed two rowers who
mutinied, and after a year spent among the woods they set sail for
their own country, and a wind that never failed carried them back so
safely that they all slept at night. This, and much more Charlie
told. Sometimes the voice fell so low that I could not catch the
words, though every nerve was on the strain, He spoke of their
leader, the red-haired man, as a pagan speaks of his God; for it was
he who cheered them and slew them impartially as he thought best for
their needs; and it was he who steered them for three days among
floating ice, each floe crowded with strange beasts that "tried
to sail with us," said Charlie, "and we beat them back with
the handles of the oars."The
gas-jet went out, a burned coal gave way, and the fire settled down
with a tiny crash to the bottom of the grate. Charlie ceased
speaking, and I said no word,"By
Jove!" he said, at last, shaking his head. "I've been
staring at the fire till I'm dizzy. What was I going to say?""Something
about the galley.""I
remember now. It's 25 per cent. of the profits, isn't it?""It's
anything you like when I've done the tale.""I
wanted to be sure of that. I must go now. I've—I've an
appointment." And he left me.Had
my eyes not been held I might have known that that broken muttering
over the fire was the swan-song of Charlie Mears. But I thought it
the prelude to fuller revelation. At last and at last I should cheat
the Lords of Life and Death!When
next Charlie came to me I received him with rapture. He was nervous
and embarrassed, but his eyes were very full of light, and his lips a
little parted."I've
done a poem," he said; and then, quickly: "it's the best
I've ever done. Read it." He thrust it into my hand and
retreated to the window.I
groaned inwardly. It would be the work of half an hour to
criticise—that is to say praise—the poem sufficiently to please
Charlie. Then I had good reason to groan, for Charlie, discarding his
favorite centipede metres, had launched into shorter and choppier
verse, and verse with a motive at the back of it. This is what I
read:"The
day Is most fair, the cheery wind Halloos
behind the hill,Where
he bends the wood as seemeth good, And
the sapling to his will!Riot
O wind; there is that in my blood That
would not have thee still!"She
gave me herself, O Earth, O Sky; Grey
sea, she is mine alone!Let
the sullen boulders hear my cry, And
rejoice tho' they be but stone!"Mine!
I have won her O good brown earth, Make
merry! 'Tis hard on Spring;Make
merry; my love is doubly worth All
worship your fields can bring!Let
the hind that tills you feel my mirth At
the early harrowing,""Yes,
it's the early harrowing, past a doubt," I said, with a dread at
my heart, Charlie smiled, but did not answer."Red
cloud of the sunset, tell it abroad; I
am victor. Greet me O Sun,Dominant
master and absolute lord Over
the soul of one!""Well?"
said Charlie, looking over my shoulder.I
thought it far from well, and very evil indeed, when he silently laid
a photograph on the paper—the photograph of a girl with a curly
head, and a foolish slack mouth."Isn't
it—isn't it wonderful?" he whispered, pink to the tips of his
ears, wrapped in the rosy mystery of first love. "I didn't know;
I didn't think—it came like a thunderclap.""Yes.
It comes like a thunderclap. Are you very happy, Charlie?""My
God—she—she loves me!" He sat down repeating the last words
to himself. I looked at the hairless face, the narrow shoulders
already bowed by desk-work, and wondered when, where, and how he had
loved in his past lives."What
will your mother say?" I asked, cheerfully."I
don't care a damn what she says."At
twenty the things for which one does not care a damn should,
properly, be many, but one must not include mothers in the list. I
told him this gently; and he described Her, even as Adam must have
described to the newly named beasts the glory and tenderness and
beauty of Eve. Incidentally I learned that She was a tobacconist's
assistant with a weakness for pretty dress, and had told him four or
five times already that She had never been kissed by a man before.Charlie
spoke on and on, and on; while I, separated from him by thousands of
years, was considering the beginnings of things. Now I understood why
the Lords of Life and Death shut the doors so carefully behind us. It
is that we may not remember our first wooings. Were it not so, our
world would be without inhabitants in a hundred years."Now,
about that galley-story," I said, still more cheerfully, in a
pause in the rush of the speech.Charlie
looked up as though he had been hit. "The galley—what galley?
Good heavens, don't joke, man! This is serious! You don't know how
serious it is!"Grish
Chunder was right, Charlie had tasted the love of woman that kills
remembrance, and the finest story in the world would never be
written.