Chapter 1
I SET OFF UPON MY JOURNEY TO THE
HOUSE OF SHAWS
I will begin the story of my
adventures with a certain morning early in the month of June, the
year of grace 1751, when I took the key for the last time out of
the door of my father's house. The sun began to shine upon the
summit of the hills as I went down the road; and by the time I had
come as far as the manse, the blackbirds were whistling in the
garden lilacs, and the mist that hung around the valley in the time
of the dawn was begin- ning to arise and die away.
Mr. Campbell, the minister of
Essendean, was waiting for me by the garden gate, good man! He
asked me if I had breakfas- ted; and hearing that I lacked for
nothing, he took my hand in both of his and clapped it kindly under
his arm.
"Well, Davie, lad," said he, "I
will go with you as far as the ford, to set you on the way." And we
began to walk forward in silence.
"Are ye sorry to leave
Essendean?" said he, after awhile. "Why, sir," said I, "if I knew
where I was going, or what was
likely to become of me, I would
tell you candidly. Essendean is a good place indeed, and I have
been very happy there; but then I have never been anywhere else. My
father and mother, since they are both dead, I shall be no nearer
to in Essendean than in the Kingdom of Hungary, and, to speak
truth, if I thought I had a chance to better myself where I was
going I would go with a good will."
"Ay?" said Mr. Campbell. "Very
well, Davie. Then it behoves me to tell your fortune; or so far as
I may. When your mother was gone, and your father (the worthy,
Christian man) began to sicken for his end, he gave me in charge a
certain letter, which he said was your inheritance. 'So soon,' says
he, 'as I am
gone, and the house is redd up
and the gear disposed of' (all which, Davie, hath been done), 'give
my boy this letter into his hand, and start him off to the house of
Shaws, not far from Cra- mond. That is the place I came from,' he
said, 'and it's where it befits that my boy should return. He is a
steady lad,' your fath- er said, 'and a canny goer; and I doubt not
he will come safe, and be well lived where he goes.'"
"The house of Shaws!" I cried.
"What had my poor father to do with the house of Shaws?"
"Nay," said Mr. Campbell, "who
can tell that for a surety? But the name of that family, Davie,
boy, is the name you bear—Balfours of Shaws: an ancient, honest,
reputable house, peradventure in these latter days decayed. Your
father, too, was a man of learning as befitted his position; no man
more plausibly conducted school; nor had he the manner or the
speech of a common dominie; but (as ye will yourself remem- ber) I
took aye a pleasure to have him to the manse to meet the gentry;
and those of my own house, Campbell of Kilrennet, Campbell of
Dunswire, Campbell of Minch, and others, all well- kenned
gentlemen, had pleasure in his society. Lastly, to put all the
elements of this affair before you, here is the testament- ary
letter itself, superscrived by the own hand of our departed
brother."
He gave me the letter, which was
addressed in these words: "To the hands of Ebenezer Balfour,
Esquire, of Shaws, in his house of Shaws, these will be delivered
by my son, David Balfour." My heart was beating hard at this great
prospect now suddenly opening before a lad of seventeen years of
age, the son of a poor country dominie in the Forest of
Ettrick.
"Mr. Campbell," I stammered, "and
if you were in my shoes, would you go?"
"Of a surety," said the minister,
"that would I, and without pause. A pretty lad like you should get
to Cramond (which is near in by Edinburgh) in two days of walk. If
the worst came to the worst, and your high relations (as I cannot
but suppose them to be somewhat of your blood) should put you to
the door, ye can but walk the two days back again and risp at the
manse door. But I would rather hope that ye shall be well received,
as your poor father forecast for you, and for anything that I ken
come to be a great man in time. And here, Davie, laddie," he
resumed, "it lies near upon my
conscience to improve this part- ing, and set you on the right
guard against the dangers of the world."
Here he cast about for a
comfortable seat, lighted on a big boulder under a birch by the
trackside, sate down upon it with a very long, serious upper lip,
and the sun now shining in upon us between two peaks, put his
pocket-handkerchief over his cocked hat to shelter him. There,
then, with uplifted forefinger, he first put me on my guard against
a considerable number of heresies, to which I had no temptation,
and urged upon me to be instant in my prayers and reading of the
Bible. That done, he drew a picture of the great house that I was
bound to, and how I should conduct myself with its
inhabitants.
"Be soople, Davie, in things
immaterial," said he. "Bear ye this in mind, that, though gentle
born, ye have had a country rearing. Dinnae shame us, Davie, dinnae
shame us! In yon great, muckle house, with all these domestics,
upper and un- der, show yourself as nice, as circumspect, as quick
at the con- ception, and as slow of speech as any. As for the
laird—remem- ber he's the laird; I say no more: honour to whom
honour. It's a pleasure to obey a laird; or should be, to the
young."
"Well, sir," said I, "it may be;
and I'll promise you I'll try to make it so."
"Why, very well said," replied
Mr. Campbell, heartily. "And now to come to the material, or (to
make a quibble) to the im- material. I have here a little packet
which contains four things." He tugged it, as he spoke, and with
some great diffi- culty, from the skirt pocket of his coat. "Of
these four things, the first is your legal due: the little pickle
money for your father's books and plenishing, which I have bought
(as I have explained from the first) in the design of re-selling at
a profit to the incoming dominie. The other three are gifties that
Mrs. Campbell and myself would be blithe of your acceptance. The
first, which is round, will likely please ye best at the first off-
go; but, O Davie, laddie, it's but a drop of water in the sea;
it'll help you but a step, and vanish like the morning. The second,
which is flat and square and written upon, will stand by you
through life, like a good staff for the road, and a good pillow to
your head in sickness. And as for the last, which is cubical,
that'll see you, it's my prayerful wish, into a better land."
With that he got upon his feet,
took off his hat, and prayed a little while aloud, and in affecting
terms, for a young man set- ting out into the world; then suddenly
took me in his arms and embraced me very hard; then held me at
arm's length, looking at me with his face all working with sorrow;
and then whipped about, and crying good-bye to me, set off backward
by the way that we had come at a sort of jogging run. It might have
been laughable to another; but I was in no mind to laugh. I watched
him as long as he was in sight; and he never stopped hurrying, nor
once looked back. Then it came in upon my mind that this was all
his sorrow at my departure; and my conscience smote me hard and
fast, because I, for my part, was overjoyed to get away out of that
quiet country-side, and go to a great, busy house, among rich and
respected gentlefolk of my own name and blood.
"Davie, Davie," I thought, "was
ever seen such black ingratit- ude? Can you forget old favours and
old friends at the mere whistle of a name? Fie, fie; think
shame."
And I sat down on the boulder the
good man had just left, and opened the parcel to see the nature of
my gifts. That which he had called cubical, I had never had much
doubt of; sure enough it was a little Bible, to carry in a
plaid-neuk. That which he had called round, I found to be a
shilling piece; and the third, which was to help me so wonderfully
both in health and sickness all the days of my life, was a little
piece of coarse yel- low paper, written upon thus in red ink:
"TO
MAKE
LILLY
OF
THE
VALLEY
WATER.—Take
the
flowers of lilly of the valley
and distil them in sack, and drink a spooneful or two as there is
occasion. It restores speech to those that have the dumb palsey. It
is good against the Gout; it comforts the heart and strengthens the
memory; and the flowers, put into a Glasse, close stopt, and set
into ane hill of ants for a month, then take it out, and you will
find a liquor which comes from the flowers, which keep in a vial;
it is good, ill or well, and whether man or woman."
And then, in the minister's own
hand, was added:
"Likewise for sprains, rub it in;
and for the cholic, a great spooneful in the hour."
To be sure, I laughed over this;
but it was rather tremulous laughter; and I was glad to get my
bundle on my staff's end
and set out over the ford and up
the hill upon the farther side; till, just as I came on the green
drove-road running wide through the heather, I took my last look of
Kirk Essendean, the trees about the manse, and the big rowans in
the kirkyard where my father and my mother lay.
Chapter 2
I COME TO MY JOURNEY'S END
On the forenoon of the second
day, coming to the top of a hill, I saw all the country fall away
before me down to the sea; and in the midst of this descent, on a
long ridge, the city of Edinburgh smoking like a kiln. There was a
flag upon the castle, and ships moving or lying anchored in the
firth; both of which, for as far away as they were, I could
distinguish clearly; and both brought my country heart into my
mouth.
Presently after, I came by a
house where a shepherd lived, and got a rough direction for the
neighbourhood of Cramond; and so, from one to another, worked my
way to the westward of the capital by Colinton, till I came out
upon the Glasgow road. And there, to my great pleasure and wonder,
I beheld a regiment marching to the fifes, every foot in time; an
old red- faced general on a grey horse at the one end, and at the
other the company of Grenadiers, with their Pope's-hats. The pride
of life seemed to mount into my brain at the sight of the red coats
and the hearing of that merry music.
A little farther on, and I was
told I was in Cramond parish, and began to substitute in my
inquiries the name of the house of Shaws. It was a word that seemed
to surprise those of whom I sought my way. At first I thought the
plainness of my appear- ance, in my country habit, and that all
dusty from the road, consorted ill with the greatness of the place
to which I was bound. But after two, or maybe three, had given me
the same look and the same answer, I began to take it in my head
there was something strange about the Shaws itself.
The better to set this fear at
rest, I changed the form of my inquiries; and spying an honest
fellow coming along a lane on the shaft of his cart, I asked him if
he had ever heard tell of a house they called the house of
Shaws.
He stopped his cart and looked at
me, like the others. "Ay" said he. "What for?"
"It's a great house?" I
asked.
"Doubtless," says he. "The house
is a big, muckle house." "Ay," said I, "but the folk that are in
it?"
"Folk?" cried he. "Are ye daft?
There's nae folk there—to call folk."
"What?" say I; "not Mr.
Ebenezer?"
"Ou, ay" says the man; "there's
the laird, to be sure, if it's him you're wanting. What'll like be
your business, mannie?"
"I was led to think that I would
get a situation," I said, look- ing as modest as I could.
"What?" cries the carter, in so
sharp a note that his very horse started; and then, "Well, mannie,"
he added, "it's nane of my affairs; but ye seem a decent-spoken
lad; and if ye'll take a word from me, ye'll keep clear of the
Shaws."
The next person I came across was
a dapper little man in a beautiful white wig, whom I saw to be a
barber on his rounds; and knowing well that barbers were great
gossips, I asked him plainly what sort of a man was Mr. Balfour of
the Shaws.
"Hoot, hoot, hoot," said the
barber, "nae kind of a man, nae kind of a man at all;" and began to
ask me very shrewdly what my business was; but I was more than a
match for him at that, and he went on to his next customer no wiser
than he came.
I cannot well describe the blow
this dealt to my illusions. The more indistinct the accusations
were, the less I liked them, for they left the wider field to
fancy. What kind of a great house was this, that all the parish
should start and stare to be asked the way to it? or what sort of a
gentleman, that his ill-fame should be thus current on the wayside?
If an hour's walking would have brought me back to Essendean, had
left my adven- ture then and there, and returned to Mr. Campbell's.
But when I had come so far a way already, mere shame would not
suffer me to desist till I had put the matter to the touch of
proof; I was bound, out of mere self-respect, to carry it through;
and little as I liked the sound of what I heard, and slow as I
began to travel, I still kept asking my way and still kept
advancing.
It was drawing on to sundown when
I met a stout, dark, sour- looking woman coming trudging down a
hill; and she, when I had put my usual question, turned sharp
about, accompanied
me back to the summit she had
just left, and pointed to a great bulk of building standing very
bare upon a green in the bottom of the next valley. The country was
pleasant round about, run- ning in low hills, pleasantly watered
and wooded, and the crops, to my eyes, wonderfully good; but the
house itself ap- peared to be a kind of ruin; no road led up to it;
no smoke arose from any of the chimneys; nor was there any
semblance of a garden. My heart sank. "That!" I cried.
The woman's face lit up with a
malignant anger. "That is the house of Shaws!" she cried. "Blood
built it; blood stopped the building of it; blood shall bring it
down. See here!" she cried again—"I spit upon the ground, and crack
my thumb at it! Black be its fall! If ye see the laird, tell him
what ye hear; tell him this makes the twelve hunner and nineteen
time that Jen- net Clouston has called down the curse on him and
his house, byre and stable, man, guest, and master, wife, miss, or
bairn—black, black be their fall!"
And the woman, whose voice had
risen to a kind of eldritch sing-song, turned with a skip, and was
gone. I stood where she left me, with my hair on end. In those days
folk still believed in witches and trembled at a curse; and this
one, falling so pat, like a wayside omen, to arrest me ere I
carried out my purpose, took the pith out of my legs.
I sat me down and stared at the
house of Shaws. The more I looked, the pleasanter that country-side
appeared; being all set with hawthorn bushes full of flowers; the
fields dotted with sheep; a fine flight of rooks in the sky; and
every sign of a kind soil and climate; and yet the barrack in the
midst of it went sore against my fancy.
Country folk went by from the
fields as I sat there on the side of the ditch, but I lacked the
spirit to give them a good-e'en. At last the sun went down, and
then, right up against the yellow sky, I saw a scroll of smoke go
mounting, not much thicker, as it seemed to me, than the smoke of a
candle; but still there it was, and meant a fire, and warmth, and
cookery, and some liv- ing inhabitant that must have lit it; and
this comforted my heart.
So I set forward by a little
faint track in the grass that led in my direction. It was very
faint indeed to be the only way to a place of habitation; yet I saw
no other. Presently it brought me
to stone uprights, with an
unroofed lodge beside them, and coats of arms upon the top. A main
entrance it was plainly meant to be, but never finished; instead of
gates of wrought iron, a pair of hurdles were tied across with a
straw rope; and as there were no park walls, nor any sign of
avenue, the track that I was following passed on the right hand of
the pillars, and went wandering on toward the house.
The nearer I got to that, the
drearier it appeared. It seemed like the one wing of a house that
had never been finished. What should have been the inner end stood
open on the upper floors, and showed against the sky with steps and
stairs of un- completed masonry. Many of the windows were unglazed,
and bats flew in and out like doves out of a dove-cote.
The night had begun to fall as I
got close; and in three of the lower windows, which were very high
up and narrow, and well barred, the changing light of a little fire
began to glimmer. Was this the palace I had been coming to? Was it
within these walls that I was to seek new friends and begin great
fortunes? Why, in my father's house on Essen-Waterside, the fire
and the bright lights would show a mile away, and the door open to
a beggar's knock!
I came forward cautiously, and
giving ear as I came, heard some one rattling with dishes, and a
little dry, eager cough that came in fits; but there was no sound
of speech, and not a dog barked.
The door, as well as I could see
it in the dim light, was a great piece of wood all studded with
nails; and I lifted my hand with a faint heart under my jacket, and
knocked once. Then I stood and waited. The house had fallen into a
dead silence; a whole minute passed away, and nothing stirred but
the bats overhead. I knocked again, and hearkened again. By this
time my ears had grown so accustomed to the quiet, that I could
hear the ticking of the clock inside as it slowly counted out the
seconds; but whoever was in that house kept deadly still, and must
have held his breath.
I was in two minds whether to run
away; but anger got the upper hand, and I began instead to rain
kicks and buffets on the door, and to shout out aloud for Mr.
Balfour. I was in full career, when I heard the cough right
overhead, and jumping back and looking up, beheld a man's head in a
tall nightcap,
and the bell mouth of a
blunderbuss, at one of the first-storey windows.
"It's loaded," said a
voice.
"I have come here with a letter,"
I said, "to Mr. Ebenezer Balfour of Shaws. Is he here?"
"From whom is it?" asked the man
with the blunderbuss. "That is neither here nor there," said I, for
I was growing
very wroth.
"Well," was the reply, "ye can
put it down upon the doorstep, and be off with ye."
"I will do no such thing," I
cried. "I will deliver it into Mr. Balfour's hands, as it was meant
I should. It is a letter of introduction."
"A what?" cried the voice,
sharply. I repeated what I had said.
"Who are ye, yourself?" was the
next question, after a consid- erable pause.
"I am not ashamed of my name,"
said I. "They call me David Balfour."
At that, I made sure the man
started, for I heard the blunder- buss rattle on the window-sill;
and it was after quite a long pause, and with a curious change of
voice, that the next ques- tion followed:
"Is your father dead?"
I was so much surprised at this,
that I could find no voice to answer, but stood staring.
"Ay" the man resumed, "he'll be
dead, no doubt; and that'll be what brings ye chapping to my door."
Another pause, and then defiantly, "Well, man," he said, "I'll let
ye in;" and he dis- appeared from the window.
Chapter 3
I MAKE ACQUAINTANCE OF MY
UNCLE
Presently there came a great
rattling of chains and bolts, and the door was cautiously opened
and shut to again behind me as soon as I had passed.
"Go into the kitchen and touch
naething," said the voice; and while the person of the house set
himself to replacing the de- fences of the door, I groped my way
forward and entered the kitchen.
The fire had burned up fairly
bright, and showed me the barest room I think I ever put my eyes
on. Half-a-dozen dishes stood upon the shelves; the table was laid
for supper with a bowl of porridge, a horn spoon, and a cup of
small beer. Besides what I have named, there was not another thing
in that great, stone-vaulted, empty chamber but lockfast chests ar-
ranged along the wall and a corner cupboard with a padlock.
As soon as the last chain was up,
the man rejoined me. He was a mean, stooping, narrow-shouldered,
clay-faced creature; and his age might have been anything between
fifty and sev- enty. His nightcap was of flannel, and so was the
nightgown that he wore, instead of coat and waistcoat, over his
ragged shirt. He was long unshaved; but what most distressed and
even daunted me, he would neither take his eyes away from me nor
look me fairly in the face. What he was, whether by trade or birth,
was more than I could fathom; but he seemed most like an old,
unprofitable serving-man, who should have been left in charge of
that big house upon board wages.
"Are ye sharp-set?" he asked,
glancing at about the level of my knee. "Ye can eat that drop
parritch?"
I said I feared it was his own
supper.
"O," said he, "I can do fine
wanting it. I'll take the ale, though, for it slockens (moistens)
my cough." He drank the cup
about half out, still keeping an
eye upon me as he drank; and then suddenly held out his hand.
"Let's see the letter," said he.
I told him the letter was for Mr.
Balfour; not for him.
"And who do ye think I am?" says
he. "Give me Alexander's letter."
"You know my father's
name?"
"It would be strange if I
didnae," he returned, "for he was my born brother; and little as ye
seem to like either me or my house, or my good parritch, I'm your
born uncle, Davie, my man, and you my born nephew. So give us the
letter, and sit down and fill your kyte."
If I had been some years younger,
what with shame, weari- ness, and disappointment, I believe I had
burst into tears. As it was, I could find no words, neither black
nor white, but handed him the letter, and sat down to the porridge
with as little ap- petite for meat as ever a young man had.
Meanwhile, my uncle, stooping
over the fire, turned the let- ter over and over in his
hands.
"Do ye ken what's in it?" he
asked, suddenly.
"You see for yourself, sir," said
I, "that the seal has not been broken."
"Ay," said he, "but what brought
you here?" "To give the letter," said I.
"No," says he, cunningly, "but
ye'll have had some hopes, nae doubt?"
"I confess, sir," said I, "when I
was told that I had kinsfolk well-to-do, I did indeed indulge the
hope that they might help me in my life. But I am no beggar; I look
for no favours at your hands, and I want none that are not freely
given. For as poor as I appear, I have friends of my own that will
be blithe to help me."
"Hoot-toot!" said Uncle Ebenezer,
"dinnae fly up in the snuff at me. We'll agree fine yet. And,
Davie, my man, if you're done with that bit parritch, I could just
take a sup of it myself. Ay," he continued, as soon as he had
ousted me from the stool and spoon, "they're fine, halesome
food—they're grand food, par- ritch." He murmured a little grace to
himself and fell to. "Your father was very fond of his meat, I
mind; he was a hearty, if not a great eater; but as for me, I could
never do mair than pyke at food." He took a pull at the small beer,
which probably
reminded him of hospitable
duties, for his next speech ran thus: "If ye're dry ye'll find
water behind the door."
To this I returned no answer,
standing stiffly on my two feet, and looking down upon my uncle
with a mighty angry heart. He, on his part, continued to eat like a
man under some pres- sure of time, and to throw out little darting
glances now at my shoes and now at my home-spun stockings. Once
only, when he had ventured to look a little higher, our eyes met;
and no thief taken with a hand in a man's pocket could have shown
more lively signals of distress. This set me in a muse, whether his
timidity arose from too long a disuse of any human company; and
whether perhaps, upon a little trial, it might pass off, and my
uncle change into an altogether different man. From this I was
awakened by his sharp voice.
"Your father's been long dead?"
he asked. "Three weeks, sir," said I.
"He was a secret man, Alexander—a
secret, silent man," he continued. "He never said muckle when he
was young. He'll never have spoken muckle of me?"
"I never knew, sir, till you told
it me yourself, that he had any brother."
"Dear me, dear me!" said
Ebenezer. "Nor yet of Shaws, I dare say?"
"Not so much as the name, sir,"
said I.
"To think o' that!" said he. "A
strange nature of a man!" For all that, he seemed singularly
satisfied, but whether with him- self, or me, or with this conduct
of my father's, was more than I could read. Certainly, however, he
seemed to be outgrowing that distaste, or ill-will, that he had
conceived at first against my person; for presently he jumped up,
came across the room behind me, and hit me a smack upon the
shoulder. "We'll agree fine yet!" he cried. "I'm just as glad I let
you in. And now come awa' to your bed."
To my surprise, he lit no lamp or
candle, but set forth into the dark passage, groped his way,
breathing deeply, up a flight of steps, and paused before a door,
which he unlocked. I was close upon his heels, having stumbled
after him as best I might; and then he bade me go in, for that was
my chamber. I did as he bid, but paused after a few steps, and
begged a light to go to bed with.
"Hoot-toot!" said Uncle Ebenezer,
"there's a fine moon." "Neither moon nor star, sir, and pit-mirk,"1
said I. "I cannae
see the bed."
"Hoot-toot, hoot-toot!" said he.
"Lights in a house is a thing I dinnae agree with. I'm unco feared
of fires. Good-night to ye, Davie, my man." And before I had time
to add a further protest, he pulled the door to, and I heard him
lock me in from the outside.
I did not know whether to laugh
or cry. The room was as cold as a well, and the bed, when I had
found my way to it, as damp as a peat-hag; but by good fortune I
had caught up my bundle and my plaid, and rolling myself in the
latter, I lay down upon the floor under lee of the big bedstead,
and fell speedily asleep.
With the first peep of day I
opened my eyes, to find myself in a great chamber, hung with
stamped leather, furnished with fine embroidered furniture, and lit
by three fair windows. Ten years ago, or perhaps twenty, it must
have been as pleasant a room to lie down or to awake in as a man
could wish; but damp, dirt, disuse, and the mice and spiders had
done their worst since then. Many of the window-panes, besides,
were broken; and indeed this was so common a feature in that house,
that I believe my uncle must at some time have stood a siege from
his indignant neighbours—perhaps with Jennet Clouston at their
head.
Meanwhile the sun was shining
outside; and being very cold in that miserable room, I knocked and
shouted till my gaoler came and let me out. He carried me to the
back of the house, where was a draw-well, and told me to "wash my
face there, if I wanted;" and when that was done, I made the best
of my own way back to the kitchen, where he had lit the fire and
was mak- ing the porridge. The table was laid with two bowls and
two horn spoons, but the same single measure of small beer. Per-
haps my eye rested on this particular with some surprise, and
perhaps my uncle observed it; for he spoke up as if in answer to my
thought, asking me if I would like to drink ale—for so he called
it.
I told him such was my habit, but
not to put himself about. "Na, na," said he; "I'll deny you nothing
in reason."
1.
Dark as the pit.
He fetched another cup from the
shelf; and then, to my great surprise, instead of drawing more
beer, he poured an accurate half from one cup to the other. There
was a kind of nobleness in this that took my breath away; if my
uncle was certainly a miser, he was one of that thorough breed that
goes near to make the vice respectable.
When we had made an end of our
meal, my uncle Ebenezer unlocked a drawer, and drew out of it a
clay pipe and a lump of tobacco, from which he cut one fill before
he locked it up again. Then he sat down in the sun at one of the
windows and silently smoked. From time to time his eyes came
coasting round to me, and he shot out one of his questions. Once it
was, "And your mother?" and when I had told him that she, too, was
dead, "Ay, she was a bonnie lassie!" Then, after another long
pause, "Whae were these friends o' yours?"
I told him they were different
gentlemen of the name of Campbell; though, indeed, there was only
one, and that the minister, that had ever taken the least note of
me; but I began to think my uncle made too light of my position,
and finding myself all alone with him, I did not wish him to
suppose me helpless.
He seemed to turn this over in
his mind; and then, "Davie, my man," said he, "ye've come to the
right bit when ye came to your uncle Ebenezer. I've a great notion
of the family, and I mean to do the right by you; but while I'm
taking a bit think to mysel' of what's the best thing to put you
to—whether the law, or the meenistry, or maybe the army, whilk is
what boys are fondest of—I wouldnae like the Balfours to be humbled
before a wheen Hieland Campbells, and I'll ask you to keep your
tongue within your teeth. Nae letters; nae messages; no kind of
word to onybody; or else—there's my door."
"Uncle Ebenezer," said I, "I've
no manner of reason to sup- pose you mean anything but well by me.
For all that, I would have you to know that I have a pride of my
own. It was by no will of mine that I came seeking you; and if you
show me your door again, I'll take you at the word."
He seemed grievously put out.
"Hoots-toots," said he, "ca' cannie, man—ca' cannie! Bide a day or
two. I'm nae warlock, to find a fortune for you in the bottom of a
parritch bowl; but just
you give me a day or two, and say
naething to naebody, and as sure as sure, I'll do the right by
you."
"Very well," said I, "enough
said. If you want to help me, there's no doubt but I'll be glad of
it, and none but I'll be grateful."
It seemed to me (too soon, I dare
say) that I was getting the upper hand of my uncle; and I began
next to say that I must have the bed and bedclothes aired and put
to sun-dry; for noth- ing would make me sleep in such a
pickle.
"Is this my house or yours?" said
he, in his keen voice, and then all of a sudden broke off. "Na,
na," said he, "I didnae mean that. What's mine is yours, Davie, my
man, and what's yours is mine. Blood's thicker than water; and
there's naebody but you and me that ought the name." And then on he
rambled about the family, and its ancient greatness, and his father
that began to enlarge the house, and himself that stopped the
build- ing as a sinful waste; and this put it in my head to give
him Jen- net Clouston's message.
"The limmer!" he cried. "Twelve
hunner and fifteen—that's every day since I had the limmer rowpit!2
Dod, David, I'll have her roasted on red peats before I'm by with
it! A witch—a pro- claimed witch! I'll aff and see the session
clerk."
And with that he opened a chest,
and got out a very old and well-preserved blue coat and waistcoat,
and a good enough beaver hat, both without lace. These he threw on
any way, and taking a staff from the cupboard, locked all up again,
and was for setting out, when a thought arrested him.
"I cannae leave you by yoursel'
in the house," said he. "I'll have to lock you out."
The blood came to my face. "If
you lock me out," I said, "it'll be the last you'll see of me in
friendship."
He turned very pale, and sucked
his mouth in.
"This is no the way" he said,
looking wickedly at a corner of the floor—"this is no the way to
win my favour, David."
"Sir," says I, "with a proper
reverence for your age and our common blood, I do not value your
favour at a boddle's pur- chase. I was brought up to have a good
conceit of myself; and if you were all the uncle, and all the
family, I had in the world ten times over, I wouldn't buy your
liking at such prices."
2.
Sold up.
Uncle Ebenezer went and looked
out of the window for awhile. I could see him all trembling and
twitching, like a man with palsy. But when he turned round, he had
a smile upon his face.
"Well, well," said he, "we must
bear and forbear. I'll no go; that's all that's to be said of
it."
"Uncle Ebenezer," I said, "I can
make nothing out of this. You use me like a thief; you hate to have
me in this house; you let me see it, every word and every minute:
it's not possible that you can like me; and as for me, I've spoken
to you as I never thought to speak to any man. Why do you seek to
keep me, then? Let me gang back—let me gang back to the friends I
have, and that like me!"
"Na, na; na, na," he said, very
earnestly. "I like you fine; we'll agree fine yet; and for the
honour of the house I couldnae let you leave the way ye came. Bide
here quiet, there's a good lad; just you bide here quiet a bittie,
and ye'll find that we agree."
"Well, sir," said I, after I had
thought the matter out in si- lence, "I'll stay awhile. It's more
just I should be helped by my own blood than strangers; and if we
don't agree, I'll do my best it shall be through no fault of
mine."
Chapter 4
I RUN A GREAT DANGER IN THE HOUSE
OF SHAWS
For a day that was begun so ill,
the day passed fairly well. We had the porridge cold again at noon,
and hot porridge at night; porridge and small beer was my uncle's
diet. He spoke but little, and that in the same way as before,
shooting a question at me after a long silence; and when I sought
to lead him to talk about my future, slipped out of it again. In a
room next door to the kitchen, where he suffered me to go, I found
a great number of books, both Latin and English, in which I took
great pleasure all the afternoon. Indeed, the time passed so
lightly in this good company, that I began to be almost recon-
ciled to my residence at Shaws; and nothing but the sight of my
uncle, and his eyes playing hide and seek with mine, re- vived the
force of my distrust.
One thing I discovered, which put
me in some doubt. This was an entry on the fly-leaf of a chap-book
(one of Patrick Walker's) plainly written by my father's hand and
thus con- ceived: "To my brother Ebenezer on his fifth birthday"
Now, what puzzled me was this: That, as my father was of course the
younger brother, he must either have made some strange er- ror, or
he must have written, before he was yet five, an excel- lent, clear
manly hand of writing.
I tried to get this out of my
head; but though I took down many interesting authors, old and new,
history, poetry, and story-book, this notion of my father's hand of
writing stuck to me; and when at length I went back into the
kitchen, and sat down once more to porridge and small beer, the
first thing I said to Uncle Ebenezer was to ask him if my father
had not been very quick at his book.
"Alexander? No him!" was the
reply. "I was far quicker mysel'; I was a clever chappie when I
was young. Why, I could read as soon as he could."