CHAPTER I.
Let shame come when it will, I do
not call it; I do not bid the thunder-bearer shoot,
Nor tell tales of thee to
high-judging Jove; Mend when thou canst—”
Lear.
It is almost as impossible to
describe minutely what occurred on the boat’s reaching the
Wallingford, as to describe all the terrific incidents of the
struggle between Drewett and myself in the water. I had sufficient
perception, however, to see, as I was assisted on board by Mr.
Hardinge and Neb, that Lucy was not on deck. She had probably gone
to join Grace, with a view to be in readiness for meeting the dire
intelligence that was expected. I afterwards learned that she was
long on her knees in the after-cabin, engaged in that convulsive
prayer which is apt to accompany sudden and extreme distress in
those who appeal to God in their agony.
During the brief moments, and
they were but mere particles of time, if one can use such an
expression, in which my senses could catch anything beyond the
horrid scene in which I was so closely engaged, I had heard shrill
screams from the lungs of Chloe; but Lucy’s voice had not mingled
in the outcry. Even now, as we were raised, or aided, to the deck,
the former stood, with her face glistening with tears, half
convulsed with terror and half expanding with delight, uncertain
whether to laugh or to weep, looking first at her master and then
at her own admirer, until her feelings found a vent in the old
exclamation of “der feller!”
It was fortunate for Andrew
Drewett that a man of Post’s experience and steadiness was with us.
No sooner was the seemingly lifeless body on board, than Mr.
Hardinge ordered the water-cask to be got out; and he and Marble
would have soon been rolling the poor fellow with all their might,
or holding him up by the heels, under the notion that the water he
had swallowed must be got out of him, before he could again
breathe; but the authority of one so high in the profession soon
put a stop to this. Drewett’s wet clothes were immediately removed,
blankets were warmed at the galley, and the most judicious means
were
resorted to, in order to restore
the circulation. The physician soon detected signs of life, and,
ordering all but one or two assistants to leave the spot, in ten
minutes Drewett was placed in a warm bed, and might be considered
out of danger.
The terrific scene enacted so
directly before his eyes, produced an effect on the Albon-ny man,
who consented to haul aft his main-sheet, lower his studding-sail
and top-sail, come by the wind, stand across to the Wallingford,
heave-to, and lower a boat. This occurred just as Drewett was taken
below; and, a minute later, old Mrs. Drewett and her two daughters,
Helen and Caroline, were brought alongside of us. The fears of
these tender relatives were allayed by my report; for, by this
time, I could both talk and walk; and Post raised no objection to
their being permitted to go below. I seized that opportunity to
jump down into the sloop’s hold, where Neb brought me some dry
clothes; and I was soon in a warm, delightful glow, that
contributed in no small degree to my comfort. So desperate had been
my struggles, however, that it took a good night’s rest completely
to restore the tone of my nerves and all my strength. My
arrangements were barely completed, when I was summoned to the
cabin.
Grace met me with extended arms.
She wept on my bosom for many minutes. She was dreadfully agitated
as it was; though happily she knew nothing of the cause of Chloe’s
screams, and of the confusion on deck, until I was known to be
safe. Then Lucy communicated all the facts to her in as considerate
a manner as her own kind and gentle nature could dictate. I was
sent for, as just stated, and caressed like any other precious
thing that its owner had supposed itself about to lose. We were
still in an agitated state, when Mr. Hardinge appeared at the door
of the cabin, with a prayer-book in his hand. He demanded our
attention, all kneeling in both cabins, while the good,
simple-minded old man read some of the collects, the Lord’s Prayer,
and concluded with the thanksgiving for “a safe return from sea”!
He would have given us the marriage ceremony itself, before he
would have gone out of the prayer-book for any united worship
whatever.
It was impossible not to smile at
this last act of pious simplicity, while it was equally impossible
not to be touched with such an evidence of sincere devotion. The
offering had a soothing influence on all our feelings, and most
especially on those of the excited females. As I came out into the
main-cabin, after this act of devotion, the excellent divine took
me in his arms, kissed me just as he had been used to do when a
boy, and blessed me aloud. I confess I was obliged to rush on
deck to conceal my emotion.
In a few minutes I became
sufficiently composed to order sail made on our course, when we
followed the Orpheus up the river, soon passing her, and taking
care to give her a wide berth; a precaution I long regretted not
having used at first. As Mrs. Drewett and her two daughters refused
to quit Andrew, we had the whole family added to our party, as it
might be, per force. I confess to having been sufficiently selfish
to complain a little, to myself only, however, at always finding
these people in my way, during the brief intervals I now enjoyed of
being near Lucy. As there was no help after seeing all the canvass
spread, I took a seat in one of the chairs that stood on the
main-deck, and began, for the first time, coolly to ponder on all
that had just passed. While thus occupied, Marble drew a chair to
my side, gave me a cordial squeeze of the hand, and began to
converse. At this moment, neatly tricked out in dry clothes, stood
Neb on the forecastle, with his arms folded, sailor-fashion, as
calm as if he had never felt the wind blow; occasionally giving in,
however, under the influence of Chloe’s smiles and unsophisticated
admiration. In these moments of weakness the black would bow his
head, give vent to a short laugh when, suddenly recovering himself,
he would endeavour to appear dignified.
While this pantomime was in the
course of exhibition forward, the discourse aft did not flag.
“Providence intends you for
something remarkable, Miles,” my mate continued, after one or two
brief expressions of his satisfaction at my safety; “something
uncommonly remarkable, depend on it. First, you were spared in the
boat off the Isle of Bourbon; then, in another boat off Delaware
Bay; next, you got rid of the Frenchman so dexterously in the
British Channel; after that, there was the turn-up with the bloody
Smudge and his companions; next comes the recapture of the Crisis;
sixthly, as one might say, you picked me up at sea, a runaway
hermit; and now here, this very day, seventhly and lastly, are you
sitting safe and sound, after carrying as regular a lubber as ever
fell overboard, on your head and shoulders, down to the bottom of
the Hudson, no less than three times! I consider you to be the only
man living who ever sank his three times, and came up to tell of
it, with his own tongue.”
“I am not at all conscious of
having said one word about it, Moses,” I retorted, a little
drily.
“Every motion, every glance of
your eye, boy, tells the story. No; Providence intends you for
something remarkable, you may rely on
that. One of these days you may
go to Congress—who knows?”
“By the same rule, you are to be
included, then; for in most of my adventures you have been a
sharer, besides having quantities that are exclusively your own.
Remember, you have even been a hermit.”
“Hu-s-h—not a syllable about it,
or the children would run after me as a sight. You must have
generalized in a remarkable way, Miles, after you sunk the last
time, without much hope of coming up again?”
“Indeed, my friend, you are quite
right in your conjecture. So near a view of death is apt to make us
all take rapid and wide views of the past. I believe it even
crossed my mind that you would miss me sadly.”
“Ay,” returned Marble, with
feeling; “them are the moments to bring out the truth! Not a juster
idee passed your brain than that, Master Miles, I can assure you.
Missed you! I would have bought a boat and started for Marble Land,
never again to quit it, the day after the funeral. But there stands
your cook, fidgeting and looking this way, as if she had a word to
put in on the occasion. This expl’ite of Neb’s will set the niggers
up in the world; and it wouldn’t surprise me if it cost you a suit
of finery all round.”
“A price I will cheerfully pay
for my life. It is as you say—Dido certainly wishes to speak to me,
and I must give her an invitation to come nearer.”
Dido Clawbonny was the cook of
the family, and the mother of Chloe. Whatever hypercriticism might
object to her colour, which was a black out of which all the gloss
had fairly glistened itself over the fire, no one could deny her
being full blown. Her weight was exactly two hundred, and her
countenance a strange medley of the light-heartedness of her race,
and the habitual and necessary severity of a cook. She often
protested that she was weighed down by “responserbility;” the whole
of the discredit of overdone beef, or under-done fish, together
with those which attach themselves to heavy bread, lead-like
buckwheat-cakes, and a hundred other similar cases, belonging
exclusively to her office.
She had been twice married, the
last connection having been formed only a twelvemonth before. In
obedience to a sign, this important lady now approached.
“Welcome back, Masser Mile,” Dido
began with a curtsey, meaning “Welcome back from being
half-drowned;” “ebberybody so grad you isn’t hurt!”
“Thank you, Dido—thank you with
all my heart. If I have gained
nothing else by the ducking, I
have gained a knowledge of the manner in which my servants love
me.”
“Lor’ bless us all! How we help
it, Masser Mile? As if a body can posserbly help how lub come and
go! Lub jest like religion, Masser Mile
—some get him, and some don’t.
But lub for a young masser and a young missus, sah—dat jest as
nat’ral, as lub for ole masser and ole missus. I t’ink nut’in’ of
neider.”
Luckily, I was too well
acquainted with the Clawbonny dialect to need a vocabulary in order
to understand the meaning of Dido. All she wished to express was
the idea that it was so much a matter of course for the dependants
of the family to love its heads, that she did not think the mere
circumstance, in itself, worthy of a second thought.
“Well, Dido,” I said, “how does
matrimony agree with you, in your old age? I hear you took a second
partner to yourself, while I was last at sea.”
Dido let her eyes fall on the
deck, according to the custom of all brides, let their colour be
what it may; manifested a proper degree of confusion, then
curtsied, turned her full moon-face so as to resemble a half-moon,
and answered, with a very suspicious sort of a sigh—
“Yes, Masser Mile, dat jest so. I
did t’ink to wait and ask ‘e young masser’s consent; but Cupid
say”—not the god of love, but an old negro of that name, Dido’s
second partner—“but Cupid say, ‘what odd he make to Masser Mile; he
long way off, and he won’t care:’ and so, sah, rader than be
tormented so by Cupid, one had altogedder better be married at
once—dat all, sah.”
“And that is quite enough, my
good woman; that everything may be in rule, I give my consent now,
and most cheerfully.”
“T’ankee, sah!” dropping a
curtsey, and showing her teeth.
“Of course the ceremony was
performed by our excellent rector, good Mr. Hardinge?”
“Sartain, sah—no Clawbonny nigger
t’ink he marry at all, ‘less Masser Hardinge bless him and say
Amen. Ebberybody say ‘e marriage is as good as ole Masser and
Missusses. Dis make two time Dido got married; and both time good,
lawful ceremunny, as ebber was. Oh! yes, sah!”
“And I hope your change of
condition has proved to your mind, Dido, now the thing is done. Old
Cupid is no great matter in the way of
beauty, certainly; but he is an
honest, sober fellow enough.”
“Yes, sah, he dat, no one can
deny. Ah! Masser Mile, em ‘ere step- husband, after all, nebber
jest like a body own husband! Cupid berry honest, and berry sober;
but he only step-husband; and dat I tell him twenty time already, I
do t’ink, if trut’ was said.”
“Perhaps you have now said it
often enough—twenty times are quite sufficient to tell a man such a
fact.”
“Yes, sah,” dropping another
curtsey, “if Masser Mile please.”
“I do please, and think you have
told him that often enough. If a man won’t learn a thing in twenty
lessons, he is not worth the trouble of teaching. So tell him he’s
a step-husband no more, but try something else. I hope he makes
Chloe a good father?”
“Lor’, sah, he no Chloe’s fadder,
at all—her fadder dead and gone, and nebber come back. I want to
say a word to young Masser, ‘bout Chloe and dat ‘ere fellow,
Neb—yes, sah.”
“Well, what is it, Dido? I see
they like each other, and suppose they wish to get married, too. Is
that the object of your visit? if so, I consent without waiting to
be asked. Neb will make no step-husband, I can promise you.”
“Don’t be in a hurry, Masser
Mile,” said Dido, with an eagerness that showed this ready consent
was anything but what she wanted. “Dere many ‘jection to Neb, when
he ask to marry a young gal in Chloe sitiation. You know, sah,
Chloe now Miss Grace’s own waitin’-maid.
Nobody else help her dress, or do
anything in ‘e young missus’s room, dan Chloe, sheself—my darter,
Chloe Clawbonny!”
Here was a new turn given to the
affair! It was “like master, like man.” Neb’s love (or lub, for
that was just the word, and just the idea, too) was no more fated
to run smooth than my own; and the same objection lay against us
both, viz., want of gentility! I determined to say a good word for
the poor fellow, however; while it would have been exceeding the
usage of the family to interfere in any other manner than by
advice, in an affair of the heart.
“If Chloe is my sister’s
favourite servant, Dido,” I remarked, “you are to remember that Neb
is mine.”
“Dat true, sah, and so Chloe say;
but dere great difference, Masser Mile, atween Clawbonny and a
ship. Neb own, himself, young Masser, he doesn’t even lib in cabin,
where you lib, sah.”
“All that is true, Dido; but
there is a difference of another sort between a ship and a house.
The house-servant may be more liked and trusted than the out-door
servant; but we think, at sea, it is more honourable to be a
foremast-hand than to be in the cabin, unless as an officer. I was
a foremast Jack some time, myself; and Neb is only in such a berth
as his master once filled.” “Dat a great deal—quite won’erful, sah—
berry great deal, and more dan Chloe can say, or I can wish her to
say. But, sah, dey say now Neb has save ‘e young masser’s life,
young masser must gib him free-paper; and no gal of mine shall
ebber be free nigger’s wife. No, sah; ‘scuse me from dat disgrace,
which too much for fait’ful ole servant to bear!”
“I am afraid, Dido, Neb is the
same way of thinking. I offered him his freedom, the other day, and
he refused to receive it. Times are changing in this country; and
it will be thought, soon, it is more creditable for a black to be
free, than to be any man’s slave. The law means to free all hands
of you, one of these days.”
“Nebber tell me dat, Masser
Mile—dat day nebber come for me or mine; even ole Cupid know better
dan dat. Now, sah, Misser Van Blarcum’s Brom want to have Chloe,
dreadful; but I nebber consent to sich a uner”—(Dido meant
union)—“nebber. Our family, sah, altogedder too good to marry in
among the Van Blarcums. Nebber has been, and never shall be uner
atween ‘em.”
“I was not aware, Dido, that the
Clawbonny slaves were so particular about their connections.”
“Won’erful particular, sah, and
ebber hab been, and ebber will be. Don’t t’ink, Masser Mile, I
marry ole Cupid, myself, if anoder prop’r connection offer in ‘e
family; but I prefar him, to marry into any oder family
hereabout.”
“Neb is Clawbonny, and my great
friend; so I hope you will think better of his suit. Some day Chloe
may like to be free; and Neb will always have it in his power to
make his wife free, as well as himself.”
“Sah, I t’ink, as you say, Masser
Miles, sah—when I hab done t’inkin’, sah, hope young masser and
young missus hear what ole cook got to say, afore ‘ey gives
consent.”
“Certainly; Chloe is your
daughter, and she shall pay you all due respect—for that, I will
answer for my sister as well as for myself. We will never encourage
disrespect for parents.”
Dido renewed and redoubled her
thanks, made another profound
curtsey, and withdrew with a
dignity that, I dare say, in Neb’s and Chloe’s eyes, boded little
good. As for myself, I now mused on the character of the things of
this world. Here were people of the very humblest class known in a
nation—nay, of a class sealed by nature itself, and doomed to
inferiority—just as tenacious of the very distinctions that were
making me so miserable, and against which certain persons, who are
wiser than the rest of the world, declaim without understanding
them, and even go so far, sometimes, as to deny their existence. My
cook reasoned, in her sphere, much as I knew that Rupert reasoned,
as the Drewetts reasoned, as the world reasoned, and, as I feared,
even Lucy reasoned in my own case! The return of Marble, who had
left my side as soon as Dido opened her budget, prevented my
dwelling long on this strange—I had almost said,
uncouth—coincidence, and brought my mind back to present
things.
“As the old woman has spun her
yarn, Miles,” the mate resumed, “we will go on with matters and
things. I have been talking with the mother of the youngster that
fell overboard, and giving her some advice for the benefit of her
son in time to come; and what do you think she gives as the reason
for the silly thing he did?”
“It is quite out of my power to
say—that he was a silly fellow naturally, perhaps.”
“Love. It seems the poor boy is
in love with this sweet friend of yours, Rupert’s sister; and it
was nothing more nor less than love which made him undertake to
play rope-dancer on our main-boom!”
“Did Mrs. Drewett tell you this,
with her own mouth, Marble?”
“That did she, Captain
Wallingford; for, while you were discussing Neb and Chloe with old
Dido, we, that is, the doctor, the mother and myself, were
discussing Andrew and Lucy between ourselves. The good old lady
gave me to understand it was a settled thing, and that she looked
on Miss Hardinge, already, as a third daughter.”
This was a strange subject for
Mrs. Drewett to discuss with a man like Marble, or even with Post;
but some allowances were to be made for Marble’s manner of viewing
his own connection with the dialogue, and more for the excited
condition of the mother’s feelings. She was scarcely yet in
possession of all her faculties, and might very well commit an
indiscretion of this nature, more especially in her conversation
with a man in Post’s position, overlooking or disregarding the
presence of the mate. The effect of all that had passed was to
leave
a strong impression on my mind
that I was too late. Lucy must be engaged, and waited only to
become of age, in order to make the settlements she intended in
favour of her brother, ere she was married. Her manner to myself
was merely the result of habit and sincere friendship; a little
increased in interest and gentleness, perhaps, on account of the
grievous wrong she felt we had received from Rupert.
What right had I to complain,
admitting all this to be true? I had scarcely been aware of my own
passion for the dear girl for years, and had certainly never
attempted to make her acquainted with it. She had made me no
pledges, plighted no faith, received no assurances of attachment,
was under no obligation to wait my pleasure. So sincere was my
affection for Lucy, that I rejoiced, even in my misery, when I
remembered that not the slightest imputation could be laid on her
deportment, truth, or frankness. On the whole, it was perhaps the
more natural that she should love Andrew Drewett, one she met for
the first time after she became of an age to submit to such
impressions, than to love me, whom she had been educated to treat
with the familiarity and confidence of a brother. Yes; I was even
just enough to admit this.
The scene of the morning, and the
presence of Mrs. Drewett and her daughters, produced an entire
change in the spirits and intercourse of our party. The ladies
remained below most of the time; and as for Drewett himself, he was
advised by Post not to quit his berth until he found his strength
restored. Mr. Hardinge passed much time by Andrew Drewett’s side,
offering such attentions as might be proper from a father to a son.
At least it so seemed to me. This left Marble and myself in
possession of the quarter-deck, though we had occasional visits
from all below—Grace, Lucy, and old Mrs. Drewett, excepted.
In the mean time, the Wallingford
continued to ascend the river, favoured until evening by a light
southerly breeze. She outsailed everything; and, just as the sun
was sinking behind the fine termination of the Cattskill range of
mountains, we were some miles above the outlet of the stream that
has lent it its name.
A lovelier landscape can scarce
be imagined than that which presented itself from the deck of the
sloop. It was the first time I had ascended the river, or indeed
that any of the Clawbonny party had been up it so high, Mr.
Hardinge excepted; and everybody was called on deck to look at the
beauties of the hour. The sloop was about a mile above Hudson, and
the view was to be gazed at towards the south. This is perhaps the
finest reach of this very beautiful stream, though it is not the
fashion to
think so; the Highlands being the
part usually preferred. It is easy enough for me, who have since
lived among the sublimity of the Swiss and Italian lakes, to
understand that there is nothing of a very sublime character,
relatively considered, in any of the reaches of the Hudson; but it
would be difficult to find a river that has so much which is
exquisitely beautiful; and this, too, of a beauty which borders on
the grand. Lucy was the first person to create any doubts in my
mind concerning the perfection of the Highlands. Just as the
cockney declaims about Richmond Hill—the inland view from
Mont-Martre, of a clouded day, is worth twenty of it—but just as
the provincial London cockney declaims about Richmond Hill, so has
the provincial American been in the habit of singing the praises of
the Highlands of the Hudson. The last are sufficiently striking, I
will allow; but they are surpassed in their own kind by a hundred
known mountain landscapes; while the softer parts of the river have
scarcely a rival. Lucy, I repeat, was the first person to teach me
this distinction—Lucy, who then had never seen either Alps or
Apennines. But her eye was as true as her principles, her tongue,
or her character. All was truth about this dear girl—truth
unadulterated and unalloyed.
“Certainly, my dear Mrs.
Drewett,” the dear girl said, as she stood supporting the old lady,
who leaned on her arm, gazing at the glorious sunset, “the
Highlands have nothing to equal this! To me this seems all that art
could achieve; while I confess the views in the mountains have ever
appeared to want something that the mind can imagine.”
Mrs. Drewett, though a
respectable, was a common-place woman. She belonged to the vast
class that do most of their thinking by proxy; and it was a sort of
heresy in her eyes to fancy anything could surpass the Highlands.
Poor Mrs. Drewett! She was exceedingly cockney, without having the
slightest suspicion of it. Her best ought to be everybody else’s
best. She combated Lucy’s notion warmly, therefore, protesting that
the Highlands could not have a superior. This is a sort of argument
it is not easy to overcome; and her companion was content to admire
the scene before her, in silence, after urging one or two reasons,
in support of her opinion, in her own quiet, unpretending
manner.
I overheard this little argument,
and was a close observer of the manner of the parlies. Mrs. Drewett
was extremely indulgent, even while warmest, seeming to me to
resist Lucy’s opinion as an affectionate mother would contend with
the mistaken notions of a very favourite child. On the other hand,
Lucy appeared confiding, and spoke as the young of her sex are most
apt to do, when they utter their
thoughts to ears they feel must
be indulgent.
A sunset cannot last for ever;
and even this, sweet as it had been, soon became tame and tasteless
to me. As the ladies now disappeared, I determined to anchor, the
wind failing, and the tide coming ahead.
Marble and myself had a sort of
state-room fitted up for us in the hold; and thither I was glad to
retire, standing really in need of rest, after the terrible
exertions of that day. What passed in the cabins that evening, I
had no opportunity of knowing, though I heard laughing, and happy
female voices, through the bulkheads, hours after my own head was
on its pillow. When Marble came down to turn in, he told me the
cabin party had revived, and that there had been much pleasant
discourse among the young people; and this in a way to cause even
him to derive great satisfaction as a listener.
Neb gave us a call at daylight.
The wind was fresh at west-north-west, but the tide was just
beginning to run on the flood. I was so impatient to be rid of my
guests, that all hands were called immediately, and we got the
sloop under-way. The pilot professed himself willing to beat up
through the narrow passages above, and, the Wallingford’s greatest
performance being on the wind, I was determined to achieve my
deliverance that very tide. The sloop drew more water than was
usual for the up-river craft, it is true, but she was light, and,
just at the moment, could go wherever the loaded Albany vessels
went. Those were not the days of vast public works; and as for
sea-going craft, none had ever crossed the Overslaugh, so far as
had come to my knowledge. Times have changed greatly, since; but
the reader will remember I am writing of that remote period in
American history, the year of our Lord 1803.
The anchor was no sooner aweigh,
than the deck became a scene of activity. The breeze was stiff, and
it enabled me to show the Wallingford off to advantage among the
dull, flat-bottomed craft of that day. There were reaches in which
the wind favoured us, too; and, by the time the ladies reappeared,
we were up among the islands, worming our way through the narrow
channels with rapidity and skill. To me, and to Marble also, the
scene was entirely novel; and between the activity that our
evolutions required, and the constant change of scene, we had
little leisure to attend to those in the cabin. Just as breakfast
was announced, indeed, the vessel was approaching the more
difficult part of the river; and all we got of that meal, we took
on deck, at snatches, between the many tacks we made. As good-luck
would have it, however, the wind backed more to the westward about
eight o’clock;
and we were enabled to stem the
ebb that began to make at the same time. This gave us the hope of
reaching the end of our passage without again anchoring.
At length we reached the
Overslaugh, which, as was apt to be the case, was well sprinkled
with vessels aground. The pilot carried us through them all,
however; if not literally with flying colours, which would have
been regarded as an insult by the less fortunate, at least with
complete success. Then Albany came into view, leaning against its
sharp acclivity, and spreading over its extensive bottom-land. It
was not the town it is to-day, by quite three-fourths less in
dwellings and people; but it was then, as now, one of the most
picturesque-looking places in America. There is no better proof, in
its way, how much more influence the talking and writing part of
mankind have than the mere actors, than is to be found in the
relative consideration of Albany, on the scale of appearance and
position, as compared with those enjoyed by a hundred other towns,
more especially in the Eastern States. Almost without a competitor,
as to beauty of situation, or at least on a level with Richmond and
Burlington, among the inland towns, it was usually esteemed a Dutch
place that every pretender was at liberty to deride, in my younger
days. We are a people by no means addicted to placing our candle
under the bushel and yet I cannot recall a single civil expression
in any native writer touching the beauties of Albany. It may have
been owing to the circumstance that so much of the town was under
the hill at the beginning of the century, and that strangers had
few opportunities of seeing it to advantage; but I rather think its
want of the Anglo-Saxon origin was the principal reason it was so
little in favour.
Glad enough was I to reach the
wharves, with their line of storehouses, that then literally
spouted wheat into the sloops that crowded the quays, on its way to
feed the contending armies of Europe. Late as it was in the season,
wheat was still pouring outward through all the channels of the
country, enriching the farmers with prices that frequently rose as
high as two dollars and a half the bushel, and sometimes as high as
three. Yet no one was so poor in America as to want bread! The
dearer the grain, the higher the wages of the labourer, and the
better he lived.
It was not at all late when the
Wallingford was slowly approaching the wharf where it was intended
to bring-up. There was a sloop ahead of us, which we had been
gradually approaching for the last two hours, but which was enabled
to keep in advance in consequence of the
lightness of the wind. This dying
away of the breeze rendered the approaching noon-tide calm and
pleasant; and everybody in-board, even to Grace, came on deck, as
we moved slowly past the dwellings on the eastern bank, in order to
get a view of the town. I proposed that the Clawbonny party should
land, contrary to our original intention, and profit by the
opportunity to see the political capital of the State at our
leisure. Both Grace and Lucy were inclined to listen favourably;
and the Drewetts, Andrew and his sisters, were delighted at this
prospect of our remaining together a little longer. Just at this
moment, the Wallingford, true to her character, was coming up with
the sloop ahead, and was already doubling on her quarter. I was
giving some orders, when Lucy and Chloe, supporting Grace, passed
me on their way to the cabin. My poor sister was pale as death, and
I could see that she trembled so much she could hardly walk. A
significant glance from Lucy bade me not to interfere, and I hid
sufficient self-command to obey. I turned to look at the
neighbouring sloop, and found at once an explanation of my sister’s
agitation. The Mertons and Rupert were on her quarter-deck, and so
near as to render it impossible to avoid speaking, at least to the
former. At this embarrassing instant Lucy returned to my side, with
a view, as I afterwards learned, to urge me to carry the
Wallingford to some place so distant, as to remove the danger of
any intercourse. This accident rendered the precaution useless, the
whole party in the other vessel catching sight of my companion at
the same moment.
“This is an agreeable surprise!”
called out Emily, in whose eyes Rupert’s sister could not be an
object of indifference. “By your brother’s and Mrs. Drewett’s
account, we had supposed you at Clawbonny, by the bed-side of Miss
Wallingford.”
“Miss Wallingford is here, as are
my father, and Mrs. Drewett, and—”
Lucy never let it be known who
that other “and” was intended to include.
“Well, this is altogether
surprising!” put in Rupert, with a steadiness of voice that really
astounded me. “At the very moment we were giving you lots of credit
for your constancy in friendship, and all that sort of thing, here
you are, Mademoiselle Lucie, trotting off to the Springs, like all
the rest of us, bent on pleasure.”
“No, Rupert,” answered Lucy, in a
tone which I thought could not fail to bring the heartless coxcomb
to some sense of the feeling he ought to manifest; “I am going to
no Springs. Dr. Post has advised a change of scene and air for
Grace; and Miles has brought us all up in his sloop,
that we may endeavour to
contribute to the dear sufferer’s comfort, in one united family. We
shall not land in Albany.”
I took my cue from these last
words, and understood that I was not even to bring the sloop
alongside the wharf.
“Upon my word, it is just as she
says, Colonel!” cried Rupert. “I can see my father on the
forecastle, with Post, and divers others of my acquaintance. Ay—and
there’s Drewett, as I live! Wallingford, too! How fare you, noble
captain, up in this fresh-water stream? You must be strangely out
of your latitude.”
“How do you do, Mr. Hardinge?” I
coldly returned the salutation; and then I was obliged to speak to
the Major and his daughter. But Neb was at the helm, and I had
given him a sign to sheer further from our companion. This soon
reduced the intercourse to a few wavings of handkerchiefs, and
kissings of the hand, in which all the Drewetts came in for a
share. As for Lucy, she walked aside, and I seized the occasion to
get a word in private.
“What am I to do with the sloop?”
I asked. “It will soon be necessary to come to some
decision.”
“By no means go to the wharf. Oh!
this has been most cruel. The cabin- windows are open, and Grace
must have heard every syllable. Not even a question as to her
health! I dread to go below and witness the effect.”
I wished not to speak of Rupert
to his sister, and avoided the subject. The question, therefore,
was simply repeated. Lucy inquired if it were not possible to land
our passengers without bringing-up, and, hearing the truth on the
subject, she renewed her entreaties not to land. Room was taken
accordingly, and the sloop, as soon as high enough, was rounded-to,
and the boat lowered. The portmanteau of Post was placed in it, and
the Drewetts were told that everything was ready to put them
ashore.
“Surely we are not to part thus!”
exclaimed the old lady. “You intend to land, Lucy, if not to
accompany us to Ballston? The waters might prove of service to Miss
Wallingford.”
“Dr. Post thinks not, but advises
us to return tranquilly down the river. We may yet go as far as
Sandy Hook, or even into the Sound. It all depends on dear Grace’s
strength and inclinations.”
Protestations of regret and
disappointment followed, for everybody appeared to think much of
Lucy, and very little of my poor sister. Some
attempts were even made at
persuasion; but the quiet firmness of Lucy soon convinced her
friends that she was not to be diverted from her purpose. Mr.
Hardinge, too, had a word to say in confirmation of his daughter’s
decision; and the travellers reluctantly prepared to enter the
boat. After he had assisted his mother over the sloop’s side,
Andrew Drewett turned to me, and in fair, gentleman-like, manly
language, expressed his sense of the service I had rendered him.
After this acknowledgment, the first he had made, I could do no
less than shake his hand; and we parted in the manner of those who
have conferred and received a favour.
I could perceive that Lucy’s
colour heightened, and that she looked exceedingly gratified, while
this little scene was in the course of being acted, though I was
unable to comprehend the precise feeling that was predominant in
her honest and truthful heart. Did that increased colour proceed
from pleasure at the handsome manner in which Drewett acquitted
himself of one of the most embarrassing of all our duties—the
admission of a deep obligation? or was it in any manner connected
with her interest in me? I could not ask, and of course did not
learn. This scene, however, terminated our intercourse with the
Drewetts, for the moment; the boat pulling away immediately
after.
“–-Misplaced in life,
CHAPTER II.
I know not what I could have
been, but feel I am not what I should be—let it end.”
Sardanapalus.
Glad enough was I to find the
quiet and domestic character of my vessel restored. Lucy had
vanished as soon as it was proper; but, agreeably to her request, I
got the sloop’s head down-stream, and began our return-passage,
without even thinking of putting a foot on the then unknown land of
Albany. Marble was too much accustomed to submit without inquiry to
the movements of the vessel he was in, to raise any objections; and
the Wallingford, her boat in tow, was soon turning down with the
tide, aided by a light westerly wind, on her homeward course. This
change kept all on deck so busy, that it was some little time ere I
saw Lucy again. When we did meet, however, I found her sad, and
full of apprehension. Grace had evidently been deeply hurt by
Rupert’s deportment. The effect on her frame was such, that it was
desirable to let her be as little disturbed as possible. Lucy hoped
she might fall asleep; for, like an infant, her exhausted physical
powers sought relief in this resource, almost as often as the state
of her mind would permit. Her existence, although I did not then
know it, was like that of the flame which flickers in the air, and
which is endangered by the slightest increase of the current to
which the lamp may be exposed.
We succeeded in getting across
the Overslaugh without touching, and had got down among the islands
below Coejiman’s,[1] when we were met by the new flood. The wind
dying away to a calm, we were compelled to select a berth, and
anchor. As soon as we were snug, I sought an interview with Lucy;
but the dear girl sent me word by Chloe that Grace was dozing, and
that she could not see me just at that moment, as her presence in
the cabin was necessary in order to maintain silence. On receiving
this message, I ordered the boat hauled up alongside; Marble,
myself and Neb got in; when the black sculled us ashore—Chloe
grinning at the latter’s dexterity, as with one hand, and a mere
play of the wrist, he caused the water to foam under the bows of
our little bark.
The spot where we landed was a
small but lovely gravelly cove, that was shaded by three or four
enormous weeping-willows, and presented the very picture of peace
and repose. It was altogether a retired and rural bit, there being
near it no regular landing, no reels for seines, nor any of those
signs that denote a place of resort. A single cottage stood on a
small natural terrace, elevated some ten or twelve feet above the
rich bottom that sustained the willows. This cottage was the very
beau idéal of rustic neatness and home comfort. It was of stone,
one story in height, with a high pointed roof, and had a
Dutch-looking gable that faced the river, and which contained the
porch and outer door. The stones were white as the driven snow,
having been washed a few weeks before. The windows had the charm of
irregularity; and everything about the dwelling proclaimed a former
century, and a regime different from that under which we were then
living. In fact, the figures 1698, let in as iron braces to the
wall of the gable, announced that the house was quite as old as the
second structure at Clawbonny.
The garden of this cottage was
not large, but it was in admirable order. It lay entirely in the
rear of the dwelling; and behind it, again, a small orchard,
containing about a hundred trees, on which the fruit began to show
itself in abundance, lay against the sort of amphitheatre that
almost enclosed this little nook against the intrusion and sight of
the rest of the world. There were also half a dozen huge cherry
trees, from which the fruit had not yet altogether disappeared,
near the house, to which they served the double purpose of ornament
and shade. The out- houses seemed to be as old as the dwelling, and
were in quite as good order.
As we drew near the shore, I
directed Neb to cease sculling, and sat gazing at this picture of
retirement, and, apparently, of content, while the boat drew
towards the gravelly beach, under the impetus already
received.
“This is a hermitage I think I
could stand, Miles,” said Marble, whose look had not been off the
spot since the moment we left the sloop’s side. “This is what I
should call a human hermitage, and none of your out and out
solitudes Room for pigs and poultry; a nice gravelly beach for your
boat; good fishing in the offing, I’ll answer for it; a snug
shoulder-of-mutton sort of a house; trees as big as a two-decker’s
lower masts; and company within hail, should a fellow happen to
take it into his head that he was getting melancholy. This is just
the spot I
would like to fetch-up in, when
it became time to go into dock. What a place to smoke a segar in is
that bench up yonder, under the cherry tree; and grog must have a
double flavour alongside of that spring of fresh water!”
“You could become the owner of
this very place, Moses, and then we should be neighbours, and might
visit each other by water. It cannot be much more than fifty miles
from this spot to Clawbonny.”
“I dare say, now, that they would
think of asking, for a place like this, as much money as would buy
a good wholesome ship—a regular A. No. 1.”
“No such thing; a thousand or
twelve hundred dollars would purchase the house, and all the land
we can see—some twelve or fifteen acres, at the most. You have more
than two thousand salted away, I know, Moses, between prize-money,
wages, adventures, and other matters.”
“I could hold my head up under
two thousand, of a sartainty. I wish the place was a little nearer
Clawbonny, say eight or ten miles off; and then I do think I should
talk to the people about a trade.”
“It’s quite unnecessary, after
all. I have quite as snug a cove, near the creek bluff at
Clawbonny, and will build a house for you there, you shall not tell
from a ship’s cabin; that would be more to your fancy.”
“I’ve thought of that, too,
Miles, and at one time fancied it would be a prettyish sort of an
idee; but it won’t stand logarithms, at all. You may build a room
that shall have its cabin look, but you can’t build one that’ll
have a cabin natur‘ You may get carlins, and transoms, and lockers
and bulkheads all right; but where are you to get your motion?
What’s a cabin without motion? It would soon be like the sea in the
calm latitudes, offensive to the senses. No! none of your bloody
motionless cabins for me. If I’m afloat, let me be afloat; if I’m
ashore, let me be ashore.”
Ashore we were by this time, the
boat’s keel grinding gently on the pebbles of the beach. We landed
and walked towards the cottage, there being nothing about the place
to forbid our taking this liberty. I told Marble we would ask for a
drink of milk, two cows being in sight, cropping the rich herbage
of a beautiful little pasture. This expedient at first seemed
unnecessary, no one appearing about the place to question our
motives, or to oppose our progress. When we reached the door of the
cottage, we found it open, and could look within without violating
any of the laws of civilization. There was no vestibule, or
entry; but the door communicated
directly with a room of some size, and which occupied the whole
front of the building. I dare say this single room was twenty feet
square, besides being of a height a little greater than was then
customary in buildings of that class. This apartment was neatness
itself. It had a home-made, but really pretty, carpet on the floor;
contained a dozen old-fashioned, high-back chairs, in some dark
wood; two or three tables, in which one might see his face; a
couple of mirrors of no great size, but of quaint gilded ornaments;
a beaufet with some real china in it; and the other usual articles
of a country residence that was somewhat above the ordinary
farm-houses of the region, and yet as much below the more modest of
the abodes of the higher class. I supposed the cottage to be the
residence of some small family that had seen more of life than was
customary with the mere husbandman, and yet not enough to raise it
much above the level of the husbandman’s homely habits.
We were looking in from the
porch, on this scene of rural peace and faultless neatness, when an
inner door opened in the deliberate manner that betokens age, and
the mistress of the cottage-appeared. She was a woman approaching
seventy, of middle size, a quiet but firm step, and an air of
health. Her dress was of the fashion of the previous century,
plain, but as neat as everything around her—a spotless white apron
seeming to bid defiance to the approach of anything that could soil
its purity. The countenance of this old woman certainly did not
betoken any of the refinement which is the result of education and
good company; but it denoted benevolence, a kind nature, and
feeling. We were saluted without surprise, and invited in, to be
seated.
“It isn’t often that sloops
anchor here,” said the old woman-lady, it would be a stretch of
politeness to call her—their favouryte places being higher up, and
lower down, the river.”
“And how do you account for that,
mother?” asked Marble, who seated himself and addressed the
mistress of the cottage with a seaman’s frankness. “To my fancy,
this is the best anchorage I ‘ve seen in many a day; one altogether
to be coveted. One might be as much alone as he liked, in a spot
like this, without absolutely turning your bloody hermit.”
The old woman gazed at Marble
like one who scarce know what to make of such an animal; and yet
her look was mild and indulgent.
“I account for the boatmen’s
preferring other places to this,” she said, “by the circumstance
that there is no tavern here; while there is one two miles above,
and another two miles below us.”
“Your remark that there is no
tavern here, reminds me of the necessity of apologizing for coming
so boldly to your door,” I answered; “but we sailors mean no
impertinence, though we are so often guilty of it in
landing.”
“You are heartily welcome. I am
glad to see them that understand how to treat an old woman kindly,
and know how to pity and pardon them that do not. At my time of
life we get to learn the value of fair words and good treatment,
for it’s only a short time it will be in our power to show either
to our fellow-creatures.”
“Your favourable disposition to
your fellows comes from living all your days in a spot as sweet as
this.”
“I would much rather think that
it comes from God. He alone is the source of all that is good
within us.”
“Yet a spot like this must have
its influence on a character. I dare say you have lived long in
this very house, which, old us you profess to be, seems to be much
older than yourself. It has probably been your abode ever since
your marriage?”
“And long before, sir. I was born
in this house, as was my father before me. You are right in saying
that I have dwelt in it ever since my marriage, for I dwelt in it
long before.”
“This is not very encouraging for
my friend here, who took such a fancy to your cottage, as we came
ashore, as to wish to own it; but I scarce think he will venture to
purchase, now he knows how dear it must be to you.”
“And has your friend no home—no
place in which to put his family?”
“Neither home nor family, my good
mother.” answered Marble for himself; “and so much the greater
reason, you will think, why I ought to begin to think of getting
both as soon as possible. I never had father or mother, to my
knowledge; nor house, nor home of any sort, but a ship. I forgot; I
was a hermit once, and set myself up in that trade, with a whole
island to myself; but I soon gave up all to natur’, and got out of
that scrape as fast as I could. The business didn’t suit me.”
The old woman looked at Marble
intently. I could see by her countenance that the off-hand,
sincere, earnest manner of the mate had taken some unusual hold of
her feelings.
“Hermit!” the good woman repeated
with curiosity; “I have often heard and read of such people; but
you are not at all like them I have fancied
to be hermits.”
“Another proof I undertook a
business for which I was not fit. I suppose a man before he sets up
for a hermit ought to know something of his ancestors, as one looks
to the pedigree of a horse in order to find out whether he is fit
for a racer. Now, as I happen to know nothing of mine, it is no
wonder I fell into a mistake. It’s an awkward thing, old lady, for
a man to be born without a name.”
The eye of our hostess was still
bright and full of animation, and I never saw a keener look than
she fastened on the mate, as he delivered himself in this, one of
his usual fits of misanthropical feeling.
“And were you born without a
name?” she asked, after gazing intently at the other.
“Sartain. Everybody is born with
only one name; but I happened to be born without any name at
all.”
“This is so extr’or’nary, sir,”
added our old hostess, more interested than I could have supposed
possible for a stranger to become in Marble’s rough bitterness,
“that I should like to hear how such a thing could be.”
“I am quite ready to tell you all
about it, mother; but, as one good turn deserves another, I shall
ask you first to answer me a few questions about the ownership of
this house, and cove, and orchard. When you have told your story, I
am ready to tell mine.”
“I see how it is,” said the old
woman, in alarm. “You are sent here by Mr. Van Tassel, to inquire
about the money due on the mortgage, and to learn whether it is
likely to be paid or not.”
“We are not sent here at all, my
good old lady,” I now thought it time to interpose, for the poor
woman was very obviously much alarmed, and in a distress that even
her aged and wrinkled countenance could not entirely conceal. “We
are just what you see—people belonging to that sloop, who have come
ashore to stretch their legs, and have never heard of any Mr. Van
Tassel, or any money, or any mortgage.”
“Thank Heaven for that!”
exclaimed the old woman, seeming to relieve her mind, as well as
body, by a heavy sigh. “‘Squire Van Tassel is a hard man; and a
widow woman, with no relative at hand but a grand- darter that is
just sixteen, is scarce able to meet him. My poor old husband
always maintained that the money had been paid; but, now he is dead
and gone, ‘Squire Van Tassel brings forth the bond and
mortgage, and says, ‘If you can
prove that these are paid, I’m willing to give them up.’”
“This is so strange an
occurrence, my dear old lady,” I observed, “that you have only to
make us acquainted with the facts, to get another supporter in
addition to your grand-daughter. It is true, I am a stranger, and
have come here purely by accident; but Providence sometimes appears
to work in this mysterious manner, and I have a strong presentiment
we may be of use to you. Relate your difficulties, then; and you
shall have the best legal advice in the State, should your case
require it.”
The old woman seemed embarrassed;
but, at the same time, she seemed touched. We were utter strangers
to her, it is true; yet there is a language in sympathy which goes
beyond that of the tongue, and which, coming from the heart, goes
to the heart. I was quite sincere in my offers, and this sincerity
appears to have produced its customary fruits. I was believed; and,
after wiping away a tear or two that forced themselves into her
eyes, our hostess answered me as frankly as I had offered my
aid.
“You do not look like ‘Squire Van
Tassel’s men, for they seem to me to think the place is theirs
already. Such craving, covetous creatur’s I never before laid eyes
on! I hope I may trust you?”
“Depend on us, mother,” cried
Marble, giving the old woman a cordial squeeze of the hand. “My
heart is in this business, for my mind was half made up, at first
sight, to own this spot myself—by honest purchase, you’ll
understand me, and not by any of your land-shark tricks—and, such
being the case, you can easily think I’m not inclined to let this
Mr. Tassel have it,”
“It would be almost as sorrowful
a thing to sell this place,” the good woman answered, her
countenance confirming all she said in words, “as to have it torn
from me by knaves. I have told you that even my father was born in
this very house. I was his only child; and when God called him
away, which he did about twelve years after my marriage, the little
farm came to me, of course. Mine it would have been at this moment,
without let or hindrance of any sort, but for a fault committed in
early youth. Ah! my friends, it is hopeless to do evil, and expect
to escape the consequences.”
“The evil you have done, my good
mother,” returned Marble, endeavouring to console the poor
creature, down whose cheeks the
tears now fairly began to run;
“the evil you have done, my good mother, can be no great matter. If
it was a question about a rough tar like myself, or even of Miles
there, who’s a sort of sea-saint, something might be made of it, I
make no doubt; but your account must be pretty much all credit, and
no debtor.”
“That is a state that befalls
none of earth, my young friend,”—Marble was young, compared to his
companion, though a plump fifty,—“My sin was no less than to break
one of God’s commandments.”
I could see that my mate was a
good deal confounded at this ingenuous admission; for, in his eyes,
breaking the commandments was either killing, stealing, or
blaspheming. The other sins of the decalogue he had come by habit
to regard as peccadilloes.
“I think this must be a mistake,
mother,” he said, in a sort of consoling tone. “You may have fallen
into some oversights, or mistakes; but this breaking of the
commandments is rather serious sort of work.”
“Yet I broke the fifth; I forgot
to honour my father and mother. Nevertheless, the Lord has been
gracious; for my days have already reached threescore-and-ten. But
this is His goodness—not any merit of my own!”
“Is it not a proof that the error
has been forgiven?” I ventured to remark. “If penitence can
purchase peace, I feel certain you have earned that relief.”
“One never knows! I think this
calamity of the mortgage, and the danger I run of dying without a
roof to cover my head, may be all traced up to that one act of
disobedience, I have been a mother myself
—may say I am a mother now, for
my grand-daughter is as dear to me as was her blessed mother—and it
is when we look down, rather than when we look up, as it might be,
that we get to understand the true virtue of this
commandment.”
“If it were impertinent curiosity
that instigates the question, my old friend,” I added, “it would
not be in my power to look you in the face, as I do now, while
begging you to let me know your difficulties. Tell them in your own
manner, but tell them with confidence; for, I repeat, we have the
power to assist you, and can command the best legal advice of the
country.”
Again the old woman looked at me
intently through her spectacles; then, as if her mind was made up
to confide in our honesty, she disburthened it of its
secrets.
“It would be wrong to tell you a
part of my story, without telling you all,” she began; “for you
might think Van Tassel and his set are alone to blame, while my
conscience tells me that little has happened that is not a just
punishment for my great sin. You’ll have patience, therefore, with
an old woman, and hear her whole tale; for mine is not a time of
life to mislead any. The days of white-heads are numbered; and, was
it not for Kitty, the blow would not be quite so hard on me. You
must know, we are Dutch by origin—come of the ancient Hollanders of
the colony— and were Van Duzers by name. It’s like, friends,” added
the good woman, hesitating, “that you are Yankees by birth?”
“I cannot say I am,” I answered,
“though of English extraction. My family is long of New York, but
it does not mount back quite as far as the time of the
Hollanders.”
“And your friend? He is silent;
perhaps he is of New England? I would not wish to hurt his
feelings, for my story will bear a little hard, perhaps, on his
love of home.”
“Never mind me, mother, but rowse
it all up like entered cargo,” said Marble, in his usual bitter way
when alluding to his own birth. “There’s not the man breathing that
one can speak more freely before on such matters, than Moses
Marble.”
“Marble!—that’s a hard name,”
returned the woman slightly smiling; “but a name is not a heart. My
parents were Dutch; and you may have heard how it was before the
Revolution, between the Dutch and the Yankees. Near neighbours,
they did not love each other. The Yankees said the Dutch were
fools, and the Dutch said the Yankees were knaves. Now, as you may
easily suppose, I was born before the Revolution, when King George
II. was on the throne and ruled the country; and though it was long
after the English got to be our masters, it was before our people
had forgotten their language and their traditions. My father
himself was born after the English governors came among us, as I’ve
heard him say; but it mattered not—he loved Holland to the last,
and the customs of his fathers.”
“All quite right, mother,” said
Marble, a little impatiently; “but what of all that? It’s as
nat’ral for a Dutchman to love Holland, as it is for an Englishman
to love Hollands. I’ve been in the Low Countries, and must say it’s
a muskrat sort of a life the people lead; neither afloat nor
ashore.”
The old woman regarded Marble
with more respect after this
declaration; for in that day, a
travelled man was highly esteemed among us. In her eyes, it was a
greater exploit to have seen Amsterdam, than it would now be to
visit Jerusalem. Indeed, it is getting rather discreditable to a
man of the world not to have seen the Pyramids, the Red Sea, and
the Jordan.
“My father loved it not the less,
though he never saw the land of his ancestors,” resumed the old
woman. “Notwithstanding the jealousy of the Yankees, among us
Dutch, and the mutual dislike, many of the former came among us to
seek their fortunes. They are not a home- staying people, it would
seem; and I cannot deny that cases have happened in which they have
been known to get away the farms of some of the Netherlands stock,
in a way that it would have been better not to have
happened.”
“You speak considerately, my dear
woman,” I remarked, “and like one that has charity for all human
failing.”
“I ought to do so for my own
sins, and I ought to do so to them of New England; for my own
husband was of that race.”
“Ay, now the story is coming
round regularly, Miles,” said Marble, nodding his head in
approbation. “It will touch on love next, and, if trouble do not
follow, set me down as an ill-nat’red old bachelor. Love in a man’s
heart is like getting heated cotton, or shifting ballast, into a
ship’s hold.”
“I must confess to it,” continued
our hostess, smiling in spite of her real sorrows—sorrows that were
revived by thus recalling the events of her early life—“a young man
of Yankee birth came among us as a schoolmaster, when I was only
fifteen. Our people were anxious enough to have us all taught to
read English, for many had found the disadvantage of being ignorant
of the language of their rulers, and of the laws. I was sent to
George Wetmore’s school, like most of the other young people of the
neighbourhood, and remained his scholar for three years. If you
were on the hill above the orchard yonder, you might see the
school-house at this moment; for it is only a short walk from our
place, and a walk that I made four times a day for just three
years.”
“One can see how the land lies
now,” cried Marble, lighting a segar, for he thought no apology
necessary for smoking under a Dutch roof. “The master taught his
scholar something more than he found in the spelling-book, or the
catechism. We’ll take your word about the school- house, seeing it
is out of view.”
“It was out of sight, truly, and
that may have been the reason my parents took it so hard when
George Wetmore asked their leave to marry me. This was not done
until he had walked home with me, or as near home as the brow on
yon hill, for a whole twelvemonth, and had served a servitude
almost as long, and as patient, as that of Jacob for Rachel.”
“Well, mother, how did the old
people receive the question? Like good- natured parents, I hope,
for George’s sake.”
“Rather say like the children of
Holland, judging of the children of New England. They would not
hear of it, but wished me to marry my own cousin, Petrus Storm, who
was not greatly beloved even in his own family.”
“Of course you down anchor, and
said you never would quit the moorings of home?”
“If I rightly understand you,
sir, I did something very different. I got privately married to
George, and he kept school near a twelvemonth longer, up behind the
hill, though most of the young women were taken away from his
teaching.”
“Ay, the old way; the door was
locked after the horse was stolen! Well, you were married,
mother–-”
“After a time, it was necessary
for me to visit a kinswoman who lived a little down the river.
There my first child was born, unknown to my parents; and George
gave it in charge to a poor woman who had lost her own babe, for we
were still afraid to let our secret be known to my parents. Now
commenced the punishment for breaking the fifth commandment.”
“How’s that, Miles?” demanded
Moses. “Is it ag’in the commandments for a married woman to have a
son?”
“Certainly not, my friend; though
it is a breach of the commandments not to honour our parents. This
good woman alludes to her marrying contrary to the wishes of her
father and mother.”
“Indeed I do, sir, and dearly
have I been punished for it. In a few weeks I returned home, and
was followed by the sad news of the death of my first-born. The
grief of these tidings drew the secret from me; and nature spoke so
loud in the hearts of my poor parents, that they forgave all, took
George home, and ever afterwards treated him as if he also had been
their own child. But it was too late; had it happened a
few weeks earlier, my own
precious babe might have been saved to me.”