CHAPTER I.
In consenting to lay before the
world the experience of a common seaman, and, I may add, of one who
has been such a sinner as the calling is only too apt to produce, I
trust that no feeling of vanity has had an undue influence. I love
the seas; and it is a pleasure to me to converse about them, and of
the scenes I have witnessed, and of the hardships I have undergone
on their bosom, in various parts of the world. Meeting with an old
shipmate who is disposed to put into proper form the facts which I
can give him, and believing that my narrative may be useful to some
of those who follow the same pursuit as that in which I have been
so long engaged, I see no evil in the course I am now taking, while
I humbly trust it may be the means of effecting some little good.
God grant that the pictures I shall feel bound to draw of my own
past degradation and failings, contrasted as they must be with my
present contentment and hopes, may induce some one, at least, of my
readers to abandon the excesses so common among seamen, and to turn
their eyes in the direction of those great truths which are so
powerful to reform, and so convincing when regarded with humility,
and with a just understanding of our own weaknesses.
I know nothing of my family,
except through my own youthful recollections, and the accounts I
have received from my sister. My father I slightly remember; but of
my mother I retain no distinct impressions. The latter must have
died while I was very young. The former, I was in the habit of
often seeing, until I reached my fifth or sixth year. He was a
soldier, and belonged to the twenty-third regimen of foot, in the
service of the King of Great Britain.[1] The fourth son of this
monarch, Prince Edward as he was then called, or the Duke of Kent
as he was afterwards styled, commanded the corps, and accompanied
it to the British American colonies, where it was stationed for
many years.
I was born in Quebec, between the
years 1792 and 1794; probably in 1793. Of the rank of my father in
the regiment, I am unable to speak, though I feel pretty confident
he was a commissioned officer. He was much with the prince; and I
remember that, on parade, where I have often seen him, he was in
the habit of passing frequently from the prince to the ranks—a
circumstance that induces my old shipmate to think he may have been
the adjutant. My father, I have always understood, was a native of
Hanover, and the son of a clergyman in that country. My mother,
also, was said to be a German, though very little is now known of
her by any of the family. She is described to me as living much
alone, as being occupied in pursuits very different from those of
my father, and as being greatly averse to the life of a
soldier.
I was baptized in the Church of
England, and, from earliest boyhood, have always been given to
understand that His Royal Highness, Prince Edward, the father of
Queen Victoria, stood for me at the font; Major Walker, of the same
regiment, being the other god-father, and Mrs. Walker, his wife, my
god-mother. My real names are Edward Robert Meyers; those received
in baptism having been given me by my two sponsors, after
themselves.
This christening, like my birth,
occurred in Quebec. I have, however, called myself Edward, or Ned,
Myers, ever since I took to the sea.
Before I was old enough to
receive impressions to be retained, the regiment removed to
Halifax. My father accompanied it; and, of course, his two
children, my sister Harriet and myself, were taken to Nova Scotia.
Of the period of my life that was passed in Halifax, I retain
tolerably distinct recollections; more especially of the later
years. The prince and my father both remained with the regiment for
a considerable time; though all quitted Halifax several years
before I left it myself. I remember Prince Edward perfectly well.
He sometimes resided at a house called The Lodge, a little out of
town; and I was often taken out to see him. He also had a residence
in town. He took a good deal of notice of me; raising me in his
arms, and kissing me. When he passed our house, I would run to him;
and he would lead me through the streets himself. On more than one
occasion, he led me off, and sent for the regimental tailor;
directing suits of clothes to be made for me, after his own taste.
He was a large man; of commanding presence, and frequently wore a
star on the breast of his coat. He was not then called the Duke of
Kent, but Prince Edward, or The Prince. A lady lived with him at
the Lodge; but who she was, I do not know.
At this time, my mother must have
been dead; for of her I retain no recollection whatever. I think,
my father left Halifax some time before the prince. Major Walker,
too, went to England; leaving Mrs. Walker in Nova Scotia, for some
time. Whether my father went away with a part of the regiment to
which he belonged, or not, I cannot say but I well remember a
conversation between the prince, the major and Mrs. Walker, in
which they spoke of the loss of a transport, and of Meyers’s saving
several men. This must have been at the time when my father quitted
Nova Scotia; to which province, I think, he never could have
returned. Neither my sister, nor myself, ever saw him afterwards.
We have understood that he was killed in battle; though when, or
where, we do not know. My old shipmate, the editor, however, thinks
it must have been in Canada; as letters were received from a friend
in Quebec, after I had quitted Nova Scotia, inquiring after us
children, and stating that the effects of my father were in that
town, and ought to belong to us. This letter gave my sister the
first account of his death; though it was not addressed to her, but
to those in whose care she had been left. This property was never
recovered; and my shipmate, who writes this account, thinks there
may have been legal difficulties in the way.
Previously to quitting the
province of Nova Scotia, my father placed Harriet and myself in the
house of a Mr. Marchinton, to live. This gentleman was a clergyman,
who had no regular parish, but who preached in a chapel of his own.
He sent us both to school, and otherwise took charge of us. I am
not aware of the precise time when the prince left Halifax, but it
must have been when I was five or six years old—probably about the
year 1798 or 1799.[2]
From that time I continued at Mr.
Marchinton’s, attending school, and busied, as is usual with boys
of that age, until the year 1805. I fear I was naturally disposed
to idleness and self-indulgence, for I became restive and impatient
under the restraints of the schoolmaster, and of the gentleman in
whose family I had been left. I do not know that I had any just
grounds of complaint against Mr. Marchinton; but his rigorous
discipline disgusted me; principally, I am now inclined to believe,
because it was not agreeable to me to be kept under any rigid moral
restraint. I do not think I was very vicious; and, I know, I was
far from being of a captious temperament; but I loved to be my own
master; and I particularly disliked everything like religious
government. Mr. Marchinton, moreover,
kept me out of the streets; and
it was my disposition to be an idler, and at play. It is possible
he may have been a little too severe for one of my temperament;
though, I fear, nature gave me a roving and changeful mind.
At that time the English cruisers
sent in many American vessels as prizes. Our house was near the
water; and I was greatly in the habit of strolling along the
wharves, whenever an opportunity occurred; Mr. Marchinton owning a
good deal of property in that part of the town. The Cambrian
frigate had a midshipman, a little older than myself, who had been
a schoolmate of mine. This lad, whose name was Bowen, was sent in
as the nominal prize- master of a brig loaded with coffee; and I no
sooner learned the fact, than I began to pay him visits. Young
Bowen encouraged me greatly, in a wish that now arose within me, to
become a sailor. I listened eagerly to the history of his
adventures, and felt the usual boyish emulation. Mr. Marchinton
seemed averse to my following the profession, and these visits
became frequent and stealthy; my wishes, most probably, increasing,
in proportion as they seemed difficult of accomplishment.
I soon began to climb the rigging
of the brig, ascending to the mast-heads. One day Mr. Marchinton
saw me quite at the main-truck; and, calling me down, I got a
severe flogging for my dexterity and enterprise. It sometimes
happens that punishment produces a result exactly opposite to that
which was intended; and so it turned out in the present
instance.
My desire to be a sailor
increased in consequence of this very flogging; and I now began
seriously to think of running away, in order to get to sea, as well
as to escape a confinement on shore, that, to me, seemed
unreasonable. Another prize, called the Amsterdam Packet, a
Philadelphia ship, had been sent in by, I believe, the Cleopatra,
Sir Robert Laurie. On board this ship were two American lads,
apprentices. With these boys I soon formed an intimacy; and their
stories of the sea, and their accounts of the States, coupled with
the restraints I fancied I endured, gave rise to a strong desire to
see their country, as well as to become a sailor. They had little
to do, and enjoyed great liberty, going and coming much as they
pleased. This idleness seemed, to me, to form the summit of human
happiness. I did not often dare to play truant; and the school
became odious to me. According to my recollections, this desire for
a change must have existed near, or quite a twelvemonth; being
constantly fed by the arrival and departure of vessels directly
before my eyes, ere I set about the concocting of a serious plan to
escape.
My project was put in execution
in the summer of 1805, when I could not have been more than eleven
years old, if, indeed, quite as old. I was in the market one day,
and overheard some American seamen, who had been brought in,
conversing of a schooner that was on the point of leaving Halifax,
for New York. This vessel belonged to North Carolina, and had been
captured by the Driver, some time before, but had been liberated by
a decision of the Admiralty Court. The men I overheard talking
about her, intended taking their passages back to their own country
in the craft. This seemed to me a good opportunity to effect my
purpose, and I went from the market, itself, down to the schooner.
The mate was on board alone, and I took courage, and asked him if
he did not want to ship a boy. My dress and appearance were both
against me, as I had never done any work, and was in the ordinary
attire of a better class lad on shore. The mate began to laugh at
me, and to joke me on my desire to go to sea, questioning me about
my knowledge. I was willing to do anything; but, perceiving that I
made little impression, I resorted to bribery. Prince Edward had
made me a present, before he left Halifax, of a beautiful little
fowling-piece, which
was in my own possession; and I
mentioned to the mate that I was the owner of such an article, and
would give it to him if he would consent to secrete me in the
schooner, and carry me to New York. This bait took, and I was told
to bring the fowling, piece on board, and let the mate see it. That
night I carried the bribe, as agreed on, to this man, who was
perfectly satisfied with its appearance, and we struck a bargain on
the spot. I then returned to the house, and collected a few of my
clothes. I knew that my sister, Harriet, was making some shirts for
me, and I stole into her room, and brought away two of them, which
were all I could find. My wardrobe was not large when I left the
house, and I had taken the precaution of carrying the articles out
one at a time, and of secreting them in an empty cask in the yard.
When I thought I had got clothes enough, I made them into a bundle,
and carried them down to the schooner. The mate then cleared out a
locker in the cabin, in which there were some potatoes, and told me
I must make up my mind to pass a few hours in that narrow berth.
Too thoughtless to raise any objections, I cheerfully consented,
and took my leave of him with the understanding that I was to be on
board, again, early in the morning.
Before going to bed, I desired a
black servant of Mr. Marchinton’s to call me about day- break, as I
desired to go out and pick berries. This was done, and I was up and
dressed before any other member of the family was stirring. I lost
no time, but quitted the house, and walked deliberately down to the
schooner. No one was up on board of her, and I was obliged to give
the mate a call, myself. This man now seemed disposed to draw back
from his bargain, and I had to use a good deal of persuasion before
I could prevail on him to be as good as his word. He did not like
to part with the fowling-piece, but seemed to think it would be
fairly purchased, could he persuade me to run away. At length he
yielded, and I got into the locker, where I was covered with
potatoes.
I was a good while in this
uncomfortable situation, before there were any signs of the
vessel’s quitting the wharf. I began to grow heartily tired of the
confinement, and the love of change revived within me in a new
form. The potatoes were heavy for me to bear, and the confined air
rendered my prison almost insupportable. I was on the point of
coming out of prison, when the noise on deck gave me the
comfortable assurance that the people had come on board, and that
the schooner was about to sail. I could hear men conversing, and,
after a period of time that seemed an age, I felt satisfied the
schooner was fairly under way. I heard a hail from one of the forts
as we passed down the harbour, and, not long after, the Driver, the
very sloop of war that had sent the vessel in, met her, and quite
naturally hailed her old prize, also. All this I heard in my
prison, and it served to reconcile me to the confinement. As
everything was right, the ship did not detain us, and we were
permitted to proceed.
It was noon before I was
released. Going on deck, I found that the schooner was at sea.
Nothing of Halifax was visible but a tower or two, that were very
familiar objects to me. I confess I now began to regret the step I
had taken, and, could I have been landed, it is probable my roving
disposition would have received a salutary check. It was too late,
however, and I was compelled to continue in the thorny and
difficult path on which I had so thoughtlessly entered. I often
look back to this moment, and try to imagine what might have been
my fortunes, had I never taken this unlucky step. What the prince
might have done for me, it is impossible to say; though I think it
probable that, after the death of my father, I should have been
forgotten, as seems to have been the case with my sister, who
gradually fell from being
considered and treated as one of the family in which she lived,
into a sort of upper servant.
I have learned, latterly, that
Mr. Marchinton had a great search made for me. It was his
impression I was drowned, and several places were dragged for my
body. This opinion lasted until news of my being in New York
reached the family.
My appearance on deck gave rise
to a great many jokes between the captain of the schooner, and his
mate. I was a good deal laughed at, but not badly treated, on the
whole. My office was to be that of cook—by no means a very
difficult task in that craft, the camboose consisting of two pots
set in bricks, and the dishes being very simple. In the cabin,
sassafras was used for tea, and boiled pork and beef composed the
dinner. The first day, I was excused from entering on the duties of
my office, on account of sea-sickness; but, the next morning, I set
about the work in good earnest. We had a long passage, and my
situation was not very pleasant. The schooner was wet, and the seas
she shipped would put out my fire. There was a deck load of
shingles, and I soon discovered that these made excellent kindling
wood; but it was against the rules of the craft to burn cargo, and
my friend the mate had bestowed a few kicks on me before I learned
to make the distinction.
In other respects, I did
tolerably well; and, at the end of about ten days, we entered Sandy
Hook.
Such was my first passage at sea,
or, at least, the first I can remember, though I understand we were
taken from Quebec to Halifax by water. I was not cured of the wish
to roam by this experiment, though, at that age, impressions are
easily received, and as readily lost.
Some idea may be formed of my
recklessness, and ignorance of such matters, at this time, from the
circumstance that I do not remember ever to have known the name of
the vessel in which I left Nova Scotia. Change and adventure were
my motives, and it never occurred to me to inquire into a fact that
was so immaterial to one of my temperament. To this hour, I am
ignorant on the subject.
The schooner came up, and hauled
in abreast of Fly Market. She did not come close to the wharf, but
made fast, temporarily, at its end, outside of two or three other
vessels. This took place not long after breakfast. I set about the
preparations for dinner, which was ready, as usual, at twelve
o’clock. While the crew were eating this meal, I had nothing to do,
and, seeing a number of boys on the wharf, I went ashore, landing
for the first time in this, my adopted country. I was without hat,
coat, or shoes; my feet having become sore from marching about
among the shingles. The boys were licking molasses from some
hogsheads, and I joined in the occupation with great industry. I
might have been occupied in this manner, and in talking with the
boys, an hour or more, when I bethought me of my duty on board. On
looking for the schooner, she was gone! Her people, no doubt,
thought I was below, and did not miss me, and she had been carried
to some other berth; where, I did not know. I could not find her,
nor did I ever see her again.
Such, then, was my entrance on a
new scene. Had I known enough to follow the wharves, doubtless I
should have found the vessel; but, after a short search, I returned
to the boys and the molasses.
That I was concerned at finding
myself in a strange place, without a farthing in my pockets—without
hat, shoes or coat, is certain—but it is wonderful how little
apprehension I felt. I knew
nothing, and feared nothing. While licking the molasses, I told the
boys my situation; and I met with a great deal of sympathy among
them. The word passed from one to the other, that a “poor English
boy had lost his vessel, and did not know where to go to pass the
night.” One promised me a supper; and, as for lodgings, the general
opinion seemed to be, that I might find a berth under one of the
butchers’ stalls, in the adjacent market. I had different projects
for myself, however.
There was a family of the name of
Clark, then residing in New York, that I had known in Halifax. I
remembered to have heard my sister, Harriet, speaking of them, not
long before I quitted home, and that she said they lived in, or
near, Fly Market. I knew we were at Fly Market; and the name
recalled these people. I inquired, accordingly, if any one knew
such a family; but met with no success in discovering them. They
were strangers; and no one knew them. It was now near sunset; and I
determined to look for these people myself. On this errand, then, I
set off; walking up the market until I reached Maiden Lane. While
strolling along the street, I heard a female voice suddenly
exclaim: “Lord! here is Edward Myers, without anything on him!” At
the next instant, Susan Clark, one of the daughters, came running
into the street; and presently I was in the house, surrounded by
the whole family.
Of course, I was closely
questioned; and I told the whole truth. The Clarks were extremely
kind to me, offering me clothes, and desiring to keep me with them;
but I did not like the family, owing to old quarrels with the boys,
and a certain sternness in the father, who had made complaints of
my stealing his fruit, while in Halifax. I was innocent; and the
whole proceeding had made me regard Mr. Clark as a sort of enemy.
My principal motive, in inquiring for the family, was to learn
where a certain Dr. Heizer[3] lived. This gentleman was a German,
who had formerly been in the army; and I knew he was then in New
York. In him I had more confidence; and I determined to throw
myself on his kindness.
After declining a great many
offers, I got the address of Dr. Heizer, and proceeded in quest of
his residence, just as I was. It was moonlight, and I went through
the streets with boyish confidence. My route lay up Broadway, and
my destination was one of its corners and Hester Street. In 1805,
this was nearly out of town, being near Canal street. I had been
told to look for a bridge, which then stood in Broadway, and which
answered for a landmark, in my new navigation. The bridge I found
easily; and, making inquiries at a house, I was told the family I
sought lived next door.
The Heizers were greatly
surprised at my appearance. I was questioned, of course; and told
them the naked truth. I knew concealment would be useless; was
naturally frank, notwithstanding what I had just done; and I began
to feel the want of friends. I was fed; and that same evening, Dr.
and Mrs. Heizer led me down Broadway, and equipped me in a neat
suit of clothes. Within a week, I was sent regularly to
school.
I never knew what Dr. Heizer did,
in relation to my arrival. I cannot but think that he communicated
the circumstances to Mr. Marchinton, who was well known to him;
though, Harriet tell me, the first intelligence they got of me was
of a much later date, and came from another source. Let this be as
it might, I was kindly treated; living, in all respects, as if I
were one of the family. There was no son; and they all seemed to
consider me as one.
I remained in this family the
autumn of 1805, and the winter and spring of 1806. I soon
tired of school, and began to
play truant; generally wandering along the wharves, gazing at the
ships. Dr. Heizer soon learned this; and, watching me, discovered
the propensity I still retained for the sea. He and Mrs. Heizer now
took me aside, and endeavoured to persuade me to return to Halifax;
but I had become more and more averse to taking this backward step.
To own the truth, I had fearful misgivings on the subject of
floggings; and I dreaded a long course of severity and discipline.
It is certain, that, while rigid rules of conduct are very
necessary to some dispositions, there are others with which they do
not succeed.
Mine was of the latter class;
for, I think, I am more easily led, than driven. At all events, I
had a horror of going back; and refused to listen to the proposal.
After a good deal of conversation, and many efforts at persuasion,
Dr. Heizer consented to let me go to sea, from New York; or
affected to consent; I never knew which.
The Leander, Miranda’s flag-ship,
in his abortive attempt to create a revolution in
Spanish-America, was then lying
in the Hudson; and Dr. Heizer, who was acquainted with some one
connected with her, placed me in this ship, with the understanding
I was to go in her to Holland. I passed the day on board; going up
to my new employer’s house, for my meals, and to sleep. This course
of life may have lasted a fortnight; when I became heartily tired
of it. I found I had a mistress, now, as well as a master. The
former set me to cleaning knives, boots, candlesticks, and other
similar employments; converting me into a sort of scullion. My
pride revolted at this. I have since thought it possible, all this
was done to create disgust, and to induce me to return to Mr.
Marchinton; but it had a very contrary effect.
My desire was to be a sailor. One
Sunday I had been on board the ship, and, after assisting the mate
to show the bunting fore and aft, I went back to the house. Here my
mistress met me with a double allowance of knives to clean. We had
a quarrel on the subject; I protesting against all such work. But
to clean the knives I was compelled. About half were thrown over
the fence, into the adjoining yard; and, cleaning what remained, I
took my hat, went to the doctor’s, and saw no more of my mistress,
or of the Leander.
CHAPTER II.
An explanation took place. Dr.
and Mrs. Heizer remonstrated about my conduct, and endeavoured,
once more, to persuade me to return to Mr. Marchinton’s. A great
deal was told me of the kind intentions of that gentleman, and
concerning what I might expect from the protection and patronage of
my god-father, the Duke of Kent. I cannot help thinking, now, that
much of the favour which was extended towards me at that early
period of life, was owing to the circumstance that the prince had
consented to stand for me at my baptism. He was a great
disciplinarian—so great, indeed, I remember to have heard, as to
cause more than one mutiny—and my father being a German, and coming
from a people that carried military subordination to extremes, it
is highly probable I was indebted, for this compliment, to a
similarity of tastes between the two. I cared little for all this,
however, in 1805, and thought far less of being protected by a
prince of the blood royal, than of going to sea, and especially of
escaping from the moral discipline of Mr.
Marchinton. Finding his arguments
vain, Dr. Heizer sent me to school again, where I continued a few
months longer.
All this time, my taste for ships
rather increased than diminished. At every opportunity I was on the
wharves, studying the different craft, and endeavouring to
understand their rig. One day I saw a British ensign, and, while
looking at it, with a feeling of strong disgust, I heard myself
called by name. A glance told me that I was seen by a Halifax man,
and I ran away, under the apprehension that he might, by some
means, seize me and carry me back. My feelings on this head were
all alive, and that very day one of the young ladies said, in a
melancholy way, “Edouard,” “Halifax.” These girls spoke scarcely
any English, having been born in Martinique; and they talked much
together in French, looking at me occasionally, as if I were the
subject of their discourse. It is probable conscience was at the
bottom of this conceit of mine; but the latter now became so
strong, as to induce me to determine to look out for a vessel for
myself, and be off again. With this view, I quitted a negro who had
been sent with me to market, under the pretence of going to school,
but went along the wharves until I found a ship that took my fancy.
She was called the Sterling, and there was a singularly
good-looking mate on her deck, of the name of Irish, who was a
native of Nantucket. The ship was commanded by Capt. John Johnston,
of Wiscasset, in Maine, and belonged to his father and
himself.
I went on board the Sterling,
and, after looking about for some time, I ventured to offer myself
to Mr. Irish, as a boy who wished to ship. I was questioned, of
course, but evaded any very close answers. After some conversation,
Capt. Johnston came on board, and Mr. Irish told him what I wanted.
My examination now became much closer, and I found myself driven to
sheer fabrication in order to effect my purposes. During my
intercourse with different sea-going lads of Halifax, I had learned
the particulars of the capture of the Cleopatra 32, by the French
frigate Ville de Milan 38, and her recapture by the Leander 50,
which ship captured the Ville de Milan at the same time. I said my
father had been a serjeant of marines, and was killed in the
action—that I had run away when the ships got
in, and that I wished to be bound
to some American ship-master, in order to become a
regularly-trained seaman. This story so far imposed on Capt.
Johnston as to induce him to listen to my proposals, and in part to
accept them. We parted with an understanding that I was to get my
clothes, and come on board the vessel.
It was twelve at noon when I got
back to Dr. Heizer’s. My first business was to get my clothes into
the yard, a few at a time; after which I ate my dinner with the
family. As soon as we rose from table, I stole away with my bundle,
leaving these kind people to believe I had returned to school. I
never saw one of them afterwards! On my return to New York, several
years later, I learned they had all gone to Martinique to live. I
should not have quitted this excellent family in so clandestine a
manner, had I not been haunted with the notion that I was about to
be sent back to Halifax, a place I now actually hated.
Capt. Johnston received me
good-naturedly, and that night I slept and supped at the Old Coffee
House, Old Slip—his own lodgings. He seemed pleased with me, and I
was delighted with him. The next day he took me to a slop-shop, and
I was rigged like a sailor, and was put in the cabin, where I was
to begin my service in the regular way. A boy named Daniel McCoy
was in the ship, and had been out to Russia in her, as cabin-boy,
the last voyage. He was now to be sent into the forecastle, and was
ordered to instruct me in my duty.
I was now comparatively happy,
though anxious to be bound to Capt. Johnston, and still more so to
be fairly at sea. The Sterling had a good, old-fashioned cabin, as
cabins went in 1806; and I ran about her state-room, rummaged her
lockers, and scampered up and down her companion-way, with as much
satisfaction as if they had all belonged to a palace. Dan McCoy was
every day on board, and we had the accommodations of the ship very
much to ourselves. Two or three days later, Capt. Johnston took me
to the proper place, and I was put under regular indentures, to
serve until I was twenty-one. I now felt more confidence in my
situation, knowing that Dr. Heizer had no legal authority over me.
The work I did, in no manner offended my dignity, for it was on
ship-board, and belonged properly to my duty as a cabin-boy.
The Sterling soon began to take
in her cargo. She was to receive a freight of flour, for Cowes and
a market. Not only was the hold filled, but the state-room and
cabin, leaving barely room to climb over the barrels to reach the
berths. A place was left, just inside of the cabin door, for the
table. Passengers were not common in that day, while commerce was
pushed to the utmost. Our sails were bending when the consignee,
followed by another merchant, came down to the ship, accompanied by
a youth, who, it was understood, wished also to be received in the
vessel. This youth was named Cooper, and was never called by any
other appellation in the ship. He was accepted by Capt. Johnston,
signed the articles, and the next day he joined us, in sailor’s
rig. He never came to the cabin, but was immediately employed
forward, in such service as he was able to perform. It was
afterwards understood that he was destined for the navy.
The very day that Cooper joined
us, was one of deep disgrace to me. The small stores came on board
for the cabin, and Dan McCoy persuaded me to try the flavour of a
bottle of cherry-bounce. I did not drink much, but the little I
swallowed made me completely drunk. This was the first time I ever
was in that miserable and disgraceful plight; would to God I could
also say it was the last! The last it was, however, for several
years; that is
some comfort. I thank my Divine
Master that I have lived to see the hour when intoxicating liquors
have ceased to have any command over me, and when, indeed, they
never pass my lips. Capt. Johnston did not flog me for this act of
folly, merely pulling my ears a little, and sharply reprimanding
me; both he and Mr. Irish seeming to understand that my condition
had proceeded from the weakness of my head. Dan was the principal
sufferer, as, to say the truth, he ought to have been. He was
rope’s-ended for his pains.
Next day the stevedores took the
ship in to the stream, and the crew came on board. The assembling
of the crew of a merchantman, in that day, was a melancholy sight.
The men came off, bearing about them the signs of the excesses of
which they had been guilty while on shore; some listless and
stupid, others still labouring under the effects of liquor, and
some in that fearful condition which seamen themselves term having
the “horrors.” Our crew was neither better nor worse than that of
other ships. It was also a sample of the mixed character of the
crews of American vessels during the height of her neutral
trade.
The captain, chief-mate, cook,
and four of those forward, were American born; while the
second-mate was a Portuguese. The boys were, one Scotch, and one a
Canadian; and there were a Spaniard, a Prussian, a Dane, and an
Englishman, in the forecastle. There was also an Englishman who
worked his passage, having been the cooper of a whaler that was
wrecked. As Dan McCoy was sent forward, too, this put ten in the
forecastle, besides the cook, and left five aft, including the
master of another wrecked English vessel, whom we took out as a
passenger.
That afternoon we lifted our
anchor, and dropped down abreast of Governor’s Island, where we
brought up. Next day all hands were called to get under way, and,
as soon as the anchor was short, the mate told Cooper and myself to
go up and loose the fore-top-sail. I went on one yard-arm and
Cooper went on the other. In a few minutes the second mate came up,
hallooing to us to “avast,” and laughing. Cooper was hard at work
at the “robins,” and would soon have had his half of the sail down
in the top, had he been let alone; while I was taking the gaskets
from the yard, with the intention of bringing them carefully down
on deck, where it struck me they would be quite safe. Luckily for
us, the men were too busy heaving, and too stupid, to be very
critical, and we escaped much ridicule. In a week we both knew
better.
The ship only got to the
quarantine ground that day, but in the morning we went to sea. Our
passage was long and stormy. The ship was on a bow-line most of the
time, and we were something like forty days from land to land.
Nothing extraordinary occurred, however, and we finally made the
Bill of Portland. The weather came on thick, but we found a pilot,
and ran into St. Helen’s Roads and anchored. The captain got into
his boat, and taking four men pulled ashore, to look for his orders
at Cowes.
That afternoon it cleared off,
and we found a pilot lying a little outside of us. About sunset a
man-of-war’s cutter came alongside, and Mr. Irish was ordered to
muster the crew. The English lieutenant, who was tolerably bowsed
up, took his seat behind the cabin table, while the men came down,
and stood in the companion-way passage, to be overhauled.
Most of the foreigners had gone
in the boat, but two of the Americans that remained were uncommonly
fine-looking men, and were both prime seamen. One, whose name was
Thomas Cook, was a six-footer, and had the air of a thorough
sea-dog. He filled the lieutenant’s eye mightily, and Cook was very
coolly told to gather his dunnage, as he was
wanted. Cook pointed to his
protection, but the lieutenant answered—“Oh! these things are
nothing—anybody can have one for two dollars, in New York. You are
an Englishman, and the King has need of your services.” Cook now
took out of his pocket a certificate, that was signed by Sir John
Beresford, stating that Thomas Cook had been discharged from His
Maj. Ship Cambrian, after a pretty long service in her, because he
had satisfactorily proved that he was a native-born American. The
lieutenant could not very well dishonour this document, and he
reluctantly let Cook go, keeping his protection, however. He next
selected Isaac Gaines, a native New Yorker, a man whose father and
friends were known to the captain. But Gaines had no discharge like
that of Cook’s, and the poor fellow was obliged to rowse up his
chest and get into the cutter. This he did with tears in his eyes,
and to the regret of all on board, he being one of the best men in
the ship. We asked the boat’s crew to what vessel they belonged,
and they gave us the name of a sixty-four in the offing, but we
observed, as they pulled away from us, that they took the direction
of another ship. This was the last I ever saw, or heard, of Isaac
Gaines. Cook went on with us, and one day, while in London, he went
with Cooper to Somerset House to get an order for some prize-money,
to which he was entitled for his service in the Cambrian, as was
shown by his discharge. The clerk asked him to leave the
certificate, and call a day or two later, when he would have
searched out the amount. This was done, and Cook, being now without
certificate or protection, was pressed on his way back to the ship.
We never heard of him, either. Such was often the fate of sailors,
in that day, who were with you one day, and lost for ever the
next.
Captain Johnston did not get back
to the ship for four-and-twenty hours. He brought orders for us to
go up to London; and, the wind being fair, and almost a gale, we
got under way, and were off as soon as possible. The next morning
we were in the straits of Dover; the wind light, but fair. This was
at a moment when all England was in arms, in anticipation of an
invasion from France. Forty odd sail of vessels of war were counted
from our ship, as the day dawned, that had been cruising in the
narrow waters, during the night, to prevent a surprise.
We worked our way up to London,
with the tides, and were carried into London dock; where we
discharged. This was my first visit to the modern Babylon, of
course; but I had little opportunity of seeing much. I had one or
two cruises, of a Sunday, in tow of Cooper, who soon became a
branch pilot, in those waters, about the parks and west end but I
was too young to learn much, or to observe much. Most of us went to
see the monument, St.
Paul’s, and the lions; and Cooper
put himself in charge of a beef-eater, and took a look at the
arsenals, jewels and armoury. He had a rum time of it, in his
sailor rig, but hoisted in a wonderful deal of gibberish, according
to his own account of his cruise.
Captain Johnston now got a
freight for the ship, and we hauled into the stream, abreast of the
dock-gates, and took in shingle ballast. The Prussian, Dane, second
mate, and the English cooper, all left us, in London. We got a
Philadelphian, a chap from Maine, who had just been discharged from
an English man-of-war, and an Irish lad, in their places. In
January we sailed, making the best of our way for the straits of
Gibraltar. The passage was stormy—the Bay of Biscay, in particular,
giving us a touch of its qualities. It was marked by only two
incidents, however, out of the usual way. While running down the
coast of Portugal, with the land in sight, we made an armed felucca
astern, and to windward. This vessel gave chase; and, the captain
disliking her appearance, we carried hard, in order to
avoid her. The weather was thick,
and it blew fresh, occasionally, in squalls. Whenever it lulled,
the felucca gained on us, we having, a very little, the advantage
in the puffs. At length the felucca began to fire; and, finding
that his shot were coming pretty near, Captain Johnston, knowing
that he was in ballast, thought it wisest to heave-to. Ten minutes
after our main-top-sail was aback, the felucca ranged up close
under our lee; hailed, and ordered us to send a boat, with our
papers, on board her. A more rascally- looking craft never gave
such an order to an unarmed merchantman. As our ship rose on a sea,
and he fell into the trough, we could look directly down upon his
decks, and thus form some notion of what we were to expect, when he
got possession of us. His people were in red caps and shirts, and
appeared to be composed of the rakings of such places as Gibraltar,
Cadiz and Lisbon. He had ten long guns; and pikes, pistols and
muskets, were plenty with him. On the end of each latine-yard was a
chap on the look-out, who occasionally turned his eyes towards us,
as if to anticipate the gleanings. That we should be plundered,
every one expected; and it was quite likely we might be
ill-treated. As soon as we hove-to, Captain Johnston gave me the
best spy-glass, with orders to hand it to Cooper, to hide. The
latter buried it in the shingle ballast. We, in the cabin,
concealed a bag of guineas so effectually, that, after all was
over, we could not find it ourselves.