poetry of life E-Book

Robert Chaney

• Herausgeber: BookRix
• Kategorie: Poesie und Drama
• Sprache: Englisch

Veröffentlichungsjahr: 2015

Beschreibung

This book is a collection of poetry based on life expierences and the troubles and triumphs of every day life. "People might be diffrent in a certain way but the human mind pretty much works the same. We as humans may think a little diffrently, Also the same by what we go through no matter where the mind may take us but in the end we are equal and the same. Having the power to control how we think can be pretty hard as well. The human brain is so much stronger than we think, When we let it take control our brain can have many kinds of powers. When we control our brains we have the power to control our actions but also how we think."

Leseprobe

Robert Chaney

poetry of life

BookRix GmbH & Co. KG81371 Munich

Broken

Broken, Torn, A boy wishing he was never born. Lost, Confussed, Thinking he was abused messed up mind.

only one thing he could call his. Its love that he'll never give up. Just wanting that one person to seek his happyness for the rest of his life.

 Shattered, Careless, words unspoken trying to fix the mirror that has never been broken. Trust mislead trust refussed only turning into a black and blue bruise. Still so much to learn so much to see, part of this life style just isnt the real me.

 So miss led in his part of life the games aren't fun anymore in the messed up drug life. He's wanting a way out not seeing and open door it's never fun when being called a whore. That's why words never hurt anymore because I always ignore and keep walking through another door.

when crying out for help and never to be herd starting to feel nothing a numbless pain. Thinking i'm never going to win this game. The game of life is my key to success i will always stand out of all the rest. this part of life is just a numbless pain. In the end i will rise above all my pain drove my mind insane.

Crying and crying still no where to go. only floating with the flow time to grow let me fly, no more letting pain get to me and wasiting time.

Freedom

    Time equals freedom, Freedoms open heart. Love is the lovingess that can never be torn apart. Democracy is goverment, Goverment is jail we're all suffering before our bail. One thing to ask another is to answer, Most confussing parts is there's never and answer.

To confussed? So is life these are the things i was told in my past life. War isn't everything this part isn't right I don't know about you but this just does'nt feel right. Should'nt this be wrong? we are all tought that this is right. Are we right or are we wrong? i dont know anymore does this world even belong?

where's my freedom? My freedom of speach you only want to sit there and teach teach teach.

Art

    Art is such a beautiful sight something amazing even in the middle of the night. The sky, The trees even the grass that grows watching every second as hearing the water flows. The sun rays through the clouds has and amazing light looking just right.

Lighting flashes (no sound) watching the power shine across this darkening sky. Strong winds so powerful from a huge funnel seing a huge tornato. From disasters to art in a frame like how a picture has been taken truly these sort of storms have been mistaken.

 Art is everything from a picture on the wall to graffiti on trains. Cars off the streets how it sits just right to a model to a plane to a bridge off the water maybe to a shore. By a beat to a lyric to a poem to a song art is every where no matter where you belong.

Summer chill

    A quiet room can mean so many things, Peace at last clearing my mind crying when no one is around. Dimmed lights, Hearing the sound of crickets. Sitting on the couch watching the ceiling fan spin with the windows up feeling the warm summer breeze.

 So peaceful and nice finally not even worried of the time happy and glad to sit and relax. Quietness helps out the mind, Soul, Spirits bringing little birds to sing. So warm peacful of mind just and amazing late night of this warm summer time moment.

 Throughout a crazy week and a crappy night this relaxation really helps me foucus about life to the good times and the bad never to fear i can never let life get me down to be sad.

Four seasons of all

    Spring, Summer, Winter and fall. The best four seasons of them all. Every year snow brings joy to Christmas cheer. The water in the summer to laugh to play. A falling leaf, such a wonderful sight falling colors what a delight. The ground is cover but hasnt been forgotten.

Yet summer is the best so much excitement, Water falls falling bright green leaves plenty of shade while the children are out wanting to play. Spring a whole new start new flowers as life is pushing back into start. Winter, Harsh cold winds these are the best four seasons of all.

I pray

I bow down, I pray to you i'll get on my knees. Jesus please help me please I'll walk with you i'll take a stand i want you to teach me how to be a better man. I won't turn away I still want to be you're son even though i maybe gay.

I'm needing a friend, Father at hand. I need you are you there? I see my angle, He's floating in mid air. My guide to Heaven that place people call home, So there's no more suffering just peace. Please God help me see. A friend that has been there and beyond, The Lord almighty is a really good true friend.

 Thank you Lord through thick and thin you Heavenly father are a great true friend. Thank you God for another chance i turned a way but now i can see i apolagize for turning my back but now I need you the most please God help me see I'll never turn again because you are my father I'm sorry i sinned it won't happen again.

Shatterd

Awaken in the light woke back up in the dark. Lifes not the same without your loving heart. Everything went down with out yo. I tried and tried to bring myt life back up I knew that i messed up. You tore me apart Idid'nt know where to restart.

My heart felt like it just fell out and shatterd feeling like time just stopped. Please give me another chance you balanced my love plus my laughter I felt like everything went from happy to disaster. You pushed me to do good I'm needing my other half.

Doing anything to fill the emptyness inside ( never worked ). Sooner or later it will fill back up for some one else to love to care for. You made me feel numb, Worthless and ending pain but now i'm doing me your see me up on top.

Chapter

  Always fighting always getting kicked out. Leaving this place again, So tired don't want to look back. Always house hopping living on my own done with arguing. Parents split up for never had a mother t ocare for me because you never wanted me around.

 A dad that tried but did'nt know how to understand did'nt see eye to eye. Here goes a home that was never a home. Another chapter that kept repeating over and over damn when is this crap going to be over. So ready for life to pick me up ready for my own place.

Something real That's all i really want is that to much to ask? Had to grow up faster than ever i did'nt know how to live on my own feeling alone like i was worth nothing you tought me something that i can make it on my own. Leaving me out here to die all i wanted to do was cry i had to be strong so i would'nt die.

That part

The hardest part - letting me go

 The easyest part -watching me grow

The middle part - understanding me

  This very begining -fell in love with me when I'm only two minutes old

Other half - you never misled me, Mis treated me

  All things you tought me - To follow through

   Never giving up, Staying strong no matter what life may bring

Listen closly Trying your best

  Stand out be your slef regardless. Having so many dream hanging on until i'm ready to let them go to fly.

Power

    I have the power to say no, I am a force feild my own army. I have the power the control to do anything that i set my mind to. I'm not a God nor a king or queen. This is my throne that i can call my own I'm not a bibble i am not a book just never judge it's cover before taking a look. Being a leader never a follower being a beliver never a downer.

I am me my place to stand always will be the loving man kind hearted. This is me this will always be who i truly am giving people a smile sharing a laugh. loving any one and every one cheers to being you. Always love never hate because i go the power to love to share a laugh help some one to smile.

just want to help make peace and share i wont be the sort of person that will only stare. Im here to help to give the power to others to love and conqour their fears sorry guys please wipe away those tears.

Bully

     Please just leave me alone, I have'nt done anything wrong. Stop messing with my mind beacuse while you're blind i'm just a one of a kind. Why am I so scared to speak up?  Guessing being nervous that I'll mess up. Never going to let you bring me down again.

Not knowing what to do feeling there's no where to go, No where to hide. Please just let me say let me die. Thought i seen a way out but just another empty door, Someone please help me please can't you hear me I'm just a kid in pain trying to fight it but no longer shall i ever have to hide it.

Bully you won't tare me down making yourself look foolish of a clown. Telling me that I'm nothing another waisted space. Well in my eyes you are the worst of any man kind of any human race. So for now on just leave me alone beacuse now I have a life now find you one.

  Maybe you should of learned manners to respect others, To help and forgive a one another carma is there you best belive maybe she'll have a few tricks up her sleves. I won't get revenge I'm still here living until the end just remember that was me than this is me now.

 Seeing you desprite at living later in life, where are those kids that family your wife? The pictures you always dreamed never came true i tried to walk away but you left everyone else black and blue. You see now you are the fool thought everything was cool. Looking at you're self back than to now would you ever take the time back and change it some how?

You're my reason for never giving up, Making it harder on me but learning within time working for everything that i can finaly is mine. Thank you so much for such a crappy life I hope soon you can find the wife you always wanted same as to your kids and finaly dream of those pictures with your wife and kids.

Smile

    When I look at you, I can't help but to smile my hearts beating so fast feeling I've been running for miles. Calling me beautiful, Calling me gorgous just all you lighting up my day. No body has treated me so good before so you should stay.

Every single time when you smile the sun shines throughout the day. Those sparkels in you're eyes are like stars in the sky how they twinkle about with in my mind. As you cry it begins to rain when the both of us laugh a new life has been born.

These feelings, My chils, All my mind has in store is how care, Love, Respect that you have I've never had to called dibs because you came to me. So happy you did every time we touch it's a rush making me constaintly blush. Through thick and thin My heart falls for you all back over again.

Try

    The time when things go rough, This moment when life just got tough. Always remember life gets better even when it's going to be crappy weather. All the times that we have all sufferd, Don't want nothing more except life to get better. All we can do is to try and try instead of letting time get by. Work hard, Sometimes pray beacuse knowing life it will get better by the end of the day. Getting knocked down just makes us stronger as a person maybe going our own way. Heres to never letting go. Cheers to never giving up dusting myself off to go ahead again. When we work hard there's going to be a blessing in the end keep looking up keep on trying. While others maybe crying we are trying. Making it through staying tough being strong we are the ones that are called soliders in our end here's to something better.

Seeing myself

    The first time through out life seeing myself finally becoming a better person. A guy that has been messing up his life now getting on his own two feet making someone his life. Came along way cheers today for never giving in even though my patients always was thin. Kept my head held high looked in the mirror telling my self over and over I can do this just be strong hang in there and you can make it.

When others tried to fill me with anger I had the power to make it because I knew I never had to fake nothing just kept moving on and on here I am today stronger than ever.  Seeing my old self in the mirror I'll never look back I'll never go my old ways because then I could never come back to reality. I was always floating above this gravity that's not me no more. Here I am today never looking back sometimes I'd think to my self of breaking the mirror so my past won't follow me that old me will never get the best of me.

Seeing myself than to now I can finaly clap and take a bow I can show you all how. Look into the mirror and run away come through to the other side everyone knows the grass is going to be greener on the other side. Once you see who you were back than to now give yourself around of a plause and take a bow. Be proud keep you're voice every body always has a choice.

Sun set

   The way the light shines through those clouds all I can think of is wow. Feeling the warmth of a gourgous night watching the last few minutes as the light fades away seeing the stars coming out in a lightish gray then to black. Only listening seeing things so peacful the sun set making you're children so cheerful. Not even thinking of  time passing by.

Air getting cooler, Still feeling warm inside watched every cloud as their all a one of a kind. Watching the stars shine very brightly looking at the little dipper standing on the moutain top. Parents watching their kids eating on their loillipops. Friends family coming along around the fire telling each others stories of all their desires, Dreams to goals.