CHAPTER I THE OLD TOWN
The setting sunbeams slant over
the antique gateway of Sorrento, fusing into a golden bronze the
brown freestone vestments of old Saint Antonio, who with his heavy
stone mitre and upraised hands has for centuries kept watch
thereupon.
A quiet time he has of it up
there in the golden Italian air, in petrified act of blessing,
while orange lichens and green mosses from year to year embroider
quaint patterns on the seams of his sacerdotal vestments, and small
tassels of grass volunteer to ornament the folds of his priestly
drapery, and golden showers of blossoms from some more hardy plant
fall from his ample sleeve-cuffs. Little birds perch and chitter
and wipe their beaks unconcernedly, now on the tip of his nose and
now on the point of his mitre, while the world below goes on its
way pretty much as it did when the good saint was alive, and, in
despair of the human brotherhood, took to preaching to the birds
and the fishes.
Whoever passed beneath this old
arched gateway, thus saint-guarded, in the year of our Lord's grace
——, might have seen under its shadow, sitting opposite to a stand
of golden oranges, the little Agnes.
A very pretty picture was she,
reader,—with such a2 face as you sometimes see painted in those
wayside shrines of sunny Italy, where the lamp burns pale at
evening, and gillyflower and cyclamen are renewed with every
morning.
She might have been fifteen or
thereabouts, but was so small of stature that she seemed yet a
child. Her black hair was parted in a white unbroken seam down to
the high forehead, whose serious arch, like that of a cathedral
door, spoke of thought and prayer. Beneath the shadows of this brow
lay brown, translucent eyes, into whose thoughtful depths one might
look as pilgrims gaze into the waters of some saintly well, cool
and pure down to the unblemished sand at the bottom. The small lips
had a gentle compression, which indicated a repressed strength of
feeling; while the straight line of the nose, and the flexible,
delicate nostril, were perfect as in those sculptured fragments of
the antique which the soil of Italy so often gives forth to the day
from the sepulchres of the past. The habitual pose of the head and
face had the shy uplooking grace of a violet; and yet there was a
grave tranquillity of expression, which gave a peculiar degree of
character to the whole figure.
At the moment at which we have
called your attention, the fair head is bent, the long eyelashes
lie softly down on the pale, smooth cheek; for the Ave Maria bell
is sounding from the Cathedral of Sorrento, and the child is busy
with her beads.
By her side sits a woman of some
threescore years, tall, stately, and squarely formed, with ample
breadth of back and size of chest, like the robust dames of
Sorrento. Her strong Roman nose, the firm, determined outline of
her mouth, and a certain energy in every motion, speak the woman of
will and purpose. There is a degree of vigor in the decision with
which she lays down her spindle and bows her head, as a good
Christian of those days would, at the swinging of the evening
bell.
But while the soul of the child
in its morning freshness, free from pressure or conscience of
earthly care, rose like an illuminated mist to heaven, the words
the white-haired woman repeated were twined with threads of worldly
prudence,—thoughts of how many oranges she had sold, with a rough
guess at the probable amount for the day,—and her fingers wandered
from her beads a moment to see if the last coin had been swept from
the stand into her capacious pocket, and her eyes wandering after
them suddenly made her aware of the fact that a handsome cavalier
was standing in the gate, regarding her pretty grandchild with
looks of undisguised admiration.
"Let him look!" she said to
herself, with a grim clasp on her rosary; "a fair face draws
buyers, and our oranges must be turned into money; but he who does
more than look has an affair with me; so gaze away, my master, and
take it out in buying oranges!—Ave Maria! ora pro nobis, nunc et,"
etc., etc.
A few moments, and the wave of
prayer which had flowed down the quaint old shadowy street, bowing
all heads as the wind bowed the scarlet tassels of neighboring
clover- fields, was passed, and all the world resumed the work of
earth just where they left off when the bell began.
"Good even to you, pretty
maiden!" said the cavalier, approaching the stall of the
orange-woman with the easy, confident air of one secure of a ready
welcome, and bending down on the yet prayerful maiden the glances
of a pair of piercing hazel eyes that looked out on each side of
his aquiline nose with the keenness of a falcon's.
"Good even to you, pretty one! We
shall take you for a saint, and worship you in right earnest, if
you raise not those eyelashes soon."
"Sir! my lord!" said the girl,—a
bright color flushing into her smooth brown cheeks, and her large
dreamy eyes suddenly upraised with a flutter, as of a bird about to
take flight.
"Agnes, bethink yourself!" said
the white-haired dame; "the gentleman asks the price of your
oranges; be alive, child!"
"Ah, my lord," said the young
girl, "here are a dozen fine ones."
"Well, you shall give them me,
pretty one," said the young man, throwing a gold piece down on the
stand with a careless ring.
"Here, Agnes, run to the stall of
Raphael the poulterer for change," said the adroit dame, picking up
the gold.
"Nay, good mother, by your
leave," said the unabashed cavalier; "I make my change with youth
and beauty thus!" And with the word he stooped down and kissed the
fair forehead between the eyes.
"For shame, sir!" said the
elderly woman, raising her distaff,—her great glittering eyes
flashing beneath her silver hair like tongues of lightning from a
white cloud. "Have a care!—this child is named for blessed Saint
Agnes, and is under her protection."
"The saints must pray for us,
when their beauty makes us forget ourselves," said the young
cavalier, with a smile. "Look me in the face, little one," he
added; "say, wilt thou pray for me?"
The maiden raised her large
serious eyes, and surveyed the haughty, handsome face with that
look of sober inquiry which one sometimes sees in young children,
and the blush slowly faded from her cheek, as a cloud fades after
sunset.
"Yes, my lord," she answered,
with a grave simplicity, "I will pray for you."
"And hang this upon the shrine of
Saint Agnes for my sake," he added, drawing from his finger a
diamond ring, which he dropped into her hand; and before mother or
daughter could add another word or recover from their surprise, he
had thrown the corner of his mantle over his5 shoulder and was off
down the narrow street, humming the refrain of a gay song.
"You have struck a pretty dove
with that bolt," said another cavalier, who appeared to have been
observing the proceeding, and now, stepping forward, joined
him.
"Like enough," said the first,
carelessly.
"The old woman keeps her mewed up
like a singing-bird," said the second; "and if a fellow wants
speech of her, it's as much as his crown is worth; for Dame Elsie
has a strong arm, and her distaff is known to be heavy."
"Upon my word," said the first
cavalier, stopping and throwing a glance backward, "where do they
keep her?"
"Oh, in a sort of pigeon's nest
up above the Gorge; but one never sees her, except under the fire
of her grandmother's eyes. The little one is brought up for a
saint, they say, and goes nowhere but to mass, confession, and the
sacrament."
"Humph!" said the other, "she
looks like some choice old picture of Our Lady,—not a drop of human
blood in her. When I kissed her forehead, she looked into my face
as grave and innocent as a babe. One is tempted to try what one can
do in such a case."
"Beware the grandmother's
distaff!" said the other, laughing.
"I've seen old women before,"
said the cavalier, as they turned down the street and were lost to
view.
Meanwhile the grandmother and
grand-daughter were roused from the mute astonishment in which they
were gazing after the young cavalier by a tittering behind them;
and a pair of bright eyes looked out upon them from beneath a
bundle of long, crimson-headed clover, whose rich carmine tints
were touched to brighter life by setting sunbeams.
There stood Giulietta, the head
coquette of the Sorrento girls, with her broad shoulders, full
chest, and great black6 eyes, rich and heavy as those of the
silver-haired ox for whose benefit she had been cutting clover. Her
bronzed cheek was smooth as that of any statue, and showed a color
like that of an open pomegranate; and the opulent, lazy abundance
of her ample form, with her leisurely movements, spoke an easy and
comfortable nature,—that is to say, when Giulietta was pleased; for
it is to be remarked that there lurked certain sparkles deep down
in her great eyes, which might, on occasion, blaze out into
sheet-lightning, like her own beautiful skies, which, lovely as
they are, can thunder and sulk with terrible earnestness when the
fit takes them. At present, however, her face was running over with
mischievous merriment, as she slyly pinched little Agnes by the
ear.
"So you know not yon gay
cavalier, little sister?" she said, looking askance at her from
under her long lashes.
"No, indeed! What has an honest
girl to do with knowing gay cavaliers?" said Dame Elsie, bestirring
herself with packing the remaining oranges into a basket, which she
covered trimly with a heavy linen towel of her own weaving. "Girls
never come to good who let their eyes go walking through the earth,
and have the names of all the wild gallants on their tongues. Agnes
knows no such nonsense,—blessed be her gracious patroness, with Our
Lady and Saint Michael!"
"I hope there is no harm in
knowing what is right before one's eyes," said Giulietta. "Anybody
must be blind and deaf not to know the Lord Adrian. All the girls
in Sorrento
know him. They say he is even
greater than he appears,—that he is brother to the King himself; at
any rate, a handsomer and more gallant gentleman never wore
spurs."
"Let him keep to his own kind,"
said Elsie. "Eagles make bad work in dove-cots. No good comes of
such gallants for us."
"Nor any harm, that I ever heard
of," said Giulietta. "But let me see, pretty one,—what did he give
you? Holy Mother! what a handsome ring!"
"It is to hang on the shrine of
Saint Agnes," said the younger girl, looking up with
simplicity.
A loud laugh was the first answer
to this communication. The scarlet clover-tops shook and quivered
with the merriment.
"To hang on the shrine of Saint
Agnes!" Giulietta repeated. "That is a little too good!"
"Go, go, you baggage!" said
Elsie, wrathfully brandishing her spindle. "If ever you get a
husband, I hope he'll give you a good beating! You need it, I
warrant! Always stopping on the bridge there, to have cracks with
the young men! Little enough you know of saints, I dare say! So
keep away from my child! Come, Agnes," she said, as she lifted the
orange-basket on to her head; and, straightening her tall form, she
seized the girl by the hand to lead her away.
CHAPTER II THE DOVE-COT
The old town of Sorrento is
situated on an elevated plateau, which stretches into the sunny
waters of the Mediterranean, guarded on all sides by a barrier of
mountains which defend it from bleak winds and serve to it the
purpose of walls to a garden. Here, groves of oranges and lemons,
with their almost fabulous coincidence of fruitage with flowers,
fill the air with perfume, which blends with that of roses and
jessamines; and the fields are so starred and enameled with flowers
that they might have served as the type for those Elysian realms
sung by ancient poets. The fervid air is fanned by continual
sea-breezes, which give a delightful elasticity to the otherwise
languid climate. Under all these cherishing influences, the human
being develops a wealth and luxuriance of physical beauty unknown
in less favored regions. In the region about Sorrento one may be
said to have found the land where beauty is the rule and not the
exception. The singularity there is not to see handsome points of
physical proportion, but rather to see those who are without them.
Scarce a man, woman, or child you meet who has not some personal
advantage to be commended, while even striking beauty is common.
Also, under these kindly skies, a native courtesy and gentleness of
manner make themselves felt. It would seem as if humanity, rocked
in this flowery cradle, and soothed by so many daily caresses and
appliances of nursing Nature, grew up with all that is kindliest on
the outward,—not repressed and beat in, as under the inclement
atmosphere and stormy skies of the North.
The town of Sorrento itself
overhangs the sea, skirting along rocky shores, which, hollowed
here and there into picturesque grottoes, and fledged with a wild
plumage of brilliant flowers and trailing vines, descend in steep
precipices to the water. Along the shelly beach, at the bottom, one
can wander to look out on the loveliest prospect in the world.
Vesuvius rises with its two peaks softly clouded in blue and purple
mists, which blend with its ascending vapors,—Naples and the
adjoining villages at its base gleaming in the distance like a
fringe of pearls on a regal mantle. Nearer by, the picturesque
rocky shores of the island of Capri seem to pulsate through the
dreamy, shifting mists that veil its sides; and the sea shimmers
and glitters like the neck of a peacock with an iridescent mingling
of colors: the whole air is a glorifying medium, rich in prismatic
hues of enchantment.
The town on three sides is
severed from the main land by a gorge two hundred feet in depth and
forty or fifty in breadth, crossed by a bridge resting on double
arches, the construction of which dates back to the time of the
ancient Romans. This bridge affords a favorite lounging-place for
the inhabitants, and at evening a motley assemblage may
be seen lolling over its
moss-grown sides,—men with their picturesque knit caps of scarlet
or brown falling gracefully on one shoulder, and women with their
shining black hair and the enormous pearl ear-rings which are the
pride and heirlooms of every family. The present traveler at
Sorrento may remember standing on this bridge and looking down the
gloomy depths of the gorge, to where a fair villa, with its groves
of orange-trees and gardens, overhangs the tremendous depths
below.
Hundreds of years since, where
this villa now stands was the simple dwelling of the two women
whose history we have begun to tell you. There you might have seen
a small stone cottage with a two-arched arcade in front, gleaming
brilliantly white out of the dusky foliage of an orange-orchard.
The dwelling was wedged like a bird-box between two fragments of
rock, and behind it the land rose rocky, high, and steep, so as to
form a natural wall. A small ledge or terrace of cultivated land
here hung in air,—below it, a precipice of two hundred feet down
into the Gorge of Sorrento. A couple of dozen orange-trees,
straight and tall, with healthy, shining bark, here shot up from
the fine black volcanic soil, and made with their foliage a
twilight shadow on the ground, so deep that no vegetation, save a
fine velvet moss, could dispute their claim to its entire
nutritious offices. These trees were the sole wealth of the women
and the sole ornament of the garden; but, as they stood there, not
only laden with golden fruit, but fragrant with pearly blossoms,
they made the little rocky platform seem a perfect Garden of the
Hesperides. The stone cottage, as we have said, had an open,
whitewashed arcade in front, from which one could look down into
the gloomy depths of the gorge, as into some mysterious underworld.
Strange and weird it seemed, with its fathomless shadows and its
wild grottoes, over which hung, silently waving, long pendants of
ivy, while dusky gray aloes uplifted their horned heads from great
rock-rifts, like elfin spirits struggling upward out of the shade.
Nor was wanting the usual gentle poetry of flowers; for white iris
leaned its fairy pavilion over the black void like a pale-cheeked
princess from the window of some dark enchanted castle, and scarlet
geranium and golden broom and crimson gladiolus waved and glowed in
the shifting beams of the sunlight. Also there was in this little
spot what forms the charm of Italian gardens always,—the sweet song
and prattle of waters. A clear mountain-spring burst through the
rock on one side of the little cottage, and fell with a lulling
noise into a quaint moss-grown water-trough, which had been in
former times the sarcophagus of some old11 Roman sepulchre. Its
sides were richly sculptured with figures and leafy scrolls and
arabesques, into which the sly- footed lichens with quiet growth
had so insinuated themselves as in some places almost to obliterate
the original design; while, round the place where the water fell, a
veil of ferns and maiden's-hair, studded with tremulous silver
drops, vibrated to its soothing murmur. The superfluous waters,
drained off by a little channel on one side, were conducted through
the rocky parapet of the garden, whence they trickled and tinkled
from rock to rock, falling with a continual drip among the swaying
ferns and pendent ivy wreaths, till they reached the little stream
at the bottom of the gorge. This parapet or
garden-wall was formed of blocks
or fragments of what had once been white marble, the probable
remains of the ancient tomb from which the sarcophagus was taken.
Here and there a marble acanthus-leaf, or the capital of an old
column, or a fragment of sculpture jutted from under the mosses,
ferns, and grasses with which prodigal Nature had filled every
interstice and carpeted the whole. These sculptured fragments
everywhere in Italy seem to whisper, from the dust, of past life
and death, of a cycle of human existence forever gone, over whose
tomb the life of to-day is built.
"Sit down and rest, my dove,"
said Dame Elsie to her little charge, as they entered their little
enclosure.
Here she saw for the first time,
what she had not noticed in the heat and hurry of her ascent, that
the girl was panting and her gentle bosom rising and falling in
thick heartbeats, occasioned by the haste with which she had drawn
her onward.
"Sit down, dearie, and I will get
you a bit of supper."
"Yes, grandmother, I will. I must
tell my beads once for the soul of the handsome gentleman that
kissed my forehead to-night."
"How did you know that he was
handsome, child?" said the old dame, with some sharpness in her
voice.
"He bade me look on him,
grandmother, and I saw it."
"You must put such thoughts away,
child," said the old dame.
"Why must I?" said the girl,
looking up with an eye as clear and unconscious as that of a
three-year-old child.
"If she does not think, why
should I tell her?" said Dame Elsie, as she turned to go into the
house, and left the child sitting on the mossy parapet that
overlooked the gorge. Thence she could see far off, not only down
the dim, sombre abyss, but out to the blue Mediterranean beyond,
now calmly lying in swathing-bands of purple, gold, and orange,
while the smoky cloud that overhung Vesuvius became silver and rose
in the evening light.
There is always something of
elevation and purity that seems to come over one from being in an
elevated region. One feels morally as well as physically above the
world, and from that clearer air able to look down on it calmly
with disengaged freedom. Our little maiden sat for a few moments
gazing, her large brown eyes dilating with a tremulous lustre, as
if tears were half of a mind to start in them, and her lips apart
with a delicate earnestness, like one who is pursuing some pleasing
inner thought. Suddenly rousing
herself, she began by breaking
the freshest orange-blossoms from the golden-fruited trees, and,
kissing and pressing them to her bosom, she proceeded to remove the
faded flowers of the morning from before a little rude shrine in
the rock, where, in a sculptured niche, was a picture of the
Madonna and Child, with a locked glass door in front of it. The
picture was a happy transcript of one of the fairest creations of
the religious school of Florence, done by one of those rustic
copyists of whom Italy is full, who appear to possess the instinct
of painting, and to whom we owe many of those sweet faces which
sometimes13 look down on us by the wayside from rudest and
homeliest shrines.
The poor fellow by whom it had
been painted was one to whom years before Dame Elsie had given food
and shelter for many months during a lingering illness; and he had
painted so much of his dying heart and hopes into it that it had a
peculiar and vital vividness in its power of affecting the
feelings. Agnes had been familiar with this picture from early
infancy. No day of her life had the flowers failed to be freshly
placed before it. It had seemed to smile down sympathy on her
childish joys, and to cloud over with her childish sorrows. It was
less a picture to her than a presence; and the whole air of the
little orange-garden seemed to be made sacred by it. When she had
arranged her flowers, she kneeled down and began to say prayers for
the soul of the young gallant.
"Holy Jesus," she said, "he is
young, rich, handsome, and a king's brother; and for all these
things the Fiend may tempt him to forget his God and throw away his
soul. Holy Mother, give him good counsel!"
"Come, child, to your supper,"
said Dame Elsie. "I have milked the goats, and everything is
ready."
CHAPTER III THE GORGE
After her light supper was over,
Agnes took her distaff, wound with shining white flax, and went and
seated herself in her favorite place, on the low parapet that
overlooked the gorge.
This ravine, with its dizzy
depths, its waving foliage, its dripping springs and the low murmur
of the little stream that pursued its way far down at the bottom,
was one of those things which stimulated her impressible
imagination, and filled her with a solemn and vague delight. The
ancient Italian tradition made it the home of fauns and dryads,
wild woodland creatures, intermediate links between vegetable life
and that of sentiment and reasoning humanity. The more earnest
faith that came in with Christianity, if it had its brighter lights
in an immortality of blessedness, had also its deeper shadows in
the intenser perceptions it awakened of sin and evil, and of the
mortal struggle by which the human spirit must avoid endless woe
and rise to endless felicity. The myths with which the colored
Italian air was filled in mediæval ages no longer resembled those
graceful, floating, cloud-like figures one sees in the ancient
chambers of Pompeii,—the bubbles and rainbows of human fancy,
rising aimless and buoyant, with a mere freshness of animal life,
against a black background of utter and hopeless ignorance as to
man's past or future. They were rather expressed by solemn images
of mournful, majestic angels and of triumphant saints, or fearful,
warning presentations of loathsome fiends. Each lonesome gorge
and15 sombre dell had tales no more of tricky fauns and dryads, but
of those restless, wandering demons who, having lost their own
immortality of blessedness, constantly lie in wait to betray frail
humanity, and cheat it of that glorious inheritance bought by the
Great Redemption.
The education of Agnes had been
one which rendered her whole system peculiarly sensitive and
impressible to all influences from the invisible and unseen. Of
this education we shall speak more particularly hereafter. At
present we see her sitting in the twilight on the moss-grown marble
parapet, her distaff, with its silvery flax, lying idly in her
hands, and her widening dark eyes gazing intently into the gloomy
gorge below, from which arose the far-off complaining babble of the
brook at the bottom and the shiver and sigh of evening winds
through the trailing ivy. The white mist was slowly rising,
wavering, undulating, and creeping its slow way up the sides of the
gorge. Now it hid a tuft of foliage, and now it wreathed itself
around a horned clump of aloes, and, streaming far down below it in
the dimness, made it seem like the goblin robe of some strange,
supernatural being.
The evening light had almost
burned out in the sky; only a band of vivid red lay low in the
horizon out to sea, and the round full moon was just rising like a
great silver lamp, while Vesuvius with its smoky top began in the
obscurity to show its faintly flickering fires. A vague agitation
seemed to oppress the child; for she sighed deeply, and often
repeated with fervor the Ave Maria.
At this moment there began to
rise from the very depths of the gorge below her the sound of a
rich tenor voice, with a slow, sad modulation, and seeming to
pulsate upward through the filmy, shifting mists. It was one of
those voices which seem fit to be the outpouring of some spirit
denied all other gifts of expression, and rushing with passionate
fervor through this one gate of utterance. So16 distinctly were the
words spoken, that they seemed each one to rise as with a separate
intelligence out of the mist, and to knock at the door of the
heart.
Sad is my life, and lonely! No
hope for me,
Save thou, my love, my only, I
see!
Where art thou, O my fairest?
Where art thou gone?
Dove of the rock, I languish
Alone!
They say thou art so saintly, Who
dare love thee?
Yet bend thine eyelids holy On
me!
Though heaven alone possess thee,
Thou dwell'st above,
Yet heaven, didst thou but know
it, Is love.
There was such an intense
earnestness in these sounds, that large tears gathered in the wide
dark eyes, and fell one after another upon the sweet alyssum and
maiden's-hair that grew in the crevices of the marble wall. She
shivered and drew away from the parapet, and thought of stories she
had heard the nuns tell of wandering spirits who sometimes in
lonesome places pour forth such entrancing music as bewilders the
brain of the unwary listener, and leads him to some fearful
destruction.
"Agnes!" said the sharp voice of
old Elsie, appearing at the door, "here! where are you?" "Here,
grandmamma."
"Who's that singing this time o'
night?" "I don't know, grandmamma."
Somehow the child felt as if that
singing were strangely sacred to her,—a rapport between her and
something vague and invisible which might yet become dear.
"Is't down in the gorge?" said
the old woman, coming17 with her heavy, decided step to the
parapet, and looking over, her keen black eyes gleaming like
dagger-blades into the mist. "If there's anybody there," she said,
"let them go away, and not be troubling honest women with any of
their caterwauling. Come, Agnes," she said, pulling the girl by the
sleeve, "you must be tired, my lamb! and your evening prayers are
always so long, best be about them, girl, so that old grandmamma
may put you to bed. What ails the girl? Been crying! Your hand is
cold as a stone."
"Grandmamma, what if that might
be a spirit?" she said. "Sister Rosa told me stories of singing
spirits that have been in this very gorge."
"Likely enough," said Dame Elsie;
"but what's that to us? Let 'em sing!—so long as we don't listen,
where's the harm done? We will sprinkle holy water all round the
parapet, and say the office of Saint Agnes, and let them sing till
they are hoarse."
Such was the triumphant view
which this energetic good woman took of the power of the means of
grace which her church placed at her disposal.
Nevertheless, while Agnes was
kneeling at her evening prayers, the old dame consoled herself with
a soliloquy, as with a brush she vigorously besprinkled the
premises with holy water.
"Now, here's the plague of a
girl! If she's handsome,—and nobody wants one that isn't,— why,
then, it's a purgatory to look after her. This one is good
enough,—none of your hussies, like Giulietta: but the better they
are, the more sure to have fellows after them. A murrain on that
cavalier,—king's brother, or what not!—it was he serenading, I'll
be
bound. I must tell Antonio, and
have the girl married, for aught I see: and I don't want to give
her to him either; he didn't bring her up. There's no peace for us
mothers. Maybe I'll tell Father18 Francesco about it. That's the
way poor little Isella was carried away. Singing is of the Devil, I
believe; it always bewitches girls. I'd like to have poured some
hot oil down the rocks: I'd have made him squeak in another tone, I
reckon. Well, well! I hope I shall come in for a good seat in
paradise for all the trouble I've had with her mother, and am like
to have with her,—that's all!"
In an hour more, the large,
round, sober moon was shining fixedly on the little mansion in the
rocks, silvering the glossy darkness of the orange-leaves, while
the scent of the blossoms arose like clouds about the cottage. The
moonlight streamed through the unglazed casement, and made a square
of light on the little bed where Agnes was sleeping, in which
square her delicate face was framed, with its tremulous and
spiritual expression most resembling in its sweet plaintive purity
some of the Madonna faces of Fra Angelico,—those tender wild
flowers of Italian religion and poetry.
By her side lay her grandmother,
with those sharp, hard, clearly cut features, so worn and bronzed
by time, so lined with labor and care, as to resemble one of the
Fates in the picture of Michel Angelo; and even in her sleep she
held the delicate lily hand of the child in her own hard, brown
one, with a strong and determined clasp.
While they sleep, we must tell
something more of the story of the little Agnes,—of what she is,
and what are the causes which have made her such.
CHAPTER IV WHO AND WHAT
Old Elsie was not born a peasant.
Originally she was the wife of a steward in one of those great
families of Rome whose estate and traditions were princely. Elsie,
as her figure and profile and all her words and movements
indicated, was of a strong, shrewd, ambitious, and courageous
character, and well disposed to turn to advantage every gift with
which Nature had endowed her.
Providence made her a present of
a daughter whose beauty was wonderful, even in a country where
beauty is no uncommon accident. In addition to her beauty, the
little Isella had quick intelligence, wit, grace, and spirit. As a
child she became the pet and plaything of the Princess whom Elsie
served. This noble lady, pressed by the ennui which is always the
moth and rust on the purple and gold of rank and wealth, had, as
other noble ladies had in those days, and have now, sundry pets:
greyhounds, white and delicate, that looked as if they were made of
Sèvres china; spaniels with long silky ears and fringy paws; apes
and monkeys, that made at times sad devastations in her wardrobe;
and a most charming little dwarf, that was ugly enough to frighten
the very owls, and spiteful as he was ugly. She had, moreover,
peacocks, and macaws, and parrots, and all sorts of singing-birds,
and falcons of every breed, and horses, and hounds,—in short, there
is no saying what she did not have. One day she took it into her
head to add the little Isella to the number of her acquisitions.
With the easy grace of aristocracy, she reached out her jeweled
hand and took Elsie's one flower to add to her conservatory,—and
Elsie was only too proud to have it so.
Her daughter was kept constantly
about the person of the Princess, and instructed in all the wisdom
which would have been allowed her, had she been the Princess's own
daughter, which, to speak the truth, was in those days nothing very
profound,— consisting of a little singing and instrumentation, a
little embroidery and dancing, with the power of writing her own
name and of reading a love letter.
All the world knows that the very
idea of a pet is something to be spoiled for the amusement of the
pet-owner; and Isella was spoiled in the most particular and
circumstantial manner. She had suits of apparel for every day in
the year, and jewels without end,—for the Princess was never weary
of trying the effect of her beauty in this and that costume; so
that she sported through the great grand halls and down the long
aisles of the garden much like a bright-winged humming-bird, or a
damsel-fly all green and gold. She was a genuine child of
Italy,—full of feeling, spirit, and genius,—alive in every nerve to
the finger-tips; and under the tropical sunshine of her mistress's
favor
she grew as an Italian rosebush
does, throwing its branches freakishly over everything in a wild
labyrinth of perfume, brightness, and thorns.
For a while her life was a
triumph, and her mother triumphed with her at an humble distance.
The Princess was devoted to her with the blind fatuity with which
ladies of rank at times will invest themselves in a caprice. She
arrogated to herself all the praises of her beauty and wit, allowed
her to flirt and make conquests to her heart's content, and engaged
to marry her to some handsome young officer of her train, when she
had done being amused with her.
Now we must not wonder that a
young head of fifteen should have been turned by this giddy
elevation, nor that an old head of fifty should have thought all
things were possible in the fortune of such a favorite. Nor must we
wonder that the young coquette, rich in the laurels of a hundred
conquests, should have turned her bright eyes on the son and heir,
when he came home from the University of Bologna. Nor is it to be
wondered at, that this same son and heir, being a man as well as a
Prince, should have done as other men did,—fallen desperately in
love with this dazzling, sparkling, piquant mixture of matter and
spirit, which no university can prepare a young man to comprehend,—
which always seemed to run from him, and yet always threw a
Parthian shot behind her as she fled. Nor is it to be wondered at,
if this same Prince, after a week or two, did not know whether he
was on his head or his heels, or whether the sun rose in the east
or the south, or where he stood, or whither he was going.
In fact, the youthful pair very
soon came into that dreamland where are no more any points of the
compass, no more division of time, no more latitude and longitude,
no more up and down, but only a general wandering among enchanted
groves and singing nightingales.
It was entirely owing to old
Elsie's watchful shrewdness and address that the lovers came into
this paradise by the gate of marriage; for the young man was ready
to offer anything at the feet of his divinity, as the old mother
was not slow to perceive.
So they stood at the altar for
the time being a pair of as true lovers as Romeo and Juliet: but
then, what has true love to do with the son of a hundred
generations and heir to a Roman principality?
Of course, the rose of love,
having gone through all its stages of bud and blossom into full
flower, must next begin to drop its leaves. Of course. Who ever
heard of an immortal rose?
The time of discovery came.
Isella was found to be a mother; and then the storm burst upon her
and drabbled her in the dust as fearlessly as the summer wind
sweeps down and besmirches the lily it has all summer been wooing
and flattering.
The Princess was a very pious and
moral lady, and of course threw her favorite out into the street as
a vile weed, and virtuously ground her down under her jeweled
high-heeled shoes.
She could have forgiven her any
common frailty; of course it was natural that the girl should have
been seduced by the all-conquering charms of her son,—but aspire to
marriage with their house!—pretend to be her son's wife! Since the
time of Judas had such treachery ever been heard of?
Something was said of the
propriety of walling up the culprit alive,—a mode of disposing of
small family matters somewhat à la mode in those times. But the
Princess acknowledged herself foolishly tender, and unable quite to
allow this very obvious propriety in the case.
She contented herself with
turning mother and daughter into the streets with every mark of
ignominy, which was reduplicated by every one of her servants,
lackeys, and court-companions, who, of course, had always known
just how the thing must end.
As to the young Prince, he acted
as a well-instructed young nobleman should, who understands the
great difference there is between the tears of a duchess and those
of low-born women. No sooner did he behold his conduct in the light
of his mother's countenance than he turned his back on his low
marriage with edifying penitence. He did not think it necessary to
convince his mother of the real existence of a union whose very
supposition made her so unhappy, and occasioned such an uncommonly
disagreeable and tempestuous state of things in the well-bred
circle23 where his birth called him to move. Being, however, a
religious youth, he opened his mind to his family- confessor, by
whose advice he sent a messenger with a large sum of money to
Elsie, piously commending her and her daughter to the Divine
protection. He also gave orders for an entire new suit of raiment
for the Virgin Mary in the family chapel, including a splendid set
of diamonds, and promised unlimited candles to the altar of a
neighboring convent. If all this could not atone for a youthful
error, it was a pity. So he thought, as he drew on his riding
gloves and went off on a hunting party, like a gallant and
religious young nobleman.
Elsie, meanwhile, with her
forlorn and disgraced daughter, found a temporary asylum in a
neighboring mountain village, where the poor, bedrabbled,
broken-winged song-bird soon panted and fluttered her little life
away.
When the once beautiful and gay
Isella had been hidden in the grave, cold and lonely, there
remained a little wailing infant, which Elsie gathered to her
bosom.
Grim, dauntless, and resolute,
she resolved, for the sake of this hapless one, to look life in the
face once more, and try the battle under other skies.
Taking the infant in her arms,
she traveled with her far from the scene of her birth, and set all
her energies at work to make for her a better destiny than that
which had fallen to the lot of her unfortunate mother.
She set about to create her
nature and order her fortunes with that sort of downright energy
with which resolute people always attack the problem of a new human
existence. This child should be happy: the rocks on which her
mother was wrecked she should never strike upon,—they were all
marked on Elsie's chart. Love had been the root of all poor
Isella's troubles,—and Agnes never should know love, till taught it
safely by a husband of Elsie's own choosing.
The first step of security was in
naming her for the chaste Saint Agnes, and placing her girlhood
under her special protection. Secondly, which was quite as much to
the point, she brought her up laboriously in habits of incessant
industry,—never suffering her to be out of her sight, or to have
any connection or friendship, except such as could be carried on
under the immediate supervision of her piercing black eyes. Every
night she put her to bed as if she had been an infant, and,
wakening her again in the morning, took her with her in all her
daily toils,—of which, to do her justice, she performed all the
hardest portion, leaving to the girl just enough to keep her hands
employed and her head steady.
The peculiar circumstance which
had led her to choose the old town of Sorrento for her residence,
in preference to any of the beautiful villages which impearl that
fertile plain, was the existence there of a flourishing convent
dedicated to Saint Agnes, under whose protecting shadow her young
charge might more securely spend the earlier years of her
life.
With this view, having hired the
domicile we have already described, she lost no time in making the
favorable acquaintance of the sisterhood,—never coming to them
empty- handed. The finest oranges of her garden, the whitest flax
of her spinning, were always reserved as offerings at the shrine of
the patroness whom she sought to propitiate for her
grandchild.
In her earliest childhood the
little Agnes was led toddling to the shrine by her zealous
relative, and at the sight of her fair, sweet, awestruck face, with
its viny mantle of encircling curls, the torpid bosoms of the
sisterhood throbbed with a strange, new pleasure, which they humbly
hoped was not sinful,—as agreeable things, they found, generally
were. They loved the echoes of her little feet down the damp,
silent aisles of their chapel, and her small, sweet, slender voice,
as she asked strange baby-questions, which, as usual with
baby-questions, hit all the insoluble points of philosophy and
theology exactly on the head.
The child became a special
favorite with the Abbess, Sister Theresa, a tall, thin, bloodless,
sad-eyed woman, who looked as if she might have been cut out of one
of the glaciers of Monte Rosa, but in whose heart the little fair
one had made herself a niche, pushing her way up through, as you
may have seen a lovely blue-fringed gentian standing in a snowdrift
of the Alps with its little ring of melted snow around it.
Sister Theresa offered to take
care of the child at any time when the grandmother wished to be
about her labors; and so, during her early years, the little one
was often domesticated for days together at the Convent. A perfect
mythology of wonderful stories encircled her, which the good
sisters were never tired of repeating to each other. They were the
simplest sayings and doings of childhood,—handfuls of such wild
flowers as bespread the green turf of nursery-life everywhere, but
miraculous blossoms in the eyes of these good women, whom Saint
Agnes had unwittingly deprived of any power of making comparisons
or ever having Christ's sweetest parable of the heavenly kingdom
enacted in homes of their own.
Old Jocunda, the portress, never
failed to make a sensation with her one stock-story of how she
found the child standing on her head and crying,—having been put
into this reversed position in consequence of climbing up on a high
stool to get her little fat hand into the vase of holy water,
failing in which Christian attempt, her heels went up and her head
down, greatly to her dismay.
"Nevertheless," said old Jocunda,
gravely, "it showed an edifying turn in the child; and when I
lifted the little thing up, it stopped crying the minute its little
fingers touched the water, and it made a cross on its forehead as26
sensible as the oldest among us. Ah, sisters, there's grace there,
or I'm mistaken."
All the signs of an incipient
saint were, indeed, manifested in the little one. She never played
the wild and noisy plays of common children, but busied herself in
making altars and shrines, which she adorned with the prettiest
flowers of the gardens, and at which she worked hour after hour in
the quietest and happiest earnestness. Her dreams were a constant
source of wonder and edification in the Convent, for they were all
of angels and saints; and many a time, after hearing one, the
sisterhood crossed themselves, and the Abbess said, "Ex oribus
parvulorum." Always sweet, dutiful, submissive, cradling herself
every night with a lulling of sweet hymns and infant murmur of
prayers, and found sleeping in her little white bed with her
crucifix clasped to her bosom, it was no wonder that the Abbess
thought her the special favorite of her divine patroness, and like
her the subject of an early vocation to be the celestial bride of
One fairer than the children of men, who should snatch her away
from all earthly things, to be united to Him in a celestial
paradise.
As the child grew older, she
often sat at evening with wide, wondering eyes, listening over and
over again to the story of the fair Saint Agnes,—how she was a
princess, living in her father's palace, of such exceeding beauty
and grace that none saw her but to love her, yet of such sweetness
and humility as passed all comparison; and how, when a heathen
prince would have espoused her to his son, she said, "Away from me,
tempter! for I am betrothed to a lover who is greater and fairer
than any earthly suitor,—he is so fair that the sun and moon are
ravished by his beauty, so mighty that the angels of heaven are his
servants;" how she bore meekly with persecutions and threatenings
and death for the sake of this unearthly love; and when she had
poured out her blood, how she came to her27 mourning friends in
ecstatic vision, all white and glistening, with a fair lamb by her
side, and bade them weep not for her, because she was reigning with
Him whom on earth she had preferred to all other lovers. There was
also the legend of the fair Cecilia, the lovely musician whom
angels had rapt away to their choirs; the story of that queenly
saint, Catharine, who passed through the courts of heaven, and saw
the angels crowned with roses and lilies, and the Virgin on her
throne, who gave her the wedding ring that espoused her to be the
bride of the King Eternal.
Fed with such legends, it could
not be but that a child with a sensitive, nervous organization and
vivid imagination, should have grown up with an unworldly and
spiritual character, and that a poetic mist should have enveloped
all her outward perceptions similar to that palpitating veil of
blue and lilac vapor that enshrouds the Italian landscape.
Nor is it to be marveled at, if
the results of this system of education went far beyond what the
good old grandmother intended. For, though a stanch good Christian,
after the manner of those times, yet she had not the slightest mind
to see her grand-daughter a nun; on the contrary, she was working
day and night to add to her dowry, and had in her eye a reputable
middle-aged blacksmith, who was a man of substance and prudence, to
be the husband and keeper of her precious treasure. In a home thus
established she hoped to enthrone herself, and provide for the
rearing of a generation of stout-limbed girls and boys who should
grow up to make a flourishing household in the land. This subject
she had not yet broached to her grand-daughter, though daily
preparing to do so,—deferring it, it must be told, from a sort of
jealous, yearning craving to have wholly to herself the child for
whom she had lived so many years.
Antonio, the blacksmith to whom
this honor was destined, was one of those broad- backed,
full-chested, long-limbed fellows one shall often see around
Sorrento, with great, kind, black eyes like those of an ox, and all
the attributes of a healthy, kindly, animal nature. Contentedly he
hammered away at his business; and certainly, had not Dame Elsie of
her own providence elected him to be the husband of her fair grand-
daughter, he would never have thought of the matter himself; but,
opening the black eyes aforenamed upon the girl, he perceived that
she was fair, and also received an inner
light through Dame Elsie as to
the amount of her dowry; and, putting these matters together,
conceived a kindness for the maiden, and awaited with tranquillity
the time when he should be allowed to commence his wooing.
CHAPTER V
IL PADRE FRANCESCO
The next morning Elsie awoke, as
was her custom, when the very faintest hue of dawn streaked the
horizon. A hen who has seen a hawk balancing his wings and cawing
in mid-air over her downy family could not have awakened with her
feathers, metaphorically speaking, in a more bristling state of
caution.
"Spirits in the gorge, quotha?"
said she to herself, as she vigorously adjusted her dress. "I
believe so,—spirits in good sound bodies, I believe; and next we
shall hear, there will be rope-ladders, and climbings, and the Lord
knows what. I shall go to confession this very morning, and tell
Father Francesco the danger; and instead of taking her down to sell
oranges, suppose I send her to the sisters to carry the ring and a
basket of oranges?"
"Ah, ah!" she said, pausing,
after she was dressed, and addressing a coarse print of Saint Agnes
pasted against the wall,—"you look very meek there, and it was a
great thing, no doubt, to die as you did; but if you'd lived to be
married and bring up a family of girls, you'd have known something
greater. Please, don't take offense with a poor old woman who has
got into the way of speaking her mind freely! I'm foolish, and
don't know much,—so, dear lady, pray for me!" And old Elsie bent
her knee and crossed herself reverently, and then went out, leaving
her young charge still sleeping.
It was yet dusky dawn when she
might have been seen kneeling, with her sharp, clear- cut profile,
at the grate of30 a confession-box in a church in Sorrento. Within
was seated a personage who will have some influence on our story,
and who must therefore be somewhat minutely introduced to the
reader.
Il Padre Francesco had only
within the last year arrived in the neighborhood, having been sent
as superior of a brotherhood of Capuchins, whose convent was
perched on a crag in the vicinity. With this situation came a
pastoral care of the district; and Elsie and her grand-daughter
found in him a spiritual pastor very different from the fat, jolly,
easy Brother Girolamo, to whose place he had been appointed. The
latter had been one of those numerous priests taken from the
peasantry, who never rise above the average level of thought of the
body from which they are drawn. Easy, gossipy, fond of good living
and good stories, sympathetic in troubles and in joys, he had been
a general favorite in the neighborhood, without exerting any
particularly spiritualizing influence.
It required but a glance at
Father Francesco to see that he was in all respects the opposite of
this. It was evident that he came from one of the higher classes,
by that indefinable air of birth and breeding which makes itself
felt under every change of
costume. Who he might be, what
might have been his past history, what rank he might have borne,
what part played in the great warfare of life, was all of course
sunk in the oblivion of his religious profession, where, as at the
grave, a man laid down name and fame and past history and worldly
goods, and took up a coarse garb and a name chosen from the roll of
the saints, in sign that the world that had known him should know
him no more.
Imagine a man between thirty and
forty, with that round, full, evenly developed head, and those
chiseled features, which one sees on ancient busts and coins no
less than in the streets of modern Rome. The cheeks were31 sunken
and sallow; the large, black, melancholy eyes had a wistful,
anxious, penetrative expression, that spoke a stringent, earnest
spirit, which, however deep might be the grave in which it lay
buried, had not yet found repose. The long, thin, delicately formed
hands were emaciated and bloodless; they clasped with a nervous
eagerness a rosary and crucifix of ebony and silver,—the only mark
of luxury that could be discerned in a costume unusually threadbare
and squalid. The whole picture of the man, as he sat there, had it
been painted and hung in a gallery, was such as must have stopped
every person of a certain amount of sensibility before it with the
conviction that behind that strong, melancholy, earnest figure and
face lay one of those hidden histories of human passion in which
the vivid life of mediæval Italy was so fertile.
He was listening to Elsie, as she
kneeled, with that easy air of superiority which marks a practiced
man of the world, yet with a grave attention which showed that her
communication had awakened the deepest interest in his mind. Every
few moments he moved slightly in his seat, and interrupted the flow
of the narrative by an inquiry concisely put, in tones which, clear
and low, had a solemn and severe distinctness, producing, in the
still, dusky twilight of the church, an almost ghostly
effect.
When the communication was over,
he stepped out of the confessional and said to Elsie in parting,
"My daughter, you have done well to take this in time. The devices
of Satan in our corrupt times are numerous and artful, and they who
keep the Lord's sheep must not sleep. Before many days I will call
and examine the child; meanwhile I approve your course."
It was curious to see the
awestruck, trembling manner in which old Elsie, generally so
intrepid and commanding, stood before this man in his brown rough
woolen gown with his corded waist; but she had an instinctive
perception32 of the presence of the man of superior birth no less
than a reverence for the man of religion.
After she had departed from the
church, the Capuchin stood lost in thought; and to explain his
revery, we must throw some further light on his history.
Il Padre Francesco, as his
appearance and manner intimated, was in truth from one of the most
distinguished families of Florence. He was one of those whom an
ancient writer characterizes as "men of longing desire." Born with
a nature of restless stringency that seemed to doom him never to
know repose, excessive in all things, he had made early trial of
ambition, of war, and of what the gallants of his time called
love,—plunging into all the dissipated excesses of a most dissolute
age, and outdoing in luxury and extravagance the foremost of his
companions.
The wave of a great religious
impulse—which in our times would have been called a revival—swept
over the city of Florence, and bore him, with multitudes of others,
to listen to the fervid preaching of the Dominican monk, Jerome
Savonarola; and amid the crowd that trembled, wept, and beat their
breasts under his awful denunciations, he, too, felt within himself
a heavenly call,—the death of an old life, and the uprising of a
new purpose.
The colder manners and more
repressed habits of modern times can give no idea of the wild
fervor of a religious revival among a people so passionate and
susceptible to impressions as the Italians. It swept society like a
spring torrent from the sides of the Apennines, bearing all before
it. Houses were sacked with religious fervor by penitent owners,
and licentious pictures and statuary and books, and all the
thousand temptations and appliances of a luxurious age, were burned
in the great public square. Artists convicted of impure and
licentious designs threw their palettes and brushes into the
expiatory flames, and retired to convents, till called forth by the
voice of the preacher, and bid33 to turn their art into higher
channels. Since the days of Saint Francis no such profound
religious impulse had agitated the Italian community.
In our times a conversion is
signalized by few outward changes, however deep the inner life; but
the life of the Middle Ages was profoundly symbolical, and always
required the help of material images in its expression.
The gay and dissolute young
Lorenzo Sforza took leave of the world with rites of awful
solemnity. He made his will and disposed of all his worldly
property, and assembling his friends, bade them the farewell of a
dying man. Arrayed as for the grave, he was laid in his coffin, and
thus carried from his stately dwelling by the brethren of the
Misericordia, who, in their ghostly costume, with mournful chants
and lighted candles, bore him to the tomb of his ancestors, where
the coffin was deposited in the vault, and its occupant passed the
awful hours of the night in darkness and solitude. Thence he was
carried, the next day, almost in a state of insensibility, to a
neighboring convent of the severest order, where, for some weeks,
he observed a penitential retreat of silence and prayer, neither
seeing nor hearing any living being but his spiritual
director.
The effect of all this on an
ardent and sensitive temperament can scarcely be conceived; and it
is not to be wondered at that the once gay and luxurious Lorenzo
Sforza, when emerging from this tremendous discipline, was so
wholly lost in the worn and weary Padre Francesco that it seemed as
if in fact he had died and another had stepped into his place. The
face was ploughed deep with haggard furrows, and the eyes were as
those of a man who has seen the fearful secrets of another life. He
voluntarily sought a post as far removed as possible from the
scenes of his early days, so as more completely to destroy his
identity with the past; and he devoted himself with enthusiasm to34
the task of awakening to a higher spiritual life the indolent,
self-indulgent monks of his order, and the ignorant peasantry of
the vicinity.
But he soon discovered, what
every earnest soul learns who has been baptized into a sense of
things invisible, how utterly powerless and inert any mortal man is
to inspire others with his own insights and convictions. With
bitter discouragement and chagrin, he saw that the spiritual man
must forever lift the dead weight of all the indolence and
indifference and animal sensuality that surround him,—that the
curse of Cassandra is upon him, forever to burn and writhe under
awful visions of truths which no one around him will regard. In
early life the associate only of the cultivated and the refined,
Father Francesco could not but experience at times an insupportable
ennui in listening to the confessions of people who had never
learned either to think or to feel with any degree of distinctness,
and whom his most fervent exhortations could not lift above the
most trivial interests of a mere animal life. He was weary of the
childish quarrels and bickerings of the monks, of their puerility,
of their selfishness and self-indulgence, of their hopeless
vulgarity of mind, and utterly discouraged with their inextricable
labyrinths of deception. A melancholy deep as the grave seized on
him, and he redoubled his austerities, in the hope that by making
life painful he might make it also short.
But the first time that the
clear, sweet tones of Agnes rang in his ears at the confessional,
and her words, so full of unconscious poetry and repressed genius,
came like a strain of sweet music through the grate, he felt at his
heart a thrill to which it had long been a stranger, and which
seemed to lift the weary, aching load from off his soul, as if some
invisible angel had borne it up on his wings.
In his worldly days he had known
women as the gallants in Boccaccio's romances knew them, and among
them35 one enchantress whose sorceries had kindled in his heart one
of those fatal passions which burn out the whole of a man's nature,
and leave it, like a sacked city, only a smouldering heap of ashes.
Deepest, therefore, among his vows of renunciation had been those
which divided him from all womankind. The gulf that parted him and
them was in his mind deep as hell, and he thought of the sex only
in the light of temptation and danger. For the first time in his
life, an influence serene, natural, healthy, and sweet breathed
over him from the mind of a woman,—an influence so
heavenly and peaceful that he did
not challenge or suspect it, but rather opened his worn heart
insensibly to it, as one in a fetid chamber naturally breathes
freer when the fresh air is admitted.
How charming it was to find his
most spiritual exhortations seized upon with the eager
comprehension of a nature innately poetic and ideal! Nay, it
sometimes seemed to him as if the suggestions which he gave her dry
and leafless she brought again to him in miraculous clusters of
flowers, like the barren rod of Joseph, which broke into blossoms
when he was betrothed to the spotless Mary; and yet, withal, she
was so humbly unconscious, so absolutely ignorant of the beauty of
all she said and thought, that she impressed him less as a mortal
woman than as one of those divine miracles in feminine form of
which he had heard in the legends of the saints.
Thenceforward his barren,
discouraged life began to blossom with wayside flowers,— and he
mistrusted not the miracle, because the flowers were all heavenly.
The pious thought or holy admonition that he saw trodden under the
swinish feet of the monks he gathered up again in hope,—she would
understand it; and gradually all his thoughts became like
carrier-doves, which, having once learned the way to a favorite
haunt, are ever fluttering to return thither.
Such is the wonderful power of
human sympathy, that the discovery even of the existence of a soul
capable of understanding our inner life often operates as a perfect
charm; every thought, and feeling, and aspiration carries with it a
new value, from the interwoven consciousness that attends it of the
worth it would bear to that other mind; so that, while that person
lives, our existence is doubled in value, even though oceans divide
us.
The cloud of hopeless melancholy
which had brooded over the mind of Father Francesco lifted and
sailed away, he knew not why, he knew not when. A secret joyfulness
and alacrity possessed his spirits; his prayers became more fervent
and his praises more frequent. Until now, his meditations had been
most frequently those of fear and wrath,—the awful majesty of God,
the terrible punishment of sinners, which he conceived with all
that haggard, dreadful sincerity of vigor which characterized the
modern Etruscan phase of religion of which the "Inferno" of Dante
was the exponent and the outcome. His preachings and his
exhortations had dwelt on that lurid world seen by the severe
Florentine, at whose threshold hope forever departs, and around
whose eternal circles of living torture the shivering spirit
wanders dismayed and blasted by terror.
He had been shocked and
discouraged to find how utterly vain had been his most intense
efforts to stem the course of sin by presenting these images of
terror: how hard natures had listened to them with only a coarse
and cruel appetite, which seemed to
increase their hardness and
brutality; and how timid ones had been withered by them, like
flowers scorched by the blast of a furnace; how, in fact, as in the
case of those cruel executions and bloody tortures then universal
in the jurisprudence of Europe, these pictures of eternal torture
seemed to exert a morbid demoralizing influence which hurried on
the growth of iniquity.
But since his acquaintance with
Agnes, without his knowing exactly why, thoughts of the Divine Love
had floated into his soul, filling it with a golden cloud like that
which of old rested over the mercy-seat in that sacred inner temple
where the priest was admitted alone. He became more affable and
tender, more tolerant to the erring, more fond of little children;
would stop sometimes to lay his hand on the head of a child, or to
raise up one who lay overthrown in the street. The song of little
birds and the voices of animal life became to him full of
tenderness; and his prayers by the sick and dying seemed to have a
melting power, such as he had never known before. It was spring in
his soul,— soft, Italian spring,—such as brings out the musky
breath of the cyclamen, and the faint, tender perfume of the
primrose, in every moist dell of the Apennines.
A year passed in this way,
perhaps the best and happiest of his troubled life,—a year in
which, insensibly to himself, the weekly interviews with Agnes at
the confessional became the rallying points around which the whole
of his life was formed, and she the unsuspected spring of his inner
being.