WARD NO. 6
THE HORSE-STEALERS
A
HOSPITAL assistant, called Yergunov, an empty-headed fellow, known
throughout the district as a great braggart and drunkard, was
returning one evening in Christmas week from the hamlet of Ryepino,
where he had been to make some purchases for the hospital. That he
might get home in good time and not be late, the doctor had lent
him
his very best horse.At
first it had been a still day, but at eight o'clock a violent
snow-storm came on, and when he was only about four miles from home
Yergunov completely lost his way.He
did not know how to drive, he did not know the road, and he drove
on
at random, hoping that the horse would find the way of itself. Two
hours passed; the horse was exhausted, he himself was chilled, and
already began to fancy that he was not going home, but back towards
Ryepino. But at last above the uproar of the storm he heard the
far-away barking of a dog, and a murky red blur came into sight
ahead
of him: little by little, the outlines of a high gate could be
discerned, then a long fence on which there were nails with their
points uppermost, and beyond the fence there stood the slanting
crane
of a well. The wind drove away the mist of snow from before the
eyes,
and where there had been a red blur, there sprang up a small, squat
little house with a steep thatched roof. Of the three little
windows
one, covered on the inside with something red, was lighted
up.What
sort of place was it? Yergunov remembered that to the right of the
road, three and a half or four miles from the hospital, there was
Andrey Tchirikov's tavern. He remembered, too, that this Tchirikov,
who had been lately killed by some sledge-drivers, had left a wife
and a daughter called Lyubka, who had come to the hospital two
years
before as a patient. The inn had a bad reputation, and to visit it
late in the evening, and especially with someone else's horse, was
not free from risk. But there was no help for it. Yergunov fumbled
in
his knapsack for his revolver, and, coughing sternly, tapped at the
window-frame with his whip."Hey!
who is within?" he cried. "Hey, granny! let me come in and
get warm!"With
a hoarse bark a black dog rolled like a ball under the horse's
feet,
then another white one, then another black one—there must have been
a dozen of them. Yergunov looked to see which was the biggest,
swung
his whip and lashed at it with all his might. A small, long-legged
puppy turned its sharp muzzle upwards and set up a shrill, piercing
howl.Yergunov
stood for a long while at the window, tapping. But at last the
hoar-frost on the trees near the house glowed red, and a muffled
female figure appeared with a lantern in her hands."Let
me in to get warm, granny," said Yergunov. "I was driving
to the hospital, and I have lost my way. It's such weather, God
preserve us. Don't be afraid; we are your own people,
granny.""All
my own people are at home, and we didn't invite strangers," said
the figure grimly. "And what are you knocking for? The gate is
not locked."Yergunov
drove into the yard and stopped at the steps."Bid
your labourer take my horse out, granny," said he."I
am not granny."And
indeed she was not a granny. While she was putting out the lantern
the light fell on her face, and Yergunov saw black eyebrows, and
recognized Lyubka."There
are no labourers about now," she said as she went into the
house. "Some are drunk and asleep, and some have been gone to
Ryepino since the morning. It's a holiday. . . ."As
he fastened his horse up in the shed, Yergunov heard a neigh, and
distinguished in the darkness another horse, and felt on it a
Cossack
saddle. So there must be someone else in the house besides the
woman
and her daughter. For greater security Yergunov unsaddled his
horse,
and when he went into the house, took with him both his purchases
and
his saddle.The
first room into which he went was large and very hot, and smelt of
freshly washed floors. A short, lean peasant of about forty, with a
small, fair beard, wearing a dark blue shirt, was sitting at the
table under the holy images. It was Kalashnikov, an arrant
scoundrel
and horse-stealer, whose father and uncle kept a tavern in
Bogalyovka, and disposed of the stolen horses where they could. He
too had been to the hospital more than once, not for medical
treatment, but to see the doctor about horses—to ask whether he had
not one for sale, and whether his honour would not like to swop his
bay mare for a dun-coloured gelding. Now his head was pomaded and a
silver ear-ring glittered in his ear, and altogether he had a
holiday
air. Frowning and dropping his lower lip, he was looking intently
at
a big dog's-eared picture-book. Another peasant lay stretched on
the
floor near the stove; his head, his shoulders, and his chest were
covered with a sheepskin—he was probably asleep; beside his new
boots, with shining bits of metal on the heels, there were two dark
pools of melted snow.Seeing
the hospital assistant, Kalashnikov greeted him."Yes,
it is weather," said Yergunov, rubbing his chilled knees with
his open hands. "The snow is up to one's neck; I am soaked to
the skin, I can tell you. And I believe my revolver is, too. . .
."He
took out his revolver, looked it all over, and put it back in his
knapsack. But the revolver made no impression at all; the peasant
went on looking at the book."Yes,
it is weather. . . . I lost my way, and if it had not been for the
dogs here, I do believe it would have been my death. There would
have
been a nice to-do. And where are the women?""The
old woman has gone to Ryepino, and the girl is getting supper ready
.
. ." answered Kalashnikov.Silence
followed. Yergunov, shivering and gasping, breathed on his hands,
huddled up, and made a show of being very cold and exhausted. The
still angry dogs could be heard howling outside. It was
dreary."You
come from Bogalyovka, don't you?" he asked the peasant
sternly."Yes,
from Bogalyovka."And
to while away the time Yergunov began to think about Bogalyovka. It
was a big village and it lay in a deep ravine, so that when one
drove
along the highroad on a moonlight night, and looked down into the
dark ravine and then up at the sky, it seemed as though the moon
were
hanging over a bottomless abyss and it were the end of the world.
The
path going down was steep, winding, and so narrow that when one
drove
down to Bogalyovka on account of some epidemic or to vaccinate the
people, one had to shout at the top of one's voice, or whistle all
the way, for if one met a cart coming up one could not pass. The
peasants of Bogalyovka had the reputation of being good gardeners
and
horse-stealers. They had well-stocked gardens. In spring the whole
village was buried in white cherry-blossom, and in the summer they
sold cherries at three kopecks a pail. One could pay three kopecks
and pick as one liked. Their women were handsome and looked well
fed,
they were fond of finery, and never did anything even on
working-days, but spent all their time sitting on the ledge in
front
of their houses and searching in each other's heads.But
at last there was the sound of footsteps. Lyubka, a girl of twenty,
with bare feet and a red dress, came into the room. . . . She
looked
sideways at Yergunov and walked twice from one end of the room to
the
other. She did not move simply, but with tiny steps, thrusting
forward her bosom; evidently she enjoyed padding about with her
bare
feet on the freshly washed floor, and had taken off her shoes on
purpose.Kalashnikov
laughed at something and beckoned her with his finger. She went up
to
the table, and he showed her a picture of the Prophet Elijah, who,
driving three horses abreast, was dashing up to the sky. Lyubka put
her elbow on the table; her plait fell across her shoulder—a long
chestnut plait tied with red ribbon at the end—and it almost
touched the floor. She, too, smiled."A
splendid, wonderful picture," said Kalashnikov. "Wonderful,"
he repeated, and motioned with his hand as though he wanted to take
the reins instead of Elijah.The
wind howled in the stove; something growled and squeaked as though
a
big dog had strangled a rat."Ugh!
the unclean spirits are abroad!" said Lyubka."That's
the wind," said Kalashnikov; and after a pause he raised his
eyes to Yergunov and asked:"And
what is your learned opinion, Osip Vassilyitch—are there devils in
this world or not?""What's
one to say, brother?" said Yergunov, and he shrugged one
shoulder. "If one reasons from science, of course there are no
devils, for it's a superstition; but if one looks at it simply, as
you and I do now, there are devils, to put it shortly. . . . I have
seen a great deal in my life. . . . When I finished my studies I
served as medical assistant in the army in a regiment of the
dragoons, and I have been in the war, of course. I have a medal and
a
decoration from the Red Cross, but after the treaty of San Stefano
I
returned to Russia and went into the service of the Zemstvo. And in
consequence of my enormous circulation about the world, I may say I
have seen more than many another has dreamed of. It has happened to
me to see devils, too; that is, not devils with horns and a
tail—that
is all nonsense—but just, to speak precisely, something of the
sort.""Where?"
asked Kalashnikov."In
various places. There is no need to go far. Last year I met him
here—speak of him not at night—near this very inn. I was driving,
I remember, to Golyshino; I was going there to vaccinate. Of
course,
as usual, I had the racing droshky and a horse, and all the
necessary
paraphernalia, and, what's more, I had a watch and all the rest of
it, so I was on my guard as I drove along, for fear of some
mischance. There are lots of tramps of all sorts. I came up to the
Zmeinoy Ravine—damnation take it—and was just going down it, when
all at once somebody comes up to me—such a fellow! Black hair,
black eyes, and his whole face looked smutted with soot . . . . He
comes straight up to the horse and takes hold of the left rein:
'Stop!' He looked at the horse, then at me, then dropped the reins,
and without saying a bad word, 'Where are you going?' says he. And
he
showed his teeth in a grin, and his eyes were
spiteful-looking."'Ah,'
thought I, 'you are a queer customer!' 'I am going to vaccinate for
the smallpox,' said I. 'And what is that to you?' 'Well, if that's
so,' says he, 'vaccinate me. He bared his arm and thrust it under
my
nose. Of course, I did not bandy words with him; I just vaccinated
him to get rid of him. Afterwards I looked at my lancet and it had
gone rusty."The
peasant who was asleep near the stove suddenly turned over and
flung
off the sheepskin; to his great surprise, Yergunov recognized the
stranger he had met that day at Zmeinoy Ravine. This peasant's
hair,
beard, and eyes were black as soot; his face was swarthy; and, to
add
to the effect, there was a black spot the size of a lentil on his
right cheek. He looked mockingly at the hospital assistant and
said:"I
did take hold of the left rein—that was so; but about the smallpox
you are lying, sir. And there was not a word said about the
smallpox
between us."Yergunov
was disconcerted."I'm
not talking about you," he said. "Lie down, since you are
lying down."The
dark-skinned peasant had never been to the hospital, and Yergunov
did
not know who he was or where he came from; and now, looking at him,
he made up his mind that the man must be a gypsy. The peasant got
up
and, stretching and yawning loudly, went up to Lyubka and
Kalashnikov, and sat down beside them, and he, too, began looking
at
the book. His sleepy face softened and a look of envy came into
it."Look,
Merik," Lyubka said to him; "get me such horses and I will
drive to heaven.""Sinners
can't drive to heaven," said Kalashnikov. "That's for
holiness."Then
Lyubka laid the table and brought in a big piece of fat bacon,
salted
cucumbers, a wooden platter of boiled meat cut up into little
pieces,
then a frying-pan, in which there were sausages and cabbage
spluttering. A cut-glass decanter of vodka, which diffused a smell
of
orange-peel all over the room when it was poured out, was put on
the
table also.Yergunov
was annoyed that Kalashnikov and the dark fellow Merik talked
together and took no notice of him at all, behaving exactly as
though
he were not in the room. And he wanted to talk to them, to brag, to
drink, to have a good meal, and if possible to have a little fun
with
Lyubka, who sat down near him half a dozen times while they were at
supper, and, as though by accident, brushed against him with her
handsome shoulders and passed her hands over her broad hips. She
was
a healthy, active girl, always laughing and never still: she would
sit down, then get up, and when she was sitting down she would keep
turning first her face and then her back to her neighbour, like a
fidgety child, and never failed to brush against him with her
elbows
or her knees.And
he was displeased, too, that the peasants drank only a glass each
and
no more, and it was awkward for him to drink alone. But he could
not
refrain from taking a second glass, all the same, then a third, and
he ate all the sausage. He brought himself to flatter the peasants,
that they might accept him as one of the party instead of holding
him
at arm's length."You
are a fine set of fellows in Bogalyovka!" he said, and wagged
his head."In
what way fine fellows?" enquired Kalashnikov."Why,
about horses, for instance. Fine fellows at stealing!""H'm!
fine fellows, you call them. Nothing but thieves and
drunkards.""They
have had their day, but it is over," said Merik, after a pause.
"But now they have only Filya left, and he is blind.""Yes,
there is no one but Filya," said Kalashnikov, with a sigh.
"Reckon it up, he must be seventy; the German settlers knocked
out one of his eyes, and he does not see well with the other. It is
cataract. In old days the police officer would shout as soon as he
saw him: 'Hey, you Shamil!' and all the peasants called him that—he
was Shamil all over the place; and now his only name is One-eyed
Filya. But he was a fine fellow! Lyuba's father, Andrey Grigoritch,
and he stole one night into Rozhnovo—there were cavalry regiments
stationed there—and carried off nine of the soldiers' horses, the
very best of them. They weren't frightened of the sentry, and in
the
morning they sold all the horses for twenty roubles to the gypsy
Afonka. Yes! But nowadays a man contrives to carry off a horse
whose
rider is drunk or asleep, and has no fear of God, but will take the
very boots from a drunkard, and then slinks off and goes away a
hundred and fifty miles with a horse, and haggles at the market,
haggles like a Jew, till the policeman catches him, the fool. There
is no fun in it; it is simply a disgrace! A paltry set of people, I
must say.""What
about Merik?" asked Lyubka."Merik
is not one of us," said Kalashnikov. "He is a Harkov man
from Mizhiritch. But that he is a bold fellow, that's the truth;
there's no gainsaying that he is a fine fellow."Lyubka
looked slily and gleefully at Merik, and said:"It
wasn't for nothing they dipped him in a hole in the ice.""How
was that?" asked Yergunov."It
was like this . . ." said Merik, and he laughed. "Filya
carried off three horses from the Samoylenka tenants, and they
pitched upon me. There were ten of the tenants at Samoylenka, and
with their labourers there were thirty altogether, and all of them
Molokans . . . . So one of them says to me at the market: 'Come and
have a look, Merik; we have brought some new horses from the fair.'
I
was interested, of course. I went up to them, and the whole lot of
them, thirty men, tied my hands behind me and led me to the river.
'We'll show you fine horses,' they said. One hole in the ice was
there already; they cut another beside it seven feet away. Then, to
be sure, they took a cord and put a noose under my armpits, and
tied
a crooked stick to the other end, long enough to reach both holes.
They thrust the stick in and dragged it through. I went plop into
the
ice-hole just as I was, in my fur coat and my high boots, while
they
stood and shoved me, one with his foot and one with his stick, then
dragged me under the ice and pulled me out of the other
hole."Lyubka
shuddered and shrugged."At
first I was in a fever from the cold," Merik went on, "but
when they pulled me out I was helpless, and lay in the snow, and
the
Molokans stood round and hit me with sticks on my knees and my
elbows. It hurt fearfully. They beat me and they went away . . .
and
everything on me was frozen, my clothes were covered with ice. I
got
up, but I couldn't move. Thank God, a woman drove by and gave me a
lift."Meanwhile
Yergunov had drunk five or six glasses of vodka; his heart felt
lighter, and he longed to tell some extraordinary, wonderful story
too, and to show that he, too, was a bold fellow and not afraid of
anything."I'll
tell you what happened to us in Penza Province . . ." he
began.Either
because he had drunk a great deal and was a little tipsy, or
perhaps
because he had twice been detected in a lie, the peasants took not
the slightest notice of him, and even left off answering his
questions. What was worse, they permitted themselves a frankness in
his presence that made him feel uncomfortable and cold all over,
and
that meant that they took no notice of him.Kalashnikov
had the dignified manners of a sedate and sensible man; he spoke
weightily, and made the sign of the cross over his mouth every time
he yawned, and no one could have supposed that this was a thief, a
heartless thief who had stripped poor creatures, who had already
been
twice in prison, and who had been sentenced by the commune to exile
in Siberia, and had been bought off by his father and uncle, who
were
as great thieves and rogues as he was. Merik gave himself the airs
of
a bravo. He saw that Lyubka and Kalashnikov were admiring him, and
looked upon himself as a very fine fellow, and put his arms akimbo,
squared his chest, or stretched so that the bench creaked under
him.
. . .After
supper Kalashnikov prayed to the holy image without getting up from
his seat, and shook hands with Merik; the latter prayed too, and
shook Kalashnikov's hand. Lyubka cleared away the supper, shook out
on the table some peppermint biscuits, dried nuts, and pumpkin
seeds,
and placed two bottles of sweet wine."The
kingdom of heaven and peace everlasting to Andrey Grigoritch,"
said Kalashnikov, clinking glasses with Merik. "When he was
alive we used to gather together here or at his brother Martin's,
and—my word! my word! what men, what talks! Remarkable
conversations! Martin used to be here, and Filya, and Fyodor
Stukotey. . . . It was all done in style, it was all in keeping. .
.
. And what fun we had! We did have fun, we did have fun!"Lyubka
went out and soon afterwards came back wearing a green kerchief and
beads."Look,
Merik, what Kalashnikov brought me to-day," she said.She
looked at herself in the looking-glass, and tossed her head several
times to make the beads jingle. And then she opened a chest and
began
taking out, first, a cotton dress with red and blue flowers on it,
and then a red one with flounces which rustled and crackled like
paper, then a new kerchief, dark blue, shot with many colours—and
all these things she showed and flung up her hands, laughing as
though astonished that she had such treasures.Kalashnikov
tuned the balalaika and began playing it, but Yergunov could not
make
out what sort of song he was singing, and whether it was gay or
melancholy, because at one moment it was so mournful he wanted to
cry, and at the next it would be merry. Merik suddenly jumped up
and
began tapping with his heels on the same spot, then, brandishing
his
arms, he moved on his heels from the table to the stove, from the
stove to the chest, then he bounded up as though he had been stung,
clicked the heels of his boots together in the air, and began going
round and round in a crouching position. Lyubka waved both her
arms,
uttered a desperate shriek, and followed him. At first she moved
sideways, like a snake, as though she wanted to steal up to someone
and strike him from behind. She tapped rapidly with her bare heels
as
Merik had done with the heels of his boots, then she turned round
and
round like a top and crouched down, and her red dress was blown out
like a bell. Merik, looking angrily at her, and showing his teeth
in
a grin, flew towards her in the same crouching posture as though he
wanted to crush her with his terrible legs, while she jumped up,
flung back her head, and waving her arms as a big bird does its
wings, floated across the room scarcely touching the floor. . .
."What
a flame of a girl!" thought Yergunov, sitting on the chest, and
from there watching the dance. "What fire! Give up everything
for her, and it would be too little . . . ."And
he regretted that he was a hospital assistant, and not a simple
peasant, that he wore a reefer coat and a chain with a gilt key on
it
instead of a blue shirt with a cord tied round the waist. Then he
could boldly have sung, danced, flung both arms round Lyubka as
Merik
did. . . .The
sharp tapping, shouts, and whoops set the crockery ringing in the
cupboard and the flame of the candle dancing.The
thread broke and the beads were scattered all over the floor, the
green kerchief slipped off, and Lyubka was transformed into a red
cloud flitting by and flashing black eyes, and it seemed as though
in
another second Merik's arms and legs would drop off.But
finally Merik stamped for the last time, and stood still as though
turned to stone. Exhausted and almost breathless, Lyubka sank on to
his bosom and leaned against him as against a post, and he put his
arms round her, and looking into her eyes, said tenderly and
caressingly, as though in jest:"I'll
find out where your old mother's money is hidden, I'll murder her
and
cut your little throat for you, and after that I will set fire to
the
inn. . . . People will think you have perished in the fire, and
with
your money I shall go to Kuban. I'll keep droves of horses and
flocks
of sheep. . . ."Lyubka
made no answer, but only looked at him with a guilty air, and
asked:"And
is it nice in Kuban, Merik?"He
said nothing, but went to the chest, sat down, and sank into
thought;
most likely he was dreaming of Kuban."It's
time for me to be going," said Kalashnikov, getting up. "Filya
must be waiting for me. Goodbye, Lyuba."Yergunov
went out into the yard to see that Kalashnikov did not go off with
his horse. The snowstorm still persisted. White clouds were
floating
about the yard, their long tails clinging to the rough grass and
the
bushes, while on the other side of the fence in the open country
huge
giants in white robes with wide sleeves were whirling round and
falling to the ground, and getting up again to wave their arms and
fight. And the wind, the wind! The bare birches and cherry-trees,
unable to endure its rude caresses, bowed low down to the ground
and
wailed: "God, for what sin hast Thou bound us to the earth and
will not let us go free?""Wo!"
said Kalashnikov sternly, and he got on his horse; one half of the
gate was opened, and by it lay a high snowdrift. "Well, get on!"
shouted Kalashnikov. His little short-legged nag set off, and sank
up
to its stomach in the drift at once. Kalashnikov was white all over
with the snow, and soon vanished from sight with his horse.When
Yergunov went back into the room, Lyubka was creeping about the
floor
picking up her beads; Merik was not there."A
splendid girl!" thought Yergunov, as he lay down on the bench
and put his coat under his head. "Oh, if only Merik were not
here." Lyubka excited him as she crept about the floor by the
bench, and he thought that if Merik had not been there he would
certainly have got up and embraced her, and then one would see what
would happen. It was true she was only a girl, but not likely to be
chaste; and even if she were—need one stand on ceremony in a den of
thieves? Lyubka collected her beads and went out. The candle burnt
down and the flame caught the paper in the candlestick. Yergunov
laid
his revolver and matches beside him, and put out the candle. The
light before the holy images flickered so much that it hurt his
eyes,
and patches of light danced on the ceiling, on the floor, and on
the
cupboard, and among them he had visions of Lyubka, buxom,
full-bosomed: now she was turning round like a top, now she was
exhausted and breathless. . . ."Oh,
if the devils would carry off that Merik," he thought.The
little lamp gave a last flicker, spluttered, and went out. Someone,
it must have been Merik, came into the room and sat down on the
bench. He puffed at his pipe, and for an instant lighted up a dark
cheek with a patch on it. Yergunov's throat was irritated by the
horrible fumes of the tobacco smoke."What
filthy tobacco you have got—damnation take it!" saidYergunov.
"It makes me positively sick.""I
mix my tobacco with the flowers of the oats," answered Merik
after a pause. "It is better for the chest."He
smoked, spat, and went out again. Half an hour passed, and all at
once there was the gleam of a light in the passage. Merik appeared
in
a coat and cap, then Lyubka with a candle in her hand."Do
stay, Merik," said Lyubka in an imploring voice."No,
Lyuba, don't keep me.""Listen,
Merik," said Lyubka, and her voice grew soft and tender."I
know you will find mother's money, and will do for her and
forme,
and will go to Kuban and love other girls; but God be with
you.I
only ask you one thing, sweetheart: do stay!""No,
I want some fun . . ." said Merik, fastening his belt."But
you have nothing to go on. . . . You came on foot; what are you
going
on?"Merik
bent down to Lyubka and whispered something in her ear; she looked
towards the door and laughed through her tears."He
is asleep, the puffed-up devil . . ." she said.Merik
embraced her, kissed her vigorously, and went out. Yergunov thrust
his revolver into his pocket, jumped up, and ran after him."Get
out of the way!" he said to Lyubka, who hurriedly bolted the
door of the entry and stood across the threshold. "Let me pass!
Why are you standing here?""What
do you want to go out for?""To
have a look at my horse."Lyubka
gazed up at him with a sly and caressing look."Why
look at it? You had better look at me . . . ." she said, then
she bent down and touched with her finger the gilt watch-key that
hung on his chain."Let
me pass, or he will go off on my horse," said Yergunov. "Let
me go, you devil!" he shouted, and giving her an angry blow on
the shoulder, he pressed his chest against her with all his might
to
push her away from the door, but she kept tight hold of the bolt,
and
was like iron."Let
me go!" he shouted, exhausted; "he will go off with it, I
tell you.""Why
should he? He won't." Breathing hard and rubbing her shoulder,
which hurt, she looked up at him again, flushed a little and
laughed.
"Don't go away, dear heart," she said; "I am dull
alone."Yergunov
looked into her eyes, hesitated, and put his arms round her; she
did
not resist."Come,
no nonsense; let me go," he begged her. She did not speak."I
heard you just now," he said, "telling Merik that you love
him.""I
dare say. . . . My heart knows who it is I love."She
put her finger on the key again, and said softly: "Give me
that."Yergunov
unfastened the key and gave it to her. She suddenly craned her neck
and listened with a grave face, and her expression struck Yergunov
as
cold and cunning; he thought of his horse, and now easily pushed
her
aside and ran out into the yard. In the shed a sleepy pig was
grunting with lazy regularity and a cow was knocking her horn.
Yergunov lighted a match and saw the pig, and the cow, and the
dogs,
which rushed at him on all sides at seeing the light, but there was
no trace of the horse. Shouting and waving his arms at the dogs,
stumbling over the drifts and sticking in the snow, he ran out at
the
gate and fell to gazing into the darkness. He strained his eyes to
the utmost, and saw only the snow flying and the snowflakes
distinctly forming into all sorts of shapes; at one moment the
white,
laughing face of a corpse would peep out of the darkness, at the
next
a white horse would gallop by with an Amazon in a muslin dress upon
it, at the next a string of white swans would fly overhead. . . .
Shaking with anger and cold, and not knowing what to do, Yergunov
fired his revolver at the dogs, and did not hit one of them; then
he
rushed back to the house.When
he went into the entry he distinctly heard someone scurry out of
the
room and bang the door. It was dark in the room. Yergunov pushed
against the door; it was locked. Then, lighting match after match,
he
rushed back into the entry, from there into the kitchen, and from
the
kitchen into a little room where all the walls were hung with
petticoats and dresses, where there was a smell of cornflowers and
fennel, and a bedstead with a perfect mountain of pillows, standing
in the corner by the stove; this must have been the old mother's
room. From there he passed into another little room, and here he
saw
Lyubka. She was lying on a chest, covered with a gay-coloured
patchwork cotton quilt, pretending to be asleep. A little ikon-lamp
was burning in the corner above the pillow."Where
is my horse?" Yergunov asked.Lyubka
did not stir."Where
is my horse, I am asking you?" Yergunov repeated still more
sternly, and he tore the quilt off her. "I am asking you,
she-devil!" he shouted.She
jumped up on her knees, and with one hand holding her shift and
with
the other trying to clutch the quilt, huddled against the wall . .
.
. She looked at Yergunov with repulsion and terror in her eyes,
and,
like a wild beast in a trap, kept cunning watch on his faintest
movement."Tell
me where my horse is, or I'll knock the life out of you,"
shouted Yergunov."Get
away, dirty brute!" she said in a hoarse voice.Yergunov
seized her by the shift near the neck and tore it. And then he
could
not restrain himself, and with all his might embraced the girl. But
hissing with fury, she slipped out of his arms, and freeing one
hand—the other was tangled in the torn shift—hit him a blow with
her fist on the skull.His
head was dizzy with the pain, there was a ringing and rattling in
his
ears, he staggered back, and at that moment received another
blow—this time on the temple. Reeling and clutching at the
doorposts, that he might not fall, he made his way to the room
where
his things were, and lay down on the bench; then after lying for a
little time, took the matchbox out of his pocket and began lighting
match after match for no object: he lit it, blew it out, and threw
it
under the table, and went on till all the matches were gone.Meanwhile
the air began to turn blue outside, the cocks began to crow, but
his
head still ached, and there was an uproar in his ears as though he
were sitting under a railway bridge and hearing the trains passing
over his head. He got, somehow, into his coat and cap; the saddle
and
the bundle of his purchases he could not find, his knapsack was
empty: it was not for nothing that someone had scurried out of the
room when he came in from the yard.He
took a poker from the kitchen to keep off the dogs, and went out
into
the yard, leaving the door open. The snow-storm had subsided and it
was calm outside. . . . When he went out at the gate, the white
plain
looked dead, and there was not a single bird in the morning sky. On
both sides of the road and in the distance there were bluish
patches
of young copse.Yergunov
began thinking how he would be greeted at the hospital and what the
doctor would say to him; it was absolutely necessary to think of
that, and to prepare beforehand to answer questions he would be
asked, but this thought grew blurred and slipped away. He walked
along thinking of nothing but Lyubka, of the peasants with whom he
had passed the night; he remembered how, after Lyubka struck him
the
second time, she had bent down to the floor for the quilt, and how
her loose hair had fallen on the floor. His mind was in a maze, and
he wondered why there were in the world doctors, hospital
assistants,
merchants, clerks, and peasants instead of simple free men? There
are, to be sure, free birds, free beasts, a free Merik, and they
are
not afraid of anyone, and don't need anyone! And whose idea was it,
who had decreed that one must get up in the morning, dine at
midday,
go to bed in the evening; that a doctor takes precedence of a
hospital assistant; that one must live in rooms and love only one's
wife? And why not the contrary—dine at night and sleep in the day?
Ah, to jump on a horse without enquiring whose it is, to ride races
with the wind like a devil, over fields and forests and ravines, to
make love to girls, to mock at everyone . . . .Yergunov
thrust the poker into the snow, pressed his forehead to the cold
white trunk of a birch-tree, and sank into thought; and his grey,
monotonous life, his wages, his subordinate position, the
dispensary,
the everlasting to-do with the bottles and blisters, struck him as
contemptible, sickening."Who
says it's a sin to enjoy oneself?" he asked himself with
vexation. "Those who say that have never lived in freedom like
Merik and Kalashnikov, and have never loved Lyubka; they have been
beggars all their lives, have lived without any pleasure, and have
only loved their wives, who are like frogs."And
he thought about himself that he had not hitherto been a thief, a
swindler, or even a brigand, simply because he could not, or had
not
yet met with a suitable opportunity.
——
A
year and a half passed. In spring, after Easter, Yergunov, who had
long before been dismissed from the hospital and was hanging about
without a job, came out of the tavern in Ryepino and sauntered
aimlessly along the street.He
went out into the open country. Here there was the scent of spring,
and a warm caressing wind was blowing. The calm, starry night
looked
down from the sky on the earth. My God, how infinite the depth of
the
sky, and with what fathomless immensity it stretched over the
world!
The world is created well enough, only why and with what right do
people, thought Yergunov, divide their fellows into the sober and
the
drunken, the employed and the dismissed, and so on. Why do the
sober
and well fed sleep comfortably in their homes while the drunken and
the hungry must wander about the country without a refuge? Why was
it
that if anyone had not a job and did not get a salary he had to go
hungry, without clothes and boots? Whose idea was it? Why was it
the
birds and the wild beasts in the woods did not have jobs and get
salaries, but lived as they pleased?Far
away in the sky a beautiful crimson glow lay quivering, stretched
wide over the horizon. Yergunov stopped, and for a long time he
gazed
at it, and kept wondering why was it that if he had carried off
someone else's samovar the day before and sold it for drink in the
taverns it would be a sin? Why was it?Two
carts drove by on the road; in one of them there was a woman
asleep,
in the other sat an old man without a cap on."Grandfather,
where is that fire?" asked Yergunov."Andrey
Tchirikov's inn," answered the old man.And
Yergunov recalled what had happened to him eighteen months before
in
the winter, in that very inn, and how Merik had boasted; and he
imagined the old woman and Lyubka, with their throats cut, burning,
and he envied Merik. And when he walked back to the tavern, looking
at the houses of the rich publicans, cattle-dealers, and
blacksmiths,
he reflected how nice it would be to steal by night into some rich
man's house!