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The sudden death of his brother Ben is for the 20-year-old Phil just unbelievable. Therefore, this becomes less and less in the search for answers and forgets even to save his own psyche. An agonizing ordeal on a true story unfolds.
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David Hoffmann
The spell of the tunnel vision
If the reply does not allow searching for mourning
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Foreword
The Story
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Dear readers,I write in this book down a true story, which is as it is here, actually happen. Only the names have been for reasons of anonymity, amended accordingly. Finally, it is after all not about the name, but rather on what happened and how they happened, what impact they take and how to deal with it. The book is therefore to be found, because it very likely are many other stakeholders, which it certainly is similar or the same, or is issued. Thus, the first and most important message that these people are not alone in their pain.I wish all readers a lot of strength from reading this book.David Hoffmann
It's a Saturday night in February, and a car drives slowly along the road through the darkness. The surrounding landscape is by the wicked snow the last few days wrapped completely in continuous white. Cold is. Particularly by the very breath of fresh air, which always blows the snow from the fields to the road The driver moved his vehicle carefully through the drifts, and it always easy to slip device. The thirty-two year old Phil starts from the car but with slow, careful steering. No way he would risk that happening to his beloved on the passenger seat or even her two small children, they are only two and three years old, in the back of anything. The little family was at Grandma's for a visit, who celebrated her birthday and is now on the way home. Half way they look from a distance as some vehicles with warning lights are switched on at the roadside. As she slowly approached the scenario, they recognize a snowdrift larger scale, which is located directly in front of them and almost certainly is three hundred feet long to the. Four vehicles are right in the woe at road side and many people crowd around them. While Phil and his family now very careful driving past them in the dim light the edge of the headlights appear to be two cars that are in the trenches. One located on the side and the other vehicle, even on the roof. That the people are intact, fortunately, most of the slow driving, and this is due to the deep snow. Meanwhile, Phil is a man who lights a cigarette trembling and probably sat in one of the vehicles. Since many workers are already on site and the pair have two small children in the car, Phil decides to drive to continue. And it inevitably recalls to mind the terrible events that befell about twelve years ago about his parents, his sister Mel and him:
It is the 06th May in 2001. At this time, Phil is twenty years old and lives on the first floor in the house of his parents. His older brother, Ben, he is twenty-two years old and moved some time ago related to work in the city is with him and Phil is mad at him. After all, it is the third mobile phone bill, amounting to about 350 D-Mark, the Ben can not pay him. Ben opened Phil that his boss can pay any salary because the job situation was too bad. Of course, also carries a certain Phil complicity in this situation, because he gave his brother his old phone including contract and trusted that Ben would pay the bills already. After Phil has now condemned the overall situation, there are different two brothers, without even neutral to talk about God and the world. Ben goes down and sits for a while with their parents, before he sets out on the road. Late in the evening he will ever go to Hamburg, where he is the next week with colleagues to mount there. Meanwhile, Phil is down at the computer and actually does it again sorry that he had been so excited. After all, his brother can now also nothing to show that he is not or only receives a portion of his wages. However, Phil finds once with the situation, with the idea that he even get the chance in the future, to be gentle toward his brother. Sunday draws to a close and Phil lets him finish relaxed watching TV. Shortly after 22 clock he lies down to sleep, because he is currently providing his military service and to the base after all Phil needed 45 minutes driving time.
He stops after a short time, however, high out of his sleep and looks at the clock. Not built very fact that it is just before midnight, he lies there wide awake and can not fall back asleep. An eternity he rolls now in his bed back and forth and listen for a while later to drive a vehicle down the road. It's slow road and stopped suddenly. Phil looks at the clock and wondering who haunts here in their village at this time, it is just 1.30 clock, around. That makes him curious and he wants to get up and see just because he hears two doors and fold the closure of entrance squeaks. Highly unusual and that's why Phil decides to see who they want to pay here in the middle of the night to visit. A police car stands in front of the driveway and it rings also appeared at the front door. Phil is actually quite perplexed and has absolutely no idea what this is all just one, yet it is almost certainly clear: it can not be good! His father, however, got up and opened the door. The officials come in and Phils heart knocking him now already in the neck. With an effort he tried to hear something, but it is not him. Out of nowhere, he hears a really terrible scream from his mother. This goes to the bone and skin crawl puts on his entire body from head to toe. He immediately realized that something very terrible must have happened that will change all their lives fundamentally.