Trisanne's Unspoken Truth E-Book

Trisanne Morris

• Herausgeber: Spines
• Kategorie: Poesie und Drama
• Sprache: Englisch

Veröffentlichungsjahr: 2025

Beschreibung

In this stirring collection of prose, we traverse the emotional landscape of a soul weathered by life's tempests but never once vanquished. Page by page, the author invites us to journey alongside their transformation from the throes of despair to the serene acceptance of joy, threading together tales of heartache, resilience, maturation, and the unshakable bond of family. With raw honesty and a poet's grace, these musings touch upon the vulnerabilities of the human heart and the courage it takes to heal from within. Here lies a testament to the indomitable spirit, a beacon for those wandering in their own darkness, searching for the light of hope and the solace of understanding.Edit Back Cover Text

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Trisanne's Unspoken Truth

Trisanne Morris

Trisanne's Unspoken Truth

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Copyright © 2024 by Trisanne Morris

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Published by - Spines

ISBN: 979-8-89691-616-1

Trisanne's Unspoken Truth

A Story of Triumph Over Adversity

Trisanne Morris

Contents

Introduction

1. A New Chapter Unfolds

2. A Mother’s Unbroken Spirit

3. Jamaica’s Cry

4. The Weight of Existence

5. The 1% That Haunts Me

6. A Life Of Fear

7. Growth Through Struggles

8. Forever In My Heart

9. Raising Above The Weight

10. A New Year’s Wish

11. A Hollow Soul

12. Treasured Friendship

13. Risen Above

14. My Anxiety

15. Embracing My Truth

16. A Tribute To True Friends

17. Echoes In My Mind

18. A Heart in Disarray

19. Rest in Peace, Auntie

20. Self Harm

21. Mentally and Emotionally Tired

22. Thank You Lord

23. To My Son

24. Constant Cycle

25. My Overthinking

26. Anxiety’s Grip

27. My Depression

28. I’m Forever Grateful To You

29. To My Dearest Mother

30. My Absent Father

31. My Damaged Childhood

32. To My Love

33. Broken

34. To My Girl

35. The Name I’ll Never Live Up To

36. Social Anxiety

37. Rekindling Ties

38. A Prayer for a Better Year

39. A Fragile Heart

40. A Cry to be Understood

41. From Partners to Parents

42. Protecting My Peace

43. Stepping Into The Unknown

44. My Sanctuary Of Work

45. Instant Connection

46. Love Knows No Bounds

47. Finding My Voice

48. A Painful Past

49. The Weight Of Sacrifice

50. Falling For You

51. Healing Through Creativity

52. Six Years Sober

53. The Pain Of Being Undervalued

54. A Survivor’s Story

55. Unsilenced

56. A Life Of Losses

57. From Addiction To Recovery

58. Alone Again

59. My Body, My Choice

60. Ages Of Agony

61. Embracing My Introverted Nature

62. Unapologetically Me

63. The Guilt Of Joy

64. My Peaceful Haven

65. Lost Friendship, Lasting Pain

66. My Happy Place

67. We Are Somebody

68. A Tribute To My Therapist

69. My Comfort Person

70. Protecting My Heart

71. Healthy Love, New Beginnings

72. Lesson Learnt, Wisdom Gained

73. My Second Home

74. Missing My Son

75. TikTok, My Community

76. The People Who Healed Me

77. Betrayal Of Trust

78. A Labor Of Love

79. A Heart Once Broken

80. Thank You For The Pain

81. A Friendship Lost, But Not Forgotten

82. Healing A Heart You Didn’t Break

Introduction

My name is Trish, I’m a lovely soul to meet

I am a proud Cancer, born to be unique.

A proud mom to a handsome baby boy who is so dear,

A recent divorcée, with a story you might wanna hear.

My style is edgy, with just a tiny flair,

Red and black outfits, with silver or gold to spare.

I enjoy singing, signing and writing poetry too,

But spending time with my little one is what I mostly love to do.

Life hasn't been easy, I have faced my fair share

Of heartbreak and challenges with absolutely no one to care.

As a former bisexual woman, I have found my way,

I have discovered my truth and come what may.

I've battled mental health, with its many ups and downs,

PTSD, depression and anxiety, just loves wearing my crown.

But I have found happiness in embracing my soul,

And being my true self is my ultimate goal.

I give off a dominant personality, but have a heart so bold,

Definitely weak for dominant femmes, with a love that's worth more than just any gold.

I value physical touch and words of affirmation too,

And if I commit, I'll be all in... that much I know is true

So if you're up for the challenge and willing to take a chance,

Let's see where this journey can take us and see if our love will enhance.

I may be difficult to love, but I am definitely worth the fight,

I love hard and I expect the same, all day and all night.

A New Chapter Unfolds

I feel like my life is finally starting to have some meaning

It’s like I just wanna keep on dreaming

Finally feels like everything is coming into place

And I know that I deserve it, after everything I’ve had to face

2024 may not have been my year

After all the times I’ve cried, I don’t wanna drop another tear

But 2025 sure will be my biggest comeback

Because if I’ve learnt anything, is that it was never anything I lack

People just know how to use and abuse

Which is why I won’t be sharing my good news

Move in silence, celebrate aloud, right?

Because it’s better to let people assume than to know what’s in sight

So I’m gonna keep hope alive that I’m getting everything that’s coming to me

And I won’t ever stop until I’m fully happy and free

This coming year will be a year to remember

From January all the way to December

A Mother’s Unbroken Spirit

I'll be okay

That is all I gotta say, right?

My struggles and pain will all be worth it

Bcz as much as I want to, I will not quit

My life may not have been a pot of gold

But my son has made my life feel complete and whole

I can never imagine not being there for him when he needs me most

Because our bond will always remain close

So for 2025, I'll bounce back better than ever

Because I'm not giving up, not ever

So yes, I know I'll be okay

It'll be my year, even if every day is not my day

Jamaica’s Cry

I don't know what's going on with 2024

But this was not the year I was hoping for

I wanted peace, not pain

I wanted to cry, but not in vain

This year has probably been the worst year

Because every day, every week, every month, it’s a different fear

Us Jamaicans have got to get it together

We're supposed to build together, not tear down each other

I am proud to be a Jamaican, don't get me wrong

But how many more ways are there left for us to have to be strong

I've hardly met a Jamaican that has had an easy life

It's either you're a broken child, broken mother or a broken wife

It's one death after the other

That's someone's son, grandson and brother

This year is a year we will never forget

And I hate that we now have to live every day, with a fret

The Weight of Existence

This life doesn’t feel like a life worth living

Because everyone keeps taking and not giving

I can’t living like this, always waiting for the next shoe to drop

But it doesn’t look like it is ever going to stop

Why can’t I be normal? Why is it so hard?

It’s like no matter what I play, it’s never the right card

I’m tired bro. I’m genuinely getting tired

I’m starting to feel so uninspired

I need a break bro, I need a freaking break

Because everyone turns out to be a freaking fake

When is it ever gonna be my turn?

How many more lessons are there really left to learn?

Why did it have to be me?

Why can’t I just be free?

This life really isn’t a life worth living

Because everyone keeps taking and not giving

The 1% That Haunts Me

One day without anxiety is all I really ask for

Because all this fear keeps coming through my door

What am I afraid of? What’s holding me back?

Is it because of something I lack?

The weight on my chest, the tingling in my brain

Is taking everything from me, I am so drained

I don’t want to be om the stronger soldiers list anymore

Because it is getting no better than before

I just want to be free. To love without fear

But that’ll never happen, starting to see that very clear

So I guess I’ll get accustomed, accept that it’s a part of my life, forever

And it’ll never go away, not now, not ever