CHAPTER I—LIFE AND DEATH OF MRS.
WEIR
The Lord Justice-Clerk was a
stranger in that part of the country; but his lady wife was known
there from a child, as her race had been before her. The old
“riding Rutherfords of Hermiston,” of whom she was the last
descendant, had been famous men of yore, ill neighbours, ill
subjects, and ill husbands to their wives though not their
properties. Tales of them were rife for twenty miles about; and
their name was even printed in the page of our Scots histories, not
always to their credit. One bit the dust at Flodden; one was hanged
at his peel door by James the Fifth; another fell dead in a carouse
with Tom Dalyell; while a fourth (and that was Jean’s own father)
died presiding at a Hell-Fire Club, of which he was the founder.
There were many heads shaken in Crossmichael at that judgment; the
more so as the man had a villainous reputation among high and low,
and both with the godly and the worldly. At that very hour of his
demise, he had ten going pleas before the Session, eight of them
oppressive. And the same doom extended even to his agents;
his
grieve, that had been his right
hand in many a left-hand business, being cast from his horse one
night and drowned in a peat-hag on the Kye-skairs; and his very
doer (although lawyers have long spoons) surviving him not long,
and dying on a sudden in a bloody flux.
In all these generations, while a
male Rutherford was in the saddle with his lads, or brawling in a
change-house, there would be always a white-faced wife immured at
home in the old peel or the later mansion-house. It seemed this
succession of martyrs bided long, but took their vengeance in the
end, and that was in the person of the last descendant, Jean. She
bore the name of the Rutherfords, but she was the daughter of their
trembling wives. At the first she was not wholly without charm.
Neighbours recalled in her, as a child, a strain of elfin
wilfulness, gentle little mutinies, sad little gaieties, even a
morning gleam of beauty that was not to be fulfilled. She withered
in the growing, and (whether it was the sins of her sires or the
sorrows of her mothers) came to her maturity depressed, and, as it
were, defaced; no blood of life in her, no grasp or gaiety;
piousanxious, tender, tearful, and incompetent.
It was a wonder to many that she
had married—seeming so wholly of the stuff that makes old maids.
But chance cast her in the path of Adam Weir, then the new
Lord-Advocate, a recognised, risen man, the conqueror of many
obstacles, and thus late in the day beginning to think upon a wife.
He was one who looked rather to obedience than beauty, yet it would
seem he was struck with her at the first look. “Wha’s she?” he
said, turning to his host; and, when he had been told, “Ay,” says
he, “she looks menseful. She minds me—”; and then, after a pause
(which some have been daring enough to set down to sentimental
recollections), “Is she releegious?” he asked, and was shortly
after, at his own request, presented. The acquaintance, which it
seems profane to call a courtship, was pursued with Mr. Weir’s
accustomed industry, and was long a legend, or rather a source of
legends, in the Parliament House. He was described coming, rosy
with much port, into the drawing-room, walking direct up to the
lady, and assailing her with pleasantries, to which the embarrassed
fair one responded, in what seemed a kind of agony, “Eh, Mr. Weir!”
or “O, Mr. Weir!” or “Keep me, Mr. Weir!” On the very eve of their
engagement, it was related that one had drawn near to the tender
couple, and had overheard the lady cry out, with the tones of one
who talked for the sake of talking, “Keep me, Mr. Weir, and what
became of him?” and the profound accents of the suitor reply,
“Haangit, mem, haangit.” The motives upon either side were much
debated. Mr. Weir must have supposed his bride to be somehow
suitable; perhaps he belonged to that class of men who think a weak
head the ornament of women—an opinion invariably punished in this
life. Her descent and her estate were beyond question. Her
wayfaring ancestors and her litigious father had done well by Jean.
There was ready money and there were
broad acres, ready to fall wholly
to the husband, to lend dignity to his descendants, and to himself
a title, when he should be called upon the Bench. On the side of
Jean, there was perhaps some fascination of curiosity as to this
unknown male animal that approached her with the roughness of a
ploughman and the aplomb of an advocate. Being so trenchantly
opposed to all she knew, loved, or understood, he may well have
seemed to her the extreme, if scarcely the ideal, of his sex. And
besides, he was an ill man to refuse. A little over forty at the
period of his marriage, he looked already older, and to the force
of manhood added the senatorial dignity of years; it was, perhaps,
with an unreverend awe, but he was awful. The Bench, the Bar, and
the most experienced and reluctant witness, bowed to his
authority—and why not Jeannie Rutherford?
The heresy about foolish women is
always punished, I have said, and Lord Hermiston began to pay the
penalty at once. His house in George Square was wretchedly
ill-guided; nothing answerable to the expense of maintenance but
the cellar, which was his own private care. When things went wrong
at dinner, as they continually did, my lord would look up the table
at his wife: “I think these broth would be better to sweem in than
to sup.” Or else to the butler: “Here, M‘Killop, awa’ wi’ this
Raadical gigot—tak’ it to the French, man, and bring me some
puddocks! It seems rather a sore kind of a business that I should
be all day in Court haanging Raadicals, and get nawthing to my
denner.” Of course this was but a manner of speaking, and he had
never hanged a man for being a Radical in his life; the law, of
which he was the faithful minister, directing otherwise. And of
course these growls were in the nature of pleasantry, but it was of
a recondite sort; and uttered as they were in his resounding voice,
and commented on by that expression which they called in the
Parliament House “Hermiston’s hanging face”—they struck mere dismay
into the wife. She sat before him speechless and fluttering; at
each dish, as at a fresh ordeal, her eye hovered toward my lord’s
countenance and fell again; if he but ate in silence, unspeakable
relief was her portion; if there were complaint, the world was
darkened. She would seek out the cook, who was always her sister in
the Lord. “O, my dear, this is the most dreidful thing that my lord
can never be contented in his own house!” she would begin; and weep
and pray with the cook; and then the cook would pray with Mrs.
Weir; and the next day’s meal would never be a penny the better—and
the next cook (when she came) would be worse, if anything, but just
as pious. It was often wondered that Lord Hermiston bore it as he
did; indeed, he was a stoical old voluptuary, contented with sound
wine and plenty of it. But there were moments when he
overflowed. Perhaps half a dozen times in the history of his
married life—“Here! tak’ it awa’, and bring me a piece bread and
kebbuck!” he had exclaimed, with an appalling explosion of his
voice and rare gestures. None thought to dispute or to make
excuses; the service was arrested; Mrs.
Weir sat at the head of the table
whimpering without disguise; and his lordship opposite munched his
bread and cheese in ostentatious disregard. Once only, Mrs. Weir
had ventured to appeal. He was passing her chair on his way into
the study.
“O, Edom!” she wailed, in a voice
tragic with tears, and reaching out to him both hands, in one of
which she held a sopping pocket-handkerchief.
He paused and looked upon her
with a face of wrath, into which there stole, as he looked, a
twinkle of humour.
“Noansense!” he said. “You and
your noansense! What do I want with a Christian faim’ly? I want
Christian broth! Get me a lass that can plain-boil a potato, if she
was a whüre off the streets.” And with these words, which echoed in
her tender ears like blasphemy, he had passed on to his study and
shut the door behind him.
Such was the housewifery in
George Square. It was better at Hermiston, where Kirstie Elliott,
the sister of a neighbouring bonnet-laird, and an eighteenth cousin
of the lady’s, bore the charge of all, and kept a trim house and a
good country table. Kirstie was a woman in a thousand, clean,
capable, notable; once a moorland Helen, and still comely as a
blood horse and healthy as the hill wind. High in flesh and voice
and colour, she ran the house with her whole intemperate soul, in a
bustle, not without buffets. Scarce more pious than decency in
those days required, she was the cause of many an anxious thought
and many a tearful prayer to Mrs. Weir. Housekeeper and mistress
renewed the parts of Martha and Mary; and though with a pricking
conscience, Mary reposed on Martha’s strength as on a rock. Even
Lord Hermiston held Kirstie in a particular regard. There were few
with whom he unbent so gladly, few whom he favoured with so many
pleasantries. “Kirstie and me maun have our joke,” he would declare
in high good-humour, as he buttered Kirstie’s scones, and she
waited at table. A man who had no need either of love or of
popularity, a keen reader of men and of events, there was perhaps
only one truth for which he was quite unprepared: he would have
been quite unprepared to learn that Kirstie hated him. He thought
maid and master were well matched; hard, bandy, healthy, broad
Scots folk, without a hair of nonsense to the pair of them. And the
fact was that she made a goddess and an only child of the effete
and tearful lady; and even as she waited at table her hands would
sometimes itch for my lord’s ears.
Thus, at least, when the family
were at Hermiston, not only my lord, but Mrs. Weir too, enjoyed a
holiday. Free from the dreadful looking-for of the miscarried
dinner, she would mind her seam, read her piety books, and take her
walk (which was my lord’s orders), sometimes by herself, sometimes
with Archie, the only child of that scarce natural union. The child
was her next
bond to life. Her frosted
sentiment bloomed again, she breathed deep of life, she let loose
her heart, in that society. The miracle of her motherhood was ever
new to her. The sight of the little man at her skirt intoxicated
her with the sense of power, and froze her with the consciousness
of her responsibility. She looked forward, and, seeing him in fancy
grow up and play his diverse part on the world’s theatre, caught in
her breath and lifted up her courage with a lively effort. It was
only with the child that she forgot herself and was at moments
natural; yet it was only with the child that she had conceived and
managed to pursue a scheme of conduct. Archie was to be a great man
and a good; a minister if possible, a saint for certain. She tried
to engage his mind upon her favourite books, Rutherford’s Letters,
Scougalls Grace Abounding, and the like. It was a common practice
of hers (and strange to remember now) that she would carry the
child to the Deil’s Hags, sit with him on the Praying Weaver’s
stone, and talk of the Covenanters till their tears ran down. Her
view of history was wholly artless, a design in snow and ink; upon
the one side, tender innocents with psalms upon their lips; upon
the other, the persecutors, booted, bloody-minded, flushed with
wine: a suffering Christ, a raging Beelzebub. Persecutor was a word
that knocked upon the woman’s heart; it was her highest thought of
wickedness, and the mark of it was on her house. Her
great-great-grandfather had drawn the sword against the Lord’s
anointed on the field of Rullion Green, and breathed his last
(tradition said) in the arms of the detestable Dalyell. Nor could
she blind herself to this, that had they lived in those old days,
Hermiston himself would have been numbered alongside of Bloody
MacKenzie and the politic Lauderdale and Rothes, in the band of
God’s immediate enemies. The sense of this moved her to the more
fervour; she had a voice for that name of persecutor that thrilled
in the child’s marrow; and when one day the mob hooted and hissed
them all in my lord’s travelling carriage, and cried, “Down with
the persecutor! down with Hanging Hermiston!” and mamma covered her
eyes and wept, and papa let down the glass and looked out upon the
rabble with his droll formidable face, bitter and smiling, as they
said he sometimes looked when he gave sentence, Archie was for the
moment too much amazed to be alarmed, but he had scarce got his
mother by herself before his shrill voice was raised demanding an
explanation: why had they called papa a persecutor?
“Keep me, my precious!” she
exclaimed. “Keep me, my dear! this is poleetical. Ye must never ask
me anything poleetical, Erchie. Your faither is a great man, my
dear, and it’s no for me or you to be judging him. It would be
telling us all, if we behaved ourselves in our several stations the
way your faither does in his high office; and let me hear no more
of any such disrespectful and undutiful questions! No that you
meant to be undutiful, my lamb; your mother kens that—she kens it
well, dearie!” And so slid off to safer topics, and left on the
mind of the child an obscure but ineradicable sense
of something wrong.
Mrs. Weir’s philosophy of life
was summed in one expression—tenderness. In her view of the
universe, which was all lighted up with a glow out of the doors of
hell, good people must walk there in a kind of ecstasy of
tenderness. The beasts and plants had no souls; they were here but
for a day, and let their day pass gently! And as for the immortal
men, on what black, downward path were many of them wending, and to
what a horror of an immortality! “Are not two sparrows,” “Whosoever
shall smite thee,” “God sendeth His rain,” “Judge not, that ye be
not judged”—these texts made her body of divinity; she put them on
in the morning with her clothes and lay down to sleep with them at
night; they haunted her like a favourite air, they clung about her
like a favourite perfume. Their minister was a marrowy expounder of
the law, and my lord sat under him with relish; but Mrs. Weir
respected him from far off; heard him (like the cannon of a
beleaguered city) usefully booming outside on the dogmatic
ramparts; and meanwhile, within and out of shot, dwelt in her
private garden which she watered with grateful tears. It seems
strange to say of this colourless and ineffectual woman, but she
was a true enthusiast, and might have made the sunshine and the
glory of a cloister. Perhaps none but Archie knew she could be
eloquent; perhaps none but he had seen her—her colour raised, her
hands clasped or quivering—glow with gentle ardour. There is a
corner of the policy of Hermiston, where you come suddenly in view
of the summit of Black Fell, sometimes like the mere grass top of a
hill, sometimes (and this is her own expression) like a precious
jewel in the heavens. On such days, upon the sudden view of it, her
hand would tighten on the child’s fingers, her voice rise like a
song. “I to the hills!” she would repeat. “And O, Erchie, are nae
these like the hills of Naphtali?” and her tears would flow.
Upon an impressionable child the
effect of this continual and pretty accompaniment to life was deep.
The woman’s quietism and piety passed on to his different nature
undiminished; but whereas in her it was a native sentiment, in him
it was only an implanted dogma. Nature and the child’s pugnacity at
times revolted. A cad from the Potterrow once struck him in the
mouth; he struck back, the pair fought it out in the back stable
lane towards the Meadows, and Archie returned with a considerable
decline in the number of his front teeth, and unregenerately
boasting of the losses of the foe. It was a sore day for Mrs. Weir;
she wept and prayed over the infant backslider until my lord was
due from Court, and she must resume that air of tremulous composure
with which she always greeted him. The judge was that day in an
observant mood, and remarked upon the absent teeth.
“I am afraid Erchie will have
been fechting with some of they blagyard lads,” said Mrs.
Weir.
My lord’s voice rang out as it
did seldom in the privacy of his own house. “I’ll have norm of
that, sir!” he cried. “Do you hear me?—nonn of that! No son of mine
shall be speldering in the glaur with any dirty raibble.”
The anxious mother was grateful
for so much support; she had even feared the contrary. And that
night when she put the child to bed—“Now, my dear, ye see!” she
said, “I told you what your faither would think of it, if he heard
ye had fallen into this dreidful sin; and let you and me pray to
God that ye may be keepit from the like temptation or strengthened
to resist it!”
The womanly falsity of this was
thrown away. Ice and iron cannot be welded; and the points of view
of the Justice-Clerk and Mrs. Weir were not less unassimilable. The
character and position of his father had long been a
stumbling-block to Archie, and with every year of his age the
difficulty grew more instant. The man was mostly silent; when he
spoke at all, it was to speak of the things of the world, always in
a worldly spirit, often in language that the child had been
schooled to think coarse, and sometimes with words that he knew to
be sins in themselves. Tenderness was the first duty, and my lord
was invariably harsh. God was love; the name of my lord (to all who
knew him) was fear. In the world, as schematised for Archie by his
mother, the place was marked for such a creature. There were some
whom it was good to pity and well (though very likely useless) to
pray for; they were named reprobates, goats, God’s enemies, brands
for the burning; and Archie tallied every mark of identification,
and drew the inevitable private inference that the Lord Justice-
Clerk was the chief of sinners.