Behind my Gray Eyes E-Book

Sarah Gray

• Herausgeber: BookRix
• Kategorie: Sachliteratur, Reportagen, Biografien
• Sprache: Englisch

Veröffentlichungsjahr: 2020

Beschreibung

Some Questions I had through out my life

In in my Life's journey of downfalls and shortcomings and twist and turns.  also through out my Books Down Broken Road and Down Broken Road 2 also helps explain some. Parts in this Book. If you haven't read them.  I suggest you do. 

Leseprobe

Sarah Gray

Behind my Gray Eyes

These Gray Eyes

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Questions 1

Being a Young Child      I often times felt       Like I was never at     Home. Even with my own Family     Which is sad. Sometimes I would      debate rather I'd want to be in   a Foster Home or not. If my parents did ever get me taken away. And would fantasize what that would be like. And, I feel bad to say it. Sometimes I wished to be with a more Happier Family. But, at the same time. It was hard to love my Mom and not want to stay with her. And being taken from my own Mother would be really hard. Even going through all the Abuse. And witnessing it all. There was still that inner Child that wanted her Mom. But, there was that confused child that wanted to get away from it all. And they both battled with each other. And, I rembered going to school one day. With my dad's Hand Print across my Face from where he slapped me. And I thought this is it. Some one is going to report this. And I'm going to get taken away. Some of the School Children Laughed at the Seventh Day Adventist School. But, no one else ever said anything. It was all Hush Hush and Swept under the Rug type of Deal. But, I was actually quite OK . I was kind of intimidated to being questioned anyways. And who knows what worse things could have happened after that all happens.

Questions 2

I remember helping my Momfold Towels. She would always make cleaning seem like it was a Game. And who could get the Toys picked up the Fastest. So, cleaning seemed like a race. I'd eventually start to like to help fold Towels. And, as I'm folding Towels and putting them away. Everything that is Bottled up inside of me just comes pouring out. All the pain of being around a Angry Family. And feeling out of place. I'm just balling my eyes out. Putting away these Towels. And I stand there for a good 30 Minutes Crying and Crying. And I felt like I cried the entire world out of my eyes. But, I didn't because I only cried out my share of the World. And for that Moment it was my Lifes Story that Poured out of my Eyes.