Sunshine in a Twilight World E-Book

Iain Cambridge

• Herausgeber: BookRix
• Kategorie: Gesellschafts- und Liebesromane
• Sprache: Englisch

Veröffentlichungsjahr: 2018

Beschreibung

Margret has come to the end of working career and a life populated with false friends and empty relationships, and all that is left is the prospect of a life alone. The only perverse, and dark upside to this is that her remaining time will be short lived - For Margret Laine is dying.

When the plane journey home connects her to Alison, a strange but outgoing girl almost half her age, Margret learns to face her true self.

Someone she has little to do with for over thirty years.

This is the fifth and final volume of the Seductive Reasoning series.

Leseprobe

Iain Cambridge

Sunshine in a Twilight World

Seductive Reasoning Volume Five

To Deb and Matthew - My love is eternal. This story is a work of fiction and any similarities to persons living or dead are purely coincidental. BookRix GmbH & Co. KG81371 Munich

ACKNOWLEDGEMENT

To the lady in the black spotted dress who sat opposite me on the plane ride home from Australia -

Thank you for taking on the role of my muse.

To all those who have doubts - Take the leap of faith.

For it is my firm belief that the forgivness we seek from a higher being, or even from those around us must come from ourselves first.

Be this the first time, or you have been one of my readers since the beginning, 

my undying gratitude goes to all of you that have taken the time to read my work.

Iain Cambridge

ACT ONE

If she were honest with herself, Margret would have to admit that on some level she had noticed that the young woman sitting in the airport bar had shown her more than just a passing interest. It was not unusual to ‘people-watch’ when faced with the task of passing the time as you waited for your flight to be called. She had done it herself. Indeed, she had been doing that very thing, which is how she had noticed the girl in the first place. Of course, she had passed it off as the fixed-point stare of one who had lost herself in a world where boredom that would transport any of us to somewhere less tiresome. Times of great adventure and romance, or maybe just the silent list checking of things that needed to be done. Whatever the cause, these times would render you oblivious that your gaze had gained the uncomfortable attention from those of whom it had settled upon. Her eyes, though, lacked that glassy look. To the contrary, they were alive with purpose and drive and seemingly fixed on Margret, or so her paranoid imagination suggested. She ignored the girl and went back to her book, a trashy novel by an unknown author that she had intended to read on the plane home, but again, boredom and a delayed flight had dictated that she would start it sooner. She took a sip of her coffee, something that she drank far too much of and tutted as she noticed the crumbs from the Danish pastry she had eaten earlier were still evident on her lap. She brushed them away taking the opportunity to pull the hem of her dress down towards her exposed knee.  It was a black and white spotted affair that was far too short, too low cut and no longer age appropriate. She smiled to herself at the irony that it was she who no longer fitted the dress, both in its confines and the type of woman it was designed for. She hated the way it rode up every time she sat down revealing the darker shade of her stockings tops, and at the way it clung to a figure she was no longer proud of. But the ever-demanding world of advertising dictated that women of a ‘certain age’ would not be seen to march into their senior years without a fight. So, varying parts of her had been strapped in and pushed up over the years in an attempt to keep the evidence of middle-age from rearing its ugly head. Well, all that had finished now.

 This flight home marked the end of that world, for at the age of sixty, Margret had completed her time as a working professional and had this decision been made by way of a planned exit into a life more luxurious and worked towards, then all well and good. This then would have been a time of excitement and adventure – A new chapter in a book that was decidedly more interesting than the one she was now reading. Instead, this forced departure came by way of an obligatory visit to the company doctor in order that her medical insurance be brought up to date.

There was something behind her eyes.

Something dark.

Something big.

Something deadly.

Margret’s own fixed stare settled on the blank space between her and the book. A small tear of sadness trickled down her cheek as she relived the moment. The diagnosis. Her worst fear was revealed at the opening of the golden envelope, exposing her as being nothing more than a mere mortal.

Flawed.

Fragile.

Broken.

Becoming someone, made painfully obvious a short while after sharing this information with her employers as being - expendable.

Margret fell, for a short while down this rabbit hole of despair until the distorted, tinny sound announcing her flight, helped snap her back to reality and away from this frozen, terrible fixed point in her life. Margret shuddered the memory into smoke as she downed the last of her coffee and packed her book into her inflight bag, and as she did so she unconsciously looked up to where her watcher had been sitting, only to find that she was no longer there. Obviously, her plane had also been called and the brief moment of connection to another human being had become lost in the pages of life’s very own trashy novel.

*****

The plane was cramped. Packed as it was by businessmen and women such as herself, many of them attempting to make their way home after spending too much time away from their loved ones, whereas all that waited for Margret was an empty apartment. That was the choice she had made all those years ago when the prospect of being one of life’s power women seemed a lot more glamorous. 

It shouted to this fabricated world that you were Important.

Necessary.

Shallow.

She was younger then, and more desirable of course. It was the early eighties and she, like so many others had modeled herself on women that consisted mainly of shoulder pads and attitude, with no time for relationships and no interest in starting something that would be anything other than an affair. It was better to be the mistress than a wife locked in a marriage based on a lie, and what a trade it had been.

Career over family.

Client list over husband and children.

A deal done with the corporate Devil.