Toomas Nipernaadi E-Book

August Gailit

• Herausgeber: Dedalus
• Kategorie: Gesellschafts- und Liebesromane
• Sprache: Englisch

Veröffentlichungsjahr: 2018

Beschreibung

Toomas Nipernaadi is the eternal wanderer. Each spring he travels into the countryside, wandering from village to village. Wherever he turns up adventure and trouble ensue. He works as a rafter, impersonates a pastor, drains swampland and becomes the master of a farm. He is full of stories and tall tales and enchants the village girls he encounters who fall in love with his elusive will-of-the-wisp character before he is gone as suddenly as he arrived. There is both a fair-tale element and a darker side to Toomas Nipernaadi who is both the hero and the villain in his own story. First published in 1928 Toomas Nipernaadi remains one of the most popular books in Estonia. It has been widely translated and made into a successful film.

Leseprobe

The Author

August Gailit (1891–1960) was a writer of exuberant imagination, a late neo-romanticist, whose entire output focuses on the eternal opposition of beauty and ugliness.

His most influential work is Toomas Nipernaadi (1928). Toomas Nipernaadi has become both a classic figure and text in Estonia. A film adaptation entitled Nipernaadi and directed by Kaljo Kiisk was released in 1983.

August Gailit’s story ‘Maiden of the North’ is featured in The Dedalus Book of Estonian Literature.

The Translators

Eva Finch

Eva Finch studied English language and literature at Tallinn University. She has over twenty years’ experience as a translator from English to Estonian, her native language. She also organises cultural exchanges between Finland and Estonia at the Estonian Centre in Turku, Finland.

She is currently translating some of the stories for Baltic Belles: The Dedalus Book of Estonian Women’s Literature.

Jason Finch

Jason Finch is a native English speaker, an academic researching and teaching English literature of the modernist era in Britain at Åbo Akademi University in Finland. He has also published on modern Estonian literature and has collaborated with his wife Eva Finch on various translation projects.

He is currently translating some of the stories for Baltic Belles: The Dedalus Book of Estonian Women’s Literature.

‘A tailor came from Rasina,tra-la-la!’

Contents

Title

The Author

The Translators

Quote

The Raftsman

Toomas Nipernaadi

Pearl Diver

White Nights

A Day in Terikeste

Two Bluebirds of Happiness

The Queen of Sheba

Copyright

The Raftsman

When the morning beam of sunshine falls in through the slit of window, Loki jumps to her feet, pulls a shawl round her shoulders and runs outside. During the night, the Black River has got rid of its icy cover, broken out far beyond its banks and is charging along the valley as a broad flood. Large blocks of ice are twirling in its current like white punts – sinking, heaving and colliding, they explode in thousands of pieces. Ah-ha, the girl exclaims to herself: this is why she couldn’t sleep, why she had nightmares and strange dreams throughout the night – this is why! Loki presses two fists into her eye-sockets and rubs her sleepy eyes as if with grinding stones, lifting first one red, cold foot from the snow, then the other.

All of the ditches, paths and hollows are full of gurgling rivulets jumping and wiggling like little worms, which rush merrily down the slope, turning into one thing in this charge, expanding and grabbing rotten leaves, twigs and moss and carrying all this on its back to the huge current of the river, a festive ballroom. The snow is brittle and glittery, it collapses in wind and sunshine, it ices over and drops of water tear off the ice crystals as from a dripping beard. The forest is waking from its wintry swaying, the tops of the spruces are getting greener and greener, and the broad boughs of pines are full of glistening droplets of water and birds chirruping. Autumnal sprigs, icy and red, have remained hanging on the naked rowans. Slopes and hills are shedding snowdrifts; brown cranberries and the frozen stems of lingonberries are lifting their heads as if from under a white sheepskin. The air is bluish, full of water and sun.

Suddenly Loki flinches, lifts her nose like a hound and her red mouth opens as if to cry out – around the bird box fixed high on the pine, starlings are to be seen circling and whistling! This great, exciting news she cannot keep to herself for a moment: she dashes in and yells, ‘Father, Father: the starlings are out!’ Silver Kudisiim the forester, grey and wobbly, stands up in the corner of the room. He clears his throat, yawns, and then says slowly, ‘I guess there will be another big flood. Spring comes suddenly and the forests are full of snow!’

These forests, Loki thinks sullenly to herself: they are just endless. Everywhere, as far as the eye can see, the swinging tops of spruces, thickets of pines, bogs and marshes. Even wolves might not be able to prowl those immeasurable forests within a winter. The sombre, melancholy swaying reaches as far as the sea. During the drought of high summer, when the Black River dries out, becoming a tiny stream, like a meandering grass snake, the trees stand like candles, only dripping yellowish drops of resin. Dry moss scorches brown, grass withers, tired branches descend, even birds stop singing and sit napping on the boughs as if dead. In the evening, among the trees, a fairy shuffles, tired from wandering and exhausted by the heat or, at the onset of the night, a goblin, left behind, with gleaming eyes and fire as its tail, flies home. Rarely, very rarely, a hunter or traveller strays there, because there are no people, nor houses.

Only Habahannes’ farm stands on the slope. But the Habahanneses are snooty and proud; when they speak to Loki, it is always a word at a time from the corners of their mouths, as if throwing scraps to a dog from a laden table. The old master himself goes round sneaking and cursing. Where his foot has stepped, the grass does not want to grow nor even moss come out. He is miserly and ill-tempered. And when God sometimes punishes him with hail or dearth, Habahannes threatens the heavens, his fists like knives. The tuft of his beard sticks up like a plough, and his small eyes are full of anger and contempt. But his daughter Mall often goes to the town, and her eyes are black with living. She is cocky and proud, she doesn’t work or try hard at anything. But if a strange wanderer should arrive at the farm, she starts out of her stupor and the farm is all of a sudden full of kindness and merriment. Then, Habahannes tugs the stranger’s hand, and goes round fields and meadows showing the stranger his farm’s might and wealth. Then, like a kicking horse, he storms around proudly boasting, dragging the stranger behind him like a bunch of hay stuck on the shaft of a cart. When they eventually get home, Mall will open her chests, cupboards and drawers, singing like a bird. And when the stranger is leaving, old Habahannes shakes his hand for a long time. Mall also comes to the doorstep, looks sadly after the departing figure, and says pleadingly, ‘Come back soon!’

Who is coming to see poor Loki? She has nothing to show to the guest, and nothing to boast about. There is an old chest of drawers in the corner of their shack but its drawers are full of the nests of mice; nothing else can be found there. All her wealth is on her. It consists of old rags which are full of holes big and small, like a sieve. Therefore Loki is afraid of people; if someone does stray here, Loki runs and hides behind a tree, looking from there at the stranger with her frightened eyes, like a fairy would look at a hunter. Loki only has two fiery eyes and joy tickling her throat. When she whoops in the forest, birds shoot up like arrows and the valleys echo back happily. Loki is afraid of her prickling joy, especially in spring, when waters break out from their prison and the black river sets off towards the sea with a roar. Then raftsmen appear on the river with songs and shouts, and the forest is full of their jolly laughter. They come from distant villages and towns, and take the rafts down to the sea. On a sharp bend in the Black River, at Habahannes’ farm, they stop, make a bonfire on the riverbank and wait for those who are behind them. They don’t step into Loki’s cabin, they go into Habahannes’ farm, buy themselves bread and milk there, joking around there. In the evenings, the harmonica is to be heard, and then they dance, whooping and shrieking, but the only girl among them is Mall Habahannes, just her.

‘Are there no other girls here, then?’ the boys yell, wiping sweat from their red faces.

‘No there aren’t,’ Mall replies, and old Habahannes after her retorts, ‘no, no, you know what I mean?’

‘But that cottage over there, is it just empty?’ the boys ask doubtfully.

‘Only bears live there!’ Mall laughs, and old Habahannes for his part says ‘just bears, you know what I mean?’

The raftsmen being there made old Kudisiim uneasy and shy. He walked round after Loki constantly.

‘Don’t go to the raft lads,’ he says, warningly, ‘they are bad people, they won’t do you any good, they’ll take you on their rafts, have a bit of fun, and then throw you away like a burnt match. Where would you go after that? And who would you turn your sinful eyes to?’

Loki listens to her father’s exhortations and doesn’t go to the raft lads, because her father is old and frail, and with every new spring shrinks more and more, like a dead tree stump. Loki doesn’t go to them, but her eyes stay on their smiling faces and she watches their every action greedily and attentively. Oh, she would like one day to sit on a raft herself. To see the world and its people, and be equal to them! So far she has seen nothing and spoken to no one: birds and wild animals have been her only companions. She is fixed to this forest like a tree to its roots, although her thoughts make faraway journeys and go along strange paths.

But then the men push the rafts into the water again, put out the bonfires on the bank and ride away singing. Mall Habahannes stays behind alone, sadly watching them recede, as long as their figures are still visible and their voices can be heard. And Loki, hiding behind a tree, collapses onto the moss and weeps for a long, long time, and doesn’t even know why.

‘I guess the raftsmen are coming soon!’ Loki suddenly says, ‘when the starlings are out, then they can’t be far off either.’

Silver Kudisiim stirs where he lies and doesn’t answer. And indeed Loki has no time to wait for the answer, she’s got a lot of running around to do, to get things done. Every hour brings something new. The Black River is rising every moment, the earth is throwing off snow and ice like a chick freeing itself from the shell. The first snowdrops start blooming on the banks and Loki fills all of the windows, tables and even benches with them, so that old Kudisiim has nowhere to sit down. Whistling and hooting, the migrating birds return one after another: the honey buzzard, the red-clawed kestrel, the hobby, the short-eared owl, the roller. Even the black kite Loki sees circling above the cottage. The forest is filled with birds whistling, chirping and hooting, a passionate call. The first butterfly flew against the windowpane and beat with powerless wings for a long time. The nights are warm and breezy, wetlands steaming and gurgling, waking up from their winter sleep. The forests, meadows and fields are full of waters, running and still. Young grass is sprouting, and trees become covered in leaves.

Loki listens, but songs are not yet to be heard from the river. The raft boys are late this year, Loki thinks. Mall has beautified herself and impatiently walks to and fro on the river bank or takes the boat and rows against the current towards the expected rafts. But by the evening she is back, alone. Somewhere far, far away the chopping of an axe can be heard, a low thudding.

Days go by, a week passes, and only then do the yells of raftsmen sound from the river. But the first rafts go past and don’t stop. On them are old men with beards, hats deep over their eyes, smoking pipes in their mouths. Women too squat on them, helping the men to keep the rafts with the current on the bends. In the afternoon, a second group appears, but these don’t stop either.

Habahannes is standing on the bank and calls out, ‘Be strong!’

‘We will, we will,’ they answer.

‘Will there be no stop this year?’ he asks.

‘We just don’t know,’ the raftsmen reply, and swiftly they ride past.

‘Is there no time? Are you in such a hurry?’ Habahannes calls after them, but the raftsmen don’t hear him any more, gliding fast along the current.

‘Arrogant, aren’t they?’ says Mall, sadly.

‘Arrogant, yes. You know what I mean?’ Habahannes mutters, then walks home swearing. Mall walks after him, eyes full of anger and shame.

At night, and the following morning, a few more rafts go by.

‘Keep the right, push the left! Get the tail in the current!’ Different voices are heard, but only for a moment – now they are disappearing fast down the stream. This spring they are not singing, not playing, just hurrying past like riders. They are stern and business-like, and don’t even seem to care about Habahannes’ farm. Listening to their calling, Loki doesn’t recognise a single voice. They are all strange and unknown, and have never rafted past here before.

‘Father,’ Loki yells, ‘they’re in such a hurry.’

‘They are, Loki, they are,’ answers Kudisiim, smiling, unable to hide his joy and satisfaction from his daughter.

‘Why are they hurrying?’ Loki asks.

‘Who knows?’ Kudisiim answers, ‘perhaps they’re just in that sort of mood: who knows their business and their doings?’

In the afternoon another raft goes past, and no more come after that. The last one glided past quickly too, as if trying to catch up with the others.

In the meanders of the river, bird cherries come out, bitterns and bullfinches appear, the crowns of trees are motley-coloured with blossoms like rugs. With evening approaching, mosquitoes are whining, and the grass and moss are full of thousands of insects and worms. But Loki walks round sullenly. She is sad and silent. So fast this spring goes by, she thinks, so incredibly fast! They came, called out and went. You couldn’t even hear their laughter, didn’t see their eyes – the current carried them past like a whirlpool. Now there’s no one to wait for: the summer, too, will go like a moment and winds and icy coverings will be back again. And even life goes past without anything starting, anything going on – only the swaying of forests goes on. And suddenly, Loki is unspeakably sorry for herself, herself and her father who have been enchanted and put to live in this wooded maze.

But then, a few days later, one more raft appears.

There is only one man on it, and Loki notices from afar that he is clumsy and can’t keep the raft midcurrent. Drifting from one bank to the other, often getting stuck in the reeds, the man stops, waits, and doesn’t even seem to care about the speed of his raft. He lets the current take him without moving his hands. The ends of his logs often dip in the water, the raft spins in the water like a top, but the man is lying on the raft as if on a runaway horse. At Habahannes’ farm, where the Black River makes a sharp turn, the current throws the raft onto the bank, but the man remains seated calmly.

Loki watches him for a long while, and can’t hide her wonderment.

Is he ill? Does he have no strength to control the raft? Or is something else wrong with him?

And Loki runs to her father.

‘Come, come!’ she calls out in an agitated voice, ‘A raft boy’s had an accident. The current threw him onto the bank and he can’t go on without help!’

Old Kudisiim clears his throat and looks at his daughter sceptically, but Loki clings to him like a burr and drags him along.

When the two of them get to the raftsman, he is sitting on the riverbank whistling and merrily playing his zither.

‘Have you had some sort of accident?’ old Silver Kudisiim stutters, ‘Perhaps you want to travel onwards but can’t push the raft back into the water on your own?’

‘No,’ the stranger responds with a smile, ‘the Lord has many days, and I’ve got even more time than that.’

The sun sets behind the reddened forests. The jagged hems of clouds are glowing in flames. The stranger has turned his face towards the glow to the north-west.

He takes off his hat and says, ‘I apologise. I am a raftsman. My name is Toomas Nipernaadi. Perhaps I will cause you a lot of trouble if I stop here, but I really do not feel like pushing on by night.’

‘Strange man, quite a strange man,’ old Kudisiim mumbled, walking home.

Garganeys started to circle around in the loops of the river. Plaintive calls of red-necked phalaropes could be heard from the marsh. Evening approached, stars lit up in the dim sky. Winds stopped, panting. Bushes drooped; the roar of waters and the passionate whistle of birds were audible. Soaked with voluptuous juices, the earth forced trees, bushes and flowers upwards which in their impatient anticipation of flowering filled the air with aromatic poison. Crickets were sawing, beetles were humming, forests and fields were full of the chirping of siskins.

Toomas Nipernaadi was lying on the raft watching the sky and listening to nocturnal sounds. The black caravans of clouds raced over the forests from the south-west. But as they ascended in the sky they fell apart and vanished like smoke. The Plough shone overhead. The Milky Way beamed and glittered. The lad lay motionless, rapaciously grasping every sound, as if living intensely alongside every chirruper and whistler. At midnight, when the birds’ chirping got quieter, he picked up his zither and played. He had a large repertoire of old, long-forgotten songs about May Roses, Hirlandas, Rosamundas struggling in prison towers, and unfortunate Genovevas growing weak with love. At particularly sad moments in the songs he hummed the tune instead of singing the words, was moved, and tears glittered in his big eyes.

Only towards the morning, when the arc of the sky got lighter, did he stop playing, and closed his eyes for a moment, but his sleep was short and restless, and the next moment he was on his feet. He ran to the forest, stopped at every tree, examined every flower, took every insect on his palm, and observed its scrabbling, laughing. Tired of that, he sat in the moss under the tree and listened, gaping, eyes glazed over feverishly. Only when the sun was a good way above the horizon did he come back to the raft. He took the trammel net from Habahannes’ fence, and plunged it into the crook of the river. Having caught a couple of pike, he walked to Kudisiim’s shack.

He carefully pulled the door open, and seeing Loki and Kudisiim still asleep, started pottering around quietly in front of the stove. Then he put the food on the table and called out,

‘Breakfast’s ready, folks! Can’t idle the day away!’

Loki jumped up as if bitten by an adder. Kudisiim, startled, opened his eyes and stared, speechless, at the stranger.

‘You live in poverty,’ Nipernaadi said, looking around.

‘Poverty, yes,’ Kudisiim said, getting his voice back. ‘You’d have been better off going to Habahannes’ place. He’s rich, and the raftsmen always go to his place.’

‘Where did Habahannes get his riches from, then?’ Nipernaadi asked, merrily.

‘He wasn’t always rich either,’ Kudisiim explained. ‘He’s also seen enough hunger and misery. He’s taken a few beatings in his life, until his teeth jumped out of his mouth. In his youth he was a well-known thief, after all. Every brawler was after him. Then the man escaped from them into the forest and started ploughing the land here. That work didn’t feed him either. The crops didn’t grow and hardship grinned in his face from every corner. But then the man is said to have bought himself a grabber from the market in Riga for twenty roubles and instantly his fields started growing and his stocks grew like snowbanks in a blizzard. Now he can’t complain any more. He’s got haughty and stingy, sits on top of his butter dishes and takes them to town.’

‘Have you seen his grabber?’ Nipernaadi asks.

‘Who would show their grabber to someone else?’ Kudisiim says, bitterly.

‘I have!’ Loki suddenly calls out enthusiastically. ‘Once, on a thundery night, it flew into Habahannes’ chimney like a jet of fire. Mall did say of course that lightning had struck, but I know those stories of Mall’s.’

‘Why haven’t you got yourselves a grabber? Or is that a sin?’ Nipernaadi asks.

‘What sin is that? An animal is an animal,’ Kudisiim says. ‘But I haven’t had any luck with buying the grabber. Once, I was setting off for Riga too, but fool that I am, I stepped into the inn at Lagriküla on the way. It was full of all sorts of scum, among others my acquaintance Tokkroos the tailor. So I downed a few drinks with him, talked about this and that, and then Tokkroos asked, where are you travelling to, Silver? I tell him that I have a long journey ahead of me which takes several days, that this poor man’s life has become disgusting for me, and I whisper in the tailor’s ear that I am going to buy the grabber. “Grabbers are expensive in Riga,” Tokkroos says in reply to that, “and they aren’t worth much: made from rotten brooms and charred alder. Why travel so far, when they make pretty good grabbers here as well?” It was as if somebody had poked me with a metal spike. I won’t let go of the tailor’s sleeve. I cling to him like a burr and go on at him, “Tokkroos, Tokkroos, make a grabber for me, make a grabber for me! Here is twenty-five roubles. Take it all, only make a proper grabber!” “I don’t want your money, fool,” the tailor said, “but if you plead like that and can’t find another way, then come back to me in a couple of weeks or so to get your grabber.” I was so delighted that I forced the tailor to accept three roubles, as a deposit or something, which we also spent on drink the same night.

‘Two weeks later, I was at the tailor’s place. Tokkroos had forgotten the whole grabber thing, and asked, “What brings you here, Silver?” “How’s that?” I said, “I came for my animal!” But Tokkroos started to moan terribly, that his head was aching, that the weather wasn’t at all advantageous for making a grabber, that the necessary materials were short at the moment. But when I didn’t give in, he got annoyed, and said OK, alright, you must get your grabber, but you must keep three things clearly in mind. On your way home, you must on no condition look back, you mustn’t name the Devil, and you mustn’t break wind. If you don’t meet those conditions, an accident may happen. Only when you get home can you take the grabber off the cart and look at it. But now sit in the cart and wait.

‘I then sat in the cart and waited. Soon, the tailor came, keeping something under his apron, and put it on the back of the cart. “Go now,” he said by way of farewell, “but remember what I told you!”

‘I then travelled towards home, all happy and jolly. I make all sorts of plans about how I would now live, and what jobs I would give to the grabber. But when I’ve gone for five versts or so I smell burning. I wonder what that can be, is the grabber giving off smoke, or has something happened? As I mustn’t look back, I push on. But I’ve barely gone another verst when I feel that my back is all on fire. I jump off the cart and see: the back of the cart is all in flames, the hay has burned, the bag is full of fire, and the coat on my back is burned too. I try to save what can be saved, at the same time swearing horribly and cursing the tailor. Just you wait, you rascal, putting smouldering coals in my cart! I won’t allow God-fearing folk to be mocked like this, even if I’m eaten by a thousand grabbers and the old Devil himself.

‘A few days later, when I again had business in Lagriküla, I go to Tokkroos. Seeing me from a long way off, he runs towards me and asks brightly, “Well, Silver, are you happy with the grabber?”

‘“Listen, you cutthroat,” I call back, “what kind of bloody joke was that?”

‘“How so?” Tokkroos asks, astonished.

‘“Like this:” I answer, “that you put burning coals into my cart, that you have fooled me like some farm beast, some stupid animal, or something like this.”

‘“No,” the tailor cries, convincingly, “I didn’t do that, no way! Or do you, Silver, think that I would trick you, a good and honest person, in such a manner? You should be ashamed of yourself, to suspect a friend of shenanigans like that. The error must have been elsewhere. Tell me, didn’t you utter the name of the Devil at all?” “No,” I replied with certainty. “But perhaps you looked over your shoulder?” “No,” I say, “I only looked when the cart was completely in flames.” “But did you not let off a bad smell either?” Tokkroos enquired. “No, not that either, I guess, if it happened, then very, very little,” I respond. “Well there it is, there it is!” the tailor started yelling, and twirled around me like a top. “You complete idiot, you total pain in the neck, what have you done?” he shouted, getting more and more angry. “You have brought shame on me, ruined your own luck and I don’t want anything more to do with you. May you be eaten by wolves and swallowed by the old ghost. Good day!” and the tailor shut the door in my face.

‘Later I often wondered,’ Kudisiim ended his story, ‘whether Tokkroos was a fair and honest person or just a trickster, a rascal.’

Evidently the grabber incident is still a grievance of the old forester’s. He takes the gun from the wall, and hurriedly staggers out.

‘I’ll see. Perhaps I’ll bag a bird,’ he says morosely.

‘There are people who don’t believe in grabbers,’ Loki suddenly says. ‘They don’t even believe that fairies exist. They say it’s a load of nonsense. Aren’t they funny?’

And suddenly the blood bursts into her cheeks, she becomes uneasy, is shy and hides her eyes.

‘People are stupid, Loki!’ Nipernaadi said encouragingly, ‘they believe in nothing, and they know nothing. What they can touch is all they will take, and what they can eat is all they will believe in. Power of Christ, haven’t I wrestled enough with grabbers or dealt with fairies! But go and tell some imbecile about that – he cracks up laughing or thinks you’re mad.’

He got caught up in this, and continued.

‘Indeed, Loki, when I look at you like this, I reach the increasingly firm decision that I have to give you a grabber. I’ve got a full dozen of them at home, whistling and squelching like parrots in the cage. Let us say: one male and one female, so that they could breed in the future, and there’d be so many, it would be like a swarm of locusts. Just imagine, Loki, five hundred, no! a thousand grabbers, circling in the air, every one of them carrying something good for you in its beak. How they plough, sow and harvest the crops, how they dig out gold and dry up wetlands, herd cattle, and hunt bear, build houses and look after children. All places are full of their fire, and the air reeks of tar and smoke. But little Loki is in their midst like a Queen who commands a thousand obedient slaves.’

‘Grabbers do not breed. Grabbers are made,’ Loki shyly put in.

‘Really?’ Nipernaadi asked, wonderingly, ‘how have I not noticed that? And I thought that once I get back home, instead of a dozen I’ll have a whole hundred of these animals. How funny. Well, alright, I think that two will suffice for Loki to begin with, there isn’t that much work here after all. First of all, a heifer has to be got hold of, one piglet, and then the shack has to be mended.’

He took the girl’s hand and said, ‘you poor thing, how have you lived here all your days? In winter when the winds are howling across the forests, your cottage could collapse with the first blast. Aren’t you bored here, when icy bridges are cast over the forests and marshes and only wolves and hungry crows are stumbling through the snow? And you haven’t got friends, or anyone around you – just your father, and he no longer understands the mischief and passions of youth. You grow like a tree in the middle of a field: no one to reach your boughs out to. You have soft hands and a warm heart, but you keep the softness of your hands to yourself and the warmth of your heart you have no one to show. Oh Loki, perhaps I myself should move here, to be your friend and companion.

‘Perhaps you should travel with me and I would show you the world that no one has seen yet. It is true that the world is bad, and repulsive, and lives on passion, sin and falsehood. But my thinking is, why should I show this to Loki? I would like you to remain a stranger to life, to live on the dreams that emerged in these forests and for no tooth ever to bite you and give you pain.’

‘Alright,’ he suddenly said, ‘why talk about this?’ He tried to be stern and cold but found no words any more. Loki never raised her eyes. She was glowing and trembling. No one had ever spoken to her this way, so far.

Silver Kudisiim came back, took the gun off his shoulder and started complaining: ‘can’t see, can’t see any more, eyes aren’t working. How do you get a bird like this?’

‘Hold on,’ Nipernaadi said, smiling, ‘with your permission, I will go now.’

But when he took the gun and went out, Loki came after him, clinging to him like a pendant on a watch chain.

Nipernaadi did not leave, not that day nor the next one. All of a sudden he had other chores and duties which took all of his time. From morning until late in the evening he was engaged with mending Kudisiim’s cottage. He patched the roof, replaced rafters and beams; he even repaired the stove. Old Kudisiim watched and wondered, but didn’t dare to say a thing.

‘This can’t bode well,’ he kept saying to himself. ‘It can’t bode well at all.’ He took Loki aside, shook his head in a concerned fashion, and asked her what intentions that raftsman could have. Loki only laughed and shrugged her shoulders.

But in the evening Nipernaadi took his zither, ran to the river, played, sang and talked to Loki.

‘Do you know, Loki,’ he said, ‘that if a lovely girl has a decent cottage, then it can’t be that she stays there on her own for very long. Things will surely sort themselves out. If no one else wants to come here, then shall I scoot across rivers and seas in my raft and everybody I meet on my way shall I tell about little Loki who lives amidst forests like a spellbound princess, and this shall I tell them. That Loki’s eyes are black like moist earth, her cheeks are rosy like the dawn, her hair over her shoulders is like windswept forests. And I shall tell them that Loki’s shoulders are like white sails, her mouth is like a rose garden surrounded by a high wall – only the sun and wind have peeped in there. And I shall tell them that happiness is like vanishing clouds, like a flower which comes out then rapidly withers – they should hurry, or else they’ll be late, just like I was late!’

His eyes lit up and his voice was trembling. He cast his zither aside, grabbed the girl’s hand and continued feverishly.

‘Forgive me, Loki, for stopping my raft beside your cottage. But you can hear yourself how the golden orioles are jabbering, the bullfinches are whistling and the nightingales have completely lost their minds. You can see yourself, every tree, every bush, every flower, even every straw is full of lust blossoms – and I saw you. Lord above! You can lose your mind when you hear the grouse chattering in the forest in spring and the fresh soil is steaming with the voluptuousness of birth. It is as if you can feel the beating heart of the earth.

‘Very well,’ he suddenly said, ‘I don’t have to tell you all this!’

‘Take me with you!’ Loki blurted out.

Nipernaadi jumped up as if stung.

‘Loki, you would want to come with me?’ He exclaimed, aghast. ‘You would want to come even if my story about the grabbers was just made up. This is so, this is indeed so, dear Loki. There’s no dozen grabbers at my home. I don’t know myself why I told you that, but I certainly did a very stupid thing. I’ve only got a parrot and one grabber, but this one is already so old and so grey that I often cannot tell any more if it really still is a grabber or just an old broom. Ah, God, forgive me, Loki – now I’m lying again, I haven’t even got a parrot, I haven’t even got that grey grabber. I’ve only got a broom, a mere broom. And I’ve got nothing else, nothing whatsoever, and I often feel ashamed that I haven’t even got a single thing to hand to a beggar. He is singing and reaching out his hand, but you cannot pay for his song, and then you hurry past him as if diseased – then it feels like ants are running up and down your back! Sometimes I even sew up my pockets because I have nothing to put in them.’

‘Take me with you!’ Loki repeated, pleadingly.

‘And you really would still want to come?’ The lad asked, sceptically.

He sat back next to the girl, smiled and stroked her head: His fingers were trembling.

‘I know,’ Loki said, ‘that I should stay here, because if I leave my father will fall into his grave. But I fear that if you go I will never see you again. In my whole life I have only seen raftsmen go past, and none of them has come back the following year. Only ashes and charred logs remain on the river bank.

‘You know what, Loki?’ Nipernaadi burst out merrily, ‘actually I’m not a raftsman. And the thing about this poverty is also kind of questionable. True, to be very frank, I don’t have ten waistcoats and there are no millions in each waistcoat pocket, but I do have this and that. Hmm, those things aren’t that bad after all: if one really looks properly, stuff can be found. Look, Loki, this is what I think. We should look after your father a bit. He is so old and frail, and doesn’t have many days left. And we could very well arrange things like so: that I will take my raft to the sea, get my wages from the Jew and come back here.’

Night fell. A cuckoo was relentlessly calling out somewhere. Bats were circling above the water. Kudisiim’s restless coughing could be heard from the cottage.

‘You know, Loki,’ Nipernaadi called out, ‘I’ll push my raft in and give you a ride. You don’t even know what it’s like being pulled along by a fast current. It’s a sublime and terrifying feeling. The waters are gurgling and frothing around you, the sky full of stars above is glowing and glittering, and beneath it you are charging along as if on a magic carpet, along the endless space of air. And I’m holding you so tight that it’s even hard for you to breathe. No – you’re afraid of a night ride, are you? The raft can be pulled back later on a rope, against the current. Or perhaps you want me to take you in my arms and carry you for a few kilometres. Look: I’ve got powerful muscles. You will be like a feather in my arms. Or even better, I’ll make you a whistle from willow bark, and you will play it. And I will accompany you on my zither, shall I? It’s not as bad as you perhaps think.’

He turned sad and said with a sigh, ‘Now I know: you don’t believe me, you think I’m a cheat and will never come back. You think I’m unscrupulous and that I keep lying, and then you feel no desire for the pipe or the playing.’

He even wanted to stand up and leave.

Loki threw her arms around his neck and cried out, ‘I do believe you, I do!’

She kissed the boy, jumped up and dashed off towards the cottage.

‘Loki, Loki!’ the boy called out after her.

Now all of a sudden he started acting like a lunatic. He ran here and there repeating the girl’s name.

‘Loki,’ he said to himself, as if he were stroking the words, ‘little Loki, I will come back, and not deceive you. You are so small that even an insect looks like a giant mountain beside you. I don’t even dare to take you in my arms. You are like a speck of dust which can slip through one’s fingers.’

Talking to himself like this, he wandered for long in the forests, full of tenderness and rapture. He was seeking even more similes for Loki, and felt happy when he found them. It was late when he finally returned and lay down to sleep in the loft of the cottage. Even in sleep, his lips were moving as if he were still muttering endearments.

The next day when Nipernaadi woke in the morning Habahannes was standing in front of the cottage. He was gripping his pipe between his teeth and didn’t even take it out when he spoke.

‘Silver, you old git! A raftsman is visiting, eh?’ he called out across the threshold. ‘I wouldn’t have believed it. I told everyone that no sensible raftsman would squeeze through the door of Silver’s cottage – perhaps some hunchback or the like. But Mall won’t leave me alone. She tells me he’s been here for several days now and is said to be quite sound, but I didn’t believe it. I came to see it with my own eyes.’

And when no answer was heard from the cottage he asked impatiently, ‘well, is that right? Is it?’

‘It is, it is,’ Nipernaadi replied, climbing down from the loft.

‘So you are that raftsman, then!’ Habahannes said wonderingly. ‘So far the custom has been that raftsmen stay at my place, where one can get something to eat and drink and it’s quite jolly into the bargain. Well, raftsman, take your hat and let’s go: no point hanging around.’

Nipernaadi sat on the lawn and laughed.

‘So you’re not coming?’ Habahannes asked, annoyed. ‘Should I send the dogs to get you? Don’t you want to see my fields? Don’t you want to say hello to my daughter? You’re asking for a damn good hiding, are you? Or has this old git put a spell on you, so you are stuck to his hut like a dog on a chain? And you don’t even want to look at my wealth and property?’

Nipernaadi stood up from the grass, stepped over to Habahannes and said regretfully, ‘how poor, how indescribably poor you are, Habahannes. I’ve wandered around in the world quite a bit, and I’ve never seen such a cripple of a master. A bird flies and is not yours, an insect scurries along and doesn’t belong to you. Your fields are like marshes where only moss grows and water gurgles. Your house is like a beehive where only a tiny insect will fit. And your pockets are empty: wind blows through them. Otherwise, of course, you wouldn’t have left Kudisiim without any help: you would have given him a heifer, at least. But you yourself are poor and pitiful and you haven’t even got a spare coat to give to your neighbour.’

‘So you’re telling me to throw my belongings away,’ Habahannes yelled angrily. ‘I should give my beasts to this old git!’

‘But you haven’t got anything yourself!’ Nipernaadi impatiently cut in. ‘I guess I have to ask the pastor to collect a few marks for you in the church, otherwise you will starve to death. The skin of your stomach will dry and stick to your spine. Then neither oil nor petrol will get it off. Some riches he’s got! Better come and visit me for a while. I’ll show you my riches. You’ll get blind like an ox. Deaf like a tree. I’ve got a thousand ships sailing the seas, full of gold, grain and silk. A thousand trains are charging across the land and the freight is worth more than two kingdoms put together. Hundreds of thousands of workers, like ants, are mining gold and silver for me in the depths of the earth. And every one of them is hunched under sacks of gold. Come and look at my fields, they begin where the sun rises and end where it sets in the evening, and the whole landscape is full of glittering wheat. Come look at my factories, where the chimneys stand closer together than the ears of rye in your field. And underneath every chimney, working for me and me alone, are ten thousand workers! Perhaps you want to see my forests, where I’ve got more elk, deer and wild boar than there are rats in your granaries.

‘Ah-ha, you are laughing. You are bursting with envy. You are thinking, what is this raftsman boasting about? Well listen: I’m not a raftsman. I’ve got my own reasons for gliding along rivers on a raft. I explore places and observe people; where I find a thief or a hooligan I’ll get them behind bars. And I don’t think anything good of you either, Habahannes: nothing at all. In your youth didn’t you also ride around on other people’s horses and sneak round in their storehouses?’

Habahannes’ pipe fell out of his mouth, but he didn’t pick it up.

‘Crazy, crazy!’ he croaked, in a blind rage. ‘This raftsman is crazy.’

‘He’s not crazy at all,’ Nipernaadi smirked. ‘I know well enough what Habahannes’ sins are. Do you think that I’m wasting my time, just talking gibberish? I’ve got my own friends amongst gentlemen in high positions, and with their help we will get Habahannes too.’

‘Crazy, crazy!’ Habahannes yelled, and dashed back home.

‘Slaves here, dogs here, the raftsman must be beaten to a pulp,’ Habahannes shouted when he reached the yard. ‘He’s calling me a thief, threatening me with prison! So I’m poorer than a beggar! And his riches are bigger than two kingdoms put together. So this little shit says!’

He could not contain his rage. But when Mall gave him a cold, commanding look he suddenly went quiet, shrunk and started to give his daughter a detailed account of his visit and its outcome.

‘This is a good boy!’ Mall exclaimed with enthusiasm.

‘A good boy, oh yes,’ Habahannes said sneeringly. ‘Very good at calling people names and boasting. Makes your skin crawl.’

‘But perhaps he really is rich,’ Mall wondered. ‘Why else would he talk like that?’

‘So is he or isn’t he?’ Habahannes mused. ‘Who knows with those people these days? He himself looks like a cowherd but with pockets full of money instead of dirt. Or else he wouldn’t despise my property so and sit over there at that old git’s place. He must have something. Either some house in the city, or a corner shop or a little haberdasher’s. Perhaps these were his logs that were rafted past here in the spring. The boys went ahead, the master on the last raft following them? I reckon so. This is why the raftsmen didn’t dare to stop here this spring. They rushed past like a breeze.

And Habahannes felt incredibly sorry that he had been so arrogant and superior with the raftsman. He knows full well that Mall won’t leave it like this. That she won’t let it lie. He will have to make up with the raftsman. And he must persuade him to come here, so Mall could see him, could sit together with him and leave Habahannes alone. Therefore he won’t linger for another moment. He takes his hat and sets off.

‘I guess I’ll go talk to him once more,’ Habahannes said accommodatingly. ‘Perhaps this time he will come after all.’

‘Ask him nicely. Flatter him,’ Mall calls after him.

Now he takes off his hat well in advance, smiles, greets the raftsman again, then looks for his pipe on the lawn and says in a friendly manner that the raftsman shouldn’t get that angry, there is no reason at all.

‘It is a custom around here,’ he explains, ‘when you meet an unfamiliar person, to abuse him as much as you can and then see what happens next. That’s no reason to bear a grudge or think badly of someone.’

Then they talk about this and that, and when Habahannes eventually comes up with his urgent request for a visit, Nipernaadi doesn’t object much. In quite a friendly manner, they walk side by side to Habahannes’ farm, where Mall is already waiting for them in front of open chests and wardrobes.

But when Nipernaadi comes home in the evening he is carrying a hefty parcel and dragging a heifer along on a rope. He takes the animal to the barn but opens up the parcel on the lawn.

‘Loki, Loki,’ he calls out merrily. ‘Come here right away. Come and look at what Habahannes’ grabber has brought for us: three new skirts for you and a nice heifer for Father. That’s a good grabber, damn it to hell! I’m looking and wondering who is crashing along here with such force that the earth is shaking and dust swirling upwards, big red eyes in its head like wheels. And what do you think? – A grabber!’

Loki runs now to the heifer, now to the skirts; her eyes are sparkling and her cheeks are glowing with happiness and surprise.

‘Really, truly a grabber?’ she asks suspiciously. ‘Really and truly a grabber, and no tricks whatsoever?’

They hop around merrily like children. Only old Kudisiim shakes his head, looks at the heifer dubiously, and mutters to himself, ‘that doesn’t bode well. That really doesn’t bode well.’

In the morning Nipernaadi pushes his raft into the water, ties it to a tree, and tells Loki that this evening he will finally have to leave.

‘Enough time has been spent,’ he says, smiling, ‘God himself knows what my master the Jew would think of all this. Other boys have been there with their rafts for ages, but I am wasting time and making no appearance there. What if they send the police after me? Who can tell?’

When Loki gets sad, he strokes her head and says soothingly,

‘Don’t be sad, Loki. I’ll be here again soon. You don’t have much to worry about. You are wealthy now. The cottage is fixed, the heifer is in the barn, and there are even some new clothes in the cupboard – you can be happy and wait patiently for your Nipernaadi. Oh, if only this dad of yours wasn’t so old, we’d leave together today, for sure!’

Before the journey, he had to run around and do lots of things.

He has to go to the forest, wander along the bends of the river, he wants to see everything before he goes. He even goes to Habahannes’ place, to say goodbye to the farm people. Mall comes to see him off, steps into Loki’s cottage, and when the girls are alone together Mall says, chidingly,

‘How silly you are, Loki. I feel sorry for you. You are in love with the boy and don’t even see that he’s just playing with you. No, no, don’t answer. Don’t I know the raftsmen’s tales and flattery? Can’t I guess your intentions when it comes to him? Look – you think that in the evening when Kudisiim is asleep and Nipernaadi is setting off, you will run to the raft, throw yourself at the boy and go with him. This is what you are planning to do.’

‘No, no!’ Loki cries through her tears.

‘Don’t you lie,’ Mall says, angrily. ‘Why else would a raftsman set off at nightfall? Or do you think that I don’t know those things? There’ve been times I’ve fallen for their blandishments. But all these stories have ended like this: after a few days on the Black River, you are taken to the riverbank and told you’ll be picked up later. And you will wait a day, and another, but no one will come, no one was meant to come in the first place. Then you are like leaves trampled into mud, even the wind won’t pull you up into the air. But where would a raftsman take a woman? He has no home nor place to take his sweetheart to.’

Loki is crying and Mall continues.

‘Nipernaadi is no better,’ she says confidently, ‘he too is just a raftsmen passing by for a day or two or three, then to vanish for good. Sure he promises to come back, but why wouldn’t he promise? This way, he gets going more easily without trouble and tears. Therefore be sensible, Loki. Don’t hope or plan, you will only damage yourself, nothing else! And think about your father, he wouldn’t be strong enough to carry your shame!’

And Mall goes away, slamming the door after herself angrily.

Nipernaadi steps in and is startled. Loki is crying.

‘Loki!’ he exclaims, ‘what have they done to you? Probably called me a cheat, taken the last spark of hope from Loki? And indeed you believe me no longer, whatever I tell you, whatever I promise?’

He wipes the girl’s eyes, sits beside her and cries out,

‘No! Now this thing’s been decided: you will travel with me! It can’t be otherwise: not a day, not an hour, do I want to spend without you. And even if we didn’t have any property, then look at these hands, Loki. With them, we will struggle through life. Ah, how I want to work and see that my little Loki is well, and the smile never leaves her face for a moment. How could I even imagine that little Loki would stay here amid forests – waiting, waiting, with eyes dripping like a wound chopped into a birch tree. It would be lunacy, a crime, and God knows what else!’

He grew tender, and whispered as if in a fever. He lifted the girl onto his lap, stroked and hugged her.

‘Quick! Get your stuff together,’ he said, ‘don’t waste any more time, and when midnight falls, you will come to the raft. In a few days’ time we can send your father a letter, and ask him not to be very angry, because we are happy and will soon come back. That we just needed a parson, so we had to make this little trip. And when he gets a letter like that from us, he’ll laugh too, and hop around like mad. Look at the youngsters, look at the youngsters, really. Such a hurry, such an urge they had! You will come with me, won’t you?’

Loki raises her red-rimmed eyes and tries to smile.

‘No, you are not answering yet. You’re still being evasive. You still don’t want to believe the raftsman!’ Nipernaadi cried, elated. ‘Your eyes already want to laugh, but your crooked lips don’t want to give in. Do you really think that Nipernaadi can deceive you?’

He jumped up, darted round the room then ran over to the girl again.

‘Why do you not believe me?’ he cried bitterly. ‘How can I get rid of your suspicion. Mall has told you stuff, out of jealousy, and now little Loki can’t be consoled.

‘Wait,’ he suddenly remembered, suddenly shuffling in his pockets. ‘There, take this knife. Let this prove to you that Nipernaadi never lies. And here’s a little mirror. Look what nice leather it’s been put in. Take this corkscrew too and my notebook. It’s full of the nicest poems. I gathered them in my youth from all kinds of books and they have just been so dear to me. Oh God, I have nothing left to give to Loki to prove I love her and care for her.’

He rummaged around in his pocket. He seemed agitated and sad. But then something occurred to him and a happy smile appeared on his face.

‘Ah ha!’ he exclaimed gleefully. ‘I’m not that poor after all! Now I’ve found the thing which I will give to Loki as a token of my faithfulness! Take my zither, Loki. Take my beautiful zither! And even if the troops of hell should get in my way I will come back for the zither. What is Nipernaadi without his zither? Like a tree without a soul! Come, Loki, I have already taken the zither to the raft. Let’s bring it here and give it to Loki so that she won’t suspect me any longer!’

Now the girl really was smiling. ‘No need, I believe you without the zither,’ she said.

‘Believe me without the zither?’ Nipernaadi said incredulously.

He looked at the girl quizzically.

‘It is possible? You even believe me without the zither? And you’ll come with me?’

‘Yes. I will!’ Loki says.

And Nipernaadi needed no more. He is cheerful again and runs impatiently here and there, bidding farewell to every tree, every bird’s nest. It’s getting to be twilight. Wispy clouds are being blown across the sky. But then he suddenly remembers that the heifer in the barn has no hay. He starts, quickly climbs up to the hayloft and begins pushing scraps of hay down.

‘It’s time you went to the raft!’ He calls out, busy with the hay, to Loki.

‘Yes, yes,’ says Loki, but she’s not happy, she’s not cheering – she’s walking as if in sleep, eyes fixed on the ground. Only occasionally does she lift them, then tears like beads drop from them.

When Nipernaadi is done with his last job, he quietly opens the door and looks over the threshold into the cottage. Silver Kudisiim is already asleep, grey beard like a bush in front of his eyes. But Loki’s bed is empty.

Surely she’s gone to the raft, Nipernaadi thinks, and half running, hurries to the river.

‘Loki, you did come after all!’ he happily exclaims, seeing the girl sitting on the raft. She has wrapped herself in a shawl and placed her bundles in front of her. Nipernaadi feels around in the dark, releases the raft and pushes it into the middle of the current.

A few stars are gleaming in the black sky. Trees and bushes rush past quickly. Here and there a startled bird rises from the meadows and disappears into the forest, hooting spookily. Nipernaadi is standing on the raft steering and directing it like a ship. On bends, he runs now to the front, now to the back, and gives the raft the right direction with the pike pole.

Then he sits down next to the girl and takes her hands.

‘Why are you so sad and silent?’ he asks, concerned. ‘Your hands are so cold and bony today – I don’t know them any more. Look, look: a star fell, a long fire tail stayed in the black sky like a dragon. This means good, little Loki. Falling stars always mean good. Do you hear how the waters are rustling in the still of the night? You are not afraid, are you? How can I entertain you? What shall I tell you so that your dark thoughts vanish like clouds? Ah, Loki! Be merry and cheerful, our whole life is ahead of us like a magical fairy tale. Perhaps you want me to play the zither and sing you the song of Bluebeard and his seven wives. Oh, you’re not answering. You’re starting to scare me.’

‘What should I say to you?’ the girl asked, laughing quietly.

Nipernaadi listened, let go of her hands, and said with disappointment, ‘even your voice is so unfamiliar tonight, I’ve never heard such a harsh tone. Tell me, Loki. What’s up with you?’

The girl pulled the shawl off her head, turned her face to the boy and laughed.

‘I’m not Loki!’ she said.

‘Mall! Mall!’ Nipernaadi yelled, jumping up. ‘What devil has brought you onto my raft. Back! I have to go back!’

He grabbed the pole and started to steer the raft towards the bank.

Mall stood up, stepped over to Nipernaadi, and said in a commanding tone, ‘Stop fooling around, raftsman. There is no sense in you running back. Where would you go with this girl who grew up in the forest? Or are you thinking of settling in the forest yourself and burying your whole life in this bog? You are just like your talks and stories – they are reckless and they thrash around, now here, now there. You couldn’t endure a single summer there. You’d sing and cheer for the first week. In the second week you would already be sad, and by the third week you would feel that Loki has become a heavy stone on your heart: that’s what you’re like, raftsman!’

And when Nipernaadi threw the boat hook aside, the girl stepped quite close to him and said, pleadingly, ‘take me with you, Nipernaadi, for a year, a week or a single night! Why am I worse than Loki?’

Nipernaadi lay down on the raft and wept.

‘Loki! Loki!’ he whispered like a madman.

‘Loki is not for you!’ Mall said, abruptly and angrily. ‘I forbade her to go with you. I described you as a trickster!’

Nipernaadi stood up, threw the zither over his shoulder, and when in one bend of the river the raft drifted near the bank, he jumped ashore. Without a word, stern and gloomy, he pushed the raft with the girl on it into the middle of the current.

‘Help! Help!’ the terrified girl yelled.

The raft swiftly moved on along the current.

Toomas Nipernaadi

Whistling and frolicking he walked along the dusty road.