AT THE SHRINE OF ST. WAGNER
WHAT IS MAN?
Ia. Man the Machine. b. Personal
Merit[The Old Man and the Young Man had been conversing. The Old
Man had asserted that the human being is merely a machine, and
nothing more. The Young Man objected, and asked him to go into
particulars and furnish his reasons for his position.]Old Man. What are the materials of which a steam-engine is
made?Young Man. Iron, steel, brass, white-metal, and so
on.O.M. Where are these found?Y.M. In the rocks.O.M. In a pure state?Y.M. No—in ores.O.M. Are the metals suddenly deposited in the
ores?Y.M. No—it is the patient work of countless ages.O.M. You could make the engine out of the rocks
themselves?Y.M. Yes, a brittle one and not valuable.O.M. You would not require much, of such an engine as
that?Y.M. No—substantially nothing.O.M. To make a fine and capable engine, how would you
proceed?Y.M. Drive tunnels and shafts into the hills; blast out the
iron ore; crush it, smelt it, reduce it to pig-iron; put some of it
through the Bessemer process and make steel of it. Mine and treat
and combine several metals of which brass is made.O.M. Then?Y.M. Out of the perfected result, build the fine
engine.O.M. You would require much of this one?Y.M. Oh, indeed yes.O.M. It could drive lathes, drills, planers, punches,
polishers, in a word all the cunning machines of a great
factory?Y.M. It could.O.M. What could the stone engine do?Y.M. Drive a sewing-machine, possibly—nothing more,
perhaps.O.M. Men would admire the other engine and rapturously praise
it?Y.M. Yes.O.M. But not the stone one?Y.M. No.O.M. The merits of the metal machine would be far above those
of the stone one?Y.M. Of course.O.M. Personal merits?Y.M.Personalmerits? How
do you mean?O.M. It would be personally entitled to the credit of its own
performance?Y.M. The engine? Certainly not.O.M. Why not?Y.M. Because its performance is not personal. It is the
result of the law of construction. It is not ameritthat it does the things which it
is set to do—it can'thelpdoing
them.O.M. And it is not a personal demerit in the stone machine
that it does so little?Y.M. Certainly not. It does no more and no less than the law
of its make permits and compels it to do. There is nothingpersonalabout it; it cannot choose. In
this process of "working up to the matter" is it your idea to work
up to the proposition that man and a machine are about the same
thing, and that there is no personal merit in the performance of
either?O.M. Yes—but do not be offended; I am meaning no offense.
What makes the grand difference between the stone engine and the
steel one? Shall we call it training, education? Shall we call the
stone engine a savage and the steel one a civilized man? The
original rock contained the stuff of which the steel one was
built—but along with a lot of sulphur and stone and other
obstructing inborn heredities, brought down from the old geologic
ages—prejudices, let us call them. Prejudices which nothing within
the rock itself had eitherpowerto remove or anydesireto
remove. Will you take note of that phrase?Y.M. Yes. I have written it down; "Prejudices which nothing
within the rock itself had either power to remove or any desire to
remove." Go on.O.M. Prejudices must be removed byoutside
influencesor not at all. Put that
down.Y.M. Very well; "Must be removed by outside influences or not
at all." Go on.O.M. The iron's prejudice against ridding itself of the
cumbering rock. To make it more exact, the iron's absoluteindifferenceas to whether the rock be
removed or not. Then comes theoutside
influenceand grinds the rock to powder and sets
the ore free. Theironin the
ore is still captive. Anoutside
influencesmelts it free of the clogging ore. The
iron is emancipated iron, now, but indifferent to further progress.
Anoutside influencebeguiles it
into the Bessemer furnace and refines it into steel of the first
quality. It is educated, now—its training is complete. And it has
reached its limit. By no possible process can it be educated
intogold. Will you set that
down?Y.M. Yes. "Everything has its limit—iron ore cannot be
educated into gold."O.M. There are gold men, and tin men, and copper men, and
leaden men, and steel men, and so on—and each has the limitations
of his nature, his heredities, his training, and his environment.
You can build engines out of each of these metals, and they will
all perform, but you must not require the weak ones to do equal
work with the strong ones. In each case, to get the best results,
you must free the metal from its obstructing prejudicial ones by
education—smelting, refining, and so forth.Y.M. You have arrived at man, now?O.M. Yes. Man the machine—man the impersonal engine.
Whatsoever a man is, is due to hismake, and to theinfluencesbrought to bear upon it by
his heredities, his habitat, his associations. He is moved,
directed, COMMANDED, byexteriorinfluences—solely.
Heoriginatesnothing, not even
a thought.Y.M. Oh, come! Where did I get my opinion that this which you
are talking is all foolishness?O.M. It is a quite natural opinion—indeed an inevitable
opinion—butyoudid not create
the materials out of which it is formed. They are odds and ends of
thoughts, impressions, feelings, gathered unconsciously from a
thousand books, a thousand conversations, and from streams of
thought and feeling which have flowed down into your heart and
brain out of the hearts and brains of centuries of
ancestors.Personallyyou did
not create even the smallest microscopic fragment of the materials
out of which your opinion is made; and personally you cannot claim
even the slender merit ofputting the borrowed
materials together. That was doneautomatically—by your mental
machinery, in strict accordance with the law of that machinery's
construction. And you not only did not make that machinery
yourself, but you havenot even any command over
it.Y.M. This is too much. You think I could have formed no
opinion but that one?O.M. Spontaneously? No. Andyou did not form
that one; your machinery did it for
you—automatically and instantly, without reflection or the need of
it.Y.M. Suppose I had reflected? How then?O.M. Suppose you try?Y.M. (After a quarter of an
hour.) I have reflected.O.M. You mean you have tried to change your opinion—as an
experiment?Y.M. Yes.O.M. With success?Y.M. No. It remains the same; it is impossible to change
it.O.M. I am sorry, but you see, yourself, that your mind is
merely a machine, nothing more. You have no command over it, it has
no command over itself—it is workedsolely from
the outside. That is the law of its make; it is
the law of all machines.Y.M. Can't Ieverchange
one of these automatic opinions?O.M. No. You can't yourself, butexterior
influencescan do it.Y.M. And exterior onesonly?O.M. Yes—exterior ones only.Y.M. That position is untenable—I may say ludicrously
untenable.O.M. What makes you think so?Y.M. I don't merely think it, I know it. Suppose I resolve to
enter upon a course of thought, and study, and reading, with the
deliberate purpose of changing that opinion; and suppose I
succeed.Thatis not the work of
an exterior impulse, the whole of it is mine and personal; for I
originated the project.O.M. Not a shred of it.It grew out of this
talk with me. But for that it would not have
occurred to you. No man ever originates anything. All his thoughts,
all his impulses, comefrom the
outside.Y.M. It's an exasperating subject. Thefirstman had original thoughts,
anyway; there was nobody to draw from.O.M. It is a mistake. Adam's thoughts came to him from the
outside.Youhave a fear of
death. You did not invent that—you got it from outside, from
talking and teaching. Adam had no fear of death—none in the
world.Y.M. Yes, he had.O.M. When he was created?Y.M. No.O.M. When, then?Y.M. When he was threatened with it.O.M. Then it came fromoutside. Adam is quite big enough; let us not try to make a god of
him.None but gods have ever had a thought which
did not come from the outside. Adam probably had
a good head, but it was of no sort of use to him until it was
filled upfrom the outside. He
was not able to invent the triflingest little thing with it. He had
not a shadow of a notion of the difference between good and evil—he
had to get the ideafrom the outside. Neither he nor Eve was able to originate the idea that it
was immodest to go naked; the knowledge came in with the
applefrom the outside. A man's
brain is so constructed thatit can originate
nothing whatsoever. It can only use material
obtainedoutside. It is merely
a machine; and it works automatically, not by will-power.It has no command over itself, its owner has no command
over it.Y.M. Well, never mind Adam: but certainly Shakespeare's
creations—O.M. No, you mean Shakespeare'simitations. Shakespeare created
nothing. He correctly observed, and he marvelously painted. He
exactly portrayed people whomGodhad created; but he created none himself. Let us spare him
the slander of charging him with trying. Shakespeare could not
create.He was a machine, and machines do not
create.Y.M. Wherewashis
excellence, then?O.M. In this. He was not a sewing-machine, like you and me;
he was a Gobelin loom. The threads and the colors came into
himfrom the outside; outside
influences, suggestions,experiences(reading, seeing plays, playing plays, borrowing ideas, and
so on), framed the patterns in his mind and started up his complex
and admirable machinery, andit
automaticallyturned out that pictured and
gorgeous fabric which still compels the astonishment of the world.
If Shakespeare had been born and bred on a barren and unvisited
rock in the ocean his mighty intellect would have had nooutside materialto work with, and
could have invented none; andno outside
influences, teachings, moldings, persuasions,
inspirations, of a valuable sort, and could have invented none; and
so Shakespeare would have produced nothing. In Turkey he would have
produced something—something up to the highest limit of Turkish
influences, associations, and training. In France he would have
produced something better—something up to the highest limit of the
French influences and training. In England he rose to the highest
limit attainable through theoutside helps
afforded by that land's ideals, influences, and
training. You and I are but sewing-machines. We
must turn out what we can; we must do our endeavor and care nothing
at all when the unthinking reproach us for not turning out
Gobelins.Y.M. And so we are mere machines! And machines may not boast,
nor feel proud of their performance, nor claim personal merit for
it, nor applause and praise. It is an infamous doctrine.O.M. It isn't a doctrine, it is merely a fact.Y.M. I suppose, then, there is no more merit in being brave
than in being a coward?O.M.Personalmerit? No. A
brave man does notcreatehis
bravery. He is entitled to no personal credit for possessing it. It
is born to him. A baby born with a billion dollars—where is the
personal merit in that? A baby born with nothing—where is the
personal demerit in that? The one is fawned upon, admired,
worshiped, by sycophants, the other is neglected and despised—where
is the sense in it?Y.M. Sometimes a timid man sets himself the task of
conquering his cowardice and becoming brave—and succeeds. What do
you say to that?O.M. That it shows the value oftraining in
right directions over training in wrong ones.
Inestimably valuable is training, influence, education, in right
directions—training one's self-approbation to
elevate its ideals.Y.M. But as to merit—the personal merit of the victorious
coward's project and achievement?O.M. There isn't any. In the world's view he is a worthier
man than he was before, buthedidn't achieve the change—the merit of it is not
his.Y.M. Whose, then?O.M. Hismake, and the
influences which wrought upon it from the outside.Y.M. His make?O.M. To start with, he wasnotutterly and completely a coward, or the influences would have
had nothing to work upon. He was not afraid of a cow, though
perhaps of a bull: not afraid of a woman, but afraid of a man.
There was something to build upon. There was aseed. No seed, no plant. Did he make
that seed himself, or was it born in him? It was no merit ofhisthat the seed was there.Y.M. Well, anyway, the idea ofcultivatingit, the resolution to
cultivate it, was meritorious, and he originated that.O.M. He did nothing of the kind. It came whenceallimpulses, good or bad,
come—fromoutside. If that
timid man had lived all his life in a community of human rabbits,
had never read of brave deeds, had never heard speak of them, had
never heard any one praise them nor express envy of the heroes that
had done them, he would have had no more idea of bravery than Adam
had of modesty, and it could never by any possibility have occurred
to him toresolveto become
brave. Hecould not originate the idea—it had to come to him from theoutside. And so, when he heard bravery
extolled and cowardice derided, it woke him up. He was ashamed.
Perhaps his sweetheart turned up her nose and said, "I am told that
you are a coward!" It was nothethat turned over the new leaf—she did it for him.Hemust not strut around in the merit
of it —it is not his.Y.M. But, anyway, he reared the plant after she watered the
seed.O.M. No.Outside influencesreared it. At the command—and trembling—he marched out into
the field—with other soldiers and in the daytime, not alone and in
the dark. He had theinfluence of
example, he drew courage from his comrades'
courage; he was afraid, and wanted to run, but he did not dare; he
wasafraidto run, with all
those soldiers looking on. He was progressing, you see—the moral
fear of shame had risen superior to the physical fear of harm. By
the end of the campaign experience will have taught him that
notallwho go into battle get
hurt—an outside influence which will be helpful to him; and he will
also have learned how sweet it is to be praised for courage and be
huzza'd at with tear-choked voices as the war-worn regiment marches
past the worshiping multitude with flags flying and the drums
beating. After that he will be as securely brave as any veteran in
the army—and there will not be a shade nor suggestion ofpersonal meritin it anywhere; it will
all have come from theoutside.
The Victoria Cross breeds more heroes than—Y.M. Hang it, where is the sense in his becoming brave if he
is to get no credit for it?O.M. Your question will answer itself presently. It involves
an important detail of man's make which we have not yet touched
upon.Y.M. What detail is that?O.M. The impulse which moves a person to do things—the only
impulse that ever moves a person to do a thing.Y.M. Theonlyone! Is
there but one?O.M. That is all. There is only one.Y.M. Well, certainly that is a strange enough doctrine. What
is the sole impulse that ever moves a person to do a
thing?O.M. The impulse tocontent his own
spirit—thenecessityof contenting his own spirit
andwinning its approval.Y.M. Oh, come, that won't do!O.M. Why won't it?Y.M. Because it puts him in the attitude of always looking
out for his own comfort and advantage; whereas an unselfish man
often does a thing solely for another person's good when it is a
positive disadvantage to himself.O.M. It is a mistake. The act must dohimgood,first; otherwise he will not do it. He
maythinkhe is doing it solely
for the other person's sake, but it is not so; he is contenting his
own spirit first—the other's person's benefit has to always
takesecondplace.Y.M. What a fantastic idea! What becomes of self—sacrifice?
Please answer me that.O.M. What is self-sacrifice?Y.M. The doing good to another person where no shadow nor
suggestion of benefit to one's self can result from it.IIMan's Sole Impulse—the Securing of His Own
ApprovalOld Man. There have been instances of it—you
think?Young Man.Instances?
Millions of them!O.M. You have not jumped to conclusions? You have examined
them—critically?Y.M. They don't need it: the acts themselves reveal the
golden impulse back of them.O.M. For instance?Y.M. Well, then, for instance. Take the case in the book
here. The man lives three miles up-town. It is bitter cold, snowing
hard, midnight. He is about to enter the horse-car when a gray and
ragged old woman, a touching picture of misery, puts out her lean
hand and begs for rescue from hunger and death. The man finds that
he has a quarter in his pocket, but he does not hesitate: he gives
it her and trudges home through the storm. There—it is noble, it is
beautiful; its grace is marred by no fleck or blemish or suggestion
of self-interest.O.M. What makes you think that?Y.M. Pray what else could I think? Do you imagine that there
is some other way of looking at it?O.M. Can you put yourself in the man's place and tell me what
he felt and what he thought?Y.M. Easily. The sight of that suffering old face pierced his
generous heart with a sharp pain. He could not bear it. He could
endure the three-mile walk in the storm, but he could not endure
the tortures his conscience would suffer if he turned his back and
left that poor old creature to perish. He would not have been able
to sleep, for thinking of it.O.M. What was his state of mind on his way home?Y.M. It was a state of joy which only the self-sacrificer
knows. His heart sang, he was unconscious of the storm.O.M. He felt well?Y.M. One cannot doubt it.O.M. Very well. Now let us add up the details and see how
much he got for his twenty-five cents. Let us try to find out
therealwhy of his making the
investment. In the first placehecouldn't bear the pain which the old suffering face gave him.
So he was thinking ofhispain—this good man. He must buy a salve for it. If he did not
succor the old womanhisconscience would torture him all the way home. Thinking
ofhispain again. He must buy
relief for that. If he didn't relieve the old womanhewould not get any sleep. He must buy
some sleep—still thinking ofhimself, you see. Thus, to sum up, he bought himself free of a sharp
pain in his heart, he bought himself free of the tortures of a
waiting conscience, he bought a whole night's sleep—all for
twenty-five cents! It should make Wall Street ashamed of itself. On
his way home his heart was joyful, and it sang—profit on top of
profit! The impulse which moved the man to succor the old woman
was—first—tocontent his own spirit; secondly to
relievehersufferings. Is it
your opinion that men's acts proceed from one central and
unchanging and inalterable impulse, or from a variety of
impulses?Y.M. From a variety, of course—some high and fine and noble,
others not. What is your opinion?O.M. Then there is butonelaw, one source.Y.M. That both the noblest impulses and the basest proceed
from that one source?O.M. Yes.Y.M. Will you put that law into words?O.M. Yes. This is the law, keep it in your mind.From his cradle to his grave a man never does a single
thing which has anyFIRST AND FOREMOSTobject but one—to
secure peace of mind, spiritual comfort,forHIMSELF.Y.M. Come! He never does anything for any one else's comfort,
spiritual or physical?O.M. No.except on those distinct
terms—that it shallfirstsecurehis
ownspiritual comfort. Otherwise he will not do
it.Y.M. It will be easy to expose the falsity of that
proposition.O.M. For instance?Y.M. Take that noble passion, love of country, patriotism. A
man who loves peace and dreads pain, leaves his pleasant home and
his weeping family and marches out to manfully expose himself to
hunger, cold, wounds, and death. Is that seeking spiritual
comfort?O.M. He loves peace and dreads pain?Y.M. Yes.O.M. Then perhaps there is something that he lovesmorethan he loves peace—the approval of his neighbors and the public. And perhaps there is something which he dreads more than he
dreads pain—thedisapprovalof
his neighbors and the public. If he is sensitive to shame he will
go to the field—not because his spirit will beentirelycomfortable there, but because
it will be more comfortable there than it would be if he remained
at home. He will always do the thing which will bring him
themostmental comfort—for that
isthe sole law of his life. He
leaves the weeping family behind; he is sorry to make them
uncomfortable, but not sorry enough to sacrifice hisowncomfort to secure
theirs.Y.M. Do you really believe that mere public opinion could
force a timid and peaceful man to—O.M. Go to war? Yes—public opinion can force some men to
doanything.Y.M.Anything?O.M. Yes—anything.Y.M. I don't believe that. Can it force a right-principled
man to do a wrong thing?O.M. Yes.Y.M. Can it force a kind man to do a cruel thing?O.M. Yes.Y.M. Give an instance.O.M. Alexander Hamilton was a conspicuously high-principled
man. He regarded dueling as wrong, and as opposed to the teachings
of religion—but in deference topublic
opinionhe fought a duel. He deeply loved his
family, but to buy public approval he treacherously deserted them
and threw his life away, ungenerously leaving them to lifelong
sorrow in order that he might stand well with a foolish world. In
the then condition of the public standards of honor he could not
have been comfortable with the stigma upon him of having refused to
fight. The teachings of religion, his devotion to his family, his
kindness of heart, his high principles, all went for nothing when
they stood in the way of his spiritual comfort. A man will
doanything, no matter what it
is,to secure his spiritual comfort; and he can neither be forced nor persuaded to any act which
has not that goal for its object. Hamilton's act was compelled by
the inborn necessity of contenting his own spirit; in this it was
like all the other acts of his life, and like all the acts of all
men's lives. Do you see where the kernel of the matter lies? A man
cannot be comfortable withouthis ownapproval. He will secure the largest share possible of that,
at all costs, all sacrifices.Y.M. A minute ago you said Hamilton fought that duel to
getpublicapproval.O.M. I did. By refusing to fight the duel he would have
secured his family's approval and a large share of his own; but the
public approval was more valuable in his eyes than all other
approvals put together—in the earth or above it; to secure that
would furnish him themostcomfort of mind, the mostself—approval; so he sacrificed all other values to get
it.Y.M. Some noble souls have refused to fight duels, and have
manfully braved the public contempt.O.M. They actedaccording to their
make. They valued their principles and the
approval of their familiesabovethe public approval. They took the thing they valuedmostand let the rest go. They took
what would give them thelargestshare ofpersonal contentment and
approval—a manalwaysdoes. Public opinion cannot
force that kind of men to go to the wars. When they go it is for
other reasons. Other spirit-contenting reasons.Y.M. Always spirit-contenting reasons?O.M. There are no others.Y.M. When a man sacrifices his life to save a little child
from a burning building, what do you call that?O.M. When he does it, it is the law ofhismake.Hecan't bear to see the child in that
peril (a man of a different makecould), and so he tries to save the child, and loses his life. But
he has got what he was after—his own
approval.Y.M. What do you call Love, Hate, Charity, Revenge, Humanity,
Magnanimity, Forgiveness?O.M. Different results of the one Master Impulse: the
necessity of securing one's self approval. They wear diverse
clothes and are subject to diverse moods, but in whatsoever ways
they masquerade they are thesame
personall the time. To change the figure,
thecompulsionthat moves a
man—and there is but the one—is the necessity of securing the
contentment of his own spirit. When it stops, the man is
dead.Y.M. That is foolishness. Love—O.M. Why, love is that impulse, that law, in its most
uncompromising form. It will squander life and everything else on
its object. Notprimarilyfor
the object's sake, but forits own. When its object is happyitis happy—and that is what it is unconsciously
after.Y.M. You do not even except the lofty and gracious passion of
mother-love?O.M. No,itis the
absolute slave of that law. The mother will go naked to clothe her
child; she will starve that it may have food; suffer torture to
save it from pain; die that it may live. She takes a livingpleasurein making these
sacrifices.She does it for that
reward—that self-approval, that contentment,
that peace, that comfort.She would do it for your
childIF SHE COULD GET THE SAME PAY.Y.M. This is an infernal philosophy of yours.O.M. It isn't a philosophy, it is a fact.Y.M. Of course you must admit that there are some acts
which—O.M. No. There isnoact,
large or small, fine or mean, which springs from any motive but the
one—the necessity of appeasing and contenting one's own
spirit.Y.M. The world's philanthropists—O.M. I honor them, I uncover my head to them—from habit and
training; andtheycould not
know comfort or happiness or self-approval if they did not work and
spend for the unfortunate. It makesthemhappy to see others happy; and so
with money and labor they buy what they are after—happiness, self-approval. Why don't
miners do the same thing? Because they can get a thousandfold more
happiness bynotdoing it. There
is no other reason. They follow the law of their make.Y.M. What do you say of duty for duty's sake?O.M. Thatit does not exist. Duties are not performed for duty'ssake, but because theirneglectwould make the manuncomfortable. A man performs
butoneduty—the duty of
contenting his spirit, the duty of making himself agreeable to
himself. If he can most satisfyingly perform this sole and only
duty byhelpinghis neighbor, he
will do it; if he can most satisfyingly perform it byswindlinghis neighbor, he will do it.
But he always looks out for Number One—first; the effects upon others are
asecondarymatter. Men pretend
to self-sacrifices, but this is a thing which, in the ordinary
value of the phrase,does not exist and has not
existed. A man often honestlythinkshe is sacrificing himself merely
and solely for some one else, but he is deceived; his bottom
impulse is to content a requirement of his nature and training, and
thus acquire peace for his soul.Y.M. Apparently, then, all men, both good and bad ones,
devote their lives to contenting their consciences.O.M. Yes. That is a good enough name for it: Conscience—that
independent Sovereign, that insolent absolute Monarch inside of a
man who is the man's Master. There are all kinds of consciences,
because there are all kinds of men. You satisfy an assassin's
conscience in one way, a philanthropist's in another, a miser's in
another, a burglar's in still another. As aguideorincentiveto any authoritatively
prescribed line of morals or conduct (leavingtrainingout of the account), a man's
conscience is totally valueless. I know a kind-hearted Kentuckian
whose self-approval was lacking—whose conscience was troubling him,
to phrase it with exactness—because he had
neglected to kill a certain man—a man whom he
had never seen. The stranger had killed this man's friend in a
fight, this man's Kentucky training made it a duty to kill the
stranger for it. He neglected his duty—kept dodging it, shirking
it, putting it off, and his unrelenting conscience kept persecuting
him for this conduct. At last, to get ease of mind, comfort,
self-approval, he hunted up the stranger and took his life. It was
an immense act ofself-sacrifice(as per the usual definition), for he did not want to do it,
and he never would have done it if he could have bought a contented
spirit and an unworried mind at smaller cost. But we are so made
that we will payanythingfor
that contentment—even another man's life.Y.M. You spoke a moment ago oftrainedconsciences. You mean that we
are notbornwith consciences
competent to guide us aright?O.M. If we were, children and savages would know right from
wrong, and not have to be taught it.Y.M. But consciences can betrained?O.M. Yes.Y.M. Of course by parents, teachers, the pulpit, and
books.O.M. Yes—they do their share; they do what they
can.Y.M. And the rest is done by—O.M. Oh, a million unnoticed influences—for good or bad:
influences which work without rest during every waking moment of a
man's life, from cradle to grave.Y.M. You have tabulated these?O.M. Many of them—yes.Y.M. Will you read me the result?O.M. Another time, yes. It would take an hour.Y.M. A conscience can be trained to shun evil and prefer
good?O.M. Yes.Y.M. But will it for spirit-contenting reasons
only?O.M. Itcan'tbe trained
to do a thing for anyotherreason. The thing is impossible.Y.M. Theremustbe a
genuinely and utterly self-sacrificing act recorded in human
history somewhere.O.M. You are young. You have many years before you. Search
one out.Y.M. It does seem to me that when a man sees a fellow-being
struggling in the water and jumps in at the risk of his life to
save him—O.M. Wait. Describe theman. Describe thefellow-being. State if there is anaudiencepresent; or if they arealone.Y.M. What have these things to do with the splendid
act?O.M. Very much. Shall we suppose, as a beginning, that the
two are alone, in a solitary place, at midnight?Y.M. If you choose.O.M. And that the fellow-being is the man's
daughter?Y.M. Well, n-no—make it someone else.O.M. A filthy, drunken ruffian, then?Y.M. I see. Circumstances alter cases. I suppose that if
there was no audience to observe the act, the man wouldn't perform
it.O.M. But there is here and there a man whowould. People, for instance, like the
man who lost his life trying to save the child from the fire; and
the man who gave the needy old woman his twenty-five cents and
walked home in the storm—there are here and there men like that who
would do it. And why? Because they couldn'tbearto see a fellow-being struggling
in the water and not jump in and help. It would givethempain. They would save the
fellow-being on that account.They wouldn't do it
otherwise. They strictly obey the law which I
have been insisting upon. You must remember and always distinguish
the people whocan't bearthings
from people whocan. It will
throw light upon a number of apparently "self-sacrificing"
cases.Y.M. Oh, dear, it's all so disgusting.O.M. Yes. And so true.Y.M. Come—take the good boy who does things he doesn't want
to do, in order to gratify his mother.O.M. He does seven-tenths of the act because it
gratifieshimto gratify his
mother. Throw the bulk of advantage the other way and the good boy
would not do the act. Hemustobey the iron law. None can escape it.Y.M. Well, take the case of a bad boy who—O.M. You needn't mention it, it is a waste of time. It is no
matter about the bad boy's act. Whatever it was, he had a
spirit-contenting reason for it. Otherwise you have been
misinformed, and he didn't do it.Y.M. It is very exasperating. A while ago you said that man's
conscience is not a born judge of morals and conduct, but has to be
taught and trained. Now I think a conscience can get drowsy and
lazy, but I don't think it can go wrong; if you wake it
up—A Little StoryO.M. I will tell you a little story:Once upon a time an Infidel was guest in the house of a
Christian widow whose little boy was ill and near to death. The
Infidel often watched by the bedside and entertained the boy with
talk, and he used these opportunities to satisfy a strong longing
in his nature—that desire which is in us all to better other
people's condition by having them think as we think. He was
successful. But the dying boy, in his last moments, reproached him
and said:"I believed, and was happy in it; you have
taken my belief away, and my comfort. Now I have nothing left, and
I die miserable; for the things which you have told me do not take
the place of that which I have lost."And the mother, also, reproached the Infidel, and
said:"My child is forever lost, and my heart is
broken. How could you do this cruel thing? We have done you no
harm, but only kindness; we made our house your home, you were
welcome to all we had, and this is our reward."The heart of the Infidel was filled with remorse for what he
had done, and he said:"It was wrong—I see it now; but I was only
trying to do him good. In my view he was in error; it seemed my
duty to teach him the truth."Then the mother said:"I had taught him, all his little life,
what I believed to be the truth, and in his believing faith both of
us were happy. Now he is dead,—and lost; and I am miserable. Our
faith came down to us through centuries of believing ancestors;
what right had you, or any one, to disturb it? Where was your
honor, where was your shame?"Y.M. He was a miscreant, and deserved death!O.M. He thought so himself, and said so.Y.M. Ah—you see,his conscience was
awakened!O.M. Yes, his Self-Disapproval was. Itpainedhim to see the mother suffer. He
was sorry he had done a thing which broughthimpain. It did not occur to him to
think of the mother when he was misteaching the boy, for he was
absorbed in providingpleasurefor himself, then. Providing it by satisfying what he
believed to be a call of duty.Y.M. Call it what you please, it is to me a case ofawakened conscience. That awakened
conscience could never get itself into that species of trouble
again. A cure like that is apermanentcure.O.M. Pardon—I had not finished the story. We are creatures
ofoutside influences—we
originatenothingwithin.
Whenever we take a new line of thought and drift into a new line of
belief and action, the impulse isalwayssuggested from theoutside. Remorse so preyed upon the
Infidel that it dissolved his harshness toward the boy's religion
and made him come to regard it with tolerance, next with kindness,
for the boy's sake and the mother's. Finally he found himself
examining it. From that moment his progress in his new trend was
steady and rapid. He became a believing Christian. And now his
remorse for having robbed the dying boy of his faith and his
salvation was bitterer than ever. It gave him no rest, no peace.
Hemusthave rest and peace—it
is the law of nature. There seemed but one way to get it; he must
devote himself to saving imperiled souls. He became a missionary.
He landed in a pagan country ill and helpless. A native widow took
him into her humble home and nursed him back to convalescence. Then
her young boy was taken hopelessly ill, and the grateful missionary
helped her tend him. Here was his first opportunity to repair a
part of the wrong done to the other boy by doing a precious service
for this one by undermining his foolish faith in his false gods. He
was successful. But the dying boy in his last moments reproached
him and said:"I believed, and was happy in it; you have
taken my belief away, and my comfort. Now I have nothing left, and
I die miserable; for the things which you have told me do not take
the place of that which I have lost."And the mother, also, reproached the missionary, and
said:"My child is forever lost, and my heart is
broken. How could you do this cruel thing? We had done you no harm,
but only kindness; we made our house your home, you were welcome to
all we had, and this is our reward."The heart of the missionary was filled with remorse for what
he had done, and he said:"It was wrong—I see it now; but I was only
trying to do him good. In my view he was in error; it seemed my
duty to teach him the truth."Then the mother said:"I had taught him, all his little life,
what I believed to be the truth, and in his believing faith both of
us were happy. Now he is dead—and lost; and I am miserable. Our
faith came down to us through centuries of believing ancestors;
what right had you, or any one, to disturb it? Where was your
honor, where was your shame?"The missionary's anguish of remorse and sense of treachery
were as bitter and persecuting and unappeasable, now, as they had
been in the former case. The story is finished. What is your
comment?Y.M. The man's conscience is a fool! It was morbid. It didn't
know right from wrong.O.M. I am not sorry to hear you say that. If you grant
thatoneman's conscience
doesn't know right from wrong, it is an admission that there are
others like it. This single admission pulls down the whole doctrine
of infallibility of judgment in consciences. Meantime there is one
thing which I ask you to notice.Y.M. What is that?O.M. That in both cases the man'sactgave him no spiritual discomfort,
and that he was quite satisfied with it and got pleasure out of it.
But afterward when it resulted inpaintohim, he was sorry.
Sorry it had inflicted pain upon the others,but
for no reason under the sun except that their pain gave him
pain. Our consciences takenonotice of pain inflicted upon others
until it reaches a point where it gives pain tous. Inallcases without exception we are
absolutely indifferent to another person's pain until his
sufferings make us uncomfortable. Many an infidel would not have
been troubled by that Christian mother's distress. Don't you
believe that?Y.M. Yes. You might almost say it of theaverageinfidel, I think.O.M. And many a missionary, sternly fortified by his sense of
duty, would not have been troubled by the pagan mother's
distress—Jesuit missionaries in Canada in the early French times,
for instance; see episodes quoted by Parkman.Y.M. Well, let us adjourn. Where have we arrived?O.M. At this. That we (mankind) have ticketed ourselves with
a number of qualities to which we have given misleading names.
Love, Hate, Charity, Compassion, Avarice, Benevolence, and so on. I
mean we attach misleadingmeaningsto the names. They are all forms of self-contentment,
self-gratification, but the names so disguise them that they
distract our attention from the fact. Also we have smuggled a word
into the dictionary which ought not to be there at
all—Self-Sacrifice. It describes a thing which does not exist. But
worst of all, we ignore and never mention the Sole Impulse which
dictates and compels a man's every act: the imperious necessity of
securing his own approval, in every emergency and at all costs. To
it we owe all that we are. It is our breath, our heart, our blood.
It is our only spur, our whip, our goad, our only impelling power;
we have no other. Without it we should be mere inert images,
corpses; no one would do anything, there would be no progress, the
world would stand still. We ought to stand reverently uncovered
when the name of that stupendous power is uttered.Y.M. I am not convinced.O.M. You will be when you think.IIIInstances in PointOld Man. Have you given thought to the Gospel of
Self—Approval since we talked?Young Man. I have.O.M. It was I that moved you to it. That is to say anoutside influencemoved you to it—not
one that originated in your head. Will you try to keep that in mind
and not forget it?Y.M. Yes. Why?O.M. Because by and by in one of our talks, I wish to further
impress upon you that neither you, nor I, nor any man ever
originates a thought in his own head.The utterer
of a thought always utters a second-hand one.Y.M. Oh, now—O.M. Wait. Reserve your remark till we get to that part of
our discussion—tomorrow or next day, say. Now, then, have you been
considering the proposition that no act is ever born of any but a
self-contenting impulse—(primarily). You have sought. What have you
found?Y.M. I have not been very fortunate. I have examined many
fine and apparently self-sacrificing deeds in romances and
biographies, but—O.M. Under searching analysis the ostensible self-sacrifice
disappeared? It naturally would.Y.M. But here in this novel is one which seems to promise. In
the Adirondack woods is a wage-earner and lay preacher in the
lumber-camps who is of noble character and deeply religious. An
earnest and practical laborer in the New York slums comes up there
on vacation—he is leader of a section of the University Settlement.
Holme, the lumberman, is fired with a desire to throw away his
excellent worldly prospects and go down and save souls on the East
Side. He counts it happiness to make this sacrifice for the glory
of God and for the cause of Christ. He resigns his place, makes the
sacrifice cheerfully, and goes to the East Side and preaches Christ
and Him crucified every day and every night to little groups of
half-civilized foreign paupers who scoff at him. But he rejoices in
the scoffings, since he is suffering them in the great cause of
Christ. You have so filled my mind with suspicions that I was
constantly expecting to find a hidden questionable impulse back of
all this, but I am thankful to say I have failed. This man saw his
duty, and forduty's sakehe
sacrificed self and assumed the burden it imposed.O.M. Is that as far as you have read?Y.M. Yes.O.M. Let us read further, presently. Meantime, in sacrificing
himself—notfor the glory of
God,primarily, asheimagined, butfirstto content that exacting and
inflexible master within him—did he sacrifice
anybody else?Y.M. How do you mean?O.M. He relinquished a lucrative post and got mere food and
lodging in place of it. Had he dependents?Y.M. Well—yes.O.M. In what way and to what extend did his self-sacrifice
affectthem?Y.M. He was the support of a superannuated father. He had a
young sister with a remarkable voice—he was giving her a musical
education, so that her longing to be self-supporting might be
gratified. He was furnishing the money to put a young brother
through a polytechnic school and satisfy his desire to become a
civil engineer.O.M. The old father's comforts were now curtailed?Y.M. Quite seriously. Yes.O.M. The sister's music-lessens had to stop?Y.M. Yes.O.M. The young brother's education—well, an extinguishing
blight fell upon that happy dream, and he had to go to sawing wood
to support the old father, or something like that?Y.M. It is about what happened. Yes.O.M. What a handsome job of self-sacrificing he did do! It
seems to me that he sacrificed everybodyexcepthimself. Haven't I told you that
no maneversacrifices himself;
that there is no instance of it upon record anywhere; and that when
a man's Interior Monarch requires a thing of its slave for either
itsmomentaryor itspermanentcontentment, that thing must
and will be furnished and that command obeyed, no matter who may
stand in the way and suffer disaster by it? That manruined his familyto please and content
his Interior Monarch—Y.M. And help Christ's cause.O.M. Yes—secondly. Not
firstly.Hethought it was
firstly.Y.M. Very well, have it so, if you will. But it could be that
he argued that if he saved a hundred souls in New York—O.M. The sacrifice of thefamilywould be justified by that great profit upon the—the—what
shall we call it?Y.M. Investment?O.M. Hardly. How wouldspeculationdo? How wouldgambledo? Not a solitary soul-capture
was sure. He played for a possible thirty-three-hundred-per-cent
profit. It wasgambling—with
his family for "chips." However let us see how the game came out.
Maybe we can get on the track of the secret original impulse,
therealimpulse, that moved him
to so nobly self—sacrifice his family in the Savior's cause under
the superstition that he was sacrificing himself. I will read a
chapter or so.... Here we have it! It was bound to expose itself
sooner or later. He preached to the East-Side rabble a season, then
went back to his old dull, obscure life in the lumber-camps
"hurt to the heart, his pride humbled." Why? Were not his efforts acceptable to the Savior, for
Whom alone they were made? Dear me, that detail islost sight of, is not even referred
to, the fact that it started out as a motive is entirely forgotten!
Then what is the trouble? The authoress quite innocently and
unconsciously gives the whole business away. The trouble was this:
this man merelypreachedto the
poor; that is not the University Settlement's way; it deals in
larger and better things than that, and it did not enthuse over
that crude Salvation-Army eloquence. It was courteous to Holme—but
cool. It did not pet him, did not take him to its bosom. "Perished were all his dreams of distinction, the praise
and grateful approval—" Of whom? The Savior? No;
the Savior is not mentioned. Of whom, then? Of "hisfellow-workers." Why did he want that?
Because the Master inside of him wanted it, and would not be
content without it. That emphasized sentence quoted above, reveals
the secret we have been seeking, the original impulse, therealimpulse, which moved the obscure
and unappreciated Adirondac [...]