Pretty Pilot E-Book

Hannah Conrad

• Herausgeber: Dimension Seal Studios
• Kategorie: Poesie und Drama
• Sprache: Englisch

Veröffentlichungsjahr: 2025

Beschreibung

Love is a difficult thing to understand.
 
Pretty Pilot is a semi autobiographical collection of sapphic poetry. Exploring the complexity of relationships and romance, Pretty Pilot is an ode to love and being able to move forward after heartbreak.

Leseprobe

Pretty Pilot: Musings on a Sapphic Situationship

Hannah Conrad

Published by Dimension Seal Studios, 2025.

While every precaution has been taken in the preparation of this book, the publisher assumes no responsibility for errors or omissions, or for damages resulting from the use of the information contained herein.

PRETTY PILOT: MUSINGS ON A SAPPHIC SITUATIONSHIP

First edition. March 4, 2025.

Copyright © 2025 Hannah Conrad.

Written by Hannah Conrad.

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Table of Contents

Title Page

Copyright Page

Dedication

The Pact

And So it Begins

Growing Close

Sapphic Books

Writing Together

Dreams of the Future

The Boy

Keep Dreaming

The Boy, Again

She Falls First

She Falls Hard

Planning

The Trip

Ghosted

Stages of Grief

Pretty Pilot

Real

Reaching Out

Responses

Fixing, Maybe?

Your Ghost

Heartbreak

Blocked

Haunted

Moving On

Did You Ever

Why Wasn’t

Nightmare

Cut, Print

Moving On Finally

Situationship

Memory

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About the Author

About the Publisher

 

For AG, I wanted to say everything that I never got to tell you.

The Pact

It was a promise so full of meaning

At least it was to me

But looking back, did you ever take us seriously?

Or was I only a convenient backup?

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I had not accepted myself yet

I liked girls but was trying to force myself to like boys

We were both Ace

And you were starting to be curious about girls

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So we made a pact

We would be there for each other

We would talk to each other about everything

Avoid getting trapped with toxic guys

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And if we hadn’t found someone we truly wanted to be with

By the time a set number of years had passed

We would marry each other

A platonic relationship of enjoying things together

And So it Begins

I hadn’t spoken to her in months

We were just two old friends catching up

Venting about exes

Discussing future creative plans

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It happened by accident

As if a happy chance of fate

It felt so natural

A chance to be happy

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We both had trouble finding ‘The One’

What if that concept didn’t actually exist?

So we decided to be there for each other

Growing Close

We had so much that we both loved.

Soon we were talking almost every single night.

We gave each other recommendations for books and movies

For tv shows and places to see

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I would tell you my secrets and I thought you were telling me yours

Now I wonder if you stayed hidden

Even though you were becoming my everything

Yet I made myself vulnerable to you

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It was the start of falling in love with you

We called it fake dating

But the relationship we developed over that year was real

At least it was to me

Sapphic Books

The thing we bonded over the most was our love of books

Especially sapphic books

We were discovering them together

Finding ourselves in them

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We talked for countless hours about what we read

I read much faster so I was the one to suggest the most books for you to also read

But when we buddy read

I slowed down on that book so that you could keep up

I loved you enough to want to make sure I didn’t accidentally spoil the story for you

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Those books helped me realize that I loved women exclusively

And our time together made me realize that I loved you

I hoped that the books would set us free