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The Sand Man
E. T. A. Hoffman
The Sand Man
NATHANAEL TO LOTHAIRI KNOW you are all very uneasy because I have not written for
such a long, long time. Mother, to be sure, is angry, and Clara, I
dare say, believes I am living here in riot and revelry, and quite
forgetting my sweet angel, whose image is so deeply engraved upon
my heart and mind. But that is not so; daily and hourly do I think
of you all, and my lovely Clara's form comes to gladden me in my
dreams, and smiles upon me with her bright eyes, as graciously as
she used to do in the days when I went in and out amongst you. Oh!
how could I write to you in the distracted state of mind in which I
have been, and which, until now, has quite bewildered me! A
terrible thing has happened to me. Dark forebodings of some awful
fate threatening me are spreading themselves out over my head like
black clouds, impenetrable to every friendly ray of sunlight. I
must now tell you what has taken place; I must, that I see well
enough, but only to think upon it makes the wild laughter burst
from my lips. Oh! my dear, dear Lothair, what shall I say to make
you feel, if only in an inadequate way, that that which happened to
me a few days ago could thus really exercise such a hostile and
disturbing influence upon my life? Oh that you were here to see for
yourself! but now you will, I suppose, take me for a superstitious
ghost-seer. In a word, the terrible thing which I have experienced,
the fatal effect of which I in vain exert every effort to shake
off, is simply that some days ago, namely, on the 30th October, at
twelve o'clock at noon, a dealer in weather-glasses came into my
room and wanted to sell me one of his wares. I bought nothing, and
threatened to kick him downstairs, whereupon he went away of his
own accord.You will conclude that it can only be very peculiar
relations--relations intimately intertwined with my life--that can
give significance to this event, and that it must be the person of
this unfortunate hawker which has had such a very inimical effect
upon me. And so it really is. I will summon up all my faculties in
order to narrate to you calmly and patiently as much of the early
days of my youth as will suffice to put matters before you in such
a way that your keen sharp intellect may grasp everything clearly
and distinctly, in bright and living pictures. Just as I am
beginning, I hear you laugh and Clara say, "What's all this
childish nonsense about!" Well, laugh at me, laugh heartily at me,
pray do. But, good God! my hair is standing on end, and I seem to
be entreating you to laugh at me in the same sort of frantic
despair in which Franz Moor entreated Daniel to laugh him to
scorn.(2) But to my story.(2) See Schiller's Räuber, Act V., Scene I. Franz Moor,
seeing that the failure of all his villainous schemes is
inevitable, and that his own ruin is close upon him, is at length
overwhelmed with the madness of despair, and unburdens the terrors
of his conscience to the old servant Daniel, bidding him laugh him
to scorn.Except at dinner we, i.e., I and my brothers and sisters, saw
but little of our father all day long. His business no doubt took
up most of his time. After our evening meal, which, in accordance
with an old custom, was served at seven o'clock, we all went,
mother with us, into father's room, and took our places around a
round table. My father smoked his pipe, drinking a large glass of
beer to it. Often he told us many wonderful stories, and got so
excited over them that his pipe always went out; I used then to
light it for him with a spill, and this formed my chief amusement.
Often, again, he would give us picture-books to look at, whilst he
sat silent and motionless in his easy-chair, puffing out such dense
clouds of smoke that we were all as it were enveloped in mist. On
such evenings mother was very sad; and directly it struck nine she
said, "Come, children! off to bed! Come! The 'Sand-man' is come I
see." And I always did seem to hear something trampling upstairs
with slow heavy steps; that must be the Sand-man. Once in
particular I was very much frightened at this dull trampling and
knocking; as mother was leading us out of the room I asked her, "O
mamma! but who is this nasty Sand-man who always sends us away from
papa? What does he look like?" Except at dinner we, i.c., I and my
brothers and "There is no Sand-man, my dear child," mother
answered; "when I say the Sand-man is come, I only mean that you
are sleepy and can't keep your eyes open, as if somebody had put
sand in them." This answer of mother's did not satisfy me; nay, in
my childish mind the thought clearly unfolded itself that mother
denied there was a Sand-man only to prevent us being afraid,--why,
I always heard him come upstairs. Full of curiosity to learn
something more about this Sand-man and what he had to do with us
children, I at length asked the old woman who acted as my youngest
sister's attendant, what sort of a man he was--the Sand-man? "Why,
'thanael, darling, don't you know?" she replied. "Oh! he's a wicked
man, who comes to little children when they won't go to bed and
throws handfuls of sand in their eyes, so that they jump out of
their heads all bloody; and he puts them into a bag and takes them
to the half-moon as food for his little ones; and they sit there in
the nest and have hooked beaks like owls, and they pick naughty
little boys' and girls' eyes out with them." After this I formed in
my own mind a horrible picture of the cruel Sand-man. When anything
came blundering upstairs at night I trembled with fear and dismay;
and all that my mother could get out of me were the stammered words
"The Sandman! the Sand-man!" whilst the tears coursed down my
cheeks. Then I ran into my bedroom, and the whole night through
tormented myself with the terrible apparition of the Sand-man. I
was quite old enough to perceive that the old woman's tale about
the Sand-man and his little ones' nest in the half-moon couldn't be
altogether true; nevertheless the Sand-man continued to be for me a
fearful incubus, and I was always seized with terror--my blood
always ran cold, not only when I heard anybody come up the stairs,
but when I heard anybody noisily open my father's room door and go
in. Often he stayed away for a long season altogether; then he
would come several times in close succession.This went on for years, without my being able to accustom
myself to this fearful apparition, without the image of the
horrible Sand-man growing any fainter in my imagination. His
intercourse with my father began to occupy my fancy ever more and
more; I was restrained from asking my father about him by an
unconquerable shyness; but as the years went on the desire waxed
stronger and stronger within me to fathom the mystery myself and to
see the fabulous Sand-man. He had been the means of disclosing to
me the path of the wonderful and the adventurous, which so easily
find lodgment in the mind of the child. I liked nothing better than
to hear or read horrible stories of goblins, witches, Tom Thumbs,
and so on; but always at the head of them all stood the Sand-man,
whose picture I scribbled in the most extraordinary and repulsive
forms with both chalk and coal everywhere, on the tables, and
cupboard doors, and walls. When I was ten years old my mother
removed me from the nursery into a little chamber off the corridor
not far from my father's room. We still had to withdraw hastily
whenever, on the stroke of nine, the mysterious unknown was heard
in the house. As I lay in my little chamber I could hear him go
into father's room, and soon afterwards I fancied there was a fine
and peculiar smelling steam spreading itself through the house. As
my curiosity waxed stronger, my resolve to make somehow or other
the Sand-man's acquaintance took deeper root. Often when my mother
had gone past, I slipped quickly out of my room into the corridor,
but I could never see anything, for always before I could reach the
place where I could get sight of him, the Sand-man was well inside
the door. At last, unable to resist the impulse any longer, I
determined to conceal myself in father's room and there wait for
the Sand-man.One evening I perceived from my father's silence and mother's
sadness that the Sand-man would come; accordingly, pleading that I
was excessively tired, I left the room before nine o'clock and
concealed myself in a hiding-place close beside the door. The
street door creaked, and slow, heavy, echoing steps crossed the
passage towards the stairs. Mother hurried past me with my brothers
and sisters. Softly--softly--I opened father's room door. He sat as
usual, silent and motionless, with his back towards it; he did not
hear me; and in a moment I was in and behind a curtain drawn before
my father's open wardrobe, which stood just inside the room. Nearer
and nearer and nearer came the echoing footsteps. There was a
strange coughing and shuffling and mumbling outside. My heart beat
with expectation and fear. A quick step now close, close beside the
door, a noisy rattle of the handle, and the door flies open with a
bang. Recovering my courage with an effort, I take a cautious peep
out. In the middle of the room in front of my father stands the
Sand-man, the bright light of the lamp falling full upon his face.
The Sand-man, the terrible Sand-man, is the old advocate Coppelius
who often comes to dine with us.But the most hideous figure could not have awakened greater
trepidation in my heart than this Coppelius did. Picture to
yourself a large broad-shouldered man, with an immensely big head,
a face the colour of yellow-ochre, grey bushy eyebrows, from
beneath which two piercing, greenish, cat-like eyes glittered, and
a prominent Roman nose hanging over his upper lip. His distorted
mouth was often screwed up into a malicious smile; then two
dark-red spots appeared on his cheeks, and a strange hissing noise
proceeded from between his tightly clenched teeth. He always wore
an ash-grey coat of an old-fashioned cut, a waistcoat of the same,
and nether extremities to match, but black stockings and buckles
set with stones on his shoes. His little wig scarcely extended
beyond the crown of his head, his hair was curled round high up
above his big red ears, and plastered to his temples with cosmetic,
and a broad closed hair-bag stood out prominently from his neck, so
that you could see the silver buckle that fastened his folded
neck-cloth. Altogether he was a most disagreeable and horribly ugly
figure; but what we children detested most of all was his big
coarse hairy hands; we could never fancy anything that he had once
touched. This he had noticed; and so, whenever our good mother
quietly placed a piece of cake or sweet fruit on our plates, he
delighted to touch it under some pretext or other, until the bright
tears stood in our eyes, and from disgust and loathing we lost the
enjoyment of the tit-bit that was intended to please us. And he did
just the same thing when father gave us a glass of sweet wine on
holidays. Then he would quickly pass his hand over it, or even
sometimes raise the glass to his blue lips, and he laughed quite
sardonically when all we dared do was to express our vexation in
stifled sobs. He habitually called us the "little brutes;" and when
he was present we might not utter a sound; and we cursed the ugly
spiteful man who deliberately and intentionally spoilt all our
little pleasures. Mother seemed to dislike this hateful Coppelius
as much as we did for as soon as he appeared her cheerfulness and
bright and natural manner were transformed into sad, gloomy
seriousness. Father treated him as if he were a being of some
higher race, whose ill-manners were to be tolerated, whilst no
efforts ought to be spared to keep him in good-humour. He had only
to give a slight hint, and his favourite dishes were cooked for him
and rare wine uncorked.As soon as I saw this Coppelius, therefore, the fearful and
hideous thought arose in my mind that he, and he alone, must be the
Sand-man; but I no longer conceived of the Sand-man as the bugbear
in the old nurse's fable, who fetched children's eyes and took them
to the half-moon as food for his little ones--no I but as an ugly
spectre-like fiend bringing trouble and misery and ruin, both
temporal and everlasting, everywhere wherever he
appeared.I was spell-bound on the spot. At the risk of being
discovered, and, as I well enough knew, of being severely punished,
I remained as I was, with my head thrust through the curtains
listening. My father received Coppelius in a ceremonious manner.
"Come, to work!" cried the latter, in a hoarse snarling voice,
throwing off his coat. Gloomily and silently my father took off his
dressing-gown, and both put on long black smock-frocks. Where they
took them from I forgot to notice. Father opened the folding-doors
of a cupboard in the wall; but I saw that what I had so long taken
to be a cupboard was really a dark recess, in which was a little
hearth. Coppelius approached it, and a blue flame crackled upwards
from it. Round about were all kinds of strange utensils. Good God!
as my old father bent down over the fire how different he looked!
His gentle and venerable features seemed to be drawn up by some
dreadful convulsive pain into an ugly, repulsive Satanic mask. He
looked like Coppelius. Coppelius plied the red-hot tongs and drew
bright glowing masses out of the thick smoke and began assiduously
to hammer them. I fancied that there were men's faces visible round
about, but without eyes, having ghastly deep black holes where the
eyes should have been. "Eyes here! Eyes here!" cried Coppelius, in
a hollow sepulchral voice. My blood ran cold with horror; I
screamed and tumbled out of my hiding-place into the floor.
Coppelius immediately seized upon me. "You little brute! You little
brute!" he bleated, grinding his teeth. Then, snatching me up, he
threw me on the hearth, so that the flames began to singe my hair.
"Now we've got eyes--eyes--a beautiful pair of children's eyes," he
whispered, and, thrusting his hands into the flames he took out
some red-hot grains and was about to strew t-em into my eyes. Then
my father clasped his hands and entreated him, saying, "Master,
master, let my Nathanael keep his eyes--oh! do let him keep them."
Coppelius laughed shrilly and replied, "Well then, the boy may keep
his eyes and whine and pule his way through the world; but we will
now at any rate observe the mechanism of the hand and the foot."
And therewith he roughly laid hold upon me, so that my joints
cracked, and twisted my hands and my feet, pulling them now this
way, and now that, "That's not quite right altogether! It's better
as it was!--the old fellow knew what he was about." Thus lisped and
hissed Coppelius; but all around me grew black and dark; a sudden
convulsive pain shot through all my nerves and bones I knew nothing
more.I felt a soft warm breath fanning my cheek; I awakened as if
out of the sleep of death; my mother was bending over me. "Is the
Sand-man still there?" I stammered. "No, my dear child; he's been
gone a long, long time; he'll not hurt you." Thus spoke my mother,
as she kissed her recovered darling and pressed him to her heart.
But why should I tire you, my dear Lothair? why do I dwell at such
length on these details, when there's so much remains to be said?
Enough--I was detected in my eavesdropping, and roughly handled by
Coppelius. Fear and terror had brought on a violent fever, of which
I lay ill several weeks. "Is the Sand-man still there?" these were
the first words I uttered on coming to myself again, the first sign
of my recovery, of my safety. Thus, you see, I have only to relate
to you the most terrible moment of my youth for you to thoroughly
understand that it must not be ascribed to the weakness of my
eyesight if all that I see is colourless, but to the fact that a
mysterious destiny has hung a dark veil of clouds about my life,
which I shall perhaps only break through when I die.Coppelius did not show himself again; it was reported he had
left the town.It was about a year later when, in pursuance of the old
unchanged custom, we sat around the round table in the evening.
Father was in very good spirits, and was telling us amusing tales
about his youthful travels. As it was striking nine we all at once
heard the street door creak on its hinges, and slow ponderous steps
echoed across the passage and up the stairs. "That is Coppelius,"
said my mother, turning pale. "Yes, it is Coppelius," replied my
father in a faint broken voice. The tears started from my mother's
eyes. "But, father, father," she cried, "must it be so?" "This is
the last time," he replied; "this is the last time he will come to
me, I promise you. Go now, go and take the children. Go, go to
bed--good-night."As for me, I felt as if I were converted into cold, heavy
stone; I could not get my breath. As I stood there immovable my
mother seized me by the arm. "Come, Nathanael! do come along!" I
suffered myself to be led away; I went into my room. "Be a good boy
and keep quiet," mother called after me; "get into bed and go to
sleep." But, tortured by indescribable fear and uneasiness, I could
not close my eyes. That hateful, hideous Coppelius stood before me
with his glittering eyes, smiling maliciously down upon me; in vain
did I strive to banish the image. Somewhere about midnight there
was a terrific crack, as if a cannon were being fired off. The
whole house shook; something went rustling and clattering past my
door; the house door was pulled to with a bang. "That is
Coppelius," I cried, terror-struck, and leapt out of bed. Then I
heard a wild heartrending scream; I rushed into my father's room;
the door stood open, and clouds of suffocating smoke came rolling
towards me. The servant-maid shouted, "Oh! my master! my master! On
the floor in front of the smoking hearth lay my father, dead, his
face burned black and fearfully distorted, my sisters weeping and
moaning around him, and my mother lying near them in a swoon.
"Coppelius, you atrocious fiend, you've killed my father," I
shouted. My senses left me. Two days later, when my father was
placed in his coffin; his features were mild and gentle again as
they had been when he was alive. I found great consolation in the
thought that his association with the diabolical Coppelius could
not have ended in his everlasting ruin.Our neighbours had been awakened by the explosion; the affair
got talked about, and came before the magisterial authorities, who
wished to cite Coppelius to clear himself. But he had disappeared
from the place, leaving no traces behind him.Now when I tell you, my dear friend, that the weather-glass
hawker I spoke of was the villain Coppelius, you will not blame me
for seeing impending mischief in his inauspicious reappearance. He
was differently dressed; but Coppelius's figure and features are
too deeply impressed upon my mind for me to be capable of making a
mistake in the matter. Moreover, he has not even changed his name.
He proclaims himself here, I learn, to be a Piedmontese
mechanician, and styles himself Giuseppe Coppola.I am resolved to enter the lists against him and revenge my
father's death, let the consequences be what they may.Don't say a word to mother about the reappearance of this
odious monster. Give my love to my darling Clara; I will write to
her when I am in a somewhat calmer frame of mind.
Adieu.CLARA TO NATHANAELYou are right, you have not written to me for a very long
time, but nevertheless I believe that I still retain a place in
your mind and thoughts. It is a proof that you were thinking a good
deal about me when you were sending off your last letter to brother
Lothair, for instead of directing it to him you directed it to me.
With joy I tore open the envelope, and did not perceive the mistake
until I read the words, "Oh! my dear, dear Lothair." Now I know I
ought not to have read any more of the letter, but ought to have
given it to my brother. But as you have so often in innocent
raillery made it a sort of reproach against me that I possessed
such a calm, and, for a woman, cool-headed temperament that I
should be like the woman we read of--if the house was threatening
to tumble down, I should, before hastily fleeing, stop to smooth
down a crumple in the window-curtains--I need hardly tell you that
the beginning of your letter quite upset me. I could scarcely
breathe; there was a bright mist before my eyes. Oh! my darling
Nathanael! what could this terrible thing be that had happened?
Separation from you--never to see you again, the thought was like a
sharp knife in my heart. I read on and on. Your description of that
horrid Coppelius made my flesh creep. I now learnt for the first
time what a terrible and violent death your good old father died.
Brother Lothair, to whom I handed over his property, sought to
comfort me, but with little success. That horrid weather-glass
hawker Giuseppe Coppola followed me everywhere; and I am almost
ashamed to confess it, but he was able to disturb my sound and in
general calm sleep with all sorts of wonderful dream-shapes. But
soon--the next day--I saw everything in a different light. Oh! do
not be angry with me, my best-beloved, if, despite your strange
presentiment that Coppelius will do you some mischief, Lothair
tells you I am in quite as good spirits, and just the same as
ever.I will frankly confess, it seems to me that all that was
fearsome and terrible of which you speak, existed only in your own
self, and that the real true outer world had but little to do with
it. I can quite admit that old Coppelius may have been highly
obnoxious to you children, but your real detestation of him arose
from the fact that he hated children.Naturally enough the gruesome Sand-man of the old nurse's
story was associated in your childish mind with old Coppelius, who,
even though you had not believed in the Sand-man, would have been
to you a ghostly bugbear, especially dangerous to children. His
mysterious labours along with your father at night-time were, I
daresay, nothing more than secret experiments in alchemy, with
which your mother could not be over well pleased, owing to the
large sums of money that most likely were thrown away upon them;
and besides, your father, his mind full of the deceptive striving
after higher knowledge, may probably have become rather indifferent
to his family, as so often happens in the case of such
experimentalists. So also it is equally probable that your father
brought about his death by his own imprudence, and that Coppelius
is not to blame for it. I must tell you that yesterday I asked our
experienced neighbour, the chemist, whether in experiments of this
kind an explosion could take place which would have a momentarily
fatal effect. He said, "Oh, certainly!" and described to me in his
prolix and circumstantial way how it could be occasioned,
mentioning at the same time so many strange and funny words that I
could not remember them at all. Now I know you will be angry at
your Clara, and will say, "Of the Mysterious which often clasps man
in its invisible arms there's not a ray can find its way into this
cold heart. She sees only the varied surface of the things of the
world, and, like the little child, is pleased with the golden
glittering fruit, at the kernel of which lies the fatal
poison."Oh! my beloved Nathanael, do you believe then that the
intuitive prescience of a dark power working within us to our own
ruin cannot exist also in minds which are cheerful, natural, free
from care? But please forgive me that I, a simple girl, presume in
my way to indicate to you what I really think of such an inward
strife. After all, I should not find the proper words, and you
would only laugh at me, not because my thoughts were stupid, but
because I was so foolish as to attempt to tell them to
you.If there is a dark and hostile power which traitorously fixes
a thread in our hearts in order that, laying hold of it and drawing
us by means of it along a dangerous road to ruin, which otherwise
we should not have trod--if, I say, there is such a power, it must
assume within us a form like ourselves, nay, it must be ourselves;
for only in that way can we believe in it, and only so understood
do we yield to it so far that it is able to accomplish its secret
purpose. So long as we have sufficient firmness, fortified by
cheerfulness, to always acknowledge foreign hostile influences for
what they really are, whilst we quietly pursue the path pointed out
to us by both inclination and calling, then this mysterious power
perishes in its futile struggles to attain the form which is to be
the reflected image of ourselves. It is also certain, Lothair adds,
that if we have once voluntarily given ourselves up to this dark
physical power, it often reproduces within us the strange forms
which the outer world throws in our way, so that thus it is we
ourselves who engender within ourselves the spirit which by some
remarkable delusion we imagine to speak in that outer form. It is
the phantom of our own self whose intimate relationship with, and
whose powerful influence upon our soul either plunges us into hell
or elevates us to heaven. Thus you will see, my beloved Nathanael,
that I and brother Lothair have well talked over the subject of
dark powers and forces; and now, after I have with some difficulty
written down the principal results of our discussion, they seem to
me to contain many really profound thoughts. Lothair's last words,
however, I don't quite understand altogether; I only dimly guess
what he means; and yet I cannot help thinking it is all very true.
I beg you, dear, strive to forget the ugly advocate Coppelius as
well as the weather-glass hawker Giuseppe Coppola. Try and convince
yourself that these foreign influences can have no power over you,
that it is only the belief in their hostile power which can in
reality make them dangerous to you. If every line of your letter
did not betray the violent excitement of your mind, and if I did
not sympathise with your condition from the bottom of my heart, I
could in truth jest about the advocate Sand-man and weather-glass
hawker Coppelius. Pluck up your spirits! Be cheerful! I have
resolved to appear to you as your guardian-angel if that ugly man
Coppola should dare take it into his head to bother you in your
dreams, and drive him away with a good hearty laugh. I'm not afraid
of him and his nasty hands, not the least little bit; I won't let
him either as advocate spoil any dainty tit-bit I've taken, or as
Sand-man rob me of my eyes.My darling, darling Nathanael.Eternally your, c. c.NATHANAEL TO LOTHAIR.I am very sorry that Clara opened and read my last letter to
you; of course the mistake is to be attributed to my own absence of
mind. She has written me a very deep philosophical letter, proving
conclusively that Coppelius and Coppola only exist in my own mind
and are phantoms of my own self, which will at once be dissipated,
as soon as I look upon them in that light. In very truth one can
hardly believe that the mind which so often sparkles in those
bright, beautifully smiling, childlike eyes of hers like a sweet
lovely dream could draw such subtle and scholastic distinctions.
She also mentions your name. You have been talking about me. I
suppose you have been giving her lectures, since she sifts and
refines everything so acutely. But enough of this! I must now tell
you it is most certain that the weather-glass hawker Giuseppe
Coppola is not the advocate Coppelius. I am attending the lectures
of our recently appointed Professor of Physics, who, like the
distinguished naturalist,(3) is called Spalanzani, and is of
Italian origin. He has known Coppola for many years; and it is also
easy to tell from his accent that he really is a Piedmontese.
Coppelius was a German, though no honest German, I fancy.
Nevertheless I am not quite satisfied. You and Clara will perhaps
take me for a gloomy dreamer, but nohow can I get rid of the
impression which Coppelius's cursed face made upon me. I am glad to
learn from Spalanzani that he has left the town. This Professor
Spalanzani is a very queer fish. He is a little fat man, with
prominent cheek-bones, thin nose, projecting lips, and small
piercing eyes. You cannot get a better picture of him than by
turning over one of the Berlin pocket-almanacs(4) and looking at
Cagliostro's(5) portrait engraved by Chodowiecki;(6) Spalanzani
looks just like him.(3) Lazaro Spallanzani, a celebrated anatomist and naturalist
(1729-1799), filled for several years the chair of Natural History
at Pavia, and travelled extensively for scientific purposes in
Italy, Turkey, Sicily, Switzerland, c.(4) Or Almanacs of the Muses, as they were also sometimes
called, were periodical, mostly yearly publications, containing all
kinds of literary effusions; mostly, however, lyrical. They
originated in the eighteenth century. Schiller, A. W. and F.
Schlegel, Tieck, and Chamisso, amongst others, conducted
undertakings of this nature.(5) Joseph Balsamo, a Sicilian by birth, calling himself
count Cagliostro, one of the greatest impostors of modern times,
lived during the latter part of the eighteenth century. See
Carlyle's "Miscellanies" for an account of his life and
character.(6) Daniel Nikolas Chodowiecki, painter and engraver, of
Polish descent, was born at Dantzic in 1726. For some years he was
so popular an artist that few books were published in Prussia
without plates or vignettes by him. The catalogue of his works is
said to include 3000 items.Once lately, as I went up the steps to his house, I perceived
that beside the curtain which generally covered a glass door there
was a small chink. What it was that excited my curiosity I cannot
explain; but I looked through. In the room I saw a female, tall,
very slender, but of perfect proportions, and splendidly dressed,
sitting at a little table, on which she had placed both her arms,
her hands being folded together. She sat opposite the door, so that
I could easily see her angelically beautiful face. She did not
appear to notice me, and there was moreover a strangely fixed look
about her eyes, I might almost say they appeared as if they had no
power of vision; I thought she was sleeping with her eyes open. I
felt quite uncomfortable, and so I slipped away quietly into the
Professor's lecture-room, which was close at hand. Afterwards I
learnt that the figure which I had seen was Spalanzani's daughter,
Olimpia, whom he keeps locked in a most wicked and unaccountable
way, and no man is ever allowed to come near her. Perhaps, however,
there is after all something peculiar about her; perhaps she's an
idiot or something of that sort. But why am I telling you all this?
I could have told you it all better and more in detail when I see
you. For in a fortnight I shall be amongst you. I must see my dear
sweet angel, my Clara, again. Then the little bit of ill-temper,
which, I must confess, took possession of me after her fearfully
sensible letter, will be blown away. And that is the reason why I
am not writing to her as well to-day. With all best wishes,
c.Nothing more strange and extraordinary can be imagined,
gracious reader, than what happened to my poor friend, the young
student Nathanael, and which I have undertaken to relate to you.
Have you ever lived to experience anything that completely took
possession of your heart and mind and thoughts to the utter
exclusion of everything else? All was seething and boiling within
you; your blood, heated to fever pitch, leapt through your veins
and inflamed your cheeks. Your gaze was so peculiar, as if seeking
to grasp in empty space forms not seen of any other eye, and all
your words ended in sighs betokening some mystery. Then your
friends asked you, "What is the matter with you, my dear friend?
What do you see?" And, wishing to describe the inner pictures in
all their vivid colours, with their lights and their shades, you in
vain struggled to find words with which to express yourself. But
you felt as if you must gather up all the events that had happened,
wonderful, splendid, terrible, jocose, and awful, in the very first
word, so that the whole might be revealed by a single electric
discharge, so to speak. Yet every word and all that partook of the
nature of communication by intelligible sounds seemed to be
colourless, cold, and dead. Then you try and try again, and stutter
and stammer, whilst your friends' prosy questions strike like icy
winds upon your heart's hot fire until they extinguish it. But if,
like a bold painter, you had first sketched in a few audacious
strokes the outline of the picture you had in your soul, you would
then easily have been able to deepen and intensify the colours one
after the other, until the varied throng of living figures carried
your friends away, and they, like you, saw themselves in the midst
of the scene that had proceeded out of your own soul.Strictly speaking, indulgent reader, I must indeed confess to
you, nobody has asked me for the history of young Nathanael; but
you are very well aware that I belong to that remarkable class of
authors who, when they are bearing anything about in their minds in
the manner I have just described, feel as if everybody who comes
near them, and also the whole world to boot, were asking, "Oh! what
is it? Oh! do tell us, my good sir?" Hence I was most powerfully
impelled to narrate to you Nathanael's ominous life. My soul was
full of the elements of wonder and extraordinary peculiarity in it;
but, for this very reason, and because it was necessary in the very
beginning to dispose you, indulgent reader, to bear with what is
fantastic--and that is not a little thing I racked my brain to find
a way of commencing the story in a significant and original manner,
calculated to arrest your attention. To begin with "Once upon a
time," the best beginning for a story, seemed to me too tame; with
"In the small country town S--lived," rather better, at any rate
allowing plenty of room to work up to the climax; or to plunge at
once in medias res, "'Go to the devil!' cried the student
Nathanael, his eyes blazing wildly with rage and fear, when the
weather-glass hawker Giuseppe Coppola"--well, that is what I really
had written, when I thought I detected something of the ridiculous
in Nathanael's wild glance; and the history is anything but
laughable. I could not find any words which seemed fitted to
reflect in even the feeblest degree the brightness of the colours
of my mental vision. I determined not to begin at all. So I pray
you, gracious reader, accept the three letters which my friend
Lothair has been so kind as to communicate to me as the outline of
the picture, into which I will endeavour to introduce more and more
colour as I proceed with my narrative. Perhaps, like a good
portrait-painter, I may succeed in depicting more than one figure
in such wise that you will recognise it as a good likeness without
being acquainted with the original, and feel as if you had very
often seen the original with your own bodily eyes. Perhaps, too,
you will then believe that nothing is more wonderful, nothing more
fantastic than real life, and that all that a writer can do is to
present it as a dark reflection from a dim cut mirror.In order to make the very commencement more intelligible, it
is necessary to add to the letters that, soon after the death of
Nathanael's father, Clara and Lothair, the children of a distant
relative, who had likewise died, leaving them orphans, were taken
by Nathanael's mother into her own house. Clara and Nathanael
conceived a warm affection for each other, against which not the
slightest objection in the world could be urged. When therefore
Nathanael left home to prosecute his studies in G--, they were
betrothed. It is from G---that his last letter is written, where he
is attending the lectures of Spalanzani, the distinguished
Professor of Physics.I might now proceed comfortably with my narration, did not at
this moment Clara's image rise up so vividly before my eyes that I
cannot turn them away from it, just as I never could when she
looked upon me and smiled so sweetly. Nowhere would she have passed
for beautiful that was the unanimous opinion of all who professed
to have any technical knowledge of beauty. But whilst architects
praised the pure proportions of her figure and form, painters
averred that her neck, shoulders, and bosom were almost too
chastely modelled, and yet, on the other hand, one and all were in
love with her glorious Magdalene hair, and talked a good deal of
nonsense about Battoni-like(7) colouring. One of them, a veritable
romanticist, strangely enough likened her eyes to a lake by
Ruisdael,(8) in which is reflected the pure azure of the cloudless
sky, the beauty of woods and flowers, and all the bright and varied
life of a living landscape. Poets and musicians went still further
and said, "What's all this talk about seas and reflections? How can
we look upon the girl without feeling that wonderful heavenly songs
and melodies beam upon us from her eyes, penetrating deep down into
our hearts, till all becomes awake and throbbing with emotion? And
if we cannot sing anything at all passable then, why, we are not
worth much; and this we can also plainly read in the rare smile
which flits around her lips when we have the hardihood to squeak
out something in her presence which we pretend to call singing, in
spite of the fact that it is nothing more than a few single notes
confusedly linked together." And it really was so. Clara had the
powerful fancy of a bright, innocent, unaffected child, a woman's
deep and sympathetic heart, and an understanding clear, sharp, and
discriminating. Dreamers and visionaries had but a bad time of it
with her; for without saying very much--she was not by nature of a
talkative disposition--she plainly asked, by her calm steady look,
and rare ironical smile, "How can you imagine, my dear friends,
that I can take these fleeting shadowy images for true living and
breathing forms?" For this reason many found fault with her as
being cold, prosaic, and devoid of feeling; others, however, who
had reached a clearer and deeper conception of life, were extremely
fond of the intelligent, childlike, large-hearted girl. But none
had such an affection for her as Nathanael, who was a zealous and
cheerful cultivator of the fields of science and art. Clara clung
to her lover with all her heart; the first clouds she encountered
in life were when he had to separate from her. With what delight
did she fly into his arms when, as he had promised in his last
letter to Lothair, he really came back to his native town and
entered his mother's room! And as Nathanael had foreseen, the
moment he saw Clara again he no longer thought about either the
advocate Coppelius or her sensible letter; his ill-humour had quite
disappeared.(7) Pompeo Girolamo Batoni, an Italian painter of the
eighteenth century, whose works were at one time greatly
over-estimated.(8) Jakob Ruysdael (c. 1625-1682), a painter of Haarlem, in
Holland. His favourite subjects were remote farms, lonely stagnant
water, deep-haded woods with marshy paths, the sea-coast--subjects
of a dark melancholy kind. His sea-pieces are greatly
admired.Nevertheless Nathanael was right when he told his friend
Lothair that the repulsive vendor of weather-glasses, Coppola, had
exercised a fatal and disturbing influence upon his life. It was
quite patent to all; for even during the first Few days he showed
that he was completely and entirely changed. He gave himself up to
gloomy reveries, and moreover acted so strangely; they had never
observed anything at all like it in him before. Everything, even
his own life, was to him but dreams and presentiments. His constant
theme was that every man who delusively imagined himself to be free
was merely the plaything of the cruel sport of mysterious powers,
and it was vain for man to resist them; he must humbly submit to
whatever destiny had decreed for him. He went so far as to maintain
that it was foolish to believe that a man could do anything in art
or science of his own accord; for the inspiration in which alone
any true artistic work could be done did not proceed from the
spirit within outwards, but was the result of the operation
directed inwards of some Higher Principle existing without and
beyond ourselves.This mystic extravagance was in the highest degree repugnant
to Clara's clear intelligent mind, but it seemed vain to enter upon
any attempt at refutation. Yet when Nathanael went on to prove that
Coppelius was the Evil Principle which had entered into him and
taken possession of him at the time he was listening behind the
curtain, and that this hateful demon would in some terrible way
ruin their happiness, then Clara grew grave and said, "Yes,
Nathanael. You are right; Coppelius is an Evil Principle; he can do
dreadful things, as bad as could a Satanic power which should
assume a living physical form, but only--only if you do not banish
him from your mind and thoughts. So long as you believe in him he
exists and is at work; your belief in him is his only power."
Whereupon Nathanael, quite angry because Clara would only grant the
existence of the demon in his own mind, began to dilate at large
upon the whole mystic doctrine of devils and awful powers, but
Clara abruptly broke off the theme by making, to Nathanael's very
great disgust, some quite commonplace remark. Such deep mysteries
are sealed books to cold, unsusceptible characters, he thought,
without being clearly conscious to himself that he counted Clara
amongst these inferior natures, and accordingly he did not remit
his efforts to initiate her into these mysteries. In the morning,
when she was helping to prepare breakfast, he would take his stand
beside her, and read all sorts of mystic books to her, until she
begged him--"But, my dear Nathanael, I shall have to scold you as
the Evil Principle which exercises a fatal influence upon my
coffee. For if I do as you wish, and let things go their own way,
and look into your eyes whilst you read, the coffee will all boil
over into the fire, and you will none of you get any breakfast."
Then Nathanael hastily banged the book to and ran away in great
displeasure to his own room.Formerly he had possessed a peculiar talent for writing
pleasing, sparkling tales, which Clara took the greatest delight in
listening to; but now his productions were gloomy, unintelligible,
and wanting in form, so that, although Clara out of forbearance
towards him did not say so, he nevertheless felt how very little
interest she took in them. There was nothing that Clara disliked so
much as what was tedious; at such times her intellectual sleepiness
was not to be overcome; it was betrayed both in her glances and in
her words. Nathanael's effusions were, in truth, exceedingly
tedious. His ill-humour at Clara's cold prosaic temperament
continued to increase; Clara could not conceal her distaste of his
dark, gloomy, wearying mysticism; and thus both began to be more
and more estranged from each other without exactly being aware of
it themselves. The image of the ugly Coppelius had, as Nathanael
was obliged to confess to himself, faded considerably in his fancy,
and it often cost him great pains to present him in vivid colours
in his literary efforts, in which he played the part of the ghoul
of Destiny. At length it entered into his head to make his dismal
presentiment that Coppelius would ruin his happiness the subject of
a poem. He made himself and Clara, united by true love, the central
figures, but represented a black hand as being from time to time
thrust into their life and plucking out a joy that had blossomed
for them. At length, as they were standing at the altar, the
terrible Coppelius appeared and touched Clara's lovely eyes, which
leapt into Nathanael's own bosom, burning and hissing like bloody
sparks. Then Coppelius laid hold upon him, and hurled him into a
blazing circle of fire, which spun round with the speed of a
whirlwind, and, storming and blustering, dashed away with him. The
fearful noise it made was like a furious hurricane lashing the
foaming sea-waves until they rise up like black, white-headed
giants in the midst of the raging struggle. But through the midst
of the savage fury of the tempest he heard Clara's voice calling,
"Can you not see me, dear? Coppelius has deceived you; they were
not my eyes which burned so in your bosom; they were fiery drops of
your own heart's blood. Look at me, I have got my own eyes still."
Nathanael thought, "Yes, that is Clara, and I am hers for ever."
Then this thought laid a powerful grasp upon the fiery circle so
that it stood still, and the riotous turmoil died away rumbling
down a dark abyss. Nathanael looked into Clara's eyes; but it was
death whose gaze rested so kindly upon him.Whilst Nathanael was writing this work he was very quiet and
sober-minded; he filed and polished every line, and as he had
chosen to submit himself to the limitations of metre, he did not
rest until all was pure and musical. When, however, he had at
length finished it and read it aloud to himself he was seized with
horror and awful dread, and he screamed, "Whose hideous voice is
this?" But he soon came to see in it again nothing beyond a very
successful poem, and he confidently believed it would enkindle
Clara's cold temperament, though to what end she should be thus
aroused was not quite clear to his own mind, nor yet what would be
the real purpose served by tormenting her with these dreadful
pictures, which prophesied a terrible and ruinous end to her
affection.