E. T. A. Hoffman
The Sand Man
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Table of contents
The Sand Man
The Story of the Hard Nut
The History of Krakatuk
Councillor Krespel
The Deserted House
The Cremona Violion
A New Year's Eve Adventure
Automata
The Sand Man
NATHANAEL
TO LOTHAIRI
KNOW you are all very uneasy because I have not written for such a
long, long time. Mother, to be sure, is angry, and Clara, I dare say,
believes I am living here in riot and revelry, and quite forgetting
my sweet angel, whose image is so deeply engraved upon my heart and
mind. But that is not so; daily and hourly do I think of you all, and
my lovely Clara's form comes to gladden me in my dreams, and smiles
upon me with her bright eyes, as graciously as she used to do in the
days when I went in and out amongst you. Oh! how could I write to you
in the distracted state of mind in which I have been, and which,
until now, has quite bewildered me! A terrible thing has happened to
me. Dark forebodings of some awful fate threatening me are spreading
themselves out over my head like black clouds, impenetrable to every
friendly ray of sunlight. I must now tell you what has taken place; I
must, that I see well enough, but only to think upon it makes the
wild laughter burst from my lips. Oh! my dear, dear Lothair, what
shall I say to make you feel, if only in an inadequate way, that that
which happened to me a few days ago could thus really exercise such a
hostile and disturbing influence upon my life? Oh that you were here
to see for yourself! but now you will, I suppose, take me for a
superstitious ghost-seer. In a word, the terrible thing which I have
experienced, the fatal effect of which I in vain exert every effort
to shake off, is simply that some days ago, namely, on the 30th
October, at twelve o'clock at noon, a dealer in weather-glasses came
into my room and wanted to sell me one of his wares. I bought
nothing, and threatened to kick him downstairs, whereupon he went
away of his own accord.You
will conclude that it can only be very peculiar relations--relations
intimately intertwined with my life--that can give significance to
this event, and that it must be the person of this unfortunate hawker
which has had such a very inimical effect upon me. And so it really
is. I will summon up all my faculties in order to narrate to you
calmly and patiently as much of the early days of my youth as will
suffice to put matters before you in such a way that your keen sharp
intellect may grasp everything clearly and distinctly, in bright and
living pictures. Just as I am beginning, I hear you laugh and Clara
say, "What's all this childish nonsense about!" Well, laugh
at me, laugh heartily at me, pray do. But, good God! my hair is
standing on end, and I seem to be entreating you to laugh at me in
the same sort of frantic despair in which Franz Moor entreated Daniel
to laugh him to scorn.(2) But to my story.(2)
See Schiller's Räuber, Act V., Scene I. Franz Moor, seeing that the
failure of all his villainous schemes is inevitable, and that his own
ruin is close upon him, is at length overwhelmed with the madness of
despair, and unburdens the terrors of his conscience to the old
servant Daniel, bidding him laugh him to scorn.
Lesen Sie weiter in der vollständigen Ausgabe!
Lesen Sie weiter in der vollständigen Ausgabe!
Lesen Sie weiter in der vollständigen Ausgabe!
Lesen Sie weiter in der vollständigen Ausgabe!
Lesen Sie weiter in der vollständigen Ausgabe!
Lesen Sie weiter in der vollständigen Ausgabe!
Lesen Sie weiter in der vollständigen Ausgabe!