The Healing Names of Jesus E-Book

Jenita Pace

• Herausgeber: BroadStreet Publishing Group, LLC
• Kategorie: Religion und Spiritualität
• Sprache: Englisch
• Veröffentlichungsjahr: 2022

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Beschreibung

Discover healing power in the person of God. Countless Christians face depression and anxiety, yet few resources address these challenges through both a spiritual and therapeutic lens. The Healing Names of Jesus explores thirty-one names of God to help you deepen your understanding of who he is, find meaning in your pain, and renew your strength. Written by a licensed professional counselor with personal experience, this devotional combines the power of the gospel with proven coping strategies to offer healing to those battling depression and anxiety. Each entry includes • an inspirational reading from the Bible, • a compelling story, an interactive exercise, and an encouraging prayer. The more you understand God, the less power your dark thoughts and feelings have over you. Draw closer to him and let hope color your world again.

Leseprobe

The Healing Names of Jesus invites readers to interact with the multifaceted ways in which Jesus brings healing to our lives. One size does not fit all! Combining serious Bible study with real-life examples (many of which are personal), Jenita ultimately points readers to Jesus, our all-sufficient healer. Her desire for readers to experience healing comes through every page of the book.

Bryan Beyer Bible Professor Emeritus Columbia International University, Columbia, SC

With wisdom born of pain from her own story, Jenita has written an essential devotional that reminds us of Jesus’ ability to heal our deepest wounds and restore us. She bravely shares the fear that gripped her heart and how that same fear would give way to a far greater power: the healing name of Jesus.

Julie Hull MA, Pastoral Counselor Renewing Hope Counseling and Coaching, Minneapolis, MN

From the opening sentences of the introduction and throughout every page, Jenita courageously opens a door, inviting us into her personal journey through depression and anxiety. By wrapping biblical discoveries, personal examples, and practical applications together, Jenita guides the reader toward a deeper understanding of the One who brings true healing. This book is one that needs to be read with a Bible in one hand and a journal in the other, with the expectation that Jesus will meet you right where you are and provide strength and peace for the journey. Thank you, Jenita!

Reverend Mike Richards

Senior Pastor CrossPoint Church, Bloomington, MN

For those who struggle with mental illness, particularly anxiety and depression, the battle often seems hopeless and solitary. Author Jenita Pace dispels such lies in The Healing Names of Jesus. There is hope, and those who suffer are not alone. Jenita draws earthly parallels to the names of God and shares her personal struggles with mental illness, explaining how God’s Word and character, as revealed through his names, have transformed her mind and heart. The book’s impact is found in its transparency and sincere belief in a God who has been with her through all her struggles and who will be with readers in their struggles too. I can further testify that this book is a true reflection of her character, her love for her Lord, and her love for those who suffer. I wholeheartedly recommend it in our ministry.

Julie Andersen Care Director New Hope Church, New Hope, MN

When it comes to mental health, too many books offer optimistic assurances beyond that which can be realistically promised. In The Healing Names of Jesus, however, author Jenita Pace not only guides readers on a journey that balances hope in God with hope in the readers themselves, but she also illustrates the powers of vulnerability and faith within the paradoxical process of suffering and healing. Her writing masterfully harmonizes challenge with compassion, weakness with strength, and vulnerability with courage. This book can undoubtedly encourage and embolden everyone who reads it.

Mark E. Anderson

Psychologist New Brighton, MN

If you or someone you love struggles with depression or anxiety, this book is the faithful friend you have been searching for. The Healing Names of Jesus goes far beyond simple devotions; it boldly ushers us into the presence of God. In its pages, author Jenita Pace personally intercedes on behalf of the reader and invites them in a most loving, compassionate way to confront the kinds of suffering that few are willing to admit or address, ultimately connecting them to the profound hope found in Jesus’ character. Save yourself and those you love from loneliness and despair by reading, absorbing, and passing this book along to others so that you may refresh others as you, too, are refreshed.

Reverend Colin P. Thornley

Mentoring Specialist Serge Global, Inc., Arden, NC

The Healing Names of Jesus is a must-have resource for anyone trapped in the fog of depression and anxiety and in search of comfort and light, and it is written from the heart of someone who has personally survived. Jenita Pace’s approach to healing lends structure and asks questions, making the content both personal and applicable. Pastors, counselors, chaplains, friends, and family members will gain insight into the lives and challenges of those who struggle with mental health and learn to ask meaningful questions that will deepen their interactions with the people they love.

Glen Bloomstrom, Chaplain (Colonel) Retired, US Army M.Div., MA, MSS, Director, Faith Community Engagement LivingWorks Education, Minneapolis, MN

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The Healing Names of Jesus: Find Freedom from Depression and Anxiety

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This book is dedicated to Timothy Nathan Pace, a man who beautifully lives for others because of his love for Jesus.

You have saved me in every way that a person can save another.

Love you.

Please be aware that this devotional contains material regarding suicidal ideation and an attempt.

If at any time you find yourself wrestling with suicidal thoughts, contact the National Suicide Prevention Hotline at 1–800–273–8255.

CONTENTS

Introduction

Day 1The Lamb and the Shepherd

Day 2Lion of Judah

Day 3Son of Man

Day 4Paraclete

Day 5Almighty God

Day 6Redeemer

Day 7Vine

Day 8Doctor

Day 9Friend

Day 10Alpha and Omega

Day 11Carpenter and Cornerstone

Day 12Generous Host

Day 13The Way

Day 14Wind

Day 15Artist

Day 16Fisherman

Day 17Lord of the Sabbath

Day 18Shield

Day 19Brother

Day 20I AM

Day 21Warrior

Day 22Bread and Living Water

Day 23Potter

Day 24The Word and the Light

Day 25Fire

Day 26The Rock

Day 27High Priest

Day 28Exorcist

Day 29Mother Hen

Day 30Dove

Day 31The Family

Acknowledgments

References

Endnotes

About the Author

INTRODUCTION

I have prayed for you. We have never met, but I imagine that if you chose to read this book and come along this journey, depression and anxiety have affected you in some way. Depression and anxiety aren’t experiences that everyone necessarily understands, but for those who do, these common enemies tend to draw people together. Naturally, I feel a special bond with people who have endured the same struggles I have.

My personal journey began in 2001, when I found myself sleeping nearly all of the time, struggling to focus, feeling sad and constantly afraid, and avoiding people to hide my pain. I hated getting out of bed. I hated leaving my house, and I felt stuck.

At the time, my husband, Tim, was a pastor at a small church and finishing his pastoral degree. I felt the need to be a “good Christian” and support him in his role. But the more depressed I became, the more I skipped church and the more worthless I felt. It was even more embarrassing and shameful when the lead pastor confronted Tim about my “inability to support the church.”

I began to believe a dangerous lie: Tim would be better off without me. Perhaps you, too, can relate to this feeling of worthlessness. Not only did this powerful, disabling lie lead me to believe that I was not earning my keep as a spouse and that I was a failure, but it also had me convinced that I would never find my way out of the dark hole that held my mind prisoner.

I decided I would kill myself. I would execute my carefully crafted plan while Tim was at church. After he said goodbye and left, I laid out the medications I intended to use to overdose and wrote a letter to Tim explaining why everything would be better if I were no longer here on earth with him. But as it happened, Tim forgot his pager at home (yes, this was a long time ago!) and had turned the car around to come home and retrieve it. When he walked into the house, I panicked and quickly tried to cover up what I had been doing, but it was too late. He started to cry, and I did too. It was a moment of true heartbreak.

Tim brought me to the hospital that night, and I was admitted against my will. I found myself scared and alone. All of my personal belongings were taken from me except my clothes and my Bible. Unable to sleep, I frantically flipped through my Bible in search of no particular verse when I stumbled on Psalm 121:

I lift up my eyes to the mountains—

where does my help come from?

My help comes from the LORD,

the Maker of heaven and earth.

He will not let your foot slip—

he who watches over you will not slumber;

indeed, he who watches over Israel

will neither slumber nor sleep.

The LORD watches over you—

the LORD is your shade at your right hand;

the sun will not harm you by day,

nor the moon by night.

The LORD will keep you from all harm—

he will watch over your life;

the LORD will watch over your coming and going

both now and forevermore. (NIV)

The words were like salve on a wound. Over the course of the ten days that followed, I read this psalm morning, noon, and night. I clung to it despite my confusion: Why would God allow this to happen to me? What good could possibly come from this?

Once I was released from the hospital, I checked my voice-mail to find it full of messages from people who were praying for me. One was from Steve Bradley, a professor at the Christian university from which I had graduated. In his voicemail, Steve said, “Jenita, I couldn’t sleep last night. I was thinking about you. I don’t know why, but I felt like I needed to read Psalm 121.” Tears spilled from my eyes. Perhaps God hadn’t abandoned me after all.

Steve asked if I would meet his wife, Pat. I admit I was hesitant. All of my well-meaning friends had brought me books and Scripture cards to encourage me, but I found them discouraging—mostly because I couldn’t comprehend much at the time. Some viewed my depression as proof of sin or a lack of faith, but Pat had been through depression years ago on the mission field and saw no shame in experiencing it.

Full of unconditional love and support, Pat came to my home and told me about her own battles with depression. She called me in the mornings, and if I wasn’t out of bed, then she would come over and help me get up and moving. She often brought food and sometimes stopped by just to pray, listen, and offer comfort. She understood that I was hopeless and promised to hold on to hope for me so that I wouldn’t lose it entirely. She constantly promised me, “Jenita, God will use this. You will see.”

About a month after my first meeting with Pat, Tim called me from work, obviously shaken. He told me Pat had died suddenly in her sleep from an aneurism. Devastated, I cried hysterically as questions raced through my mind: Why would God take away the one person who seemed to understand? I desperately needed a distraction and decided to go for a walk to get the mail. Our mailbox was one block away, so I clumsily put on my shoes and started down our busy street. We were living in a housing community for married students, and the joyful sounds of children playing and neighbors visiting buzzed all around me. I felt numb to all of it.

Tears blurred my vision as I opened our mailbox and gathered its contents. I shuffled through the mail then abruptly stopped. In my hands was a card from Pat. I frantically tore open the envelope and read the simple note she had left inside: “Jenita, I wanted to write this down so that you won’t forget: God will use this. You will see.”

In utter shock, I stood in the street and read Pat’s words over and over again. I cried from both the weight of my grief and the encouragement I found in her words. My dear friend, beyond her death, left me with the hope I needed to keep going.

A counselor suggested that Tim move me home to Minnesota, where my family could support both him and me, so we packed up our belongings and moved. I attended individual counseling, met with therapy groups, and received spiritual mentorship. The more I understood God, the less power depression and anxiety had over me and my life. Gradually, both afflictions lost their power altogether. I found freedom from the thoughts that imprisoned me, and I even discovered my passion for helping others. Now I am grateful to say that I am a licensed professional counselor with a private practice in Minnesota.

The inspiration for the development of this book was the lessons I had learned from my personal experience, primarily that our dark thoughts and feelings lose their grip when we understand God. He uses so many names and metaphors to help us know him. He’s multidimensional: three separate persons in one God. He calls himself the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. Each person in the Trinity joins with the others to create a perfect wholeness that makes God, and each dimension offers a glimpse into who he is and how he feels about us. It’s a paradox that is difficult to understand but an essential part of the journey to healing. The more we recognize him in and around us, the more powerful our hope, faith, and strength grow.

Therefore, as we take time through the following lessons to look at each characteristic and name of God, we will identify which part of the Trinity the names represent. Some characteristics and names can be representative of all three, so to identify the person we are discussing, I will use the following symbols:

As you learn more about each person, you will come to understand why these symbols align with what we know about each one. Then, after you have read about the background for each name, I invite you to engage in an activity that brings the concept to life and offer a closing prayer.

Here are a few additional tips for how to maximize our time together through this study. First, read each day’s Scripture verses, which appear below each day’s title. I recommend taking your time reading each one and highlighting or underlining any words or phrases that stand out to you. Some verses appear more than once because God sometimes expresses multiple metaphors and names for himself within the same passage. When rereading Scripture that was previously covered, read them from a fresh perspective and look for new insight. Some of the Scripture readings may be long, but please do not cheat yourself of the richness of God’s Word!

Second, you will want a journal for many of the activities, which will require paper and a writing utensil. I further recommend tracking your thoughts and emotions in writing throughout your journey. It will be helpful and encouraging to look back and see how your transformation unfolded.

Third, take time to pray. Prayer does not require a specific format; prayer is a conversation with our Lord. Discard any formulas for prayer and simply say to him whatever you feel. Keep talking to God even if you’re fed up, angry, and only have curse words for him. He can handle it, and his deepest desire is to be with you.

Lastly, I encourage you to contact a friend or pastor or even to form a small group with whom you can journey through this book. God exists in community, and if God desires community, then we certainly should as well. If you prefer to do this privately, that is okay, but I highly recommend someone join you.

I am honored and humbled to be on this journey with you, and my hope—my passion—is that you find hope. And if you don’t have hope, then let me carry it for you! As your understanding of God broadens and you see him as he is, hope will color your surroundings every day.

DAY 1

The Lamb and the Shepherd

ISAIAH 52:13–53; JOHN 10:1–3

I remember visiting my son’s preschool class on the same day they were expecting a special visitor: a farmer who brought a lamb from her local farm. The sight of my son and his little classmates enjoying the presence of a baby animal was precious. This sweet, innocent little creature was surprisingly trusting.

Sheep are vulnerable animals. With no way to defend themselves, they live in a perpetual state of alertness, using their herd to help them detect danger. The problem with this setup is that sheep scare easily. When one scares, they all seem to scare.1 Another major handicap that sheep face is their poor depth perception. They can see all the way around themselves, but they can’t distinguish objects that are far away, and they can’t judge the distance between themselves and the perceived danger.2 Therefore, the sheep’s philosophy is to assume that everything is dangerous, just to be safe.

Sheep are also emotional creatures. They seek connection and develop friendships within their herd. Much like dogs, sheep recognize and distinguish voices and mannerisms among people. Sheep also develop trust and connection with their shepherd if he or she spends enough time with them. Each sheep has its unique personality, and they are just as diverse as human personalities. Living in a herd is not an indication of stupidity; it’s a necessity for their survival. They need each other.3

Our almighty God came to earth in the metaphor of a lamb in Isaiah 53:7: “He was brought like a gentle lamb to be slaughtered” (TPT). And not just any lamb but one that would be despised, rejected, unattractive, and familiar with suffering and pain. He would be someone that even his herd would reject. What a terrifying concept for a little lamb in a flock!

We know from the story in the New Testament that Jesus did come to earth, just as Isaiah prophesied. And his life unfolded as Isaiah predicted. Jesus chose to be defenseless and vulnerable, and in return, he was hated, rejected, unloved by many, convicted of crimes he didn’t commit, and eventually murdered. Because of his decision to take on this vulnerable role as a little lamb, he now has the power as our Shepherd to understand what it’s like to be in our herd and be vulnerable and scared. The night before he was arrested and later crucified, Jesus openly displayed fear and cried out to his Father. Thank you, Jesus, for showing us how much you understand what it is like to feel alone and afraid!

Isaiah described Jesus as the innocent and vulnerable lamb, and Jesus described himself as the “good Shepherd” (John 10:11). Further, Jesus defined a good shepherd: the good Shepherd calls his sheep by their individual names, leads them, defends them from predators, emotionally cares about them, and is willing to die for them. He knows what it means to be part of the flock, so he truly is the best kind of shepherd.

Sheep require constant protection, which meant that shepherds watched their flocks day and night. Without a guardian, the animals were simply unsafe. Herds grazed far from villages in biblical times, which meant that shepherds had to be alert and on guard against lions, bears, and jackals. For this reason, shepherds often carried two weapons: a club (called a rod) and a sling shot. The rod allowed shepherds to defend their sheep at close range, and the sling shot could be used against predators at a distance. The sling shot could also be used to get the attention of any wandering sheep.4 Shepherds carried staffs, which were not used as weapons but tools to track and guide sheep through narrow passages. If one sheep strayed too far, the shepherd beckoned it to come back.

At night, shepherds were responsible for bringing the sheep someplace safe, where they would be protected from predators or thieves. Naturally, the most vulnerable members among the flock were the little lambs. Every morning, a shepherd counted the entire flock as they left their safe place, and he recounted when they returned to safety each night.5 If any member went missing, then the shepherd searched for it; even one missing sheep meant the shepherd could be held liable to the herd’s owner.6

Another disadvantage that sheep must contend with is their generally weak immunity. They get sick easily, and when they do, they tend to hide their symptoms, knowing that weakness makes them vulnerable.7 This meant that shepherds had to be observant, watching each one carefully and carrying any member of the flock who was unable to keep up.8 Because of the demands of the job, the shepherd spent an incredible amount of time with the flock and truly got to know them as individuals.

What an incredible calling to be the guardian and protector of one of the most vulnerable animals in the world, and not just any animal but one acutely aware of its inability to protect itself and is therefore skittish. I relate easily to the metaphor of sheep. I tend to panic first and ask questions later. When I sense danger, it is difficult to stop fear from soaking into my heart and leaving me in a state of panic. My heart seems to have poor depth perception. That is, I can’t anticipate the future, and that terrifies me.

If you are anxious and fear the unknown, then I want you to be able to hear your good Shepherd calling you by name, holding your hand as he guides you through times of uncertainty or danger, trusting that he defends your soul from Satan, believing that he intimately understands your pain—all the while knowing that he died in order to lead you. Even if you stray, he is committed to finding you and will search for you.

Like sheep, we may be tempted to hide our weaknesses and illnesses, but he sees them and wants to be our caregiver. When you feel you cannot go on, he will tenderly carry you. And if you feel forgotten, unwelcome, or rejected by the flock, he understands. The Great Shepherd closely watches the ones who are most vulnerable, keeping his weapons near to defend his flock against the enemy. He is more than capable of fighting off predators and will not allow the great thief to steal you from him.

Meditate on the times in your past when you felt scared and your Shepherd led you through the danger. Even though you were afraid, he called you by name and guided you. Draw near to him. He keeps watch over you.

BRING IT TO LIFE

⋅Read Psalm 23. David, the author, spent years as a shepherd. I even recommend writing this passage out in your journal, underlining all the verbs that pertain to what Jesus does as our Shepherd. What do you notice?

⋅What is your “darkest valley”? What makes it so scary? Note the dark valleys through which your Shepherd has already led you. How did he do it? Whom did he use? What did he do?

⋅Close your eyes and meditate on the picture of green pastures and quiet waters. Look at images or visit a place that represents this for you. The darkest valleys are part of the journey, but you can mentally and emotionally rest in those safe places next to your Shepherd, who calls you by name.

Jesus, my Shepherd, you came as one of us, the most vulnerable version of us. I pray to you, Shepherd, as I walk through this scary valley. You know the danger; you have seen each day ahead of us, and you have already walked it. I pray to really see you guiding me to a safe place in my mind and to hear you whispering my name. I pray for green pastures and still waters, where I can rest mentally, knowing you have already mapped out each day.

DAY 2

Lion of Judah

GENESIS 44; REVELATION 5:5; PROVERBS 28:1

Male lions are magnificent animals. Weighing as much as five hundred pounds and reaching up to ten feet in length, they are truly impressive in appearance and strength. At their top speed, lions can run in bursts up to forty miles per hour and leap thirty-six feet.9

But it is not just their incredible strength that sets them apart from other animals. Lions are uniquely family oriented. While other big cats tend to live solitary lives, lions are extremely sociable and live within family units called “prides.” Prides are the definition of community, with members living together and depending on each other for survival. The lionesses are in charge of raising the young and hunting while the male lion guards the borders of the family’s territory and provide protection from predators and competing male lions, who would kill the cubs.10

Even in the darkest night, the defender of the family can secure their safety. His eyes have internal mirrors of sorts, which take the light and reflect it to maximize his eyesight and allow him to patrol day and night. With razor sharp teeth and massive claws, he is truly a terrifying defender of his family.11

And he is always close at hand. The roar of a lion can carry up to five miles. It’s an intimidating sound but one that brings comfort and reassurance to the pride.12

God has chosen this metaphor for himself along with the name of Judah. Judah, the brave intercessor in Genesis 44, offers to take the punishment in place of his brother, Benjamin, on account of his love for his father. How absolutely fitting: our Savior is the mighty lion who courageously fought to keep us, his family, safe.

This is the name of Jesus that most brings me comfort when I am anxious and afraid. Afraid of other people, afraid of circumstances I can’t control in my life, afraid of something happening to me or my family, afraid the internal darkness I wrestle with will overwhelm me, afraid of all of the unknowns in my future. And research shows that fear gains ground when we feel a sense of powerlessness. The less power we feel over a situation, the more intense our fears become.13 Can you relate?

Each of us faces specific internal fears that maybe others do not face. For me, perfectionism is a continual battle: the feeling that I am never good enough. It is the fear that I can’t do things well enough or that I simply can’t be enough. This nightmare came true when I worked for a woman who was particularly difficult to please. She had no tolerance for errors. If I stepped away from my desk, I would return to find notes and printouts showing things I had done wrong, wanting explanations for my errors, and demanding discussions on how to avoid mistakes in the future. If I had a question, it was typical for her to refuse to answer. She wanted me to figure it out for myself. I remember being so afraid each day of making a mistake, not sure what to do if I needed help.