The Sinners' Garden E-Book

William Sirls

• Herausgeber: BroadStreet Publishing Group, LLC
• Kategorie: Religion und Spiritualität
• Sprache: Englisch
• Veröffentlichungsjahr: 2016

Beschreibung

Andy Kemp's young life has been as ravaged as his scarred face. Disfigured by an abusive father, the teenager hides behind his books and an impenetrable wall of cynicism and anger.   As Andy's mother struggles to reconnect with him, his Uncle Rip returns transformed from a stint in prison and wants to be a mentor to the reclusive boy, doing everything he can to help end Andy's pain. When Andy begins hearing strange music through his iPod and making near-prophetic announcements, Rip is convinced that what Andy is hearing is the voice of God.   Elsewhere, police officer Heather Gerisch responds to a late-night breaking and entering in one of the poorest homes in town. She soon realizes that the masked prowler has left thousands of dollars in gift cards from a local grocery store.   As the bizarre break-ins continue and Heather pursues the elusive "Summer Santa," Andy and Rip discover an enormous and well-kept garden of wildflowers that seems to have grown overnight at an abandoned steel mill.   The identity of the gardener surprises them all—and a spree of miracles transfigures this small town from a place of hopelessness into a place of healing and beauty.  

Leseprobe

ACCLAIM FOR THE SINNERS’ GARDEN

“Some novels are about the head, some are about the heart. William Sirls’ latest is decidedly the latter. A story of hope, humor, forgiveness, and deep restoration, it poignantly illustrates how all of us have the life-changing chance to enter The Sinners’ Garden.”

—JAMES L. RUBART, BEST-SELLING AUTHOR OFRoomsANDSoul’s Gate

“Sirls writes a story of choice, change, and intrigue that is wrapped in supernatural fantasy, iPods, and a field of mysterious flowers. In The Sinners’ Garden, he sets the narrative hook deep with multi-layered plots and heart-warming characterizations that reel readers in and refuse to let them go.”

—GAIL WELBORN, Seattle Examiner

“Intriguing and inspirational … a story with exceptional details whose characters come to life and invite you along for the ride.”

—KAY CAMPBELL, Huntsville Times

“Set in a fictionalized version of the Downriver suburbs of Detroit where I pastor, this engaging story presents a picture of God that is both personally and mysteriously involved in restoring lives that have been marred and scarred by mistakes of the past. Faith is the key that brings hope and healing … and this is portrayed beautifully in The Sinners’ Garden.”

—BRETT KAYS, LEAD MINISTER OF SOUTHPOINT COMMUNITY CHRISTIAN CHURCH, TRENTON AND ALLEN PARK, MICHIGAN

“William Sirls is a master at weaving God’s transforming power into the lives of seemingly real people with real-life issues. His personal transformation makes his writing even more credible and faith strengthening.”

—PASTOR PAT PITTSNOGLE, CHRIST EVANGELICAL LUTHERAN CHURCH, MILTON, PENNSYLVANIA

“William Sirls has done it again! I was living inside the story, waiting on every word and turning each page with anticipation … and that was just the prologue! You will find yourself completely wrapped up in The Sinners’ Garden … talking out loud, giving advice, and laughing with the characters. William gives you that rare chance to get lost in a story that you just can’t wait to see how it ends. Grab this book now and thank me later!”

—CHRIS HARRELL, SPEAKER, AUTHOR, AND PASTOR AT SOUTH HILLS CHURCH, CORONA, CALIFORNIA

“The problem I had with this book was that I couldn’t put it down. I love fiction that touches both my soul and spirit, and once again, William Sirls did just that. The Sinners’ Garden portrays heaven touching earth in a supernatural way that shows us how God uses everyday people … characters that seem so real that they become your friends, leaving you with a desire to see them in yet another book.”

—JOSEPH G. MILOSIC, ASSOCIATE PASTOR, MT. ZION CHURCH, CLARKSTON, MICHIGAN, AND AUTHOR OFMy Home the Family Business

“Give yourself a gift and read The Sinners’ Garden. I literally consumed it, every morsel of it. A great story that I couldn’t put down. I found myself relating very easily to the characters. It is thought-provoking and encouraging with a hint of mystery for added flavor. Even in tragedy there was hope and comfort. It inspired me with renewed faith to change the things that I can and leave the rest to God. That is one peaceful place to be! And … I will never see a flower garden in quite the same way again.”

—SUSAN M. TANT

“I am a fairly new Christian and consider William Sirls to be one of my favorite authors. The Sinners’ Garden had me hooked at the prologue and I found it impossible to put down. Prepare yourself for all kinds of emotions while reading and keep the tissue box close by!”

—DONNA O’BRIEN

“As a resident of the web of small towns in Southeast Michigan known as Downriver, I appreciated the local references. Sirls played with landmarks in a fun way to create his small town setting that could easily be anywhere. Now, when I see kids like Andy riding their dirt bikes along fields and trails, grappling with their own demons, I will think of The Sinners’ Garden … where Sirls opens the conversation about sin and redemption, but leaves it up to his readers to question and answer concepts for themselves. An excellent book club read.”

—RHONDA RAFT

“The Sinners’ Garden exposes the fact that God is alive and well and He’s willing to go to great and unusual lengths to get people to listen to Him. This book reminds us that God has a plan, a purpose for each life, one that has healing and miracles and forgiveness. All He wants from us is to take that inexplicable thing called a ‘leap of faith’ and believe. As you will read, some people have to leap farther than others, but we can all be confident that when we land, we’ll be surrounded by His goodness and grace.”

—CINDY BENEDICT BARCLAY

BroadStreet Publishing Group, LLC

Racine, Wisconsin, USA

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The Sinners’ Garden

Written by William Sirls

Copyright © 2016 by Canyon Insulation, Inc.

All rights reserved. No portion of this book may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted in any form or by any means—electronic, mechanical, photocopy, recording, scanning, or other—except for brief quotations in critical reviews or articles, without the prior written permission of the publisher.

Scripture quotations are taken from the NEW KING JAMES VERSION. Copyright © 1982 by Thomas Nelson, Inc. Used by permission. All rights reserved; the King James Version of the Bible; and the HOLY BIBLE: NEW INTERNATIONAL VERSION®. Copyright © 1973, 1978, 1984 by International Bible Society. Used by permission of Zondervan Publishing House. All rights reserved.

Publisher’s note: This novel is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are either products of the author’s imagination or used fictitiously. All characters are fictional, and any similarity to people, living or dead, is purely coincidental.

ISBN-13: 978-1-4245-5420-1 (softcover)

ISBN-13: 978-1-4245-5421-8 (e-book)

Printed in the United States of America

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Author’s Note

Reading Group Guide

About the Author

for Kenneth

PROLOGUE

Judi walked to the kitchen window again and glanced out to the front yard, hoping to see Todd’s headlights cutting through the darkness as he made his way up the winding gravel driveway toward their farmhouse. She swallowed a sip of cold coffee and shoved past a wave of disappointment, wondering why he was late this time. With a sigh, she opened the oven door, worried the food was getting dried out, three hours after she and Andy had eaten. The chicken and stuffing still looked okay, she decided, with some relief.

“Mumma?” a small voice called from the living room. It was Andy, her three-year-old son, who’d been sleeping on the living room couch for the better part of an hour. She should’ve put him to bed long ago, but she kept hoping Todd would get home. That he’d want to tuck his son in this time.

“One second, baby,” she said, walking over to the sink. She filled a pot halfway with water before taking it over to the stove. The click-click-click sound of the burner preceded a blue flame that quickly set to heating the bottom of the pot.

“Mumma?” Andy called again.

She walked across the kitchen and peeked into the living room. “What is it, Andy?”

He sat up, yawned, and rubbed his little blue eyes with his fists. He looked around the room, clearly half asleep and confused. “Where are you, Mumma?”

Judi laughed and came around the couch to kneel next to him. “I’m right here, silly.”

He smiled and held out his arms for a hug, which she gladly gave. Judi held him tight, feeling his little ribs while breathing in the smell of baby shampoo that still lingered in his thick brown hair.

“You gonna make the eggs, Mumma?” he asked. “So we can paint them?”

“I just put the water on,” she said, running her hand across the side of his face. She had almost forgotten about boiling the eggs for Sunday’s Easter egg hunt at church, which was only two days away. “They will be done tonight and then we will dye them tomorrow.”

“Good,” Andy said, smiling and clapping. His teeth looked like little white stones and the gap between his two front ones made her want to give him another hug, which she did.

“You go back to sleep and when you wake up you’ll be upstairs in your big-boy bed.”

“Okay,” Andy said, his eyes widening. “Where did Uncle Rip go? Did he go home already?”

Judi laughed again. Rip sounded like “Whip.” She walked over to the window and looked out past the garage toward the barn. Yellow light spilled out the barn door toward the lake and she could see her brother’s shoulders as he leaned under the hood of the old Corvette he’d just bought. Actually, it’s not that old … and though she suspected, Judi didn’t want to ask him where he got the money to buy it. Some things were best left alone.

“Uncle Rip is still here, baby,” she said, shifting her eyes from the barn to Lake Erie. It looked like black glass, and a streak of moonlight shimmered toward her.

“Good night, Mumma,” Andy said, lying back down. “I love you.”

There weren’t three sweeter words in the world.

Judi made her way back to the couch, kissed Andy on the cheek, and then pressed her finger against his belly button, causing him to giggle. She kissed him again and then tucked the blanket tightly under his legs and feet. “I love you too, Andy.”

He yawned and exhaled before giving her a smile that let her know he was counting on her. Counting on her to keep him safe.

She stood and looked back outside. Rip was now leaning against the barn door, smoking what she hoped was a regular cigarette. He pitched it to the ground, shuffled his foot over it, then walked back into the barn and closed the hood on the Corvette. He said he’d be gone by the time Todd got home. Judi wished he’d meant it. Did he suspect anything? She shook her head. She’d been doing a good job hiding the bruises. He couldn’t know. Could he? But then why was he still hanging out, like he’s waiting?

If Todd was late, it was likely that he would be in one of his moods. And if he was, the last person in the world Judi wanted around was her overprotective little brother. If Rip saw Todd in the act, it wouldn’t be good for Andy.

And it certainly wouldn’t be good for Todd.

A narrow beam of light arced across the garage. Todd was home, and Judi quickly prayed that he would come far enough up the driveway to see Rip inside of the barn.

He didn’t.

Please, Lord. Not tonight.

Judi glanced quickly back at the barn, causing her nightie to slide off her left shoulder. She pulled it back up and then went through the family room to meet Todd out on the front porch. He walked right by her, but at least he didn’t have something nasty to say. Judi caught the odor of whiskey as he passed, but was thankful she couldn’t smell some other girl’s perfume. There’d been enough of that over the past year.

He went straight to the kitchen.

“Your supper is in the oven,” she said, following him in. “Let me get it out for you.”

He didn’t say anything. He just walked to the cupboard where they used to store liquor, opened it, and then quickly shut it. Then he looked in the refrigerator and just stood with his back to her, slowly shaking his head. “No beer either?”

“I didn’t get any, I thought that—”

“You just can’t get anything right, can you?”

“I thought you weren’t going to drink at home anymore.”

“Looks like you thought wrong.” He looked at her, hard and mean, and a shiver of fear ran down Judi’s neck.

She wondered who he’d been out drinking with, but now wasn’t the time to ask. Instead, she busied herself by going to the stove and turning off the boiling water. She put on an oven mitt with the word Love embroidered on it and then reached down and pulled open the oven door. She took out the hot plate, removed the aluminum foil, and when she turned around, he was standing right in front of her, startling her. She dropped the plate, and it crashed to the floor, breaking into three pieces while splashing the top of her bare foot with gravy.

Immediately, she bent to clean it up, but he took her by the shoulders, stopping her. He shrugged and let out a little laugh, then carefully put his hand on the side of her neck. Judi felt a whisper of hope in his smile, in his surprisingly gentle touch. It reminded her of the old Todd. Her Todd.

His hand was soft and it felt good as he caressed her. She closed her eyes and smiled, slowly leaning her head into his hand. Her hope surged. Maybe they were finally going to have a good night, a night when they could connect. A night they could remember all the things that were right between them. She put her hand on top of his, and Judi could feel his thumb slide across her chin to the other side of her neck. She lowered her hands to his waist. Todd’s fingers moved slowly back and forth below her chin, and when she sighed, he stopped.

She glanced up at him and saw it in his eyes right away.

The look. A look of such hate. Her heart seized in her chest.

He squeezed, his fingers digging into her throat as he shoved her back, pinning her against the refrigerator.

“No,” she choked out, clawing at his hand. The refrigerator felt cool through the paper-thin nightie, even as her body flushed with heat. “Andy … living room.”

Todd abruptly let go, and Judi brought her hands to her throat, bending over and gasping. As soon as she could, she stumbled over to the opening that separated the living room from the kitchen and looked at Andy. Thank God he’s still asleep. She couldn’t bear it if he saw his father be mean to her. He wouldn’t understand …

Judi turned around but kept her distance from her husband. He was standing by the stove, oddly still, his neck and shoulders stiff with frustration.

“There’s more food in the fridge,” she said nervously, rubbing her neck. “Let me clean the floor real quick and I’ll make you another plate. It won’t take long to heat up.”

Todd turned around slowly, leaned back against the stove, and shook his head in what looked like pure disgust. “You’ll probably screw that up too.”

She stared at him. Maybe everything was her fault. Maybe she was responsible for what Todd had become. For what she had become. For what they had become.

“You’re right,” she said, anxious to say anything to appease him. “I’d probably mess up just putting food on a plate. But I can try. All I want is for you to give me another chance, Todd.”

Todd crossed his arms. “Now you’re getting smart with me?”

“I’m not getting smart with anyone.”

Todd reached behind him and grabbed the handle on the pot of water.

“Oh, that’s just for the Easter eggs,” she said. “I was just going to—”

She belatedly saw his intent. She took a step backward into the living room, but Todd had already flung the scalding water at her. It arced in the air, catching the edge of her left leg and hip.

Judi shrieked, buckled over, and brought her hands to her hip, stunned at the pain, fighting to keep from blacking out. She stared at Todd in disbelief, and as he came in and out of focus, she thought she saw a rare look of remorse on his face.

But then she saw Rip coming through the door right behind him.

“I didn’t know,” Todd said. “I didn’t know that Andy—”

Rip grabbed Todd by the back of his shirt collar and pulled his fist back to punch him. Judi turned away, pressing where it hurt most.

And discovered a little hand clinging to her thigh.

Andy.

In horror, she wrenched around and saw him then. He released his grip on her leg, and his little hands shook in front of his face. His beautiful blue eyes were wide and his mouth was open. The skin on the side of his face began to change. It was wet, red, and raw.

His whole body quivered, but he made no sound.

They must have awakened him and he’d come to her. He must have peeked out from behind her at the exact same time Todd threw the water.

When she picked him up, she forgot about her own pain.

That’s when Andy’s scream finally came.

It was unlike anything she’d ever heard.

1

ELEVEN YEARS LATER

Heather was parked on the far side of St. Paul’s Church, half asleep, hoping a speeder wouldn’t come by and trigger the radar gun. She’d been there for over an hour, resting her head against the bottom edge of the open driver’s side window and staring dreamily at the full moon. Behind her, little puffs of wind came off Lake Erie, gently blowing strands of brown hair across her cheek while cooling the sweat on the back of her neck.

She sat up and glanced at the clock on the dashboard. It was just past four in the morning, and her shift would be over in less than two hours. It had been another slow night, with only a few routine traffic stops, and one that was not so routine. She laughed out loud, thinking about it. She could still see the looks on the boys’ faces—not one of them over seventeen—as she made them pour out the remaining nine beers on the side of the road. She had given the three a ride to their homes and then returned to drop a parking ticket under the driver’s windshield wiper. It was part of the impromptu plea agreement that he’d graciously accepted. Such were the joys of being a small-town cop. Part peacekeeper. Part village mom.

Heather yawned and leaned forward to rest her chin on the steering wheel for another glance at that moon. Something seemed different about it tonight. It appeared to hover above the tree line that served as the southern border of Benning Township, a harbinger of a long, hot, sultry summer. Heather felt comforted by the peaceful glow it cast over the small town.

Her radio crackled to life, startling her. “Where are you, Heather?”

It was Natalie, from dispatch.

“Relaxing out near St. Paul’s.” Heather gently tapped the radio against her cheek. “It’s the only place in town that doesn’t feel like a hundred degrees. Can you believe it’s this hot in early June?”

A quick thread of static crackled over the radio and then Natalie’s words came so clear it sounded like she was in the backseat.

“Get out to 1252 Old Parker Road, like ASAP!”

“Okay!” Heather said, fumbling to sit up straight and turn the key in the ignition. There were only five cops on the entire force and the department had never made a habit of using official radio jargon. “What’s going on?”

“The woman who lives there called in to report an intruder. She and her kids are outside now.”

“I’m on my way,” Heather said, looking left and right.

“Heather.” The tone in Natalie’s voice had shifted from concerned to motherly.

“Yeah?”

“She says he may be armed. Be careful.”

Heather felt a cool finger tap at the edge of her heart. She closed her eyes and tried to swallow. Her foot felt so heavy she couldn’t let off the brake. Her mouth had gone dry and she glanced wildly out the window, finding it impossible not to think about her father.

Her eyes settled on the moon again. But it had changed.

Gone was the soothing glow, the promise of summer. Now it seemed more suited to black cats and trick-or-treaters than the beginning of summer in southeast Michigan. The glow now seemed more like a spooky yellow fog that outlined the tip of the church’s steeple into something big enough to poke a hole in her tightly sealed box of bad memories.

She shook it off. You have a job to do, woman. Do it!

Heather slowly pulled onto West Jefferson Avenue, the two-lane highway that ran along the lake. She flipped on the roof lights, pressed on the accelerator, and when the speedometer passed a hundred, all she could hear was the wind and the continuous tapping of bugs dying on the cruiser’s windshield.

With no other cars on the road, she made it out to Old Parker in less than five minutes and turned onto the heavily wooded road. The air now felt still and thick, even through her open window. She turned the roof lights off and tapped on the brakes, slowing the car down even more. The cruiser’s tires chewed up gravel as she maneuvered around the potholes that littered Old Parker.

Natalie had given her the address, but only one house stood on this dead-end road.

As long as Heather could remember, the one-bedroom cottage had been a revolving door for welfare renters and a routine stop for domestic violence calls. Those visits had never bothered her, though. They normally just ended with someone spending the mandatory twenty hours in a cell to sleep something off before going back home for what would most likely be another round in the ring.

But this call was different. This was the type where a really bad thing could happen, because Natalie had used those four terrible words. Words she’d never heard before, in all her twelve years on the Benning Township police force.

He may be armed.

Heather thought about the new tenants and how she hadn’t been to the house since they’d moved in. She had seen them a few times at church and heard they were the latest renters on Old Parker. The young mother kept her head bowed during most of the service, probably praying for a fresh start or enjoying the hour break from her three kids—the same munchkins who had quickly developed a reputation for tearing up the pre-K Sunday school room.

The woman was quiet and wore the same old beige dress every week. It needed a good cleaning and failed to cover the tattoos on her neck and arms that spoke of a past the woman herself seemed to want to forget. Once Heather gave her a smile as she walked into church, but the woman had instinctively covered her mouth to hide teeth rotting from years of drug use.

Most of the church knew the woman routinely collected whatever leftovers were on the punch table come Sunday noon. She waited for most of the congregation to leave before looking around the room to see who was watching. Then she’d stuff cookies, cheese, little sandwiches, or whatever else remained into oversized baggies and head home.

So who’d come after a woman like her—with nothing of note to steal? An ex-husband? An ex-accomplice?

Heather crouched forward, trying to spot the lone driveway that would soon be on her right. As she inched closer, the headlights slid off tree branches that hung over the road from both sides, giving her a tunneling effect that made her stomach turn.

She spotted the mailbox and put her foot on the brake. She paused and looked through the bug-smeared windshield, studying the road, waiting patiently to see if anything moved, then slowly pulled the car over to one side. She unsnapped her holster and ran her fingers across the top of the gun. Even touching it made her mouth dry.

She left the headlights on and stepped out of the car.

Despite the early hour, it was still ninety degrees, inviting what seemed like every insect in the world out for an early morning flight. All she could hear were crickets, and then a ship horn somewhere on the lake.

She took a few steps toward the mailbox and heard something. Whatever it was had run across some fallen branches and then stopped. She raised her pistol with both hands and took a few steps back. She waited and listened.

It moved again. It was closer this time, louder.

And then she saw them.

They looked like ghosts as they came out of the darkness into the tail end of the headlights’ beams. They were coming right at her, directly down the center of the road. She lowered the gun. It was the woman from church, carrying a baby, and with her two other children clinging to her sides.

“Is anyone hurt?” Heather asked.

“No,” the woman said, breathing hard. It was the first time Heather had heard her voice. It was a tiny voice, one that didn’t belong to a rough crowd, but rather to a frightened little girl. It was also the first time Heather had seen the woman without makeup. Her cheeks were pockmarked and tear-soaked against the light, and Heather cringed, wondering again why an intruder would target the poorest woman in town.

“What’s your name?” Heather asked.

“Becky,” the woman said.

“Becky, I want you to get behind the car and stay put. I don’t have backup.”

“Okay,” she said.

Heather reached through the driver’s side window and turned off the headlights. She stepped back behind the car and glanced over her shoulder to the mailbox. She saw nothing. It was now completely black, but her eyes were quickly adjusting.

“Did he leave? Or is he still in the house?”

“I think he’s still in there.”

“Why?” Heather asked. “After all this time?”

“I don’t know,” she answered. “And he had something in his hand. I was worried it was a gun.”

No, Heather thought. Lord, no.

The little boy on the woman’s shoulder looked up at Heather. He was maybe a year old, and his big, round eyes blinked slowly, seemingly unconcerned. The other two kids continued to weep, still gripping at the lower half of their mother’s pink pajama bottoms.

“There’s a bad guy in our house,” the oldest boy said. Heather guessed he was around five. He let go of his mother’s leg and wiped tears with both hands. “I don’t want him in my house.”

“I want you to crouch down and stay put beside your mother,” Heather said. “How many doors go in and out of the house?”

“Just two,” the woman answered.

“Is there a basement?”

“No.”

“Okay. Don’t move.”

The woman nodded obediently and lowered herself to sit down in the gravel. She shifted the baby to her other arm, and the other two kids knelt around her, their heads even with the back bumper.

“It’s gonna be okay,” Heather said, running her hand across the top of the woman’s shoulder.

“I just cashed my check,” Becky said. “It’s in my purse. It’s probably what he wants. What am I gonna do if he takes it?”

“That money is for our grocees,” the little boy said. He looked at his sister, probably a year younger than him, and she nodded in agreement.

“Don’t worry about that, honey,” Heather said.

The little girl leaned against her mother’s shoulder and looked at Heather. “Will you tell him to leave?”

Heather stood and turned back toward the mailbox again. She was no longer frightened. Something about the way the little boy said “groceries” had knocked her right off that tight-rope of flight or fight.

She looked down at the woman and gritted her teeth, oddly welcoming the heat of rage that ran through her. This poor woman wasn’t just some tattooed druggie trying to get her life together. She had been seeking God’s help. And now this guy was threatening to send her into a tailspin of fear.

Heather put her pistol back in her holster and quickly opened the driver’s side door of the cruiser. She leaned in and snatched the shotgun off its mount. She slammed the door shut and pulled the pump back on the gun. She glanced up at the sky, and that strange moon seemed to be staring right at her.

This is for you, Dad.

She checked the safety on the gun and then pushed the pump forward, sending the first shell into the barrel. She walked quickly, hugging the right side of the road until she passed the mailbox and stood at the foot of the driveway. She could see the house. It was nothing more than a shadow, a black square pressed back in the trees. Heather cut across the lawn toward the front door. She tiptoed behind a bed of shrubs near the front window and then slowly peeked in the house. It was too dark inside, and she glanced back down the driveway, then up at the sky. Her heart beat faster and the shot of adrenaline that went through her body let her know she was ready.

She ducked below the valance of the front window and stepped up on the porch. The main door was open, and the only thing that separated her from her first potential encounter of her career with an intruder—an armed intruder—was a screen door with a softball-size tear in the mesh.

She listened. She waited. She heard nothing.

Okay, buddy, she thought. Game on.

She pressed her thumb on the door handle and held her breath. Thankfully, it didn’t make a sound and she slowly pulled the door open. She leaned against it and raised the gun, its long, dark barrel entering the house before she did. She paused again and then stepped inside, immediately greeted by the scents of mold and soiled diapers. She gently closed the screen door behind her and it clicked, sending what felt like an icy mallet against the side of her heart. She took a deep breath and waited.

It was time to be quiet. It was time to be still.

She couldn’t hear anything. The stock of the shotgun was pressed firmly against her cheek, allowing the business end of the gun to follow her head and eyes. In the moonlight that came through the windows, she could see a playpen only a few feet away, directly in the center of the family room. Scattered on the thin carpeting around it were a collection of Barbie dolls, a blanket, and a sippy cup with a missing top. Beyond the playpen, a sofa was pulled a few feet away from the far wall. On second glance, the sofa was the only furniture in the room. There were no chairs, no tables, no decorations. All she could see on any of the walls were three head-high holes just beyond the couch that were about the size of fists.

She scanned the rest of the room and then turned to her right toward the adjoining small kitchen. No one was there. If he were still in the house, he would be down the narrow hallway that separated the family room and the kitchen. It split from the far side and led to what she assumed was the back of the house.

She stepped around the playpen and to the edge of the hallway. She lowered her gun, took another deep breath, and then slowly peeked around the corner.

Nothing.

She raised her gun again, took a step into the hallway, and the floor creaked. Anybody in the house would have heard it and she quickly crouched, waiting and listening.

Silence. Had he left?

She rose and took a few steps. About ten feet down to her right, she could see the outline of the back door. At the end of the hall was what looked like a bathroom, and just in front of it, to her left, was what had to be the only bedroom.

She passed the back door and came to the bedroom, pausing before raising the gun back to her cheek. She slowly looked around the corner of the doorway and once again saw nothing. She sighed and exhaled. He was gone.

Heather backed up into the hallway and faced the bathroom.

That was when she heard the floor creak behind her. She felt her throat close and then turned around.

He was standing right in front of her.

“Freeze!” she yelled, quickly raising the gun toward his chest.

He stood perfectly still.

Heather wondered how she had missed him when she entered the house. He had to have been in the kitchen, or behind the couch, watching her the whole time.

Everything he had on—shirt, shoes, pants, gloves, and ski mask—was black. He was nothing more than a dark silhouette, standing at the kitchen end of the hallway with his arms at his sides.

Heather waited for him to move. Wanted him to move. He didn’t, and despite the darkness, she could see something in his right hand.

“Drop it!” she yelled.

He did, and it barely made a noise as it landed on the carpet.

“Put your hands in the air!”

He stared at her for a few seconds and his head leaned toward his left shoulder. And then he slowly raised his hands until they stopped slightly above his head.

Heather could hardly breathe. Her heart felt like a rabbit kicking at the inside of a cage, and what she wanted to yell only came out as a whisper. “Wh-what are you doing here?”

His head tilted from side to side in slow motion, and then it was still. He extended his right arm a little farther above his head, his gloved palm facing the ceiling.

“What are you doing here?” Heather repeated, louder this time. She sensed the desperation in her own voice and it weakened her. “Why them?”

The man just stared at her. He craned his neck forward, allowing the moonlight that came in from the window on the back door to add a shine to his dark eyes behind the mask. He now seemed less human, and as far as Heather was concerned, he was responsible for every nightmare she’d ever had. He took a step toward her.

“Stop right there!” she said, her finger sliding to the thin part of the trigger.

His right arm slowly lowered and he pointed right at her. He was unarmed, yet clearly unafraid. She imagined herself pulling ever so slightly on the trigger. It was the shot she had been waiting over twenty years to take. It was both the reason she always wanted to be a cop and the reason she’d feared being one.

The silhouette kept staring. He continued to point at her until he nodded and pulled his hand back slightly. He then tilted his fingers toward the ceiling and made what looked like a sign of the cross in the air between them.

Heather lowered the gun, feeling as if she were moving under water.

Who is this guy?

He brought his hands to his sides and then started to slowly walk down the hallway. He was coming right at her.

I can’t shoot. He knows I can’t shoot.

“Stop,” she whispered, lifting her gun again.

But he ignored her and just kept striding forward. He didn’t stop until he reached the back door, just a few feet in front of her, and grabbed the handle.

She pointed the gun at the side of his head. “Who are you?”

He said nothing, took another long look at her, and then walked out.

Heather lowered herself to a knee. She stared at the open doorway and tried to focus on breathing. Her hands were trembling so much she could barely hold on to the shotgun.

She wasn’t sure how much time had passed before she finally rose and turned the lights on. Tentatively, she tightened her grip on the gun and made her way out of the house and down the driveway, out to the dark road. The woman and her children hadn’t moved an inch.

“Did you hear anything?” she asked. “He didn’t come back out front, did he?”

The woman and the oldest of the three kids shook their heads.

“He’s gone now,” Heather said. “Probably took to the woods. I’m going to have you guys stay somewhere else tonight, but I’ll escort you back inside to see what was taken. Try not to touch anything.”

The woman sprang to her feet. “Please, God. Please let our money be there.”

“How much are we hoping is there?” Heather asked with trepidation. The burglar had to have taken it.

“Almost three hundred dollars.”

Heather took the baby, Becky took her frightened children by the hands, and they all headed back to the house.

Once inside, she put the baby in the playpen, and the mother had the other two children sit at the kitchen table. Heather and the woman walked down the hallway, each a little spooked, as if the man might come back in the house. When they passed the back door, Heather chastised herself for letting the jerk escape.

Why did I bring them in the house? What if he does return?

They went into the bedroom, flicked the light on, and noticed the woman’s purse on the bed. Becky pounced on it. The zipper on the top was closed, which on the surface appeared to be good news. Nothing else in the room seemed too far out of order. Was it a burglary at all? Maybe he was a previous renter, coming back for a stash. Or maybe he was just some freak, wanting to catch a peek at some innocent woman and children. Some sign-of-the-cross-giving weirdo.

Becky’s eyes lit up when she looked inside. “The money is still here.”

“Good,” Heather said. “Let’s go double-check the family room and kitchen and see if anything else is missing.”

The woman led the way, but then bent down. “What is this?” she asked. She straightened, her back to Heather.

“What is it?” Heather asked, coming around.

Becky’s hands started to shake.

“What is it?” Heather repeated, squinting and taking a step closer.

It was a brown paper lunch bag. There was a tear on the side of it, exposing about an inch of what looked like cash.

“This has to be a couple thousand dollars,” the woman said. There was hope in her eyes and her voice sounded different.

“Did you know that guy?” Heather asked, remembering the silhouette dropping something in the hallway. Again she thought about her idea of him coming back to find a stash …

“No,” Becky said. “Had I known …”

She didn’t have to finish her sentence for Heather to know what she was thinking. If anyone in Benning Township needed a couple thousand, this girl was the one. “I take it this isn’t your money?” Heather asked.

“I wish it was.”

“I admire your honesty,” Heather said.

They walked into the family room, and Heather stopped next to the playpen and ran her hand across the top of the baby’s head. He was holding an empty bottle and Heather smiled. “Looks like somebody needs a refill on his bottle.”

“Okay,” Becky said from the kitchen.

Heather heard a gasp.

“What is going on?” the woman said.

Heather looked at her. Becky was standing in front of the refrigerator, holding the door open, staring. Tears were welling in her eyes.

Heather rushed to her side. “What’s wrong?”

“Are they real?” Becky asked.

“What?” Heather asked.

The woman pointed to the middle shelf. Leaning up against a gallon of milk was a stack of gift cards with a thick rubber band wrapped around it. The card that faced her was dark green with the words Food Village centered neatly in fluorescent yellow.

“Is this some kind of sick joke?” Becky asked.

Heather grabbed a handkerchief out of her pocket and took the cards out of the refrigerator. She removed the rubber band and carefully fanned through them. A matching bright yellow $100 marker was at the top-right corner of each card.

“There must be fifty cards here,” Heather said, holding one up under the kitchen light. “And they look pretty real to me.”

“Who put them there?” Becky asked.

“I’m guessing the same guy,” Heather said.

“This doesn’t make any sense.”

Heather glanced around the house. It was a mess, but a mess made by kids, not an intruder. “Anything seem to be missing?”

“I don’t think so,” Becky said. She smiled and shook her head. “Can I go take another look in the bedroom?”

“Go ahead,” Heather said. “Just try not to touch anything besides the purse. We pretty much compromised any prints that might’ve been on it. Let’s not screw up anything else.” She closed the refrigerator door and then followed Becky, feeling the weight of the gift cards in her hand. Who was that guy? Who went around dumping cash and stashing Food Village gift cards in fridges? It made no sense …

“Thank you,” the oldest boy said as she passed.

“You’re welcome, sweetheart.”

Heather walked back down the hallway and into the bedroom.

“Nothing’s missing,” Becky said. “In fact, it seems like all he did was break in here to leave things.”

“You sure you don’t know anyone who would do this? Someone who might want to help you, but not be identified for some reason?”

“I hardly know anybody in this town,” Becky said. “And I don’t know anybody, anywhere, with this kind of money.”

Heather stepped back into the hallway and looked at the door the intruder left through.

“I really don’t know what’s going on,” Becky said.

“Me either,” Heather said.

“But why would he do it this way?” Becky asked. “Come in here in the middle of the night. Freak us out and all. Why wouldn’t he just give these things to me?”

“I don’t know,” Heather said, thinking about the way the intruder just stared at her and how he made the sign of the cross in the darkness between them.

And then she couldn’t stop the creepy little thought that rolled over and over in the back of her mind.

He knows me.

2

Heather pulled her truck in the driveway and could see Judi Kemp cleaning the grill beside the freshly painted little red barn. Judi turned around as the truck rolled past the garage, and Heather rolled the window down and sighed. It had to be close to a hundred again, another freakishly hot day, with unbearable humidity.

Heather had been looking forward to going to the Kemps’ to help Judi celebrate her son Andy’s fourteenth birthday with a little barbecue, and then maybe have a glass of wine or two, to uncoil from a strange night and another long week.

“Where’s Andy?” Heather called.

“Right there.” Judi pointed at the white five-bedroom home that sat all by itself on the very end of what the locals called “Ripley’s Field,” a three-hundred-acre patch of trees and corn rows that spread across the northeast corner of Benning Township. The old farmhouse had been in Judi’s family for the better part of a century, and its waterfront view from the rear deck was arguably the best, not just in Benning, but the whole county, with the only things separating the house from Canada being a few tiny islands and the thinnest part of Lake Erie.

Andy was on his minibike—a dinged-up old Honda 70—and was crossing the top of the gravel driveway. He was wearing a pair of jean shorts, a motorcycle helmet, and a light-blue T-shirt soaked with sweat.

“Wow,” Heather said. “Who got Andy the new helmet?”

“Rip,” Judi said. She ran a hand along the side of her neck and dropped the wire brush on the top rack of the grill. She was long and lanky, like her son, and when Judi came out from under the shade, she looked thinner, and something about the sunlight made her dishwater-blond hair look the color of dry straw. “Rip said the old helmet wasn’t worthy of the new dirt bike. Wait until you see it. It’s unbelievable.”

It was Andy’s official graduation from a little kid’s mini-bike to a real motorcycle—an old Kawasaki dirt bike that Rip had been souping up in private.

“Where is it?” Heather asked.

“In the garage. Andy has no idea.”

Heather stuck her neck out the window for another look at Andy as he cut across the lawn before circling behind her truck. The new helmet looked like something from a movie set. It came down past the middle of his throat and was made of shiny black plastic. The visor that covered the small hole in the center of the helmet was equally dark, giving one of the shyest kids in town a tough-guy look.

“Where in the world did Rip get that?”

“He ordered it online,” Judi said. “Cost him two weeks’ pay.”

Andy pulled the minibike up next to the truck and Heather continued to admire his new lid. “Aren’t you burning up under there?” she asked.

Andy lifted the helmet off, and his shoulder-length brown hair was matted to his cheeks and neck, doing an extra fine job of what it was grown out to do—cover the scar on his face.

“Hey, Heather,” he said quietly, pulling his earbuds out and pressing the power button on his iPod. Heather couldn’t remember the last time he’d put more than two sentences together at once unless he and his mother were going at it.

“Glad to be out of school?” Heather asked.

Andy shrugged off her silly question. Summer vacation was only two days old. He put his helmet back on and pulled the visor down.

“How can you breathe with that thing on?” Heather asked.

“No big deal,” he said, muffled by the helmet.

“Honey, it’s too hot for that,” Judi said. “Take it off and go wash your face.”

“Whatever,” Andy said, shaking his head. Even with the helmet on, his whole stance spoke of his routine indifference. It was the same stance that, for years now, had been eating away at whatever was left of Judi. And it made it tough for Heather to stay quiet.

“Don’t whatever me,” Judi said. She wasn’t wearing any makeup, and it made her appear softer, younger, helpless in a way. “You can put it back on later when Uncle Rip gives you your gift.”

Andy flipped the visor up and stared at her. His eyes seemed like a pair of lifeless, neon-blue marbles. “Whatever.”

Judi bit her lip and tried to take control. “Go clean up. And feed Milo. Make sure he’s got water too.”

Andy revved the small engine of the minibike and Heather noticed the beat-up copy of The Catcher in the Rye tucked in the back pocket of his jeans.

“There’s some light reading,” Heather quipped, pointing at the book. “Don’t you think that’s a little depressing?”

“Nope,” Andy said.

Of course it isn’t, Heather thought. Asking Andy if the book was depressing was no different than asking a clown if he was uncomfortable at the circus.

“How many books a week are you reading now?” Heather asked.

Andy shrugged and then turned the throttle, spitting little pieces of stone from under the minibike’s back tire as he rode toward the house. Surprisingly, he appeared to be doing what his mother asked him. Maybe he’s hungry, Heather mused.

“Probably four or five books a week,” Judi answered for him. “He gets them all from the library. Every time I go to clean his room, there are different ones stacked on his nightstand.”

Heather could see Milo sitting in the shade of the barn’s doorway. Milo was a six-year-old beagle that refused to eat dog food and wore a red collar that was meant for a dog twice his size. He was also a runner, and if a deer, car, bike, or anything else came down Judi’s road, Milo was going to chase it away. One of those pursuits had involved a milk truck a few summers back and cost Milo his back right leg.

“How is Milo dealing with this heat?” Heather asked.

“He doesn’t mind it,” Judi said. “He still thinks he’s a puppy and swims in the lake at least twice a day.”

“I wish I could too,” Heather said. “By the way, where have you been? I’ve been trying to get ahold of you.”

“Sorry. Cell’s in the house and I’ve been out here all day.”

“Oh. Well, I just stopped by to tell you I’m gonna be a little late,” Heather said.

“No hurry,” Judi said. “Rip won’t be here until around six, anyhow.”

“Good.”

“Good?” Judi arched a brow and cast her a sly look. “Are you trying to get back with my little brother after all these years?”

Heather rolled her eyes and did her best to imitate Andy. “Whatever.”

Judi smiled and it actually seemed real. “What time you gonna be here?”

“I need to do some paperwork on a break-in that happened in the middle of the night. You know Becky from church? The one who’s a little rough around the edges?”

“Oh no,” Judi said. “Her? They have to be the only people in town poorer than I am.”

“Poorer than you?” Heather said, grinning and then biting her lip. Judi didn’t make much as a secretary at Parsons Elementary School, but she did manage to keep her part of Ripley’s Field in the divorce. She and Rip had inherited the property from their parents, who’d both died of cancer at a young age. Blood-lines it was called. Judi had even bought Rip out of his half of the land before he went to prison, making Ripley’s Field, just like the house, all hers. Still, Heather knew what her friend meant whenever she talked about times being tough and guessed if an artist wanted to paint a picture of someone who was land rich and cash poor, Judi would make one heck of a model.

“What’d they take from her?” Judi asked.

“That’s the weird thing,” Heather said. “He actually left around five thousand dollars in Food Village gift cards.”

“What?” Judi said. “Who does that?”

“I don’t know. I had to take the cards with me, and the station is checking them out today to make sure they’re not stolen or missing. If not, Becky gets them back.”

“I don’t get it.” Judi shook her head as if she was trying to puzzle it out. “Someone broke in and left something?”

“I don’t get it either. What’s even weirder is how long he stuck around the house. He could have been in and out of there in a minute, but he was still there when I showed up. Like he wanted me to see him. There are so many other ways he could have given the cards to that woman. It just doesn’t make sense.”

“Five thousand bucks worth of gift cards,” Judi said. “Wow. That’s a lotta dough.”

“You’re telling me.” Heather glanced at her watch. “I gotta run. I’ll see you later tonight.”

“Okay. Feel free to bring some of those gift cards over for me.”

Heather smiled and made a big U-turn in the driveway, thinking about the brown paper bag the intruder dropped. And how she had chosen to leave it with that Becky girl.

Not a penny of the three thousand five hundred dollars in cash that was in the bag would make it into her police report.

Just the gift cards.

3

GOD MUST BE IN PRISON.

Thirty-five-year-old Gerald “Rip” Ripley laughed out loud. He wasn’t sure how many times he’d heard some variation of that while serving three years in the big house for selling weed. He’d also heard it a few times since he’d gotten out of prison, close to a year ago. As much as it seemed to bother him, he did his best to shake it off, mostly because there was a lot of truth in the statement.

But hearing it from Andy was different, particularly on the boy’s birthday, and it was important that his nephew understood what people meant by it.

“God’s everywhere,” Rip said, taking his hand off Andy’s shoulder as they walked across Judi’s backyard and past the barn toward the garage. “But you already know that.”

Actually, Rip wasn’t sure if Andy knew it at all. His gut told him that Andy had pretty much tossed God under the same umbrella as the tooth fairy and Santa Claus, and it was number one on Rip’s bucket list to try to change that.

“Where did you hear that God was in prison?” Rip asked.

“Mr. Hart,” Andy answered quietly. “He’s such a tool.”

God must be in prison, because that’s where so many people seem to meet Him.

Rip smiled, offering silent props to whoever coined the line. It was both clever and harmless, and despite the temporary urge to part Hart’s forehead with his fist the next time he saw him, he didn’t want Andy to make something bigger of it than it really was.

“Don’t lose any sleep over what Mr. Hart has to say,” Rip said, running his hand through the V of his thinning blond hair. “He’s just poking a little fun at me because he knows that prison is where your Uncle Rip finally slowed down and found God.”

Andy’s eyes flashed, and there was something about those blue eyes that seemed to look right through Rip. It was as if Andy sensed that Rip didn’t care much for Erik Hart. Rip had known Hart for a little over thirty years now, since they were in kindergarten, and now that he worked for him, letting anybody know that he also thought Hart was a “tool” wasn’t his best move.

“We’ll see how long it lasts, Ripley. I don’t really think anybody’s buying into your newfound faith or born-again spiel.”

Rip had never argued with Hart about it. Sure, a lot of guys in prison talked about God. He also knew that most of those guys returned to their old ways the second they were released. But Rip had been set free while in prison, and he knew he didn’t have to prove anything to anyone except the Guy upstairs, the real Boss. He also knew that he still had a lot of things to work on himself, so he decided to let his actions speak for him instead of his mouth.

“Check it out,” Rip said, pointing out to the lake. A pair of jet skis were about fifty yards offshore, heading south at what had to be fifty miles per hour. Andy loved fast things and the noises they made, and Rip grinned, knowing in just a few minutes, Andy would be experiencing both in a new way.

“Those are cool,” Andy said quietly. “Someday I want to try one.”

“I think there is something else you may want to try first, bro.”

“Like what?” Andy said. “And by the way, nobody calls anybody bro anymore.”

“Not true,” Rip said. “I do.”

Rip put his arm around Andy and kissed his nephew on the top of his head. Andy’s shoulders hunched in embarrassment before he looked around to make sure nobody had seen.

“What the heck, Uncle Rip?” Andy said. “You better not ever do that in public.”

“Why?” Rip said. “You’re my only nephew and I love ya.”

“Seriously,” Andy pressed. “Not cool.”

“Okay, tough guy.” Rip remembered the last time they upgraded Andy’s mode of transportation. It was when they traded Andy’s bicycle for the minibike. Rip shook his head, thinking that it seemed impossible for that to have been four years ago, particularly with three of those spent behind bars.

“Wait for us!” It was Judi.

Milo was in front of her, doing his three-legged race at her side. Whenever he ran, it looked like he was moving sideways, but the little guy was surprisingly quick, and what he lacked in limbs, he made up for in heart.

“C’mon, Tripod!” Rip yelled, sparking Milo into his highest gear. Judi actually seemed to move a little quicker, too, her flip-flops smacking at her heels the whole way.

“I can’t believe you were going to show it to him without us,” Judi said, catching her breath and sounding miffed.

“Chill out,” Rip said. “I was gonna have Andy put his new helmet on and pull it out in front of the house for you.”

“Okay,” Judi said, using that victim tone they’d all become accustomed to.

“Pull what out?” Andy asked, crossing his arms.

Rip kneeled down and grabbed the garage door handle, ignoring the pain in his lower back that had been bothering him for a while. He pulled up and the door swung open, leaving them all staring straight at Andy’s birthday present. It was parked in the center of the garage, covered by an old white bedsheet.

Rip went into the garage and grabbed a handful of the cloth.

“What is it?” Andy asked, rocking back and forth on his heels.